白羽（baiyu）

Paul stan‖ ❤️Bottom! Paul ‖John Lennon × Paul McCartney🚫🔁

[baiyu361]

Bayui please draw Paul McCartney I beg of you

I’ve been so, so busy lately, I’m so sorry😢

[baiyu361]

can u draw mapstein..?🥹🥹

no, but i can draw mcmartin and mcstein, both of them belong to paul haha😋

[baiyu361]

Can we have more of that android au?

i have so much stuff i wanna draw but i'm just way too busy lately, no time to draw🥲, i might consider drawing sth new after this busy period, but if anyone wants to use this au for fanwork ur more than welcome to, just pls remember to write/draw bottom paul if ur using my au's plot

[thehuxler]

They refer to you as a horse btw which feels incredibly fucked up to me and make up shit you said that you didn't say like calling Heather Mills a whore and for some reason they think you're way older than you are?

Anon, I understand you're coming from a good place...but I genuinely don't want to hear this stuff. I blocked for a reason.

[thehuxler]

For those who doubt who the horse is referring to:

[baiyu361]

this is horrible, cant even finish reading it...

[baiyu361]

some old DBH au mcl art i did from ages ago…looks super rough to me now, and i machine translated it, hope that’s okay😭🙏

[baiyu361]

self-harm implications // scroll pass if uncomfortable

reposting some old art :P

[baiyu361]

ref is on p3

I've been fantasizing about McMartin over this pic for ages, so I finally had to feed myself😭

[baiyu361]

The victory screen of the internal power struggle at Apple Corps

I feel like in a modern au, it would be like this after John brings up the divorce.

[baiyu361]

I couldn't resist editing this meme.

[baiyu361]

Trying different styles.

[thehuxler]

Paul McCartney & Sexual Trauma/Abuse:

My main recollection of Lennox Gardens is a rather chilling thing, being at John Dunbar and Marianne's house when one of their friends came around who was a heroin addict. And we are in the corner smoking a little bit of pot here. And he is over there, and suddenly he pulls out a big red rubber tube thing and he tightened his arm up, putting a tourniquet on. And he's tapping, and he's got needles and he's got spoons and he's got a little light. And I'm going, 'Uhhhhhh!' You get the kind of shock of horror through you, I thought, 'My God, fucking hell! How did I get here? I'm in a room with a guy who's shooting up!' He had a big rubber tourniquet, which smacked to me of operations. I'd always been fearful of red rubber as a kid. And me mum was a nurse, so enemas and things, it was all red rubber. Very frightening sort of thing to me, not pleasant at all, that shit. We couldn't look at him. — Paul McCartney, Many Years From Now

McCartney told me that he didn’t have many pictures of his mother, although he recalls her approaching him with a red rubber tube and a bowl of soapy water telling him it was time for an enema. “I was crying and begging to not have this torture!” he said.  — “Paul McCartney Doesn’t Really Want to Stop the Show,” David Remnick, The New Yorker (11 October 2021)

This is a real thing that he went through that caused him lifelong trauma—a lifetime fear of red rubber (and likely many other things). Unwanted anal penetration, in that case repeated, is sexual abuse. It may have been Mary's belief it was for medical reasons—but the intent does not matter when contact was unwanted and clearly violating for Paul and was "very frightening."

[baiyu361]

"Come on, look at the camera."

AK × Paul

[baiyu361]

Coming to bed?