Candied Adrenaline

Hi, I'm Leah. :) Saskatchewanian living in Saint John, New Brunswick. Canada. 26 years young. I like cute, creepy and sexy. I tend to trust only cats and corpses♥ spoonie 💊

[nomiya38]

スウィート・チェリー

この絵は関係ないですが 【お知らせ】1月29日(金)～2月14日(日)まで開催の【CREATORS FESTIVAL in 渋谷ロフト】（渋谷Loft6階アート＆カルチャーフロア）に委託（いつものポスカセットとイラスト集2冊）で参加しています。(本人の在廊等はありません。)こんな時勢なので何かのついでにお立ち寄り頂ければ幸いです。

[arcusxx]

[wearemadeofblood]

[autotrophe]

[andantegrazioso-deactivated2018]

Ida Rentoul Outhwaite | yiexinyi

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

While we should obviously do what we can to maintain a positive perspective, remember that it is okay to have negative emotions. It’s okay to be sad. It’s okay to be anxious. It’s okay to feel hopeless. It’s okay to be insecure. It’s okay to feel hurt. It’s okay to be angry. And it’s okay to express these feelings. Don’t let anyone fool you into thinking that only positive emotions are acceptable.

[teenscoolest]

[valtsv]

man victorian slang was fucking lethal

[valtsv]

literally how was anyone expected to say something like this with a straight face

[valtsv]

[thechronicpainlife]

[evilottoandfrenxxy]

[fleurduart]

Eugène Emmanuel Amaury Pineux Duval, La nascita di Venere, detail

[autumnslaughter]

My barfday was on the 19th. I was on painkillers but I actually left the house for the first time in awhile.

[naturalpalettes]

The high plains of oregon

[livebloggingmydescentintomadness]

I think maybe my least favorite part of chronic illness is how much time you spend in limbo. Obviously the good days are good days, and the thing is that the worst days are when you can implement your emergency measures - take your pain pills, get in bed and call the whole day a wash. It’s a done deal. 

But most days are in between, spent sitting and waiting to see if you’re going to be able to do anything or if you’re going to have to give up. You can’t just give up every day, and you actually get really fucking tired of lying in bed doing nothing, but you can’t just will yourself to have a good enough day to be productive. You can try to advance on a task, see if you’re capable, only to find yourself on the brink of collapse, maybe even hurting your health because you so much as tried to do something. 

So then you go back to spending your 10,000th hour in bed or on the couch waiting for something to change. It’s really, really boring. 

[autumnslaughter]

Ah yes, my mom and I have coined the nickname for me right now as limbo Leah. Waiting for a doc phone consultation on the 30th. Always waiting. Waiting waiting waiting. Life In limbo can suck it, this isn’t a proper life. Stay strong spoonies 🖤⚡️

[thelymediary-deactivated2022020]

[sunflower-cane]

fire pit: *Crackles loudly*

my shitty joints: *cracks louder to assert dominance*

[pflanzendergotter]

Five Holy Wounds - Sigmund Grimm