Okay, I noticed a little problem... My blog here is created for the additional blogs function and not the main one, so... The functions are a little removed.. plus I noticed that some subscriptions are only on main account (roughly speaking, I suspect that it redirects to the main account) Most likely, I will change the username for the main account here too. I will repost the posts here to my main account. BTW about the fact that I initially made a blog on the additional account and not on the main one. The problem is that I'm embarrassed to like, so I made this blog separately. But it doesn't seem to help.
Well... I've been home from school for a long time now but I lacked energy, school really is exhausting. I guess I'll go to bed now and wake up at 4:00 a.m. I understand that if I start procrastinating again then I have a fun journey ahead of me through a messed up sleep schedule that I was only able to get back into order yesterday or the day before.... Again personal life only in the morning and then hell... (个 ω 个)
Oh, and yes, I started listening to this song again, it's too perfect.
Okay, I regret going to school, I feel like I'm surrounded by either hell or mental hospital.
And yeah, this looks like the quickest sketch of me in the social world. Yeah, I haven't cut my hair yet and I feel like a goth or emo...
I completely forgot to tell you why I was inactive last day!First I re-downloaded my favorite game "Spore" and sat there.... Quite a few hours. Then obviously it’s time to go out into social life, pack things in a bag, wash, etc. In short, to transform an antisocial person into something resembling an ordinary person.
Well, this is the first post on my blog that can be called fanart.Of course he doesn't look too similar, since I couldn't figure out what kind of hairstyle he had. Btw, for those interested, this is Seth Twiright from the Evillious Chronicles. I tried to make it with a kinder face, and not like in the original: a smile with the name "Say something and I'll hit you."
Finally I found the strength to finish drawing this thing. (Of course, the strength appeared at night...) , and yes, as promised, this is a redrawing of the gore art for pfp, and you can see it in the screenshot below:
I moved to another part of the world because living in the forest is boring. I built a portal to the nether (though I honestly didn't study it). I finally found the button design I wanted and I downloaded some mods. Oh and one more piece of news, I transferred the assembly to the Curseforge launcher, and now the interface looks like crap and the mods show their menu incorrectly...
Well... I didn't fully understand in what context this is, should I come back to the blog or leave? But as for the statement that I'm creepy, maybe yes, I don't deny that my posts can be weird, as can my personality. I don't have much of a social life, so it's quite difficult for me to make conversation. This may be why I may seem strange and socially awkward.
I've recently started realizing that I dream. And today I slept for quite a long time, so I had a lot of space for dreams. This is perhaps the most extensive thing that my consciousness has embodied in dreams, since I have been in 3 main parts of the dream, although this is a small part.
And now I think it’s worth explaining: In the previous place that I call home (hometown), as a child I really loved walking around the main parts of the city and of course I studied some areas of my street and streets of relatives. But some buildings in this world have been changed, and not only buildings, but even the location of familiar places. Of course, I will not describe everything, but only one building, since I still want to make a post, and not a volume "War and Peace".
I call this place a shopping center, it changes sometimes, but I will describe it from the most recent dream. Of course I know what served as the prototype for its creation, there really was a shopping center in that place, but it was just two corridors with clothing stores and occasionally something for teenagers or children.But the place that will be discussed further is much larger.
Ⅱ floor
(Why did I start from the second floor? Because that's where the entrance was.)
At first we enter this shopping center from the corner room. There are two sections that perform the same function, selling small trinkets for bracelets, handmade earrings, pendants, etc. I think everyone on TikTok has seen that users buy a bunch of different beads and pendants and make from them what I described above. For some reason there are still a few clothes hangers there, although the seller himself is not there... Well, let's imagine that there should be some sofas and a table for coffee. Oh... And yes, there was a huge door.... I don't know where it was supposed to lead.
Yeah... The plan is pretty weird, but I hope you get what I mean. And btw, I do the very dark painted areas to show the doors.
Then there is a long corridor and we enter the main part of the center, there are about 4 rows with different counters, 2-3 counters from my childhood, they have a lot of different toys (Including soft toys and Furby that I wanted so much..) I used to remember that at the entrance there was a huge counter with an anime store, there were badges, mugs and what is not personally in the anime store of my hometown - manga and magazines. But I can assume that it moved into the room into the room which is practically in the middle of the canvas.
(P.S. Damn, for some reason my head started dizzy and now I feel terrible. (〒﹏〒))
Then I don’t remember what kind of shops there were, since they are connected with every desire to buy something (but there is no shop with a PS gamepad, it’s a shame...) Further, if you count from top to bottom, the third line of shops has a passage to the children's department (I'll explain a little later). Further, at the very bottom on different sides there are stairs to the first floor and in the corridors that connect these stairs there are some shops.
And although I drew it as if there was very little of it... But in the dream they were incredibly huge, even taking into account that I already had a real height in my dream and not my childhood height.
Ⅰ floor
When you go down the stairs you get to the first floor. There was probably some sort of McDonald's or other fast food restaurant in the back, but those memories are blurry. As you walk further down the corridor, you see a huge children's section, or rather a children's playhouse with toys and slides, all of which are inflatable, of course. There is a stand where you can buy for 5 US dollars buy how long you want to be here, you can choose from two hours to 7 days and 8 hours. Why is there no 1 hour? In my dream I asked the woman who took the money, she answered "1 hour is not a game, there is not enough time" And yes, as strange as it may sound, it looks like all periods of stay at that children's center cost $5. Btw, behind this woman there is a huge window into the sky, and Idk why the sky is like the first floor is underground.
I don’t know about the room with question marks because it was closed.
Well.... I think that's all? If we talk about what I did in the dream, then I just wandered around the city, and yes, Through the entrance to the 3rd line of shops I was able to get to the first floor. But I think it's just a detail. And honestly, it seems to me that this thing could be put in some backroom level, where you could sort of relax, since there were a lot of people in that part.
I'm finishing the story, and I wish everyone good and sweet dreams, good luck.
I decided to draw a new avatar for my SpaceHey profile. (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ
I improved my skills a little and I think I can do something a little better. It will be like the old idea, that is, a head on a tray. In short, like a gore. Why did I decide to draw or at least try to draw? I'm bored, I'm terribly lazy to play games, talk with anyone also. And btw, this is my first photo, not a drawing in this blog. It's a pity though that because of the bright space the screen glows a lot and that's why the picture is so awful...
(Btw, I just realized that I didn't add SpaceHey to the pinned post where the links are... I think it's worth doing.)
I had a dream that left me in a cold sweat... (〒﹏〒)
In my dream, at first my past dad and I were walking along the streets and wanted to give some item to a pawnshop (I won't say what exactly, because it's a long story) After that we hid in something like a backroom because there were drunks walking around the street, then we came out of that room and I saw my pet. I ran after my dog and the past dad disappeared. Soon I held the dog so that he wouldn’t run out onto the road, then it became dark and the dog, and the cars, and everything that showed that the city was alive disappeared. Then I just walked around the empty and night city that was not full of life.
(This is not a fresh post. I planned to write it in the morning, but I did not know how to properly tell about it, so I am writing about it very late.)
Yay! I found a lot of diamonds at once for the FIRST time and without spending a lot of time. Yes, it was in a huge cave (with an awful lot of monsters). Dying several times and my epic and fast mining skills I was able to collect as many as 25 diamonds!
Today there was so much to do that I didn't have enough time for myself. Sometimes talking to others is tiring.. (≧﹏≦). Now I don't know what to do because I have no ideas or strength... Although maybe I should draw a doodle with the kaomoji I made above?
I have an idea of how it might look, either it's blushing from embarrassment or something like that, or it's bags under the eyes from lack of sleep (or maybe even an angry expression, but I was too lazy to draw it)
Today there was so much to do that I didn't have enough time for myself. Sometimes talking to others is tiring.. (≧﹏≦). Now I don't know what to do because I have no ideas or strength... Although maybe I should draw a doodle with the kaomoji I made above?
