Azel

_____________________ I'm Azel, I don't mind any pronouns, and I like mcyt!

[azelol]

im going to be so completely honest ive since like. switched most of my fics on ao3 to anonymous and deleted some posts on here mainly because ohhh my gosh my friend has mentioned to me once that she knew my tumblr account and ive genuinely been so scared since then i have alt blogs but im the most attached to this one, but ive been posting here less and less so yeah

[justa-personn]

people using generative ai to write fanfiction for them is CRAZY. stay up until four in the morning hopping back and forth between your pinterest boards, a random synonyms website, and google docs where you’re stuck in the middle of a sentence deciding whether to refer to a character by their name or hair colour as the lord intended.

[azelol]

I've compiled all written information from SFAWTDE and DAWTDE onto this doc for all writers/theorists/secretthirdthing to enjoy and copy-paste to their hearts content!

SFAWTDE/DAWTDE Doc

commenting/suggesting is enabled so you can tell me if i made a mistake/forgot to add something play nice | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | |

this includes the contents of books, text files, and other written info (excluding chat) character for character (hopefully) for anyone who doesn't want to bother going back to the videos over and over to check something

[azelol]

the difference between the tiktok posts of people taking anti anxiety meds and antidepressants is funny as hell "Oh I feel so much happier! I feel so normal and productive and free!" "I can't feel anything. I can't even goon."

[azelol]

i put on a playlist to get in the headspace while i whip something up for astronomy day and i find it so interesting that we as a collective have agreed that space as a whole or as a concept sounds soft and soothing space is beautiful, sure, but it also kind of explodes your organs. we also dont know whats out there. in a way its the wilderness and earth is our cabin but still, youll see mitski and lamp and clairo maybe its the association with the night? and therefore lullabies? but either way its very endearing

[azelol]

my friend replied to this ramble with "I think the silence and stillness and lack of human civilization in it all that makes it feel calm and slow and patient" AND OHH I GET IT NOW SHES SO RIGHT

[azelol]

i put on a playlist to get in the headspace while i whip something up for astronomy day and i find it so interesting that we as a collective have agreed that space as a whole or as a concept sounds soft and soothing space is beautiful, sure, but it also kind of explodes your organs. we also dont know whats out there. in a way its the wilderness and earth is our cabin but still, youll see mitski and lamp and clairo maybe its the association with the night? and therefore lullabies? but either way its very endearing

[azelol]

is anyone encountering problems with making new accounts on tumblr. specifically custom themes. because like this blog is all fine and dandy i have my domain and my theme works nicely if you use that domain i cant seem to get that feature on my new blog though?????? its still under the tumblr.com domain and afaik only the mobile default works under that. PLZ HELP ps i have custom themes turned on for my new account. and clicking the link thingy redirects me to tumblr.com where its jsut displayed as default

[azelol]

i heard that adjusting from breathing air to perfluorocarbon and vice versa hurts like a bitch and it reminded me of the birth of aphrodite so here's a poem

[Image Text:

With your delicate feet / used to nothing but waves and foam, meeting the ground, / now the coarse sand, I wonder if you remembered, or if / it was painful, you had / no privilege of childhood amnesia, plunged into womanhood / when beauty first met the world. Did it burn? / Lungs filled, adjusted From water to air, I heard / it feels like drowning; You emerged, goddess of / Love and war and Everything fickle, / Everything felt.]

[therealsquiddo]

HI!!!!! IM GONNA DELETE THIS IN A DAY OR SO

IM MAKING A VIDEO WITH ASHSWAG Do any of u guys have any fanart that u would want featured at the end of the video of me and ashswag

If any1 reblogs this with fanart that u made with me and ash Ill put it in the feature at the end

K THANKYOU :D

[therealsquiddo]

This applies always if you want me to put your fanart in my video just send it in my discord and give me permission (idk how many people know about this)

[ciellartss]

[azelol]

RAAAAAHHHHHG THATS MY OOMF RIGHT THERE

[gigizetz]

how do you feel knowing that Telemachus falls off a wall just to get caught by Athena while nobody caught astyanax

WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT

[froujuice-deactivated20240817]

what if havocduo was marketable...

[defty-picklez]

I the average MCYT fanart I see on Tumblr is basically this.

There is no debate, it's that good.

[whereisglitchduo]

they put glitchduo in the salt shaker :(

today squiddo and ashswag are in a salt shaker!

uh oh! it seems ash has lagged into a pepper shaker

[mellozheist]

[smokiedokie]

I opened my copy of The Tale of the Body Thief & immediately had to close it again because of this silly little annotation

[tilthat]

TIL that a recent study out of the University of Kansas found that it takes about 50 hours of socializing to go from acquaintance to casual friend, an additional 40 hours to become a “real” friend, and a total of 200 hours to become a close friend.

via reddit.com

[azureleon]

Socializing speedrun (Any %)

[kiwianaroha]

This is why it was so much easier to make friends when you were in school; you were trapped with those people all day Monday to Friday. It’s OK that it’s harder to make really good friends now that you’re an adult

[ignescent]

Yes, this! It’s also why regular get together are so useful. If you want to make friends as an adult? Join a book club, go to a craft meet up, find an excuse to hang out w/ approximately the same people once a week for a couple of hours. As you get to know them, invite them out other places. Yes, it’s a pain to have to do the work to socialize, but if you want the friends, you have to trap yourself with the other people.

[spytap]

Reblogging for all my mutuals who have asked “Why is it so hard to make friends as an adult?”

[turnabout]

“if you want the friends, you have to trap yourself with the other people” sounds so sinister. 

[drogonea]

It’s also why so many people lose their entire social network when they retire or start working from home. Making friends outside of work is vital to your own survival when your main access to socialization is controlled by your employer.

[applestruda]

Me and tibby talked too much about a fake life series team that I needed to draw it,

Team M.E.S.S (martyn, etho, scar, skizz)