I can only pray for two...
> Not proofread but proofskimmed
> I dont abide by spelling, grammar, or anything else of that variety, I write this stuff for fun
> No use of Y/N, use of "you"
> Written late at night, posted this morning, sorry if its wonky
> For context, Toby can feel pressure but not feel pain, thats how I hc it atleast
We only kissed once. Are we dating? I hope so..
Those were the only kinds of thoughts Toby could comprehend right about now. You and him were watching a movie, the two of you taking advantage of the empty living room at these insane hours of the night.
It was peaceful, the movie was romantic. More so cheesy, but you didn't mind, you couldnt. Not when Toby picked it.. he seemed so proud of his selection. The other boy fidgeted so much, but you noticed the way his hand slowly moved over, his neck twitching, building the courage to hold your hand. It was sweet.. dorky. But sweet...
Toby, despite his nervous twitching, was far too desprate to not be a coward, he couldn't back out now. Your so close to him, just the two of you. He wouldn't get another opportunity like this surely.
Just grab his hand.. well- dont do it harshly.. grabbing sounds harsh.. just- just take his hand!!
He jolted hard for a moment, looking as calmly as he can, feeling the pressure against his hand. The blood rushed hard to his face, blush so sweetly adorning his cheeks while he tried to stay calm about you now holding his hand.
You just stared forward at the screen and smiled softly to yourself, trying to pass it off as amusement to the movie. Toby however, could hardly even comprehend the movie was still playing.
He was freaking out internally, he'd be gligging like he was still a schoolboy if he could right now. A boy like you? Like a boy like him? It felt like a dream. More specifically, Toby's dream come true.
It was about two days earlier, the reason he wanted to even make a move like hold your hand. You were bandaging him up, holding his twitching hand steady as you bandaged him, he couldn't feel the pain of the bandage to the wound, he was lost in thought either way, the pressure of said bandage being the only thing grounding him right now.
Your lips looked so soft, your tone with him so gentle. He'd let you knock him out cold and he'd see hearts instead of stars so long as its your face he wakes up to. Too damn head over heels.
You noticed how he was so lost in thought, how his eyes couldn't stop staring at your lips, Toby didn't even have a clue that he was.
"You know.. for a man who's been so cocky about being so strong a tough, your looking awfully soft right about now.." youd said, trying to tease him. Maybe you carried your tone wrong, maybe he misheard it. But it was gentle when it left your lips.
"You look t-too pretty.. dont t-tease me over it.." Toby mumbled, its hard to tell if he even knew what he was saying.
You just chuckled, and before you both knew it, your lips met his. Sparks flew in your minds. He kissed back, some teeth on his end by accident with his desprate haste, but you both didn't care. He kissed you with a soft whine, like you were his only salvation in this moment.
You two haven't mentioned the kiss since, but thus far, the way you smile when he stares at your lips again on occasion, is enough for him to see the sparks all over again. It wouldn't be the last kiss, Toby will make sure of that in his own needy way, but you know you won't stop him when he works up to courage to try.
For now, your peacefully watching a movie, having made the first move again by simply holding his hand. Toby didn't have the courage to kiss you again yet, but he's happy wrapped up in his own head, the memory of the kiss replays in his mind like a broken record. The most lovestruck tune, his perfect melody, playing in Toby's mind, for the boy he cant wait to kiss again.
Thank you for reading it to the end! Any n all interaction is appreciated