It's been a while.
I'd like to say "I'm sorry", but I'm not.
A lot has happened since my last post. At 16 weeks pregnant, on Friday the 13th, I lost my mom unexpectedly. She and my dad were on a getaway in Tennessee, and she had a heart attack. I've dealt with depression my whole life but fell way deeper after that. I moved in with my dad, because i couldn't stand being away from him after losing my mom. And the thought of him being alone at all just ripped my already torn heart into shreds. I struggled a lot with feeling happy about this pregnancy after that. For a few weeks, actually.
10 weeks later, to the day, And this will likely be my last post on this blog. I'm keeping it for a lot of the posts I wrote before conceiving, and letters to my baby.
Just an update in pregnancy; Baby and I are fine. She's a little girl, and we couldn't be happier about that. She is healthy and currently kicking away in my womb.
Life takes unexpected twists and turns. Just trying to enjoy my life and this pregnancy after experiencing the loss of the one woman I had so many questions for.
Thanks for your time, Y'all. I may be back, I don't know. But for now, I don't have the gumption to blog.
