Part 1 of hopefully a two part gift for vilatile/Vipperoni for the prompt Tick/Maria + something Christmas-ish. Merry Christmas! Hope you like it! ]Â
When they are young, their mother asks them to write letters to Santa â every year, without fail. Even when they outgrow their belief in him, even when they grow to understand how tight money is, even when their tree is bare and their food is scarce, she puts on a smile and hands them a pen and paper and tells them that Santa needs to know what they want for Christmas.
The memory of her is soft and sweet; in the years to come Tick will learn that the world prefers Tack, but he will always recall that their mother loved them both.Â
Snip, snip, snip. Scraps of paper drift to the floor like snowflakes.
Tack wants an abacus and a microscope, and a book with a title which, when torn in half, reads as The - Species on one side and Origin - of on the other. Tick thinks these sound like good, smart things to want for.
Tick is not good or smart, but he is good enough to dislike the thought of his brother being let down and smart enough to know that he will be. Their mother loves them, but she is a single mother and times are tough enough for families with two parents; Tick knows that she canât afford the things that Tack deserves to have.Â
He doesnât know that Tack will cry when he sees his letter torn to shreds. When heâs done there is nothing to salvage, and in his mind this means it doesnât exist anymore; this is for the best. If there is no list, there are no expectations â and if there are no expectations, there canât be any disappointment. Now it wonât matter what they get.Â
Tack is a genius. No matter what heâs given, Tick is sure that heâll make something good and smart out of it. No matter what Tick is given, heâll make scraps out of it. The details donât matter.Â
Tack has high expectations, for himself and for the world, and even if he got his abacus and his microscope and his books he wouldnât be happy, and Tick â Tick is happy enough if he has wrapping paper to tear through.Â
Snip, snip, snip. Pine needles drift to the floor, an artificial forest making its home in the Gandor familyâs casino. Tick pauses to admire his work. The once ragged, wild branches trimmed to a perfect cone shape, brilliantly green, rejuvenated by a pair of rusty scissors. Edith had once told him he should become a florist; he thinks he should broaden his prospects and become a gardener.
âI slashed down another one, amigo! Where do you want it?â
The lithe woman heaves a Christmas tree over her shoulder as though it is light as a feather, and a certain young mafioso watches from his seat at the poker table and frowns deeply.
âMiss Maria,â He breathes through his nose, voice stiff with exasperation. âIf you put one more tree in this room there will be no room for the customers.â
âC'mon, amigo! You wonât have any customers if you act like a killjoy!â
The building is nothing if not festive; the scent of tobacco smoke, usually strong in the cloudy casino, faded by the scent of pine and peppermint. Tick and Maria attack the holiday season with the same fervour they attack everything, and the Gandor turf has never looked greener.
Luck Gandor has never looked redder.
âHow many trees are there in this room right now?â
Maria pauses to count, a finger raising with every addition. Uno, dos, tresâŠ
âSeven. Explain to me, then, please, how choosing to stop at seven Christmas trees would make us look like killjoys.â
Her explanation falls flat.
âHmph. Fine. This is the last one,â She folds her arms over her chest. âBut donât blame me when people start asking where the holiday spirit is, gruñón.â
Maria lays the tree down across the poker table, turning her nose up at Luck.Â
She plops herself down on the floor beside Tick, stretching out beneath the branches and studying Tickâs hard work.Â
âLooking good, amigo â the tree, I mean.â
Tick closes his eyes and spreads his toothy grin wide, scissors snipping along happily with each word.
âThaaaank you! Think Mister Luck has any decorations layinâ around?â
âDonât think Mister Luck knows what decorations are, amigo.â
AÂ cough. Maria sees Luckâs glare out of the corner of her eye and promptly ignores it.
âWe should make some!â
Tick tilts his head in question, but Maria is firing off an explanation before he can ask.
âWe could make those⊠whatcha call âem â those paper things Mister Yaguruma showed us?â
âOrigami?â Luck offers, tossing a card down on the table. Maria scrunches up her nose.Â
âIâm not sure how suited the two of you are to that craft.â
âWhat does that mean?! Me and Tick ââ
âMe and Tick can do anything!â
âIt means that your usual strategy of slashing isnât of much use in folding paper cranes.â
âThen weâll just slash âem into cranes instead!â
Maria seems satisfied with this solution, throwing her head back in triumph. She repeats the idea again and again and again â her excitement increasing exponentially with Luckâs exasperation.
âWeâll show that paper whoâs boss â! Right, amigo?â
Maybe itâs just that she wants someone to be excited with her â and maybe itâs also that sheâs notices the silence where Tickâs excitement usually is. The upbeat rhythm of his scissors has slowed to a dirge, hands opening and closing methodically.
Shrieeek. The drawn out cry of metal against metal punctuates his speech.
âI want to make them the right way. If Mister Luck says you donât cut âem theeeen,â He lifts his shoulders into a shrug, scissors dangling from his fingertips. âWe should try that.âÂ
In three hours time, Maria has succeeded at making twenty odd crumpled up pieces of paper â and a grand total of zero cranes. Her latest attempt had looked sorta like a duck who got its neck snapped according to Berga, who had dropped in on Luckâs request to ensure they hadnât caused any property damage. Maria would prefer causing property damage any day, but Tick seems intent on actually following through with his word.
âYou know, amigo, Murasamia could finish these up in a second!â she offers, for the fifth time in the past ten minutes. She wants to do a good job with this â but why canât doing a good job mean doing what itâs in her nature to do? Tick doesnât look up, but he smiles.Â
âYou can cut yours iiiif you want, Miss Maria,â he hums, holding his paper up to the light to study his most recent fold.Â
ââŠÂ humph. Itâs no fun if you donât! Whatâs gotten into you?â Maria leans over the table to wave a hand in front of his face, lips pursed into a pout. âHave you gone loco? Letâs cut âem up!â
âHmmmm,â He sets the half-finished crane down, an uncharacteristic stillness emerging for lack of paper or scissors to fiddle with. âYâknooow, Tack was good at following instructions, aaand â putting stuff together. He wouldâve been able to make these real easy. Heâd probably think that Iâm stupid for having so much trouble.â
On their last Christmas before their motherâs passing, Tack had been gifted a puzzle; when heâd put the finally piece down, Tick had smashed it apart. It had been an accident, for once, but heâd been assured he was an idiot. It would seem that Tack was born to create and Tick was born to break. He raises his head to see Maria furrowing her brow, and fortifies his smile as though to reassure her.
âWhich is okaaay. Thing is, I juuuustâŠâ He tilts his head, searching for the words to explain. âI wanted to see if I could.â
âIf you could what, amigo?â
Maria rests her elbows on the tabletop, frowning now â confusion contorting her features.Â
âIf I could make something real.â
Sheâs silent, just for a few seconds, processing this sentiment to the best of her ability, then her eyes travel to the pair of scissors sitting on the table beside her pile of crumpled paper cranes.Â
âWho says you canât do that by cutting stuff up?!â She grabs the scissors in one sweeping motion, so quickly that by the time Tick reacts â a frantic attempt to snatch them back â she is already shoving them into his hand. Her hand lingers there even after his fingers have closed over the scissors, a touch of warmth to accompany the cold metal.Â
âYouâre you, so if youâre gonna make something youâve gotta do it your way!â
She is grinning again, eyes bright with enthusiasm, and Tick cannot ignore the call to respond in kind.Â
âAlriiiight,â He nods, laying his other hand over hers. âHow do I do that, Miss Maria?â
âThere are all kinds of ways, amigo! Like⊠like â !â
The casino is beginning to resemble a winter wonderland out of some storybook. Atop the bed of pine needles is a scattering of white triangular scraps, floating to the ground like snow as Tick snips away with small, fast cuts. He pauses to admire his work, holding the paper up to the light to study the pattern heâs cut out.Â
âWhat dâyou think youâd look like if you were a snowflake, Miss Maria?â He hooks the ornament onto one of the branches and smiles. Across from him, Maria drops her borrowed scissors to dig into her pile of paper snowflakes.Â
âThis one!â she exclaims, holding out her choice up for Tick to see.Â
Tick squints at the snowflake, then nods.Â
âItâs pointy.â He reaches out to poke one of the edges.Â
âExactly, amigo! Just like Murasamia and Kochite!â She beams, and Tickâs smile brightens; happy to be understood and happy to understand.Â
Luck watches them dance between their now eight Christmas trees, pinning their paper snowflakes up wherever they can, and tries his best not to lose his temper.
âHow many of these have you made, exactly?â he asks slowly, brushing one of them off the edge of the poker table. He decides that it would be unnecessary to ask why they gave up on the origami idea; the dedication with which theyâve chopped up every sheet of paper theyâd been given speaks for itself.Â
âI stopped counting after two hundred, amigo,â laughs Maria.Â
âSorryyy, Iâm no good with numbers, Mister Luck.â
âTwo â?! I⊠Just. Keep them away from the tables.â He fights to keep his voice levelled. âWe run a serious business here.â
Tick and Maria do not seem to agree; as though eager to compromise the seriousness of the Gandor family business, they set to work lining every tree with their crafts, until the green of the pine cannot be seen for the white of the snowflakes â and when they run out of branches they set to work decorating each other. Maria fastens one onto the top button of his shirt, and Tick makes a crown of them to place on her head.Â
âIt suits you, Miss Maria!â The ring of snowflakes turns the flower in her hair into the first sign of spring, and this is Maria; even the harsh north eastern winter canât freeze her spirit, but it can complement it well.Â
âGracias, amigo!â She tucks a strand of hair behind her ear and smiles brightly enough that it convinces Tick heâs made something worth making â maybe he was born to break, and cut, and tear away at everything he touches, but that smile is something real.Â
The following day, the casino is bustling. Maria gets all of her âI told you soâs out in one run-on sentence spanning the length of a Shakespearean monologue: I told you so I told you so I told you so I told you â stopping only when Luck admits, begrudgingly, that yes, it would seem their customers appreciate the festivity (and no, this does not mean it isnât over the top, he adds, but Maria is deaf to this).Â
Kate plays music for the dancers â it had been decided that a special occasion called for higher quality than scratchy records. Maria, kindly reminded to get back to work guarding said dancers, saunters over and props her elbows up on the piano.Â
âSounds great, amigo!â
Kate smiles up at her, fingers dancing between the keys.Â
âYou know what would make it even better?â
It doesnât take much convincing for her to agree to play Jingle Bells next.Â
Tick sits in his usual seat, scissors snicking along rhythmically. Maria smiles over at him, and he smiles back. When she thinks Luck isnât watching, she thanks Kate and slips away.Â
âFeliz navidad, Mister Tick!â
She takes a seat across from Tick.Â
âYouâre stiiiill wearing the snowflakes,â he observes, gesturing with his scissors. Maria touches her head and beams.Â
ââCourse I am! You said it suited me, amigo!â
He nods, snipping pausing for a beat. âItâs cute.â
Maria has been called cute many times before, but the fact that it is not a surprise does not make it any less pleasant. She opens her mouth to say thank you, but then remembers something more important and digs into her pocket to find it.Â
Tick blinks at the object extended to him: a pair of scissors speckled with white paint.
âI painted snowflakes on them, see!â
He sets down one pair of scissors in order to accept the gift. He sees it now, the snowflakes. He turns them over in his hand, admiring the adornment; shoddy painting, objectively, but perfect in sentiment.Â
âThat way you can be festive even when youâre working!â
Tick has never wanted for much. He is happy enough if he has wrapping paper to tear through, and anything he is given he will just break â but she has thought to give him something to do the breaking, and this he can be grateful for.Â
âThaaaank you, Miss Maria! Iâll use them next time Mister Luck brings someone in for me!â
The festivities continue; Kate plays on, the dancers put on their show, the gamblers place their bets, and Tick and Maria exchange smiles like gifts at every opportunity.Â