watamote // PJSK // MCR // vocaloid // dead poets society // i am not okay with this // bbc ghosts // regretevator // the perks of being a wallflower // needy streamer overload // alien stage // disventure camp // the magnus archives // the mechanisms // total drama // IT // Life series // LDshadowlady // Smallishbeans // empires SMP // gravity falls // i saw the TV glow // as you are // SFAWTDE/DAWTDE // IT: Welcome to derry // my love mix up (manga only) // mouthwashing // danganronpa // PTV // mommy long legs // yaelokre // but im a cheerleader // when you finish saving the world // class of 09 // the turning // the goldfinch // spree // the schoolboy 2015 // marauders (i hate jkr) // DDLC // yellowjackets // the pitt
FICTIONKINS 🍭
doubles dni doubles interact
Mike Wheeler - Stranger things
Cody Anderson - Total drama
Gus - Sweet Tooth
Pilby - Regretevator
Demodog - Stranger Things
Clementine Dearworth - Yaelokre
F/Os 🍦
nonsharing sharing soulbond
Jonathan Byers - Stranger Things (Jonavin) Boyfriend/Girlfriend 📷🐕
Micheal Stevens - The Schoolboy (CaninePoem) Boyfriend 🐕📜
Noah - Total Drama (Writtenmusic) Boyfriend/Girlfriend 📚💿
Captain / James - BBC ghosts (GunDog) Boyfriend/Husband 🪖🐺
Grandmaster Glitch - Go Jetters (GlitchyFacts ) Husband ⚙️🍀
Jonny D'Ville - The Mechanisms (ZombieHeart) Boyfriend/Husband 🫀🧟♀️
Mike Peabody - Horrible Histories (NewsAngel) Husband 🎤🪽
Miles Fairchild - The Turning (Son)
Pest - Regretevator (Brother)
Chase - Total Drama (son)
Gregoriah - Regretevator (son)
OTHER NONHUMAN STUFF 🧁
kinfirmed kinsidering
Angelic Being of some sort - Holothere
Werewolf - Holothere
All types of wolf - Holothere
Zombie - Physical
All Canines - Physical
Satyr - Spiritual (Past life, may be linked to Gus)
Ghost - Physical (?)
Hinomori Shizuku - PJSK
WARNINGS + DNI 🪽
im a teenage boy, there will be occasional hornyposting. srry about that
Many posts about proshipping and darkshipping.
Stuff about being trans, alterhuman and other stuff regarding my identity
Vents, mostly about feeling lonely n stuff
SHblr stuff, i will rarely (if ever) post pictures and if i do they will be under the cut :)
sometimes I remember that jmart is actually 100% canon and I get a sudden rush of joy and gratitude for the writer(s) at rq.
and not just implied canon either. not just an ambiguous confession that could be twisted to be platonic. not just subtext. not just a relationship confirmed by the creators after the fact. they are 100% undeniably canon.
they refer to each other as boyfriends. they talk openly with other characters about the fact that they're dating. they have an audible kiss. they say I love you in a way that is undeniably romantic. they openly flirt with each other.
and like. yeah canon is made up and whatever we want it to be yadda yadda. but like,, canon queer relationships, especially quality written queer relationships, are just,, RIDICULOUSLY hard to come by for some reason and jmart's relationship is so refreshing to me, especially because you can tell the writers actually care about it
and they're not the only ones! there's a canon lesbian couple! there are canon trans characters! there are literal statements with themes of transness and queerness and how that impacts people's experiences! there are explicitly queer background characters/relationships! jon is canonically asexual! (and jon's asexuality could be a whole other post for me—it feels so monumental as an asexual person to see somebody who is both canonically asexual and still has genuine romantic relationships)
no matter what your opinion on jmart is, I think it's pretty hard to deny that they're so important on the representation side of things. as a queer person it's incredibly comforting to have a fandom where I feel 100% safe and accepted by not just the queer side of the fandom but the creators as well <3 thank u rusty quill for all you do
t4t platonic madwheeler can go so many ways and i love it
tboy mike asking tgirl max for period products (forgetting she doesnt know hes trans) and her being like "bro i was born a guy" and they IMMEDIATELY become closer
tgirl mike coming out to tgirl max who has been transitioning since before she moved to hawkins and max helps mike with picking out clothes, dying hair and doing makeup
tboy mike helping tboy max cut his hair into what he really wanted, teaching him how to bind properly and how to gaslight people into believing hes always been a boy
tboy max not realising hes jealous of mike in s2 bc mike looked masculine, instead thinking he just really wants to be friends (he does) while tgirl mike is trying to convince herself that she ISNT a girl untill they come out to each other during the hellfire period of s4
imagine Jonathan who is making freaky jokes and flirting with Will ONLY LIKE A JOKE but then Will starts to smile mysteriously and responds with even more perverted flirting.
whenever i post on here i feel like Lois with that cupcake post but ive realised i can use that to my advantage
this is my blog where i write about my life and anything i want forever and ever fuck you
i HATE being mentally ill and i know no one likes it bc this sucks ASS but. i hate how i dont hate it. i hate finding comfort in my sadness and the shit ive gone through ( im still not sure what happened to make me feel this dogshit all the fucking time but wtv thats a problem for past me!!).
i KNOW ive been groomed by that one guy on discord when i was like 11, i KNOW i started sexualising myself on the internet when i was like 9/10 and it carried on till i was 14 and i KNOW ive been lonely for most of my life
i hate it here i dont know whats wrong with me and i need to find out
why the fuck am i so dependent on people who dont even like me why am i do dependent on CHARACTERS!!! WHY ARE THEY KEEPING ME ALIVE!!!!!!!!! i love my f/os but it acc drives me mad knwoing im never gonna see them and hold them. im so fucking lonely i've resorted to PIXELS ON A SCREEN!!!! its so pathetic its almost laughable
i cant even keep internet friends. i have lowe who is fun to talk to but nthn deep, i have kirsty whos barely online anymore and i think its my fault bc ive been spamming for so long and even Vee has stopped msging me after 3 years of being friends
i hate my irl friends aswell. i have to keep the friendship going or it wont HAPPEN. who invites everyone over? ME! who plans all the hangouts and sleepovers??? ME!!!!!!!!! AND WHAT DO I GET BACK?? yeah fucking nothing. violet and lilly are together and freya is being a bitch like usual. idk why i even keep it up anymore
going to town with ali soon hopefully bc hes actually nice to me holy shit
like rhe LAST guy id ever thought id be relying on rn but im so fr im kinda excited to be talking to him again. we were really close when we were friends at first, i was the one who even brought him into the friend group. non of us were mentally okay. not a single one. not helped by elsa just doing whatever bullshit freya wanted her to do. i also found ali annoying by the end but i truly believe people can change. i wanna give him a second chance bc he was rlly nice when i knew him well and he seems pretty nice now aswell.
i literally just want one person in my life who isnt my mum to properly love me. even like me at all because i've survived nearly 6 years of people at school disliking me, avoiding me and talking shit. im just glad no one talks to me bc i hate them all i hate them i want them to genuinely disappear i cannot stand them ALL i fucking hate them.
I could make lists on these people and why i fucking hate them but i wont bc this is the internet and it could possibly stay here forever so ill write it irl instead
i relapse almost daily now. im gonna after i've finished writing this and then im gonna sleep cusnits almost 4am lol
ive kinda ran out ot things to say for today so bye!! i dont think a single person will read this but whataver if u did ur cool 🦄🦄🦄🦄
Wanna write a fic of the fist few episodes then some short chapters based on various other episodes :3 Wouldn’t be an exact re-write since the dynamics are slightly different!
CHARACTER INFO BELOW
Oh I’m so proud of these heheheh lmk if you can think of any fun little things!
stormborns
origamiaround
jbbartram-illu
2087
tangentwithtanner
theartofmadeline
dailybridgerton
andulkaphoto
