How to Ecuador

A blog dedicated to showing off my beautiful country

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With a knife

rip it out rip it out the death in me that’s what it’s about make it stop there’s nothing more to give, to hold no one to adore only one way I see out of the horror in me so I shall take it and run don’t look back, flee    

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Casa

the bluest skies a dreamer’s vibes in the sea you’ll find all your life redesigned the soul in the waves your sun misbehaves everything you need your worries emptied

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Murdered

we took what we needed learned how to fear now we know how to lose for us, everything dear the longest journey a slower death you killed me in pieces you stole my breath it felt like my duty to hurt, to pain  for a stupid mistake to always restrain a soul was murdered the horror scene awaits for those who want to see what it costs, what it takes to love another, without loving me

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My search, pt. 7

My search, pt. 7

I did the only thing I could do. I started walking on the beach. It had to lead somewhere, right? I must have walked for months. I would sleep on the beach, I figured I would bury myself in the warm sand a little bit, to escape the cold, but it never came for me. Somehow, it was always warm. It felt like the wind hugged me with the warmest sweater it could find. It had been such a long journey.…

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Riding love

A hell of a ride That’s what it is Heaven on earth Does nothing but amaze Crazy How long you’re fooled No more, no less By God, overruled Thrown into hell how can it be? Heal, just heal For you, for me

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Trampled

It’s like a roller coaster isn’t it? It’s fine one day. Everything seems, good. Nothing to be afraid of. And then, suddenly, it isn’t. From out of nowhere, it tramples you down like a hundred thousand people running towards happiness. And you’re left there, laying on the ground, everything broken. And it seems for a second like life isn’t worth it, not anymore, not like this. Yet one day, you…

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Trying is enough

So, I wanted to tell you a little about the last couple of weeks and why I haven’t been posting my usual three to four posts a day. First of all, I’ve been moving a lot. My suitcase hasn’t had much of a break. I guess this was kind of a taste of how living and writing while travelling would be. Spoiler alert, it’s not easy. Emotionally, this hasn’t been the easiest of weeks. My anxiety and…

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Pulling away

the pain of leaving is like no other pull away, pull apart our bond, from one another it took everything I had and I still didn’t win i gave my heart and soul and it still teared my skin out on the open with nothing to give not to anyone, not to myself and so much, to forgive

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Grey

grey are the clouds grey is the sea all the colors left there’s nothing around me so hard to see so painful to watch and now I can say next time you have colors let them be

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Choice

choices oh, choices so hard to make such pain they bring you pay the price you brake inside

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Merciless

I can feel their eyes in every cranny, in every nook a million bright lights every part of me it took we’re all out here alone, all to stand witness no one, to hold cautious we must be show no controversy in your journey or your fall you shall get no mercy not from them, not at all

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The loss in me

The loss in me

I lost you so long ago I watched you slip away now I can’t help but dream about the past, cliche the one who protected me against all evil and cruel the one who loved me like his precious jewel you taught me to be brave to fight for what I want you told me to worry about none always so nonchalant life was inhumane it took you far but I’ll still stand for you watching out for a…

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Rose gold

the sun’s golden droplets the cloud’s pink brush strokes it all feels like home all my dreams, it evokes it takes me back to my warm sand where I used to contemplate the waves, the sun, the unplanned my favorite mirror with pink and gold always dragging, always slow i never get tired, it never gets old in it I can sea the life that awaits the numerous falls and hits of my many,…

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Brisa

i close my eyes and i hear the chimes the soft whistle of our winter breeze my skin curls crying out for you it’s peaceful all around i can finally breathe and i can tell you once and for all how i really feel

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My search, pt. 6

My search, pt. 6

Was it? Was it worth it for me? What was really waiting for me on the other side? Such grave pain. I had clearly been in a horrible accident. Who knows what was waiting for me. I tried to think very, very hard. Would he be waiting for me? I sat with my knees close to my body, trying to comfort myself. My grandfather stood up and smiled at me. – It’s time for you to go honey – – Go? I thought I…

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There's not tomorrow

There’s not tomorrow

Life is so short. Why waste time making plans? Really think about it. We can’t plan for every single possible scenario, and even if we could, it would be so much work, we would be done way after the date we’re planning for. So, why do it? The only thing we know for sure, is that we know nothing about what’s going to happen in the future. Not one single year have I correctly predicted where I was…

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Abrazo

your arms around me holding me, taking me keeping me safe keeping me loved you kissed my forehead the way I always loved if only, if only I hadn’t woken up

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