Lost Souls

• Multimuse and Muliverse | Mun is over 20. > Come a little closer as the night gets colder.

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My apologies for being so inactive! I got a lot of deadlines going on right now and taking extra classes in literature. Will try to reply as soon as possible!

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Vagary

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He looked towards her, an eyebrow risen whilst a sigh escaped his lips. "Well seems like you are in an emergency. I wasn't even able to wake you up anymore." He murmured whilst handing her some aspirin and water. Jayden looked somewhat concerned towards her. "Plus.." He whispered whilst sitting down next to her on the couch. "I've seen you just tumbling down Marcie.. doing drugs, alcohol." For a moment the male paused, frowning. "I just want to help you, maybe make you feel less lonely. You still have me, any time. I don't care if you come to me at three am. I just want to help you the best I can. This doesn't help either. I hate to see you like this." Shifting somewhat in his seat, finally Jayden got himself together and pulled her in for a hug. "I know it's somewhat weird to ask but, maybe you'd like to come live with me? You're not much on your own anymore and well, maybe it helps?"

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Vagary

Several months had passed since Jake had been ripped from the world. To Jayden, it was still surreal how someone could be brutally murdered like that. He had never done anyone any wrong, always been there for everyone. He guessed it was true, the good die young. Though he was mourning, he knew Jake his sister was just devastated, broken. So he did what he knew Jake wanted him to do, take care of Marcie. He knew he could, he understood how she felt, well in one way. 

Nervously he knocked on her door, though when she didn’t open he fished out the spare key to walk in. “Marcie?” He called out for her, looking around, only to find her on the couch, surrounded by bottles, blunts. “Marcie!” Jayden ran towards her, trying to wake her up. “Damn, come on.” Eventually he only saw one more option, knowing she hated it so much since he and Jake used to do it to her sometimes when they had sleep overs in the past. With a small grin he dripped some water on her face, awaiting for her reaction.

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Give me your all.

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He smiled towards her, his head titled to the side as she called his name. "Yes honey?" He placed the presents underneath the Christmas tree. Though he dropped one as she told him she was pregnant. Immediately he turned around. "Really?" He wondered, knowing she loved jokes. But seeing her face, her eyes, he knew she wasn't. Tobias hoisted himself on his feet, walking towards her with a small frown creased in his forehead. "Well in that case." He started, curling his arms around her suddenly and pulled her in. "I can't wait.. Damn I know it is soon. But I don't mind." He rambled, breathing in deeply. "God I love you Finley." He chuckled, leaning in to kiss her lips. "You will be the best mom walking around."

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Send me “You should have seen the other guy.” for my muse to patch yours up after a fight

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HOW TO GET AWAY WITH MURDER SENTENCE STARTERS (pt. 2)

❝ You tell him if he comes anywhere near the house, I’ll kill him.❞ ❝ I’m scared of what I’ll do if I’m alone tonight.❞ ❝ Third date’s the sex date. Are you ready to get it in?❞ ❝ You ready to fail like your dad’s condom?❞ ❝ You’re too lazy to go home after sex.❞ ❝ Be on your A game because my head is steeped in vodka.❞ ❝ You hit on her and I’ll cut off your balls. ❞ ❝ Your voice mailbox isn’t full so I know you’re checking your messages and not dead in a ditch somewhere.❞ ❝ It means a lot to me that we’re friends.❞ ❝ I’m willing to rub things in your face any time.❞ ❝ You say you love me, right? ❞ ❝ Sociopaths don’t cry over what they’ve done.❞ ❝ You know there’s people on the other side of the door.❞ ❝ Wow, keep lying like this and you might actually get away with this.❞ ❝ She tried to kill me.❞ ❝You said you’d do anything for me, did you mean it?❞ ❝If you’re interested, get to know me.❞

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Metanoia

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He nodded, smiling somewhat sad but comforted. A deep breath left his lips before he got up with her, lovingly kissing her back. It felt strangely odd, like he was just dreaming. His eyes watery, a whole in his chest. Yet he tried to find comfort in the knowledge she was still there. 

“It’s okay..” He whispered as he saw her gaze, smiling somewhat sadly but yet tried his best. “I still got you, that’s all I need right now.” Yes he was feeling a great amount of sadness, one he knew would never fade, because he had seen her, still years after feeling the holes. “I’m sorry you have to go through it again.” His hands trailed down her sides, pulling her closer against him. 

His eyes widened when he suddenly heard her phone rang, his hair still full of soap and her hands in it. Somewhere he didn’t want to hear the news, whether they had survived or not, at least, if his mother had or not. Somewhere he had known his father had been a lost cause one way or another. His eyes studied hers for a moment, getting rid of the soap in his hair to get out of the shower as well. Anxious he watched her, wondering what all was said and if he even wanted to know or not.

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Scream into the void.

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He was fascinated by the young woman to say the least. Something about her seemed to capture his attention, yet made him put up a guard as well. Knowing that if she might figure he wasn’t just a human she would try to chase him down like numerous others. Never they had managed however, he wasn’t even sure what he was himself. Immortal, inhuman speed, healing powers, that was all he knew about himself. His eyes fixed on the brunette, raising an eyebrow on her words. “Evan Deldicque, nice to meet you.” Though his nice to meet you couldn’t sound more sarcastic, mainly because he didn’t like any living being. Evan watched her a little, moving his lips thoughtfully. “You still got a little.” He pointed at his nose. Not that it really had a lot of use, it straight up looked like she bathed in blood. His eys scanned her frame, knowing she wouldn’t be able to just get out of there without being seen like this. “You, got some spare clothes with you. I mean..” Though he wasn’t really in the mood to do one favour, he thought it was kind of fascinating how she acted, like she had the same as him. 

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❝———Pain moves us forward,                                               changing us into something else,                                   something we need to be.❞

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Getting to replies and starters tomorrow!! Had an insane long day of school today and it has drained me to the bone.

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Reblog if its ok to message you during this holiday season incase Im feeling lonely or out of place during family events because no one should be alone on Christmas

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or Hannukah or whatever holidays you do/don’t celebrate. 

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Metanoia

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He knew how much his family meant to her as well. It probably was after the second time his mother noticed how her foster were barely home she allowed her to stay over as often as she wanted to. Evan was well aware how the news hit his girlfriend as well. Maybe it somewhat was a comfort knowing to have someone to mourn with.

Evan nodded slowly on her words closing his eyes whilst wrapping his arms around her. It was weird how you instantly regretted all the silly little fights. But he knew it was natural, everyone did. "I hope so." He breathed as he titled his head back to look her in the eye. "I still hope this is a bad dream." But deep down he knew it wasn't. He kissed Astra her lips, shivering from the icy cold that had just crept inside his bones.

"You think we can take a quick shower before they call back on how the situation is?" Evan wondered, all he wanted to be, was to be with her. Losing two on one night was enough to him.

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Metanoia

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He shut his eyes tightly shut, wishing he would still somehow wake up. That it was just all a bad dream. It did sound like a bad dream after all. Evan shuddered in Astra her embrace, trying to crawl up more against her, mainly wishing to just disappear any second. But he calmed down a bit, just by her touch.

"I don't know, they woke me up, the whole house was on fire. My dad was trapped in the bedroom, my mom just pushed me out on time." He whispered, still feeling guilty he didn't pull her along, though he knew he couldn't have. "Yeah.. it's my home." The male spoke numbly.

"I don't know if they are already there. It's.. I just ran off to you immediately in panic. I should've stayed shouldn't I?" His hazel eyes stared up into hers, breathing in deeply through his nose. "I just couldn't stand the screams.."

[unmeinofuheikoohime]

Warning

My muse is not always nice. My muse can and will kill. This is in character, and in no way, me against you.  I will warn you. I will explain why my muse behaves like that, if it is appropriate to, timing and plot wise. I will attempt to give you a way out of it. But I will not change my muse’s character for you.  If your muse pisses off my muse, and my muse wants to attack and kill yours, there is only so much I can do to ensure that my muse is still in character. If you do not want your muse to die, please discuss with me.  But if you keep pushing my muse, despite being warned that death is what my muse desire for yours, please face the consequences with no negativity. 

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Scream into the void.

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He smiled towards her, shrugging his shoulders. "A lost guy?" His eyes wandered towards the pile of bodies, amused on how such a petite girl had managed to kill them one by one. Though then again, he had learned that sizes did not matter. "Evan Deldicque." He smiled towards her before he sighed and offered her a cigarette whilst lighting one himself. "You still got some. You know." He pointed as his nose, knowing there was no way she would be able to walk the streets like this. "Supernatural hunter?" He had seen many come and go, how they had targeted him once too. Sadly enough neither he knew what he was. Perhaps he was just a ghost. But then again they could shoo them too. "Can I.. help you or something. Your clothes are, drained with blood." He murmured looking down at the poodle of blood underneath him. It took him back to his first fight, it made him still shiver. How cruel he felt, monster like. But eventually you just stop caring, seeing it as saving yourself and others. It was then when he got immortal he sincerely didn't care anymore.

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Metanoia

He rang her doorbell, looking in total panic. He knew her parents were never home either way. “Astra.. damn open up.” He breathed in deeply, the crisp air of the winter, not wearing anything but his pyjamas. As she finally opened up he let out a deep sigh, curling his arms around her. “I’m.. the house..” He stuttered as he pointed in a way. “Fire…” Yet forming sentences was something he wasn’t capable of at the moment. Instead he gasped for air, the smell of fire lingering on him. “I don’t know, I couldn’t safe them. I’m so stupid.” Evan gasped, shaking his head whilst tears streamed down his face.

“What can I do? What should I do?” He groaned whilst pulling his hair desperately. His eyes showing nothing but panic. “Holy shit. I just ran away. I stupidly ran away. I got to go back! Astra..” For a moment he calmed down, sinking to the ground. “Please tell me it’s not true.”

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