expectations.

you lean like a bad house.

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multimuse poorly written by meira (21+, they/them). private & selective. minors and non-rp blogs please dni. on permanent semi-hiatus. blogroll under the cut.

rules … muses … inbox … memes.

@st4rwitness. largely animanga centric multimuse.

@b1ackliste. mostly live action media-oriented multimuse. you are here.

@enflam3d. horror-based mutlimuse with an original plotline.

@bhrame. dual-muse featuring anthy himemiya and utena tenjou of revolutionary girl utena (1997).

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more active here!

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@whatspoilers, movie recs!

orlando (dir. sally potter, 1992). england, 1600. queen elizabeth i promises orlando, a young nobleman obsessed with poetry, that she will grant him land and fortune if he agrees to satisfy a very particular request.

paheli (dir. amol palekar, 2005). kishanlal marries the beautiful lachchi, but the day after the wedding, he leaves on business for five years. when kishanlal reappears only a few days later, lachchi is delighted, but this new kishanlal is in fact a spirit who has taken the form of lachchi’s husband, after having seen her by chance and fallen in love with her. four years later, the real kishanlal returns and the townsfolk must determine who is who.

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CLOSE PROXIMITY PROMPTS. a series of dialogue and concept based prompts. change verbiage and pronouns as needed. (send + reverse if desired.)

dialogue.

you can take the bed, i'll sleep on the floor.

i'll take the bed, the floor is all yours.

you think you could maybe... let me squeeze in a little?

you couldn't have found a different tiny closet to hide out in?

i'm not trying to be this close to you, there's just no space in here.

is that your foot touching mine?

for what it's worth... you smell really nice.

did you even shower? ugh!

huh... i never noticed the color of your eyes before.

hurry up! just get in, sit in my lap if you have to!

i really don't want to be alone tonight…

please… stay with me?

come on, i'm not leaving you alone.

concepts.

trace. sender is much closer to receiver than usual and notices something different and gently traces their finger along that part of reciever's face. (beauty mark, scar, dimples, etc.)

couch. sender and receiver wake up after accidentally napping on the couch together.

floor. for whatever reason, sender and receiver choose not to share the same bed or couch. one party takes the floor and both keep striking up conversation, whether it is bickering or heartfelt.

twin bed. sender and receiver share a twin bed, likely too small for them and causing them to be closer than usual.

small space. sender and receiver have to hide in a closet or locker that hardly has anyroom for them. they're hiding from something or someone, but they can't help but to notice the way the other's heartbeat.

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games on your list currently? 👀

fear and hunger 😭 it's been on my wishlist FOREVER and i keep wanting to get into it but alas.........

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IT'S BEEN 84 YEARS ... SLOW BURN, EVERYTHING! a collection of random dialogue and action based concepts for those muses that are taking their sweet ass time or are being oblivious. some nsfw themes and strong language ahead. change verbiage and pronouns as needed. (send + reverse if desired.)

dialogue.

wait ... that's it? i've waited all this time for you and i only get a peck?

if i don't move away from you right now, i might just kiss you.

do you mind helping me with the back zipper ...?

this is never gonna happen, is it?

let's not keep wasting each other's time.

so ... are we just gonna eye-fuck all night or actually do something about this?

you have a crush on me?

do you or do you not love me? i need to know.

were you ever going to tell me?

i've been in love with you for as long as i can remember.

i never thought this would happen ... you've always been just out of my reach.

i can't wait anymore for you to open your eyes and realize i've been here all along.

why do you keep staring at my lips ...?

concepts.

hover. sender is standing so close to receiver that their lips are inches away. both are acutely aware that they keep staring at one another's lips and then eyes. does someone make a move?

at last. sender and receiver finally share their first kiss after an accidental confession of longterm feelings and it being reciprocated.

love note. sender sends receiver a letter confessing how they feel. how does receiver respond?

love in the rain. after a dramatic exchange between sender and receiver that ends with a deep kiss ruined by sudden pouring rain, receiver drags sender indoors to continue where they left off.

the zipper. sender asks receiver to help them with a zipper that's gotten stuck or is out of reach. the tension between the pair is high while receiver attempts to help.

friends don't. sender and receiver are best friends who are really comfortable around one another. sender who is in love with receiver, accidentally ends up on top of receiver during a playful moment. in that moment, it becomes obvious in the way that sender looks at receiver of what they feel for them. how does receiver respond?

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get to know me!

nickname(s): meira. my friends can think of not very polite ones.

zodiac: capricorn.

last movie i saw: thirst (2009), probably like three weeks ago

last thing i googled: situational model of inference-making. just academic shit 🙃

favourite musician: i've been listening to NIN and paramore quite a lot more this year. so?? i guess?

song stuck in my head: listening to umineko's soundtracks while studying. not exactly stuck in my head, but yk.

other blogs: god knows i'm a weeb at heart (1, 2), but i do love my horror (3, 4). i also have one (1) kim wexler blog.

do i get asks: sure.

following: somewhere in the double digits. all moots i'd love to bug if i haven't already.

amount of sleep: anywhere between 1-7 hours. i've been trying to regulate it, but my workload can and will fuck it up again and i'm back to no sleep at all and two cups of black coffee on an empty stomach ajskd

lucky number: ?? no idea.

what i’m wearing: basic-ass t-shirt and pants.

dream job: pay me to do research / test development / even just interviews for a research project, and i'll be the happiest person in the world. put me in a purely clinical setting and i will cry.

dream trip: literally anywhere new. i'm not exactly picky, and i love travelling lol

favourite food: do mangoes count?

play any instruments: my parents had me take violin lessons. and i didn't learn much at all.

languages: english, hindi, very sparse german-- though i can read it with more ease. i've only ever learned how to speak basic tamil, never read or write. picked up enough marathi and thai to know when i'm being cursed out.

favourite songs: anthems for a seventeen year old girl (broken social scene), dreams (fleetwood mac), sugar (garbage), this isn't the place (NIN).

random fact: i'd been in an all-girls boarding school during my 8th grade, and may or may not have spread a rumor regarding a ghost that persisted / escalated for a few years after.

describe yourself as aesthetic things: supremely specific DM-with-one-costume-and-too-much-coffee at your D&D session vibe. idk what to write here.

tagged by. stole this <3 tagging. you!

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“you asked.  and i did tell you.   everything?  mmn—   i conveyed what was relevant.”     / @stteresa, sc.

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“must you?”  her tone is light,  though the way in which her features strain indicates otherwise.  “i thought i had made myself clear the first time:    i am looking for my fiancé.” / @songsofreason, sc.

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“that’s a lot of trouble to go through,  just for a coffee.”     / @jennifershepard, sc.

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“sure, that’s lucky.   lucky like getting run over by an ambulance.” / @whatspoilers, sc.

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@b1ackliste sent: 📱

[text: W. Carr] I hope you enjoyed the lecture on the architecture of the Roman Republic.

[text: W. Carr] You do realise that you can sit closer, don't you?

[text: W. Carr] Would you like a personal invitation to the lecture series?

[text: W. Carr] You were brilliant.

[text: W. Carr] Darling, this doesn't count as flirting.

[text: W. Carr] Dinner?

Send a 📱for 5 unsent text messages, and 1 sent message from my muse!

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[text: prof. song, arch. dept.]   I'd like that.

[text: prof. song, arch. dept.] Anywhere in mind?

[text: prof. song, arch. dept.]   If that was your last lecture for the day, I’ll meet you in twenty minutes.

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“shhhh.  shh.   the people in these photos are still so sensitive, you know. you have to be respectful.”    / @effigist, sc.

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wendy's household was very "you must learn french." which she did learn. picked up italian from guests. probably learned german in college.

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send me a 📀 and i'll recommended you a movie based on your blog / muse(s).

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"It took only a few moments in her presence to realise she had something much more alluring than mere good looks. She was somebody. She had charisma, she had personality, and I would soon learn that she had a fierce, burning intelligence."

#WHAT SPOILERS. "One problem with being a living legend, people never believe it's really you. Hello, Sweetie." Dr. River Song of BBC's Doctor Who. Dug up by Dorothea.

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uhh dynamics call. usual drill applies. like this, i'll come pester you in the DMs, etc.