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internet slut painwhore

[b1tchbait]

hi all !

i have made the decision to not continue with this blog. as i have been dealing with my own personal life over these past few weeks and have done a lot of reflecting, i have found the way ive navigated social media and especially this blog and these kinks have been very harmful to myself, the way i view intimacy and relationships and my body and self worth

i will not be deactivating or deleting this blog as i know a lot of you resonate with my posts but i wont be posting anymore (i also dont know if theres a way to deactivate that doesnt deactivate all ur accounts ???,??)

i have made quite a few mutuals over the years so this is mainly for them so they know im okay <3 thanks for the memories!

[b1tchbait]

deleting tbd :]

[b1tchbait]

there is something so hot about overdosing i want to fuck someone while their hearts beating too fast and their eyes gloss over and theyre bleeding and foaming at the mouth or throwing up and their bodys all limp and i can feel them panicking and wondering if theyre gonna die like this…. especially if they *did* die from it and i had to live with the guilt of i couldve saved them but instead i was selfish and wanted to be the last thing they saw just to see if i could do it

[b1tchbait]

can i say something a little morally awful

[b1tchbait]

Robot rape overstim, you think it will stop when you come but it doesn't, it keeps going and going because it can't get tired and it wants to see you completely break down and fall apart, it will torment you for hours, forcing orgasm after orgasm from your body as it observes your reactions with a detached interest, and when it finally stops it leaves you broken in a puddle of your own fluids on the floor, just wipes it's off and moves on to whatever else it was doing

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YEAHYEAHYEAH YOU GET ITTTTT!!!! robot that fully breaks or malfunctions and so physically cant stop. bonus. and hear me out here. malfunctions so it starts swelling and splitting wider and wider until it tears something in you. something so lovely about a completely apathetic being thinking its helping but its just more torture

[ace-trainer-alice]

I don't really tend to see my sadism as very cruel. It comes from the same place as wanting to see you happy, or wanting to see you laugh. Wanting to see you cry, wanting to see you scream, wanting to see you break. They're all just feelings, and I want all of you. I'd cut your chest open to see more of you if I could still have you after, but ah well. Much of the sadistic component is just wanting to see and cause stronger emotions. A hands-on experience discovering what noises your lungs are capable of making. Is that really so unusual?

[b1tchbait]

since starting t ive had extremely vivid sex dreams and all the time im worried about sleeping next to someone and waking up to grinding against their ass or something without realizing it

[b1tchbait]

nudes where you can see s/h cuts or scars yes please 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

[b1tchbait]

i will post top surgery pics eventually i prommy im just in the stage of everything being crazy pimpled up and also my scars are spitting stitches so a little gnarly but <3 if anyone wants to see my wounds lmk

[hyenagirlpenis]

I think someone looking into my eyes with real disgust and going, "You're fucking sick," might make me so hard that my knees would give out and I'd bash my head on the counter and start bleeding and I'd be moaning and squirming the whole time

[hyenagirlpenis]

"You like this? You fucking really get off to this?" Zero consideration for the fact that they're doing said repulsive thing to me. Mocking and belittling me as I cringe in humiliation, dripping with obvious arousal. Panting and whining and pleading for it while apologizing for being so filthy 🥴

[nocturnalneed]

i need to beat the shit out of a guy until he is curling into himself on the floor out of pain but also because he wants to hide the wet spot on his crotch that is getting bigger with each kick he receives

[b1tchbait]

electrocution…. getting tasered… strapped down and zapped over and over. yeah. need to be tortured and shocked until i make a mess of myself with my sweat and spit and then get made fun of for it yeah hi

[masterofslaves220]

[leucotoe-archive-deactivated202]

Videodrome (1983) dir. David Cronenberg // Jesus Christ Supported by Two Angels by Giovanni Santi // Prayer Book of Bonne of Luxembourg by Jean and Bourgot le Noir

[templewhite]

[fleshwires]

Cronenberg fans on pornhub like Hmm. Derivative. Did not challenge me as a viewer.

[fleshwires]

Cronenberg fans on pornhub like Hmm. Derivative. Did not challenge me as a viewer.