Come over here!! I wanna tell you something! Quickly, come on, sit down and relax. Trust me you’d want to sit down for this … or lie down. Either way, I am about to break it down to ya ( •‿•)☞
Take a breath, and breathe. Honestly this is going to hurt. Look at Misha, our Misha.
Hidden in a hug he had iniated. He has fully encased Jensen in an arm-over-the-shoulder hug. That is an intimate hug, a hug between close friends. But oh Mish, he looks saddened. Why is that?
They are popping champagne and yet, Misha can’t contain his facial expressions and the sentimental features are seeping- no! It is contorting his face in a happy-but-sad light. Look at him.
Even Jared looks up at the prolonged hug:
His friend has just clasped his arms around him. A sturdy, firm and strong hold he had on him. A hug like we had seen at jib10. And all Jensen could do was return the sentimental gesture, also locking an arm around his friend. A chin on his shoulder like Misha (but we can’t see it properly).
Look at that. Such an intimate hug. They are practically breathing in their respective spaces; so close to their ears, chest to chest. Gosh, what a lovely treat to cockles/destiel fans, we have been blessed and fed so well this week! But something is off.
They don’t radiate the fun they are displaying on the photo shoot. No, this is something raw. They are supposed to be celebrating. There is champagne but perhaps is the symbolism behind it all – of good fortune and joy. All of it. One. Last. Time. All conveyed in a hug of graditute and love.
Hurt that our poor mish feels so deeply.
But again. Look at Jensen. He knows what Misha is trying to tell him. Heck he knows his friends better than himself. And Jensen smiles bright, but he feigns this smile.
As Mish pulls away, a light touch to his wrist tells him to stay.
And Mish gets it yet still oblivious to Jensen’s made up mind, he positions himself in front of the camera placing hand on Jensen’s back. As quickly as Jensen’s arm surrounds his.
But Jensen’s mind is filled with; Stay Misha. I am not done with you.
It is all Jensen thinks whilst he looks towards the off camera pubic, a show of teeth and a brilliant smile hiding what he has planned.
Stand next to your friend and smile. Show everyone you are alright is what I bet Misha tells himself.
But here Jensen thinks: if you thought that hug was an intimate gesture of burdened conveyed feelings. Here is what you mean to me.
Planting a kiss on his cheek. An arm hanging loosely around Collins’ neck but Ackles’ fingers betray the nonchalance as they curl towards his friend; a pinky finger firmly pressing into him.
Look at Misha. The corner of his mouth turns up, small but notably there. Misha is happy to have Jensen as his best boy friend.
That is it guys. I present to you the best kind of a loving Cockles. Thank you #spnfamily for listening to me rant an analysis about these lovely idjits~
But lets not end so happy yet, this is how Ackles looked after that hug.
Blinking hard (excuse the sh*tty quality)
Reaching for one last contact
As he ruffles Jared’s hair, Padalecki who had seen Misha in such a state that he came over to hug him immediately afterwards, Jensen briefly pushes his hand against Misha silently appreciating with the atmosphere that was created and needed to be adressed.