{tw;ed} oct 2021 welcome 2 my wormhole

it/they/he | 16 | hihi!! im azul height: 5'4 {163cm} sw: 144lbs {65.3kg} cw: 145lbs {65.7kg} ugw: 90lbs {40.8kg}

[b4llzzz]

hi-hi. my name is azul, or the english version, bluu.

this is obviously an ed account so if you dont like whats on here, then just simply leave.

[skinny-someday110]

WEIGHT LOSS CURSE

Even after eating terribly I still lost three pounds in the last three days.

Reblog and you are cursed to do the same 🙀

[fucked-up-perfectionist]

SHOUTOUT, TO...

…all boys with an eating disorder.

…all black people with an eating disorder.

…all adults with an eating disorder.

…all overweight/normal weight people with an eating disorder.

Because not only white, underweight, teenage girls suffer from eating disorders.

[deadinparadice]

Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

Depression Hotline:[phone]

Suicide Hotline:[phone]

LifeLine:1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project:1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support:1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline:[phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault:1-800-656-4673

Grief Support:1-650-321-5272

Runaway:1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale:After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse:1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem):08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem):08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information):0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice):0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support:0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders):08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care:08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs):0800776600

Drinkline:0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales:0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland:08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline:[phone]

India Suicide Helpline:022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada):1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7

suicide hotlines;

Argentina:54-0223-493-0430

Australia:13-11-14

Austria:01-713-3374

Barbados:429-9999

Belgium:106

Botswana:391-1270

Brazil:21-233-9191

China:852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong:2389-2222)

Costa Rica:606-253-5439

Croatia:01-4833-888

Cyprus:357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic:222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark:70-201-201

Egypt:762-1602

Estonia:6-558-088

Finland:040-5032199

France:01-45-39-4000

Germany:0800-181-0721

Greece:1018

Guatemala:502-234-1239

Holland:0900-0767

Honduras:504-237-3623

Hungary:06-80-820-111

Iceland:44-0-8457-90-90-90

India:022 2754 6669

Israel:09-8892333

Italy:06-705-4444

Japan:3-5286-9090

Latvia:6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia:03-756-8144

(Singapore:1-800-221-4444)

Mexico:525-510-2550

Netherlands:0900-0767

New Zealand:4-473-9739

New Guinea:675-326-0011

Nicaragua:505-268-6171

Norway:47-815-33-300

Philippines:02-896-9191

Poland:52-70-000

Portugal:239-72-10-10

Russia:8-20-222-82-10

Spain:91-459-00-50

South Africa:0861-322-322

South Korea:2-715-8600

Sweden:031-711-2400

Switzerland:143

Taiwan:0800-788-995

Thailand:02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago:868-645-2800

Ukraine:0487-327715

[b4llzzz]

i hate my mom 😋💗✨!!

[dspressed]

Just a reminder that Vincent van Gogh did not eat yellow paint to make himself feel happy, he ate paint, and drank different chemicals because he was suicidal and this is why he was not allowed in his studio while having breakdowns. He also did not paint starry night and his other great works because he was depressed, he painted most of them while he was in recovery and demonstrated his hopefulness and love of the world through this. Most of his great works were painted from his room at a hospital. Van Gogh’s depression should not be glorified. His hope and effort toward a better life, as well as his recovery from depression should be glorified.

[awww-scrap]

If I may add, he did not cut off his own ear, he went into a manic depressive state and got into a fight with a friend who cut off part of his ear by accident. It’s unsure if he actually did commit suicide (he was shot in the stomach, and he was seen getting into a fight with some boys earlier that day), but nonetheless, he lived a sad and painful life, not one to admire. He only sold one piece when he was alive, his mother destroyed every painting of his that she had and constantly reminded him he couldn’t replace his older brother Vincent, a baby who died a year before our Vincent came to the world. He admitted himself into asylums on multiple occasions. He traded paintings people considered garbage just for a sandwich or a single beer, paintings that are now worth millions were once traded for a goddamn sandwich. He was disrespected, called weird and insane. He would have had painted 6-7 paintings a week when he was feeling good before going into depressive states and not painting for weeks or even months. He worked hard, trying to get better. His pain shouldn’t be glorified, but his recovery, his desire to keep going should.

[g3ttingsk1nny2]

new role model 😁😁

[b4llzzz]

why do adults say "minors dni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" but then most of the people they follow are minors!!?!?!?! like i dont understand?? n its also vv weird...

[weightlesslys]

god fucking damn, REBLOG THIS IF UR AN ACTIVE ED/DEPRESSION BLOG IN AUGUST 2021 and post MORE THAN ONCE I DAY PLS I NEED TO FOLLOW U thank u 🧋

[pastelthinzz]

PLS FOLLOW ME LMFAO

[saltyteenagecocktail]

manifestation circle:

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[b4llzzz]

plzzzzzzzzzzz 😩😩😩

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[wannabe-alice2]

~ VEGAN | Mushroom Soup Recipe ~

Got this recipe idea from @balleriana who already posted a very yummy recipe that is even lower cals than this one!! ♥

112 calories | 12g Protein | 2g Fat | 15g Carbs per serving (makes 2)

Time needed: 25 minutes

What you need:

~ 250g white button mushrooms

~ 250g portobello mushrooms 

~ 1 onion, chopped

~ 230ml vegetable broth

~ 230ml almond milk

~ 1 tbsp flour

~ ½ tbsp soy sauce

~ Salt&Pepper

How to:

1. Spray a pot with non-stick spray and fry the onions for about 5 minutes. Slice the mushrooms and set the onions aside. Then add mushrooms to the pot and let it fry for 5 more minutes.

2. Stirr them together and fry for another 10 minutes, squeeze the mushrooms down so the water comes out of them. Add salt and soy sauce.

3. Mix the flour with the vegetable broth and add to the mushroom mix, stirr very well then slowly add the milk.

4. Let it cook for another 15 minutes with the lid on. Then season with pepper and if needed more vegetable broth and serve.

Bon Appétit! ♥

[whiteflame109v2]

Just a reminder:

Feeling invalid and like you’re faking your disorder is PART OF YOUR DISORDER

Wanting to starve yourself but not actually being able to do it is PART OF YOUR DISORDER

Recovery does NOT come easily

Constant binging is PART OF YOUR DISORDER

Being able to eat normally without guilt for periods of time is PART OF YOUR DISORDER

Being able to restrict easily one day and not the other is PART OF YOUR DISORDER

Please treat your minds nicely

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