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Mommy To Miguel Jr. 03/31/13♥ #EBF #CoSleeping #PrisonWife #2015. I Am Not A Daily Blogger Anymore But I Am On Instagram. I Don't Accept Request If We Have Zero In Common Though. Mommies & Prisonwifes ONLY. 👉IG: @mrscruz13_ Questions? Look at my FAQ's!

[baby-junior]

Hello lovelies! It's been TO long since coming on here. I've done stalked everyone and it's crazy to see how much time has passed by! I wish I could email everyone and tell y'all congratulations or sorry about certain thing y'all posted but that would be weird? Any who.. life is going great! Miguel has came home and has been home since the beginning of July! He's doing great. He just got a good job working graveyard shift now and he seems to like it! Anything to earn money right now. He had it rough in the beginning though and I started feeling bad because I didn't want him giving up. So, God blessed him with this great job. When he first came out it took Jr AND myself some time to get use to it. It's been years since having him out so it took a while to adjust to him being out. I was excited but for so long, I was use to doing everything alone and doing everything with jr and raising Jr a certain way. Well thankfully we are doing good and we understand each other better. Y'all also have to remember that before getting pregnant and Miguel getting locked up, we were constantly on drugs so for him to come out to his first child that doesn't know him and me, that now CARES about everything, it's hard because I have a routine with jr. Well now me. I've been good. I have work Monday-Friday till 5pm so I feel very happy now. SO MUCH better then working till 2am. That was my plan as soon as Miguel came home though. Jr is great. He's doing wonderful on everything, eating great, growing and weighing great. BUT, he still does not talk! He will shake his head yes or no if you ask him something and he will say simple works like "ball, dog, poo" but nothing else. It's very frustrating because he gets frustrated also and it's just all frustrating! He started school a few weeks ago so I'm really hoping that helps. Well, I'm going to end it here because it is already past my bed time lol. Bye bye! I'll be back soon! Love, my fam bam

[baby-junior]

Hi Tumblr!

Long time, no posting! Ive been pretty busy though. I post on Instagram and im on it all the time so you can follow me there and I will of course follow you, @mrscruz13_

Jr is doing good! He's getting more and more curious w food lately. He's so skinny but yet tall. My toothpick<3 He isn't really talking much still but he is talking a lot more then he was before. It's all baby talking so I think he's just behind then where he's suppose to be, for an example, eating. And walking. He's just a slow poke lol. But he is really advanced in physical stuff. Like he starting kicking the balls far and throwing things pretty young. All I can do is be patient though:)

I see A LOT of yall are now expecting baby #2 now and congrats omg:) I still remember when I was following yall when we were pregnant at the same time. I love love love watching your families grow. I feel like I know yall lol.

For me, I wont want baby number 2 for a good while lol. I love being a mom but I think God knows I can only handle one child lol. Miguel wants another as soon as he gets out but im not up for it for a few reasons. We'll see where time takes us though. But I can guarantee, it will be in 3+ years.

  Life. It's been okay. I cant complain because im still breathing and healthy and have a healthy wonderful son that will always make me smile.

..honestly I just sat here for 10 minutes and I cant put my feelings into words. and then this is social media too so I cant just spill ALL my beans out but everyone has their problems so what can I say.

[baby-junior]

To all the anons: ignorant ass ask will be deleted.

  I really don't give a fuck what you think.

  Sorry you're feeling some type of way? Lol. Please don't waste your time though. All I do is delete.

[toastoat]

"you’re so full of yourself" is such a weird expression like what else would I be full of???? bees??? styrofoam?????

[dickzoned-deactivated20200818]

[wetmyplants]

Oops silly potato

[zombiestreetz]

staff at checkout: that’ll be $9.95 me: here’s $10.00 me: keep the change 

[baby-junior]

LADIES THAT HAVE THE INPLANT BIRTH CONTROL...

After getting it did you experience any vaginal burning sensation or anthing? I just got Nexplanon almost a week ago and i have noticed that I have a burning sensation down there when I pee. Not ever time when I pee but ever time I wipe, it hurts. I know I should just adk the doctor but I'm asking for opinions first. Also, before I got it, 3 days before, I took antibiotics for a yeast infection so I don't know if that has anything to do with it.

[baby-junior]

Updates!

I'm doing pretty good! I just got the Nexplanon birth control so no more babies for 3 years and possibly ever. I'm not wanting any more kids for a while. Most likely, Jr MIGHT be my last child lol. I can't tell the future though. Miguel and I...aren't that good right now. The way he is talking sounds like he really isn't ready to stop with his bad habits. And I think his mom has a lot to do with it. I'm not going to talk to much about that yet though because I don't even know what's going to happen. All I have to say is that I am not going to have Jr around that shit. I stopped my bad ways. Why can't he? I love him and want us to be a family but I'm not going to risk loosing Jr for that. I can't. No matter how hard it's going to be and how bad it's going to hurt. It would be 100,000,000× worst to loose Jr. I just hope he grows up and stops thinking like this. You can't get money the wrong way all your life. You can't change a person though. They can only change themselves. And I hope he does that not only for me but our son. This shit has my heart aching because I know it can't be that hard to change. No matter where you come from. I came from the bottom but look where I am now. I have my beautiful son, work for my money, no drugs or alcohol. I just don't understand.. Fuck. Well anywaysssss, peanut head is doing wonderful! Growing and growing every day:) The past few days he gives me about 80 kisses on my cheek and shoulder lol. I love it though! I'm not sure how tall he got or weight because his pediatrician went on maternity leave so they're waiting on the pediatrician (that will be there until she comes back) to give them a schedule. Once I think about it I need to call tomorrow because he needs his 18 month check up! We're also STILL breastfeeding! I love it but it's hard when I work late and he wakes up crying for the boob while my mom is with him. I've started giving him his milk in a bottle lately though and he doesn't go to sleep with a boob in his mouth like usual lol. Mhmm..I think that is pretty much it:) sorry I kinda vented about Miguel. This shit just hurts but I'm trying to stay strong about it and prepare for the worst outcome..

[foodffs]

BAKED CHEESY TOMATOES

Really nice recipes. Every hour.

[mommajediandherpadawan-deactiva]

Actually real women don’t judge others for what they do with their own bodies and uplift one another instead of putting them down.

Nice try though..

[theyaremineandiamtheirs]

Wait, I’m not a real woman?! What am I then? Has my whole life been a lie??

[baby-junior]

^^^

[sizvideos]

[500daysofevilexes-deactivated20]

This is legit.

More PSAs need to stop worrying about offending people and get down to the nitty gritty like this. It’s the only way to open so many eyes.

[donejustdone]

shit

[gloomba331-deactivated20150502]

If people are offended, they are probably guilty.

[purenting]

[greeneyed-mama]

WELL BOOM.

[birthjunkie-blog]

"A cesarean is not a failure on a mother’s part. A cesarean, no matter what we think of them in the natural birth community, is still birth. It is still child being born and a woman becoming a mother." (via Cesarean Birth on Birthwithoutfearblog.com via pintrest)

[johnkrasinski-deactivated201305]

[helainetieu]

The memories

[baby-junior]

Last night was the worsttttt night everrrrr with Jr. He's sick as a puppy and it's so terrible. His throat is itchy and his cough is really bad and then his nose is so stuffed up. He was also kinda running a fever. My poor baby. Now we're here laying down at 11 because he didn't sleep at all last night and I'm just gonna try and comfort him😢 And tonight I have an event to go to....

[lanasmommy-deactivated20150309]

I am a Mother. Despite my age, My ethnic background, My Financial Stability, My opinions and views, My religion, My Weight, My appearance, My mistakes, and My Past. I dreamed of you, I created you and I made you. I am a Mother, and I will always love you.

Mother (via lanasmommy)

[baby-junior]

WiFi: connected

Me: then fucking act like it