All My Fics that include things I've abandoned on A03
I had an agent and a book that died on sub circa 2015-2018. I was told to abandon all my fics because obviously it's bad form for a published author writing/acknowledging fic.
Here is a current repository of everything I've written. Assume all of it is abandoned. You can either click read more or eventually each fandom will have their own post, with hopefully 2025 thoughts on how I'd improve it.
Fandoms include:
Bleach
The Hunger Games
Girl Meets World
Grisha Series
Homestuck
Katekyou Hitman Reborn!
Arrowverse
Victorious
Peter Pan
Full Metal Alchemist
The Vampire Diaries
The Rookie
Arrowverse
La Morte
Canon Compliant | Complete | Sara x Leonard
She has a very intimate relationship with death.
inveterate
Canon Compliant | Complete | Laurel x Oliver, Felicity x Oliver
Will state for the record I fucking hate olicity.
Oliver Queen can huff and puff but he can’t move her.
Bleach
Icarus
AU| Full Metal Alchemist | Complete
Wrote for @humanoidtyphoons. I think it was fun. Also literally no one commented on it. I assume I have more Bleach fics but because no one commented on them, they're lost. But I do remember this one.
Fly so close to the sun, and I can't save you.
The Ohio Legacy
AU| Party High School AU| Hitsugaya x Karin, Hitsugaya x Momo, Karin x Chad
Written to show Birdie @humanoidtyphoons Canadian High School experience circa 2007-2008
It's a cocktail of bitterness, infidelity, detachment and makeouts.
It's one helluva a year.
Ohio With each bounce, reality becomes harder to grasp
1-2-3 This year is going to be legendary, isn't it?
Master Of the Thumb Because they have nothing to hide and nothing to be
Neon The strobe lights blind him to the girl he's with
Pennies in a Pitcher It just hurts to know how easily forgotten she is.
sink the battleship Because he doesn't care she's sober
Death Ring And this is when it becomes bad
Wonder Tale
AU | Historical Fantasy | Hitsugaya x Karin
For @humanoidtyphoons Do I remember anything of this? No
In which there is marriage, a not marriage, mountain goats, feuding nations, those who cannot hold their liquor, passive aggressive courtship and perhaps some dragons.
Full Metal Alchemist
baby there ain't no sword in our lake
Canon Compliant | Complete | Ling x Lan Fan
He kills her with three words.
Grisha
metamorfoza
Pre KOS | Complete | Nikolai x Zoya, David x Genya
I wrote this before King of Scars came out, so unfortunately canon ruins it but I am very proud of this one. This was way back when Nikolai and Zoya was considered a crack ship
The soldier above all others prays for peace, for it is the soldier who must suffer and bear the deepest wounds and scars of war.
{how do you grow up in the war?}
click bait
AU| Actors | Complete | Nikolai x Zoya, David x Genya, The Darkling x Alina, Mal /Alina , Tamar x Nadia | Epistolary
This town is made of many things Just look at what the current brings So high, it's only promising This place was made on you
Girl Meets World
couverture
Canon Compliant -Future | Complete | Lucas x Maya
I wrote this for @sarsaparillia
He says I love you.
She doesn't say it back.
wine stains and bleach
Canon Compliant | Complete | Lucas x Maya, Riley x Lucas
She balls her fists, and remembers the near miss of a kiss he gave her. Almost, so close that it could almost be enough. Almost, like it counts.
But it's not enough-and it would never count.
epic romance
Canon Compliant -Future | Complete | Lucas x Maya
No one cares about what happens from ages twenty-three to twenty-eight.
They grow up, stopping fucking around and give up. Not everyone is an epic love story.
It had to happen right?
shake tramp
Canon Compliant | Complete | Lucas x Maya, Riley x Lucas
She’s pushed him away so many times he’s got whiplash.
She drags him close and then she’s gone, smoke and perfume against his skin
the art of leaving (the art of being left)
Canon Compliant -Future | Complete | Lucas x Maya , Riley x Lucas
He's the one who leaves but she's the one who stayed.
(who said is new york a fairy tale anyway?)
oh but no
Canon Compliant | Complete | Lucas x Maya, Riley x Lucas, Josh x Maya
It needs to end, die. Murder some butterflies.
Because she's not the girl who falls in love with her best friend's boyfriend.
a kiss with a fist
Canon Compliant -Future | Complete | Lucas x Maya
This isn't romantic.
He broke a nose.
Homestuck
Wash It With Soap
AU| Harry Potter| Rose x John, Dave x Jade
Written for @sarsaparillia in 2013
Five times John hears Rose swear. [Or fuck has never sounded so elegant.]
The Hunger Games
Twenty Something
AU| Finnick x Annie (Odesta) Trying to write a realistic view of being in your twenties and grounding a love story. Final year of uni killed me and this was the fic that made me decide not to post any multi chapters until it's done.
Your twenties are your selfish years, the years you find yourself.
The years you move in with the man of your dreams but only as roommates. The years you work as a barista because you want to paint. The years you wonder if you should have said yes. The years when you fall in love with the girl who doesn't want you back. The years you pretend you actually like wine. The years you let you go.
These are the years that build you.
say I never mattered
AU| Finnick x Annie. Smut, just smut
Annie Cresta is a good girl.
Finnick Odair is a bad idea
bandstand on the pier
AU| University| Complete| Finnick x Annie
Annie Cresta does distance. Finnick Odair only does sprints. Annie Cresta doesn't care.
Or how Annie Cresta had sex with Finnick Odair and regretted it.
Panem Elite Series
all we care about is talking AU| Gossip Girl| Complete| Finnick x Annie ,Joanna x Katniss (one sided) , Katniss x Gale | First Person Written for @sarsaparillia, Thea because why the fuck not We can have the world that you can never have, only we never get the one thing you can have. And you can never hate me more than I hate myself.
and if you close your eyes AU| Gossip Girl| Complete| Finnick x Annie ,Joanna x Katniss, Katniss Peeta | First Person Because that’s how the story goes, boy meets girl in a shitty rat infested apartment, boy brings girl fast food to keep them from starving because mother was unable to get out of bed, and somewhere in high school they kiss, fuck and boy gets into university and girl gets kidnapped and brought to New York City where she is stuck getting brunch. {Or Katniss Everdeen grows up, falls in and out of love, and tries to figure if the bakery boy is trying to get into her pants or not}
for the sake of the golden boy
AU| Dancing with The Stars | Complete | Finnick x Annie
There are five things the world knows about Finnick Odair:
1) He won his first Oscar for best male actor at age fourteen, the youngest ever.
2) He has been voted the sexiest man in the world by People’s magazine, every year since he was eighteen.
3) He is a notorious ladies man, never having a girl last longer than a week.
4) He is a damn good actor.
5) Last year, he had to go to rehab for his coke addiction
Rip Current
Canon Compliant| Complete| Annie Cresta centric
I love this. The execution could be better, and I'd almost re-write it, if I hadn't abandoned. Annie Cresta is my favourite. I wrote this to showcase three things: 1 no where in canon does it say that Finnick was Annie's mentor, 2 Annie is a career, and should be treated like one. 3. There is no way a flooded arena is an accident.
rip current
n. A strong, narrow surface current that flows rapidly away from the shore, returning the water carried landward by waves.
Welcome to the 70th Hunger Games.
too much, too fast, melancholy darling
AU| Modern Settings | Finnick x Annie| First Person
I wrote this for @sarsaparillia and don't remember it at all. Also rare first person
I feel like Jo is the soundtrack to my life, out of tune and on the wrong beat.
Or how Annie insults Finnick Odair and makes him fall in love with, all while trying to figure out what the hell is going on with Jo.
Pyrite Boy
AU| Modern Settings | Complete | Finnick x Annie
I wrote this for a friend many years ago. It's one of my proudest THG works (in fact I think it is my second favourite after Rip Current), as a Finnick AU introspective
Finnick Odair has a plan to be The Golden Boy.
(Annie Cresta knows this isn't right, but she can pretend this is a fairy tale.)
cogs&Beats
AU| Vampire & Hunters | Complete | Finnick x Annie
Heartbeats count moments.
Cogs aren't hearts at all
Nimue
AU| Gods | Complete | Finnick x Annie
Annie Cresta ascends.
Or
godhood claims her like a queen and Finnick Odair clings to her as a lover
o sinners let's go down
Canon Compliant | Complete | Peeta x Katniss
The only faith we have is the faith in us.
(Or Peeta is alive, and that means they have time.)
kill your darlings
AU| Hockey| Complete | Finnick x Annie
In the air port is where Annie Cresta has her heartbroken
daydream believer
AU| Ish | Complete | Finnick x Annie
It starts when he is fourteen, this double life he leads.
Dyssomnais
Canon Compliant | Complete | Finnick x Annie
Five times Finnick sleeps with Annie
A Crown of Roses
AU| Historical Game of Thrones | Finnick x Annie
A revolution is not a bed of roses.
(I never wanted to be king, but oh-oh, can you hear the people sing?)
indecent objection
AU| Modern | Complete | Finnick x Annie | First Person
See, I didn't get just friendzoned, oh no. I got Hermione Granger-ed. I got "you're like my sister" which is why being best friends with Finnick Odair is just a bad idea.
Or
Annie Cresta writes romance novels but doesn't realize a love story until she's in a foreign country and she doesn't know what language they speak.
i belong under your skin
Canon Compliant | Complete | Finnick x Annie | Second Person
This is a dark take on the 70th Games that @humanoidtyphoons wanted. I really like this one. A canon introspective of Finnick during this games.
She's a ghost girl. (Welcome to The Hunger Games Annie Cresta)
delayed beats
AU| Influencers | Complete | Finnick x Annie, Katniss x Peeta | Epistolary
It starts when Finnick accidentally sexts the wrong girl. (Actually it starts four years before.)
Peeta's girlfriend won't answer his calls. (It wouldn't actually matter except he thinks she ran away.)
The real question is how is Gale the one with his shit together?
purple summer
AU| Historical WW1 | Complete | Finnick x Annie
The boy who lived, the boy who left.
It's all the same thing really.
oh brother where for art thou?
AU| Modern | Complete | Onesided Finnick x Annie, Gloss x Annie, Finnick x Cashmere
He's a horrible brother.
ink stains
Canon Complaint | Complete | Finnick x Annie
A person can't just go away.
Mama's Boy
AU | Modern | Complete | Finnick x Annie
One of the rare times I write about their kid. I don't write kids well
Finnick’s really hoping the baby books are right about the memory thing because he doesn’t want to explain to Annie why their kid knows how she got arrested.
heartbeats running away
AU | Rock Stars| Complete | Finnick x Annie | First Person
When Finn Odair pulled me up on stage, everything changed and I had a front seat row to the love story of the century.
Universial
AU| University Sports | Finnick x Annie, Joanna x Finnick
I loved this one a lot because my entire social life was ultimate frisbee and I wanted to bring that into fic.
That’s all it took to make him fall in love-though to be fair he was ten years old and he never knew how much it would change him.
(Sometimes the things you leave behind don't stay left behind)
cooler than you
AU| Modern | Complete | Finnick x Annie
There are two words to describe Finnick Odair-hipster douchebag.
love is a many splendor thing
AU | Actors | Complete | Finnick x Annie, Annie x Peeta
She's only been engaged for an hour before he calls.
set front row in my need to fall
Tumblr drabble collection
just don't let go
AU| Modern Cancer | Complete | Finnick x Annie
He wants to stab the pen in her face if she won't stop drumming.
human skin
Canon Compliant | Complete | Finnick x Annie
you can be the king but watch the queen conquer
autumn leaves
Canon Compliant | Complete | Finnick x Annie
you're far away when yesterday you were right here with me
blood in the marrow
Canon Compliant | Complete | Finnick x Annie | Second Person
This man is dangerous. There is something wrong about him; unsettled, poised like a viper only too drunk to remember it’s venom.
here in your arms as i shake
Canon Compliant | Complete | Finnick x Annie
She patches his soul, filling him to empty herself.
two pathes
AU| Modern | Complete | Finnick x Annie, Gloss x Annie, Cashmere x Finnick
If things were different, would you still love me?
Katekyou Hitman Reborn!
acqua legami
AU| Realistic Mafia
Note: I have no recollection of writing this. At all.
This is not a game, these are lives, and you are pressing the trigger. Are you the man to pull it? Or are you the man who lets go?
Peter Pan
new ways (falling to pieces is so bittersweet)
AU | Modern | Wendy x Peter
You're in my veins you fuck
The Rookie
your hopes in a change in another
AU| Was canon compliant before season 7| Complete | Tim x Lucy
My first fic in over 5 years after I abandoned everything.
Tim tells Lucy on Tuesday that he has started therapy.
She’s had this conversation in her head so many times, and every time the overlaying emotion is relief. Finally, he’s getting help. Finally, he’s talking about the trauma that he has held close and compounded for almost forty years.
But now, she’s just angry.
“Good,” she tells him, not insincerely, because it is truly good. His face falls subtly, and her heart hurts. Tim is expecting something from her—she doesn’t know what though. Pride, maybe? Love? It’s unfair that he’s expecting something from her when he’s the one who walked away.
She should walk away, give them the distance he—they need. But Lucy, apparently is a masochist, and she also just can’t stop talking. “I hope it works for you.”
Victorious
Märchen
Canon Compliant | Complete | Beck x Jade
Everyone's decided she's not a good girlfriend.
The Vampire Diaries
chase the monsters away
AU| Author has not watched after they graduated high school | Complete | Klaus x Caroline
My most recent fic. Didn't get as much love as I expected.
Caroline turns twenty-nine and signs up for a marathon.
There’s no punchline, it’s no joke. It’s just something she does, despite not having run in years. Turns out, as you get (mentally) older, you stop cheerleading. Or maybe there’s just a lot less options to cheer.
you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world
AU| Author has not watched after they graduated high school | Complete | Klaus x Caroline
First venture into TVD.
Klaus is a very private man, and he guards his phone number firmly. So when there is a call from an unknown number, area code 434, instead of ignoring it, he picks up.
“Who is this?”
The woman on the other end is hesitant, the silence speaking more than any words could. “Is this Klaus? I’d like to re-negotiate our deal.”
(Or Liz Forbes, and Klaus Mikaelson on a bench)
wergild
Canon Divergence| Dark | Complete | Klaus x Caroline
Written for the Klaroline Autumn Exchange 2025. Doubt I'll do another exchange.
Klaus has lived many years, and amassed many enemies.
Caroline has to pay the price.
