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[ayemsarre]

2017

Sobrang daming nangyari sa taon na to. Sobrang thankful ako lalo sayo Papa God. Maraming salamat sa lahat ng blessings, from being a pharmacy student to a registered pharmacist. Masaya na napasaya mo yung mga magulang mo. Nakakastressed, depressed tong taon na to but at the same time, masaya sobra. One of the best year in my life! Thank You Lord 😭😊. Sinamahan mo ko sa lahat ng laban ko at alam ko sasamahan mo pa ko sa mga parating na pagsubok. I love you Lord 😊

[verylostpenguin]

I can’t believe that books can make me cry. You are made of glue and paper. How dare you have this power over me.

[peachisty]

concept: me travelling the world alone, figuring myself out, taking tons of cute aesthetic pictures, befriending kind strangers, drinking a cup of tea on a cute cafeteria, and trying out things for the first time.

[ayemsarre]

Ngayon lang ako magpopost about sa kanya. Naattached ako, akala ko hindi ko siya magugustuhan pero dumating sa point na iniyakan ko sya. Bago ko grumaduate, blinock ko sya pero inunblock ko din sya kasi nasa isip ko pa rin sya. Di ko pa naman siya nakikita pero nainlove ako. Pwede ba talaga yon? Naiinis ako sa kanya kasi di ko alam kung totoo ba lahat ng pinapakita nya. Kasi ako seryoso ako. Ang gusto ko yung seryoso pero di ko alam sa kanya. Ngayon pinili ko na wag na lang muna kami mag usap tutal mas kailangan ko din mag focus sa mga bagay tulad ng review. Pero iniisip ko kung bakit sa dinami dami bat ako pa kailangan makaranas nito. Nananahimik lang naman ako tas dumating pa sya. Okay naman ako nung wala sya pero bat kasi nagbigay sya ng ibang saya. Asar korni ng mga sinasabi ko pero ayoko na din sana kasi nararamdaman ko na hindi naman niya talaga ko gusto, may iba syang gusto kaya parang wala man lang syang effort na makita ko kahit ang tagal na namin nag uusap. Siguro nga mali tong nafefeel ko. Mag lelet go na lang ako.

[fiery-blue-firefly]

Lord, when I can’t sense Your presence or hear Your voice, please keep drawing me toward You. Give me the patience and persistence to keep seeking Your face.

Chris Tiegreen (via risinghopeandstrength)

[ayemsarre]

Board Exam (August 2017)

Sobrang stressed na ko, ngayon lang ulit ako nagtumblr. Naiiyak na ko na feeling ko lulubog ako sa lupa kahit anong oras sa pressure at stressed ko. Nag deactivate pa ko ng fb kasi feeling ko mas nasstress ako sa fb hays. Sana makaya ko to. Lord help 😭

[wnq-writers]

20 things I learned at 20 1. You can have only one best friend and that best friend can only be you. Because you may come across a dozen lovely people but the only one who can keep the ‘forever’ promise is you. 2. Family is the most important. This is the only love that is truly unconditional and absolutely pure. They love you when you’re 5 and when you’re 18. They love you in your failure and your success. Their love doesn’t increase because it’s already at its maximum right from the beginning, it’s already infinite. 3. Cocktails and aerated drinks may soothe your taste buds but tea soothes your entire body. It’s warm and calming and well, healthy. 4. Your first kiss means nothing if it’s not with the right person. And the right person doesn’t mean your soulmate or someone who will never break your heart but someone who in that moment loves you as much as you love them. 5. You’ve written over 350 exams and you’ve got a perfect score in some and scored miserably in others but do you remember your 9th grade math score? Do you even remember 9th grade math? Education is so important but not the stress and competitive grading that comes along with it. If you get a low score or even fail, not much will happen – you will get a retest. But if you get ill – mentally or physically, it will have undesired long term effects. 6. In 8th grade your school psychologist told you that you’re one of the few people who walk in life with open arms loving and helping everyone, not because you haven’t bled but because you know you will heal and have the strength to do so. At that point you laughed at her but now, years later you’re loving, accepting and helping in spite of having both, actual and metaphorical scars. You’re kind and admitting that doesn’t make you conceited. 7. Goodbyes don’t always have to be dramatic. Writing an 800 words message won’t make it hurt any less than an 8 words one. Closure usually has not much to do with the ones who wronged you but with taking your time in dealing with all the stages of grief. Some stage like anger may take only a month but acceptance may take years and that’s okay. 8. Jealousy is a basic human trait. They can be the closest to you and yet envy your happiness and life. Envy is something you too experience and you can be happy for them and be sad for yourself at the same time because so bitter it is to view happiness from someone else’s eyes. You aren’t a horrible human being if you feel like there are better shades of green your grass could be. 9. Read at your own desire and pace. You don’t have to read particular books to qualify as a bibliophile or read a specific number of books to be a bookworm either. Read what truly interests you and take your time because reading was never a task, don’t make it one now. 10. Money is important. Money can’t buy love but it can buy happiness. But not blood money. Money honestly earned through hard work. That kind of money is good, that kind of money is required. You have a certain standard of living and if you want to maintain that after your parents stop financing you, you must make sure to earn the same. It doesn’t make you a snob or a spoiled brat, it only makes you a human aware of your wants, many of which have turned into needs by now. 11. There are somethings you just never grow out of like bubbles and glitter and your mother’s hot chocolate and hugs. Those are the kind of things that make life bearable when adulting gets too hard. Those are the little things that matter the most. 12. You cry. A lot. But you don’t cry in front of people for their pity. You don’t cry to manipulate situations. You cry because you accept the pain. You cry because you don’t reject or lock away your emotions. You cry because your mental, emotional and physical self are in sync and that’s healthy. That’s so lovely. 13. Bake cakes. They don’t have to look pretty as long as they taste delicious. Paint canvases. They don’t have to be a master piece as long as all the paint in your hands and face and jeans makes you feel complete. Write more. It doesn’t have to a novel or even be posted online as long as it lets you breathe a little lighter and smile wider. 14. Go for walks alone, sit on the beach without your headphones, look up at the sky without a lover, buy flowers for yourself. Nature is legit free (for the most part). And it’s the richest thing that the world has. Le it bring you peace, let it help you survive. 15. Make home feel home. Sometimes you won’t have your family to make it home. Sometimes you will have to make it home by putting a part of yourself and that means investing the time, energy and money in making it feel yours, in making it feel right. It may not be your ‘dream house’, it may just be a tiny room but it’s yours. Your surroundings play a major role in affecting your mood and vibe. 16. Energy is real. You may not know much about Science beyond 10th grade but you do know this, e=mc ² which means everything is energy, you are energy and there is positive and negative energy and you can feel it and you experience it in every person you meet, every place you visit, every room you step inside. You can and you must choose to surround yourself with positive energy. What you attract, you do get; what you attract you become. 17. Spend time with yourself. It’s some of the best time you will have. You need to unwind, you need it to re-energize, you need it to focus and you need it for peace. You can go to a cafe by yourself, write, read, meditate, talk to yourself out loud, dance in your underwear, cook and just be. 18. Take care of yourself- no one else can, no one else will. Drink loads of water, there’s a reason why more than half your body is made up of water. Sleep well because staying up all night isn’t something to be proud of, it’s stupid. Don’t skip breakfast because skipping breakfast makes you crave fatty foods for the rest of the day. Stay healthy not because you want to look a certain way but because you want to feel strong and energetic and have an active mind, body and heart. Staying healthy emotionally and mentally is just as important. So let those who want to go, go and never say yes to something your gut wants to scream ‘NO’ to. 19. Love yourself. If you don’t love yourself you will look for other people to love you. If you don’t accept yourself, you will keep seeking other people’s validation and the moment they withdraw it or walk away, you will crumble. And you don’t want to crumble. You want to enjoy the one person’s company you have to live with forever – yourself. Work on being a person you’d love to spend your life with because let’s face it, you don’t have a choice. It’s a long term investment and the only one that will never fail you. 20. In Shakespeare’s words, “To thine own self be true”. In order to love yourself, knowing yourself is very important. And knowing yourself doesn’t mean the adjectives that people use for you or what your zodiac sign says about you. It means what you know in your heart to be your truth. One more for good luck? 21. You laughed and thought it was very witty when you came across the quote, ‘Don’t take life too seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.’ but god. Can it be any truer? Most things you’re stressing over now won’t even matter 3 years from now. But good days will turn into heart-warming memories that will stay with you even 2 decades later. Happiness and success are two different things but remember, they aren’t mutually exclusive. At least they don’t have to be.

creatingnikki  (via wnq-writers)

[ayemsarre]

Woke up like this charot whahahaha! Ngayon lang ulit ako nagupload ng picture ko sa tumblr. I'm 20 na kasi, ang bilis ng panahon. Parang dati 2nd year highschool ako nung napadaan ako sa tumblr tapos ngayon sobrang busy ko na kasi tapos ang iniisip ko lagi yung board exam ganon ba hahaha syempre habang walang RPh sa dulo ng pangalan, fight diba! Gusto ko lang din ipaalala na this holy week, sana maging maayos tayo lahat at mas mapalapit pa kay God. Sigeee po! Wala na ata kong tropapiz dito charot whahahaha! 😂😂😂

[ayemsarre]

Finally! Thank You Lord!

Makakagraduate na din ako sa wakas! Sobrang happy ko talaga kasi napasaya ko family ko. Sulit lahat ng puyat ko, kape, at pagod. Sobrang thankful ako kay Lord, sa mga tumulong kina Mama kapag gipit sila, sa mga professor kong mahaba ang pasensya lalo na kapag late ako at pagpasa nila saken chos, sa mga kaibigan kong hindi nawala sa tabi ko, sa mga kapeng minsan sinisisi ko kasi nakakatulog pa rin ako, sa mga driver ng jeep na sinakyan ko kasi ang ingat nila magdrive na kahit muntik na ko dati hahahaha thank You Lord! Sa mga taong hindi ako iniwan at sinuportahan ako sa pangarap ko lalo na kapag ako mismo nawawalan na din ng tiwala sa sarili. Grabe! Iba talaga si Lord. Hindi Niya tayo iiwan at tutulungan Niya talaga tayo sa mga pangarap natin. Board exam naman sunod! Aaral pa din ako hanggang walang RPh sa pangalan, laban! Pero sa ngayon pahinga muna ko kasi wala naman kaming bakasyon e. Hahahahaha! Gagraduate na ko! 😊🎓

[ayemsarre]

Yan na naman sila

Natatakot talaga ko sa mga aso ng kapitbahay namin bigla nalang umaalulong, sabay sabay pa sila. Lagi silang ganto e ako lang naman gising sa bahay ng 2 am kakareview. Char hahaha! Pero midterm na next week tapos napakadami aaralin di ko na alam uunahin ko pero ibabalance ko to!! I will fight. Dasal lang talaga! Sige makapag aral na nga try ko na 😂 haay kaya ko to!!! 😊

[ayemsarre]

Hala sya wala na kong pake sa kapitbahay ko kailangan ko masurvive tong sem na to ge!!!!!!

[ayemsarre]

AKO'Y NASSTRESS MY GOODNESS

Ngayong week dalawang subject lang pinasa kong quiz tae ang masakit pa don nag review naman ako hahaha punyetaaaaaa na lang sana walang pasok sa Monday!!!!!!!!!!

[ayemsarre]

Malas

Hahahahaha! Kahapon napahiya ko sa katipunan nakakaloka natalisod ako sa hagdan. Ilang minutes pa ata bago ko nakatayo tapos ngayon para kong si Nadine maglakad kasi pilay ate mo 😖 Pero feeling ko ookay na siya bukas. Mabilis naman akong makamove on sa sakit hahahahahahaha!!!! Onga pala defense na namin sa Linggo. Last 30 minutes kanina bago magsara SM buti okay na yung isusuot ko hahahaha ganda daw charot whahahahaha!! Kaloka! I will survive this last semester pak! Hahahahaha

[ayemsarre]

Finally! I'm done with this K-Drama called Moonlight Drawn by Clouds. At first, medyo ayoko pa panuorin kasi hindi naman ako yung taong kapag walang magawa, kdrama is lyf na agad. Tingin ko dati sa mga kpoppers korni, baduy, sorry no offense pero I'm wrong. Hahahahaha! Sinimulan ko to bago magstart pasukan, at dahil busy ako sa school, January 2017 ko pa sya natapos! Sobra kong gandang-gandang-gandang-ganda 100x sa story! Sa acting! Sa lugar! Sa mga salita! Sa mga actors at actress! Ang galing! Dahil dyan, crush ko na si Park Bo Gum!!!! 😍💕 Mahilig na ko sa kanila! Habang nagrereview ako sa quiz namin para sa Tuesday, tumutunog yung ost sa isip ko nakakaloka. Bagay sila. Sana sa totoong buhay maging sila huhuhu! Grabe talaga. Iba nagawa ng palabas na to saken. Pinaniwala ko nito na iba pa rin nagagawa ng pag-ibig. Magtatagpo kayo kahit anong mangyari. Kung kayo, kayo talaga sa huli. Hindi ako makapaniwalang nabalik ng palabas na to yung paniniwala ko noon sa destiny. Hahahaha chos basta ganda talaga!!!!! Grabe park bo gum labyu na

[aawordthings]

Ten things to do in 2017: 1. Take it a day at a time. You don’t have to know what you’re doing the next day or even the next hour. I’ve learned that the more you think in the future, the shorter the day seems and the months fly past you and you’re left feeling discontent and unsatisfied. It’s almost like everything has been in a blur, and you find yourself saying, “the year went by so fast”, even though you haven’t accomplished much. So do everything in the moment of ‘now’, and cherish each minute like it’s the last minute you have. 2. Let it go. You know nothing is going to change, because you can’t change people unless they truly want to and you can’t change the past either, and the sooner you realize this, you will spend more time being happy than in a constant battle with your mind and your heart. They need to rest too. 3. Take risks. If you never take any, the moment that turned out for the worst could have turned out for the best. This works vice-versa as well, but either way, you will learn from these experiences. You won’t forget how rapidly your heart was beating in these moments and how electric you felt. It will be worth it in the end, trust me. 4. Call up that person that you didn’t spend enough time getting to know, simply because you were too distracted with somebody else or just didn’t feel like you’d become something more than acquaintances. Greet strangers and embrace the idea of diversity. Ask questions about different cultures, morals, ideas, beliefs; educate yourself as much as you can. 5. Go ahead and wear that outfit you keep telling yourself that it doesn’t look good on you. You bought it because you liked it, yes? So, show it to the whole damn world. If you do it with a smile and confidently squared shoulders—even better. You are beautiful. 6. Instead of procrastinating and wallowing in self-pity, get up and do something. Sitting around is not going to do much but make you feel horrible, and you’ll create scenarios that may not even exist or be as big in your head that will cause matters to become worse. You want this to be your year of explosive progress? Set goals and strive to achieve them. You want to look back at the end of the year and say, “I did good”. 7. Spend more time with your family or friends. Build a support system so strong, that you will never feel lonely. In fact, this support system will lead you to feeling content even when you are alone, because you won’t feel the constant need to either be with someone or have somebody who loves you, because you know you’ll have people who love you and the more love you surround yourself with, the easier it becomes to love yourself too. 8. Be kind always and be angry when you need to be. Stand up for the ideas that you believe in and don’t back down from them just because you have a different opinion. Learn to love the sound of your voice when it bounces off the walls of a classroom full of people, because your voice has the power to change a million minds. Remember, you are allowed to feel whatever it is you feel. 9. Go on more road trips or just take a few minutes to be outside by yourself. Inhale and exhale the air around you. Watch the stars, the sunset, the sunrise, the birds flying in the sky, the cars passing by. Walk in the rain sometimes without an umbrella, instead of running. Let the sunlight soak your skin more often. God, isn’t the world itself beautiful? 10. Be faithful. This is the year you hoped to be better. Don’t let anything stop you from achieving that, because you are limitless as long as you believe yourself to be.

Ten things to do in 2017 (via aawordthings)

[ayemsarre]

Happy New Year! 😊

[worshipgifs]