[babochkas]

                𝗐𝖾 𝗆𝖺𝗒 𝗅𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝗎𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗋𝗀𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗐𝖾 𝗐𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝖻𝖾 𝖻𝗎𝗋𝗂𝖾𝖽 𝖻𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝖼𝗂𝗍𝗒.

     # BABOCHKAS  ,  an independent roleplay blog for  SEELE  from Honkai Star Rail .  Semi - active  ,  often queued replies through the week  . 

      I do heavily base my portrayal on personal headcanons , however , still closely follow canon as much as possible  .  Any divergencies will be established in threads and headcanon posts where necessary  .

     Mature  &  dark themes may be present on this blog  .  This may commonly include topics such as  :  death  ,  violence  ,  gore  ,  blood  ,  and sexual content  ,  both in images  &  in - character threads  .  Blood and violence in threads will not be tagged  .  However  ,  visual content will be tagged  .  I do tag triggers  ,  please let me know if there's anything specific you need tagged that I may miss  !   NSFW asks will be placed under a read more . To avoid this content  ,  I advise blacklisting the following  :  #suggestive //  ,  #usft  ,  #tw usft  ,  #tw suggestive  & #* nsfd thread .  Blacklist  the  parts  in  color  !  Any heavy triggers will be tagged in a similar way  .  I do entirely  avoid mentioning content that triggers me personally  (these triggers can be found in my carrd  .)

     My rules can be found in my carrd  ,  here  !

     I go by Cat  !  26 , they / she .  I work full time  ,  so my activity can be spotty  !  I am comfortable sharing my discord with mutuals  ,  but I do prefer we speak or write together a few times first  ! Graphic cred @gorecherry ❤︎

[babochkas]

Lil starter call? :3

[babochkas]

Lil starter call? :3

[babochkas]

I took the longest break for a bit there but hiii I miss seele

[ohisms]

↪     𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄 , 𝑰'𝑴 𝑨 𝑭𝑬𝑾 - ᶰᵒ ᶠᵃᵐᶤˡʸ ˒ ᵗᵒᵒ . 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑎𝑚 𝑖 ?    (  a  series  of  sentence  starters  from  season  1  of  “ orphan black ” .   adjust  phrasing  as  necessary . will be updated !  )

i wanna see [ name ] .

well , that's not fair , is it ?!

oh my god , you look like crap .

i didn't miss your birthday , did i ?

something really weird just happened at the train station .

what the hell is wrong with you ?

listen to me , [ name ] , i'm only gonna ask you this once .

oh , i'm fine by the way , thank you .

get in the car .

when you don't give a damn , i get pissed .

you'd better be ready . are you ready ?

you're sure as hell overdressed . what , were you out all night or something ?

this shit is as hard as it gets . but you've gotta stop making it worse .

i panicked , what do you want me to say ?

i'm kidding . where's your wit gone ?

you don't have to babysit me , dipshit .

i know this thing's got you all twisted up , but try to forgive yourself .

[ name ] , open the goddamn door !

yeah , the last thing i am is special .

[ name ] , where have you been ?

where have i been ? uh .. long story .

oh , jesus , are you alright ?

you have a few words , [ name ] ? anything you want to express ?

plead your mercy & your pity .

love is imperfection itself .

say it . go ahead , say it's my fault .

who the hell are you ?

of course not . you think we'd let that happen ?

i'm at home , you've got it all wrong .

you know what ? don't . i'm going to ignore that .

i'm worried you're losing the plot again .

sorry , i've got ... i've got a lot of work to do .

i mean , what am i supposed to do ?

you don't have to take this on .

i can't keep waking up every night , checking your breathing , worried you're mixing your meds , booze ... god knows what else .

i knew it was too good to be true .

why would you help such a stupid plan ?

i'm not going to play [ name ] in the middle .

i'm not dirty , i just freaked out .

if there is another version of this story ...

walk me through it again . so i know you won't crack under questioning .

you're making me nervous .

finally ! where have you been ?

who am i speaking to ?

how did you find me ?

idiot . do you even know who you're talking to ?

i don't care who you are .

nope , that is not my responsibility .

go , & wait for a call .

what i'm trying to do is move on .

we have known each other for awhile now , [ name ] .

i nailed it , man . every detail .

come on , [ name ] , give me a little love here !

you know , my skin just breaks out every time i leave downtown .

whoa , hey , [ name ] - you always do this to me !

i don't do backup , i don't even know what backup is !

i got stuck , i was running from my own shit .

i'm not giving you shit 'til you give me some answers .

don't ! do not shoot me , please !

seriously , it's life or death .

am i going insane ?

[geyevna-deactivated20230919]

hihi !  it's aeris  ( she / they.  20.  est based. )  back with another honkai star rail blog :)  give this a ♡ or hit the ↻ button if you'd be interested in interacting with PELAGEYA   ❛  PELA  ❜   SERGEYEVNA

[babochkas]

I KNEW IT I HAVE BEEN SILENTLY THINKING IT BUT I KNEW SEELE COULD SING. HEARING HER AND NATASHA SING IM. 🥹🥹🥹

[babochkas]

"Seele... I'm sorry for the distress we've caused you &. the underground."

     '  Ugh  ,  Bronya  ...  '

     (  The  groan  that  escapes  you  is  not  rooted  in  residual  annoyances  ,  nor  a  refusal  of  the  apology  she  is  so  kind  to  offer  .  No  ,  that's  the  real  root  of  the  tension  weighing  your  chest  :  she  is  so  noble  ,  so  willing  to  throw  herself  'pon  the  cross  for  years  of  sorrows  she  did  not  cause  .  Hardships  that  she  did  not  know  about  .  And  how  could  she  ?  Why  would  her  mother  ,  so  steadfast  in  her  endeavors  to  conceal  the  truth  ,  shed  any  truth  upon  the  daughter  she  had  intentionally  kept  in  the  dark  ?

     Your  chest  aches  for  what  could  have  been  .  )

     '  I  already  told  you  —  stop  apologizing  to  me  !  You  didn't  do  anything  ,  Bronya  .  You  didn't  cause  anything  .  '  Seele  runs  a  hand  through  disheveled  bangs  ,  another  groan  slipping  out  ;  the  realization  she  has  to  talk  about  feelings  hitting  at  once  .

     '  ...  Y'know  ,  before  now  ,  I'd  only  seen  the  real  sky  once  .  Not  for  very  long  ,  either  .  I  didn't  realize  I  had  forgotten  how  annoyingly  bright  it  is  .  How  ,  even  with  the  chill  ,  it  manages  to  make  you  feel  a  little  bit  warmer  .  '

     A  shift  of  her  weight  ,  from  one  side  to  the  next  .

     '  Kind  of  like  you  .  So  stop  beating  yourself  up  for  something  you  didn't  cause  ,  and  get  it  through  your  head  how  much  everyone  appreciates  what  you're  doing  to  fix  it  !  '

[babochkas]

pinches her cheek, shaking it. 'widdol baby, you are.' <3

Swats at her hands like an angry cat !

' Touch me again and I'll kill you . '

[babochkas]

I’ll have you brought to your knees, you will finally understand.

' Ugh , shut up . '

Seele does not allow Kafka another moment to begin whatever villain's speech she had planned — it's so incredibly obvious , it's infuriating : vague threats , that grating tone so carefully crafted to sound as if she knows everything that may be considered a truth of the universe ... She can't take another second of it !

' There's really nothing to understand . You're here to feel like you're scaring someone . Because you're bored , right ? ' Arms cross over chest , a look of disgust scrunching her features .

' Pretty pathetic . '

[aevori-deactivated20230807]

— ❝ Go ahead & pledge allegiance, my righteous rage is seething.

#AEVORI, featuring Kafka from MHY's Honkai: Star rail. Horror & mature themes prevalent ... Controlled by '6', over 21. Blog run down posted in the pinned post. x x x

[babochkas]

seele has an undercut, she shaved it herself because the feel of it against her neck was, quote, "pissing her off"

[linvaniin]

this game is fun

[silvhers]

” You ask for my attention, which I happily obliged, & you decide to insult my interest, then nap? “ Words strung with a bit of a catty attitude, Bronya laughs.

Watching lover get adjusted & comfortable, Guardian would then fix her own self. Leaning against Underworlder, even going as far as moving around too much - on purpose.

in hopes to annoy Seele. (HOPEFULLY IT WORKS.)

[babochkas]

      '  Huh  ,  did  you  happily  oblige  ?  Preeetty  sure  I  remember  you  keeping  your  nose  in  that  book  ...  even  dared  to  tell  me  to  read  it  .  '

     Seele  turns  her  nose  up  in  disgust  ,  her  own  dramatics  to  rival  that  of  Bronya's  sharp  words  that  feign  offense  taken  .  Her  princess  should  know  by  now  —  reading  is  just  about  the  worst  form  of  torture  dear  Bronya  could  force  upon  her  .  

     Prepared  for  her  rest  ,  the  butterfly  allows  her  eyes  to  flutter  closed  ...  only  for  an  to  dig  uncomfortably  into  her  stomach  .  

     '  ...  Can  you  knock  it  off  ?  If  you  value  the  integrity  of  that  book  ,  I  mean  .  I'll  throw  it  across  the  room  if  it  means  getting  your  damn  bone  out  of  my  gut  .  '

[dauntingsmite--a-deactivated202]

  The Captain startles, caught red-handed indulging in a moment of quiet respite and straying thoughts. He often hums  when alone,  to which he was moments prior after assessing his environment, allowing his guard to lower. 

  ❝ Don’t sneak up on someone like that! ❞        Gepard hisses indignantly. His skin floods with a familiar warmth, and he’s quick to mask the telltale signs of growing embarrassment behind the palm of his gloved hand. He’s far from an experienced vocalist, his singing often comparable to caterwauling. Regardless; that doesn’t stop him from occasionally humming a tune when his sole focus is not on his responsibilities as a captain.

  ❝ Surely you have something better to do with your time? ❞

[babochkas]

      Sure  ,  maybe  she  did  start  to  laugh  a  little  upon  realizing  just  who  such  out - of - tune  voice  was  coming  from  ,  but  ...  it  wasn't  intended  as  a  mockery  ,  though  he  may  not  believe  that  to  be  true  .  She'd  recognized  that  tune  enough  by  now  .  Seemed  to  be  pretty  popular  in  the  Overworld  ;  during  visits  ,  she's  already  heard  a  few  street  performers  ,  passerbys  ,  and  of  course  Serval  herself  providing  their  own  renditions  .

     Really  ,  she's  laughing  because  it  seems  so  ...  unlike  him  .  What  she  had  expected  of  him  ,  at  least  .

     '  You  didn't  know  I  was  coming  ...  ?  '  A  brow  cocks  ,  then  quickly  furrows  .  '  Thought  Oleg  would  have  said  something  .  Eh  ,  whatever  .  He  wanted  me  to  check  in  about  the  patrol  plans  .  If  those  are  ready  now  ...  '

[miorines]

' ugh , stop with the bullshit already ! if you want it that badly, why are you letting others stop you ? '

. ☽ ˚｡･✧ : " Wh - What !? " Taken aback, by this woman's sudden outburst while Miorine was merely talking. Softly ranting about her 'lousy father', about the practices of this school &. the want to ... escape for lack of better terms. Among other things, the pair became rather close - friendly - something the president had indeed lacked. However, unexpected by Seele to react in such a way, which is poor judgment on their end. She should have known better than to willow in self pity, to blame everything around her for what's going on - for what's ultimately wrong. Fate, &. the course of events are IN HER OWN hands, regardless of Delling Rembran's rules. Regardless of Prospera Mercury's blackmailing - or coercing of using her own daughter, Suletta, to get her way. It is sickening.

Fingers clench each other, scratching at knuckles - pinching the skin. A clear indication of frustration - although the face of confidence soon follows.

" Yeah ... You're right. Nothing's going to be fixed - or right - if I don't DO something. I'm tired of my groom HURTING. I'm tired of these adults using us. " Sternness in Miorine's voice, she'd turn to her newly acquired friend. Hand out to shake, to embrace the others with certainty.

" Will you ... help me? I trust in your power, to aid in making these changes. "

[babochkas]

     '  You  heard  me  .  '  

     Seele  barks  back  before  Miorine  can  even  begin  to  overthink  once  more  ,  or  worse  ,  find  a  way  to  make  more  excuses  .  She  can't  stand  self  pity  ,  can't  stand  hearing  the  endless  spiraling  when  one  has  all  the  power  to  take  a  stand  —  to  fight  back  against  the  fate  others  try  to  force  upon  them  .  

     She's  just  glad  Miorine  seems  to  get  the  message  quickly  .  Couldn't  handle  more  of  the  crying  .  

     '  Uh  huh  .  '  Seele  slouches  in  her  seat  ,  kicking  feet  up  on  the  chair  across  from  her  .  Miorine  really  didn't  have  to  ask  :  might  not  be  her  business  ,  and  she  might  hate  so  much  of  the  conversation  being  spent  reaching  what  Seele  believed  to  be  the  obvious  answer  ...  

     She  can't  pretend  she  doesn't  want  to  cause  some  hell  .  

     '  You're  not  going  to  make  it  simple  ,  though  ,  are  you  ?  Seems  like  you've  been  planning  something  this  whole  time  —  just  was  too  afraid  to  actually  do  it  .  '

[aevori-deactivated20230807]

' if you think of doing anything to put belobog in danger again, I'll take care of you myself... '

. ☽ : Whistles, " My, you sure are as hot headed as they come. " With a laugh, hunter puts her cellphone away; tucked in back pocket. In actuality, there's no reason to come to Jarilo-VI anymore. The Stellaron is gone, Cocolia &. her precious Trailblazer made sure of that. However, they definitely wanted to cause ... anxiety, or a rise in irritation from this woman. For no other reason than - because she wants to. It's far too easy getting the quantum butterfly worked up.

" Although, you compel me to wanna stick around. I trust you'd give me a decent time. ~ "

[babochkas]

     '  Tch  .  '  

     Certainly  hot  headed  ,  for  the  nonchalant  response  leaves  Seele's  blood  boiling  with  the  same  rage  she  had  felt  on  that  final  day  .  It's  obvious  what  Kafka's  intentions  are  :  she  breeds  uncertainty  so  well  ,  secrets  stitched  together  into  the  finest  web  for  the  spider  queen  of  stellaron  hunters  to  reside  in  .  &  ,  if  Seele  is  being  honest  ,  that  only  pisses  her  off  even  more  .  It's  just  some  game  to  Kafka  ,  but  to  everyone  unfortunate  enough  to  cross  her  path  ...

     '  Are  all  Stellaron  hunters  as  stupid  as  you  ?  What  the  hell  makes  you  think  I'd  waste  my  time  with  you  more  than  I  already  have  ?  Like  I  said  .  Go  bother  some  other  planet  .  '