bambi

[bambimangione]

Masterlist for Luigi Mangione

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No Strings Attached [chapters 27/?] ✯

A Sunday Kind of Love

I’ll Look After You

The Perks of Dating a Nerd ✯

Need You Tonight ✯

Mario Kart With Benefits ✯

So Sweet ✯

Something New ✯

Soothe Me ✯

Take Care of You ✯

[bambimangione]

i’ve read every ask since august and i want to say i cherish all of your words so much. xx🥺

[bambimangione]

hope everything is alright with you, bambi🩵you and your talent are very missed here!

sorry for such a late response🥹 thank you flig i’ve missed you too!

[bambimangione]

HIIIII 💓💓

so glad ur back and it’s heartwarming that you’re even thinking of us during such a difficult time for you 🤧 while I would absolutely love for you to finish what you started, you should decide if that’s even what you want and IFFF you decide to do so, pls pls do it at your own pace and take baby steps

hope you’re doing better now 🫶🏼🫶🏼

thank you so much :’) 💜💜

[bambimangione]

I just felt so HAPPY when I saw you’re back. Don’t feel pressure or bad about the fic, just great to have you here :)

🥹 thank you!!

[bambimangione]

OHHHH WOW WHAT A FRIDAY TREAT!!!! Thank you so much for checking in! Alough I’d love to see the fic finished, I hope you feel comfortable returning at some point even without writing!

🩷 i did miss being on here, and i still feel bad for just leaving you guys all of a sudden ):

[bambimangione]

BAMBI I’M SO GLAD YOU’RE BACK 🩵🩵🩵

:) 🩵🩵 hiii!!

[bambimangione]

oh my god, hi everyone. 🥹🩷 i’m so sorry for being gone so long. i just finally read through my inbox and started crying at your lovely messages. i don’t know how active this community still is currently but i hope you are all well!!! 🩷

i hate that i left my fic at such a pivotal moment — i’ve been having such a hard time and i wish i could’ve finished it for you guys. i so desperately hope to be in the right headspace to be able to do so :/ 🤍

[bambimangione]

hey everyone :-) i’ve been dreading coming on here to make this post — i could’ve spoken to you guys yesterday or even the day before, but i still felt i needed to mull things over in my head more.

this week something happened and i’m not going to elaborate on what because it’s very personal to me and has had a huge impact on my life. but it has meant that a lot has drastically changed for me now, therefore i can no longer continue writing no strings attached, at least not for a very long time. i would hate to say i will never update the fic again, but after thinking over everything the last couple of days i know that i will not be able to write for you guys for the foreseeable. please don’t worry about me — things happen sometimes, and i just have to take some time to myself, but at the same time i don’t know how long it will take for me to feel in a place where i’m ready and willing to write again, which is why i’m phrasing this as a goodbye.

this week i couldn’t even bring myself to come on here to see your reactions/responses to the recent chapter, because i’ve been feeling so horrible about having to tell you all this. i know many people up and leave ao3 without saying goodbye, many leave fics unfinished, but i could see how so many of you were so invested, and even though i don’t know just how much the story meant to you in comparison to how much it meant to me, i feel so horrible that i have to end it — so abruptly too, at what is quite possibly the worst point to end the story.

i had so many plans, and i still do hope that i can come back at some point and follow them through, but right now i know that even if i tried, it wouldn’t help my mental health. for months i’ve been crafting this story as a positive distraction from the mundanity of life (lol), but after this week i can no longer continue.

i’m so so sorry, i love you all ❤️ i also won’t be reading any messages you guys send me because i will feel even worse than i already do, for leaving you all high and dry like this. still do let me know anything you’d like to say, because when i feel better i will read them, but for the same reason i didn’t want to come on here to see your comments on the recent chapter, i also dread to see your messages as i feel so much guilt for leaving so abruptly.

i hope you can understand — you’ve all been so respectful and incredible to me while i’ve been writing in these last few months, and i can’t thank you enough.❤️

[bambimangione]

surprise :’) i just posted chapter 27 ❤️

[bambimangione]

I hate making requests bc it’s YOUR story but I still really want to see both of their pov’s when Cecilia wears his shirt after sex, cuz that feels more romantic and intimate yet she did it anyways. I know Luigi lovessss that on the inside, he’s a little lovesick puppy 💓

don’t worry, you guys can always suggest things! i’ve often taken ideas from my inbox — it’s just that sometimes i either can’t work something into the story or i can’t include it the exact way that it’s requested to me. 🩷

as for your request, i can definitely integrate that as a short flashback in an upcoming chapter. i will also be including a flashback scene to one of the nights where luigi stayed over after sex and watched her get ready in the morning, which is a scene somebody on here requested. :)

[bambimangione]

me wondering where/when this trip back home to visit their families is gonna come into play 🤔🤔 it’s probably for the holidays I hope they’re at least a little better with each other by then <3

thanksgiving :) and it’s currently early november at this stage in the story, so thanksgiving is in 3 weeks

[bambimangione]

I can’t wait to see the next time they cuddle, whether it be as romantic partners, fwb, or whatever title it doesn’t matter but I just love seeing her blanketing his entire body with her own and the familiarity and intimacy been them

ME TOO<33 and this very thing is what inspired the sex in the next chapter… you guys will see what i mean when you read :’)

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https://www.tumblr.com/bambimangione/790614933920514048/i-do-not-want-to-rush-your-process-at-all-but-i

no yeah this is totally realistic, we’re all just so excited for both of them to love each other but we can’t forget Ceci actually needs to heal and overcome her anorexia, which isn’t gonna magically happen once they say ily 🤠 their bliss is still very much a ways away :(

yes :( <3 but i promise i still have moments coming that you guys will enjoy before they can actually be together🩵

[bambimangione]

https://www.tumblr.com/bambimangione/790684702230052864/we-actually-dont-know-how-this-next-chapter-will

omg an update in a few days then? maybe by monday/tuesday 😙 (no rush ofc)

yes :) you guys should be glad i’m currently unemployed 😭 that’s why i have so much free time to write

[bambimangione]

Do they still even do oral atp or is that no “hard and fast” enough for ceci?? I’d love to see some good earnest head from Luigi when ceci is better😭

luigi eats her out in the next chapter :-) but omg i’ve been wanting to include more oral scenes (both m and f receiving) recently; i just haven’t found the space to include them😭 she definitely still loves going down on him and receiving head, even as much as she loves fast, hot sex. i don’t think i regret not including more oral since the fic has enough smut already LOL, but i still do kinda wish i’d been able to fit in another oral scene when they were in the casual fwb stage… maybe that’s something for the unpublished scenes :D

[bambimangione]

we actually don’t know how this next chapter will go, will he end the arrangement and she’ll ice him out completely or will she be determined to be better to keep him close to her ORR will she try to keep him as her best friend only with no sex 🫠 she can’t shut him out completely right Bambi…

regardless the next ch is a major turning point and idk how to feel 💔

i’m actually flying through the process of writing this chapter so it likely won’t be long until you guys will be able to see what happens 🤍 and i want to let you know that the 2 chapters following the next one will also be very important so you should also look forward to those (: