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Okay I did check out silent whispers and I have to say the visuals look good but the story concept is too similar to LADS and one of the characters is to me a poor ripoff of Sylus.

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Not me redownloading LADS because I’m that impatient for the banner 🤣🤣🤣

I did finally order a tablet just for this game which will arrive on Friday so until then I’ll need to be smart about my remaining storage

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Okay having been part of the LADS community for a while I hear a new game is now a top contender silent whispers. What’s y’all opinions on this?

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Okay I have to talk about episode 3, my goodness my soul completely left my body I wasn’t expecting all that to happen the spice level was definitely taken to another level. Bro Conrad Fisher left the building back in episode 1, is this Chris or River? (Okay f***k that you know what it’s both 😂😭)

I think I completely underestimated Chris Briney I thought he wasn’t capable of this but boy was I so wrong, this was something else and I can’t be mad as I think he did such an incredible job. FYI I will never recover from this I’m so unwell.

If you haven’t listened yet well let me tell you to be prepared beforehand as you will be on the floor in total shock. 😳

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Has anyone been listening to Chris Briney’s spicy audio on Quinn? My opinion… best money I spent cuz it’s diabolical and bold of him to do this and I mean that in the best way possible because never in my wildest dreams did I think Chris Briney would narrate spice. I will be giggling like a school girl with a crush, pausing in between as I’m trying to survive and get through the episodes, mentally preparing myself for what’s to come (tbf no amount of preparations can be done when it’s Conrad Fisher). That man really be getting me all nervous and sweating 😂, there’s no way I’m gonna survive, I’m so done

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It’s never easy to let go of the things that gave you joy but life goes on and as people we evolve. I’m grateful to have been part of a community that I never felt alone in but with the recent events with BTS (their brand deals and being silent about Palestine) and ARMY this fandom has become more toxic and I choose to not be a part of it for my own peace. Who knows when I will come back to BTS and ARMY but for now I’m taking myself out of it. I don’t wish to end this post with negative energy so instead I wish BTS well in the future.

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As of recently I’ve been invested in The Summer I Turned Pretty and it’s currently airing it’s final season.

I really wanted to talk more about this scene in detail. This is the scene where Conrad finally confesses to Belly that he still loves her and he’s always loved her after 4 years (in the show it’s 4 in the book it’s 2). You would expect Belly to instantly melt after hearing the words she’s always wanted to hear from the person she loves but no that is not the case. It puts her into a worse position where she has to confront her feelings for Conrad as the entire episode is her waking up to the truth that in fact she DOES love Conrad and has ALWAYS loved him and Conrad DOES in fact love Belly and has ALWAYS loved her. It’s Belly realising that she was wrong for choosing Jeremiah but in those 4 years while Conrad was away in California Belly believed he had moved on and Belly has been convincing herself she made the right choice and is happy with Jeremiah. When actually that episode proves she doesn’t love Jeremiah entirely, her love for Jeremiah isn’t the same for her love with Conrad, Belly spent her entire life in love with Conrad and has always pictured herself with him and she admits that to Taylor during here bachelorette party, those flashbacks prove she didn’t in fact move on from Conrad she has unresolved feelings which are coming to the fore front of it all.

Yes during this scene Belly said some harsh words to Conrad but it wasn’t accurate to how she really felt. She knows at that point she LOVES Conrad and Conrad LOVES her but she’s stuck in this position where she’s marrying Jeremiah the next day and feels guilty as even though she loves Conrad, she doesn’t want to hurt Jeremiah. Belly wasn’t nasty to Conrad because she wanted to be and not because she’s delusional no, she cares for Conrad so much and loves him but she doesn’t want to be hurt again, those words came as a form of self protection, she has her wall up in front of Conrad as she thinks her relationship with him could end in disaster again. Back track to season 1 with Conrad blowing hot and cold with Belly, his emotional unavailability frustrates Belly where she breaks up with him during Prom back in season 2. Belly has spent the better part of 4 years convincing herself she made the right choices and still trying to convince herself that she will happy being married to Jeremiah even though she knows it’s all wrong and messy. Especially the timing was so late which is going to create a more messy situation. When Belly walks away from Conrad after he confessed and she was cold to him, she breaks down entirely because she’s so in love with Conrad and in that moment she’s mourning the fact that even though she wants the dream wedding, the life she always pictured with Conrad she can’t have that as it’s too late because she’s engaged to Jeremiah and is marrying him, Belly doesn’t mean the things she told Conrad but it was all a way so she could protect herself from being hurt again. The difference is Conrad’s love can make Belly feel so many intense emotions where Jeremiah doesn’t compare especially given the history between Belly and Conrad where they are each other’s first love which is hard for them to forget.

So now this scene paves the way so that instead of Belly ending the relationship and calling off the wedding, Jeremiah needs to end it and go his own way and do his own growing. Belly gains the courage to find herself in Paris.

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I would really like to know everyone’s opinions on Taehyung being an ambassador for coke because I’ve seen some of posts and videos and a lot of are not good. I’ve seen people saying that the brand coke supports Isreal and while I don’t support brands that support Isreal and as a human myself my morals and beliefs do come before being a fan of anyone and if it’s wrong I don’t support the action, I don’t hate the person as it’s a separate thing. I do believe Taehyung is a good human being but if he’s doing something wrong I’m not gonna come online and start bashing him that’s not me. I believe in calmly speaking out if he’s made a mistake. Let’s not be hasty and start hating him for it. I’m not someone who likes drama or confrontation and I don’t speak on things that I have no knowledge about but I do my own research so that I am caught up with the events.

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What the actual f***k?! What is going on? You have to be kidding me rn cuz this is demented. A grown woman in her 30s doing this stupidity is insane and disgusting. When will it ever stick in these people’s brain that this man is a human being not a toy, let’s not forget how fans were told not to show up yesterday when JK and Jimin got discharged I mean the disrespect these “fans” have is beyond comprehension. They claim to be fans but can’t follow simple instructions when it comes to health and safety. To the sesangs, your brain must be small or broken or both if you think doing these stunts are okay, if you think that’s okay then you seriously need help please I urge you to focus on your own lives rather than live in your delusional minds.

Now the woman who attempted to break into his house has been arrested which I’m grateful for but it’s still concerning when JK has told people a dozen times not to go to his house. LISTEN TO HIM, LEAVE HIM AND BTS ALONE.

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I know I’m late to the party but here I am. I really wanted to talk about this C drama. Yes apart from K dramas I enjoy watching C dramas. Now I only became a fan of Ryan Ding (Ding Yuxi) a couple weeks ago when I watched Moonlight and I have a been a fan of Esther Yu (Yu Shuxin) for a while but this paring and their chemistry is sooo good especially in their first drama. I just finished Love Game in Eastern Fantasy and my goodness did it hit me hard with the comedy, angst, romance, action but more importantly I really want to talk about Ryan’s acting and how it’s so captivating especially his eyes and how they convey so much emotion. He truly is talented and I do hope for more of him this year.

The last episode of LGIEF hit me in the feels that I actually cried the story was just moving, the sadness everything was just touching and sad at the same time. Hats off to Esther and Ryan 👏👏👏 they did such an amazing job and I do hope they work together on another project in the future.

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I legitimately cannot right now because there are so many points that I see wrong with this. I posting this now as I have been trying to wrap my head around this and think of ways to give my thoughts without sounding harsh but this needs to be said.

What they are doing is making it worse for themselves, how did they think going into legal battle that it was going to their way when they breached their contract that they signed willingly. These are the consequences of your own actions, so of course they were going to lose the injunction against hybe/ador, like I said before the person in power is Bang PD and I knew hybe was going to go far as to stop their activities and if NJZ keep pushing their career is shot.

First it started with that livestream, then rebranding themselves as NJZ, performing unauthorised tell me what is next because I’m literally seeing themselves just digging themselves deeper into a hole. You were given court orders to pause activities as a group I’m pretty sure interviews applies (if I’m wrong correct me on that one). I’ve also said this before but their is a bigger picture that’s needs to be seen in that industry and like I have mentioned in a previous post, these girls don’t understand the game/politics involved.

No because what do you mean “you decided to pause activities” like seriously “it wasn’t easy” no i’m sorry but that didn’t sit with me. You know the court and Hybe/Ador made that decision for you and have no choice to oblige otherwise you will make yourselves look more bad when it comes to a possible trial in court and you want to gather evidence but doing that interview with BBC just wasn’t it because you’re saying you’re uncomfortable when you keep bringing up the situation. No one forced you to talk about the situation you decided to do that on your own, and you mentioned being mistreated by another team like be serious now, these problems are the ones you brought to the media, you indirectly mentioned them without saying who they were.

How are you gonna sit there and expect the alternative when you demanded hybe/ador to bring min heejin back within a certain time frame?. Now I have nothing against NJZ but yes I fully believe they should gone another route when it came to fighting a battle and going online and just pleading your case isn’t enough for lawyers to believe like you need concrete evidence so rather than do interviews I would strongly suggest NJZ take that time to reflect, refocus and gather receipts to prove in court. Now i don’t want to see these girls inside a hole, I do want them to flourish in music and as individuals, I honestly wish this predicament they’re in didn’t happen but we are where we are and all we can do is wait. All in all I do hope something positive can come from this and they get to live their dreams.

Please don’t think I was being too hard I’m only giving my opinions please understand 😊

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Excuse me what is this? 😁😭😭😭 I love this for the sylus girlies. Damn what is happening? This is the most Infold are doing, we’re being spoiled and I’m not complaining.

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STOP STOP STOP ✋ I need to recover from this cuz this banner is absolutely insane. INFOLD went from 1-100000000 like how are we supposed to stay calm when you give us THIS? INFOLD are reminding us that it’s not just love and deep space but it’s actually love and freakspace. I have so many questions and feelings but I will keep some of them to myself iykyk 🤫

All the Sylus girlies are winning imo cuz WTH WAS THAT!!!! DAMN they took spicy to another level. I will need therapy after this, after INFOLD takes my money.

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I think I’m about to go insane because WHAT IS THIS? Technically we can now say it’s a Quin banner? (Idk if that’s right since there’s now five of them), but OMG I am feeling so many emotions right now some I will keep to myself iykyk 🤫 I can’t even think of one coherent thought

Caleb just came back and already his next card went from 10-10000000000, good gracious INFOLD really are amping up this game for us. SYLUS girlies are winning this one imo cuz WTH was that!!!!

Are the boys trying to bite MC? I swear this game took spicy to the next level. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT!!!! INFOLD YOU CAN’T DO THAT TO US. I can feel my wallet disappearing and I fear I will need therapy to recover from this.

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Okay I just got done with Caleb’s myth and it all made sense why he is the way he is. This guy was always in love with MC from the very beginning and now I love him even more (especially in his colonel outfit hehe) . He’s definitely up there along with Rafayel but honestly whenever Caleb is in colonel mode he’s more scary which is understandable since he’s trying to protect MC and we all know how bold and stubborn she is. However Rafayel doesn’t have Yandere vibes about him.

Okay let me just preface that I did think that about Caleb in the beginning but when you read his myth it all became clear. Yes I still think he has some of those traits in him when I watched the main story and his myth.

All in all, it was an amazing start to his grand debut in the game as a LI and I can’t wait for more.

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Okay I’m posting about this game as I’ve been playing love and DeepSpace for a hot minute and I love all the characters (boys hehe) but more specifically Rafayel and Xavier are up there however is there gonna be a love triangle between Zayne, Caleb and MC (that would be interesting tho).

I’m sorry Rafayel but I think I’m about to leave you for Caleb 😂🤭

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Okay I seriously think this needs a serious discussion because wtf is going on with SM. Wtf Is this bullsh*t? Now I’m not a hardcore fan of RIIZE but I like their music and respect the group but this guy debuted last year went on hiatus for 10 months and fans of riize have patiently been waiting for his return. 2 days ago it was announced that Seunghan had officially returned only for SM to kick him out of the group 24 hours later. Seriously, make it make sense but I can’t fathom how absolutely ridiculous this is. These toxic fans who have become so delusional think they have control over a person’s life, your toxicity is the reason for this outcome, is he not allowed a life outside of music? I hope you all are happy with yourselves because let’s make one thing clear karma will come for you and if you had any ounce of respect and decency you will apologise for your disgusting actions, reflect on that while you can.

All those wreaths that were left in front of SM was a sickening sight and that innocent man saw those just broke my heart. These toxic k fans need a reality check because this parasocial behaviour is unhealthy and I would advise you focus on your life rather than make time to send hateful comments to a person who doesn’t know you personally. Once again you have snatched another person with great potential, not only was he snatched from the fans but he was snatched from riize and I can’t imagine how they must feel I can only imagine how upset and disappointed they are with this situation. I have never been more disappointed in SM.

RIIZE IS 0T7