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I was constantly falling apart and nobody was there to hold me and I knew only I could do that.

amaniskhan

Meri Pareshaniyan

Meri pareshaniyon se jaake puch wo kyu har dafa chali aati hai

Puch usko ke kyu wo har martaba bin bulaye aajati hai

Uske maksado se main waaqif nahi hoon

Par uski fitrat toh dekh wo har dafa kuch sikha he jaati hai

Aaj toh main khush hoon mujhe aaj kya sikhane aayi hai

In lamho ko jee raha hoon na main

Abb kis maksad ko pura karne aayi hai

Usne dheemi awaz mein mujse kahan ke

Tu kisi ka shukriya ata karna bhool chuka hai

Teri Zindagi ne jo ye mehfil sajayi hai

Tu usi mein gumrah ho chuka hai

Main aayi yaahan kisi ke arzi se hoon

Main yahan uss rab ki marzi se hoon.

-Aman

“So what’s next?

You heal, you grow and you never give up your hope.”

— aveiledspectrum

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I stood in front of the mirror Staring at my reflection with a shiver My eyes were blood shot red No I wasn't a light-head The pain was leaden in my chest I always tried to be the best Yet all this time I felt With whatever I dealt I wasn’t good after all I mean was i just like the fall? Kept falling until the cold came succumbed to the numbness that it gave But in secrecy I had a tendency to breakdown Because among people I never really wore a frown.

aveiledspectrum

The only warmth I received was the heat that radiated from my tears but never deviated my fears My throat was beginning to dry how could you lie when I entrusted you with my life For you, I was never important I should’ve believed it when you reminded me every moment I wish I had observed what you had told but all my instincts were ignored and now I’ve got nothing to hold

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I was ten When I met with depression It all started with lack of attention As it drove me into wrong direction I sought love from pathetic places Hoping to fill in the empty spaces I was taken for granted And I never really ranted Slowly forgetting my purpose Charming others had become my focus I let people in Who made me sin I was damaged and broken My despair was out spoken But when they would turn off the lights I would allow myself to weep at nights.

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There must be something special about autumn How fearlessly the trees let them self lose or how the auburn of the leaves show their courage even after the defeat It could be the belief of the nature when it falls it accepts the pain for its essential growth And maybe that is why this month leaves me pondering upon the perspective of life It inspires me to be patient through the hardships and trials Because with patience comes success and delight

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The warmth of your embrace And that adorable smile you smile when I look into your eyes The way you grin and shake your head when I jump around and pry The way you hold me close when I’m about to cry There isn’t much to lose besides these cliche memories of you and i

But I’m sure I’ll find someone who would stay with me forever By forever I mean a time where there would be no suffocation of missing each other A time where we wouldn’t feel perplexed about one another Forever is where you and I won’t compromise any promises Forever is when the passion will fade but the patience will remain.

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“When I was born,

From my mother

I was torn.

I was growing up,

From the dreams

that had been showing up.

I grew up,

Kind of expected

to screw up.

But I’m doing fine,

And I promise myself

I will shine.”

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“I have scars

that I will never show,

Because I know

you don’t want to know.”

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A letter

"Dear somebody who used to be mine, We now share a love with no compassion We love each other for the memories that haunt us Memories that pierce our hearts Oh how we suffer in vain Soon the memories will fade And we'll finally be in shade Now that we know neither of us will change Let's celebrate the pain No longer, Yours."

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"You knew they would play you

You knew they would break you

Then how could you not know they didn't deserve you?"

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