+ Unrelated sketch with Red to calm down. I wasn't sure whether to post it or not.
I hate high blood pressure… When it comes out of the blue…
You just feel like a mess, unable to do the usual things. Your plans for the day? Forget them!
Headaches, nausea, weakness, inability to navigate properly in space. The feeling that you're not attached to the ground and that you could collapse at any moment. Feeling weak. Useless. One of the worst things about it is when you can't stop it from rising. You take meds, eat sour food, anything, but it doesn't stop. It might go away for a while, only to come back in a few minutes. At worst, it'll stick around for several days.
I know better than to panic and cry when it happens, but sometimes it's hard to stay calm. You feel yourself cornered and exhausted.
Being sick sucks.Take care of your health from a young age!
P.S.: Like to use Paint to make little, meaningless doodles.
At this point this blog looks like a Red fan page lol. I'll try to fix that in the future, but for now….. This is the only thing I have to offer. The loss of the blog is still fresh and I'm scared to death of losing this one too...
⚠️Warning⚠️: Slightly sensitive content, emotional suppression, stressful environment, small reflections on growing up and life, self-sabotage and suffocation. It's best not to watch in a depressed or depressive mood. In some parts it may seem unpleasant. I warned you. Take care! <3
I'M VERY SORRY FOR THE SECOND DRAWING. The last one is wholesome in my opinion.
It's hard to live when you're being compared. But it is even more complicated when you are a part of a big chain and regrettably don't even hit the expectations about you… at least according to you.
Stumbled across this song again in old playlists. Song could fit each of the five Links, but on a recent listen I felt Red would be the perfect victim example.😅
Self-sabotage, insecurity, fear of showing your true self, holding back emotions, feeling that you are not good enough, feeling that you are a burden to your friends are all like a delicate ribbon that imperceptibly touches your neck and tightens a suffocating knot on it pulling you to the bottom.
This is dedicated to one of the theories that Red is a part of the inner child in Link, his desire to stay in the sweetness of childhood just a little longer, which Link is trying to get rid of as best he can, as seen in the other three clones and his own shadow. (Except for when he's alone with Zelda.)
But what is growing up but accepting your whole self, even if you are scared, hurt and want to hide from your own self as far away as possible? This is working on yourself and your problems, overcoming fears and difficulties...
This theory could also explain some of Red's odd behavior, because storing up anxiety, reminding yourself of your worthlessness and how you are behind in every sense compared to your peers, inevitably brings stress and tension, which leads to either excessive emotionality or lack thereof or masking. And over time, that mask doesn't come off easily.
Love yourself and others, and then the world will turn to you brightly. Harming yourself is no better than harming others. Accept who you are, don't try to suffocate yourself, but try to understand and work on the things that bother you.
Know that there are always people willing to help you, even if you don't know about them or haven't met them yet. Life is unpredictable as hell. Live today, not in the past. Take care!
Day Three. My account still terminated, but now I can't even login to see this words... It's really hitting me hard, considering my health condition.
To keep my spirits up, I've decided to start a project to collect my old posts. Eventually I plan to create an additional blog where I will back up reposts of my posts for safekeeping. My friend has also volunteered to help me. But our efforts are not enough to find all the reposted works. If anyone knows which posts we missed with her, please sent them to @fsastuffrepost! I'll appreciate any help! <3
Also, if you have requests for sketches with FSA characters (from the game or manga), feel free to send in ask box!
Hi there! You may already know me. I'm FSA staff and this is my temporarily new account. Unfortunately my account got banned for no apparent reason. It may have been because of a new drawing with Vio, to which I attached a sketch, but didn't realise that tumblr might mistakenly see the sketch as inappropriate content. I hope to get back on my main page in the future, but in the meantime, I'll stay here!
I'll still add finished pice with Vio, Because I love how this turned out!
A random sketch that evolved into something a little more than a sketch...
(I can't help but feel that Vio has Shadow vibe here...) ∘ ∘ ∘ ( °ヮ° ) ?
Vio sketch for my soul (ˇ꒳ˇ❤)
☆ ｡.:*･ﾟDark version and a small bonus in read more.. ｡.:*･ﾟ ☆
For some reason, since I was a kid, I associated yellow with parting and longing... Now, I'm trying to change my view on yellow in a more positive light, but I still find my past perception of this seemingly friendly and cheerful colour funny.
The sketch that started this unplanned art :D
I still can't find the energy to continue working on Inktober….. Like, I've already drawn more than one drawing, but I just can't bring myself to scan it. (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )
I'm sick again so I have very little energy to do anything…..
I've also had a Shadow sketch I created over the summer to come back to it from time to time and try new techniques or some ideas just for fun.ᐠ( ᐛ )ᐟ
Started my another blog where I'll post not Zelda related stuff! If you are interested, you are welcome! Only one request - do not mention FSA stuff blog in new one. I just want to separate them slightly. Thanks! 😊❤️
Vent art :D (Because autumn decided to kick me right in the stomach) or Shadow time!😂
I'll try to catch up in Inktober as soon as possible!
I decided to draw some quick sketches to music from my childhood, tweenhood(?) and teenage years. Despite not knowing English in the past and not knowing what it means to be edgy... I was a pretty edgy kid (at least once I got home from school and opened the browser on my laptop, hahaha. The rest of the time, my classmates thought I was a very quiet kid and I felt out of place among my classmates to be honest).
A story in "read more".
And old sketch from August, because it fits the theme well :D
If you're interested, it's these songs:
Bring Me To Life - Evanescence
Monster (Gumi) - Kira
You're Gonna Go Far Kid - The Offspring
I've created a list of old edgy songs from that time, so that if I'll need to vent, I can draw something related to their lyrics for peace of my mind and fun :,D
Today YouTube deleted my account for no reason and I was upset and completely broken as I had been saving some videos for ideas just a moment ago before block.
I was frustrated, I was angry, I didn't know what to do….. I wanted to cry quietly or just smash something loud enough to bring me back to my senses….
This was because I was in shock that I had lost all my saved ideas, my music and old videos on the channel that held dear memories for me such as my first speed paint, gifs to friends and animations.
Normally I never react to such minor issues, but I guess the stressful month took its toll.
Sorry for the lack of Inktober posts, I'll do my best to recover faster from the stress of the month and the cold I caught again. Thank you for your patience!
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