REQUESTS are OPEN please please request something, however i will not write any member x member, smut, incest, and or anything im not comfortable with (obviously) i am currently in the process of remaking my prompt list !!!!!!
woah just remembered that time when there was pieces of clothing in the romance untold album….(i also remember how i have one and how disappointed i was, like i didn’t want it THATS WEIRD so if anyone wants it lmk before i burn it)
in this track you will see another getting ready for a party scene so please don’t find them boring, im sorry this took longer than it should have! My life has picked up the pace over the past couple of weeks, and I'll be more on top of it now!!!!!! mentioned the idea of mental health struggles
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After several long hours studying, y/n finally made it back to her dorm, thankful that Yunjin would be at Sunoos' party so that she had the whole little dorm to herself. She opened the door, dropping her backpack to the floor when she saw that her dorm had been overrun by Chaewon.
"Hello, Y/n, I'm so glad you're here. Come get ready." y/n looks over to see a smiling Chaewon hovering over her dressing, pulling out bunches of clothes in her hands.
"I know what you're doing," Crossing the room to Chaewon, y/n started picking up and shoving her clothes back into the drawer, " I'm not falling for it, I'm not going to the party."
"It's not just about the party, y/n, I never see you anymore." Chaewon leaned against the dresser after she shut it with her hip.
"I literally saw you yesterday," y/n said, hoping her poor attempt at humor would lighten the mood. She knows what Chaewon means, she gets it, she does, but she doesn't have the will to make up another excuse as to why, tonight.
"You know what I mean, y/n I'm scared for you, you're barely here. I know how you get when you're overwhelmed, you get stuck in your head." Chaewon said, just above a whisper, as if she were too loud, that y/n might disappear.
Before y/n can speak, the sound of the door opening brings the two girls back into the present as Sunoo runs past y/n to jump on her bed,
“Your saviour has arrived!” Sunoo sent a flying kiss and a wink in Y/n's direction, who rolled her eyes at the action.
“Oh, y/n, by the way, a couple of my friends are gonna come over to get ready,” Yunjin said, standing in front of the door. “This was Chaewon's idea,” she whispered to y/n, giving her a sorry smile that was returned.
"When-" y/n asked, just to be interrupted by Yunjin opening the door wide to show a tall brunette girl, whom y/n assumed was Kazuha from the several times Yunjin mentioned her, and the other shorter blonde girl with bangs.
"Now!" Yunjin said, walking over to sit on her bed across from Sunoo.
"Hi, I'm Sakura," the blonde girl, Sakura, said, holding her hand out for y/n to shake. "And this is Kazuha!" she pointed to the girl behind her. y/n greeted the girls, giving them both a smile that didn't quite reach her eyes.
"Thank you for throwing that drink at Sunghoon!" Kazuha said, smiling, walking around Sakura to stand in front of y/n, who stared at her, shocked.
"Oh no, I didn't mean to hit him; he just happened to walk in front of it." Waving her hands in front of her, y/n tried to forget the memory.
"Whatever makes you happy! So are you coming to the party?" Kazuha said happily, walking over to Yunjin, who was now sitting on her bed, pulling out her makeup bag.
"Wasn't planning on it," y/n said, being reminded of her unfinished talk with Chaewon.
While the rest of the room got ready, y/n spent her time pretending to type on her laptop, deleting and rewriting the same word over and over again until Chaewon tapped her shoulder, giving her a nod to the door. Pushing herself off the bed, y/n, and Chaewon made the short journey to the door, leaving everyone inside without a word.
"If you really don't want to come, it's fine. pressuring you to go hasn't been as fun this time." Chaewon broke the silence, leaning against the hallway wall. That got a laugh out of y/n.
"No, no, I'll go! Someone has to make sure you don't blackout again," y/n said with a smile, standing beside Chaewon, watching her face light up. "Plus, I miss you too." Y/n felt the warmth of Chaewon's arms wrap around her in a tight hug.
"On one condition," y/n said, turning to hold Chaewon's shoulders, "you can't drag me to any more parties after this, and you have to finally watch The Amazing Spider-Man!" y/n felt Chaewon's shoulders deflate as she spoke. They stood like that until the door flew open, uncovering Sunoo, who was wearing one of y/ns headbands to hold his hair back,
"Are you two gonna exclude me from everything?" Crossing his arms, Sunoo stared at them.
"No! I'm glad you're out here. She made me an offer. I don't know what to do!" Chaewon said, moving over to stand beside Sunoo, speaking in a dramatic tone.
"What'd she say?" Sunoo asked, raising his eyebrow.
"That she would only go if she never sees me again!" Chaewon said dramatically. causing y/n to let out a snort at her fib.
"I did not! I said you wouldn't push me to any more of your parties after I go to this one!" y/n said, folding her arms over her stomach, picking at a loose thread on her sleeve.
"Deal!" Sunoo said, holding his hand out for y/n to shake.
"Wait? You're not even gonna try and make a different bargain?" Chaewon was shocked at the betrayal.
"Well, you wanted her to come, and she's going. I don't see the big deal here?" Sunoo's hand was still extended out in front of him as he tried to whisper to Chaewon.
Taking Sunoo's hand in hers with a friendly shake, she sealed the deal, causing Sunoo to smile and engulf her in a hug. "Deal!" y/n said, and she could see that Chaewon now looked a little brighter.
"Okay, quit the PDA, y/n needs to get ready." Chaewon grabbed onto y/ns arm, dragging her back into the dorm.
spending the next twenty minutes getting y/n ready, Chaewon was still stuck on what she should wear.
"Can't I just wear this?" y/n poked at her long sleeve she was wearing, hoping her stylist would let it go. She didn't, giving y/n a glare until she agreed she should change.
"Okay. fine. You win, get me a different shirt," y/n said as Chaewon threw a shirt at her, something black; she didn't look at it before putting it on. "At least there's no lace on it."
hai hai, so i’m an angst with comfort loverrrr, i was wondering if you could do niki x reader and its like a “one sided love” or at least that’s what reader thinks because all that’s said about them and the way niki acts them it’s can be what ever gender btw for all the lovely readers! but maybe they can storta create a intentional hatred for niki because they thinks he hates them but we gotta have a happy ending cause i’m already sad enough i don’t need i sad ending😔
emis note I wanna give you a big kiss on the forehead for this req anon!!!!! I love writing angst, but that doesn’t mean I’m good at writing arguments, so I hope this is what you envisioned :{
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sitting on a partly torn bench cushion, legs going numb because you've been sitting here for much longer than an hour. Well, you would have gotten up and walked out of the restaurant if Ni-ki hadn't kept texting you every fifteen minutes or so, telling you how "sorry he was for running late," or better yet, that he's "gonna be there in ten minutes, so don’t leave." He swore that was half an hour ago. So many apologies and not much changed. This was an unusual song and dance for the two of you. He would plan a hangout just to leave you hanging, alone, and embarrassed. poking around on your plate, the half-eaten food waiting for the to-go box. You got a window seat, hoping the view would make him come faster, but all you saw was mothers with their running children, a few teenagers running to catch a bus, and worst of all, happy couples walking hand in hand. It made you nauseous.
If you were any smarter, you would have gotten the hint by now. You had your doubts about being friends with Ni-ki, well, mostly about him. After packing up your things and paying for your bill, you turn to leave the establishment, feeling the cold evening air brush your bare arms as well as a hard, warm body crash into you, knocking you both to the ground.
"Jesus Christ, look where you're going! I'm not a door," you say, not being able to see who decided to use you as a crash pad, because of their hair being sprawled across your face.
Using his arms to push off the ground, you finally get a look at his face. "I'm so sorry, Y/n, I swear I wasn't trying to give you a concussion. " Ni-ki said frantically after acknowledging you.
If only you could blame the bruises that are probably forming on your elbows for the pit of anger in your system, but you didn’t care how many more apologies he gave you because he never did mean them.
Extending his hand out to help, you brush it away and stand on your own, brushing away any dust or leaves off your pants before going on your way,
“Hey, where are you going? We were supposed to have dinner, I’m starving!” Running after you, Ni-kid’s hand lingers over your shoulder, scared he might hurt you more.
“Then go back and have dinner? " I’m going home,” you said, mildly annoyed at his question
“Fine, I’ll just get some takeout on the way,” he pulled out his phone and started clicking through all his open tabs.
“What? No, I’m going to my home, you aren’t welcome!” Waving your hands in the air, you start to quicken your pace. which only caused Ni-ki to jog in front of you with a giant smile on his face.
Crazy to think about how whenever you want him around, he’s nowhere to be seen, but now that you wish you never had to see him again, he won’t leave you alone. You didn’t even know what else to say, an uncomfortable silence hangs in between the tension of you and Ni-ki. Who hasn’t even given a single explanation or excuse as to why he was almost two hours late, like he normally does.
“What’s your deal?” you said without thinking, but you didn’t care. You deserved an answer. Ni-ki’s mouth begins to open slightly before it shuts again.
“Nothing? No Excuse as to why you ruined my night?” Crossing your arms, your feet stop in place, standing in front of him.
“I’m sorry, y/n, I got lost track of time, and I kept you informed the entire time, so I don’t know why you’re suddenly getting mad at me.” It was the wrong choice of words Ni-ki has ever made, because the fire pit inside of you got ignited.
“I’m humiliated that you think I’m truly that dumb to believe that! This isn’t the first time you’ve done this, Ni-ki, where I have to be somewhere waiting for you, just for you to never show up! No i actually am that dumb because i keep believing you, it’s exhausting to know that you hate me, there’s no other explanation to why this keeps happening!” raising your voice and hands to pint between the two of you, was that what you wanted to say, no not really, but you just said the things that would hurt him the most, it did, you saw the sting in his eyes.
“y/n I don’t hate you, I could never. Is that really how you feel?” His gaze softens, looking into your tear-lined eyes. To that, you stay silent, letting your breathing calm down before Ni-kis voice fills your ears.
“I know I'm not the best at being on time for you, and I know I've been distant, you just make me nervous, you know?” he said, his voice low as if the two of you standing in the park were the only two in the world.
He moves his hand to brush yours right as you begin to speak, “How do I make you nervous?” you say, letting out a small,l soft laugh, letting his hand intertwine with yours.
“I think about you constantly, you’re always on my mind when I do something I know you hate, like when I wear my one shirt with all the giant holes on it. which I was wearing today, that’s why I was so late, I had to find your favourite shirt,” he said, using his free hand to poke at the white fabric he was wearing. “I haven’t been completely honest with you about everything. I like being around you, even if we do nothing, or you have to work, and I just sit around and just wait for you, because I love you,” he said, hiding his face as he spoke the last four words just above a whisper.
You separate your hand from his, bringing your finger to his chin, tilting it up just slightly until he meets your eyes. In a quick motion, you bring your mouth to his in a kiss.
You pull away to stare back into his eyes before saying, “I like love you too!” before Ni-ki pulls you back in for another kiss.
in this track, y/n not only has to make it through another semester, but she has to deal with her new roommate being just as stubborn as Chaewon. mentions of harming yourself or others, y/n being sappy and reminiscing on old times and getting sad about it, and her friends getting the wrong idea.i promise not to mention Bye Bye Birdie anymore......writing these chapters just makes me more excited for when y/n and jungwon finally interact !!!!!!!!
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“Bye bye birdie, I'm gonna miss ya so, Bye bye birdie, why’d you have to go?”
The sweet sound of Ann Marget serenading Conrad Birdie fills the car, reminding y/n of a much simpler time that feels like forever ago, as she stops at another red light, the fourteenth one, actually, she starts to wonder if she has the worst luck in the world, what was supposed to be a three-hour dive back to campus turned into 4 and a half.
“No more sunshine, it's followed you away, I'll cry birdie till you're home to stay.”
Getting sick of the nostalgia, she shuts the music off, pulling into the parking lot. She should be excited to be back at school. Her first year at BNU was idyllic. She did the party girl thing, the late nights out, she went to classes, got good grades, and she even managed to be roommates with her best friend, that's a sore subject because just yesterday Chaewon told her that not only is she switching her major, but she also is going to be living with someone else. Why she decided to tell her right before move-in day, y/n will never ask, she knows how concerned Chaewon has been over her during the summer break and even before then. But y/n knows that if she'd been aware of this information a month ago, she would have just dropped out completely. Now, here she is hiding in her car, like a coward.
The last two months of her first year, she stopped doing everything, stopped caring about her grades, and stopped going out to eat with Sunoo and Chaewon. She began to shrink into herself without realizing it. She blamed it on being homesick or the good ol’ college blues until she went back home for the summer, and it didn't fade. She was still gone, but hey, at least she was in the sun. And yet there was still a little voice in the back of her mind that knew that she hates the life she had envisioned for herself at 16, but now here she was sitting in her car suffering, too aware that whatever awaits her she'll be sorry to her new roommate.
Lugging all her life down the hallway, y/n was thinking of all the possibilities of her new roommate, maybe because everything was so last-minute, that the school didn't have time to find her a replacement, and she would be alone. Reaching the door, y/n knocked.
“It's open, come in!” the voice inside yelled
y/n reached for the doorknob and, in the process, dropped two bags, cursing under her breath. y/n bent down to pick up her bags, hearing that the person in the room had made their way to the door and swiftly opened it. y/n looked up to the familiar face of one of Chaewon's friends.
“Yunjin?”
“Yeah, oh! Ah, you're y/n right?” Yunjin said while grabbing y/ns backpack from her arms.
“I'll help you with that!” she said, giving a polite smile.
After expressing her gratitude, y/n began to unpack and set up her side of the room, which didn't take long. All she had to do was make the bed and put a framed picture of Jack Black on her desk. Yunjin questioned y/n with a stare when she realized what content it held, but decided to laugh it off.
“So what are you in for?” Yunjin said, nudging her chin towards y/, sitting up on her bed.
“Second year history. You?” y/n said drily.
“OH, me too! Me tooo!” Yunjin said ecstatically, climbing off her bed to meet y/n at her desk across the room.
“Wait, really? Did you have Mr Howard as a professor?” y/n asked
“Yes, he’s the worst! And to top it all off, I had his early morning lecture.” Yunjin said, slumping on y/ns bed at the thought of the man.
“Really? He was awful at 2 in the afternoon, I can't imagine how bad he was first thing in the morning?” y/n thought back on her classes with Mr Howard, who wasn't exactly a bad teacher she thought, just incredibly grouchy who hates everyone, also a complete jackass with grading, on one assignment, she got everything right, followed the rubric to a t and guess what she got, a 52% it almost made her flunk out. Getting stuck in her own head, y/n tunes out Yunjin entirely, who was currently talking about a similar situation.
“So then he walks into the room and right there written on the whiteboard was ‘Mr Howard eats pants.’ He then goes on a rampage, yelling that he doesn't eat pants! And who wrote this lie! It was intense,” Yunjin said, waving her arms around for the dramatics.
“Wasn't he taken off campus after that?” y/n questioned. She knew of the incident and how they all passed the class because of his sudden disappearance.
The last couple of days flew by, then the first week at school, and then three weeks had gone by, and y/n felt like her life was fading away, she couldn't do anything about it. She went to her classes, then back to her dorm. On the rare occasion she wasn't, she was studying in the library, then back to her room to decompress as Chaewon called it. And that's all she did. Every day was the same, stuck in a repeated cycle. She didn't realize that a month had gone by until Chaewon came barging into her dorm, jumping on her, yelling something about a Halloween party that Sunoo's roommate is hosting that Friday.
“Come on, y,/n please. We haven't gone to a party together in so long!” Chaewon said while lying down next to y/n, who had to move her laptop so it wouldn't get crushed.
“Just go with Yunjin, she’ll probably actually wanna go.” y/n, who was practically falling off her bed because Chaewon couldn't stop moving around.
“But I don't wanna go with Yunjin, I want to go with you! I barely see you anymore, you're always locked in your room like a moody teen!” she laughed, grabbing y/n and jokingly shaking her.
“Well, maybe I don't wanna leave? Have you ever thought of that?” y/n scoffed, raising an eyebrow at Chaewon, hoping she would lay off, she knew her friend better than that.
“Give me one good reason you don't wanna go to a party where we can get drunk for free? Just one,” Chaewon stated
y/n thought for a beat too long, understanding the longer she waits, Chaewon’s going to think she can't think of one reason, which she can't, sure does she want to go to the party? No, not really, but she knew that no matter what she said, she would be at that party, that didn't mean she was going down without a fight. Remembering how a certain roommate lived with Sunoo,
“Because Jungwon is gonna be there and I don't wanna deal with that whole thing again,” she said proudly, waving Chaewon off.
“I hear your point, and I decline it,” Chaewon remarked
“You can't decline my point!” y/n sat up to look at betrayal in the eyes, as Chaewon rolled off the bed and started for the door.
“You say that now, but I will get you to that party.” Her lips turned up into a smile
“I'm worried for you, like honestly!” y/n crossed her arms at the sight of her friend scheming.
“I say the same thing about you.” With the click of the door, Chaewon was gone, leaving y/n to wonder how to get out of this situation.
emis note also sorry this took so long ive been playing Stardew valley ALSO YES I KNOW THERES NO JUNGWON YET BUT JUSY WAIT FOR THE NEXT PART !!!!!!!
taglist (lmk if you want to be added !!!) @goatedwiththesaucedotcom @lyzoor @jnikiosc9703 @hanjiisluvr @won1yoiz
JUNGWON, the man, the myth, the legend, in his second-year of film. has had a not-so-secret crush on y/n since middle school; however, there's one problem he can't flirt with for the life of him. Every time he tries to talk to her, it ends up just pushing y/n away.
HEESEUNG is a third-year business student (minoring in dance) who lives off campus, but is always lurking around.
SUNGHOON, a second-year business student, lives with Jungwon, Jake, Jay, and Sunoo in their not frat- frat house.
JAY is a second-year music major. is the angel on everyone’s shoulder.
JAKE is in his second year of his Bachelor of Science. If Jay is the angel, Jake is the devil, gives out the absolute worst advice ever. (it’s a talent)
NI-KI, a first-year dance student, likes to watch everyone around him as if it’s a movie
YEONJUN is in charge of the school's radio station.
HUENING KAI, Yeonjun's co-host at CLICK HABIT!, is hoping to become the new host once Yeonjun graduates this year.
NOTE: more people will be mentioned, these are just the main players!!!!
ALSO, lmk if you want to be added to the taglist!!!
idk if anyone cares that much, but i have, in fact, added a new player to the team!!!!!!!!!!! kai kai. just bc i love to incorporate everyone somehow!!
pairing collegeau!jungwon x fem!reader | includes really intense slow burn, fluff (obvi), mental health struggles, the college blues, one-sided enemies to friends to lovers, found family, jungwon is incredibly bad at flirting, jungwon believes he’s in a rom-com while y/n is in a psychological horror, mentions of drinking | starring all members of enhypen (ot7), all members of le sserafim, and yeonjun and soobin of TXT, with mention of the other members.
inspired by " Be Alone " by Paramore | synopsis Coming back to campus should have been a natural thing for y/n; however, after finding out her roommate dropped out without a warning and going back for a subject she despises, she now has to deal with a new eccentric roomie as well as figuring out what she really wants in life. With her new roommate’s friend being a familiar, annoying face, all she knows is she wants him, Yang Jungwon, gone.
Until one day, an unknown number starts sending her random song recommendations and some good advice, maybe she doesn’t hate college that much after all!
‼️‼️REMINDER THIS IS NOT AN ACTUAL REPRESENTATION OF THE IDOLS THIS IS FICTIONAL ‼️‼️
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TRACKLIST
* 1 all my friends are goin’ out . . .
*2 i don’t ever wanna leave. . . .
3 some social ladder. . . .
4 you should be alone. . . .
*5 oh, how were you to know? . . .
*6 ain’t it fun. . . .
*7 daydreaming. . . .
8 anklebiters . . .
*9 the hurt is hidden. . . .
10 yeah, we should be alone . . .
11 i’m a loner, i’m in love. . . .
12 the only proof that i need is- . . .
*13 self righteous pawns in a losing game . . .
* 14 lost the battle, win the war. . . .
15 don’t try to take this from me, now . . .
*16 what was the moment you decided to give up? . . .
JUNGWON, the man, the myth, the legend, in his second-year of film. has had a not-so-secret crush on y/n since middle school; however, there's one problem he can't flirt with for the life of him. Every time he tries to talk to her, it ends up just pushing y/n away.
HEESEUNG is a third-year business student (minoring in dance) who lives off campus, but is always lurking around.
SUNGHOON, a second-year business student, lives with Jungwon, Jake, Jay, and Sunoo in their not frat- frat house.
JAY is a second-year music major. is the angel on everyone’s shoulder.
JAKE is in his second year of his Bachelor of Science. If Jay is the angel, Jake is the devil, gives out the absolute worst advice ever. (it’s a talent)
NI-KI, a first-year dance student, likes to watch everyone around him as if it’s a movie
YEONJUN is in charge of the school's radio station.
HUENING KAI, Yeonjun's co-host at CLICK HABIT!, is hoping to become the new host once Yeonjun graduates this year.
NOTE: more people will be mentioned, these are just the main players!!!!
ALSO, lmk if you want to be added to the taglist!!!
Reiterating my ai post, please do not interact with my blog if you utilize it. I’m sick of watching tumblr go to shit because of it. It’s gotten to a point where multiple of my mutuals and friends alike have threatened to quit tumblr, this is more serious than people are taking it!!
Specifically, I would like to point out one author that I’m disappointed to have learned might use ai.
BEFORE YOU READ : This is not made with ill intent at all, I simply don’t want to see this fandom fall to ai and have a sliver of hope that people can change for the better. This is only a suspicion, and I am aware of how serious of an accusation this is, but I am not the only one who sees it!!
User @/haeonniie posted a fic recently that contained a line that was unmistakably ai, and an anon rightfully called it out ( see it here ) :
The first thought that came to my head was: why would they do that? Yes, to test if people would read their fics, but why be known for ai usage if you agree that it’s harmful? This was the first red flag for me and my friend @taestulipss, (who has been a major help in this situation!!).
We both start off by sending an anon, very politely asking for the screenshots they offered. We were met with no reply, even though they were replying to other anons actively!
Rosy and I accepted we were going to be ignored, so instead we resorted to reblogging her post and asking her for the screenshot publicly, only hoping our suspicions would be squashed. We were still ignored.
Then their response came out, and it only made our eyebrows raise more.
You can absolutely get time stamps on instagram without having to scroll up to the beginning of a conversation, since there is a feature where you can swipe to the side and it displays the time a message was sent.
That alone makes their post seem off right off the bat. The screenshot they provided doesn’t seem authentic either, the conversation feels forced almost.
The conversation is abrupt, and that’s not something you come up with on the spot either. If you both brainstormed this previously, why not provide that screenshot instead? 
We decided to leave the issue alone, albeit being suspicious still. They had proof and a well written apology, but then we were sent screenshots from @coriihanniee that makes their whole post seem like a complete lie.
They outright stated they’ve used ai before to format a post, REALLY WEIRD! If you need to use ai to frame a masterlist what’s to say you don’t utilize it for your other content such as the fic itself too? With everything adding up, it doesn’t look good for their case.
This is only a suspicion, but it’s starting to seem like the truth every time something new comes out. Please be aware of the dangers of ai and educate yourself before engaging with it. It’s destroying our environment, taking jobs and crushing creative motivation for artists and writers alike.
I’m going to stress again that this call out post is in no way to send hate or negativity towards the author, nobody should be sending death threats AT ALL, that is completely unacceptable. This post is for awareness and that’s it.
If you guys have anything you want to add or talk about feel free to send me an ask or message me privately. I don’t expect hate for this post but I encourage everyone reading to have an open mind and understand my point.