baby big head

25, queer, she/her, Seattle WA

[thanatologia666]

[selectorsource-deactivated20230]

[chipsandbeermag]

[babybighead]

I feel like the dude that wasted my time and stood me up on my birthday and broke my heart is trying to creep back into my life.

It shouldn’t be easy for him to walk right in but it probably will be.

I had a very long dream of him last night and boom, here he is today, creeping back in. What the fuck.

I applied to school yesterday. I need to call them back tomorrow about enrollment. I’m nervous. But very excited. I could be starting way sooner than I thought.

First psychiatric appointment is tomorrow too. Also very nervous for that.

There’s gonna be some big changes in my life. It’s been a long time coming.

[class-struggle-anarchism]

aristocratic heads on spikes

lovely.

[babybighead]

This feels like such a dead platform to me.

I don’t utilize it much anymore.

Is anyone still here?

I’m dumb and sad and unemployed and I have no idea what I’m supposed to do with my life. Both of my sisters are getting married and moving away and so are my friends and I’m just sitting here waiting for my psychiatrist appointment (it’s a week away) and crying at the job listings page.

[70sscifiart]

[vitazur]

Hajime Sorayama

[feedtheflies]

[cthulhucoffee]

[middleagerfrommars]

[avorum-tenebrae-deactivated2019]

[babybighead]

I had a dream last night that I was walking through a crowded place and made eyes at someone as we passed each other and they made eyes back at me. It kept happening over and over again throughout my dream. And I can't stop thinking about the feeling of butterflies in my stomach. I keep replaying it in my head and I just wish it would come true. I really miss the feeling of knowing someone wants to be with you.

[babybighead]

I! Am! So! Alone!

[babybighead]

I need a psychiatrist so bad but I don't even know where to start what the fuck why is mental health care so complicated

[nukethefuture]

[eyesaremosaics]

The shiver of the vampires (1971)-Jean Rollin