maybe I should start writing again
she said to herself as she reached for the phone she just put down
And somewhere in her mind it's 4am in 2006 and this is one of those old white MacBooks that's somewhere amongst her old things in a box and she's been wracking her brain for a decade trying to figure out the password (some variation of dracomalfoy)
it's also 2012 and she's window shopping at modcloth. Apple print dresses and owl necklaces. But she was never actually brave enough to dress like that. Or like anything, really. Because expressing yourself is something people do for attention, and wanting attention is wrong.
Stay small and boring, don't take any risks. Be safe, be quiet and nice, tattoos are for a certain kind of woman. You don't have anything to be depressed about, you have a roof over your head and food on the table. Be grateful.
Be safe, be quiet, be nice, and definitely don't go off script.














