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I really kind of envy people with dicks sometimes. Like imagine being able to just jerk off, cum once, and youāre good. Wtf is up with that? Aside from bodily limitations, how does anyone stop at just once?? You get one-tapped and youāre KOād? WEAK!!
Itās really the way that Vash gets all my love. Love in every filthy, monstrous facet it comes it that makes it so pure- itās a holy thing to him when I love him like I can become the blood in his veins. Run through him always so weāre never apart. When I love him like he exists inside my soul, where he is welcome and surrounded by me, and me, and all of me; constantly torn apart and put back together just a little more loved than he was the last time. Loved so viscerally and horrifically, but so right. So kindly, and safety is all he knows. With hallowed reverence that he isnāt sure who reflected at who first but itās there all the same. He feels it when I nose at his mole and kiss his temple, with his cheek cradled in my hand. Careful with him like heāll break, as if he wouldnāt for me willingly. As if he hasnāt already broken for me before- piece-y and shaky and vulnerable. Allowed me to see through the blackened cracks of himself because I asked to nicely. To see all his shame and his fear so I can love them just as much as all the rest of him. Accept it all and swallow it down so itās safe in the core of myself.
And then Knives gets every iota of primordial violence that has ever existed in me. The only thing biblical between us is the fear he should feel at the syllables of my name and the thought of what would happen if I ever got my hands on him.
Itās been a while since my last rewatch of tristamp and Iām scrolling through twitter and part of the ost is playing in some video- itās part of the track from ep 10 when Knives cuts Vashās line. I cannot express with rage Iām currently sitting with all over again š
Movie date night with Vash! Which genre are you gonna go for? What snacks do you two have set up? Who snuggles into who more? Do you share a blanket? Give me all the details!! ššš
Under the cut cuz it long šµāš« (when is it not long honestly)
Oooooh goodness UHM!! Iām not really a movie person, so Vash gets to pick almost always. Iām just not picky with movies as long as itās not one of those comedies thatās very clearly āman funnyā you know what I mean?
Action is fine (altho I specifically avoid Marvel movies like the plague because they are one). Romance. Tragedy. Documentaries. Science things. Movie adaptations of plays. Or that tie into shows/games. Animation. Fantasy. Smart comediesā¦.. very rarely horror/psycho-thrillers cuz I tend not to like them as much, but sometimes. Vash does though and heās considerate of certain content aspects that I just⦠donāt vibe with.
My faves are usually just whatever has a strong, high concept or are very emotionally compelling. Like if I cry then I probably am gonna like the movie and heās very aware of that so thereās always a box of tissues somewhere in the middle of our snacks or beside us just in case.
For snacks, we also kinda go crazy⦠We have a lil stock of specifically movie snacks like Bottle Caps, Runts, Nerd Clusters, gummy sharks, Skittles⦠Vash always insists on making a bag of popcorn every time that he either keeps in his lap or mine depending on if Iām already sitting on his lap or not. I need a can of pringles and we get a couple bags of the Lindtt truffles in diff flavors for chocolate cuz Vash lowkey loves chocolate. Some Trolli worms. Like we do it up on snacks and then thereās just my box of tissues and a bag for wrappers and stuff off to the side.
We usually put everything away by the third-ish hour though, maybe keeping one or two things out to pick at while we keep going but thatās usually when real cuddle time starts. Settling in for real and just being cozy together. Weāve def gotten, ahem⦠sidestracked >.> a time or two. If we go into movie night with no real plan for what weāre watching, maybe only a couple movies in mind, and we just end up scrolling to put on whatever by the middle, itās easy to get distracted ok? Especially when he sits up on the couch and starts rubbing my shoulders. Gg ez clap, Iām officially uninterested in whatever half-baked plot I was trying to get into.
In my defense, Vash is always kind of looking for ways or excuses to give me attention. He genuinely does like movie nights for the quiet together time, but if neither of us are seriously invested after a while, itās a good opportunity for some⦠less quiet together time lol as long as Iām not already tapped out, draped up over him like a blanket and very clearly sleepy. Heās stopped asking if I wanted to go to bed cuz I always say no. Tell him itās comfy enough in his lap, wrapped up in his arms and the blanket he pulled around us both to make sure I donāt get cold. He just waits until the movie ends and moves us to the couch. Sometimes Iām already asleep. Sometimes Iām just barely awake. He always kisses me goodnight though. And I always wake up with him clinging to me <33
You donāt have to agree (youād be wrong not to though) but period sex is hot. Like my blood? Covering my partner?? Thatās literally all my possessive lil heart could ever ask for
Having naga boyfie thoughts again. Like specifically when youāre giving them head cuz thatās not something nagas⦠do. Thereās fangs and things involved that make it too impractical but you- with your cute, dull human teeth and want to explore, and please- itās an experience he didnāt know he needed that makes him wriggly. Caught somewhere between wanting more and running away from the sensation of your tongue on one dick and your fingers working his other. Heās not made for dual sensation, mating doesnāt require it, and his tail wraps around your legs, waist- anywhere he can get a grip on you without hindering the things youāre doing to him <33