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Understanding the unique grief of Supernatural fans, and the power of stories to liberate and to punish. [Warning: spoilers for season fifteen of Supernatural]

guys, please please read this and share everywhere you can. we need to get this message out there. we need for people to understand that it’s more than “just a ship,” it’s seeing ourselves. our voices deserve to not only be heard, but to be spoken at all.

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Merry Christmas!

ayana76

❤️🎄🎅⭐️🌟

The time has come — we’ve reached the end of the road after 15 long, gripping, and epic years of Supernatural. Now, in the wake of this emot

So beautifully written❤️

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Supernatural had the opportunity to do something great. To send a message of love and validation to a whole community. Not only to the part of the community that liked their show, but to all of us. But instead they decided to pander to the people, who never had to fight for their representation.

I support #TheySilencedYou, #TheySilencedThem and #TheyWillNeverSilenceUs and I'm in awe of all of you. Of your eloquence, passion, coordination and decisiveness. And I feel like your message goes beyond this particular TV show and the CW.

It's about protesting a pattern of disrespect towards otherness in Mainstream Media. It's about demanding meaningful, unmistakably queer representation, that enables discourse and furthers understanding in a heterogenic Audience. It's about asking Networks to not only hire diverse staff but to also give them the freedom to tell their stories the way they want to. It's about telling creators to own up to the inherent messages they leave us with in the end.

And that's inspiring and should be celebrated.

Stories matter.

ayana76

Beautiful!!!!! 😍🥰

cascaps

ayana76

Our beautiful Angel 😍🥰❤️

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Jensen said not to take Dean’s reaction as confirmation that he doesn’t reciprocate Cas’ feelings, he said that most of Dean’s reaction was cut out of the episode, we find out that the promos airing in Brazil have Dean confessing his love to the empty dungeon where he was crying in the final cut, Jensen said Dean didn’t act on his feelings because he thought angels couldn’t love romantically and NOT because Cas is in a male vessel………..

So knowing all this, I think its safe to say we were gonna get canon reciprocated destiel and Jensen and Misha were all excited about it only for them to find out that most of the scene was cut from the episode when the ep aired. They are probably just as upset as us right now guys.

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Cockles analyis

Come over here!! I wanna tell you something! Quickly, come on, sit down and relax. Trust me you’d want to sit down for this … or lie down. Either way, I am about to break it down to ya ( •‿•)☞

Take a breath, and breathe. Honestly this is going to hurt. Look at Misha, our Misha.

Hidden in a hug he had iniated. He has fully encased Jensen in an arm-over-the-shoulder hug. That is an intimate hug, a hug between close friends. But oh Mish, he looks saddened. Why is that?

They are popping champagne and yet, Misha can’t contain his facial expressions and the sentimental features are seeping- no! It is contorting his face in a happy-but-sad light. Look at him.

Even Jared looks up at the prolonged hug:

Now, look at Jensen.

His friend has just clasped his arms around him. A sturdy, firm and strong hold he had on him. A hug like we had seen at jib10. And all Jensen could do was return the sentimental gesture, also locking an arm around his friend. A chin on his shoulder like Misha (but we can’t see it properly).

Look at that. Such an intimate hug. They are practically breathing in their respective spaces; so close to their ears, chest to chest. Gosh, what a lovely treat to cockles/destiel fans, we have been blessed and fed so well this week! But something is off.

Their eyes.

They don’t radiate the fun they are displaying on the photo shoot. No, this is something raw. They are supposed to be celebrating. There is champagne but perhaps is the symbolism behind it all – of good fortune and joy. All of it. One. Last. Time. All conveyed in a hug of graditute and love.

Hurt that our poor mish feels so deeply.

But again. Look at Jensen. He knows what Misha is trying to tell him. Heck he knows his friends better than himself. And Jensen smiles bright, but he feigns this smile.

As Mish pulls away, a light touch to his wrist tells him to stay.

Stay.

And Mish gets it yet still oblivious to Jensen’s made up mind, he positions himself in front of the camera placing hand on Jensen’s back. As quickly as Jensen’s arm surrounds his.

But Jensen’s mind is filled with; Stay Misha. I am not done with you.

It is all Jensen thinks whilst he looks towards the off camera pubic, a show of teeth and a brilliant smile hiding what he has planned.

Stand next to your friend and smile. Show everyone you are alright is what I bet Misha tells himself.

But here Jensen thinks: if you thought that hug was an intimate gesture of burdened conveyed feelings. Here is what you mean to me.

Planting a kiss on his cheek. An arm hanging loosely around Collins’ neck but Ackles’ fingers betray the nonchalance as they curl towards his friend; a pinky finger firmly pressing into him.

Look at Misha. The corner of his mouth turns up, small but notably there. Misha is happy to have Jensen as his best boy friend.

That is it guys. I present to you the best kind of a loving Cockles. Thank you #spnfamily for listening to me rant an analysis about these lovely idjits~

But lets not end so happy yet, this is how Ackles looked after that hug.

Blinking hard (excuse the sh*tty quality)

Drained

Reaching for one last contact

As he ruffles Jared’s hair, Padalecki who had seen Misha in such a state that he came over to hug him immediately afterwards, Jensen briefly pushes his hand against Misha silently appreciating the atmosphere that was created and needed to be adressed.

Gosh I love this cast ♡

ayana76

Love this so much!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️