Thanks for the tags babes đ @sawymredfox, @milla-frenchy, @time-for-my-weekly-spanking
Finally giving my Twins fic (Joel and Clint are twin brothers) a title: In Between. đ
It's still a work in progress, but here's the latest bit I wrote:
Clint ducked beneath the hood with a sigh. "C'mon, sweetheart⊠don't be a stubborn bitch today." Joel snorted. "You keep sweet-talkin' her like that, she's gonna leave your sorry ass." Clint shot him a look from under the hood. "She'd listen if you'd stop manhandlin' every damn bolt." Joel rolled his eyes, reaching for another wrench. "Hell, she likes a firm hand." Meanwhile, you stood in the kitchen, two sweating glasses of sweet tea forgotten in your hands. The tea wasn't the only thing melting in the Texas heat. When, exactly, had you started seeing a thirty-year-old pickup as competition? Worse⊠when had it started winning? Rock bottom had a four-wheel drive.
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Lesson 19
Summary: A family emergency turns out to be Eloise with a plan, your hormones have officially entered their dramatic era, and Harry decides to do something dangerously romantic about it. Unfortunately, the past has plans too.
authors note: My loves, this chapter kept growing while I was writing it, and I can't believe it almost passed 20k. I almost split it into two parts⊠but changed my mind. It's officially the longest chapter I've ever written, and I hope you have as much fun reading it as I had writing it. Enjoy! â€ïž
âą The Songs: Stand By Me â Florence + The Machine
You are the Reason â Olivia Penalva
What Belongs to You Will Find Its Way Back
April 13th...
Rhinebeck, New York
Three black cars swept up the long drive to Rhinebeck as though bad news had learned to travel in formation.
From the back seat of the first, you watched the estate emerge through the treesâgray stone, climbing ivy, and tall windows catching the last pale light of the afternoon.
It had always looked peaceful from a distance.
Today, it looked like the kind of place where families gathered to hear something they would never forget.
Harry hadn't let go of your hand since Ron received the call. His fingers remained tightly threaded through yours, his thumb brushing slowly over your engagement ring and across your knuckles in a steady rhythm that was probably meant to calm you.
It wasn't working.
Not when his jaw had been locked for the past forty minutes.
Harry had walked out of a meeting without his coat, picked you up before you'd even had time to change, and ordered the driver toward Rhinebeck without waiting for another explanation.
Across from you, Ron sat unusually still, his phone dark in his hand. He'd already called the house twice.
Both times, Eloise's nurse had given him the same answer.
Mrs. Castillo had suffered a difficult morning. She wanted the family in Rhinebeck immediately.
Nothing more.
"Did she sound frightened?" you asked again.
Ron looked up. "The nurse?"
"Yes."
"She sounded controlled."
"That wasn't my question."
Ron hesitated a fraction too long. Harry's grip tightened around your hand. You turned toward him. "Maybe we should've gone straight to the hospital."
"If she needed a hospital, her nurse would've sent her to one," Harry said evenly. "She knows what she's doing." His voice was calm. Deliberately calm.
It might've convinced anyone else.
Not you.
Harry was terrified. He was simply doing everything he could to keep that fear from reaching you. "Eloise is probably fine," he continued, his thumb brushing over your hand again. "It could be exhaustion. A medication adjustment. Anything."
"You don't believe that."
His gaze met yours. "I believe worrying before we know anything won't help you or the babies."
"I'm all right." You leaned closer, covering his hand with yours. "Hey. She's the strongest woman I know. She's going to be okay."
Harry held your gaze for a long moment, as though he wanted to borrow your certainty but wasn't sure how. "She'd better be," he said quietly.
He lifted your hand to his lips, kissing your knuckles before lacing your fingers together once more.
Your free hand drifted instinctively to the gentle curve beneath your dress.
At five months, hiding the pregnancy was no longer possibleânot with twins, and certainly not from a man who'd spent the past several weeks monitoring every meal, every yawn, and nearly every step you took.
Harry noticed immediately. "What is it?"
"Nothing."
"Was that a cramp?"
You smiled. "One of the babies."
"Which one?"
You waited until another tiny flutter danced beneath your palm. "The mischievous one."
Ron blinked. "You can already tell them apart?"
"Of course I can."
"They're identical twins."
"That doesn't mean they have identical personalities."
Another tiny kick answered for you.
You laughed softly. "This one waits until I'm trying to sleep. The other prefers interrupting my calls with Gerard."
Harry considered that. "The second one sounds strategic."
"Definitely a Castillo," Ron said with a smirk.
Harry slowly turned his head. Ron calmly redirected his attention to the window.
Before Harry could answer, the iron gates opened, and the car began its final climb toward the house.
A second car followed close behind.
Through the rear window, you caught a glimpse of your mother and Vivienne sitting side by side, both unnaturally rigid.
Lately, the two women had been spending an astonishing amount of time together.
Ever since you stopped speaking properly to Scarlet... and Harry had grown just as distant from Vivienne.
That, however, was another story.
Probably several.
A third black car turned through the gates.
You frowned. "That's Mikey's car."
Harry glanced over his shoulder.
Ron followed his gaze. "Michael was called as well."
"Of course he was," Harry muttered.
Ron's expression hinted there was more to say. He wisely chose continued employment instead.
The first car rolled to a stop beneath the portico.
Harry was out before the driver had fully opened the door. He rounded the car and offered you his hand. As you stepped out, his other hand instinctively rose above your head, shielding you from the doorframe.
You smiled. "I'm not quite big enough to need help getting out of a car."
"You're carrying our babies." His voice softened. "The least I can do is take care of my queen."
You slipped your hand into his. "You're supervising every limb I own."
Once both your feet were on the gravel, he rested an arm around your waist instead of letting go. He leaned down, pressing a lingering kiss beneath your ear. "I'm very attached to them," he murmured.
You laughed. "All of them?"
"Every single one."
Behind you, Scarlet and Vivienne climbed out of the second car.
Scarlet looked as though she'd abandoned her reading glasses somewhere along the drive. Vivienne, meanwhile, had lost every trace of color.
Your mother's eyes found yours first. Hope flickered across her face, fragile enough to disappear almost immediately.
She took the smallest step forward. At the same moment, Vivienne looked toward Harry with nearly the same uncertainty.
You felt Harry's arm tighten around your waist. Your fingers quietly found his hand.
No words were exchanged. None were needed. Together, the two of you turned toward the house. Scarlet stopped. Vivienne did too. Ron watched the mothers...
...then their children.
He let out the quietest sigh.
The third car pulled beneath the portico. Sienna stepped out first. Mikey emerged from the opposite side. For one suspended moment...
Neither of them moved. Sienna's hair was slightly less polished than usual. Mikey's tie was missing. The top two buttons of his shirt hung open beneath his coat. He looked exactly like a man who hadn't expected to arrive at his grandmother's estate with Harry Castillo's younger sister.
Harry noticed. Slowly... His attention shifted from Sienna...
...to Mikey.
Mikey straightened immediately. Sienna lifted her chin. Even Scarlet and Vivienne forgot their panic long enough to look between them.
"We ran into each other," Mikey said.
"At lunch," Sienna added a little too quickly.
"She needed a ride."
Vivienne frowned. "Weren't you supposed to be at the gallery all afternoon?"
"I was."
"Then how exactly did you run into Michael at lunch?"
Sienna opened her mouth. Nothing came out.
Mikey rescued her. "Manhattan becomes a very small place when two people are hungry."
Scarlet's eyes drifted over his missing tie...
...his open collar...
...and finally the restaurant bag still hanging from his hand.
"Apparently."
Ron glanced toward the company sedan assigned exclusively to Mikey.
"A fortunate coincidence."
Harry remained silent. Which, somehow, was much worse. You felt the exact moment suspicion began arranging itself inside his head.
Questions were coming.
Before the first one could leave his mouth, you caught the front of his coat and gave it a gentle tug.
He looked down.
You held his eyes for a beat.
Not now.
His brows drew together. Somehow...He knew you knew something. He also knew this wasn't the place to ask.
You pulled your coat tighter. "Can we go inside? I'm freezing."
Mikey disappeared from Harry's mind instantly.
His arm settled around your shoulders. "Come on."
Together, you headed for the front entrance.
The interrogation disappeared.
For now.
The front doors were already open.
Two members of staff stood inside the foyer, their expressions solemn. The housekeeper held her hands clasped tightly at her waist, while a young footman stared fixedly at the marble floor.
Something about them felt wrong. Not grief.
Performance.
The realization flickered through you and vanished before you could fully grasp it. Perhaps they had simply been instructed not to say anything. Perhaps your fear was making everything seem strange.
âWhere is she?â Harry asked.
âUpstairs, sir,â the housekeeper replied softly. âHer nurse is waiting.â
Scarlet moved first.
Her heels struck sharply against the marble as she crossed the foyer, Vivienne close beside her. Sienna and Mikey followed without looking at each other.
Harry kept one hand at your back as you climbed the stairs.
Too slowly for everyone else. Too quickly for him.
His arm tightened every time you reached another step.
âHarry, â you warned beneath your breath.
âIâm not carrying you.â
âYou were thinking about it.â
A reluctant smile touched his mouth.
You would have answered, but Eloiseâs nurse appeared at the top of the staircase. Her face was composed. Almost suspiciously composed. âThank you for coming so quickly.â
Harry stopped in front of her. âWhat happened?â
Vivienne stepped beside him. âI was gone for two days. She was perfectly well when I left.â
âSheâs resting.â
âThat isnât an answer,â Harry said.
âShe asked me not to discuss anything until everyone was present.â
Vivienne looked around sharply. âWe are present.â
The nurseâs gaze passed over the group, pausing briefly on Mikey and Sienna before returning to Vivienne.
âYes,â she said. âYou certainly are.â
She turned and led all of you down the corridor. The house had gone unnaturally quiet. No distant clatter from the kitchen. No music from one of the sitting rooms.
Only footsteps and the steady ticking of the old clock near the staircase.
At Eloiseâs bedroom door, the nurse paused. âPlease try not to upset her.â
Vivienne pressed one hand to her chest. âOh, God.â
The nurse opened the door. The curtains had been drawn halfway, leaving the room washed in muted silver light. Eloise lay beneath a pale cashmere blanket, her head resting against a mountain of pillows.
Her eyes were closed.
For the first time since the call, Harry released your hand.
He crossed the room in three strides. âAbuela?â
Eloise did not respond.
Vivienne hurried to the other side of the bed. âMama?â
The rest of you gathered near the footboard. Scarlet reached blindly for your hand, and despite everything that had passed between you, you let her take it.
Sienna stood stiffly beside her. Mikeyâs usual restless energy had disappeared completely. Eloiseâs nurse closed the door behind all of you.
A long moment passed.
Then Eloise took a faint breath. âIs everyone here?â
Her voice was weak enough to make Harry bend closer. âYes,â he said immediately. âWeâre all here.â
âScarlet?â
âIâm here,â Scarlet whispered.
âVivienne?â
âHere, Mama.â
âSienna?â
âYes, Abuela.â
âMikey?â
Mikey blinked. âUh⊠yes, maâam.â
Eloiseâs eyes remained closed. âMi reina?â
You stepped closer, Harryâs hand finding yours again. âIâm here.â
From somewhere near the door, Ron cleared his throat. âFor the record, Iâm here as well.â
Eloise remained motionless. âAh, Ronald,â she breathed. âI remembered you.â
Ron gave a small nod.
Eloise released a long, tired sigh. Then her eyes opened.
Clear. Sharp. Entirely alert.
âBueno,â she said.
Before anyone could react, she pushed herself upright against the pillows with surprising ease, pulled the cashmere blanket neatly over her lap, and held out one hand.
Her nurse placed her reading glasses into it.
Eloise slipped them on and looked around the room, visibly pleased by the collection of pale, frightened faces before her. She clapped her hands together once, bright and decisive. âEveryone is here. Perfect. Then we will not waste Dr. Adlerâs time.â
Silence.
The door to the adjoining sitting room opened.
A woman in a navy suit stepped through, carrying a leather notebook and wearing the professionally neutral expression of someone who had already been warned about the family waiting for her.
âGood evening,â she said. âIâm Dr. Vanessa Adler.â
No one moved.
Harry stared at his grandmother. âAbuela.â
Eloise adjusted her glasses. âWhat?â
âDid you fake a medical emergency?â
Her mouth fell open in theatrical offense. âFake? Ay, por favor (please). I did no such thing.â
âYour nurse said youâd had a difficult morning.â
âI did. My eggs were cold, the coffee was weak, and none of you have answered a direct question in nearly a month. It was a terrible morning.â
Scarlet made an outraged sound. âWe thought you were dying!â
âYou frightened all of us,â you added. âWe came here expecting the worst.â
âI left an entire boardroom without saying a word,â Harry said.
Sienna folded her arms. âThat was cruel, Abuela.â
Mikey whined. âI abandoned my dessert.â Everyone looked at him. âWhat?â he said. âGrief affects people differently.â
Eloise waved one dismissive hand at all of you.
âDios mĂo, look at these faces. At my age, death is always somewhere nearby. I never said it had entered the house.â
Vivienne turned toward the nurse. âYou allowed us to believe something had happened to her.â
âI said Mrs. Castillo wished to see the family urgently,â the nurse replied calmly. âThat was accurate.â
âYou trapped us,â Sienna said.
Eloise looked at her over the rim of her glasses. âHad I said, âCome to Rhinebeck, niños, there is a therapist waiting to discuss your feelings,â would you have come?â Sienna opened her mouth. Nothing emerged. âExactly,â Eloise said. âDo not argue when you know I am right. It gives me a headache.â
Mikey looked between Eloise and Dr. Adler. âYou used mortality as a scheduling tool.â
âAnd you arrived on time for the first time since I met you.â
Mikey considered that. âThatâs incredibly manipulative.â Then a slow, appreciative grin appeared on his face. âI like it.â
You stepped closer to the bed. âEloise, Iâm five months pregnant with twins. You cannot summon me by implying that you may be dying. There are currently three heartbeats inside this body, and you frightened all of them.â
Eloise reached for your hand. âCome here, mi reina.â
You gave her a suspicious look but allowed her to take it.
She squeezed your fingers between both of hers, her expression softening. âI am sorry I frightened you, mi amor.â
âYou donât look very sorry.â
âNo, because I am not sorry that it worked.â
âEloise.â
âAy, let me finish.â She patted your hand. âI would not have done any of this if all of you had not become completely impossible.â
A chorus of protests began.
Eloise lifted one finger. âÂĄBasta! (enough!)â The room fell silent. âAt our last family dinner, Scarlet and mi reina spoke exclusively through the salt and pepper.â
You glanced toward your mother. Scarlet looked away with great dignity.
âHarry and Vivienne exchanged six words all evening,â Eloise continued. âFour of them concerned the rain.â
Vivienne folded her arms. Harry said nothing, which did very little to help his case.
âAnd now Vivienne is spending every free hour with Scarlet. Just like schoolgirls. Their son and daughter are sulking in separate corners, so naturally the mothers have abandoned them to whisper together.â
Scarletâs expression became carefully blank.
Vivienne lifted her chin. âWe are allowed to enjoy one anotherâs company.â
âSĂ, of course.â Eloise looked between them over the rim of her glasses. âAnd I am supposed to believe the two of you have no secrets while you disappear for lunches, lower your voices when I enter a room, and suddenly stop speaking whenever one of your children appears.â
Neither woman answered.
Eloise gave a satisfied nod.
âYou may fool your children. You may fool one another. But you will not fool this old woman. Whatever you are hiding, whatever ridiculous problem has driven you into one anotherâs arms, you will solve it.â
Scarletâs expression remained perfectly composed.
Which, in your experience, generally meant Eloise was right. Sienna lowered her head, hiding a smile. Then Eloise turned toward her.
âAnd you.â
Sienna blinked. âWhat about me?â
Eloise narrowed her eyes. âYou have been happy.â
Sienna stared at her. âIâm sorry?â
âToo happy,â Eloise said. âSmiling at your telephone. Disappearing for lunch. Wearing perfume in the afternoon.â
âThat doesnât mean anything.â
âSĂ, sĂ. And I am a foolish old woman who has never seen a girl hide a man.â
Mikey coughed. Eloiseâs head turned toward him immediately.
âAnd there he is.â
Mikey straightened. âWhy am I suddenly involved?â
Eloise looked from him to Sienna and back again.
âI may be eighty-six, cariño, but when it comes to romance, deception, and badly concealed attraction, my mind is still sharper than most of yours.â
Sienna abruptly found the carpet fascinating. Mikey looked toward the window. âCome on, Eloise,â he said with an unconvincing laugh. âThis is becoming wildly speculative.â
âMm-hm.â
Harryâs eyes narrowed. âWhat exactly does that mean?â
Eloise waved one hand dismissively. âNothing you need to worry about yet.â
âAbuela.â
âDo not âAbuelaâ me. If there is something to know, I will know it before you do.â
From near the door, Ron murmured, âAt least we now know where the Castillos inherited their observational skills.â
Eloise released your hand and settled back against her pillows, looking around at the family with the weary affection of a woman who had raised too many stubborn people and somehow acquired several more.
âSo I have decided that all of you need therapy.â
âWe do not all need therapy,â Vivienne said.
âSome people need boundaries,â you murmured.
Scarlet looked at you. âSome people need to communicate instead of freezing out their mothers.â
âSome people need to stop investigating other peopleâs private lives,â Vivienne added.
Harryâs jaw tightened. âSome people need better judgment regarding men.â
âAy, Dios mĂo.â Eloise struck the mattress lightly with her palm. âListen to yourselves. You sound like children arguing over one toy.â No one answered. âAs the eldest person in this family, I am asking for one afternoon without secrets, sulking, investigators, secret lunches, mysterious interviews, and whatever else you are all doing behind closed doors.â
She pointed toward Dr. Adler.
âYou will speak to this nice woman. You will tell her the truth. Not the elegant version, not the corporate version, and not the version where you are all innocent little angels. You will solve your problems, or at the very least, you will learn to argue more quietly. I would like to enjoy the rest of my life.â
Dr. Adler cleared her throat and stepped forward.
âMy plan is to begin with a few brief private conversations. Afterward, weâll meet together to discuss the patterns affecting the family as a whole.â She glanced around at the collection of reluctant faces.
âShall we begin?â
The private sitting room was smaller than Eloise's bedroom, warmer too, with tall windows overlooking the gardens and a low fire crackling beneath the marble mantel. A carafe of water sat on the table beside a box of tissues with the quiet menace of something fully expecting to be needed.
Dr. Adler was already seated in one of the armchairs, her notebook resting open across her lap. She gestured toward the sofa opposite. "Please. Make yourself comfortable."
You lowered yourself carefully onto the cushions, one hand supporting the underside of your stomach. "Comfortable stopped being an available position about three weeks ago."
A faint smile tugged at her lips. "Would another cushion help?"
"If you bring me another cushion, Harry will somehow sense it through the wall and order six more." That earned a soft laugh. You adjusted your skirt and glanced toward the closed door. "I still can't believe Eloise actually did that."
"I'm observing that her method was effective," Dr. Adler replied. "Everyone she asked to come arrived."
"Because we thought she was dying."
"Which says something rather lovely about how much she means to all of you."
You narrowed your eyes. "That sounds suspiciously like therapeutic manipulation."
"It sounds like an observation."
"You're going to fit into this family beautifully."
She smiled, letting the joke pass. Instead, her attention drifted brieflyânot intrusivelyâto the curve of your stomach. "Before we discuss your family⊠how are you feeling? Is everything going well with the pregnancy?"
You rested your palm over the place where one of the babies had been moving throughout the drive. "I'm about as well as anyone five months pregnant with twins can be."
"Tired?"
"Constantly."
"Any pain today?"
"No. Just pressure, backache, occasional insomnia⊠and two tiny people with very strong opinions about where my internal organs should be."
She nodded. "And emotionally?"
You looked at her. "That feels like a much more expensive question."
"It usually is."
A comfortable silence settled between you.
Then she asked, "Where would you like to begin?"
You gave her a knowing look. "You already know where Eloise wants us to begin."
"She gave me a broad outline."
"And?"
"I'd rather hear your version."
You sighed. "Of course she did." Another quiet pause. "If we're actually doing thisâŠ" You drew a slow breath. "Everything started after I moved into Harry's house."
At the time, you had been barely three months pregnant. The babies were still easy enough to hide beneath tailored coats and structured dresses. The nausea wasn't. Neither was the exhaustion. But Queen Financial had only just begun recovering, and the last thing you wanted was for anyone walking into a boardroom to mistake pregnancy for weakness. For weeks, you carried ginger tea in coffee cups and smiled through mornings when simply remaining upright felt like an act of corporate defiance.
"And your mother knew?"
"Everything."
"Was she supportive?"
You let out a quiet, humorless laugh. "I thought she was."
When you told Scarlet, she'd cried. She'd held your face, kissed your forehead, and told you that after everything you'd survived, you deserved something beautiful. Then, less than twenty-four hours laterâŠ
âŠthe conversation became strategy.
"Her first concern wasn't my health. It was the company."
Dr. Adler remained silent.
"Queen Financial was still fragile. Investors were watching everything I did. And she believed a public pregnancy would overshadow the recovery. She thought it would become the only thing people saw."
Scarlet's voice still echoed in your memory.
You cannot announce this yet, darling. Not until the company is stronger.
At first, you'd agreed. It seemed reasonable. Temporary. You'd wait until refinancing was complete. Then the board transition. Then quarterly earnings. There was always another milestone. Another reason to wait.
"How did that make you feel?"
You looked down at your hands. "Like I wasn't carrying two babies. Like I was carrying a liability."
Dr. Adler let the silence sit. "And the wedding?"
You leaned back carefully. "That was worse."
Scarlet had been thrilled when you and Harry found your way back to one another. She'd told you pride wasn't a substitute for love. That you'd regret letting fear choose your future. But once the ring was on your fingerâŠ
âŠand the pregnancy could no longer be hiddenâŠ
Everything came with conditions.
You cannot marry him while you're visibly pregnant.
"I honestly thought I'd misheard her."
"What was her reasoning?"
"That Manhattan would turn it into a circus."
Another memory surfaced.
They'll say Harry rescued you, rescued your company, got you pregnant, and rushed you down the aisle before anyone could ask questions.
"None of that was true."
"No," Dr. Adler said quietly. "It wasn't."
You gave a faint smile. "But she wasn't wrong about the headlines."
The smile faded. "She wanted us to wait until after the girls were born."
Twenty minutes later, Scarlet occupied the same sofa.
Her posture was immaculate, one elegant leg crossed over the other. Even now, she looked more like a woman preparing for a board meeting than a therapy session. Dr. Adler closed her notebook from the previous conversation and opened it to a fresh page.
"Tell me what changed from your perspective."
Scarlet folded her hands neatly in her lap. "She finally looked happy."
Dr. Adler waited.
"I had watched my daughter spend years carrying responsibilities that should never have belonged to her. Then she found her way back to Harry. She was expecting twins. She had a future." A faint smile touched Scarlet's lips. "I wanted to protect it."
"And what did protecting it look like to you?"
"Managing the circumstances around it."
"You mean the company."
"Among other things."
Scarlet glanced toward the window before continuing. "Queen Financial had only just survived the worst crisis in its history. Investors were watching everything. I believed one public pregnancy would eclipse everything she had accomplished."
"And the wedding?"
Scarlet didn't hesitate. "I wanted that to belong to them."
Dr. Adler tilted her head slightly. "Ms. Queen remembers it differently."
"I'm aware."
Scarlet let out a slow breath. "I told her she wasn't a spectacle. My concern wasn't the marriage. It was how the world would rewrite it. I wanted her achievements to remain her own."
Silence lingered for a moment. Then Dr. Adler asked quietly, "And what do you think Queen heard?"
Scarlet's brow furrowed.
"IâŠ"
She stopped.
Dr. Adler didn't rescue her. Instead, she simply waited. Scarlet's shoulders lowered almost imperceptibly. "âŠThat I cared more about appearances than about her."
Another pause. "Was she wrong?"
Scarlet didn't answer immediately. Finally⊠"No." She looked toward the floor. "Not entirely."
Dr. Adler turned back to you. âWhat happened after that conversation?â
"I stopped telling her things."
Scarlet's response came without hesitation.
"She punished me."
"I set a boundary."
"She excluded me from the pregnancy."
"She knew the babies were healthy."
"She wouldn't let me attend the next scan."
"She tried to relocate my obstetrician to Rhinebeck."
"I suggested an alternative arrangement."
"She had an examination room prepared in the house."
"It was discreet."
"It had a chandelier."
"The chandelier was already there."
Dr. Adler paused.
"And the flowers?"
Scarlet's eyes narrowed slightly. "Medical rooms are unnecessarily bleak."
Back in your session, you looked toward the ceiling. "Do you see what I'm dealing with?"
"I'm beginning to," Dr. Adler admitted.
"The second baby had already been identified as a girl," you continued. "The other refused to cooperate."
Despite yourself, a smile appeared.
"A few days ago⊠we finally found out."
Dr. Adler smiled back.
"And?"
"Another girl."
The words still warmed something inside you.
Two daughters.
Two tiny heartbeats.
Two entirely different futures already unfolding.
"And you haven't told your mother."
"No."
"Why?"
You looked down at your engagement ring before answering.
"Because I wanted one thing to belong to Harry and me before it became a theme, a luncheon, a guest list⊠and twelve thousand flowers."
That earned the smallest laugh.
Then Dr. Adler grew thoughtful.
"So withholding that information became a boundary."
"It did."
"And it remained one?"
"For a while."
"And after that?"
You hesitated.
"âŠMaybe it stopped being only a boundary."
"A little?"
You sighed.
"Moderately."
One corner of Dr. Adler's mouth lifted.
"Elegantly punitive."
Despite yourselfâŠ
You laughed.
"So Harry wasn't exaggerating."
"Oh?"
"He told me your sense of humor usually appears about twenty minutes after your honesty."
You smiled despite yourself.
"He's annoyingly perceptive."
"I've noticed."
Dr. Adler closed the notebook.
For a moment, neither of you spoke.
Finally, she said,
"I'd like to ask you one last question."
You nodded.
"When Scarlet said she was protecting youâŠ"
"âŠdid any part of you believe her?"
Silence. A long one. EventuallyâŠ
"Yes."
"And yet?"
"I didn't need protecting."
"You needed trusting."
Your voice had become barely more than a whisper. "I needed her to trust that I could live my own life."
Dr. Adler nodded once. "I think that's a very important distinction."
She stood, gathering her notebook. "I won't ask you to forgive her today." You looked up. "I don't think either of you is ready for that. But I do think you're both grieving the same relationship."
You frowned. "The same relationship?"
"The one each of you thought you had. And that's usually where healing begins."
By the time Harry took your place on the sofa, Dr. Adler had already filled several pages. She turned to a fresh one and poised her pen above it. âMr. Castillo. Tell me about your mother.â
Harry settled back, resting one ankle over his knee. âMy mother is seeing a man.â
Twenty minutes later, Vivienne answered the same question with visible irritation. âI had dinner with a perfectly respectable gentleman.â
âFour dinners,â Harry said in his own session.
âThree dinners and one lunch.â
âTwo lunches.â
Vivienne sighed and looked toward the ceiling. âMy son apparently keeps a ledger.â
âThere was also a weekend in Connecticut.â
âThere were twelve bedrooms in that house,â Vivienne protested.
âThat doesnât make the weekend less concerning.â
âIt makes it considerably less intimate.â
âHe sent her roses.â
âHe is French.â
Harry looked directly at Dr. Adler. âThat is not a defense.â
Dr. Adler rested the tip of her pen against the page. âMr. Castillo, your mother is an autonomous adult.â
âIâm aware.â
âYou had the man investigated.â
âAutonomy does not eliminate due diligence.â
"And did your mother ask for your protection?"
"No."
"Then why did you decide she needed it? What are you afraid will happen?"
âHe could take advantage of her.â
âFinancially?â
âFinancially, socially or emotionally. Those things often overlap.â
âAnd did your mother ask for your protection?â
âNo.â
âThen why did you decide she needed it?â
Harryâs fingers moved once against the arm of the sofa. âPeople rarely ask before something goes wrong.â
âThat sounds less like an answer about this man and more like an answer about someone else.â
His eyes lifted to hers. âMy father left.â
The words were flat and controlled. Dr. Adler did not immediately begin writing again.
âYour parents divorced?â
âNo.â
She paused. âYour mother is still legally married to him?â
âYes.â
âAnd yet he has not been part of her life for years.â
âNo.â
Harry looked toward the window. âMy mother never received an ending. He simply left her with the consequences.â
âNot anymore. We donât remind her. The last time her condition worsened, the doctors told us to avoid anything that could trigger another episode.â
Dr. Adler regarded him quietly. âSo your fatherâs absence is something the entire family is required to live around, but never fully discuss.â
âThat isnât why weâre here.â
âPerhaps not. But it may explain why another man entering your motherâs life feels less simple to you than it does to her.â
When Dr. Adler later asked Vivienne about Harryâs behavior after Eduardo left, her irritation softened. âHe became efficient.â
âThat sounds like an unusual response to grief.â
âIt was Harryâs response. He dealt with the lawyers, the accounts and every practical problem Eduardo left behind. Sienna was nineteen and furious. Harry called her constantly until she threatened to block him.â
âAnd you?â
âI was still married to a man who had chosen not to be my husband.â
Vivienne looked down at her hands.
âHarry decided that if Eduardo had abandoned his responsibilities, he would assume all of them.â
âDid you ask him to?â
âNo. Harry has never waited to be asked.â
Back in his own session, Dr. Adler said, âHas this new man given you any reason to believe he intends to hurt her?â
âNot yet.â
âSo youâre preparing for a betrayal that has not occurred.â
âIâm being cautious.â
Dr. Adler lowered her pen. âYour motherâs marriage never formally ended, your fatherâs absence cannot be openly discussed around your grandmother, and you have spent years managing the consequences. It makes sense that you want this new relationship verified before you allow yourself to trust it.â
âAllow myself?â
âYes. Because this is not only about whether your mother trusts him.â
Harry said nothing.
âItâs also about whether you can tolerate her beginning a new life when the old one was never properly closed.â
In Vivienneâs session, Dr. Adler asked, âDoes being legally married to Eduardo affect how you feel about seeing someone else?â
Vivienne was silent for a moment. âSometimes.â
âGuilt?â
âNot toward Eduardo.â Her answer came sharply. âHe surrendered any right to ask for loyalty when he left.â
âThen what?â
Vivienne exhaled. âThe strangeness of it. Beginning something new when part of my life is still sitting unfinished in a locked room.â
âAnd Harry knows that.â
âHarry knows everything.â A faint smile touched her mouth. âThat is both his best quality and his most exhausting one.â
Later, when Dr. Adler brought them into the room together, Harry sat at one end of the sofa and Vivienne chose the other.
âHarry,â Dr. Adler began, âyour mother understands that your actions come from love.â
âAnd arrogance,â Vivienne added.
âAnd arrogance,â Dr. Adler allowed. âBut she is not asking you to erase the risk. She is asking you to trust her to decide whether it is worth taking.â
Harry looked at his mother. âDoes he know youâre still legally married?â
âYes.â
âDoes he know why?â
âYes.â
âDoes he know about Abuela?â
âOnly what he needs to know.â
âHas he asked for money?â
âNo.â
âProfessional introductions?â
âNo.â
âAccess to the family?â
âNo.â
âHas heââ
âHarry.â
He stopped.
Vivienneâs voice softened. âIâm not replacing your father. Iâm trying to stop living as though the life he abandoned is the only one Iâm allowed to have.â
That silenced him.
After a moment, Harry nodded once. âIf something feels wrong, youâll tell me.â
âYes.â
âImmediately?â
âWithin a reasonable period.â
âDefine reasonable.â
Dr. Adler lifted one hand. âNo negotiations.â
Harry looked dissatisfied but relented. âFine.â
âAnd you will not investigate him further,â Vivienne said.
âI wonât authorize any new investigation.â
âThat isnât the same sentence.â
âItâs the sentence Iâm offering.â
âHarry.â
He sighed. âI will not investigate him further.â
âOr ask Ron.â
His silence lasted half a second too long.
Dr. Adler looked at him. âOr Ron,â he added.
Vivienneâs shoulders eased. She reached over and touched his cheek. âMy poor baby boy.â
Harry leaned away. âMama.â
âYouâve always been so devoted to me.â
âI am forty-six years old.â
âAnd still my baby.â Vivienne smiled. âWhen you stop treating me like a helpless abandoned wife, Iâll stop treating you like a worried little boy.â
Harry looked toward Dr. Adler. âIs this therapeutically appropriate?â
She made one final note. âIt appears to be working.â
Vivienne patted his cheek again. âMy baby boy.â
Harry closed his eyes. âThis was a mistake.â
Dr. Adler turned to a fresh page.
Across from her, Mikey settled into the armchair as though he had been waiting his entire life for an audience legally required to listen to him.
"Before we start," he said, leaning forward with a conspiratorial smile, "everything we say in here stays in here, right? I can tell you anything?"
"Within the boundaries I explained earlier, yes."
She regarded him over the top of her notebook.
"Although I was under the impression we would be discussing your problem."
"I don't have a problem."
"Are you certain? You and Miss Castillo appear to be concealing something from your families."
His smile faltered.
"Did Eloise tell you that?"
"She shared several suspicions."
"That woman missed her calling."
"What was her calling?"
"International espionage." He leaned back with a sigh. "Fine. It was a problem. Mostly."
Dr. Adler waited.
"I realized I liked Sienna." Another pause. "I then tried several strategies that failed spectacularly." She waited again. "And eventually everything worked because of my little sister."
That finally earned a smile. "You asked your sister for advice?"
"I did."
He leaned forward again, lowering his voice. "My little sister is the smartest woman I know. Smarter than my mother. If that sentence leaves this room, I'll deny it under oath."
The corner of Dr. Adlerâs mouth curved. âAnd you asked your sister for advice about Sienna?â
âI did. She told me to stop trying so hard and just be myself.â He leaned back, satisfied. âShe was right.â
Twenty minutes later, Sienna occupied the same chair. She looked considerably less pleased by Queen's advice. "I'd never thought of Mikey that way before," she admitted.
"He was funny. Different." A small smile appeared. "But whatever this is⊠it only started last week."
"What changed?"
"He came to an auction I'd curated." A pause. "Everything went downhill after that."
One Week Earlier
The Belcourt Auction House, Manhattan
The auction room was exactly what wealthy New Yorkers liked to imagine culture looked likeâpolished wood, quiet lighting, priceless objects behind glass, and enough restrained elegance to justify spending absurd amounts of money.
Mikey wandered through it wearing a burgundy velvet jacket, cropped black trousers, martini-print cashmere socks, tinted glasses, and the cream trilby Sienna would later describe as a personal attack against art.
A numbered paddle rested in one hand.
An open packet of gummy bears occupied the other.
He stopped in front of an abstract painting made up of three black lines.
A member of staff approached.
"A striking piece, isn't it, sir?"
Mikey tilted his head.
"Is it finished?"
"âŠYes, sir."
"Good for him."
Then he saw Sienna.
She stood near the front beside the auctioneer, dressed in a sharply tailored dark suit that somehow made everyone around her look underprepared.
His grin appeared before he could stop it.
He had come for her. Entirely for her. Mostly for her. He lifted the paddle and waved. Sienna noticed immediately.
Her expression passed through surpriseâŠ
âŠdisbeliefâŠ
âŠsuspicionâŠ
âŠand something softer that disappeared almost as quickly as it arrived.
She gave him the smallest wave in return. Unfortunately⊠So did the auctioneer.
Genevieve Crane smiled from behind the podium.
Mikey, meanwhile, looked at her with absolutely no recognition. An unfortunate situation⊠considering she remembered him perfectly.
"Two hundred and eighty thousand from bidder seventy-four."
Mikey blinked.
"What?"
The auctioneer rested one hand beside the gavel.
"Two hundred and ninety thousand on the telephone."
Mikey frowned.
"No, I was waving toâ"
"Three hundred thousand from bidder seventy-four."
A ripple spread through the room.
Across the aisle, Sienna's eyes widened.
She shook her head frantically.
Mikey pointed at her.
"No. Her. I was waving at her."
"Three hundred and twenty thousand."
"What? No."
The auctioneer's smile never wavered.
"Three hundred and forty?"
Mikey threw both hands into the air.
"Stop looking at my hands!"
"Three hundred and forty thousand from bidder seventy-four."
Sienna mouthed,
Put. The paddle. Down. You idiot.
Mikey stared at the paddle as though it had betrayed him personally.
He shoved it inside his jacket.
The auctioneer waited.
The room fell silent.
"Three hundred and forty thousand, once."
Mikey cautiously raised one finger.
"Can I ask a question?"
"Three hundred and sixty thousand."
"Oh, come on."
"Three hundred and sixty thousand, once."
Sienna covered her face.
"Twice."
Mikey looked at her helplessly.
The gavel struck.
"Sold."
Polite applause echoed through the room.
Mikey remained frozen. "What did I buy?"
The gentleman beside him closed his catalogue. "A seventeenth-century Venetian cristallo marriage goblet."
Mikey stared at the stage.
"Singular?"
"Yes."
"For three hundred and sixty thousand dollars?"
"Plus buyer's premium."
He closed his eyes.
"âŠI don't know what that means."
The moment the auction ended, Mikey headed straight for the auctioneer.
"Excuse me."
She looked up pleasantly.
"Yes?"
"There has been a terrible misunderstanding."
"Has there?"
"I was waving."
"You raised your paddle."
"To say hello."
"Several times."
"Because you kept selling me things."
"I sold you one thing."
"For the price of an apartment."
She smiled.
"You should probably familiarize yourself with auction procedure, Mr. Queen."
A beat.
"Although I suppose rules have never been your strength."
Mikey frowned.
"âŠDo we know each other?"
Sienna stopped walking. The auctioneer laughed once. "Typical Mikey."
Recognition finally dawned. "âŠGenevieve?"
Her smile vanished. "Oh. So you do remember."
"Fuck."
"Perhaps the rules of an auction slipped your mindâŠ
the same way the woman you left alone in a hotel suite apparently did."
Sienna quietly turned away and began speaking to another member of staff.
"Hey."
Mikey hurried after her.
"That was six years ago."
"I was a different person."
She didn't even look at him.
Behind themâŠ
Genevieve smiled.
Mikey slowly turned back toward her. "You vindictive witch."
"You just ruined everything."
Two attendants approached carrying the goblet on a velvet tray.
It was breathtaking. Centuries old. Delicate. Beautiful.
Mikey looked at it with absolutely no emotional attachment.
"Congratulations, Mr. Queen."
"Shall we process the purchase through the Queen Foundation account?"
Mikey closed his eyes. "âŠOf course it's the foundation account."
He looked at the goblet. "âŠWell. I bought it. So it's mine."
He reached into his coat⊠removed the packet of gummy bears⊠and tipped them directly into the three-hundred-year-old Venetian goblet.
Silence. Genevieve stared. "That object has survived three centuries."
"And now it has purpose."
The administrator held the tablet toward Mikey again. As he prepared to sign, Genevieve leaned closer.
âTry not to forget this one by morning, Mr. Queen. It cost considerably more than the women you leave behind.â
Mikeyâs hand stopped above the screen.
He looked at her for a moment, then lowered the stylus. âOne second.â
He took out his phone and started a video call. "You asked for it."
The screen rang twice before you appeared. You were seated somewhere bright in a silk blouse, one hand resting beneath the pronounced curve of your stomach. Yuliana stood beside you with a tray of tea.
âMikey.â
âHey, baby sister. You look beautiful. Radiant. Glowing.â
âWhat did you do?â
âThatâs hurtful. You donât even know why Iâm calling.â
âYou only call me âbaby sisterâ when money, police, or bodily injury are involved.â
âTechnically, none of those.â
Dr. Adler interrupted the story. âYou called Ms. Queenâyour sister?â
Mikey nodded. âShe was the only person who could get me out of it.â
âAnd she did?â
A proud grin spread across his face. âWithout even setting foot in the building.â
Mikey turned the phone toward Genevieve. "Someone would like a word."
Genevieve took one look at the screen. "âŠQueen." Her face fell. "Shit."
Mikey held the phone closer anyway.
The change in your face was almost imperceptible. Your posture remained relaxed and your voice gentle, but every trace of warmth disappeared.
âGenevieve, darling. Listen carefully, because I am five months pregnant with identical twins, I slept for approximately three hours, one of them has mistaken my ribs for a rehearsal studio, and the other appears to be conducting experiments on my bladder. What little patience I have left is reserved for members of my immediate family.â
Yuliana nodded solemnly behind the phone.
Genevieve raised her chin. âYour brother placed a valid bid. He should know the rules.â
âMy brother should know many thingsâauction procedure, womenâs names, and when to stop wearing that hat among them. His intellectual limitations are not the matter presently under review.â
Mikey looked offended.
You continued without acknowledging him. âThe auction was recorded. Your staff saw him attempting to correct the bid. Half the room watched you accelerate the increments while addressing a registered bidder with whom you have an undisclosed personal history.â
Genevieveâs expression faltered. âThat has nothing to do withââ
âIt has everything to do with professional conduct. Do not mistake my brotherâs stupidity for an opportunity.â
âHey, sister-â Mikey protested.
You ignored him.
âMichael may be an idiot, but he is our idiot. You used a charity auction to settle a six-year-old grievance with a man who did not even remember you well enough to understand that he was being punished.â
Genevieveâs face flushed.
You studied her for another second. âAlso, whatever youâve been earning by selling antiques to harmless fools appears to have been reinvested in self-tanner. That was an unfortunate decision. The shade is less Saint-Tropez and more decorative terracotta.â Yuliana tilted her head, considered Genevieve on the screen, and nodded again. âAnd is that Valentino from four seasons ago?â you continued. âGenevieve, honestly. If you intend to humiliate my family in public, at least donât do it dressed like an archived press sample.â
Siennaâs eyebrows rose.
Mikey beamed at the phone as though you had complimented him personally.
âThat is insulting,â Genevieve said.
âNo. It is embarrassing. There is a difference.â
Your hand moved over your stomach as one of the babies shifted. âHere is what happens next. You void the sale, apologize to Mr. Queen for the misunderstanding, and return the goblet to its case before he attempts to serve breakfast cereal in it.â
Mikey glanced at the gummy bears. âI wouldnât use milk.â You gave him a look. He closed his mouth.
Genevieve folded her arms. âAnd if Belcourt refuses?â
Your smile appearedâsmall, beautiful, and lethal. âThen the Queen Foundation will dispute the transaction, suspend its annual patronage, and request a formal ethics review into why a senior auctioneer accepted repeated accidental gestures as bids from a former sexual partner without disclosing the conflict.â Genevieveâs lips parted.
âI am currently carrying the future beneficiaries of both the Queen and Castillo families and, regrettably, I am one of the most discussed women in Manhattan. If I say this was personal retaliation disguised as a charitable transaction, by breakfast every board member, donor, and consignor attached to Belcourt will know exactly which phrase to repeat.â
Silence fell around the podium.
Mikey slowly selected another gummy bear.
You tilted your head. âHave I explained the available options clearly?â
Genevieve swallowed. âYes.â
âYes, what?â
âYes, Ms. Queen.â
âWonderful. I knew we would understand one another.â Your smile vanished as smoothly as it had appeared. âYuliana, end the call before she mistakes any more of my attention for social relevance.â
âI love you, baby sister,â Mikey called quickly. âTake care of my nieces.â
âTry taking care of your own reputation for the rest of the day.â
The screen went dark.
Genevieve turned toward the administrator. âVoid lot forty-seven.â
The attendants took the goblet from Mikey. Before surrendering it, he scooped the gummy bears out with one hand and dropped them into his mouth.
From across the room, Sienna laughed.
She finished her conversation and walked toward him, glancing once at Genevieve and the retreating attendants. âLet me guess. Queen fixed it?â
âYes.â Mikey removed his tinted glasses. âSienna, Iâm sorry. Iâm an idiot.â
âFor putting gummy bears in a three-hundred-year-old Venetian goblet?â
âNo. Well, partially.â He glanced down at the paddle still protruding from his jacket. âI came to an auction you curated because I wanted to support you, and somehow I made the entire thing about me.â
âThat does seem to happen around you.â
âI know.â His confidence disappeared for the first time that afternoon. âBut I came because of you. I care about you. More than a little, actually. And when Iâm around you, my hands apparently stop communicating with my brain, and then I forget what I meant to say, andââ
Sienna began to laugh again.
Mikey frowned. âThis feels like a vulnerable moment.â
âYou really are unlike anyone Iâve ever met, Mikey.â She shook her head. âI told you to put the paddle down, and instead you hid it inside your jacket and kept raising your fingers.â
âI panicked.â
âThat was obvious.â
âDoes the fact that youâre laughing mean you forgive me?â
âI donât think so.â
âWhat if I buy you dinner?â
Sienna looked at him for a moment. âOne dinner.â
By the time everyone returned to the sitting room, the April light beyond the tall windows had begun to fade, softening the edges of Rhinebeck into shades of blue and gold.
Without anyone consciously deciding it, everyone drifted back to the same places.
You settled beside Harry. His hand found yours immediately, his thumb brushing lightly across your knuckles. He didn't ask how your session had gone. Somehow, the gesture promised he wouldâlater, when the answer belonged only to the two of you.
Across from you, Scarlet sat with the same composed posture she always carried into difficult conversations. This time, however, when your eyes met, neither of you looked away.
Beside her, Vivienne crossed one elegant leg over the other. She still looked faintly offended by several events of the afternoon, but no longer refused to acknowledge Harry's existence.
Harry gave her the smallest nod.
It wasn't quite an apology. It wasn't forgiveness. But it was a beginning.
Sienna chose the armchair nearest the fireplace.
Mikey sat on its broad arm without asking.
She looked up at him and, for the first time all day, didn't tell him to move.
Dr. Adler closed her notebook.
"I've heard four very different stories today," she began. "But they've all led me to the same conclusion."
The room grew quiet. "When this family is frightened, none of you asks for control." She looked around the room. "You simply take it." Harry lowered his eyes. Scarlet folded her hands. Vivienne's expression softened almost imperceptibly. Mikey suddenly found the pattern in the rug fascinating. "You investigate." She looked at Harry. "You plan." Scarlet. "You withhold." Your turn. "And sometimesâŠ" her gaze shifted toward Mikey and Sienna, "âŠyou attempt to solve problems before anyone has admitted they're problems."
Mikey slowly raised a finger.
"I feel mildly targeted."
"You should."
A ripple of laughter moved through the room. Even Harry smiled.
Dr. Adler waited until the laughter faded.
"Every one of you described those choices as protection."
She paused. "The person on the receiving end experienced them as control."
Silence settled once more. "I'd like each of you to try something different."
No one spoke. "The next time you're frightened for someone you love⊠ask them what they need before deciding for them."
Nobody argued.
For this familyâŠ
âŠthat alone felt like remarkable progress.
The door opened.
Eloise stepped inside, carrying her cane less as a walking aid and more as a symbol of authority.
She surveyed the room carefully.
No one appeared to be crying.
No one appeared ready to disown anyone.
She gave a satisfied nod.
"Bueno." She tapped the floor once with her cane. "Enough emotional growth for one afternoon." A beat. "Dinner is ready."
"And if any of you start another family crisis before the soupâŠ"
"âŠI'll schedule a second therapist."
Mikey stood immediately. "What kind of soup?"
"The kind you'll eat."
"That still doesn't narrow it down."
Sienna quietly caught the back of his jacket before he could continue and steered him toward the hallway.
Scarlet and Vivienne followed together, their conversation noticeably quieter than it had been only an hour earlier.
Harry rose beside you, offering his hand.
Once you were standing securely, his palm settled against the small of your back.
"Ready?"
You nodded. "Starving."
"Good."
"I intend to steal at least half your dessert."
"You always do."
"I know."
Together, you followed the others into the corridor. Within moments the sitting room fell silent. Almost.
Dr. Adler slipped her notebook into her leather bag and reached for her coat. A discreet knock interrupted her. The door opened just enough for Ron to step inside before quietly closing it again.
He remained standing. "May I ask you something?"
Dr. Adler smiled faintly. "Is this about the family?"
"No."
"Good."
She gestured toward the empty sofa. "Then it's probably about you."
"I'd prefer not to turn this into a session. If a man has never had a serious relationship but his current girlfriend wishes to get married and he doesn't believe he's readyâŠ" He adjusted his cuff. "âŠthere also happens to be a childhood friend."
Dr. Adler considered him for a moment. "Does your girlfriend know you're emotionally preoccupied with someone else?"
"No."
"Then you shouldn't agree to marry her."
"And the childhood friend?"
"Do you want a future with her or is she simply a safe possibility that allows you to postpone making a difficult decision?"
Ron frowned. "How does one determine that?"
"By telling both women the truth."
He looked genuinely disappointed. "That sounds unnecessarily human."
From somewhere down the corridor came Eloise's unmistakable voice.
"ÂĄRonald! Harry is already answering emails at the dinner table!"
Ron reached for the doorknob. "This conversation never happened." "ÂĄRonald!"
"I'm coming, Mrs. Castillo."
The door closed behind him.
April 23rd
A week after Rhinebeck, Queen Financial had settled into a rhythm that was not quite normal, but no longer felt like an emergency.
Gerard called every morning with whatever developments he believed required your attention. Dana sent carefully filtered briefings twice a day, having apparently decided anything capable of raising your blood pressure required written authorization before reaching you.
Emily and Chloe phoned almost daily, supposedly to discuss work and inevitably ending with questions about the twins, your appetite, and whether Harry had yet attempted to place you under medically supervised house arrest.
He hadn't. Technically.
By Friday evening, your final call with Gerard had lasted twelve minutes longer than promised.
âThe revised projections are in your inbox,â he said through the speaker. âYou donât need to look at them tonight.â
âYou sent them to me tonight.â
âI sent them so you would know they exist.â
âAnd now that I know they exist, you expect me not to open them?â
âYes.â
âThatâs an unreasonable understanding of my personality.â
From the other end of the sofa, Harry calmly reached over and removed the phone from your hand. âWeâre done,â he said.
Gerard did not hesitate. âThank you, Harry.â
âYouâre both becoming intolerable,â you informed them.
âMonday morning,â Gerard replied. âGood night, Ms. Queen.â
The call ended before you could object. Harry placed your phone facedown on the coffee table, well beyond your immediate reach. You looked at him. He looked back. âThat was hostile.â
âThat was twelve minutes past your own deadline.â
âI was receiving information about my company.â
âYou were reorganizing the executive committee from the sofa.â
âThey needed reorganizing.â
âTheyâll still need it on Monday.â You narrowed your eyes. Harry had already picked up the television remote. âNo more work tonight.â
âWhat are we doing instead?â
âWatching a movie.â He moved closer and began scrolling. âNo.â
You glanced at the screen. âWhatâs wrong with that one?â
âHome invasion.â
âItâs listed as a romantic comedy.â
âI checked the parentsâ guide.â
âYou checked the parentsâ guide?â
âIâm being thorough.â
You laughed. âHarry.â
He ignored you and continued scrolling.
Finally he stopped. âThis one.â
You looked at him suspiciously.
âHave you already researched it?â
âIMDb. Two reviews. Parentsâ guide.â
ââŠOf course you did.â
The poster showed two people standing beneath strings of lights beside the sea. âA woman returns to the coastal town where she grew up,â Harry read. âShe meets a man renovating an old hotel.â You considered it. Harry nodded once. âNo violence. No blood. No psychological torment.â
âFinally.â
He pressed play. As the opening credits rolled, he stood.
âWhere are you going?â
âPopcorn.â
âWith actual salt?â
He gave you a look. âIâll be right back.â
You settled deeper into the cushions he had arranged behind your back. A minute later Harry returned carrying a large bowl of popcorn. He sat beside you, glanced at the curve of your stomach, and carefully balanced the bowl on top of it.
You looked down.
Then slowly back at him.
âIâm carrying your children.â
âIâm appreciating the engineering.â
âYouâre using me as furniture.â
âYouâre beautiful in every form, baby.â
Before you could answer, he leaned over and kissed you, slow and gentle. You reached for the popcorn.
Your face fell almost immediately. âThereâs a rumor of salt.â
âWeâre watching your sodium.â
You sighed dramatically. âThis family has become a dictatorship.â
The film began exactly as promised. It was gentle, romantic, and occasionally funny without trying too hard. The heroine inherited a weathered seaside hotel.
The hero knew how to repair everything except his own emotionally guarded heart. Harry disliked him immediately. âHe should tell her why he left.â
âItâs been twenty minutes.â
âHe has already created unnecessary confusion.â
You smiled. âThatâs how films work.â
By the middle of the film, your head had settled against Harryâs shoulder while his fingers moved absentmindedly along your arm.
Beneath the blanket, your stomach gave a sudden, unmistakable ripple.
Harry looked down immediately.
Another tiny movement answered beneath the fabric.
He smiled, leaned over, kissed your stomach, and rested his palm gently over it.
âEasy, girls,â he murmured. âWeâre trying to watch a movie with your mother.â
Another kick answered beneath his hand.
You considered it seriously.
âI think they want pistachios.â
âFive minutes ago they wanted popcorn.â
âThey changed their minds.â
âTheyâre growing.â
ââŠFair enough.â
He started to stand.
You caught his hand. âThe roasted ones.â
âThe roasted ones.â
âAnd bring the whole bag.â
Harry bent to kiss your forehead. âOne full bag of roasted pistachios coming right up.â
As he disappeared toward the kitchen, you settled deeper into the cushions, both hands curving around your stomach as though congratulating the girls on another successful negotiation.
On the screen, the film drifted quietly toward its conclusion.
The hotel had been restored.
Something tightened painfully behind your ribs. Before you understood why, your vision blurred. One tear escaped. Then another. Within seconds they were falling too quickly to hide.
Harry turned immediately. âHey.â
You wiped beneath your eyes, only making the tears worse.
âHey, heyâŠâ He set the popcorn aside at once, his hand instinctively finding your stomach. âWhat happened? Are you hurting?â
You shook your head.
âThe babies?â
âNo.â
âThen why are you crying, baby?â
You pointed helplessly toward the television. âThe movie.â
Harry looked at the screen, then back at you. âThe movie?â
âThey're justâŠâ Your voice cracked. âThey're just getting married.â He stayed quiet. âThey're just doing it.â Another tear slipped free. âThere isn't a wedding planner shouting into a headset. No ballroom booked two years in advance. No security outside checking guest lists.â
You swallowed hard.
âNo board wondering whether the timing is strategically responsible. No journalists deciding what the wedding means for my company. No headlines about my dress, my body, or whether marrying you affects the markets on Monday.â
Harry didn't interrupt.
On the screen, the couple exchanged vows while the ocean rolled gently behind them.
âThey're just getting married,â you whispered again.
âThey get to live it before the rest of the world starts talking about it.â
Harry reached up and gently brushed another tear from your cheek. âOh, baby.â
A shaky laugh escaped you.
âI know. I'm crying over a fictional beach wedding.â
âI don't think that's why you're crying.â
You looked back at the television. The bride had slipped off her shoes. Her guests were laughing. The waves reached the edge of the aisle.
âI don't think I want all of it anymore.â
âAll of what?â
âThe spectacle.â
The word hung quietly between you.
âFor years I thought that if I ever got married again, it had to be⊠perfect.â
You gave a tiny, humorless smile. âPerfect enough to justify everything that came before it.â Harry remained silent, listening. âBut watching thisâŠâ Your eyes drifted back to the screen. âIt just looks⊠peaceful.â
You leaned against him a little more. âI don't want our wedding to become public property before we've even lived it.â
His hand tightened gently around yours. âI don't want to spend the day wondering which photograph they'll print first⊠or what the markets will do on Monday.â
âYou won't.â
âWe can't control that.â
âNo,â Harry said softly.
âBut we can control what we choose to give them.â
You lifted your head to look at him. âI want one thing that's ours first.â A pause. âBefore anyone turns it into a headline.â
Harry studied you for several quiet seconds. âDo you want a beach?â
Despite the tears, you smiled. âMaybe.â
âBarefoot?â
You looked back at the television. âLet's not become primitive.â
A laugh escaped him. âFair.â
The newlyweds ran laughing toward the water while their friends chased after them.
You watched them for another moment before speaking again. âBesides⊠Scarlet and Vivienne already decided we should wait until after the girls are born.â
Harry listened. âThat's still months away.â
You looked down at your stomach. âAnd by then everyone will spend the entire wedding talking about the babies instead of us.â
He brushed a loose strand of hair behind your ear. âYou're the one who said you didn't want to be a bride with an enormous stomach.â
âI know.â
Your voice softened. âBut if it were something like thisâŠâ You glanced back toward the beach on the screen. âSmall. Quiet. Just family.â A tiny smile appeared. âI don't think I'd care.â You looked at him again. âEverything in my life has to happen in front of an audience simply because I'm a Queen.â
Your hand drifted toward the small bowl on the coffee table.
It was empty.
You stared into it for a long second.
âThe pistachios are gone.â
Your face crumpled all over again.
Harry looked from the empty bowl to you just as another sob escaped.
âOh, no.â He cupped your cheek immediately. âShh, baby. Don't cry.â
âI wanted more.â
âI'll order more.â
âTwo bags.â
âTwo bags.â
âAnd the lemon sorbet.â
He had already unlocked his phone.
âAnd those thin crackers Dana brought last week.â
His thumb moved across the screen.
âAdded.â
âAnd strawberries.â
He glanced up. âYou said pistachios.â
âThe situation has developed.â
A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. âClearly.â
âAnd chocolate-covered pretzels.â
âAnything else?â
You frowned thoughtfully, genuinely considering the question. ââŠThe little tangerines.â
Harry added them without another word before setting the phone aside. âEverything's coming. â He drew you gently back against his chest. âNow breathe for me.â
You nodded, still sniffling as you wiped beneath your eyes.
âIâm fine.â A pause. âItâs just the hormones.â
His lips brushed the top of your head. âOur wedding will be beautiful, baby.â You curled closer against him. âHowever we do it.â
âOkay,â you whispered.
The movie continued quietly in the background, but neither of you was really watching anymore.
Harry's fingers moved slowly through your hair until your breathing gradually steadied.
Only then did his eyes drift back toward the television.
The bride and groom were laughing barefoot beneath the driftwood arch. No ballroom. No photographers. No headlines. Just the people they loved. Harry watched in silence. His gaze lingered on the weathered wooden arch⊠the shoreline⊠the small gathering of family and friends. Then something almost imperceptible softened in his expression. A thought. Nothing more.
He said nothing.
He simply looked back down at you, asleep against his shoulder, one hand resting protectively over the gentle curve of your stomach.
A faint smile appeared.
The Following Morning
Chez Akiko
The restaurant had not yet opened for lunch, but the table nearest the kitchen was already occupied by six people who had been summoned with varying degrees of urgency and almost no useful explanation.
Emily sat at the head of the table with coffee in front of her. Chloe had arrived carrying two garment bags and the conviction that every crisis could be improved with appropriate tailoring. Dana was answering emails beneath the table, while Ron had placed a leather folder beside his plate and appeared to be the only person who had anticipated an agenda.
Mikey was eating something the kitchen had not officially served him.
Harry remained standing.
âWe need to plan a wedding.â
Everyone stopped.
Mikey lowered the croissant in his hand. âWhose?â
Harry looked at him.
Mikey considered the question. âRight. Context clues.â
Emily leaned back in her chair. âYou and Queen are already getting married. After the babies are born.â
âScarlet and Vivienne have interviewed three event planners,â Chloe added. âOne of them presented a forty-page proposal for the flowers alone.â
Dana finally looked up from her phone. âThe preliminary date is being held for late summer.â
âAnd an entire team of professionals is supposed to organize it,â Emily said. âSo why are we here?â
Harry placed both hands against the back of the empty chair in front of him.
âIâm not talking about that wedding.â
The table went quiet again.
Mikey slowly set down his croissant. âThere are two weddings now?â
âTechnically, yes,â Harry said.
Chloe narrowed her eyes. âWhat exactly are you planning?â
âSomething private. This weekend.â
Six faces turned toward him.
Even Ron blinked.
Emily slowly placed her coffee on the table. âHarry, itâs Thursday.â
âIâm aware.â
âYou want us to arrange a wedding in two days?â
âA small one.â
âRich people always say that,â Emily said, âbefore describing a small country.â
âNo ballroom, no hotel, no press. No guest list beyond the people in this room and immediate family.â
Emily studied him. âWhat changed?â
Harry looked down at the table. âWe watched a movie last night. There was a wedding on a beach.â He paused, remembering the way your voice had broken when you said the couple had simply been allowed to marry. âShe said she didnât want ours to become public property before weâd had the chance to live it.â
The room grew quieter.
âNo reporters,â he continued. âNo analysts deciding what our marriage means for the companies. No photographs released before she chooses them.
She wants something that belongs to us.â
âA private beach wedding,â Emily said softly.
âYes.â
âJust friends and family.â
âYes.â
âAnd Queen doesnât know.â
âNo.â
Mikey raised one finger. âAre you sure weâre talking about my sister? She used to plan her wedding while she was still in elementary school.â
âI can confirm that,â Chloe said. âThere were sketches.â
âSounds like her,â Emily agreed.
Ron glanced down at his folder. âMs. Queen being the only person unaware of her own wedding presents a significant degree of risk.â
âHer hormones have made her more emotional lately,â Harry said. âShe cried last night because the pistachios ran out.â
Emily sighed. "Aw."
âOh, poor thing,â Chloe murmured.
âMy sister cried during a comedy when she was pregnant with my niece,â Dana added. âNo one in the movie was even sad.â
âFine. Whatever she wants, we give her,â Emily said.
Harryâs expression remained serious. âThat doesnât mean we decide for her. Iâm not bringing her to a wedding and expecting her to perform because everyone is waiting. Iâll show her what I arranged and ask whether she wants to marry me that day. If she says no, the officiant leaves, we have dinner on the beach, and no one makes her feel guilty.â
Emily nodded once.
âIf she says yes,â Harry continued, âeverything needs to be ready.â
Mikey looked at Harry. âWhere exactly is this happening? And how are you telling our mothers? Because mine is not going to celebrate being excluded from wedding planning.â
âScarlet and my mother will be told last.â
Ron opened the leather folder. âA sound security decision.â
The planning moved quickly after that. Ron would secure a private beach, confidentiality agreements, transport and discreet security. Dana would clear your calendar without making the absence too obvious. Emily took charge of dinner, cake and a small reception, while Chloe handled the flowers and overall design.
Then Chloe tapped her pen against the table. âWe still have one significant problem.â
Everyone looked at her.
âThe dress.â
Harryâs attention sharpened. âWhat about it?â
âSheâs carrying twins. Her old measurements are useless, and her body is changing every week. I canât fit a gown correctly by guessing.â
Mikey added. âThe dress is important, man. Those hormones can turn into rage when she looks at the photographs ten years from now. Iâm warning you in advance.â
Chloe pointed her pen at him. âFor once, heâs right. We have very little time to make something beautiful and unforgettable.â
âHow quickly can you do it?â Emily asked.
âI can alter an existing gown if I have accurate measurements tonight. Soft structure, an empire waist, room around her stomachânothing restrictive.â Chloe turned to Harry. âI need her shoulders, shoulder to floor, bust, underbust and the fullest point around her stomach.â
Mikey sat back, delighted. âYouâre going to measure a sleeping pregnant woman without telling her why. That may be the most dangerous plan Iâve heard today.â
Harry stared at Chloe. âThereâs no other way?â
âYou could tell her.â
âNo.â
âYuliana could possibly do it,â Ron suggested.
Harry shook his head immediately. âNo. Iâll do it.â
Chloe tore a page from her notebook and slid it across the table. âThese measurements. In inches. Donât pull the tape tight.â
Harry studied the instructions as though they described an unfamiliar explosive device. âIâll handle it.â
Ron closed his folder. âI recommend waiting until sheâs asleep.â
âThank you, Ron."
That evening, Yuliana met Harry outside his study and lowered her voice as though reporting a delicate security matter.
âShe fell asleep upstairs.â
âIn bed?â
âShe said she was only going to rest for ten minutes.â A small smile touched Yulianaâs mouth. âShe was listening to classical music.â
Harry glanced toward the staircase, then at the flexible measuring tape concealed in his hand.
Perfect.
Or as close to perfect as this plan was likely to become.
He opened the bedroom door carefully and stepped inside. The curtains had been drawn against the evening light, leaving the room dim and quiet except for the faint piano music escaping from one of the wireless earbuds in your ears.
You were asleep on your side, one hand tucked beneath your cheek and the other curved protectively over your stomach. The second earbud had fallen onto the pillow beside you.
Shoulder to floor required an approximation from the side of the bed. Chloe had specifically written that an imperfect number was preferable to waking you, although Harry suspected she had not fully considered what would happen if you woke and found him standing over you with tailoring equipment.
The underbust measurement was next. Harry stared at the instruction. Then at you. Then back at the instruction. The circumference of your stomach seemed safer.
Harry lifted the edge of the blanket and passed the tape carefully around the fullest curve, reaching beneath your side to bring the ends together.
Your eyes opened.
Harry stopped breathing.
You blinked down at the measuring tape wrapped around your stomach, then slowly raised your gaze to him. âHarry.â Your voice was rough with sleep. âWhatâwhat are you doing?â
âNothing.â
You stared at him.
He was sitting beside you with a measuring tape in both hands.
âNothing?â
âI can explain.â
âAre you measuring my waist?â
Your voice rose sharply as you pushed yourself upright, shock and hurt chasing the last traces of sleep from your face.
âNoâno, baby. Not like that.â
You pulled the tape from his hands and looped it loosely around the back of his neck before he could react.
âHarry Castillo, I will strangle you with this.â
âBaby, wait.â
âYou measured me while I was asleep?â
âIt isnât what you think.â
âWhat do I think?â
âThat I wasââ
âChecking how much weight Iâve gained?â
Harryâs expression changed immediately. âNo. Absolutely not.â
âHow many inches was it?â Your eyes began to shine. âIâve gotten huge, havenât I?â
âNo.â
âYou hesitated.â
âI didnât hesitate.â
âYou looked terrified.â
âBecause you threatened to kill me.â
âWith a fabric tape. You wouldâve survived.â
The first tear slipped down your cheek. Another followed before you could wipe it away.
âI knew Iâd gained too much weight.â Your voice broke. âI look awful, donât I? Iâve become enormous and ugly.â
Harry gently removed the tape from around his neck and dropped it onto the carpet.
âThat is complete nonsense.â He moved closer and cupped your face between his hands. âYou are the most beautiful woman in the world.â
More tears spilled down your cheeks.
Harry wiped them away with his thumbs, his voice softening further. âYouâre carrying our daughters. Your body is changing because itâs making room for two people. There is nothing ugly about you. Not one thing.â
You sniffed and looked down at your stomach. âMy face is puffy.â
âYouâre beautiful.â
âMy ankles are swollen.â
âStill beautiful.â
âNone of my clothes fit.â
âIâll buy you new ones.â
âThat isnât the point.â You opened your mouth to continue, but a sudden yawn interrupted you. Your shoulders sagged as quickly as your anger had risen. âIâm so tired.â The abrupt change left Harry staring at you. âI just want to sleep.â
His expression softened with relief and guilt in equal measure. âOkay, baby. Sleep.â
You lay down again, then caught his wrist before he could move away. âStay.â
âIâm here.â
You pulled his arm against your chest and settled around it, resting your cheek near his shoulder. So many emotions had passed through you in the space of a few minutesâanger, humiliation, tears and exhaustionâthat Harry could not stop himself from feeling responsible for every one of them.
âWill you stroke my hair?â you asked sleepily.
âOf course.â
His fingers moved gently through your hair, smoothing it away from your face. Every few moments, he bent and pressed a quiet kiss to your temple.
Your breathing gradually slowed. âHarry?â
âIâm here, baby.â
âDonât measure me again.â
âI wonât.â
Harry looked down at you suspiciously, but a faint sleepy smile touched your mouth before disappearing.
Within moments, your breathing deepened.
Harry continued stroking your hair long after you had fallen asleep. At first, he intended to remain for only a minute.
Then five.
Your fingers stayed curled firmly around his wrist, and every attempt to move made you shift closer. Eventually, Harry lay down beside you fully dressed, one arm trapped beneath your head and the other resting over your stomach.
One of the babies moved beneath his palm.
A quiet smile crossed his face.
âEasy,â he whispered. âYour mother has already threatened me once tonight.â
Twenty minutes later, his trapped arm had gone completely numb.
He endured another ten.
Then a faint snore escaped you.
Harry looked down.
Your lips had parted slightly, your head angled back against his arm. The snoring had appeared with the pregnancy and grew louder whenever you were exhaustedâsomething you denied with absolute conviction every morning.
Another soft snore followed. Harry smiled. âYouâd call me a liar if I told you.â
He gently touched beneath your chin and turned your head slightly toward the pillow, just as he had on countless nights before. The sound stopped almost immediately.
You murmured something indistinct. Harry froze. âHarryâŠâ
He bent and kissed your hair. âIâm right here.â
Your fingers loosened around his wrist, and your breathing settled again.
Moving slowly, Harry reached down for the tape. He passed it around your stomach once more, careful not to pull it tight. When the ends met, he secured the exact point beneath one finger and eased the tape away without losing the measurement.
This time, you did not wake.
Harry carefully freed his arm, replacing it with the pillow before sitting up. He opened his phone, added the final number to his notes, and sent the measurements to Chloe.
Harry: This is everything I could get.
Her reply arrived almost immediately.
Chloe: Did she wake up?
Harry: Briefly.
Chloe: Are you alive?
His gaze returned to you. You were sleeping peacefully again, one hand spread across your stomach, your mouth beginning to fall open.
Harry: Barely.
He set the phone on the nightstand and watched you for another moment, smiling despite himself.
Saturday Morning
When you opened your eyes, Harryâs side of the bed was empty.
The sheets still held the faint warmth of him, but the room had gone quiet in the particular way it did only when he had been awake for some time. The curtains were partially open, allowing the soft April sunlight to spill across the carpet.
You reached blindly toward his pillow. Nothing.
âHarry?â
No answer came from the bathroom.
You pushed yourself higher against the pillows, one hand automatically settling over the curve of your stomach. âHarry?â
Still nothing.
That was when you noticed the folded card resting against the lamp on his nightstand, placed beside the snow globe.
You reached for it.
Good morning, baby.
I have something planned for you. Trust me for a few hours and let Yuliana help you.
Iâll see you soon.
I love you.
H.
You read it twice, then narrowed your eyes at the empty room.
âTrust you with what?â
A soft knock sounded against the bedroom door. Before you could answer, Yuliana stepped inside carrying a tray of tea. Her usually restrained expression had been replaced by a smile she was making very little effort to hide.
You held up the card. âWhat is happening?â
âI was instructed not to say, Ms. Queen.â
You accepted the tea and took a cautious sip while studying her over the rim of the cup. âYou understand that smiling like that only makes you look more suspicious.â
Yuliana glanced at her watch.
âYouâre timing me?â
âPerhaps.â
She waited patiently until you finished, then placed the cup aside and offered her hands.
âWe should get you up now, Ms. Queen.â
âWhy?â
âSeveral people are waiting for you.â
The way she said it made you immediately suspicious. âWhich people?â
Yuliana continued holding out her hands.
âYouâre enjoying this.â
âVery much.â
With a sigh, you let her help you sit up. One of the babies shifted as you moved, a slow rolling sensation beneath your ribs. You pressed your palm against it. âAt least one person in this room should tell me whatâs happening.â
âTrokhy terpinnya, Ms. Queen,â Yuliana said gently. âJust a little patience.â
She helped you into your robe, tied it securely around you, then waited while you slipped your feet into your house shoes.
The moment you stepped into the corridor, you heard several voices coming from the dressing room.
You stopped.
Emily appeared first. âLook whoâs finally awake.â
âOur Queen has arrived,â Chloe added from behind her.
Emily came directly toward you, placing one hand gently against your stomach. âHow are you feeling? And how are these two?â
âWeâre confused,â you said. âWhat are all of you doing in my house?â
âFirst, breakfast,â Emily said. âThereâs a full table waiting.â
âNo. First, someone tells me what is happening.â
Chloe exchanged a glance with Emily. âPerhaps it would be easier to show you.â
She opened the dressing-room door.
The room had been transformed.
A small hair and makeup team stood near the windows beside neatly arranged cases and brushes. Fresh white flowers had been placed on the vanity, restrained enough not to resemble one of Scarletâs productions. Dana stood near the wardrobe holding two phonesâyours and her ownâwhile appearing entirely untroubled by the fact that she had confiscated your professional life.
âGood morning, Ms. Queen,â the team greeted.
Your gaze moved from Emily to Dana, then Chloe.
Finally, it settled on the garment bag. âWhat is that?â
Danaâs smile became dangerously emotional. âMorning, Ms. Queen.â
âWhat is in the bag?â
The room fell silent.
Emily quietly moved a plate of toast closer to the nearest chair. Dana looked down at the phones.
Chloe reached for the zipper. âWhy donât you take a look?â
She opened the bag.
Soft ivory fabric appeared first, followed by delicate folds of silk, a gracefully structured bodice and a skirt designed to fall around the curve of your stomach without constricting it. There was no excessive beading, cathedral train or rigid corsetry. The fabric caught the morning light with a quiet sheen, elegant without demanding attention.
It looked effortless.
Which meant an extraordinary amount of work had gone into it.
Your breath caught. âOh, my God. That... looks likeââ
A wedding dress.
Not something inspired by one. A real wedding dress. Pinned carefully to the front was another folded card. Chloe removed it and held it toward you. Your fingers trembled slightly as you opened it.
Baby,
Chloe and her mother made this for you. I hope itâs close to what you wanted.
Thereâs a car waiting downstairs. At the end of the drive, youâll find a beach, the people closest to us, and me.
I made today possible. Whether we marry here or wait for the wedding theyâve been planning is your decision.
Iâll be waiting.
H.
You stared at the page until the words began to blur. Then your gaze dropped to the dress again, and understanding arrived all at once.
âOh, my God, Harry.â
A tear struck the card.
You looked toward Chloe. âThatâs why he was measuring me.â
Chloe pressed her lips together, already close to tears herself.
You laughed, covering your mouth as more tears followed. âOh, that man.â
Emily stood immediately. âHey.â
âI cannot believe him.â
She placed both hands gently on your arms. âIs that a good cannot believe him?â
You looked down at the note. âHe listened to me.â
The words emerged so softly that everyone in the room went still.
Emilyâs expression changed. âYes. He did.â
âAnd then he made it happen in two days,â Chloe added quietly.
You touched the skirt with your fingertips.
It was beautiful, but not because it was expensive or perfectly made. It was beautiful because nothing about it felt designed for other people to admire.
Harry had remembered the beach, the quiet, the absence of reporters and boards and questions. The moment in the movie when you had cried because two people had been allowed to simply marry each other.
Your face crumpled again.
Chloe hurried toward you. âOh. I think the crying spell has arrived.â
You nodded, tears already falling.
Emily handed you a tissue. âGet it all out before they start your makeup. This entire team is here to prepare you for today.â
âThen I should wash my face.â
âYeah.â Emily slipped an arm gently around your waist. âThen youâre eating breakfast, and after that, weâll get you ready.â
Chloe hesitated. âYou do want this, donât you? Because after five years apart and two babies on the way, I think you two have waited long enough.â
You looked at Chloe, then Dana, Yuliana, and the waiting hair and makeup team.
For one unsteady moment, the reality of it settled over you: a beach, no cameras, no audience, vows spoken before the rest of the world could claim them. Was this really what you wanted?
Then you pictured Harry waiting for you, and the question became almost embarrassingly simple.
Finally, your gaze returned to the dress.
âYes,â you said. âI want this.â
Bridgehampton
The limousine turned through the gates of the Bridgehampton estate just after four.
Beyond the windows, pale dunes gave way to flashes of blue water beneath the soft April sky. The ocean wind moved through the beach grass, bending it toward the private stretch of sand Harry had somehow secured in less than forty-eight hours.
Chloe looked mournfully at the view. âThe fact that I canât put any of this on my story is cruel.â
âPost one frame and every paparazzi in New York will be outside the gates before we reach the sand,â Emily warned, holding up the one phone Dana had authorized for photographs.
âNo one posts anything,â you added. âTurn off your location services too.â
âTheyâre already off,â Dana assured you.
âGood. Now move closer,â Emily said.
Despite her warning, she was already recording, the phone safely on airplane mode. You, Chloe and Dana leaned together while she turned the camera toward you. Yuliana sat opposite, watching with quiet amusement.
âSmile,â Emily instructed.
âI am smiling,â you said with a laugh as another small movement rolled beneath your hand. âTheyâre the ones refusing to hold still for the picture.â
You glanced at your reflection in the darkened window. âDo I look as nervous as I feel?â
âNo,â Emily said immediately. âYou look radiant.â
âAnnoyingly beautiful,â Chloe added.
Dana nodded. âExactly as you should.â
âBeautiful is insufficient,â Yuliana corrected, studying you with open admiration. âVy prekrasna (youâre beautiful) Ms. Queen. Prosto neymovirna. (Simply incredible.)â
And, inconveniently, they were right.
The ivory silk dress fell cleanly from beneath your bust, following the curve of your stomach without trying to conceal it.
Its deep V neckline was softened by delicate embroidery that gathered just above the swell of your belly, while the long skirt moved fluidly around your legs. There was no veil, no heavy train and nothing that required you to become someone else to wear it.
You smoothed both hands over your stomach. One of the girls moved beneath your palm. âApparently theyâre as excited as I am.â
âTheyâre half Queen and half Castillo,â Dana said. âOf course they assume the entire event is being held in their honor.â
The limousine slowed. Your heartbeat immediately quickened. Emily lowered the phone. âWeâre here.â
Down on the beach, Harry checked his watch for what Ron estimated was the ninth time.
âShe crossed the gate three minutes ago,â Ron said.
âSheâs here,â Harry replied, and the words came out softer than he intended.
He stood near the small flowered arch in a black tuxedo, his attention fixed on the wooden walkway leading down from the house. Mikey waited beside Ron, while Captain Mateo AlvarezâRichardâs oldest friend and, thanks to Ronâs exhaustive planning, a legally registered officiantâstood nearby with the ceremony papers secured inside his jacket.
Sienna adjusted one of the white flowers in her hands. âThe florist reinforced the arch. It wonât collapse unless the wind develops personal hostility toward us.â
Harry barely heard her.
Vivienne approached and straightened his boutonniere, her expression warm with emotion. âBreathe, sweetheart.â
âI am breathing.â
âYouâre waiting aggressively.â Her hand lingered briefly against his lapel. âYou get to marry her again. Try to enjoy this part too.â
A small smile finally broke through his nerves.
Before he could answer, the limousine appeared beyond the dunes.
Every conversation stopped.
Scarlet immediately moved toward the end of the walkway with Richard beside her. He relied on his cane for balance, his steps slower than they once had been. Scarlet slipped her arm through his without drawing attention to the support she provided.
The car came to a stop.
Harry went completely still, though from where he stood, the vehicle concealed most of the drive.
âTheyâre here,â Sienna said, already moving. âIâll go make sure she has everything.â
A member of the staff opened the door. Emily stepped out first, followed by Chloe and Dana. Then the attendant offered you his hand.
You took it.
Emily immediately gathered the skirt so it would not catch beneath your shoes as you carefully stepped onto the stone drive. The ocean breeze caught the silk, pressing it briefly against the curve of your stomach before letting it fall into its clean, graceful lines again.
For one suspended moment, no one spoke.
Scarletâs eyes filled before you had taken three steps. âOh, my baby,â she whispered. âYou are so beautiful.â
You approached her, and she caught both of your hands. âYou too,â you said, looking over her pale blue silk dress, structured hat and entirely unnecessary pearl gloves. âThough you appear to have dressed for a royal garden party.â
Scarlet lifted her chin. âI was given forty-eight hours and absolutely no authority. I had to express myself somehow.â
Richard sighed beside her. âTheyâre doing this the way they want, Scarlet.â
âI know,â she replied, never taking her eyes from you. âIâm adjusting with remarkable dignity.â
You turned toward Richard. âDad.â
His face softened completely.
âMy beautiful girl.â His gaze dropped affectionately to your stomach. âHow are all three of you?â
âNervous, happy and extremely pregnant.â
âThat sounds about right.â
You hugged him carefully, feeling one of his hands settle against your back.
When you pulled away, your gaze dropped briefly to his cane before returning to his face. âYou look very handsome.â
âI had an important place to be.â
Your throat tightened.
Before the tears could begin, Mikey appeared and opened his arms. âBaby sister.â
He attempted to hug you, only to discover that your stomach reached him first. He looked down between you.
âI think your stomach arrived before the rest of you.â
âCareful,â you warned. âYouâre insulting three Queen women at once.â
âI would never.â He bent and spoke toward your stomach. âYour mother has always been this threatening.â
You pushed lightly at his shoulder. âMove.â
Laughing, Mikey kissed your cheek and stepped aside.
Sienna approached carrying a bouquet of white ranunculus, sweet peas and small ivory roses. She placed it gently in your hands before glancing toward the beach.
Harry was visible at the other end of the walkway.
He had not moved.
Even from a distance, you could see the way he was looking at youâas though the rest of the beach had disappeared the moment you stepped from the car.
Sienna smiled softly. âWhenever youâre ready.â
You took a deep breath, then another, waving your hands to calm your emotions. âOh, no.â
Emily was instantly beside you. âWhat?â
âThe crying spell.â
She opened her bag and produced a tissue with the speed of a trained emergency responder.
Chloe pointed at you. âDo not rub your eyes. We used waterproof makeup, but I refuse to test its limits before the ceremony begins.â
âIâm trying not to cry.â
âYouâre failing beautifully,â Dana said.
A laugh escaped through your tears.
Emily carefully dabbed beneath one eye. âThere. Crisis contained.â
Richard moved beside you and offered his arm.
You looked at the wooden path stretching across the dunes, then toward Harry waiting at its end.
âAre you sure?â you asked softly.
Richard straightened, tightening his hand around the top of his cane. âI didnât spend two months learning to walk across rooms again just to sit down for this part.â
Your eyes filled all over again. âChloe,â you warned.
âUgh, honey breathe,â Chloe said firmly. âWe have reached the maximum permitted tears.â
Richard smiled and held out his arm once more. âReady?â
You slipped your hand through it, supporting him as subtly as he supported you.
Your gaze returned to Harry. This time, there was no hesitation.
âYes,â you said. âIâm ready."
The first notes of the music drifted across the dunes as you and Richard stepped onto the wooden walkway.
Everyone rose.
Warm applause followed, unrestrained and familiar. Mikey brought two fingers to his mouth and whistled loudly before stepping directly into the aisle with his phone raised.
âMikey,â Sienna hissed, catching the back of his jacket and pulling him out of the way.
âIâm documenting history.â
âYouâre blocking history.â
Laughter moved through the small gathering as he allowed himself to be dragged back beside her, though he continued filming over her shoulder.
There were no camera flashes, no reporters calling your name, no phones raised for an audience waiting somewhere beyond the beach. Emily and Chloe recorded from their places, but only so you and Harry could keep the moment. Near the second row, a single videographer followed your progress through a discreet lens, having been warned by Ron so thoroughly that he looked prepared to surrender the camera, memory card and all personal identification at the slightest provocation.
Nothing was being broadcast.
Nothing had to become public before it belonged to you.
The aisle was not lined with investors, board members or distant relatives invited out of obligation. There were only two short rows of chairs, and every person standing beside them was someone whose face you knew well enough to read without effort.
Scarlet was already crying behind the sunglasses she had apparently worn to prevent exactly that. Vivienne held one hand over her heart, her expression radiant. Ron remained beside Dana, who was wiping beneath one eye while pretending to inspect Emilyâs recording. Lara stood near Scarlet, openly crying without attempting to disguise it, while Yuliana watched you with quiet pride.
They were all family.
Some had witnessed the first marriage and the way it had broken. Some had arrived later, carrying you through the strange, tender work of finding your way back to one another. But every person standing there had seen enough to understand what this moment meant. They had seen the love, the damage, the silence, the repairâand they had stayed.
The realization settled warmly beneath your ribs.
Your free hand moved instinctively over your stomach. One of the girls shifted beneath your palm, followed by the faintest answering movement from her sister.
You smiled down at them.
Richard glanced toward you. âAll right?â
âMore than all right.â
The boards of the narrow aisle beneath your low ivory heels were dusted with sand carried over them by the wind.
Beyond the gathering, the Atlantic stretched endlessly blue beneath the afternoon sky, its waves folding softly against the shore and filling the spaces between the music.
Then you looked ahead.
Harry stood on a low wooden platform beneath the simple arch of white flowers.
For one dangerous second, you nearly missed a step.
He wore a perfectly cut black tuxedo, the ocean breeze moving lightly through his hair. A white ranunculus and a small sprig of olive rested against his lapel, chosen to match your bouquet without surrounding you with the heavily scented flowers that always made your eyes water.
But it was his expression that caught you.
The tension he had carried while waiting disappeared the moment he saw you. His entire face softened into a wide, unguarded smile reserved only for you.
Richard tightened his hold on your arm before your heel could slip from the edge of the board.
âCareful, darling.â
Your eyes locked with Harryâs.
Neither of you looked away.
Five years apart seemed to compress themselves into those final stepsâevery wrong decision, every unfinished conversation and every night you had convinced yourself that losing him had been necessary.
But the last six months had changed you both. There were no secrets left between you now, no assumptions allowed to grow in silence. You were not walking toward the marriage you had once lost. You were walking toward something you had rebuilt together, deliberately and without anyone else deciding what it should become.
In a few moments, you would be husband and wife again.
This time, you both understood exactly what choosing one another meant.
By the time you reached him, your eyes were wet again.
Richard stopped before the platform. Harry stepped down immediately, offering one hand to you before turning toward him.
For a moment, neither man spoke.
Richard placed your hand into Harryâs.
âI gave her hand to you once before,â he said, his voice low with emotion. âBut she was never mine to give away. She is my girl because she chose to let me love her like a father.â
Your throat tightened.
Richard looked from you to Harry. âSo this time, Iâm not giving her away. Iâm asking you to stand beside her properly. Hold on to her. Listen to her. And when life gets loud, donât let silence do the damage again.â
Harry closed his fingers carefully around yours. âI wonât.â
Richard studied him for another moment, then nodded. âGood.â
You leaned forward and kissed Richardâs cheek. âThank you, Dad.â
His eyes shone as he stepped away.
âGo on, sweetheart,â he said softly. âGo marry the man who finally learned how lucky he is.â
Harry helped you onto the platform, one hand steady at your waist until you were safely beside him. Captain Mateo waited a few feet away, but Harry appeared temporarily unaware that anyone else existed.
His gaze moved slowly over the dress, your hair and the curve of your stomach.
âI knew the dress would be beautiful,â he said softly. âI wasnât prepared for you in it.â
The words nearly started the tears again.
You looked over his tuxedo with exaggerated consideration. âYou look very handsome yourself, Mr. Castillo.â
His smile deepened. âMore handsome than the first time?â
âYouâve aged.â
One eyebrow lifted.
âLike an obscenely expensive wine,â you added.
Harryâs gaze softened. âThen I must be keeping suitable company.â
One of his hands settled gently over your stomach. A visible ripple moved beneath the ivory silk almost immediately.
Harry glanced down, smiling. âThey look as excited as we are.â
âNo. They heard their father arranged an excellent wedding cake.â
A quiet laugh escaped him.
His thumb moved lightly over the embroidered fabric before you looked around at the flowers, the two rows of chairs and the long table waiting farther up the shore.
âHarry,â you whispered. âWhat did you do?â
For the first time that afternoon, uncertainty flickered across his face. âToo much?â
âNo.â You tightened your fingers around his. âItâs more beautiful than anything I imagined.â
His expression softened.
âThank you,â you said. âFor listening. For all of it.â
Harry lifted your hand and pressed his lips to your knuckles. âI wish I had done more sooner.â
âWe had a great deal to survive first.â
âWe did.â
His eyes remained on yours. âThen we shouldnât give away any more time.â
Captain Alvarez cleared his throat with deliberate patience.
âI have married people on boats before,â he said, glancing toward the wooden platform that extended just over the water. âThis is apparently the compromise Ron could manage in three days.â
Soft laughter moved through the gathering.
Ron adjusted his cuff. âA legally valid compromise.â
âThe best kind,â Captain Alvarez said, smiling before he turned back to you and Harry. âWe are gathered here with the people who know and love Harry and Queen bestânot to begin their story, because that began many years ago, but to witness the choice they are making today.â
The ocean moved quietly behind him.
âThis ceremony is small by design. There are no strangers here, no audience beyond those invited and no expectation except honesty. Before we continue, I need to ask one simple question. â
His gaze moved first to Harry, then to you.
âHave you both come here freely, intending to marry one another today?â
Harry answered without hesitation. âYes.â
You looked at the man who had arranged an entire wedding only to ensure you could still refuse it.
âYes,â you said. âI have.â
Captain Alvarez nodded. âThen you may speak the promises youâve prepared.â
Harryâs eyebrows lifted slightly.
You stared at him. âYou prepared something?â
âNot a speech.â His fingers tightened around yours. âI donât need one to tell you the truth.â
The last trace of humor faded from his expression as he looked directly into your eyes.
âThe first time you chose me, I woke up the next morning and watched you sleep because I still couldnât believe you were my wife.â
His throat moved.
âThen I lost you. And for five years, I learned exactly how much of my life had been built around loving you.â
Your eyes filled. âHarry, donât make me cry.â
His thumb brushed beneath one of your eyes.
âThen you came back,â he said quietly. âAnd I felt like a prayer I had no right to make had been answered.â
A quiet laugh escaped you through the tears.
âYou gave me a second life with you. You gave me our daughters." He paused, as though even he could not quite believe it. âI promise you this: you will never have to guess where I stand again. No silence, no pride, no misunderstanding will ever come before the truth.â
His voice lowered.
âI will choose you in every version of our life. I love you more than I did the first time. And I will spend the rest of my life being grateful that you chose me twice.â
For several seconds, you could only look at him.
Around you, no one seemed to breathe properly. Scarlet pressed a tissue beneath her sunglasses. Vivienneâs mouth trembled. Dana looked down quickly, and even Ron appeared suspiciously interested in the horizon.
âI loved you when I left,â you said finally, your voice unsteady. âThat was the cruelest part. I loved you through every year I pretended I had moved on, and I love you now without fear, without secrets and without one foot near the door.â
Harryâs eyes shone.
âI choose you, Harry Castillo. I always have. And I always will.â You squeezed his hands. âThis time, I intend to stay.â
Neither of you moved.
The silence stretched until Mikey called from behind you, âYou can keep staring after youâre legally married.â
Laughter broke through the emotion.
Captain Alvarez gave him a patient look.
âIt appears we have people here even more impatient than the bride and groom.â His eyes narrowed faintly with affection. âMikey, you were always like this.â
Mikey grinned. âThanks, Captain.â
Then he leaned toward Sienna and whispered, âHe loves me.â
Sienna covered her mouth to hide her laugh.
Captain Alvarez turned back to Harry. âHarry Castillo, do you take this woman to be your wifeâto love her, honour her and continue choosing her for the rest of your life?â
Harry did not take his eyes from you. âI do.â
âAnd Ms. Queen, do you take this man to be your husbandâto love him, honour him and continue choosing him for the rest of your life?â
âI do.â
Ron stepped forward with the rings. Harry slid yours carefully onto your finger, his hand trembling just enough for you to notice. You placed his ring beside the one he had once worn before,
sealing a promise renewed rather than replaced.
Captain Alvarez smiled. âBy the authority vested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife.â
Mikey was already on his feet. âKiss her!â
Others joined him, laughing and applauding.
âKiss!â
âKiss!â
âKiss!â
Harryâs arm curved carefully around your waist. He drew you as close as your stomach allowed, his other hand rising to cradle your face.
Then he kissed you.
Slowly at first, as though the two of you were alone. Then more deeply as the applause rose around you and the ocean wind carried Mikeyâs triumphant whistle across the beach.
When Harry finally pulled away, his forehead rested against yours.
âMrs. Castillo,â he whispered.
You smiled through your tears. âYou always did like calling me that.â
His thumb brushed your cheek. âI missed it.â
Later, after champagne had been poured and the official photographs had been taken, Chloe insisted that the bouquet had one final responsibility.
You turned your back to the small group gathered behind you and tossed it over your shoulder.
The wind caught the flowers, shifted their course and dropped them directly into Vivienneâs arms.
She stared down at the bouquet.
Then she looked toward Marc, standing several feet away.
Marc smiled.
Vivienneâs cheeks turned pink as everyone began laughing and applauding.
Beside you, Harryâs expression changed slowly.
You looked up at him. âDonât even start.â
âIâm not saying anything.â
âYour face is saying plenty.â
He gave a small shrug. âIâm only wondering whether we can return the bouquet and try again.â
You hit his shoulder lightly. âShut up and dance with me.â
The first notes of the music began.
Harry turned toward you and placed both hands at your waist. You slipped your arms around his neck, though the curve of your stomach prevented you from moving as close as either of you wanted.
Harry glanced down at the space between you. âI had imagined holding my wife a little closer.â
âYour daughters have other plans.â
âTheyâve been interfering all day.â
âTheyâre making sure you behave.â
Harry looked offended. âWith my own wife?â
âEspecially with your own wife.â
Harry laughed and lowered his forehead to yours, swaying with you as the music carried across the beach.
A few feet away, Scarlet and Vivienne watched with matching tears in their eyes.
âThey deserved this happiness, didnât they?â Vivienne whispered.
Scarlet nodded. âMore than anyone.â
Vivienne dabbed at her cheek. âMy eyes are leaking.â
âSo are mine.â
Mikey appeared behind them.
âShould I call 911, or is this a shared maternal event?â
Both women turned toward him.
Sienna burst out laughing, and even Richard failed to hide his smile.
You extended one hand toward the others. âCome on. Join us.â
Scarlet joined Richard first, moving carefully around his cane. Ron drew Dana into his arms, while Sienna allowed Mikey to spin her with considerably more enthusiasm than skill. Vivienne hesitated only briefly before accepting Marcâs hand.
Harry watched them, a trace of old protectiveness tightening his expression.
You touched his cheek. âShe looks happy.â
His gaze returned to you. After a moment, he nodded and relaxed beneath your hand.
âShe does.â
Near the edge of the dance floor, Emily, Chloe and Yuliana formed a loose circle, laughing as they danced together.
Lara clapped in time from her chair until Captain Alvarez offered his hand and persuaded her to join him for several careful steps.
There was no ballroom, no orchestra and no audience waiting to judge what the day meant.
Only the ocean, the music and every person you had chosen as family.
Harry watched them for a momentâthe people dancing barefoot or carefully around canes and hems, the laughter carried by the wind, the small, impossible life you had built out of everything that had nearly ended.
Then his gaze returned to you.
His arms tightened around your waist, and he rested his forehead against yours.
âA little late,â he murmured, âbut I think we made it.â
You cupped his face in both hands. âWe did. And we made it beautifully.â Your lips trembled. âOh, no. I think itâs coming back.â
Harryâs eyes softened with immediate alarm and amusement. âNo. No crying, we just survived the ceremony. You can give the makeup ten more minutes.â
You laughed, blinking quickly. âOkay. Iâm not crying.â
âGood.â
âIâm almost not crying.â
âThatâs progress.â
The wave passed slowly. You breathed in, steadied yourself, and looked up at him again.
Harryâs smile faded into something quieter, deeper. âI love you so much,â he said.
Your hands rested against his jaw as the music continued around you. âI love you too, Harry.â
And while everyone you loved danced around you beneath the open sky, you let the moment stay exactly what it was.
Yours.
Days turned into weeks.
For a while, you and Harry stayed married only in the places that mattered. At home, in the quiet, his ring never left his finger. But every morning before a public meeting, a board dinner or anything involving cameras, he removed it with an apology he never seemed to grow tired of giving. âI hate it. I want everyone to know youâre my wife.â
And every morning, you gave him the same answer. âThey will. Wait until our girls are born.â
The world still believed the real wedding was coming laterâthe grand one Scarlet and Vivienne were already designing with terrifying enthusiasm. When reporters asked how the preparations were going, you smiled, touched your stomach and said something harmless about family, timing and taking things slowly.
Somehow, the rumors still began.
Did Harry Castillo and Ms. Queen Marry in Secret?
Private Beach Ceremony Reportedly Held in Bridgehampton.
No Guests, No Press, No Confirmation: Inside Manhattanâs Most Talked-About Non-Wedding.
Some said Bridgehampton. Some said it had only been an engagement celebration. Some insisted there had been a wedding, but no one could produce a single photograph.
You and Harry answered none of it.
There were more important things to survive.
Your stomach grew heavier by the week, until getting out of bed without assistance became less an act of independence and more an unnecessarily ambitious athletic event. Doctorâs appointments became nearly the only reason you left the house. Everyone else came to you.
Emily arrived one afternoon claiming she had only stopped by to bring soup, then sat at the edge of your bed and confessed that she had started seeing the man her mother had hired as a waiter at the restaurant. He was Asian, apparently devastatingly handsome according to Emilyâs increasingly unprofessional description, and âtoo polite in a way that felt dangerous.â
Chloe gave her ex another chance and pretended she was being cautious about it, despite the fact that she blushed every time his name appeared on her phone. Scarlet and Richard came regularly under the excuse of checking on you, though Richard spent most of each visit asking the girls whether they intended to let their mother sleep. Lara moved in without ceremony, joining Yuliana in the practical, unspoken agreement that until the babies arrived, you were not to be left unattended for any length of time.
Mikey and Sienna came sometimes together, sometimes separately, each visit explained with suspiciously unnecessary detail. Mikey brought stories from the office,most of them delivered with the confidence of a man who had survived another day in corporate warfare and deserved applause for it.
Gerard still called when necessary, but even he had begun to respect the boundaries Dana enforced with frightening precision. For the last three weeks, he no longer patched you into meetings unless there was no alternative. Dana kept such careful notes that reading her briefings almost felt like being in the room.
Almost.
Queen Financial was not healed, not yet.
But it was rising.
The panic had passed. The structure was holding. The people who had expected you to disappear quietly were beginning to understand that you had only stepped back long enough to breathe.
Harry had done the same in his own way. He met with Ron over laptop screens more often than in boardrooms now, choosing home whenever he could. Some afternoons, you would wake from a nap to find him at the foot of the bed, muted on a call, one hand resting absently over your ankle while he listened to Ron speak.
By the time you entered your thirtieth week, your doctor stopped sounding politely cautious and began sounding direct.
âYou cannot be alone at home now,â she said. âNot for long periods. Not with this level of risk.â
Harryâs hand tightened around yours. She reviewed the warning signs, the possibility of early labor, the need to avoid stress, overexertion and anything that might trigger contractions.
âIâm also recommending pelvic rest from this point forward.â
You glanced at Harry.
He looked straight ahead.
The doctor continued, perfectly professional. âThat means no intercourse, no penetration, and no sexual activity that results in orgasm. Uterine contractions after orgasm are usually harmless in low-risk pregnancies, but in your case, with twins and your current risk factors, we are not encouraging anything that could increase uterine activity.â
Harryâs expression did not change, but his hand became very still around yours.
You bit the inside of your cheek.
He looked like a man receiving a sentence from a judge and refusing to appeal in public.
In the car afterward, Harry remained silent for almost three minutes.
âYouâre being very mature,â you said.
âIâm being tested.â
You laughed and leaned your head against his shoulder. âItâs only temporary.â
âI understand that.â
âYou look as if someone cancelled Christmas.â
âI said I understand it. I didnât say I enjoyed it.â
But he was careful. More careful than you were, sometimes. When you curled into him at night, he kissed your forehead, your hair, your shoulder, then gently put space where space needed to be.
Sleeping became more difficult. Turning from one side to the other required planning, patience and, on particularly humiliating nights, Harryâs assistance. He surrounded you with pillows until the bed looked less like a bed and more like a medical nest designed by a luxury hotel.
Still, the girls pressed against your ribs, your bladder, your lungs and every other part of you they apparently considered negotiable.
Harry spoke to them every night. âBe kind to your mother,â he whispered, one hand spread over your stomach. âYouâll meet us soon enough.â
A small kick answered him. âNot that soon,â he added sternly.
You smiled into the pillow.
Eight weeks, the doctor had said.
Only eight weeks until you would meet your daughters.
Dinner was over when the call came.
You were lowering yourself carefully onto the sofa, one hand braced against the armrest and the other resting over your stomach, when your phone began to ring on the coffee table.
Unknown number.
You frowned, reaching for it. âWho calls after dinner anymore?â
Harry glanced up from where he was folding the throw blanket at the other end of the room.
You answered before he could say anything.
âHello?â
A womanâs voice spoke on the other end. Careful. Professional.
âMs. Queen? My name is Claire Walsh. Iâm calling from a long-term care facilityââ
âA care facility?â you repeated, confused.
Harry was beside you before the woman finished her next sentence. He took the phone gently but firmly from your hand.
You stared at him. âHarry?â
He ended the call.
For a moment, neither of you spoke.
âWhat was that?â
âNothing important.â
Your eyes narrowed. âYou just took my phone from my hand. And hung up on a woman from a care facility.â
âShe shouldnât have called you directly.â
The sentence landed strangely. You pushed yourself higher against the cushions, studying him more closely. His face had gone pale, the controlled lines of it too still to be casual. âHarry,â you said slowly. âWhat is going on?â
He looked away.
That was enough.
You knew every version of his silence. The business silence. The angry silence. The silence he used when he was trying to keep a room from collapsing around someone he loved. This was the last one. âHow long have you been hiding calls from me?â
His jaw tightened.
Your breath caught. âThatâs what this is, isnât it? The last few daysâyour phone, Ron calling you outside the room, that womanââ
âBaby.â
âNo.â Your voice sharpened. âTell me. Please. What is going on?"
Harry stayed standing for another second. Then he exhaled, sat beside you and took both of your hands in his.
âLast Friday, a woman came to the building,â he said carefully. âSecurity didnât let her up. She said she needed to speak to you.â
âAbout what?â
âAt first, I didnât know.â
Your fingers tightened around his. âAnd then?â
âI saw her again the next day. Outside. I asked what she wanted.â
Harryâs thumb moved slowly over your knuckles, as though he was trying to keep you anchored before he had even said the words.
âShe works at a long-term care facility,â he said. âYour biological father is there.â
You swallowed. The room seemed to drop out from beneath you. For a second, you only stared at him. âMy⊠what?â
Harryâs face softened with worry. He reached up and brushed his fingers along your cheek. âBreathe for me."
You drew in a thin breath. One of the girls shifted beneath your ribs, and your hand moved instinctively to your stomach. âContinue,â you whispered.
Harry nodded once. âShe tried Scarlet first because he had been saying her name for weeks. Scarlet refused to speak to her. She tried to reach Mikey and couldnât. Then she saw your name attached to mine in enough society articles to find the building.â
Your mouth parted, but no sound came out. âWhy is he there?â you asked finally. âWhy is some woman calling me? Why now, after all these years?â
Harry looked down at your joined hands.
âThe woman he left your mother for is gone. She took what remained of his money and disappeared when his illness became inconvenient.â His voice stayed low, measured. âHe has Alzheimerâs. Advanced enough that some days he doesnât know where he is. Some days he asks for Scarlet.
Some days he asks about the little boy.â
âMikey,â you breathed.
Harry nodded. âAnd lately,â he said, softer now, âshe said he keeps asking whether the baby was born.â
The words moved through you like something cold.
The baby.
Harry did not answer immediately. Your eyes lifted to his. âMe?â
His expression broke just enough to hurt. A tear slipped down your cheek.
The daughter he had never met. The child he had left behind before she had even taken her first breath.
Harry wiped the tear away with his thumb. âBaby, talk to me.â
You stared past him, but all you could see was a man you had never known asking about a baby who had already grown up, married, divorced, survived him, and was now carrying two daughters of her own.
âI need to see him.â
Harryâs brow drew together, that familiar deep crease forming between his eyes as his whole face tightened in immediate refusal. âNo.â
âHarryââ
âNo. Absolutely not.â
âYou donât get to decide that.â
âIf we are talking about your health and our daughtersâ safety, then I do get a say.â
âA say, yes. Not the decision.â
âYouâre thirty weeks pregnant with twins. The doctor said no stress.â
âI know what the doctor said.â
âThen you know this is exactly the kind of thing she meant.â
You pulled your hands back, not harshly, but enough to make him feel the distance.
âI have to see him.â
âYou donât owe him that.â
âI know.â
âHe left you before you were born. He doesnât deserve the chance to hurt you now.â
âI know.â
âThen why?â
You pressed one hand to your stomach and swallowed hard.
âBecause if something happens and he dies, I will never know what was real.â Your voice broke. âI spent my whole life imagining him. When I was seven, I asked my mother about him, and after that I made up versions of him in my head. Younger. Better. Sorry.â You shook your head. âI donât know if I want to see him. But I need to.â
Harry looked at you for a long moment, the fight in his expression slowly giving way to something heavier. You reached for his hand again. âI donât owe him anything,â you whispered. âBut I think I owe something to the seven-year-old version of me who thought he might still come back if she was worth coming back to.â
That did it.
Harryâs face changed completely. The anger left him first, then the argument. What remained was something softer, almost wounded.
âOh, baby,â he murmured.
He reached for you at once, his hand sliding gently over your hair as he drew you closer.
His eyes had gone bright, though he tried to blink it away before you could see. âShe was always worth coming back to,â he said quietly. âHe was the one who didnât deserve to find his way back.â
Your breath broke against his chest.
Harry closed his eyes briefly and let out a slow breath. When he opened them again, his fear was still there. So was the decision.
âWe go together,â he said.
The facility smelled like lemon cleaner, old carpet and something medicinal underneath.
You hated that your first thought was how small everything seemed. The woman from the phone met you near the entrance and spoke softly to Harry while you stood with both hands curved over your stomach. He kept one hand at your lower back the entire time, steady and warm through the thin fabric of your dress.
When they brought you to the room, you stopped at the threshold.
The man sitting by the window was not the man you had imagined at seven.
He was not the famous director whose face you had cut from old entertainment magazines and hidden in the back of your drawer. Not the man smiling beside actresses at premieres, not the man whose interviews you had read in secret, searching for some trace of yourself in the shape of his mouth or the way his eyes held the camera.
That man had belonged to glossy paper and childhood invention.
This one was thinner than memory had any right to make him. Older than he should have been. His hair had gone almost completely white, his shoulders folded inward beneath a cardigan that looked too large for him. His hands rested in his lap, restless over the blanket.
For a moment, you could not breathe.
Harry leaned closer. âWe can leave.â
You shook your head.
The man turned at the sound. His eyes moved over Harry first, then found you.
He stared.
Your body went cold.
âScarlet?â he whispered.
Harryâs hand tightened at your back.
You tried to speak, but nothing came.
The manâs gaze drifted lower, to your stomach. Something in his face changed. Confusion. Wonder.
A grief too late to be useful.
âThe baby,â he said.
Your breath caught.
He looked up at you again, eyes wet and empty of recognition.
âOur girl?â
The room tilted.
âNo,â you whispered.
But he did not understand. Or perhaps some ruined part of him did, because his mouth trembled as he reached toward you with a hand that shook.
Harry stepped between you at once.
The movement broke something in you. You took a step back before you could stop yourself, one hand rising to your mouth as you looked at the helpless, fragile old man in front of you.
He did not look like the man who had destroyed your mother.
He did not look like the man who had left behind a pregnant wife and a one-year-old son.
He looked small.
Lost.
Almost pitiful.
And somehow, that hurt worse.
For years, you had imagined anger would be enough to hold you upright if this moment ever came. You had imagined questions.
Accusations. The clean satisfaction of finally saying what a child could not.
But there was no one here to answer you.
Only an old man who looked at you and saw your mother.
Only a mind trapped in the year he had left.
Only the baby he had never stayed to meet, standing in front of him with two babies of her own.
You turned away because you could not look at him anymore.
Behind you, he murmured something soft and broken.
âScarlet⊠donât go.â
Your eyes closed.
Harry understood before you spoke.
âThatâs enough,â he said gently.
The woman from the facility said something behind you, but you did not hear it. Harry guided you into the corridor, one arm firm around your waist.
You made it three steps before the sob broke loose.
Harry pulled you into him.
âI thought he would be different,â you choked out. âI know thatâs stupid. I know he was never good.
But when I was little, I imagined this so many times.â
âI know.â
âHe was supposed to be healthy. Arrogant. Shameless.â Your voice broke harder. âHe was supposed to be the man who betrayed my mother and left two children behind. I was supposed to be able to hate him. To ask him why. To make him look at me.â
Harry held you tighter.
âBut he canât even do that,â you sobbed. âHe canât answer me. He canât apologize. He canât even know me.â
âBreathe, baby,â Harry murmured. âPlease. For me.â
âHe was supposed to see me.â Your fingers twisted in his jacket. âHe doesnât even know me, Harry.â
âI know.â His voice was rough now. âIâm sorry.â
You clutched at him, crying too hard to stand without him.
âIâm right here,â he said, his hand moving slowly over your back. âYouâre not that baby anymore. You hear me? Youâre here. You have me. You have Richardâthe father who stayed. You have our girls. He doesnât get to take that from you.â
You tried to nod.
Harryâs hand moved to your stomach. âThink of them. Just breathe. In and out.â
It took several minutes before you could move again.
The woman from the facility followed you into the corridor, holding a worn black notebook against her chest.
âIâm sorry,â she said carefully. âThere is one more thing.â
Harryâs arm tightened around your waist. âNot now.â
But your gaze had already dropped to the notebook. âWhat is that?â
The woman hesitated. âThey found it among his things when he was moved here. He kept it for years.â Her eyes softened with something like pity. âHe knew about you, Ms. Queen. About both of you. Itâs only in the last year that the illness began taking names from him.â
The words landed too slowly.
He knew.
You should have said no.
Instead, you reached for it.
The cover was cracked at the corners, the pages swollen from age. When you opened it, the first thing you saw was Mikeyâs face, cut from a society magazine years ago and pasted crookedly onto yellowing paper.
MICHAEL QUEEN CAUSES SCENE AT CHARITY AUCTION
A laughless breath caught in your throat.
Mikey looked younger in the photograph, grinning at someone outside the frame as if he had absolutely no intention of learning from the incident.
The next page was Scarlet.
SCARLET QUEEN TO STAR OPPOSITE ROBERT DE NIRO
She was impossibly young, impossibly beautiful, her smile bright enough to belong to a woman who had not yet learned how much grief could cost.
Then another.
QUEEN AND CASTILLO FAMILIES UNITE IN HIGH-SOCIETY WEDDING
Your first wedding.
Your face beside Harryâs, both of you caught on the church steps, younger and shining with a kind of happiness you had not known enough to protect.
Your fingers trembled as you turned the page.
MS. QUEEN RETURNS TO NEW YORK
A photograph from one of your first major public appearances after joining Queen Financial.
Then another.
QUEEN FINANCIALâS HEIRESS STEPS INTO POWER
And another.
MS. QUEEN SHINES AT ANNUAL GALA
Page after page.
Your face, collected in silence.
Not loved properly. Not claimed. Not protected.
Just watched from a distance.
Harry looked over your shoulder and went very still.
Between the clippings, there were folded letters in shaky handwriting.
Scarlet, forgive me.
Scarlet, I made a mistake.
Scarlet, tell me about my kids.
The words blurred.
A sound left you before you could stop it.
âHeâŠâ you whispered. âAll those yearsâŠâ
Harry turned toward you at once. âBabyââ
âHe knew.â
Your hand moved to your stomach.
For one second, everything inside you went too quiet.
Then a hard tightening pulled low across your abdomen.
You gasped.
Harryâs face changed instantly. âBaby?â
Another wave came before you could answer. Not sharp enough to name, but deep and wrong enough to steal your breath.
The notebook slipped from your fingers and hit the floor.
âH-Harry.â
He caught you before your knees gave way.
âNo, no, no.â His voice dropped into panic before he forced it steady. âBaby, look at me.â
Your fingers clutched at his jacket.
âThe babiesââ
Harry lifted you into his arms before you could finish.
âIâve got you.â His voice was calm in the way it became only when he was terrified. âOpen the doors,â he called down the corridor. âNow.â
The woman from the facility moved quickly, shouting for help as Harry carried you toward the exit.
âLook at me,â he said, holding you carefully against his chest. âBreathe for me.â
Then he felt it.
The warmth soaking through the fabric beneath his arm.
For half a second, his mind went brutally blank.
Then everything the doctor had said came back at once: thirty weeks, twins, stress, warning signs, early labor, rupture, pressure, do not wait.
His hold tightened.
âNo,â he whispered, almost to himself. âNot yet.â
Another pressure rolled through you, harder this time.
A broken cry slipped from your mouth.
âHarry.â Your voice cracked with fear. âItâs too early. Itâs too early. I canâtâThey canât come now.â
âYes, you can.â He pressed his mouth briefly to your hair as he moved faster, his heart beating violently against you. âListen to me. You can. Iâm taking you to the hospital. You and the girls are going to be okay.â
âIâm scared.â
âI know.â His voice roughened.
âI know, baby. Iâve got you.â
The driver was already out of the car when Harry reached the entrance.
âMr. Castillo?â
âCall the doctor,â Harry ordered as the doors opened ahead of him. âNow.â
The driver grabbed his phone with shaking hands.
Harry lowered you into the back seat, one arm still braced behind you, the other pressed protectively over your stomach.
Another wave hit.
You clutched his shirt, tears breaking free.
âHarryâŠâ
He looked down at your face, all the color gone from his own.
âStay with me,â he said, his voice low and urgent. âPlease. Stay with me."
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Summary: your boyfriend begs you to have anal but knows jack shit about the act. Much to your surprise and pleasure, his dad steps up and teaches him. By example.
Tw: +18, mdni, smut, age gap, soft!Joel, consent king Joel, reader calls him Mr Miller bc sheâs respectful and bc itâs hotttt, size kink, competency kink, pussy/ass fingering (different fingers ofc), cuckolding, ass play, rimming, anal, lots of lube, f!masturbation, creampie, praise kink.
Word count: 5,4k
A/n: I think this is the porn-iest story Iâve ever written ahah Itâs very depraved but also sweet in some places. I had a blast working on it and I hope youâll like the resultâ„ïž Soft Joel kisses to @milla-frenchy for beta-ingđ Dividers by @/saradika-graphics đEnjoy, my lovely freaksđ
MASTERLIST
âNumber one rule of anal sex is âNo rushâ,â Mr Miller says to his son. The older man is sitting by your side, his hands gently kneading your naked asscheeks. You hold your breath when he spreads the globes of your flesh and exposes your pussy slit and butthole. Both entrances clench.
Youâve been going out with Jack Miller for almost a year and you know his dad Joel relatively well. Heâs single, works as a contractor, loves spending his free time playing the guitar, woodworking, watching old action movies and going to the bar with his brother Tommy. What you havenât known before tonight is how good his fingers feel when he pushes them into your asshole. But letâs not get ahead of ourselves.
It all started with an argument. Jack was getting on your nerves, begging you to have anal.
âCâmon, baby,â he said, clinging to you like an annoying lap dog. He had just fingered you as a foreplay so you were sweaty and sleepy, lying naked on his bed. As always it had taken him too long. He had trouble finding the right rhythm and the right angle like heâd never touched your pussy before. While he was fiddling with your lady parts, a slideshow of your favorite porno scenes was playing on a loop behind your tightly closed eyes until finally you reached an underwhelming orgasm.
Probably relying on endorphins clouding your judgement, Jack began his anal pitch. He was promising you heavenly pleasure and an unforgettable experience, mostly turning himself on - a pole was proudly tenting his sweatpants.
Despite the passion in his voice, you were adamant in your decision. Youâd never done it with anyone before and doubted that Jack was experienced enough to show you a wonderful world of anal.
âItâs not that simple, Jack! Jerking off to anal porn is not enough! What if you hurt me! You need to educate yourself first. You need to know⊠stuff.â You pulled the cover over your naked breasts and crossed your arms.
âWhat stuff?â Jack frowned.
âExactly!â
You stared at the ceiling, contemplating getting dressed and going home. You were sure he wouldnât let it go. And he didnât.
âIâll be careful, I promise. Just a tip first, you wonât even feel it. Iâll be super slow and then bam! Iâm inside.â
BAM! No one in the history of mankind wanted to hear Bam! and their ass in the same sentence. So you shook your head and gave Jack an alternative,
âWhy donât you fuck my pussy?â
Jack palmed his clothed boner with interest but then shook his head, doubling down.
âBaby, pleaseeeeee..â
Nothing extraordinary would have happened if Jack hadnât kept nagging and whining, pleading you to give him your butt. You kept saying ânoâ, he kept begging. It got so annoying that you decided to leave but before you sat up there was a loud knock on the bedroom door.
âDad,â Jack grumbled and got up. He adjusted his hard cock and you pulled the bed cover higher, covering your chest.
âWhatâs up, dad?â Jack said, annoyed by the interruption.
âCan I âŠ?â Mr Miller stepped into the bedroom. You swallowed loudly. It was weird to be completely naked under the sheet in front of your boyfriendâs father.
âSorry for intrudinâ, sweetheart,â he said, turning to you and then to his son. âJack, I canât listen to it no more! Donât you get what sheâs sayinâ?â
âDad, what the hell?â Jackâs cheeks grew red, he was shifting on his bare feet, throwing nervous glances at you. And you definitely shared his confusion.
âI wasnât eavesdroppinâ I swear. These fuckin walls are cardboard thin. You were whininâ like a little bitch, son. Sorry, sweetheart,â Mr Miller apologized to you again and then said the words that youâd never expected to hear from your boyfriendâs dad.
âLet me teach you anal.â
Jack was shocked and embarrassed. He was gawking at his dad with widened eyes while the older man was standing by the bed, towering over his son, feet planted firmly on the ground. He kept saying that he only wanted to help, gesturing with his big hands. To your surprise you immediately pictured those hands on your naked body.
You wondered how Mr Miller would teach you. Maybe heâd watch Jack and you, guiding you both, giving advice, or maybe heâd take matters (your ass) into his own hands. Those huge veiny hands. The thought made your core pucker and while Jack was asking his dad to leave, saying that he lost his mind, you pressed your thighs together under the cover, trying to alleviate the ache in your pussy.
âI couldnât hear the TV, Jack! Only your pathetic attempts to put it in her ass. Sorry, baby,â Mr Miller looked at you, his hands raised palms to you.
âDonât call her that,â Jack grumbled. He looked and sounded like a boy who didnât want to share his toy truck.
ââK,â his father nodded and turned at you. âJusâ wanna help.â
He dropped his hands by his sides, his sad puppy eyes moving from his son and to you and back. Your heart swelled. Your pussy throbbed.
âOk,â you said, surprising your boyfriend and yourself. Jack gawked at you.
âWhat do you mean âokâ?!â
âYou want to have anal, yeah? But you got no clue what to do, donât even lie, Jack! Let your dad teach us.â
Thatâs how you ended up in a position you couldnât imagine being in your wildest dreams â lying naked on your front, your legs spread, your boyfriend's dad playing with your butt.
âHelp âer relax,â Mr Miller says to his son, his voice soft and soothing, his tone casual as if heâs teaching Jack how to fix a lawn mower. Your boyfriend is seated in a gaming chair a foot away from the bed, his arms crossed, eyes narrowed. When his gaze meets yours, you quickly look away. He doesnât seem pleased, rather mortified. Whatever. You always thought that Mr Miller was hot, in a rugged and dilf-y way.
Once you had a dream about blowing him in their kitchen, your mouth full of his fat cock, his fingers tight in your hair, no Jack and his cuck gaming chair in sight.
âDraw âer a nice bath, give âer a massage, somethinâ like that,â Joel says as his calloused palm glides up and down the back of your thigh. Youâre one big goosebump, his touch is electrifying.
âNo harsh movements.â He carefully pushes on your inner thigh until you bend up your leg. Your hips open and slightly rise off the bed. âShe needs to be pliant, ready to take you in her most vulnerable place.â
Jack swallows hard. Your cheek is resting on the pillow, your head turned away from Mr Miller, but you are seeing him perfectly in the wardrobe mirror that stands lengthwise the bed. Heâs wearing his usual flannel, sleeves rolled up, and dark blue jeans. Itâs not his home clothes and you wonder if he dressed like this for you.
Mr Millerâs salt and pepper locks curl up at the nape, he needs a haircut, but you like his hair longer. You imagine running your fingers through his curls, tugging on them while heâs plowing your wet needy âŠ
âAre you comfortable, sweetie?â Joel interrupts your dirty daydream with a question, his voice soft and raspy. It could have lulled you to sleep if not for a finger that grazes your butthole, making you flinch.
âUh-huh.â You donât sound too sure.
âWeâll get there,â he says with a little smile and adds, âTogether.â
While youâre slowly melting into the bedsheets from his gentle tone, Mr Miller turns to Jack.
âAnother important thing is lubrication. You have some?â
It looks like Jackâs using all his energy to dissociate at the moment thus he misses the question.
âHuh?â
âLube? You have it or I need to go get mine?â
You widen your eyes, picturing Mr Miller squirt lube on some lucky lady in his master bedroom. And to think you considered him almost celibate!
Your boyfriend blinks a few times, then gets up. You hear him rummaging through a mess in his nightstand drawer, mumbling the word âcrazyâ before he throws a little bottle on the bed and returns to his chair.
âIt should be warm,â Joel says, rolling it between his wide palms.
âMay I?â His reflection points at your ass in the mirror and you nod with a quiet âyesâ. Mr Miller opens the lid with teeth and moves your left asscheek to the side for better access.
âOh!â You gasp when a slight cold glob of lube lands on your tight ring.
âBit more.â Joel adds another squirt and then starts spreading the liquid around your ring with a tip of his finger.
âAhhhh,â you whimper and bite your tongue immediately. Jackâs chair creaks.
âFeels good?â When Joel asks you the question you donât see a point in lying so you say âyeah.â Wet arousal pools in your core, itâs a matter of minutes before it slides out of your hole and reveals how insanely horny Mr Miller is making you.
âWeâre just startinâ and look at her response,â Joel says with pride in his velvet voice while his finger is slowly drawing circles over your asshole. âSheâs enjoyinâ it. Even if we stop now sheâll remember the act as something pleasant.â
âMaybe we should,â Jack mutters but neither Joel nor you pay it any attention. Hot flames are licking at your core, the ache in your pussy growing so fast, you roll your hips against the bed, searching for friction.
Adding gasoline to your horny fire is the sight in the mirror in front of you â Joelâs sexy hand moving rhythmically over your ass, his plush lips slightly parted, his dark eyes focused on your puckered hole.
Mr Miller lowers his voice and asks, âGrowinâ needy?â
Your eyes lock in the mirror. Fuck! A hot flash burns your lower belly when his black pupils meet yours. Sparks flying, gazes drawn to each other for a few long seconds, promising pleasure and trouble. The intense eye contact does something to you, drowns you in an ocean of lust, pulls you so deep you panic and hastily flick your eyes to your boyfriend who seems very pale.
âSweetheart,â Joel calls you as if hating to share your attention with his son. You hum but donât look at him.
âDo you give your permission for the next step? To open you up I need to eat your ass. Is that alright?â
âNo!â
âYes!â
Both you and Jack answer but you are the one calling the shots.
âYes!â You repeat louder and raise your brows at Jack. Your boyfriend lets out a defeated sigh and drops his head.
âGood,â Joel says and gives your butt a light pat before cupping both asscheeks and spreading them apart. Cold air laps at your holes and you shiver. Joel smiles, probably noticing goosebumps on your skin.
âWeâll start slow.â In the mirror you watch him unhinge his jaw, stick his tongue out and lower his head.
You gasp when Mr Miller slowly licks your tight butthole. âOh my God!â
Joel chuckles and repeats the depraved action. Soon heâs licking your asshole gingerly, his fingers digging into your flesh with passion. Youâre softly moaning, your eyes are rolling to the back of your head. Youâve never had your ass eaten and the sensation is incredible. You wish heâd get lower and take care of your leaking pussy but fuckkk you can come just from Mr Millerâs tongue dancing over your little butthole. So when he parts from your ass, your needy whine rings in the room.
âIâll be right back, sweetie.â
His wet lips are curled up at the corners, pride sparkling in his blown out eyes, Joel glances back at his son and announces,
âNow we gonna start openinâ her up with a tongue.â Your breathing hitches. You donât see Jackâs expression because you canât tear your eyes off Mr Miller in the mirror. âGently push the tip inside her just soâ â Joel leans down and his hot tongue prods at your ring, your mouth forms an O as you moan.
Joel mutters, âSlowly go in,â then his head begins moving up and down while his tongue slides into your ass deeper with every bop. Heâs salivating onto your crack, the wetness dripping down to your pussy, covering your folds with the warm spit.
You are losing your mind over how amazing it feels, meanwhile Joel alternates between licking your ring and tongue-fucking it for what seems like hours or so you wish. His lewd slurping fills the room and mixes with your soft noises. You apply all your willpower to stop yourself from moaning like a whore out of respect for your boyfriend who is now sitting with his legs crossed, probably hard but too shocked to accept it.
âHow you feelinâ, baby?â Joel asks, licking his spit-covered lips.
âSâso good, Mr Miller,â you stutter, staring at him in the mirror with your half lidded eyes.
âSee, sheâs already gapinâ a little,â Joel says, showing your asshole to Jack.
âHm-m,â Jack hums, his brows furrowed, his suspicious gaze trained on your ecstatic face.
âNow letâs add a finger.â
You squeak like a little mouse and your holes clench. Joel notices.
âHey, donât be scared, babygirl. Youâre open nicely now. And Iâm gonna be gentle, yeah?â
âOk,â you reply and hold your breath.
âNuh-uh. None of that. You should be breathinâ, sweetheart.â He puts his warm heavy palm on your back, between your shoulder blades and rubs it up and down, giving you a rhythm.
âInâ outâinâ out.â
You follow his direction and soon your muscles relax, your eyes flutter close, your jaws unclench. It seems like your body is seeping into the mattress.
âIâm puttinâ one finger in.â
His voice is so quiet you barely register his words, barely notice his finger going inside your ass, miss a slight burn of the stretch, thatâs how serene you are feeling.
When you finally open your eyes you see Mr Millerâs reflection thrusting his index finger in and out of your butthole, his eyes on your ring, his lip between his teeth.
âWow,â you mutter, in awe of the hot sight and the new sensation. All your holes clench again and again, your pussy pushing your generous slick out and you catch yourself wanting Joel to fuck you.
"Another finger? Is that alright, sweetie?" With your heart pounding in your ears, Joel's raspy voice seems both close and far. You nod and mumble a shaky 'yes' before he inserts a second digit into your lubed up asshole. You moan, Joel growls, both at the same time. Your boyfriend curses under his breath.
"Hooooooly hell," you exhale against the pillow, clenching bedsheets with your clammy palms while Joel's scissoring your tight ring open. "This ⊠it's amazing."
Joel pulls his fingers out of you and chuckles yet it comes out strained. You know it takes everything from him not to whip his cock out and fuck you right now. Jack seems to feel it, too.
"Dad, maybe that's enough?"
"No."
"No!"
Your yell drowns out Joel's reply. Your cheeks burning, lust clouding your mind and overtaking your body, you lift your head off the bed and glare at Jack.
"Mr Miller needs to... we need to learn what to do next. Right?"
Jack crosses his arms, his lower lip sticking out.
Completely disregarding his son's suggestion to stop, Joel nods at you and asks Jack as if it's some depraved sex ed class.
"She's nice and ready now. What's next?"
Jack blinks at his dad, a mixture of frustration and confusion plastered on his face. He shrugs. "I fuck her."
"Wrong!" Joel sits up straight and gives him a disappointed look. "Son, the most important thing about anal is consent."
You drop your head back on the pillow and nod with the 'obviously' expression meanwhile Joel continues.
"Even after you did all the necessary prep, you ask her again. And if she says 'no', you stop! Got it?"
You watch Joel in the mirror, his bushy brows furrowed, two obsidian eyes piercing Jack. He's not fucking around.
"Yeah."
"Huh?"
"Yes, sir," Jack mumbles. He looks so pitiful now you get scared of your pussy turning into the Sahara so you hastily move your eyes to the mirror with Joel's reflection in it.
You watch and feel your boyfriend's dad lean down to you. His hot breath fans your naked back, sending chills down your spine, as he asks,
"Can I fuck your ass now, baby?"
Your voice is wanton and needy, you're almost drooling onto the bed, as you reply,
"Yes, Mr Miller. But..?â
âYes, sweetie?â
âCan I be on my back?â
Joel kisses your shoulder and coos,
âSure thing.â
Your body buzzing with want, you slowly and awkwardly roll over. Your exposed tits jiggle as you get comfortable and Joel takes you inâ your puffy pussy, your heaving belly, your nipples hard as diamonds, desire plastered on your face.
Jack nervously clears his throat and leaves his cuck chair.
âYou ainât really doing it, right?â
Youâre not sure if heâs talking to you or his dad but Joel is the one who answers,
âIâm teachinâ you two. And this is the most crucial part. You wanna go in now and ruin all the progress?â
Jack closes and opens his mouth, but when you shake your head at his attempt to intervene, your boyfriend plops back in the chair, looking gobsmacked.
âThis is insane,â he murmurs and you have to agree. Youâre feeling insanely good.
With a nonchalant expression on his flushed face Joel grabs a pillow.
âRaise your hips for me, baby.â
You do what he asks and he quickly places it under your butt. When your hips are raised Joel hums in approval.
âGrab your knees for me, please.â
Like an obedient student you do it immediately.
âThatâs it. Good girl.â
His praise, his scent - manly and dizzying, his warm smile, his obsidian eyes set between your thighs â all of it makes your blooming pussy contract and a drop of clear slick beads at your entrance.
Joel smirks, his dark gaze darts to yours and then back to your leaky hole. He opens his mouth but words die on his lips.
Instead he takes a sharp breath and climbs on the bed, grunting. With your body trembling in anticipation you watch Mr Miller kneel by your propped up butt, unzip his jeans, his back now to his son.
Just for your hungry eyes, he pulls his cock out. Big, veiny, hard as steel fuck machine. Hnggg!
You clench your jaws, killing a moan that rises in your throat from the sight of his manhood. You see a drop of precum on the slit and your mouth waters.
âNeed more lube.â Joel squirts a generous amount on his hand and then strokes his cock spreading the liquid.
You squirm on the bed, fear and excitement coursing through your veins. He wants to stick that huge thing where?!
Joel seems to read the worry on your face. With one hand around the base of his stiff shaft, he brings the other to your knee and gives it a light squeeze.
âIf you want me to stop I will.â
You donât reply, just stare up at him, fear and desire playing tug-of-war in your heart.
âSee?â Joel gets his sonâs attention but doesnât look away from you. âThis sweet thing is unsure but sheâs beinâ brave and doesnât stop me.â
Jack sighs with relief from behind Joelâs broad body. He probably hopes that youâve changed your mind.
Then the older man addresses you.
âYou donât have to be brave for me or anyone else, ok?â You hum while warmth spreads in your belly, reaches your clit and makes it throb. You open your mouth but words donât come out. Joel gives you a knowing smile and offers,
âHow âbout I open you up again with my fingers? Two steps forward, one step back.â
Jackâs chair creaks unhappily when you breathe out, âYes, please.â
Joel gives you a curt nod and sits on his heels, his cock still hard and waiting. His strong hand circles around the back of your thigh as he keeps it steady for you.
Jackâs view is blocked by Joel so he doesnât see when his dad traces your pussy hole with his fingers and brings the wetness down to your ring. His eyes dart up to yours just for a second, you see lust and mischief there.
âAlright, here we go,â he mumbles to himself, easing two lubed up fingers inside you. This time you take them easily, dull pain of the stretch is present but also welcomed. You moan.
Mr Miller closely watches your face twisting with pleasure while his fingers are fucking your butt. You watch him back, suddenly swept by a feeling so strong, you forget how to breathe for a second. There's no one else in the room, in the whole world, only you and this big older man, giving you an unforgettable experience, filling the hole thatâs never been filled and you donât want it to end, hate for him to stop. Stop giving, taking, watching you melt for him.
Ahhhh! A scorching heat floods your belly and hits you like a tsunami. Your core walls clench once, twice, your head digs into the pillow underneath, your eyes close and a loud moan slips out of your mouth. Youâre shaking and crying ecstatic tears, your ass squeezing Joelâs thick digits, your pussy contracting around nothing.
âDâ did you just come? Jackâs cold tone brings you back to reality as if a bucket of icy water was thrown over your head. Still jerking with climax you snap your eyes open, your breathing heavy, and see Joelâs lopsided smile in front of you.
Fuck! Your cheeks and neck burn and you cover your face with your hands, embarrassed by unraveling in front of your boyfriendâs dad. With his fingers in your ass.
Joel comes to your rescue. He gently rubs your thigh with his paddle of a hand and coos,
âSheâs one of a kind, Jack. The anal stimulation isnât as pleasurable for women as it is for men. In the right hands though⊠you did wonderful, sweetie.â
You bite your lip, hiding a grin thatâs about to bloom on your face, and grip your knees tighter.
âWe can stop now ifâŠ,â Joel starts.
âNo!â You cut him off and push your knees to your chest. âI want to be ready. For the real thing.â
âIâll give you the real thing,â Joel whispers so quietly itâs barely audible but you hear. Your eyes lock as he plants his palm on the bed by your side and hovers over your lower half.
âReady, sweetheart?â
After you say âyesâ Mr Miller glances back in the direction of his son.
âJusâ the tip at first. Maybe only. Depends on how she takes it.â
He looks down at you with that soft but feral gaze of his and talks to Jack.
âWatch her face closely when you push inside.â
Joelâs hot leaky cockhead kisses your pussy hole and you gasp, your entrance winking at his manhood, inviting it to come in. Joel whispers,
âOnly teasinâ.â You smile and shake your head at the man. He gives you a wink and drags his tip down along the delicate skin between your pussy and asshole and then nudges your tight ring.
âIf she scrunches her pretty nose, stop. Means sheâs hurtinâ.â
Joel presses his crown against your asshole and applies pressure. Your mouth parts when he starts pushing it into your asshole, the stretch far bigger than with his fingers. You take a few deep breaths, not stopping him, craving to be fucked.
âYeah, breathe for me, baby. In and out. Like I taught ya.â
In! in! in! your pussy screams and throbs with the rhythm of your heartbeat, your body desperate to be ruined by your boyfriendâs dad.
Mr Miller pauses and closes his eyes, his forearm muscles tense with restraint, the veins of his hand thatâs wrapped around his shaft are bulging. He speaks, trying to keep his voice steady.
âThe most difficult thing nowâis to control yourself â all you wanna do â is shove your dick deep inside herâ to the hiltâ- she feels so fuckinâ good.â
His arousal and your desire merge together and form an electric cloud around you two, the scent of sex heavy in the air. Mr Miller moves another inch deeper and you whimper.
âBut you musnât,â he grunts to his son or to himself. âYou should be in controlâ think of her first and your pleasure second âYeahhh?â
The last word sounds like a moan and you smile dizzily, ecstatic to see how much bliss youâre giving him. Joel pushes in some more and then looks into your eyes. âWanna see?â
You nod eagerly and place another pillow under your head, propping it up to get a better view.
The sight before your eyes takes your breath away. Joelâs big hand wrapped around his girthy cock, the veins on his shaft thumping, glistening with lube. But the best thing is your stretched asshole, hugging Joelâs tip buried inside.
âWow,â you breathe out. Joel smirks, his smile lopsided and boyish. He drops his head to your butt and asks,
âWanna stop here? Done so good already.â
You crane your neck and glance at Jack, expecting him to scream âYes! Stop! Now!â but heâs hunched over in his cuck chair with a blank stare, chewing on the nail of his thumb.
You bring your gaze back up at Joel and purr,
âI want all of it.â
Joel nods and thrusts in.
Mr Millerâs fucking your ass like itâs been made solemnly for this purpose. His hands are gripping your spread thighs, leaving marks on your soft skin, his hips snapping against your asscheeks, drowning the room in the lewd Slap slap slap! Sounds.
By now youâve lost all the composure and your loud moans are flowing freely from your lips, mixing with Joelâs animalistic growls.
âYeahhhh.. good girlâŠsheâs a fast learner⊠takinâ me like a champ.â
âThanks, Mr Miller,â you mewl with your eyes rolling to the back of your head when you feel a second orgasm building. Hungry for it you lick your fingers, reach for your throbbing clit and start rubbing it while Joelâs steel shaft is massaging your insides.
âLemme⊠want some help?â Joel asks, consent king as always.
âYes, please.â
Not minding his son watching you two from the back, Joel brings his calloused thumb to your puffy clit and starts drawing infinities over it.
You arch your back, losing your mind over how amazing it feels. Your ass is full of Joelâs cock, but your neglected pussy hole is crying desperately. You look for your boyfriend behind Joelâs broad back. He still looks shell shocked, his widened eyes lowered, and you realize that heâs watching his dads heavy balls slap against his girlfriendâs asscheeks.
Opps.
âMr Miller,â you whisper, staring at the older man again, âCould you..?â
You lift your hand, stick two fingers out and move them up and down, fingering an invisible pussy.
Joel flashes you a knowing smile.
âGotcha, sweetie.â He glances back at his son and raises his voice, talking to you,
âYou strugglinâ, baby? Ok if I help you relax?â
You consent loudly so Jack could hear and the next second Mr Miller changes hands and his dry index and middle fingers easily enter your sopping pussy.
Yeahhhh! You whimper, so full of his fat cock and digits, it feels like youâre going to come apart at the seams.
Joelâs massaging your g-spot with two fingers, his thumb working your clit, his cock relentlessly rutting into your ass. Youâve never been fucked this good and you try to hold off your second climax, hating for the sex to end.
But Joelâs too hot, too experienced and soon you come with a wail, arching your sweaty back off the bed and clamping Joelâs hips with your thighs. Blinding ecstasy is coursing through your body, your cunt pulsing around Joelâs fingers, your asshole choking his cock so hard he stills.
âHereâ we gâgoooHnggggâŠ.â he roars, retreats his fingers out of your pussy and covers you with his huge frame. He pushes his face into your sweaty neck but holds his weight over your thrashing body.
âWhere?â He chokes, his chest rumbling with groans, and you wrap your arms around his broad back and press your naked tits to him, mumbling into his ear,
âInside my ass, Mr Miller. Please.â
His whole body tenses up over you and he begins squirting his hot cum deep inside your butt. The warmth of his load fills you more and more, every erratic thrust of his cock pushes the sticky spent back into you and you hold him tight, wishing to be stuffed to the brim. It doesnât take long with how much he comes and soon his jizz covers your asscheeks and his balls, sticking them together like glue. You feel filthy and sexy, with your boyfriendâs dad busting inside you, the former having a perfect view of your asshole sucking the older manâs cum in. Too abundant it rolls down your crack and onto Jackâs bed.
Both of you are panting when Joel carefully pulls his cock out of your asshole and falls on the bed next to you, still fully clothed except for the pulled down jeans and boxers.
âDad, put your dick away,â Jack grumbles.
âYeah yeah.â Joel tucks his cock back in, leaving his jeans open. He sounds exhausted. You cover yourself with a sheet suddenly remembering that youâre naked next to your boyfriendâs dad.
You turn your head to him resting next to you, his forearm covering his closed eyes, his chest rising and falling quickly, his leg dangling off the edge of the bed. Heâs so handsome you want to bite him. The man had a full day of work and then rocked your world. You find it incredibly hot but also feel guilty for exhausting him even more.
You watch Mr Miller for a few moments, warmth spreading in your belly and chest, until he takes a deep breath, opens his eyes and turns his head to you.
âDad?â Jack calls impatiently, hurrying the man to leave but Joel doesnât spare him a glance and asks you,
âHow you feelinâ, baby?â
He nods down at your pussy but you know heâs asking about your butt.
âIâm ok.â You squirm on the bed, trying to access your state. âA little sore but good.â
âGood,â Joel repeats with a warm smile. Youâre staring at each other silently, his gaze soft and warm, grinning like two fools. You want to kiss him but stop yourself. Itâs inappropriate.
Then you remember where his cock was just a few minutes ago and giggle.
âWhat is it?â Joel asks, his eyes dart between yours and then slide to your lips.
You shake your head, silence thick and loaded between you two.
Jack rips it apart as he clears his throat.
âThanks, dad. Fucking hell. You can go now.â
He gets up from the chair and crosses his arms, frowning at the two of you. You wonder if heâs going to break up with you after this. Whatever.
Joel sits up with a grunt and gets out of the bed. He sways a little and you smile proudly â you did it to him.
âThank you, Mr Miller.â You sit up, holding the sheet over your body. He zips up his jeans and winks,
âDonât mention it, baby.â
Jack scoffs. Joel heads to the door but as he passes his son he pauses.
âGet her a wet towel. And some water,â he commands. âSo .. if she took my cock, she wouldnât even notice yours. Youâre welcome.â
With that he pats his sonâs shoulder and leaves.
Who needs Jack, amirite? Maybe Joel can teach them something else?đ€ Thank you for reading! Please, leave a comment and reblog if you enjoyed the storyđ
hello, my loves! đ I'm officially on vacation now and finally getting some much-needed rest but don't worry... I've still been writing with my boy Sirius' help đ€
I've been getting so many sweet messages asking when the next chapters are coming, and I know you've all been waiting so patiently. thank you for sticking with me while I finished my thesis. it truly means the world. đ€ and now... the wait is almost over!!
âš Wednesday: The Ex Education â Chapter 19 â 07/15
âš Friday: Two Wrongs, One Right â Chapter 11 â 07/17
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how it works: pick a favourite passage from your work for each category below. it can be a line or a few paragraphs.
thank you so much friends @bergamote-catsandbooks @milla-frenchy @sawymredfox @mcthsman @time-for-my-weekly-spanking for tagging me in this!! I love this idea!!
First of all⊠this was WAY harder than I expected. I went back through all my fics and wanted to include something from almost every one of them. I definitely have funnier or sexier excerpts elsewhere, but I didn't want to only showcase one story. I wanted to give each fic a little love, so⊠here's my showcase. đ€
Most Romantic (or sweetest): Amor Meus Aeternus â (Marcus Acacius x Ofc).
This will always be one of my favorite romantic moments. đ„č After traveling through time, Marcus earns his own money and the first thing he does is buy Rosa flowers. It's such a small gesture, but it means everything to me. đ€
As soon as you opened the door, you froze at the sight before you.
Daisies.
A bouquet of them was offered to you from a hand reaching out, and thatâs when you spot Marcus.
Seeing his smile made you place your hand on your chest and take a deep breath, trying to calm your racing heart.
âI was thinking the flowers for Rosa should be roses again, but then I remembered you said you liked daisies,â he said, looking straight at you.
He frowned at your expression. âAre you well?â
Instead of taking the flowers, you reached out and hugged him tightly. âMarcus, you scared me! I thought you got lost or that something had happened to you.â
He gently patted your back. âDonât worry, I know my way home now. This is my city too, remember? Iâve made a mental map of the new city by recreating the buildings I remember from my time. I donât think Iâll get lost easily.â
Taking a step back, you observed him closely. âReally? That's quite clever. But you still need to have your phone with you, so make sure you answer when I call.âÂ
âYou're right, I will,â he replied.Â
You took the bouquet of daisies from his hand. âBut how did you manage to buy these? You donât have any euros.â
"Enzo," he replied with a grin. "He mentioned that he owed me a payment from last time but couldn't give it to me directly, so he handed me some... um, how do you say it?"Â
"Cash?"Â
"Yes, that's it... cash," he said with a smile.
Ah, that's right.
Last time, Marcus had spent the night outside Enzoâs restaurant, stalking you. Enzo had mentioned that Marcus-dressed as a Roman general-drew in a lot of customers, like a living mascot for his shop. What a great guy. Even though Marcus hadnât asked for anything, Enzo had gifted him some of the money he earned thanks to his charm.
âWow, youâve got about 400 euros here,â you said while counting. âSo youâve made your first earnings and your first purchase. Congratulations.â You smiled and looked at the daisies. âAnd thank you.â
Your Angst-iest writing: The Ex Education â (Ex Husband!Harry Castillo x Ex Wife!Reader)
I think this is the scene that made me cry the most while writing it. đ This fic will always have such a special place in my heart, and even now, rereading this scene makes my eyes well up. Harry and Queenwill forever be one of my favorite couples. I love them so, so much. đ€
âMy love⊠corazĂłn mĂo,â he whispered, the Spanish falling from his lips like a prayer. âYouâre so brave⊠so strong. I donât understand how you survived all of that. Iâm falling apart just hearing it⊠and youâŠâ His voice cracked. âHow did you endure? Even telling me⊠it must have been impossible.â
You shrugged faintly. âI did what I do best.â
He frowned, as if the weight of your words alone wasnât enough.
âStubbornness,â you said, a faint twitch of a smile on your lipsânot a full smile, not yet. âYou know my stubborn streak, Castillo. Thatâs what kept me going. I couldnât let a worthless man take my life from me. I couldnât destroy myself. No one gets to do that to me. Because Iâm⊠perfect.â
For the first time, you truly smiledâfragile, real, tears still slipping down your cheeks.
Harryâs eyes were wide, awe written all over his face. He leaned in, pressing his lips to your forehead, lingering, breathing you in. His arms wrapped around you, pulling you close, holding you as if he could never let go.
âMy baby,â he whispered. âMy reason for existing. I hope one day you can forgive me⊠because I donât know how Iâll ever forgive myself. Iâm in so much pain.â
You sniffed, pulling back just enough to look at him.
 âPull yourself together, Harry. I forgave you a long time ago. And you donât get to suffer without my permissionâI wonât allow it.â
A weak smile flickered across his face, the pain still etched deep in his features. âJust tonight,â he said quietly, âjust tonight, I need to grieve⊠for⊠for our baby. You donât have to carry this alone anymore.â
Your tears returnedâbut this time, lighter. Shared.
Your most humorous: Two Wrongs, One Right â (Joel Miller x Immune F!Reader)
My first Joel fic, so this one will always be incredibly special to me. đ„č I loved writing a reader who experiences love for the very first time and is completely clueless about it⊠while Joel is already hopelessly gone for her. đTheir banter never fails to make me smile, and I genuinely think I could write them teasing each other forever. đ€
Ellie smirks, leaning back in her chair. âOh yeah. Donât let him fool you. His big dream used to be being a singer.â
Youâre mid-sip when those words hit. The shock is so sudden you chokeâand then spray juice forward. Joel jerks back in his chair, eyes wide as droplets hit his cheek and the front of his shirt.
The three of you freeze. âOh, shitâsorry!â You grab the nearest napkin and lean across the table, dabbing clumsily at his face and shirt.
Joel scowls, âThis,â he mutters, deadpan, âsure as hell ainât the reaction I was expectinâ."
Ellie doubles over, nearly choking on her eggs. âNah, itâs perfect. Best one yet.â
Joel narrows his eyes at her then looks back at you. âYou sure you donât got some kinda connection to llamas darlin'? Spittinâ like one and all.â
You roll your eyes, blotting the juice from his jawline. âOh, ha ha ha, very funny... Hilarious. You know what?" You shove the napkin into his hand instead. "Do it yourself.â
He smirks as he takes the napkin and wipes his face.
Then Ellieâs eyes widen. âShitâIâm late!â She shoves her chair back, and dashes out the door in a hurry.
The house falls quiet, the air softer now. Joel sighs, looking down at his damp shirt, and pushes up from the table. âGonna wash this off.â When heâs halfway down the hall, you call after him, teasing, âSo⊠are you actually gonna sing for her tomorrow?â He stills for half a beat, then snorts. âHell no. Last thing I needâs you spittinâ all over me again.â
You gasp, mock-offended. âDonât be an asshole!â
Joelâs mouth twitches into a rare grin as he disappears into the bathroom.
Your sexiest: Peccatum Dulce â (Marcus Acacius x F!Reader) â ïž Warning: Explicit Sexual Content (18+)
I think my hands were actually shaking while writing this scene. đ Dark Marcus completely took over my brain. The General has a grip on me that's only matched by Joel, and⊠hot damn. This man is sexy as HELL. đ« â€ïžâđ„
Your mind swirled, trying to grasp the meaning behind his words. Before you could decide, his hands grabbed at your waist, you glanced up at him and was met with him giving you a playful smileâ right before slamming the rest of his length in with one vicious thrust.Â
âOh GODS!â You cried as your whole world went white. Your mind exploded from intense pain, pleasure and fullness, crashing against your entire body. Your mouth agape in a choked cry, nothing coming out at that very moment.Â
A sharp, surprised grunt left him, taken aback by just how tight you were. Your grip on him was like a pythonâs, quivering and quaking all around. Were he a lesser man, he would have likely reached his climax almost immediately, all because of you beneath him. Not even the virgin courtesan from the lupanaria could match the level of tightness you were exuding. It was both impressive and intoxicatingâyou felt divine. His eyes darkened, pupils dilating, every fiber of him alive with sensation. He had never felt this way with any woman beforeânot even close.Â
For a heartbeat, the predator faltered, undone by the inevitability of your hold. Yet almost instantly, he recoveredâlips curling into a dangerous, possessive smile, muscles taut with restrained hunger. Even as he regained his composure, the knowledge lingered: you had claimed him, and it thrilled him in ways no other had.
His first thrust was sudden and merciless, sharp as a tearing bandage. You cried out at the shocking fullness, your body jolting into a haze of overwhelming, mind-numbing pleasure. âAhhhh...oohhh...Gods!"
His big hand wrapped around your throat, slapping your arse with the other, âNot your gods⊠youâll scream my name,â He grunted as he began to move inside you, his grip on your throat not lessening for a second. The slaps on your arse and cunt kept coming, over and over, raw and relentless, as he fucked you too hard, too deep, with no intention of slowing down. Your screams werenât enough to stop himâif anything, they only seemed to please him, driving him to thrust deeper and deeper until you felt his balls slamming against your arse cheeks.
Tags: no outbreak, established relationship, dom/sub dynamic, neighbor!Joel, soft!Joel, spanking, crying, rejection sensitive dysphoria, aftercare, Joel really cares about you and your mental health, mention of readerâs unhealthy relationship with her parents, 20 years age gap (reader is 30, Joel is 50), use of pet names, mention of Sarah (she was readerâs friend when they were kids), mention of cancer and a parentâs death.
A/N: a little something I just wrote down in a frenzy, like I sometimes do. English is not my first language, I apologize for any mistake. If this resonates with you, just know that you matter and your feelings matter and youâre not too much. Sending you hugs.
Thinking about the first time you tried a dom/sub dynamic with Joel.
After a lot of talking and negotiations you ended up in his room and this was exactly what you wanted.
You dreamed of this for months since the first time you realized you had a crush on him.
Your friendâs dad.
You lived in this neighborhood all your childhood, left for college, went back to your parentâs house to help when your dad got diagnosed with cancer.
When your dad passed, you got stuck here to help your mom. You found a job in town, bought a house right in front of Joelâs, a few houses far from the one from your childhood.
Joel was gorgeous and caring and capable and your heart knew it all along. Heâs the man for you.
You spent countless night drinking beer sitting on his porch, listening to him strumming on his guitar. You laughed and talked about yourself and life and the fact you were Sarahâs friend. And then you kissed under the moonlight on an summer evening, right in front of his garage.
He was helping you with your bike. And here and there, taking his hands covered in grease from the bike chain, his curls falling over his forehead and a surprised expression on his face, you have summoned all your courage and connected your lips with his and everything changed.
He was hesitant and insecure because of your age gap.
âToo old for you, babe. Whatâs a 30 years old woman like you doing with an old man like me?â
But you were firm on this. Who cares heâs 20 years older than you.
Your mom wouldnât agree with you but you were tired of seeking her approval on the choices you made in your life.
Joel took you on a real date, payed for your dinner no matter how hard you protested, fucked you in his truck in the parking lot even before going back home.
You wanted him. You threw yourself at him, because you were pretty sure he would have been a safe bet.
And he was.
He is.
The day you started to hint at Joel what you would like he raised his eyebrow and looked at you like he wasnât even sure of what he just heard.
âYou want me to be your dom?â
You nodded and then began to explain and giving him example.
âYouâre not happy now?â
âYes, I am, Joel. Itâs just something we could try, if you agreeâ
And damn, how he could have said ânoâ to you?
You seemed to be so sure and eager and excited about that.
He ordered to you to kneel on the floor.
He took a nice ribbon and tied your wrists.
His breath fanned over your cheeks while he tightened the knot and pulled you back on your feet.
âGood girlâ he whispered. And you were happy, truly happy and proud.
He smiled. He loved to see your eyes shining bright and your body tingling for him.
You rubbed your tights together under his gaze, like you were trying to search for some relief.
He could clearly see your red panties soaked with your excitement.
He took your arms and manhandled you on his bed, he made you lay down on your stomach and pulled your underwear down.
Your ass was bare. He couldnât help but admire the perfect curve of it, your soft hips slightly shaking right before his eyes, the way you moaned as soon as his big calloused hands touched your warm skin.
You were a goddess. All pliant and needy for him. Joel started to see your vision and he liked it.
The first spank made you giggle and bite your bottom lip.
He asked if you were right nonetheless and you replied yes. You asked for more.
He spanked you again and you moaned.
So he did it again and you squirmed, whining loudly in full pleasure.
He chuckled. Called you a little minx. And spanked you again.
Your skin started to look a little sore but when he asked you if you wanted to continue you said yes again.
So he did.
Again. And again.
He made you spread your legs and he could see your pussy glistening and crying for him.
He felt good. Really good about giving you what you wanted.
He spanked you harder and your moans bounced off the wall.
His cock was rock hard, throbbing and leaking from the tip under his boxers.
Another slap and you begged to be fucked.
You begged for his fingers, his cock, his tongue, whatever he liked to give you.
His hand landed on your ass cheek one more time.
âNot quite yet. Try again, babygirl. Beg me harderâ
Another spank.
And then tears started flowing down your cheeks. All of a sudden. He saw your eyes go glassy and heard a sob in the back of your throat.
Your face changed. Your wrists were shaking, trying to get ridden of the ribbon.
He read your body.
It was tensed.
And you were crying.
You seemed uncomfortable.
âIâm sorryâ you whispered âI donât even know why this happenedâ
Joel froze.
He stopped what he was doing entirely and looked at you. He was worried. He was trying to understand.
You wanted this. And now you looked so mortified and sad. And he couldnât bear to see you like that.
âIâm sorryâ you said again.
He was about to say that everything was okay, that it was nothing, but in his heart he knew it wasn't enough. Because if he had stopped there, it would have been like an inconvenience to be left behind as quickly as possible. An accident to be ignored. Your discomfort and the way you felt as soon as he corrected you, asking for more, brushed away like it didnât matter. It did matter to him, though.
So instead, he untied the knot that bound your wrists. And he took you in his arms, letting you cry.
âIâm sorry,â you repeated. âHow stupid. I was the one who wanted this.â
âYou donât have to apologize. Your body reacted before your mind could keep up. And thatâs okay. It happens sometimes.â
You raised your teary eyes and looked at him and he brushed your hair off your face.
âThis is not you being too muchâ
He knew about your parents. How they raised you making you feel like you needed to be as quite as possible. How they always told you were too dramatic, how they made you feel in trouble everytime you tried to speak your mind, how they always treated you like your spiral was the real problem and not them trying to belittle you.
âYouâre safe hereâ he told you, before kissing the crown of your head, stroking your arm, holding you like his most cherished treasure.
You lay down on the bed and Joel cuddled you until your breathing returned to normal. You were so beautiful in his arms, so warm and soft and pure. Joel would have given anything to keep you safe forever.
âCan we try again?â you whispered against his chest.
âWhenever you want, babyâ he reassured you, kissing your lips right after.
You lingered in that kiss, finally calm.
âThanks, Joelâ
âNo need to thank me, hun. We'll do things at your pace.â
And Joel really meant that.
âI love you, babeâ he said, looking into your hazy eyes âI love you so muchâ
âI love you too, Joelâ you replied, your voice still small and shaky but full of warmth and joy.
Nothing in the world was more important than you. Your needs. And his need to remind you just how precious you truly are.