No list is too long for Jesus to fix. No problem is too severe. Seek Him with all your heart as humbly as you can, and you will find Him. This healing and freedom is for everyone (I’m not just talking to people who are currently Christian).
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🔥I was trying to figure out the best way to testify about everything that Jesus has healed & freed me from thru Apostle Kathryn Krick at 5f Church over the past year and a half, because it’s just been SO MUCH. Glory to God!
📝So Holy Spirit lead me to just make a list:
⚠️Trigger Warning: very brief, vague mention of ch*ld ab*se, s*xu*l ab*se, and d*mest*c v*ol*nce⚠️
🩻🏥⛑️Some background:
I had been deemed disabled. There were times when I was bed-ridden for days. At one point I had become so weak that I couldn’t go up more than 6 stairs or walk across a parking lot, and I had to walk with a cane. I should’ve been using the cane all the time, but I was embarrassed about it, so I would go without it many times, and then just end up on the ground a lot. I was severely underweight. I had labored breathing/was heaving constantly when I breathed, like I couldn’t get enough oxygen. My under eyes were a muted grey, my skin was sickly ghost pale, I looked like a completely different person (for real; one time I ran into someone I had known well and he strait out didn’t recognize me). I don’t have a lot of photos from that time bc I didn’t take pictures anymore due to what I looked like; it scared me to see. The photos of me in that IG Reel where I’m wearing the pink sports bra & there’s Nissan 350Z’s in the background wasn’t even me at my worst (I’ll include the photo below). I was tormented in my mind every second of every day, and was fighting su*c*de on the daily as well. Out of all the physical sickness & torment I had, I can honestly say that the mental torment was far more excruciating.
I was a medical anomaly, especially because I had certain mental disease/conditions (some were believed to be genetic) that I was told were not normally seen together or in that number. I also had so many physical problems that I was coming down with so quickly that doctors couldn’t keep up with determining what each new thing was being caused by, so they couldn’t fix it. All while my body was suffering damage. I also had a lot of malpractice and negligence committed on me. It was a ridiculously complicated case from a medical standpoint. There was not much hope in curing most of these illnesses & disease, and there was definitely no curing the most major ones.
💻📺📱Most of this supernatural healing and freedom happened over months as I watched 5f Church online (because I couldn’t get to the church in person, so God had grace for that)
💒🚑❤️🩹Here’s what I’ve been healed & freed from so far:
-Severe PTSD/C-PTSD
-Intrusive thoughts
-Trauma triggers
-Chronic, severe nausea & sudden vomiting that happened about 4-6 times a day
-Bipolar Disease Type I (included severe depression)—this disease has had a LOT of false information put out about it. In reality, it is a tragic, horrible disease. I will go into detail in the future of specifically what it is, and what I experienced. This disease has lead to deaths in the past, and it almost lead to mine. It is my prayer that people understand what this disease really is so that it is taken as seriously as it should be, and so more people who are suffering from it can be cared for and brought to Jesus and healed.
-Su*cid*l thoughts/ideation + Anhedonia
-Recurring infections throughout multiple organ systems (some were not responding to conventional antibiotics)
-Body had largely stopped absorbing + retaining nutrients & water for some reason (leading to malnutrition/malnourishment, emaciation, & chronic dehydration)
-Inability to gain/retain weight due to this^ and also due to the daily nausea & random vomiting
-Suspected brain damage/malfunction due to neural death caused by several other conditions (this caused a large inability to learn & retain new information, and also caused severe memory loss that was so bad I had forgotten that certain friends I had ever even existed)
-^This caused other (some periodic) dementia-like symptoms as well
-Seizures
-Nervous system malfunctioning as a whole (tremors, muscle jerks, twitching, body temperature regulation issues (cold sweating, overheating), nerve shocks that felt like being poked with a taser, body aches, nerve pain)
-Severe Migraines (they were so bad I would lose 70% of my vision, was unable to be in any kind of light, curled up in a ball sometimes even crying from the pain, and sometimes even vomiting)
-Periodic flu-like symptoms
-Hypoglycemic episodes
-Hair falling out (I’d say I lost about half my hair, I definitely see a LOT of improvement and am having faith, especially after testifying, that it will be thicker than it’s ever been!)
-Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
-Signs & symptoms of pancreatitis
-Severe Anxiety & Panic Disorder
-Chewing on my lip/mouth from anxiety (I did that my whole life until I was healed)
-Temporomandibular Joint Disorder (TMD)—worst case doctor had seen in her career, and it was believed to be the cause of major gum recession that got so bad I had to have 4 gum graft surgeries by the time I was 19 years old. It has improved and I am having faith for full healing in this area!
-Healing in my teeth; I had teeth pain healed, I believe what was a cracked tooth that was healed, and I also believe what was a cavity or two that was healed
-Healed also from gum recession (and actually I’ve noticed restoration in my gums, which is normally physically impossible; gum tissue doesn’t grow back on its own)
-Chronic inflammation pretty much throughout my whole body
-Concern of widespread cell & organ damage due to pretty much all the conditions I had
-Severe calf muscle cramps that would happen early in the morning and wake me up. They were so intense sometimes that I would literally be screaming into a pillow.
-Chronic pain throughout my body; everything just hurt. All. The. Time.
-Adrenal fatigue
-Bladder + kidney problems & pain (when it was really bad I would have to pee every 10-15 minutes. For real.)
-Lung issues believed to be from lung tissue damage I had
-Recurring infections in piercings
-Minor to moderate Sleep Paralysis
-Signs & symptoms of Sleep Apnea
-Severe chronic chest pain
-Random nerve tingling, pressure feelings, and muscle spasms especially when I would try to go to sleep
-Spinal disc pain & slight tearing in a disk
-Thoracic Scoliosis
-Severely painful Pelvic Floor Condition
-Exercise-Induced Asthma
-My tongue was white—undetermined cause, but who cares, Jesus fixed it 🎉
-Dandruff & a weird undiagnosed scalp thing that had both popped up out of nowhere one day
-Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder (basically the inability to stay in the present moment, and instead just constantly ruminating & dissociating due to trauma. I have seen massive improvement & believe I will continue to as I stay planted at 5f Church, testify, declare, & stay in God’s will)
-Trichotillomania / compulsive hair destruction caused by trauma, anxiety, and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
-Seasonal Affective Disorder (Seasonal Depression)
-Anxiety & Panic Disorder
-Severe ADHD (has improved SO much as of right now, I’m at like 85% healing. I believe in 100% healing in the future)
-Severe Paranoia
-Chronic pain and scar tissue/stiffness/damage from old sports injuries
-Chronic stiffness, scar tissue, & intermittent pain in my right hand from a previously broken bone that made it hard to write (I asked God to heal me so I could take notes easier during 5f livestreams and He did real quick 😂)
-Chronic over-sweating. I was sweating SO bad even when I was cold. It didn’t matter what I did, it was still so ridiculous how much I was sweating for no reason. Like, the temperature was freezing and I would be doing zero physical activity, yet I was still just a puddle of sweat. It was so uncomfortable. It was potentially partially from a combination of conditions, but it was definitely a side effect from medications
-Severe insomnia (I didn’t sleep for about 4 days once. This has drastically improved)
-Chronic dry skin + eczema
-Chronically cold all the time when I wasn’t having overheating episodes (I was cold most of the time & often shivering unless it was like 90°+ outside.)
-Acne has improved massively
-Being constantly sick from viruses & colds (I no longer have to take an obscene amount of vitamins every day, and I’m not required to take this one special vitamin twice a day anymore to help with this. I’m also free from the fear of getting sick.)
-Seasonal allergies
-Giant Papillary Conjunctivitis (a condition that caused inflammation in my eyelids & made it feel like I had sand in my eyes when it flared up)
-Chronic dry eye
-Pretty bad monthly cycle symptoms that had to be treated with meds to stop it from causing anemia & severe pain
-Constant lethargy
-Blood circulation & blood pressure had become so poor/low that I couldn’t sit down for more than 10-15 minutes because my feet and legs would go numb. And even standing up, my hands and arms would start tingling and go numb, and sometimes my hands would start turning slightly purple. It was especially bad in my right arm and I felt this weird blockage of blood flow under my right armpit.
-Headaches, dizziness, sight issues, & fatigue that were symptoms from chemical exposure (I was healed while watching a livestream a couple days after finding out that it had been caused by chemical exposure! Go Jesus! 🎉)
-Headaches, dizziness, and sight issues that were not even caused by that chemical exposure. Part of it was caused from seizures & nervous system problems, part of it was caused by other health issues
-Borderline Personality Disorder (a condition that was caused by severe ab*se and severe invalidation as a child; this condition has had a lot of false information about it out there. What I experienced from this condition was: compulsive behavior, hostility when threatened or invalidated or manipulated, impulsivity, irritability, risk-taking behavior, self-destructive behavior)
-Eyesight has been healed back up to my old glasses prescription
Also Jesus healed & freed me from:
-Curses
-Generational curses (including lack, d*m*stic v*olence, witchcraft, addiction, gum & teeth problems, skin cancer)
-Word curses (that I spoke and that others spoke over me)
-Curses upon my finances (that made it so I couldn’t get ahead, every plan I made would fail, I would get random large bills, and things would keep breaking over and over causing random large expenses)
-Spiritual blockages in understanding
-Demonic soul ties
-Demonic covenants
-Ties from my past
-Healing from many different kinds of traumas
-Rebellion/disobedience that came from authority figures in my life who were not loving, but who were manipulative, controlling, & abusive
-Jealousy/envy that lead to discontentment
-Severe fear of many things (I’ll list some of them on this list)
-Fear of messing up in general
-Fear of messing up at work/getting fired
-Financial fear (fear of financial lack)
-Fear of man (caring about people’s opinions of me/caring what people think)
-Fear of males due to most trauma in my life coming from males
-Fear of singing
-Fear of sleeping with my feet out of the covers, and fear of sleeping without covers in general (I legit had to sleep with a sheet in the summer no matter how hot it was. One time I slept on the floor in front of the AC bc it was so hot but I still had to have a sheet over me.)
-Fear of falling asleep
-Severe fear of being/feeling trapped & periodic anxiety attacks from feeling trapped in certain situations. Sometimes I literally felt like I was trapped in my body. It was horrible.
-Codependency
-Trauma from invalidation and also the fear of invalidation
-This cloud of darkness that was over me all the time
-Something that in psychology is called “Revenge Bedtime Procrastination”
-“Retail Therapy” (buying things to make myself feel better)
-feeling overly responsible for people and situations that I’m not responsible for
-Clinical phobia of wasps & hornets
-Becoming very anti-social and self-isolating after becoming very ill
-Insecurity/not liking myself/self-hatred
-Hatred and bias towards most white people (this came from deep-rooted rage & anger I had, regarding racism committed by white people against people of color)
-Hatred and bias towards pretty much all Christians (this came from Christians who were stuck in religion, and they were hateful, mean, judgmental, hypocritical, and the opposite of Christ-like)—btw shout out to my 2 Christian roommates in college (when we lived on the cul-de-sac street). They were the first Christians I remember knowing who were Christ-like in character. I didn’t know any other Christians like that for many years. J.P. & S.P. … you know who you are. I honor you both. I always remembered your examples and it always gave me hope ♥️
-Distrust & resentment towards God
-Unforgiveness & resentment toward people who harmed me
^all this hatred, resentment, & unforgiveness was just poisoning me and bringing me down
-Addiction & Drug use (alcohol—(since I was 11 years old), coc@ine, mushrooms, ket@mine, nicotine, nitrous oxide (“wh*ppets”), weed—(got addicted to it after having to use it medically). I no longer did elicit street drugs once I became ill, and then I had to quit drinking too, but then I got addicted to weed like I said, caffeine, and also masterbation—as a way to avoid dangerous sexual situations but still have sexual experiences, and to try to feel a sense of safety sexually
-Lust (that lead to sexual activity outside of marriage)
-Bisexuality/pansexuality/identity confusion (I had a really hard time believing that I needed to be free from this. One time I had actually popped off on a lady who said that I needed freedom (it did not happen at 5f, it was before I found them). I will be making a detailed video on what happened and how I found out that this for real wasn’t my identity, and about the fact that I was freed from it. If you don’t understand this right now, just know that I respect & understand where you’re at, I love you, and Jesus loves you more than you could ever imagine. God didn’t love me any less when I had identity confusion. Don’t listen to religious people screaming dumpster fire lies at you. Hear me when I say: YOU ARE LOVED BY GOD. PERIOD.)
Spirits of:
-Death & su*c*de
-Witchcraft
-Condemnation
-A lot of freedom from the spirit of Religion
-Anger & rage
-Murder
-Manipulation
-Infirmity (sickness)
-Depression
-Anxiety
-Heaviness
-Sluggishness
-Spirits that came from New Age (I thought there was actual science behind the things I tried: crystals, salt lamps, frequency “healing”, hypnotherapy, horoscopes, zodiac signs, for example. Surprise, there’s not. It’s just witchcraft. And it ruined my life.)
-Spirits that came from unknowingly worshipping false gods (I used to believe everyone was worshipping the same God, and that different religions were just different people’s interpretation of Him. That turned out to be false and I learned that the hard way. I had gotten into Hinduism and thought that Shiva was just a depiction of God. So much demonic activity started happening in my life after that, but I didn’t know why until I learned that what I believed wasn’t true. Then I was delivered from a demon named Shiva.)
-Spirits that came from Yoga (I didn’t know this at the time, but yoga was literally created as a worship practice of false gods. I thought people who said demons came from Yoga were crazy until I actually got delivered from these spirits. So that was a humbling experience… )
-Spirits that came from me dabbling in witchcraft (for example: turns out doing an ouija board on Halloween when I was 17 wasn’t just “a thing you do one time as a teenager and it’s nbd”… bro I had demons tormenting me for YEARS because of this.)
-Spirits that would bring up my past, intrusive thoughts, and traumas over and over and over
-Spirits trying to pull me back/back to the way I was living before being surrendered to Jesus
-Spirits that came from trauma and abuse
-Kundalini
-Spirit of itchiness that out of the blue started causing constant itchy skin around my shoulders & bra area (the itchiness left immediately once this spirit was casted out)
-Spirits causing stagnancy & barrenness in my life
-Sexually perverse spirits
-Spirits holding me back from being in God’s will
-Spirits that brought confusion
-Spirits that spoke against my Identity in Christ, and against God’s character & how He sees me (basically they tried to get me to be blinded to God’s love)
-Spirits attacking & tormenting my mind
-Spiritual spouses
-Angel of Light (a demon that pretends to be God)
-Pride
-Laziness
-Lack
-Darkness; this spirit that would bring dark, depressing, hopeless thoughts of death and everything negative in the world, to the point that I couldn’t see the positive in anything
-Lust
-Insecurity
-Rejection
-Hunting spirit of jealousy (my whole life it would follow me & use other people to try to spread rumors about me, lie about me, turn people against me, and try to destroy my life when I did absolutely nothing wrong to the people it was using to try to accomplish this. The hostility towards me would get worse the kinder I was to the people it used.)
If I missed anything, I will post it as Holy Spirit reminds me 🩷
❤️🔥I don’t know how I would still be alive right now if it weren’t for Jesus moving in power thru Apostle Kathryn Krick at 5f Church. I am also a million times closer to Jesus than I’ve ever been in my life. I have never experienced peace & joy, ever in my entire life, until now. You can’t fake this. The Bible has truly come alive my friends. Hallelujah❤️🔥
Here I am now:
💌P.S.
I should have testified about all of these things right after I was free from each one, but I failed to testify right away even tho God instructed us to thru 5f. I am testifying now to give all the glory to God that He deserves, and to solidify my freedom (because testifying is a spiritual principle in overcoming the enemy in your life, and in solidifying your freedom & healing so you don’t lose it). I thank God for His love, grace, redemption, & mercy. Most of the things on this list (including the life-threatening ones) are completely gone, and some aren’t totally gone yet but have improved massively. I have faith that as I stay planted at 5f Church, keep my faith, reject the enemy’s lies, and stay in God’s will, they will all disappear completely.
Glory to Jesus ❤️🔥