Avery

They/He || Artist Do not repost my work Basic DNI

[averystormycloud]

Hello! I’m Avery, a trans man 🏳️‍⚧️ (he/they/rain) and artist.

I post very infrequently because honestly, I forget my socials exist sometimes. When I do post, do NOT take or use any of my art for any reason without explicit permission from me. Stealing isn’t cool 😔

I have started using this account as a space to vent and complain when I can’t speak with my therapist. All venting posts will be tagged with #vent. If you don’t want to read that sort of them, make sure to skip over those posts

Reblogs are simply clogged with whatever I’m currently hyperfixating on. Do NOT judge- I will cry

Basic DNI. This is not a safe place for homophobes, transphobes, racists, pedophiles, proshippers, or any other nasty fucking people

Fuck ICE. Fuck Trump. Fuck the government.

[averystormycloud]

does anyone else just feel like they are completely “othered” from the rest of their family? like.. it’s always everyone else… and avery. on this trip, everyone has a pairing but me. my parents have each other. my older sister has her husband and kids. my younger sister has her boyfriend (and when it’s not him it’s her fucking best friend because of course she gets to bring a friend but i don’t). and then there’s me. no matter who i am with, i am third wheeling.

it’s always “…and avery”

the middle child. the black sheep. the one they probably haven’t truly cared about in a long time

[averystormycloud]

this trip has mad it so apparent to me how little effort my father has actually put into even trying to accept me or hell, even trying to PRETEND that he accepts me. i have been misgender more times than i can count which has only added on more bullshit to the metric ton of gender dysphoria i’ve been feeling since this damn trip started

[averystormycloud]

is my account high key turning into a vent account? yes. do i give a shit? no.

i am so fucking done with my family. they are such fucking assholes and i’m positive half the time they’re being dicks, they think they’re somehow being nice.

no i don’t need you to mansplain basic fucking information to me. i literally fucking know everything you are saying. shut the fuck up, stop treating me like a fucking child, and leave me the fuck alone

[averystormycloud]

i just wanna go home

[averystormycloud]

family pictures were today. first time since i was like four years old. we got the pictures back same day. i hate every single image that had me in it. it’s as if every detail i hate about myself is on full display for everyone to see. i swear i look so ugly and fat and so fucking much like a girl. at best i look like a lesbian but that’s still fucking awful. i’m a guy. i want to look like a guy. why is that so hard? i hate everything about my body and feel so stuck without anything to do about it because my health is just so fucked.

…why did no one tell me i look this bad?

[averystormycloud]

my family is currently on vacation right. this is supposed to be fun and happy and great. yet it’s been nothing but a fucking shit show. and i feel so fucking pathetic over how sad i get every single time im on vacation. everyone has their someone and then there’s me. it’s always all these pairs and avery. i’m just the add on. i’m always the one left out. the one without “their person”. i wish i had just stayed home.

[averystormycloud]

do you ever just get really sad out of no where? like it feels completely irrational and yet i’m still here sobbing and feeling like a fucking child. i’m having spiraling thoughts that i haven’t had it years. i hate family vacations

[em0goose]

Posting ocs is so embarrassing. Here's my stupid loser I guess. You can kill me if you want

[chalroe]

eva stratt online shopping coping mechanism

[averystormycloud]

question for all the artists out there: how the FUCK do you come up with consistent ideas for things to make??? i get an idea for a drawing like once in a damn blue moon and as soon as i’m done with it im back to being stuck staring at a blank page with no ideas

[averystormycloud]

MY APPEAL GOT APPROVED LETS GOOOO I GOT MY SCHOLARSHIP!!!!!

[averystormycloud]

on a slightly less depressing note, i’ve finally come to a conclusion about what exactly i want to go to college for… only took me like three years to figure out but it’s FINEEE. i’m gonna study the fuck outta some fish and hopefully be able to get a decently paying job by the end of it. if i don’t? i’m simply gonna blow up

[fluffizer]

[averystormycloud]

it’s late. i’m tired. but can i sleep? NOOOOOO. so i’m complaining and making it everyone’s problem. why the FUCK does figuring things out for college have to be so damn overwhelming and complicated. i’m here thinking i’ve got everything ready and good to go just to find out i need to submit an appeal for a major scholarship and if that doesn’t work then ill have to defer my damn enrollment. on top of that apparently my hs didn’t send my transcripts even though i’ve PAID THEM TO SEND THE DAMN THING 😭 i have to fill out so many forms and emails and make adult phone calls and spend so much damn money

[girltalk]

[averystormycloud]

i hope one day you can all heal from the things that were never your fault

[virtualplays]

autocorrect just made me type “puncheon” so uh. new eeveelution i guess

[averystormycloud]

puncheon. the ultimate fighting type pokemon