i am a wlw writer. this is a blog dedicated to genshinās wlw ships and female characters.
ābrief introduction
you can call me sam, my pronouns are she/her. i speak english and spanish fluently. i am into both men and women, with a preference for women. iām over 18.
ācontent
the content youāll see about genshinās female characters and wlw ships is going to be a collection of the following:
lists, headcanons, fanart, fanfics, quotes, images and gifs, opinions and analysis, among others.
i cannot guarantee that everything youāll see here is going to be sfw. of course, itās never going to be explicit, but there might be slight nsfw here and there. obviously, iāll always put a warning beforehand.
āabout dms and requests:
my dms are not completely closed, but itās very unlikely for me to respond. itās nothing personal.
my requests and asks are certainly open, so you can feel free to drop your favorite genshin female character or wlw ship that youād like to see some content of.
Neferās mind raced at Laumaās unfinished phrase. If Lauma had finished her sentence, would Nefer have been ready to say the same thing to her? Was Nefer even prepared to admit it to herself?
She was standing on her tip toes, tongue colliding against Laumaās as the taller woman kissed her back. Neferās back arched slightly when Laumaās hands reached her waist.
She knew what her heart desired, deep downā what her body longed to do, where her hands yearned to be. And more importantly, what her soul required to feel complete.
I love you too, Lauma.
But saying it out loud would make it official; it was like signing a contract Nefer hadnāt finished reading.
Was Nefer about to give something she didnāt fully know how to give?
Their bodies pressed together. Neferās hands moved to both sides of Laumaās face, just below her jawline, while her thumbs caressed the taller womanās cheeks. Neferās teeth grazed Laumaās bottom lip, provoking a soft groan that gave her goosebumps and butterflies in her stomach.
Nefer felt herself overwhelmed by the sensation of Laumaās soft lips on hers, of her hands on Neferās waist and lower back. She was obsessed with Laumaās reaction to her. Neferās breath grew heavier, warmth beginning to creep into her lower abdomen.
Nefer only pulled back to catch her breath, eyes meeting a flushed Lauma.
āStay the night.ā Neferās fingers moved deliberately to intertwine with Laumaās. āWith me.ā
Laumaās eyes widened slightly when she looked at Nefer, who was searching for any sign of doubt in the taller woman. Lauma then could only nod while her fingers held Neferās tighter.
Nefer couldnāt waste a second; she couldnāt wait any further. She guided Lauma towards the master bedroom, where, as soon as they were inside and the door was closed, Neferās arm wrapped around the back of Laumaās neck and their lips met in a hurried kiss.
Neferās other hand left Laumaās only for her thumb to slide underneath the taller womanās garments, just underneath her breast. Laumaās hands, for their part, did not stay in place, they slowly undressed Nefer piece by piece.
āYour beauty knows no bounds, Nefer.ā Lauma left an unhurried kiss on Neferās lips before their bodies parted, just so the Moonchanter could remove the final garment of Neferās clothing.
Nefer sought Laumaās lips once more, but the taller woman pulled back before Nefer could consume them anew. Her turquoise eyes travelled down Neferās bare figure, scarred hand reaching toward the shorter womanās neck and gliding down her sternum.
Nefer inhaled deeply, her entire body seemingly consumed by a tickling sensation that couldnāt quite be called goosebumps. Her hands reached out towards Laumaās body.
When Nefer struggled to unfasten certain pieces of Laumaās clothing, the other womanās hands were there to help her with it. If Nefer couldāve simply ripped Laumaās clothes apart, she would have.
āYouāre ethereal, Lauma. A work of art.ā Neferās lips met Laumaās collarbones, sucking and leaving a trail of kisses while her hands dragged down the remaining piece of Laumaās outfit. āI canāt get enough of you.ā
Laumaās hand rested on the back of Neferās head, fingers interlacing with the green strands. The green-haired womanās hand cupped one of Laumaās round breasts, their lips finding each other once again. Neferās mouth consumed and moved desperately, her other hand pulling Lauma by the waist towards the edge of the bed.
āNefer, calm down.ā Lauma pulled back, her hand cupping Neferās cheek. āIām not going anywhere.ā
āIām sorry.ā Nefer pressed a couple of gentle kisses along Laumaās jaw. āI want you so badly, Lauma. Itās killing me.ā
Lauma gave Neferās shoulders a gentle push, and the green-haired woman fell back onto the bed. Lauma lowered herself on top of Neferās figure, whispering softly into her ear.
āYou have me, Nefer. All of me.ā
Hearing those words, a shiver ran down Neferās spine. She rolled over to have Lauma pinned underneath. Neferās hands slid from Laumaās waist to her legs, and her thumb pressed on a spot in the other womanās inner thigh. Lauma groaned, hands gripping Neferās shoulders.
Neferās stomach filled with butterflies. Unknowingly or not, the things Lauma had said and done were enough for Nefer to feel unarmed, to feel as though her carefully constructed walls had been torn apart one by one.
But for the first time, Nefer didnāt feel unsafe when she allowed somebody truly in.
Neferās slender fingers teased at Laumaās folds, looking at how the taller womanās back arched as Nefer felt the wetness of Laumaās arousal. When Nefer pulled her fingers out, the Moonchanter released a strangled moan.
āNefer.ā It was almost a plea. The only voice Nefer wanted to hear for the rest of her days.
Neferās mouth left a trail of wet kisses starting from Laumaās throat and ending just below her navel. Neferās head lifted to look at the taller woman.
Without breaking eye contact, the green-haired woman brought her hands to Laumaās knees; the further Nefer spread the taller womanās legs, the higher her hands glided along Laumaās thighs. The Moonchanterās thumb reached to brush Neferās lower lip, going over her gold lip ring.
āYes, Lauma?ā A cheeky smile pulled at Neferās mouth, she raised an eyebrow at Lauma. The Boss of the Curatorium parted her lips further just enough for the Moonchanter to remove her lip ring with her own fingers if she desired.
āDonāt change a thing.ā Laumaās drawl made Neferās smile widen.
Nefer lowered herself to the Moonchanterās legs, placing kisses on her inner thigh before her mouth reached Laumaās core. The taller womanās hand was intertwined with the green strands on the back of Neferās head.
Lauma was like a drug. Nefer immediately grew addicted to her taste.
Neferās tongue remained restless; one of her hands caressed Laumaās breast, while with the other she dug her thumb into the Moonchanterās inner thigh. The the taller womanās free hand moved to cover her own mouth, but she couldnāt manage to suppress the soft gasps and moans than escaped her lips every so often.
āPlease,ā Lauma said between breaths, ādonāt stop, Nefer.ā
Nefer didnāt move away. Not until Lauma gripped the sheets and called out her name. Not until Lauma arched her back and pulled at Neferās hair. Not until Lauma gripped Neferās shoulder and scratched with her nails.
Not until Lauma shivered and gasped when her climax overwhelmed her. Only then did Nefer lift her head, taking in the sight of Lauma undone and mumbling her name.
āHas anyone ever told you that this sight of you is divine, dear Moonchanter?ā Nefer purred and pressed a kiss on Laumaās lower abdomen.
Nefer climbed on top of Lauma once again while the Moonchanterās body settled from the waves of pleasure coursing through her. Neferās lips, stained with Laumaās fluids, kissed the taller womanās mouth gently.
Laumaās fingers slid down the ridge of Neferās spine. The green-haired woman shivered, and their lips parted.
āYouāre the only one I could ever care to hear that from, dear Nefer.ā Laumaās velvety voice came out just above a whisper.
Nefer could only stare at Laumaās eyes as she straddled her hips; she was mesmerized by those eyes. The Moonchanter placed her palm on Neferās cheek, and the only thing the Boss of the Curatorium could do was lean into that delicate touch as though it was the only thing that kept her alive.
āYou have me, Lauma. All of me.ā
Laumaās features softened, then her palm moved to the nape of Neferās neck and pulled her in until their lips were on each otherās again.
Neferās lips hadnāt ever touched anotherās while feeling as unfettered as she felt now. She released a breath at the sensation of relief that overthrew her completely, at how her heart no longer felt heavy with the weight of confessions she didnāt dare utter moments ago.
Lauma rolled over, her body on top of Neferās and her smooth lips leaving featherlight kisses along the green-haired womanās throat. The Moonchanter interlocked their fingers tight at the level of Neferās head.
Nefer felt completely bare, from the inside out. Lauma was the only woman whoād ever thrown her entirely off-balance; the only woman for whom her soul had throbbed.
Laumaās middle and ring fingers circled Neferās folds. When the green-haired woman squirmed, the Moonchanterās other hand held hers tighter.
āTry to hold still, dear.ā Laumaās lips brushed Neferās ear.
Neferās breath hitched when Laumaās fingers were no longer just teasing. Her back arched beneath the Moonchanterās figure while she gripped the pillow nestling her head with her free hand.
While Laumaās hand stayed beneath Neferās fingers, her mouth moved from the green-haired womanās collarbone to her lips, swallowing the heavy breaths and the suppressed groans.
āLaumaāā Nefer bit the inside of her lips once their mouths separated.
Neferās skin glistened with sweat; her lips were glossy after Laumaās had kissed them.
As Laumaās fingers pressed and stroked, Neferās mind raced with the desire to confess to the Moonchanter of the Frostmoon Scions that sheād fallen miserably in love with her. To tell Lauma those three words and those eight letters, the ones sheād never told any partner and actually meant it like she means it now.
Nefer had to fight the urge to unravel right there and then. A moan escaped her mouth, and her nails dug into the pillow beneath her head.
And had Nefer reached her peak a second later, the words might have slipped right past her lips before she couldāve had a chance to stop them.
āFuck!ā Neferās body trembled, her head tilting back.
Laumaās lips pressed a kiss to Neferās breast, then another until she left a trail of kisses that ended at the green-haired womanās navel.
Fifteen minutes later, following aftercare in Neferās en suite bathroom and a brief makeout session on their way back to the bed, the Boss of the Curatorium found herself lying on her side against Laumaās figure.
Neferās hand rested on the Moonchanterās stomach, who was lying on her back. The two womenās fingers were loosely intertwined. She sighed contentedly at the way Laumaās nails grazed her back and arms.
āDo you mind if I ask you a question, Lauma?ā Neferās eyes flicked to Laumaās, heavy-lidded.
āNot at all.ā Laumaās nails now dragged slowly across the Boss of the Curatoriumās scalp. āPlease, whatās on your mind?ā
āWhat were you about to say before I kissed you the first time?ā Nefer blurted out the words before she could hesitate. The movement of Laumaās fingers halted for a few seconds before resuming.
Nefer felt how Lauma took a deep breath. Sheād known what the Moonchanter intended to confess then; that was why Nefer had interrupted by kissing her abruptly.
But now, Nefer needed to actually hear the words come out of Laumaās mouth. Just so Nefer could possibly find the courage to say them out loud herself.
āI love you, Nefer.ā
Nefer propped herself up on her elbows, looking deep into Laumaās eyes. Her pulse kicked up when those turquoise eyes locked onto hers, completely disregarding everything around them apart from each otherās presence.
Lauma slid off the stool first, but not before allowing herself a final, tentative sip from the glass sheād ordered earlier. As much as sheād tried, Lauma couldnāt suppress the faint grimace that Neferās drink of preference had provoked.
Lauma almost felt embarrassed to let her low tolerance show in front of Nefer, but the other woman had only reacted when Lauma pulled gently at their connected hands. Sheād been the one to grab Neferās hand, but only because Nefer had agreed to let Lauma take her home.
More accurately, Nefer had given a sluggish nod and hadnāt uttered another word. Lauma was disconcerted by how quickly Nefer had surrendered; it typically wouldāve taken some insistence on Laumaās part for the Boss of the Curatorium to accept the help.
Nefer was probably too intoxicated to argue, and Lauma guessed sheād found her in a vulnerable stateā but she couldnāt blame Nefer. After almost being left blinded (or worse) for a second time, it would be normal to want to try and forget.
And if that had been the case, if the Doctor had managed to harm Nefer, Lauma wouldnāt have forgiven herself. Because sheād been the one to ask Nefer for help in this situation, and because the Moonchanter had to admit to herself that sheād grown fond of Neferās company.
Not just Neferās company. Lauma had to correct herself, she couldnāt be so selfish. After everything theyād been through together, sheād grown fond of everyone elseās company, too.
But especially Neferās.
Laumaās own thoughts were interrupted by Neferās soft groan. The Moonchanter mentally scolded herself for having such thoughts when Nefer was in this messed-up state.
The Boss of the Curatorium raked her fingers through her hair, seemingly trying to regain some composure after shamelessly spending the entire time seated by the bar. When she felt stable enough, Nefer slid off the barstool. On the first step, she almost tripped on her own feet; Lauma was there to steady her by the arm when she stumbled against the taller woman.
āMy apologies.ā Neferās voice was a bit slurred, she gripped Laumaās hand tighter when she felt herself on the verge of losing balance.
āYouāre alright.ā Lauma gripped Neferās hand tighter, tooā out of reassurance, mostly, and also because she couldnāt allow Nefer to take a tumble.
Lauma was aware of how much care Nefer took of her reputation. She knew how crucial it was for her business, for her to feel in control. That was why Lauma guided Nefer toward the exit along the less crowded edges of The Flagship.
They didnāt bother saying goodbye to anyone; if any of their friends were to speak to Nefer right now, theyād be able to detect right away that the usually sharp woman wasnāt in her five senses. Lauma didnāt want that for Nefer, she couldnāt allow the green-haired woman to experience such an embarrassing moment.
And Lauma knew that Nefer would consider it humiliating because she prided herself in her control and composureā in her endearing manner of having to be one step ahead of everything and everyone, because Nefer couldnāt bear to feel so lost and powerless ever again.
āStop. Stop.ā Neferās hand reached out to the wall outside of The Flagship once they were a safe distance away from the entrance. āGive me a moment.ā
āNefer, are you alright?ā Lauma didnāt let go of Neferās other hand. Instead, her thumb subconsciously rubbed at the green-haired womanās knuckles. Lauma stepped closer, but not close enough to suffocate Nefer.
āA little dizzy.ā Neferās forehead rested against the wall as she inhaled deeply and exhaled slowly. Nefer mumbled incoherently before her voice acquired a softer tone. āDonāt leave.ā
āIām not going anywhere, Nefer.ā Laumaās free hand reached out to Neferās cheek, lifting her head just slightly in the Moonchanterās direction. āTake all the time you need, Iāll be here.ā
Nefer blinked up at Lauma, emerald eyes widening and staring into turquoise ones. The Moonchanter got the sensation that they were no longer talking about Neferās drunkenness, and the air shifted.
The rest of the way, Nefer barely made any sound; the only cues were the way her fingers tightened their grip on Laumaās hand or when she steered closer to the Moonchanter, close enough that their sides brushed. Other than that, she had to acknowledge the fact that Nefer was doing an arguably good job at keeping herself upright now and maintaining her eyes somewhat focused.
Everything had gone smoothly until they reached the lift to the Curatorium of Secrets. Halfway through their ascent, Neferās world tilted and she swayed to the side. Laumaās hand reached out without second thought, wrapping around Neferās waist and pulling the other woman in until their bodies were pressed against each other.
āNefer!ā Lauma didnāt dare to let go. Neferās head was buried against Laumaās collarbone, and her hand gripping the Moonchanterās shoulder. āI wonāt let you fall, but watch your step.ā
āMmmh⦠Lauma.ā Nefer lifted her head to look at the Moonchanter. Their faces were close enough for Lauma to smell the alcohol in her breath. Nefer laughed and a teasing drawl made its way into her voice. āYouāre my hero. Whatever would I do without you?ā
Lauma could hear her heartbeat thrumming, face growing hot as Neferās eyes dropped to Laumaās mouth and the green-haired woman began to lean in.
But before their lips could brush, the lift came to a halt and Neferās balance was disrupted. Neferās fingers tightened their grip on the Moonchanterās shoulder, but their faces had already been brought apart. Before Nefer could stumble backwards, Laumaās hand held her steady by the waist.
For a moment, neither of them moved and they stared into each otherās eyes, speechless at what had almost transpired.
āMy apologies,ā Nefer said quickly as she turned her head to the side, the back of her hand covering her own lips, āI donāt know what came over me.ā
Lauma could see the faint pink coloring Neferās cheeks. The Moonchanter opened her mouth to speak, but Nefer pulled back before Lauma could utter a word. Nevertheless, her hand stayed on Neferās waist to hold her steady, guiding her towards the Curatorium.
Lauma released a breath she hadnāt realized she was holding when they crossed the door to the Curatorium. Nefer sighed, and Lauma could feel how the other woman physically relaxed.
Neferās body pressed closer to Laumaās, allowing some of her weight to be supported while the Moonchanter instinctively walked towards the kitchen on one side of the Curatorium, near Neferās own chambers.
Laumaās hand was glued to the green-haired womanās waist; the Moonchanter realized how lean her body felt now that Nefer no longer needed to fight the gravity that had been pulling her down, now that the tension had vanished from her body.
Lauma wanted to pull Nefer down onto a seat, feed her every morning and every night. She wanted to reassure Nefer that her carefully woven world wouldnāt collapse if she stopped working just for a day.
They finally separated as they reached the counter of Neferās kitchen. Lauma opened the fridge to take a water carafe, pouring it into the two glasses Nefer had grabbed in the meantime.
āI imagine youāre quite thirsty.ā Lauma brought her own glass to her lips as she watched Nefer drink half of hers in just a couple of seconds.
āCertainly am.ā Neferās glass moved away from her lips only so she could take a breath. āThank you, Lauma. For everything youāve done.ā
āOf course, I would do it again.ā They made eye contact for a second before it became too awkward and had to look away. Lauma didnāt know what else to say.
On second thought, she did. Lauma knew what she wanted to express; saying it was the arduous part. Were they never gonna address the fact that Nefer had tried to kiss her? And moreover, the fact that Lauma had made zero effort to move away?
Lauma watched in complete silence as Nefer drank the rest of the water on her glass.
Why did Lauma seek to address it, anyway? For her own sake, she could dismiss it as Nefer acting out of intoxication and boldness caused by one too many drinks. Sheād never seen Nefer drunk before, so perhaps that was merely how she behaved when under the influence.
Nefer served herself another glass of water.
Maybe Lauma hoped deep down that Nefer actually wanted to kiss her. But she feared Nefer might turn her down if Lauma were to be honest and bare her feelings.
Laumaās heart beat rapidly in her chest at the memory of having held Nefer so close; close enough that their lips nearly brushed and Nefer nearly kissed her. Laumaās limbs felt weak when she looked at Nefer once more, a sudden realization overwhelming her thoughts. Is this what love felt like?
Love? Donāt get carried away, Lauma. She wasnāt sure whether Nefer felt the same way. But how Lauma wished she did. Could she be falling in loā?
āMora for your thoughts?ā Lauma could sense the hesitation in Neferās voice. Was Lauma so easy to read? Had Neferā still drunk as she wasā caught up on Laumaās thoughts regarding the elephant in the room?
āSorry, Nefer. I guess Iā¦ā just fell in love with you, āmust be tired.ā
āMay I ask you a question, Lauma?ā Neferās voice was quieter, her eyes focused on her glass on the counter.
āOf course, whatās on your mind?ā Lauma gulped and her body tensed up slightly. She watched as Neferās grip tightened almost imperceptibly on her glass.
āWhy do you seem to care so much about me?ā Neferās voice sounded as unguarded as it could ever be; Lauma could almost swear she heard it break. Almost. And the Moonchanter couldnāt find an answer to Neferās question other than her growing affection for the latter.
Lauma looked at Nefer, whose eyes slowly lifted to meet hers. Those emerald eyes seemed to plead for an answer; they appeared more vulnerable than Lauma had ever seen them, more than sheād ever thought them capable of.
Despite everything Nefer hadnāt said, the yearning in her gaze gave Lauma hope that whatever they had going on lately could be real. That Lauma wasnāt reading too much into her own emotions and Nefer might actually reciprocate.
āNefer, Iā¦ā Lauma took a short step forward, hand gliding across the counter and stopping when their fingers brushed. āI loāā
Neferās lips crashed against hers, her hand settling on the nape of Laumaās neck. The Moonchanterās words died in Neferās mouth and were followed by a surprised groan.
Nefer figured that a celebration among their friends had been in order after defeating The Doctor and managing to bring Columbina back. Which is why she thought nothing of it when the Lady Moonchanter knocked at the Curatoriumās door and passed on an invitation for tonightā for her and Jahoda.
āI hope to see you there,ā The antlered woman had told Nefer with an innocent smile, and the boss of the Curatorium had felt an unwelcome shiver down her spine at the possibility that āyouā meant Nefer specifically and not just Nefer and Jahoda in general.
Nefer had dismissed Lauma with faux indifference at the invitation, chiding herself mentally for allowing her chest to tighten and her stomach to flutter.
The sight of that hopeful sparkle in the Moonchanterās eyes had made Nefer weak to the knees, which is why she now sat on a stool at The Flagship nursing a glass of vodka on the rocks while her head rested on her palm. Perhaps it was her third⦠fourthā¦? Who was counting, anyway?
All around her, the people whoād worked beside her were enjoying themselves with hearty chatter and glasses in handā filled with non-alcoholic beverages and some with alcohol. Nefer had chosen alcohol tonight for reasons other than forgetting all the strain this mission had put her through.
When Nefer looked around for her, she saw said āreasonā exchanging words with Jahoda and Ineffa. Neferās insides stung and she chose to blame the vodka instead of the foreign feeling of jealousy growing inside of her.
She ripped her eyes away from the trio and instead, with a sigh, she let her gaze wander toward a table where the blond Traveller was seated alongside Columbina and the white-haired harbinger. From what Nefer could make out, they were having a talk about Sandrone. It was, indeed, a pityā but nonetheless, a sacrifice that had saved all of their lives.
Nefer could feel her mind getting fuzzy when her eyes struggled to focus on the Grandmaster of Mondstadt drinking his heart out with Flins. Her fingers tightened around her own glass, she had to stop drinking if she wanted to maintain her wits.
She did not notice when footsteps approached and a figure settled on the stool next to her.
āWhat are you doing here drinking all on your own, Miss Nefer?ā The Moonchanterās melodic voice entered Neferās ears, and the green-haired woman had to down the rest of her drink to muster the courage to face Lauma.
āAre you offering to join me, Miss Moonchanter?ā Nefer shifted so her chin was rested atop the heel of her hand. She eyed Lauma up and down, āI didnāt know you consumed alcohol.ā
āPerhaps not as much as you do.ā Lauma glanced at the empty glass trapped between Neferās fingers. āIs something troubling you, Nefer?ā
You. Nefer had to stop herself from saying that out loud.
āOh, Lauma. Your innocence is simply lovely.ā Nefer laughed, and perhaps the alcohol was making her bold or she simply had acquired that level of trust with the Moonchanter. With her fingers, Nefer signaled the bartender for another drink.
Laumaās eyebrows rose. āWhy would you say that?ā
And all Nefer wanted to do was to place her fingers on Laumaās cheeks and bring her ethereal face close to her own. So close that their lips could touch and Nefer could devour her, bite down and make Lauma hers entirely.
Neferās thoughts were interrupted when her drink arrived, which Lauma stared at decisively before announcing, āIāll have the same thing.ā
Neferās glass had been halfway to her lips when she halted in surprise. She raised an eyebrow at Lauma. āAre you sure? You could get drunk, Miss Moonchanter.ā
āYouāre drunk, Nefer,ā Lauma stated matter-of-factly to deter Neferās smirk. āDo you even know how many glasses youāve had?ā
āI can handle my liquor just fine, thank you.ā
Laumaās drink arrived, and she made a slight grimace at the taste of it, which Nefer found amusing. What was Lauma even trying to prove? That she wasnāt some innocent doe like Nefer had said? That she could keep up with Neferās antics and prove that she could be worthy of Neferās attention?
Oh, Nefer could only hope. Hope that Lauma actually cared enough about her to try and impress her. Nefer brought her own glass to her lips, she needed to blur her thoughts before they had a chance to influence her actions.
āI believe thatās your fourth glass,ā There was an undertone of satisfaction in Laumaās voice, and Nefer guessed the antlered woman found a sense of victory in being more adept at counting drinks than Nefer was.
When Nefer looked back at Lauma, the taller woman had an expression that Nefer could only call smugā if the Moonchanter could ever be capable of such expression, that is. Nefer might be seeing things.
āIf youāre worried about me,ā Nefer took another sip without breaking eye contact, ārest assured that this amount of alcohol is not enough to get me drunk.ā
That mightāve been true on a different setting, with different company, and on different conditions. While normally Nefer could handle multiple glasses of vodka, she wasnāt entirely confident about how her body would react to alcohol on an empty stomach.
Itās not like she didnāt know how to drink; Nefer rarely allowed herself to drink if she hadnāt eaten beforehand. Because, just imagineā she couldnāt be losing her senses with possible clients or potential intel exchange. What would she do if she couldnāt remember the details the following day? The Curatorium would surely suffer, and itās not like she could just send Jahoda to ask the questions Nefer couldnāt find an answer to.
That would be a disaster. So why was she allowing herself to be this reckless tonight? The most obvious reason could be the turmoil that Lauma was causing inside of her, and that Nefer had simply grown unaccustomed to having a crush.
āNefer?ā
But if Nefer were to elaborate, she would say that sheād never felt this emotionally out of control. She would say that somehow, Lauma was causing Neferās own body to betray her. That all Neferās hands wanted was to act of their own accord and grip Laumaās body as though she would vanish otherwise.
āNefer.ā A distant echo.
That her lips tingled with the desire to kiss Laumaās own, and her heart ached with longing whenever she stared at those starry eyes. Even worse when those starry eyes stared right back at her, just like they were doing now. Nefer was mesmerized by those eyes. Is this what love felt like?
Love? Donāt get carried away, Nefer. What a childish thing. Nefer couldnāt possibly be falling in loā
āNefer!ā She heard Laumaās voice more clearly this time.
Neferās eyes refocused on Laumaās face, on those hypnotic eyes. Had she been spacing out? Worse, had she been staring the whole time? Nefer searched Laumaās face, which held an expectant expression.
āWhat?ā Nefer asked after a couple of awkward seconds once she recovered from her trance.
āYou didnāt hear my question?ā
āSorry, I wasā¦ā falling in love with you, ālost in thought.ā
āDid you eat anything?ā Lauma sounded a little preoccupied, if Nefer were to overthink it enough.
āYes.ā Nefer brushed her off because Lauma couldnāt possibly know.
āReally?ā Laumaās tone was unbelieving. āI didnāt see you order anything other than vodka.ā
āHow can you know I didnāt eat back at the Curatorium?ā
Except, she did know.
āI asked Jahoda.ā Lauma gave a gentle shrug, seemingly satisfied with herself.
āOh, really?ā Nefer grew a little exasperated, but not truly at Lauma, she couldnāt. Nefer downed the remaining of her drink. āI didnāt take you for a stalker, Lauma.ā
āI was just worried.ā Laumaās hand reached out to Neferās wrist in an attempt to stop her from ordering yet another drink.
Nefer stared at the scarred hand on her wrist. It dawned on her that Lauma had actually been keeping a watchful eye on Nefer the entire night; from the amount of drinks sheād had, to what exactly had she ordered and hadnāt. It dawned on Nefer that she wasnāt the only one keeping track of what the other was doing.
āWhy would you worry about me?ā The words came out softer than Nefer had intended. Her voice had sounded so vulnerable that she almost put two fingers in her mouth for the vodka to come back up, just so she would sober up. She needed to stop drinking tonight; otherwise, she feared she might end up confessing right there and then.
Neferās eyes were directly on Laumaās. She didnāt know what she was expecting to hear, but Laumaās mouth had opened to try to answer before closing again. Laumaās grip tightened on Neferās wrist, and Neferās fingers reached out to the other womanās hand.
helloo, thank you for the request :) apologies for the late response, i hope itās not too late for a valentineās day post. i was on a trip and couldnāt find much time to open tumblr (my last ten posts were queued)
for valentineās day, i donāt think mavuika would be one to pretend she has nothing planned and then give you the surprise. instead, the evening before, when sheās bare and in your bed, she would tell you that youāll be all hers the next day during valentineās day.
she would tell you the time sheāll pick you up- but she wouldnāt reveal what she has planned. and you can tell itās something sheās been planning for a few days, judging by how fondly she tells you that sheās canāt wait to show you while she caresses your cheek.
and you barely sleep that night, curiosity and anticipation making your heart beat faster and your stomach fill with butterflies. you are a little intimidated, for lack of a better word- not because you donāt feel the same way mavuika does for you, but because dating the pyro archon can put some pressure on you.
both men and women envy you, and you realize that you might not be on the same level as some of mavuikaās past lovers.
could you compare? could you compete?
mavuika has answered both questions to you in the past. vision holder or not, mavuika has told you that youāre unlike any of her past lovers.
that with you she can be only mavuika, and with her you can be only yourself.
so you take your time to get ready, to take a hot shower, moisturize your whole body, to do your hair the way mavuika likes. when you look in the mirror one last time, you hear mavuikaās flamestrider outside your door.
your heart beats faster and you force yourself not to swing the door open before mavuika can knock. and when she does, you open the door to see the pyro archon herself holding a bouquet of your favorite flowers (or if you donāt have a favorite flower, a bouquet of roses of your favorite color), her smile warming instantly when she sees you and her eyes canāt resist taking a quick trip down your body.
she greets you, grabs your waist and kisses you slowly. her hands stay respectful, sheās not driven by lust. then she grabs you by your hand to take you outside, where she gives you your own helmet and you both ride on flamestrider as the sun begin to set. you wrap your arms around her from behind, and she occasionally puts one hand on your thigh as she drives.
you donāt know how long it takes you both to get to mavuikaās secret destination- you have lost the sense of time, you do not mind at all because youāre with her. and when you arrive, you see itās a romantic setting atop a hill, adorned with flowers and a few scented candles. thereās a bonfire in the center and a table on one side.
when you get off flamestrider, she asks you if you like it and searches your face for any doubt.
she doesnāt find any. you laugh as you kiss her, and she intertwines your fingers as you walk into the haven. you eat some chocolate, drink some wine, roast some marshmallows. when you make love, she doesnāt rush you or touch you excessively.
mavuikaās actions are slow, she wants to make sure you enjoy every second of it and feel every one of her touches. her hands feel soft and her lips feel gentle all over your body. she brings you some chocolate before pleasing you again.
and when youāre done, lying on your backs and staring at the stars, her hand finds yours and she tells you that she loves you before pressing her lips to your fingers. she looks at you, and youāre surprised by the vulnerability of her expression.
you say āi love youā back with the same softness she did.
when i think of nefer, i think of someone who enjoys toying around with her prey. nefer strikes me as the type of person who enjoys the thrill of the chase more than the final result.
for starters, she would enjoy the act of flirting with you and seducing you until you fall right into her claws. she would obviously be subtle, playing with your mind as you realize you are thinking about her more often than not. sheāll leave you wondering whether her intentions are merely business-related, or if thereās truly an intimate undertone in her voice.
for a while, she would give mixed signals once you start to reciprocate the interest. once you give in, when youāre inside the curatorium and your desires get the better of you, she would put a halt to your actions and cut the moment short.
because she decides the pace.
because once she has you figured out entirely, once she realizes that her plan has worked to perfection- that you cannot get her out of your mind- sheāll know just what to say, when to say it, how to say it, for you to come running back to her.
and you come back the next day, when her presence becomes intense. overwhelming. you donāt know what to expect after sheās rejected your actions once. but nefer lurks impossibly close to you, inviting you to drink some freshly brewed tea before ādiscussing businessā.
you realize, as you drink the first sip, that itās your favorite kind of tea. when you look at her with curiosity, she asks if somethingās wrong with the tea. her smile is knowing, a little challenging. you shake your head, and you think itās almost as if she expected your visit.
her gaze would devour every detail of your demeanor, and she wouldnāt break eye contact for a single second while her hand eventually sneaks to your inner thigh. she would stay composed and drink one final sip from her cup of tea with her other hand, while you struggle not to stare at the fingers sliding closer and closer to the place where you start feeling a familiar kind of warmth.
she is testing your composure. sheās testing whether you give her any limits. when you finally look downward just in time to see how neferās nails graze your folds through the fabric of your pants, you cannot help the shaky inhale and the tensing of your abdomen.
your head snaps toward neferās. she has the audacity to look directly at your lips, but she makes no effort to lean in. instead, she waits for you to gather enough courage to kiss her. she kisses with tongue, her teeth graze your lower lip from time to time.
her hand slides inside your underwear while youāre too distracted with her mouth. her free hand grips the nape of your neck in order to keep your face in place, so that you donāt pull away as her fingers stimulate the source of your arousal, so that you are forced to squirm under her grip. so that she is the one controlling you, not the other way around.
and she doesnāt stop until the pads of her fingers are humid with your anticipation. only then does she withdraw her hand- much to your disappointment- but you couldnāt have expected her to continue touching you out in the open, considering anyone could walk into the curatorium any moment.
as much as she enjoys the thrill of the possibility of getting caught, she is not risking her reputation and her business just for you. at least, not yet- not when she hasnāt figured out if what she wants from you is only sex or something more. and itāll take her a while to figure out.
she whispers in your ear to follow her. and you do, as steadily as your shaky legs allow you to. she doesnāt take your hand to guide you to her chambers, she only looks over her shoulder to you with a look in her eyes that makes you a little afraid of what sheās planned for you.
inside her dark room, a few candles are lit and the scent of fine incense wafts in the air. this time, she grabs your hand and guides you toward the bed. standing on the edge, she removes your clothes, one by one and with no rush as she places a few kisses here and there.
then she undresses right in front of you. she doesnāt allow you to do it for her even as your hands reach out to touch her. now her hand grips your waist before giving you a gentle push and you land on your back against the covers.
she moves like a cat when her body settles atop yours. with her lips on your chest and her hand between your thighs, itās not long before you approach your climax. but before you can get a release, her fingers abandon your core and you groan her name almost as a plea.
it isnāt until she feels like sheās taken enough out of you that sheāll grant you the satisfaction you so crave. sheāll do so with her fingers, then one more time with her mouth. until youāre overstimulated and you can only tremble through the sensitivity after each touch.
by the way, she does not allow you to be a pillow princess. she expects pleasure in return, itās almost like a transaction. and whether you make her go through the same things she put you through, thatās entirely up to you. but you have to take in mind she might not be as patient as you. she is a hungry woman.
and as for aftercare, with nefer itād be so relaxing that youāll only want to get back into the covers with her and sleep soundly. of course, you leave first thing in the morning before anyone else can see you. because with nefer, it is a secretive affair- one in which she barely lays a finger on you when youāre in public.