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Aurora. I no longer know, if I want to drown myself in love, vodka, or the sea.

[ayee-rora]

so a lot of shit's been happening. Ty and I are working on getting me to canada for good, blagh. I don't know if anyone still gets on, but It's really difficult for me to get on this account now :(

pls message me on aim - baby.eel

i love you guys so much <3

[nash--beauregard]

I think y’all made some really good ideas and ugh it sounds so perfect. I’m not that creative at all though i mean i can help with events but tasks are a no go because i can’t be creative at all. Now, are we going to make a totally different rp main and try to attract new people or are we going to keep it a closed rp?

[ayee-rora]

If I were to do it I think I'd make it an open rp.

[vogueisms]

okay so i’m just gonna make a decision and basically say we’re gonna act like refresh ended (to fix kinks but everyone thinks it’s completely done and have no idea it’s actually coming back) and everyone is going home. whoever wants to join in, can. we can decide to do events or tasks ourselves whenever we want. okay? sound good? good.

[ayee-rora]

I think doing this would be a good idea. Because I still want to be part of refresh...but at the same time...I think it'd be so much fun to do a spin off where like..maybe Caleb led us into a rebellion?! How bad ass would that be. we can keep our charas, we can do it as in the future. So that way what happens in THIS refresh, remains untouched(basically we couldn't reference anything from the other rp to this rp.)

[ayee-rora]

Those who want their charas to live on should message me or something and I think we should make a plot to make a spin off of refresh. Like I think it'd be fun if we did a rebellion type of thing. Where we all ran away from refresh(in respect to tasha we'll give her credit for the refresh) If you guys are interested in expanding this plot, message meeeee!!!

[mandierps-blog]

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[ayee-rora]

I second this. I've been thinking about this for a few days now.

[ayee-rora]

Insertthemostdramaticsighyou'veeverheardhere

This rp is dead, isn't it?

[ayee-rora]

Knock knock?

[ayee-rora]

Turning Tables | Nixon & Aurora

Aurora had barely set down the dishes in the sink when Nixon pulled her against him. When his lips met hers chills made their way all through her body, her heart began pounding instantly. Without realizing it, she rose to her tip toes, as she returned the kiss. It felt good to be kissing him, to her it felt right. She felt as though she could simply melt away in his arms. Aurora had her palms resting on his chest, and she'd been so into the kiss that she forgot to breathe. Just as the dizziness hit her, Nixon pulled back for air. He left her standing there breathless, her lips still tingling. Even though he was gone, she still smiled and giggled as if he were there to laugh along with her.

Her heart was still fluttering as she was finishing up the dishes. Rory was in a good mood, a better one than she had been in in quite some time. Sober, at least. She was even humming, something that she only did when she was in her happiest of moods. Her father always used to call her his little Hummingbird. She smiled remembering the nickname that she hadn't heard in quite some time. "And I swear when I first saw you, and talked to you, you gave me purpose with every single word you'd say. You took my breath away," She was singing now, completely unaware of her surroundings, getting lost in her own happy melody. "I am so high, I am never coming down. Because you're mine, you decided to stay, you decided to stay arou--" She jumped at the sound of Nixon's voice and whipped around staring at him wide eyed. She had her hand pressed over her heart as if she didn't hold onto it tight, it may beat right out of her chest. "Holy shit, Nix!" She said, bursting into laughter, "You scared me. Don't sneak up on me like that!"  She giggled again and, wrapped her arms around his waist. "Something comfortable, I can do that. And maybe just like a disney movie for background noise while we talk?" She smiled to him, her eyes meeting his. "I'll be right back." This time, it was her turn to vanish. She walked out of the kitchen, kissing the corner of his mouth before she left.

As she stood in her closet, she bit on her thumb. "Comfortable...but cute. Maybe even sexy?" She mumbled quietly to herself. She rummaged through the hangers full of clothes-- yes, she hung her pajamas. A habit she picked up from her mother. She finally settled on a tank top with lace along the neckline, and a pair of black shorts. Not too sexy, not too lazy. It'd do the trick. She moved to the bathroom so Nixon could change, but also because she had primping that had to be done. She fixed her smeared makeup from the night, and tied her hair up in a high pony tail. After she brushed her teeth she even went as far as spraying the tiniest bit of perfume on her collarbones. Aurora shrugged at herself in the mirror and sighed. The longer she stood staring at herself, the more flaws she found, she had to get out of that bathroom otherwise she'd be in there for hours.

Aurora peeked her head out of the bathroom to make sure Nixon still wasn't in the bedroom. When she saw he wasn't, she tiptoed her way into the living room. Instantly, her eyes lit up. She smiled when she saw him, "What are you?" She asked excitedly, "A professional fort maker?" She practically skipped towards him, and kissed him quickly. "It's perfect." She murmured before nudging her nose against his.

[ayee-rora]

Tyler leaves tomorrow so I will be back probably tomorrow evening but fair warning: I'll probably be an emotional wreck because who wants their boyfriend to go home to another country until god knows when? Sigh. I'll just have to, as usual, live vicariously through Aurora and Nixon's relationship. I'm oddly okay with that.

[ayee-rora]

@mandie

GRL PLS DO NOT HATE ME. Isn't it so pretty? It's opal and blue topaz akdjmk's he's so great :((

[ayee-rora]

Ignore my chubby fingers but guys...Tyler got me this ring and said "I know a promise ring is childish because we're both adults, but I can't exactly ask you to marry me just yet. Firstly because of our living situations, secondly because you aren't even my girlfriend yet. So, Sabrina. If you accept this ring, and you will be my girlfriend, it is a promise that one day this ring will turn into an engagement ring, then a wedding ring, then one day you will be my wife." I'm seriously sobbing, you guys don't understand. Gufjirkdyejwis. He's making fun of me now because he's like "YOU'RE NOT EVEN CALLING YOUR MOTHER, YOU'RE JUST TELLING THE PEOPLE YOU RP WITH." And I'm just like I CAN'T HELP IT THEY ARE LIKE MY LITTLE FAMILY. Okay. That's all. GUUUUYSSSSSSSS.

[ayee-rora]

I'm not goin' nowhere babes, I swear. Tyler surprised me with another visit, though. That's why I'm not around right now.

[genevi-eve]

[genevi-eve]

This isn’t your fault…I’m selfish. I should have known that there was a reason that you left, I should have known better than to think you moved on and abandoned me. I-I’m so sorry, angel. I’m so sorry. This is so hard, I don’t think you understand how hard this is…nothing is making any sense.

Don’t say that. I’m the selfish one. I thought I could just come back and things would work out. Don’t apologize. You didn’t deserve what I did to you, Aurora. You have every right to pick him. I was wrong to do that, I should’ve stayed. I shouldn’t have gone. I made the mistake, and now I’m too late. It’s okay. I should’ve known better. Who wouldn’t want to be with you? I should’ve known that you’d find someone better. You’re gorgeous, you’re funny, you’re adorable, you’re sexy, you’re.. everything. You’ve always been everything.

[ayee-rora]

B-b-but. Elora. Please don't. Leave me again. I know it'll be hard f-for the both of us but. I can't handle l-losing you again.

[ayee-rora]

Turning Tables | Nixon & Aurora

As Nixon spoke, Rory forced herself to eat. The bites were small, but she did what she could. When he brought up Natalie, she couldn't help but have mixed emotions about it. Hearing that Nixon chose her sent chills of excitement up her spine, and it didn't take long for the butterflies to return. But something he mentioned raised a red flag. She wondered if she and Nixon would even be having this conversation right now if Natalie had meant the kiss, and did have feelings for him in return. She wanted to ask him if she was merely his second choice, but she bit her tongue and shook the idea out of her head. Aurora reassured herself that it was just her thinking too far into something that was nothing, as she did so often.

Seeing the growing smile on Nixon's face, she couldn't help but to laugh and smile with him. Rory nodded her head in agreement, she was even more glad to find out that he was completely understanding of the love she had for Elora. "I'm looking forward to finding out what is in store for us, Nixon Grey." She said, holding her eyes locked on his. Even in the flickering candle light, the color of his eyes was beautiful. As she finished what she could of her food, she gently pushed the plate back. "I kind of just want to stay in and cuddle for a while." She paused for a moment, then, what she thought was a great idea, hit her. She could hardly contain the excitement in her voice, "While I'm doing the dishes, you should make a fort in the living room! With bed sheets, and chairs and christmas lights. It'll be like we're camping out!" She giggled and pressed the palms of her hands together, as if she was begging him to go along with her. Pretty pretty please?"

[genevi-eve]

[ayee-rora]

I’m not going to stop saying it because it is true. I will never love anyone the same way I love you, Elora! B-but..what? You can’t…you can’t just leave me again. You can’t just do that! We still need each other, we’ll always need each other, right? Karma…? Oh no. No no no. I know where you’re...

This isn't your fault...I'm selfish. I should have known that there was a reason that you left, I should have known better than to think you moved on and abandoned me. I-I'm so sorry, angel. I'm so sorry. This is so hard, I don't think you understand how hard this is...nothing is making any sense.

[genevi-eve]

[ayee-rora]

I love you so much, El. Forever. That will never change. I just… I have to see. I haven’t been happy in so long, it’s hard for me to tell who and what makes me happy anymore. It wouldn’t be fair for me to just not give him and I a chance at all…please understand, Elora. Please. This doesn’t mean...

I'm not going to stop saying it because it is true. I will never love anyone the same way I love you, Elora! B-but..what? You can't...you can't just leave me again. You can't just do that! We still need each other, we'll always need each other, right? Karma...? Oh no. No no no. I know where you're heading with that, and you couldn't be any more wrong. We've been over this so many timese! Please, please, El. St-stop talking like this. You're scaring me.

[ayee-rora]

Part of me wishes this was real life because as aurora, I am completely in love with nixon and elora. Like I feel so emotionally attached to both of them. But at the same time...i'd probably commit suicide before I was able to choose between the two of them, not even joking.