also i have stalked her an insane amount like at some point i knew the full name of her parents AND her adress but it was then that i realized i was absolutely insane and crazy and thought about how this poor girl has a deranged stalker and stopped. and also i had that info in my old laptop and thankfully will never be back bcs what was wrong with me.
anyway, the other day i decided to stalk her instagram followers and found a way to sort them by recent and suddenly the most recent account was oddly familiar bcs it was MINE. i accidentally followed her. like. so i unfollowed asap bcs OMG. and when i saw her today she was so weird, and i said we talked but we didn't talk actually, our friends knew each other and THEY talked but we just stood there like akward shy boyfriends. but she did say hi to me so i will just be delusional and belive she actually does like me or at least wants to be my friend bcs i do want to be her friend too she really seems cool
