;; hey, mun here. i wanted to make a post to officially announce my hiatus, although it might be unnecessary, since my absence shows.
roleplaying means so much to me, it’s a huge part of my life, ever since my first roleplay on gaia over ten years ago. what’s more, i’ve made many friends here during the last seven years of me roleplaying on tumblr, to the point i still consider those i see around as family.
however, i’m just too tired. i’ve made several attempts to become active again – even limiting myself to one character, in case the issue was being overwhelmed – because roleplaying with my family means so much to me. however, i just don’t have the energy to keep up, not just on here, but on any social media really. the most i’ve been able to do is create and reblog/retweet shitposts, make illustrations, and work on vocaloid/utau covers. with the illustrations, however, includes ocs from the fandoms i’ve interacted with on here, and i grow sentimental for the times i’ve had with these people, but feel dejected that i can’t really speak with about these characters anymore. i haven’t spoken to anyone in a long time, and i’m just afraid that i’d just be bothering everyone, despite any insistence that that’s not the case.
i’m sorry, this went on a bit longer than i’d expected haha. despite everything i’ve just said, i still want to hold onto that bit of happiness and keep in contact with my friends, so if you’d like, my discord is AZUSA#6618 and my twitter is DarkSideHeaven. if you’re reading this, yes, i do include you as my friend, and it would be very nice to chat again. thank you for everything.
