you should have let me sleep

This is an RP blog for Khan Noonien Singh of Star Trek. Please check the info and rules before interacting. M!A: None. Accepting

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He needed a warrior’s mind. My mind. 

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An honest return.

I know it has been several weeks, but if you would like to continue the threads we had, please let me know. I understand if you'd prefer not to as I was rather inconsiderate as an RP partner to leave without notice. 

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HAPPY DVD RELEASE DAY HERE IN THE US.

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He acts like he doesn't like to be called James and yet.

I know better.

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WE SHOOOOULD BE LOOOOOVERS-

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daredtobebetter replied to your post

//YANKS OUT FROM SHADOWS AND BRINGS BACK

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A Fight Over Custody || notanescalator

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"Please don’t leave."

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Brows knit together when those words were spoken; an old relic trying to be something more-- trying to be something he wasn't: human. McCoy didn't fear him for the monster that he was, for the blood spilled and the rage in his heart. He didn't fear his will to tear down walls with his bare hands, didn't fear the raw barbaric instinct that often came to the surface. What he feared was Khan's cold interior-- his ability to leave and (perhaps) think nothing of the damage left behind. Khan didn't necessarily crave as much as this man did; he had spent a long time alone and didn't really see the need for completion through the love of another. He didn't seek it. Didn't dream of it. Didn't wish for it.

But. He didn't want to turn away from it once it presented itself, either. While McCoy worried over the future-- over the chance of laughter and looking back on this moment-- perhaps with rings and mismatched furniture-- Khan's mind focused more on what their partnership meant for the moment. Khan had ruined to much to be given a white fence and it was more likely that he would be ripped away from McCoy than be by his side long enough to watch him die-- likely from the damage of drinking due to their frustrating relationship or one of his loved ones dying too young. Emotion was a heavy burden on the doctor, he knew-- he heard it in his voice and saw it in his face often. It was troubling; Khan wanted to fix the hurt he didn't cause personally... and even then, he had gone as far as to apologize. To honestly reach deep and show that he was sorry. 

A sliver of him was frustrated that the doctor wouldn't truly understand how special he was to receive treatment such as this. It scratched at him, his pride-- the need to make this human understand just what he had and almost lost due to what was certainly a tantrum but... perhaps that could come later. For the time being McCoy had earned a reward of stubborn nature, head tipping and voice curious with a hint of agitation.

"Why would I?" 

It surprised him, how offended he actually sounded. His mind reeled for a way to bury the situation-- to shove the openness of his feelings under the rug unceremoniously. 

"This is my room, Leonard. If anything it's you who'll be leaving... if you so choose." Better, he decided. Yes, make it seem like their relationship was the room itself-- as if the doctor called shots and made all the big choices. Nothing could possibly backfire from that at all. Khan was a ruin-er of things and this moment may have been included but it was... awkward to be presented with a moment where his feelings needed to surface. Maybe his doctor would understand.

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Kirk getting mad at Khan for calling him "James." (ʘ‿ʘ✿)

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that’s pretty much how the scene went down

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An important gifset, we can all agree.

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Rosette Nebula NGC 2237

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OMG DID YOU BREAK MY ONE RULE AND PROMO ME AGAIN