Alex - 26 / Male / Single / Anxiety ridden/ Gamer

This blog is pretty much my journal. 90% personal thoughts, 5% art, 5% memes

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

I'm the friend that does their best to make everyone smile and laugh. The one that is always making sure everyone feels loved and welcomed. The one that would get you ice cream at 5am because you can't stop crying. Hell I'd even bake you some brownies and rent a movie. I'm the friend that is always there for you. I send texts every few days if I haven't seen you just to make sure everything's fine. I'm the friend that stays up all night just listening to your problems and then attempt to help. But I'm also the friend that cares. Maybe a little too much. Cause after a while it seems like I'm the only one trying to be friends. You stop calling/facetiming, texting talking out of the blue. We hadn't fought, nothing was wrong but you abandoned ship without a single word. I try to keep the friendship alive but you never respond. My words fall on deaf ears. But after a while I feel like I'm only annoying you so I stop. I'm the friend that everyone claims they want, but I'm also the friend they forget. The friend that they decide isn't worth at least saying "Goodbye" to.

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

“ur overthinking this” bro I have anxiety. I have no other type of thinking available

[dankmemeuniversity]

[never-not-ever]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Talking about mental health is so important. You never know what people are hiding behind their smiles. Be kind to one and another. Reach out, show people you care & you’re there to listen. Support your family, friends and strangers. Anyone who’s in a need of a friend. We all need to be reminded that we’re not alone.

Just remember: there’s always someone out there who’s willing to listen to you. Never EVER feel ashamed to seek help. We all deserve to live a beautiful and happy life.

If you see this on your dash, reblog it. You could save a life or help someone.

[dankmemeuniversity]

[axelterros]

Wait...we're supposed to at least have some???

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[axelterros]

What is life anymore? I'm tired.

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[retrogamingblog2]

Animal Crossing LBGTQ+ Pride Pins made by Teasuii

[becherdireinen]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

“People don’t like you when you’re sad. People don’t like when you’re breaking down and asking for help. People don’t like it when you cry and say you’ve had enough. People don’t want to be around people that are sad and I guess that’s just the nature of people. So if you ever find someone that cares about you enough to stay during the bad times, keep them. They’re rare, and a lot of us are searching for these kind of people right now.”

- A reminder to appreciate those who stuck by you during your lowest moments.

[axelterros]

It's been a while since I last wrote here. A lot has changed mentally for me over the last few months. I've finally gotten over this mental hurdle I've been struggling with for what seems like an eternity.

Things could be better, but at the same time they could be a whole lot worse. Every day I feel improvements. I don't feel like my life is a complete waste, even if I still haven't figured out quite where it is going yet.

I've become comfortable with the idea of being alone, it's not such a detriment anymore. I still want to work on my social skills and establishing connections with new people. That may be something I always will struggle with, however.

I'm still very much a work in progress and nowhere near where I want to be both physically and mentally. I will continue to push myself to improve and gain that confidence in myself that I most desperately need. I know I can do it...

You've got this, Alex.