Expecting

21●married●EDD: Feb 26● ●I have faith that one day God will answer my prayers ●God is great, on June 28 he answered my prayers to him and I will never get tired of thanking him! ●was ttc for almost 3 years and even though I have pcos I was able to fall pregnant with out doing anything special but asking God to bless me with a baby. before I knew it I was pregnant, and I couldn't be happier!!

[susana-bravo]

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[awaiting-baby1]

It would mean so much to me if you guys would check out my video. This year was my first Mother's Day and I was able to capture that and then some and while you're there don't forget to check out my YouTube channel

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I have officially started my YouTube channel. Send video requests my way! Or give me some suggestions as what you would want to see

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Update on moving out

Soooo rude of the tenant to have left the place super dirty!! We offered the landlord to clean it our selfs but he wouldn't allow it. He said that just how he gave the first tenant a clean apartment he will do the same for us.. Move out day is rescheduled for Sunday, please excuse me while I go cry in my pillow 😭

[awaiting-baby1]

Today's the Day!!

It's awesome how many people have already told me they would help us move in.

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Meet my baby boy Ezra 👶🏻

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We're finally moving!!!!!

Guys it's happening. I'm super excited!! soooo excited that eveb tho the baby is asleep I'm still awake when I should be taking advantage that he's sleeping but I just can't sleep with all this excitement!!! It's very spacious and it has 2 bedrooms and I'm super excited because now when we have company over we have a guest room. Life is finally coming together, I have my son, finally our own place and my husband gets his big raise this Month!! I love how everything happened right when it should have. I'm happy and feel so blessed with our little family

[susana-bravo]

Any tips on milk production?

Any mamas out there that can help me out with this problem. So breastfeeding went bad for us. Don’t want to give the story cuz it’s a long one, but I need help with any tips I can get on how to increase my milk production. I’m slowly starting to make less and less even though i power pump for as long as I can and as many times as I can. We all know with newborns it’s kinda hard to get time to do things. So when I get lucky and the baby decides to go for 2 hours sleeping I take advantage. But anyways I don’t want my milk to dry up. If I can’t breat feed then I can just give him my breast milk through a bottle but Im not producing enough to keep up with him and it’s tiring me out. Please help

[freshairandspearmint]

“I don’t know the plans you have for me,” I tell the Lord. “All I see is pain and difficult times and inconveniences and hard choices and thorns and cliffs. It doesn’t make sense.”  God says, “You don’t need to know the plans.”  “What?”  “You need to know me.”

Sara Kellar // Songs in the Night (via freshairandspearmint)

[awaiting-baby1]

Running on no sleep

I think my body is slowly getting used to not sleeping. I get, what, like 3-4 hours of sleep a day. Before it would be sooooo hard for me to stay awake when baby would wake up for feedings. And when he would fall asleep so would I. But now it's like sleep, what is sleep. Like yeah I'm tired but I'm able to stay awake now than before when I would accidentally doze off for a few seconds while breast feeding him

[awaiting-baby1]

4'10", 94 pounds pre-pregnancy, size 00-0. Delivered THREE babies vaginally with zero complications and no tears. Fuck anyone who tells you you're not capable. You got this mama.

Awe thanks, I ended up having him naturally and felt everything!!! And would totally do it again

[awaiting-baby1]

Just realized you already gave birth lol. Congratulations!

Thanks :)

[awaiting-baby1]

It's getting better

Thank God I have been feeling better emotionally. I prayed a lot for this and God has been there for me. I never realized how hard it was. It got even worse once my husband had to go back to work and I had to stay alone all day till 4pm when he would get home. I seem to be getting the hang of things now, and things are slowly starting to get a bit easier. I'm still in pain, very soar down there still. It's very hard to walk and sit, so I stay laying all day. Of course till the baby needs me. I kinda miss my husband though. Like he's not gone or anything but I miss him as in I miss the cuddles, the kisses and I'm starting to miss sex also. I just reminis of how things would be between us before we had a baby. But I really also want to soak in this time with my baby now that he's a baby. Pretty soon I'm gonna miss him being small also. Gotta take everything one step at a time.

[awaiting-baby1]

Postpartum depression

I never thought this would happen to me. Every time I would hear about it or someone said they had it I would be like "why would your baby ever make you sad or depressed?! If anything you should be happy you have one" But honestly I see now how it feels like. It's so hard and I been wanting to cry all day. Looking back now I made so many mistakes since day 1. I should have never given him the pacifier like I planned to do, I shouldn't have let the nurse convince me into doing it. He latches fine when I breast feed but once he has the pacifier in his mouth he can't keep it in his mouth for more than 5 min. I have to be getting up every ingle time to pop it back into his mouth or he crys uncontrollably. And then to try to get him to sleep with that thing is impossible because he wants it at all times, but can't even keep it in his mouth There's more things that I can say and make a huge list of it but It's just so much to write in a post but I really need to bent to someone, something to get all this frustration out of me. What also helps is praying and just letting everything out. I cry uncontrollably and it just makes me feel a little better I'm just so stressed right now and I feel like I'm just about to give up

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Update

Came to L&D just to make sure everything was ok cuz my in laws kept scaring me that I SHOULD be in the hospital ready to give birth because something could happen to the baby. Luckily everything's ok with the baby and I'm dialated to 1cm so yeeeeyy. Now we're just waiting to see what the doctor says so I can get discharged

[awaiting-baby1]

After having my freak out moment at 12am this morning I finally fell asleep at 1:30am. That was some good sleep and it helped me relax, at least. So far no contractions no nothing and I got my doctors appointment tomorrow so if nothing happens we shall see what my doctor says. I wish they were open Sundays so I could call them and maybe come in to get checked

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I just lost my mucus plug!!!

I'm freeeaaaking out!! What do I do?? What should I expect??? Am I about to give birth soon, or does it take a while??? I'm soo nervous right now oooommmgggg#!!!