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Dear Tumblr...
It's been so long since her titties have been in my mouth, I think I may be forgetting their taste...*sigh*
Life is lit
I guess I just gotta appreciate that I can feel this way about someone and keep it pushing
This shit not fair yo. All I do is be honest, open, and vulnerable but whatās the use if youāre just gonna believe your own narrative anyway. This shit hurts. Honestly, I want this to work out, but I just keep getting pushed away. Iām persistent, but for how long can this gone on? What really irritates me is that I was learning how to cope with loving you without being together. Now Iām just thinking I should throw it away all together. I hate giving up, but this isnāt fair to me.
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i just found out that āfried oreosā are a thing in the US? what dont americans do???
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I appreciate Tinashe for this album but damn I am big SAD. Heartbreak is real š„ŗ
Iām here to report that Tinashe made an exceptional album and I cried a minimum of 4 times while listening to it, more specifically while listening to Save Room for Us on repeat. I miss my friend and I love her very much and I hope she listens to this album and connects with it the way that I have. Iām crying again šššš
In 1513, the Spanish invader Vasco NuƱez de Balboa massacred 40 indigenous Panamanian Two-Spirit people by feeding them alive to his war dogs.Ā
āI saw a devilish thing,ā Spanish colonialist Alvar NuƱez Cabeza de Vaca wrote in the sixteenth century: āSinful, heinous, perverted, nefarious, abominable, unnatural, disgusting, lewdā¦ā
ā¦Antonio de la Calancha, a Spanish official in Lima, wrote that during Vasco NuƱez de BalboaĀ“s expedition across Panama, Balboa āsaw men dressed like women; Balboa learnt that they were sodomites and threw the king and forty others to be eaten by his dogs, a fine action of an honorable and Catholic Spaniard.ā [X]
What is often overlooked about this massacre is the monumental weight of the event, it shook the continent.Ā
This was one of the first catastrophic events of colonization, a direct and brutal declaration of spiritual war, moving like a shockwave ahead of the physical war.
This was BECAUSE they were TWO-SPIRIT.
Within decades, traveling by foot thousands of miles, news of this direct attack on two-spirit people spread all the way up into what is now called North America. This was a culturally devastating threat for many nations, as they viewed their two-spirit relatives and leaders as a divine connection to, and sacred guidance from, the Creator.Ā Ā
Describing his first trip down the Mississippi in the seventeenth century, Jesuit Jacques Marquette chronicled the attitudes of the Illinois and Nadouessi to the Two-Spirits. āThey are summoned to the Councils, and nothing can be decided without their advice. Finally, through their profession of leading and Extraordinary life, they pass for Manitous, ā that is to say, for Spirits, ā or persons of Consequence.ā
French missionary Joseph Francois Lafitau: āThey believe they are honoredā¦ā he wrote in 1724, āthey participate in all religious ceremonies, and this profession of an extraordinary life causes them to be regarded as people of a higher orderā¦
Even before seeing European invaders with their own eyes, many tribes knew of this massacre and began to ignore the two-spirit qualities in their own children, in the hopes of protecting sacred people and hiding them from invading attention. Within 200 years of this massacre, two-spirit cultures across the continent had largely gone underground, or they had hidden traditional knowledge from their own youth out of fear.Ā
This spiritual rift between the people and their two-spirit youth only deepened with the forced assimilation of boarding schools, which began detaining indigenous children 347 years after the massacre.
The termĀ āTwo-Spiritā was coined in the 90ā²s inter-tribally, in the spirit of solidarity between native nations, to decolonize their internalized views of gender/sexuality and once again embrace two-spirit people. However, many are still advocating within their own tribes for recognition and respect.Ā āTwo-Spiritā is an umbrella term, similar to āLGBTQ+ā; the meaning is entirely dependent on the individualās culture to define. For some nations itās gender based, others itās sexuality based, and for many a mixture of both. But for all nations with two-spirit people, it was a cultural role that went above and beyond gender or sexuality and into the realm of a blessing to the people - of Creatorās mysterious divine diversity.
In many nations 2S people held esteemed and sacred roles within traditional society, such as providing insight and guidance to medicine men or spiritual leaders, adopting orphans and the elders without family into their houses, marriage counsellors and matchmakers, being legendary artists and warriors, and being highly desirable as lovers or partners because of their status and divine power. In my own tribe, mixóge were considered a blessing upon the people from Creator, a symbol of a healthy, harmonious and complete nation.
Balboa is still remembered and venerated in Panama as a heroic explorer.Ā
āBalboa is best remembered in Panama, where many streets, businesses, and parks bear his name. There is a stately monument in his honor in Panama City (a district of which bears his name) and the national currency is called the Balboa. There is even a lunar crater named after him.ā
Itās Native American Heritage Month AND recently Trans Day of Remembrance. I hope yaāll share this and recognize the gravity of this inherited trauma for Two-Spirit people.Ā
Iām blown. I just want to know if the feelings were real or if I just played myself
Iām here to vent ...
I MISS HER SO MUCH.
Sheās probably going to ignore me for the rest of our collective existence, but Iām committed to showing her that I care regardless. Thatās my wife. I spoke that into existence a long time ago.
If youāre reading this (yes, you) I love you with all of my heart.
I just want to say that this was really dramatic, and I thank God that Iām no longer this co-dependent/attached. Shit is never that serious. Like yes it may hurt and I do miss her, but life is about sharing experiences so be present and grateful.
Hey tumblrrrrrr!
Iām back on this everyone-forsaken site to vent about a break up... AGAIN! Yes, again š¤¦šæāāļø Thereās not much to say this time. Iāve learned and grown out of co-dependence. Iām really just here because this is a safe space to vent about missing her. Itās been one week since we last saw each other. The feelings will eventually subside, but until then here I am. She did some childish shit that doesnāt sit well with me, but I still miss her company. I hope that we can be friends one day, at the very least. This one hurt. I feel forgotten. I donāt know why. I do my best to look at things from her perspective so that I donāt become overwhelmed, selfish, or bitter from my own feelings. And it helps! The only issue is that all I can do is guess what sheās feeling or what sheās going through. I understand now that itās not my place to fix or save the problem, but in my current position I canāt even sit through the pain with her. Iām completely outside. I hope that sheās okay. I know that sheās been trying to get my attention (and obviously Iām here paying attention). But Iām keeping myself away because thatās what was asked of me, or at least insinuated by blocking my number. How does she block my number and then hit my mans to relay a message to me??? JUST UNBLOCK MY NUMBER AND CONTACT ME YOURSELF ??? (This is the childish nonsense I was referring to earlier). Anyways I donāt know and all I can do is postulate and honestly I donāt want to anymore. I just want her to be straight with me. Iām here for you, if you end up reading this. I donāt have to be a partner, I am your friend. Whether you know it or not. Please donāt isolate yourself to the point of loneliness because you feel like you canāt be friends with me. I really just hope that sheās okay.
Wow, I log back into tumblr and my dashboard has been blessed been an angel ššæš
Aw shucks āŗļøāŗļøāŗļø
im practicing non-attachment. accepting what comes and allowing it to leave when itās time. what is for me will be for me effortlessly