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TW 3d. Block don’t report. Pro-recovery🩶. 25 y/o

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Intro post

Hi!- Sam again! This is my personal diary. I am not pro anything. This blog comes with a TW. If you are in recovery please block❤️

DNI minors, non 3d blogs

TW

5’3

HW-190

SW-150~

LW- 109.0

CW- 109.0

UGW- 100?

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New lw

Isn’t much of a change but it is technically my lowest🎉

109.0

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Update post/sorry for being gone!

Life has had some major changes. Bf and I are in the process of selling his house and moving into our home.

We have to be out by the end of the month and move in at the beginning of next month.

My sister took me moving out super personal and hardly talks to me anymore. Her birthday was the other day and I essentially had to beg her to hang out. The night ended in a fight over text for absolutely no reason.

Two weeks ago I had flu b and was sick for 6 days. I managed literally a glass of water a day. It was horrific.

My w has stayed the same but I’m on my period so might be less? I’ve been so bloated :(

A coworker today said I “walk like a model”.

Yesterday, the dietician asked what my secret was.

I’m told every day how good I look.

I’m asked everyday what the secret is.

People ask where I get my clothes.

Coworkers ask what I’m “having that day” for lunch. If they notice I haven’t had anything, they almost “yell” at me in a way and tell me to find something.

A coworker said she was worried and told me not to change anything about my current self.

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Actually, jk

I’m lower

tw #

New lw🤞

Yes I took a pic. I was in shock😭

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Really hoping to not work overtime this week

This place has me so stressed that I can’t keep anything down while I’m here

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Been inactive but hey, new lw dropped chat

110.3

Adderall is becoming me bestie

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I love his family but man do they not even give me a choice.

“Hey! Here’s your plate! We’ve got x y z. Take whatever you want!”

It’s genuinely so sweet but ugh

I’m tired of food being the norm

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Hey moots❤️

I’ve been busy cleaning the house the last few weekends. We had a showing today and two offers!

I’ll try to be more active soon but I’ve been working overtime the last few weeks as well

Hope everyone is well❤️

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Had my follow up appt for my adderall today. Slightly triggered when they wd me. I had to keep reminding myself that I’m wearing doc martins and a thick sweater which adds weight. Ugh.

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Apparently they’re doing trivia here in 5 minutes? Fuck yeah I’m staying for a bit

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Oh btw I stopped my mood stabilizers without consulting my doctor 😎

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Slightly drunk at the bar alone

Bf is doing something with his work. I’ve been so fucking angry today for no reason.

I decided to journal and the first thing that came to mind was

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I feel so disgusting

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Sorry I haven’t been active but I promise I’m still here!

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And then one day, sugar became splenda and creamer became almond milk

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We were supposed to go to tea with his parents

The place fucked up the reservation

Now we’re at a pub

Definitely was not planning for greasy bar food