Off Brand Boiled Brain

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[babyratphat]

I’m a waste! A terrible waste! I can feel myself ruining things! What a pitiful site! It hurts! Why don’t you do better!

[babyratphat]

Hey guys I just had a talk w god and he said he hates terfs guys wow isn’t that crazy wowie guys mabye this dudes got some good ideas

[babyratphat]

I’m so tired of being strong, I am so tired of being thought of as strong, that mentally I can check away my worries and fears, that I can hold the world on my back. Because the worst part is that I can, I can be strong, I can check those worries and fears away in order to get things done. I can be strong, I can carry the world on my shoulders. But that means I can’t stomach food for the next 3 days, my stomach is twisted and angry, even if I wanted to eat my taste buds can’t handle the sensation of food. I cry while working and no one notices, my teeth are rotting faster every day from throwing up. My body bruises easier, my head pounds, my head is dizzy, the world spins and the body hurts. I don’t want to be strong anymore.

[bobbysox]

[log6]

the 5 love languages are:

- Sharing a blunt

- All forms of cooking

- Being incredibly stupid on purpose

- Collaborative hating

- Ignoring things

[kosmogrl]

unstoppable force (wanting to be the kindest version of myself) vs immovable object (all the anger and hatred I have inside myself)

[babyratphat]

Had to call into work bc I have a 100.4 fever, five bucks says I’m fired lmao

[babyratphat]

Update: she wanted a drs note after I called, don’t have enough money for drs appt and no health insurance. I go in at 5:30

[babyratphat]

Had to call into work bc I have a 100.4 fever, five bucks says I’m fired lmao

[babyratphat]

I don’t want to do this anymore. I don’t want to work I don’t want to feel, I don’t want to cry anymore. I want this constant sting to stop, I feel like I’m falling apart I feel like it’s a matter of moments, this pain feels like it will consume my very being. It feels like a void crawling up up up around me and I am desperately trying and clawing my way back up but my tears keep my achy hands slippery. Why does it hurt why can’t I just sleep it’s not me it’s not my breath this pain is not mine why why why

[brbjellyfishing]

[longplaidskirt]

wip of eyeball tapestry,

macky 2023

[vintagewildlife]

Mud salamander By: Unknown photographer From: The Illustrated Encyclopedia of Animal Life 1961

[ayeforscotland]

The Onion pulling zero fucking punches.

[artiwannasave]

Candace Hicks

[babyratphat]

Big fuck u to the slime bags who kept trying to get my attention bc my window is down at the fuckinf McDonald’s drive through

Eat shit, I hope you drop your phone out the car going 80 down the highway

[babyratphat]

Nobody hits me up more than the tinder app itself, not one app has been more consistent in reminding me of my loneliness more.

[huffylemon]