Oh, I am absolutely livid right now.
A part of me was like "don't post this to your tumblr", but screw it. This is my personal blog, and I need to vent. Idc if anyone reads it, i just need to get it out.
My mom had twins a few months back, and I've been helping take care of them to help take a bit of the load off of her bc she works nights. I don't care to do it, and I flat out offer to do it. I love my siblings.
But there's a line my mom doesn't cross that my stepdad does, and it pisses me off. Because tell me why, after complaining to my mom about him putting everything on me and expecting me to do everything, he comes to me today and demeaningly tells me that "if I don't want to help, I could just let him know and he'll do it".
I will help, but that's where that ends; Help. Do not ask me if I'm "doing okay" to gage whether or not you can get wasted and/or stoned in the garage, leaving me alone to tend to all of YOUR children by myself for several hours on end. I'm the oldest of 7, btw, it's not just the babies.
Do not scold me for the chores I have not completed after I worked for several hours, and then came home to tend to your children for several additional hours. Especially if your bitch ass had the day off and you didn't do anything all day.
And, for the love of god, do NOT talk to those babies like they're burdening you. You couldn't keep it in your pants, and now you have 6 children to show for it.
I should not wake up with the baby monitor to you scolding babies for being upset over a wet diaper or being hungry. I should not, then, have a fucking panic attack because, the manner in which you are speaking and acting with a baby, and that baby starts screaming and crying bloody murder, my first thought is "oh fuck, he just accidentally hurt that baby". My first thought should be "oh, that baby is sad bc it peed on itself" (you know how boy babies do 😪).
Literally happened tonight. Baby pees on itself mid diaper change while he's frustratedly trying to quickly get it done, and the baby starts screaming. The camera quality is bad, so my tired brain immediately thought he had broken a bone or something and I almost had a panic attack, and was ready to rip my step-dad's head off. Luckily, everything is fine, but I should NEVER assume something that bad happened because HIS behavior is backwards.
Fix your fucking face, take a deep breath, and talk calm to the baby and tell it what you're doing and that it's okay. If I, your 18 year old, childless stepkid can fathom that, why can't you at almost 40 years old? Grow the fuck up and grow a fucking pair, and wonder that maybe your kids dont like you a lot because youre fucking mean.
I'm not your kid's mom, I'm not your fucking nanny. I'm here to help, not raise them.
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