I guess this is me

Andy E, weirdo extraordinaire

[badasnightfire]

My real life

I'm 18, right out of high school. Live with my 2 moms, one with stage 3 breast cancer, and my little sister. I do everything I can for them. Drive them to doctors appointments, grocery shopping, keep the house clean, etc... my mom doesn't make a lot and my sister does nothing because she's a teenager. Everyone else in my family looks at me and says "you don't have a job, money, or going to school." I've been looking for a job for 6 months, and I got accepted to the musicians institute, but to everyone; "you haven't really tried, and that's not a real school. You will have no future." That's hard to hear from the people who helped raise you. My dad and grandparents are telling me on a daily basis that I literally amount to nothing. But my moms have faith in me and tell me I can do it. But honestly, I don't know if I can. The point of my life is slowly fading away. I don't know how much of this I can take, because I'm starting to believe everyone else...

[badasnightfire]

The pun I'm most proud of

[nothing-to-my-everything-deacti]

[badasnightfire]

Check out this whisper! #whisper

[badasnightfire]

It's kinda cool to know that I can talk about and say whatever is truly on my mind on here, and know that absolutely no one will read this because I have 5 followers and it's obvious that I'll be overlooked

[badasnightfire]

The other day, I heard your voice for the first time in a long time. I had almost forgotten how soft such a thing could sound

[badasnightfire]

"Next" Should be your Favorite Word

The universe works in many ways, but in the end, everything is where it's ment to be. If at points it's impossible to let go, you gotta know that what ever's next is a brand new chapter in life.

[badasnightfire]

How I'm feeling

[badasnightfire]

When you see that one thing. That one tiny thing that brings back every memory and emotion, good and bad, all at one time. When your glad it's over, but at the same time, wish you could do it again

[badasnightfire]

Just finished watching this episode

[badasnightfire]

I'm my own comedian

Me: mom, I need to borrow a black pen Mom: can't you use a red pen? Me: no Moms friend: how come you can't use red pens in school? Me: maybe its cuz the school is... RED-judiced

Then I proceeded to laugh for the next 5 minutes

[dahrwin]

So much sass.

[badasnightfire]

I'm sorry

I can't always be there for everyone. I'm only one person. I can't help it if I make mistakes

[badasnightfire]

So In elementary school, I got a lunchable almost every day. One day, this kid grabs the stack of ham, (like the whole freaken stack) and takes a bite out of it and put it back, and walks away. Now idk about you guys, but when I get a lunchable, I can't eat it unless it's the way it's supposed to be eaten (cracker, then meat, then cheese). To this day, I question why he would do something to cause so much frustration. Thats when I realized that some people just want to watch the world burn. Thats a lot for an 8 year old to understand. That might be the cause of some trust issues. Moral of the story; don't rais your kids to be douches. Anyways, thats it. Thought about that cuz I got one today, not as good as I remember

[badasnightfire]

Sometimes, my heart tells me to do something, and then my mind gives me every reason why I shouldn't listen and every negative outcome comes to mind. But sometimes, the risk is worth it.

[badasnightfire]

“Its something unpredictable But in the end its right I hope you had the time of your life”

Green Day- Time of your life (good riddance)

[badasnightfire]