── ✧ ˚. [ in which the Jake lies about being out with you to his friends and you decide to leave the evidence all over his mouth ]
𝒷𝒻!jake x 𝒻𝑒𝓂!reader
warnings: everything is lowercase, a little bit of cursing and kissinnng…. that’s all!!! :)))
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the date was supposed to be quick. it was only meant to be a small hangout. get ice cream and walk around the park for a while. but then you realized that you guys have been out for hours as the sky darkened.
jake saw that you were starting to get a little worried about the dark plus the cold was also settling so he decided it was time to take you home.
he wrapped his jacket around your shoulders and dragged you back into his car. when he pulled into your driveway neither of you made a move to get out.
the engine was still running, headlights dimly lighting up your driveway, you guys sat there in silence. you turned to say something but the words never came out.
jake was already looking at you. it wasn’t casual either. his stare was intense but soft like he was deciding on something.
then he shifted his body slightly to face you. his fingers, which had been resting on the steering wheel, slowly moved… brushing against your hand then sliding up to your wrist.
“stay for a second…” he murmured. you didn’t argue. you barely had time to react before his hand gently tilted your chin towards him and then he leaned in.
the kiss was mostly soft and slow. it was like he was testing the waters. if he should go in deeper or not.
Hess hand then came up to rest on your cheek, thumb brushing against your cheekbone as he pulled you closer. you immediately melted into him without a second thought, grabbing his hoodie.
the world outside the car completely disappeared.
it wasn’t rushed but if felt like he didn’t want to stop. every time you pulled back for air, his lips followed right after yours. short, soft kisses turning into longer ones, his tongue dipping into your mouth like he was trying to memorize how you tasted before letting you go.
then.. his phone rang. the loud ass sound cut through the moment like butter.
jake pulled back, resting his forehead against yours. clearly annoyed. the phone kept buzzing in the cup holder.
you almost told him to ignore it but he quickly picked up his phone and answered it.
“yeah?” he says. his voice was low and whoever was on the other side could definitely tell he was slightly breathless.
you turned your head a little, playing with your fingers in your lap. you tried to give him privacy but you couldn’t help but listen in.
“no” he said way too fast. “I’m not out with her..”
you furrowed your eyebrows a bit. was he lying about being out with you? “I’m just out” he continued “I’ll come over in a bit.”
you stared at your lap. your fingers tightening around each other.
he then hung up his phone, throwing it back into the cup holder. when you looked back up at him, he was already looking at you again with that soft expression he always had.
“I gotta go..” he said quietly. you nodded understanding. you reached for the door handle, pushing it open slightly, the cool night air hit your face but something in your chest still felt… weird.
you weren’t angry about what he said and you weren’t exactly hurt.
just a little bothered..
your hand stayed on the handle as you looked at him. he raised his eyebrow, slightly confused until you leaned in.
you pressed your lips against his just a little longer than before. very firm. making sure the gloss you’d been wearing sticks to his mouth.
you let your eyes meet his as you pulled away. he blinked once then twice before slowly smiling. “damn..” he muttered. his hand instinctively moved to wipe his mouth but that only had the lipgloss smear even move.
you give him a small smile. “drive safe!”
you stepped out, closing his car door behind you. you didn’t look back but you could feels his eyes on you the whole time.
when jake walked into jay’s house he completely forgot about it.
he walked in like normal with his keys in hand. greeting everyone. but the second he fully stepped into the room everyone went quiet.
“dude.. is that lipgloss??”
jake froze. “what?” he said quickly, bringing his hand up to his mouth but the second his fingers brushed against his lips he realized.
“bro..” riki laughed out, holding his stomach.
“that’s not even subtle.. like that’s pink pink and shiny”
jay added. “didn’t you say you weren’t out with her?” jake tried to play it off and wipe his mouth, but all that did was smear it more.
he could feel the heat creeping up his neck. he opened his mouth to respond but then closed it because what else could he say?? it’s dead obvious and the smile creeping up on his face didn’t help.
Hiiiiii first post after heeseung’s departure announcement yayyyy 🥹🫰🏽
No you don’t see any mistakes lol
If you see heeseung’s name no you didn’t
I’m gonna try to write a fic for each enha member so if you have requests please send them!!
Synopsis: Jake considers himself the luckiest man alive. After turning his deepest breeding fantasies into reality, filling you raw night after night until you were pregnant again and again, he built the big, perfect family he always dreamed of. With the family complete, he finally slips a ring on your finger vowing forever to keep you happy, adored, and being the man who’d give you the world just to see you smile.
a/n: So this is filthy and cute. But not really a full part 3, sorry :( But its 3am and im tired.
REBLOGS AND COMMENTARY IS APPRECIATED!
After that fateful night where Jake finally fucked you raw, his obsession with you skyrocketed to impossible new heights. What started as a breeding fantasy became his entire reality—he couldn't keep his hands off you, his eyes always tracing your body like you were a walking miracle. Every glance, every touch was now mixed with an overwhelming tenderness that made him treat you like fragile glass one moment and ravish you like a beast the next. He'd wake up in the middle of the night just to stare at you sleeping, whispering how you were going to be the perfect mama, his fingers ghosting over your stomach as if he could already feel life stirring inside.
“You ever think about it?” he asked one night, voice barely above a breath. “Like… for real. Kids. Us as parents.”
You hummed, fingers stroking down the back of his neck. “All the time lately.”
He lifted his head, eyes searching yours in the dim light. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.” You smiled softly, thumb brushing his cheekbone. “I think about little versions of you running around. I think about teaching them to ride bikes, reading them bedtime stories, watching them grow up with you as their dad. It… it makes me happy. Really happy.”
Jake’s breath hitched. He swallowed hard, eyes glistening. “I think about it every fucking second. About coming home and hearing tiny feet running toward me, calling me ‘Dad.’ About seeing you hold our baby for the first time. About building a family with you...” He shifted up, hovering over you, forearms braced on either side of your head. “I want it so bad, baby. I want… everything. With you.”
You cupped his face, thumbs brushing the damp corners of his eyes. “Then let’s do it.”
He froze. “You mean…?”
“No more pills,” you whispered. “No more careful. I’m ready. I want to try—for real. I want to have your babies, Jake. As many as we’re lucky enough to get.” For a heartbeat he just stared at you—eyes wide, shining, disbelieving. Then a broken, joyful sound tore from his throat and he crushed his mouth to yours. His hands shook as they framed your face, tears slipping down his cheeks and onto yours. “You’re serious?” he choked out between kisses. “You really want this? With me?”
“With you,” you said firmly, pulling him closer. “Only with you.”
He laughed—wet, shaky, euphoric—and buried his face in your neck, arms wrapping tight around you. “Fuck… okay. Okay..” He kissed your throat, your jaw, your lips again. “I’m gonna take such good care of you. Every step. I’m there. I promise.”
You smiled against his mouth. “I know you will.”
He pulled back just enough to look at you—really look—then pressed his forehead to yours. “From tonight… we’re ready. We’re trying. No holding back.”
You nodded, heart pounding. “No holding back.”
Jake's fixation on your breasts turned into full-blown worship. He'd nuzzle into your chest like a puppy, murmuring "just a taste, baby," before latching on. Mornings started with him suckling lazily while you stirred awake, evenings ended the same way. He loved how they felt in his hands, soft and heavy, and he'd knead them gently at first, thumbs circling your nipples until they hardened, then tug and pinch until you squirmed. No bra was safe around him; he'd slip his hand under your shirt in public if he thought he could get away with it, just for a quick feel.
It got to the point where Jake started falling asleep with your nipple in his mouth every night. He'd curl up against you, one arm draped over your waist, lips sealed around the peak, suckling softly like it was the most comforting thing in the world.
He claimed it helped him sleep better.
Your body became a canvas for Jake's love bites and bruises. He marked you everywhere—neck, collarbone, thighs, but especially your breasts. Purple hickeys bloomed around your nipples like petals, faint teeth marks from when he got too eager. You'd complain about the sensitivity, how even the brush of fabric made you wince, but Jake would just give you those big, pleading puppy eyes, whining "please, mama, just a little? They look so pretty like this."
Jake never bought condoms again after that first night. Every time was bare now, skin to skin, and he always finished inside, filling you up with thick, hot loads. His stamina quadrupled—raw felt too good, too intimate, and he'd keep going round after round, cumming so many times you'd lose count. He'd thrust deep, grinding as he emptied himself, whispering "take it all, mama—keep it in." Sessions lasted hours; he'd pull out just to watch his cum leak, then push back in to add more. It always ended with you shaking, spent, your stomach full and protruding, bloated from the sheer volume.
Jake loved cock warming more than anything—keeping his dick buried inside you, plugged up so his cum stayed deep. He'd pull you onto his lap after sex, still half-hard, and just sit there, feeling you clench around him sporadically. "Feels so good, mama..." It rarely stayed innocent; one of you would break composure—maybe you'd shift and grind, or he'd twitch inside you—and it'd escalate. Either he'd flip you over and fuck you rough, pounding until you screamed, or you'd take control, riding him slow and deep until he whined and begged for mercy.
You started teasing Jake more, knowing it made him feral. After he came home, you'd waltz around the apartment in just lingerie—lacy bras that pushed your tits up, tiny thongs that barely covered anything. He'd freeze in the doorway, eyes darkening, cock hardening instantly. "Fuck, baby—you trying to kill me?" It always ended with him grabbing you, slamming you against the wall, ripping the lingerie aside, and fucking you right there, leaving you breathless and dripping.
Jake actually bought a plug online—a sleek, jeweled one designed to keep his cum inside after he fucked you full. "Gonna keep you plugged up all day, mama—womb nice and full." He'd slide it in after cumming, watching with hooded eyes as it sealed everything in. You'd feel the pressure, the fullness, and he'd get hard again just from the sight.
You’d bought the strawberry-flavored condoms on a whim during a late-night pharmacy run. Not because you actually wanted protection—you were already off birth control—but because the idea of strawberry sounded fun. Playful. A little dirty-sweet. You pictured Jake’s face when he tasted it on you later, and you couldn’t resist slipping the box into the basket.
That night you waited until he came home and greeted him in the living room wearing nothing but one of his oversized hoodies, the hem barely skimming your thighs. The second he saw you, his bag hit the floor and his eyes darkened. “Missed you,” he growled, already crossing the room in three strides. You didn’t let him kiss you yet. Instead you reached into the hoodie pocket, pulled out the shiny foil pack, and held it up between two fingers like a prize. “Brought you something fun.” He squinted at the label. “Strawberry?” His brows shot up, then a slow, wicked smile spread across his face. “Kinky.”
You stepped closer, pressing the pack against his chest. “Thought you’d like to taste me with dessert.”Jake groaned low in his throat, already hard in his sweats. But when you started tugging at his waistband, he caught your wrist. “Wait. You want me to actually wear it now?” You tilted your head, batting your lashes the way you knew undid him. “Just for fun. Please?” You arched your back a little, pushing your tits forward under until the fabric stretched tight across your nipples. “I’ll make it worth it.”
He stared—first at your chest, then at the pack, then back at your pleading eyes. You saw the exact second he broke: pupils blowing wide, Adam’s apple bobbing hard. “Fuck,” he muttered, snatching the pack from your hand. “You’re evil.”
You grinned, already dropping to your knees. You tugged his sweats down just enough to free him—thick, flushed, already leaking at the tip. You rolled the condom on, dragging your nails lightly down his shaft as you smoothed the latex over him. The faint strawberry scent hit the air, and Jake hissed through his teeth. “Smells like candy,” he rasped. “Gonna taste like it too?” You stood, backing toward the couch. “Come find out.”
He followed like a predator—eyes locked on you, cock bobbing with every step. You climbed onto the couch on all fours, hoodie rucked up to your waist, ass presented. Jake didn’t waste time. He lined up, rubbed the latex-covered head through your folds once, twice—then thrust in deep with a guttural groan. One thrust. Two. You moaned, pushing back to meet him, already greedy for more. But on the third thrust something felt… different. Hotter. Thicker. No drag of latex. Just skin—velvet-smooth, pulsing, bare. Your brain caught up a second too late. “Jake—wait—”
He had slipped out barely, just the tip still kissing your entrance and ripped the condom off in one violent yank, and slammed back inside you raw. The sudden fullness made your vision white out. You gasped, hands scrabbling at the couch cushions. “Jake—the condom—it’s—” He didn’t stop. Didn’t even slow down. His hips snapped harder, faster, pounding into you with punishing force. The discarded condom dangled from your entrance at first—latex tip hanging halfway out, then with the next brutal thrust it slipped further inside, the ring catching briefly on your rim before disappearing completely.
You tried to shout again—“Jake—it’s inside me!”—but he only fucked you rougher, hands clamping on your hips so hard you knew you’d bruise. “Don’t care,” he snarled, voice wrecked. “Need you raw—fuck—can’t stop now—” He was too far gone—eyes glazed, mouth open, hips pistoning like he was chasing something. Every thrust shoved the condom deeper, the thin material crumpling and sliding further into your slick heat until it was gone—lost inside you somewhere between your cervix and the spot that made your toes curl.
You gave up trying to stop him. It felt too good. You came hard around him, walls fluttering and clenching, moaning brokenly into the cushions. He followed right after—growling your name as he flooded you deep, hips grinding in tight circles to push every drop where he wanted it most, before pulling out just enough to watch his cum leak out around the base of his cock, then slamming back in, chasing the wet, filthy sounds. Only after cumming once more did he finally still—panting, trembling, cock still twitching inside you. He blinked slowly, like he was coming back to himself. Then his eyes widened. “…Shit. The condom.”
You laughed breathlessly, still impaled on him. “Yeah. It’s… inside me.”
Jake groaned—half mortified, half turned on—and carefully pulled out. A thick stream of cum followed, but no condom. He stared at your swollen, dripping entrance, then reached down with two fingers, sliding them inside you. You moaned instantly—still sensitive, clenching around the intrusion. He curled them, searching, until he hooked the latex ring and slowly tugged. The condom emerged—crumpled, soaked, stretched—clinging to his fingers. You clenched involuntarily around nothing, whimpering at the drag. Jake stared at it like it had personally betrayed him, then flung it across the room with a disgusted noise. “Never again,” he muttered, already hardening again. “No more fucking condoms.”
You reached back, spreading yourself for him. “Promise?”
He growled, lined up, and thrust back in.
The pack of strawberry condoms ended up in the trash that same night. You never bought another one.
Jake's love for having your pussy on his face became an outright addiction—he'd beg for it daily, those big, pleading puppy eyes locking onto yours with such need that it was impossible to say no. "Just a taste, baby—please, let me have you," he'd whine, hands already reaching for your thighs as he laid back on the bed or couch, guiding you to straddle his face. Once you were settled, he'd devour you voraciously, like a man starved for days: strong arms wrapping around your thighs to lock you in place, pulling you down harder so you couldn't escape even if you wanted to. His big nose pressed perfectly against your clit, rubbing in firm circles as he breathed you in deep, the sensation sending jolts through your body while his tongue delved inside you—long, probing thrusts that curled just right, lapping up every drop of your arousal. He'd moan into you constantly, vibrations humming through your core. "Ride my face, baby—use me." His hands would grip your ass, spreading you wider, encouraging you to grind down harder, faster, until your thighs quivered and you came shuddering on his tongue, slick coating his chin and cheeks.
Even after, he'd keep licking softly, cleaning you up with gentle laps, whispering how addicted he was to your flavor.
Jake was an absolute sucker for 69—it drove him wild, the perfect storm of giving and receiving that left him trembling. He'd initiate it often, flipping you around on the bed with eager hands, positioning your pussy right over his face while your mouth hovered above his throbbing cock. The dual sensation was overwhelming for him: his tongue lapping hungrily at your folds, delving deep to fuck you with slow thrusts while, your lips sealed around his length, tongue swirling around the head. He'd thrust up into your throat occasionally, hips bucking helplessly when you teased the tip, but mostly he'd let you control the pace, his hands on your ass spreading you wider, fingers digging in to keep you grinding on his face.
Jake adored when you sucked him off, but especially when you teased him mercilessly—it turned him into a whining, moaning mess. He'd lie back, hands fisting the sheets or your hair, eyes locked on you as you took your time: starting with slow, feather-light licks along his shaft like it was a lollipop, tracing every vein with the tip of your tongue before swirling lazy circles around the head, tasting the salty precum beading there. "Please, baby—deeper," he'd whine, hips bucking up involuntarily, desperate for more friction.
You'd pump the base with your hand in firm strokes, kitten-licking the slit teasingly, letting strings of saliva connect your lips to his tip when you pulled back. He'd moan loud and unrestrained, head thrown back, body arching as you edged him closer and closer, only to slow down just before he tipped over. Sometimes you'd deepthroat him suddenly, taking him all the way until he hit the back of your throat, making him cry out in surprise and pleasure, but then pull off to tease again. He loved the control you had over him, the way you could reduce him to pathetic pleas, and it'd always end with him cumming hard down your throat or on your tongue, gasping your name like a prayer.
Jake absolutely adored watching you walk around the house plugged up after he'd fucked you full—your stomach sticking out just a little under your crop top from all the cum trapped inside, a visible reminder of his claim on you. It got him rock hard in seconds; his eyes tracking your every move as you went about your day.
Jake was always heartbreakingly sad at the end of the day when you finally took out the plug, his eyes widening in dismay as he watched his cum rush out in a thick, creamy stream. "All that wasted… fuck, it breaks my heart," he'd whine, voice cracking like he'd lost something precious. As a special treat one night, you decided to go to bed still plugged and full. It made him ecstatic—eyes lighting up, whispering "Thank you, baby—feels so right." Once became twice when you saw how happy it made him, then three times, and eventually it was normal: falling asleep with his cum sealed deep inside you, his arm draped over you protectively, dreaming of the family it might create.
Your cunt was perpetually puffy and sore from the constant, relentless use—clit swollen to the point of throbbing with every brush of fabric or accidental graze of your thighs, outer lips red and inflamed like they’d been kissed too hard for too long, inner walls tender and sensitive from being stretched open, until even the slightest clench made you wince. Walking felt different now—every step sent a dull, delicious ache through you. Sitting was worse; the pressure against your swollen folds made you shift and squirm, biting your lip to keep from moaning in public. But Jake? Jake looked at your abused pussy like it was the most beautiful, precious thing he’d ever laid eyes on. The moment he noticed you wincing or gingerly adjusting your position, he’d drop to his knees in front of you with that expression that always melted you.
“Poor baby,” he’d coo, voice low and syrupy, hands gentle on your thighs as he eased them apart. “Look at you—all worked up and pretty for me.” He’d lean in close, breath warm against your heated skin, and start with feather-light kisses along the crease of your thigh, then higher—soft presses of his lips to the inflamed outer lips, careful not to press too hard. You’d shiver every time, body jerking despite the tenderness, and he’d hush you sweetly: “Shhh, I’ve got you—just gonna kiss it better.” He wasn’t really sorry, though. The apologies were just a sweet little ploy to get his mouth on you again. He’d spread you wide with careful thumbs, admiring the puffiness, the redness, the way your clit peeked out swollen and glistening. “So fucking gorgeous,” he’d murmur, almost to himself, before dragging the flat of his tongue in one slow, soothing lap from your entrance to your clit. Soft at first—slow, gentle circles around the sensitive bud, barely touching, letting you adjust. Then deeper—tongue dipping inside to trace the tender walls, lapping up the slick that never seemed to stop leaking from you. “Gonna kiss it all away, baby,” he’d promise between passes, voice muffled against your folds.
You’d come like that more times than you could count—shaking, whimpering, thighs clamping around his head while he drank you down like it was his only job. And when you finally collapsed, boneless and oversensitive, he’d crawl up your body, kiss you deep so you could taste yourself, and murmur, “See? All better now,” even though you both knew he’d be back between your legs in a few hours.
Somewhere between the endless nights of desperate sex and the quiet mornings when Jake would wake you with slow thrusts just to “make sure it takes,” he started getting creative. He never told you outright—he knew you’d laugh or scold him—but he began sneaking fertility-boosting supplements into your food. Every bite you took was carefully calculated; he’d watch with hawk-like focus while you ate, smiling innocently when you complimented how good everything tasted lately. He never told you. He didn’t have to. The results would speak for themselves.
He kept meticulous tabs on your cycle—phone synced with dates, symptoms, everything. The moment ovulation hit, he turned into a man possessed. He’d make sure you were plugged up with his cum for the majority of your fertile window—thick silicone plug slid in right after he’d fucked you full. “Gotta keep it all in, mama,” he’d whisper, kissing the small swell of your lower belly even when it was just cum bloating you. “Can’t waste a drop when you’re ripe like this.”
It helped—god, did it help—that your hormones went haywire during ovulation. You became horny as fuck for him—insatiable, needy, practically climbing him the second he walked through the door.
Jake had an obsession with grinding against you, filthy drags that made you both lose your minds without ever fully giving in. He’d spread your cheeks wide with greedy hands, and slide his dick back and forth through your slick folds like he was painting himself with you. The head would catch on your entrance every few strokes—teasing, dipping just inside before retreating—then glide up to nudge your clit until it throbbed and swelled under the pressure. He loved coating himself in the messy mix of his leaking precum and your arousal—slick strings stretching between his shaft and your pussy every time he pulled back, obscene little webs that broke and reformed with each grind.
Sometimes he’d get bolder—press the flushed tip against your asshole just to feel you tense, your whole body clenching in surprise and heat. He’d laugh low and dark, then slide back down to tease your entrance again, spreading the mess, marking you until you were dripping down your thighs and begging for him to just fuck you already.
One night he had your knees spread wide on the bed, chest pressed to the mattress, ass high in the air while he gripped your hips, fucking you with long, punishing strokes that slapped wetly against your skin.
He started slow, but the longer he went, the more disheveled he became. His breathing turned whiny, hands shaking on your hips, thrusts losing rhythm as something darker crept into his voice. “Why… fuck… why aren’t you pregnant yet?” he slurred, voice cracking with frustration and need. “I’ve filled you up so many times… every night… every fucking day… and still nothing?” He picked up speed, cock slamming deep, hips snapping against your ass with bruising force. “Should be round already… carrying my baby…”
You whined overwhelmed, trying to push your hips back to slow him down, hand reaching blindly behind you to press against his thigh. “Jake—slow down—too much—”
He slapped your hand away, growling low in his throat. “No. Stay still.” His palm came down on the back of your head, pushing your face deep into the pillow, muffling your moans. He drilled into you, cock pistoning so deep you felt it in your throat, balls slapping wetly against your clit with every brutal thrust. “Take it—take every drop—please—”
Your ears were ringing—high-pitched whine drowning out everything but the wet slap of skin, the creak of the bed, his breathing. The pillow muffled your cries; you could barely breathe, face pressed deep, lungs burning, but the angle had him hitting that spot inside you over and over until your vision whited out. You came hard, gushing around him, walls fluttering desperately while he kept pounding, chasing his own release.
He came with a broken shout—hips slamming forward one last time, cock pulsing thick and hot as he flooded you deep. Rope after rope painted your walls, spilling out around his base only for him to grind in tighter, fucking it back inside with shallow, thrusts. “Stay—fuck—stay in there… don’t you dare leak out…” He collapsed over you, chest heaving, hands sliding up to cradle your belly like he could will it to happen right then. His lips found the back of your neck—soft, shaky kisses—voice wrecked and small. “Sorry… got carried away… just—fuck—I want it so bad. Want you pregnant.. Want to see you round with my baby...”
You reached back weakly, found his hand, laced your fingers through his. “Me too,” you whispered into the pillow, voice hoarse. “Me too.”
After a few intense rounds of him fucking you full—cumming deep inside multiple times—you'd become so pliant, mind blissfully empty, body limp and malleable like putty in his hands. Everything but Jake's dick faded away; you'd beg for it in soft, slurred whispers as he manhandled you effortlessly: flipping you onto your stomach, spreading your legs wide, positioning you however he wanted. "That's it, mama—take it all," he'd whisper, sliding back in slow and deep, loving how you just let him, body yielding completely, moans turning into contented sighs as he filled you again.
For his birthday, you surprised him with the ultimate gift: three positive pregnancy tests laid out on the bed, a tiny baby pacifier beside them, and a shirt emblazoned with "World's Best Dad." His eyes widened, tears welling instantly as he processed it, then he was on you—kissing you fiercely, whispering "Thank you—thank you" endlessly.
Once the pregnancy tests came back positive and the reality settled in that Jake had actually succeeded in putting a baby inside you, his obsession with keeping you “full” reached an entirely new level of devotion. The plug became non-negotiable on certain days—sometimes two, three, even four days in a row when he was feeling particularly possessive. He’d carefully slide the smooth silicone toy inside you right after pulling out from yet another session, sealing every last drop of his cum deep where it belonged.
You’d go about your day feeling the constant pressure. Walking felt different, sitting felt different; even the simple act of bending to pick up something would make you aware of the fullness, the faint ache, the way your body had to adjust. Your stomach would distend just enough under loose tops or dresses to be noticeable if someone looked closely—soft, rounded, like an early hint of the bump that was coming. Jake loved it. He’d catch you in the hallway or kitchen and without a word he’d back you against the nearest wall or counter, flip up your shirt, and drop to his knees to kiss and nuzzle the slight curve.
Sometimes the mood would strike him mid-day—he’d pull you into the bedroom (it was the laundry room once), ease the plug out with careful fingers, replace it with his cock in one smooth glide, and fuck you until he added another thick load. Afterward he’d slide the plug right back in, sealing everything with a satisfied groan. “There we go—nice and full again.” He’d rub slow circles over the distended swell, eyes gleaming with pride, like he was marking territory no one else could ever touch.
Pregnancy turned Jake’s need to care for you into something borderline compulsive—obsessive, almost ritualistic. Nowhere was that more obvious than at mealtimes. Every single meal became an event: big, lavish, overflowing plates and bowls carefully prepared by him with the single-minded focus of someone feeding a goddess. The portions were always generous—far more than you’d normally eat—but Jake would sit you down at the table (or in bed on lazy mornings), pull his chair close, and begin feeding you bite by bite, watching with rapt attention as your lips closed around each piece. “Open up, baby,” he’d coo softly, voice low and coaxing. “Gotta keep you strong for our little one—open wider, that’s my good girl.” Sometimes—quietly, guiltlessly—he still crushed a fertility pill or two into the food. Sue him. He wanted every advantage.
“One more, mama—you’re still hungry, I can tell,” he’d murmur when you tried to push the plate away, voice gentle but firm.
You’d whine—“Jake, I’m full”—but he’d shush you sweetly, thumb pressing lightly against your lower lip. “Shhh, no you’re not. Our babies need more. Open up for me.” If you turned your head he’d gently cup your jaw, guiding you back, coaxing your mouth open for another bite, then another, then another— until the plates and bowls were scraped clean. Only then would he wipe the corners of your mouth with a soft napkin, lean in to kiss you and slide his warm palm over your rounded belly, rubbing slow circles. “Such a good mom,” he’d praise, voice thick with pride and adoration. “Look at you—eating so well, keeping them strong. I’m so proud of you, baby.”
Sometimes he’d lean down and kiss the swell, whispering to the life inside, “Mommy’s taking such good care of you—eating all her food like a good mama.” Then he’d pull you into his lap (as much as your belly allowed), hands roaming, already hard against your ass, ready to reward you for being so obedient.
Jake became your personal 24/7 craving butler during pregnancy—no request was too strange, too late, too ridiculous. The second you stirred at 2 a.m. and murmured what you wanted, he was already rolling out of bed, pulling on sweatpants, kissing your forehead with a sleepy “On it, mama,” before disappearing into the night. He’d drive to the nearest 24-hour convenience store or diner, sometimes calling ahead to make sure they had what you needed, then return triumphant with bags.
He’d crawl back into bed smelling faintly of cold night air, setting the tray on your lap with that lopsided, hazy-eyed grin that never quite faded when he looked at you. “Anything for you and the baby,” he’d say every time, voice thick with love, before sliding in behind you so you could lean against his chest while you ate. One hand would always rest protectively on your bump, thumb rubbing slow circles, feeling for any little kicks or flutters as if the baby was thanking him too. Sometimes you’d fall asleep mid-bite, head lolling against his shoulder, and he’d just hold the plate steady, content to stay awake as long as you needed him.
Jake treated the baby name list like a sacred project. He bought a small leather-bound notebook specifically for it—pages divided neatly into “Boys” and “Girls,” each entry meticulously written in his neat handwriting: name, origin, meaning, why he liked it, how it sounded with your last name, whether it went well with potential sibling names. He’d spend lazy Sunday afternoons lying with his head in your lap, notebook open on his chest, hand resting on your bump as he read them aloud in a soft, thoughtful voice. “What about Jun-seo for a boy?” Or “For a girl—maybe Min-seo?” He’d pause after each one to gauge your reaction, brushing kisses along your stomach between suggestions. The list grew to dozens of names, some crossed out after you wrinkled your nose, others starred with little hearts when you both loved them.
The “no underwear at home” rule was non-negotiable once your pregnancy progressed and your body started changing in ways that drove Jake wild. At first you protested—laughing, calling him ridiculous—but the way his eyes darkened and his cock visibly twitched every time you walked around in nothing but one of his oversized shirts made resistance impossible.
He loved the easy access: coming home to find you bent over the counter reaching for something, shirt riding up to expose you completely—he’d be behind you in seconds, sliding in deep with one smooth thrust. Or lounging on the couch watching TV, legs spread casually, and he’d drop to his knees between them without warning, eating you out slow and thorough before fucking you right there.
The moment your bump turned big enough to really show, Jake turned downright feral during sex. He’d position you on your back or side—anything that let him see and touch the swell—and his hands would splay wide over it obsessively, palms warm. The sight of his large hands cradling the life he put inside you while he fucked you raw sent him over the edge faster than anything else.
Jake declared eating you out his official “pregnancy relaxation technique”—a daily (sometimes twice-daily) ritual he insisted was essential for your health and the baby’s. “Gotta keep you stress-free, mama,” he’d say, already guiding you to lie back with pillows propping up your hips and bump. He’d spread your thighs wide, hands firm on the backs of your knees, and dive in like it was his sole purpose in life.
His nose pressed perfectly against your clit from the start, rubbing in firm circles as he breathed you in deep; his tongue would delve inside you with long, slow strokes, curling to hit every sensitive spot while his lips sucked gently on your folds. He’d build you up, fingers slipping inside to curl against your g-spot—until you were shaking through orgasm after orgasm, thighs trembling around his head, hands fisting the sheets. He never stopped until you were boneless and blissed out, then he’d crawl up to kiss you deeply, letting you taste yourself on his tongue while he rubbed slow circles over your bump. “See? All relaxed now,” he’d murmur smugly, already rock hard from how sweetly you came for him.
Jake couldn’t contain his excitement—he boasted about becoming a dad to literally anyone who would listen. “I’m gonna be a dad!” At the grocery store checkout: “Yeah, my girlfriend's pregnant—gonna be like the best dad ever.” Friends, family, strangers in the park—he’d grin like an idiot, hand always finding your bump to rub it proudly while he rattled off details: due date, names they were considering, how active the baby already was. His eyes would shine with pure, boyish joy every time someone congratulated him, and he’d pull you closer, kissing your temple.
Pregnant you turned Jake into the most whipped man alive—he did everything you wanted with those love-drunk eyes, staring at you like you personally hung the moon and stars. Need a foot rub at 2 a.m.? He’s already kneeling. Craving something ridiculous? He’s halfway out the door. Mood swing tears? He’s holding you, rocking you, whispering how perfect you are. He’d drop to his knees to tie your shoes when your bump got too big, kiss your stretch marks like they were treasures, carry you bridal-style to bed when you were tired. You were his entire world, and he made sure you felt it every single second.
Every evening without fail, Jake would kneel at your feet like it was a sacred duty. He’d lift your swollen ankles onto his lap, thumbs digging into the arches with practiced pressure, working out every knot, massaging lotion into your skin, eyes flicking up to watch you rub your stomach with that smug little smirk you wore when you knew you had him completely wrapped around your finger. Sometimes he’d get so lost in worshipping your feet that he’d end up hard and leaking just from the sight of you relaxed and round and smug above him—he never complained, just kept rubbing until you sighed in bliss.
You learned very quickly how much power pregnancy gave you over Jake—and you abused it shamelessly. “Babe, my back hurts—rub it.” He’d drop everything. “I want ice cream.” He’d give it to you in 2 seconds. “Carry me to the couch.” He’d scoop you up without hesitation. You’d ask for ridiculous things—back scratches in specific patterns, him singing to your bump, dancing silly dances in the kitchen just to make you laugh—and he’d comply instantly, no questions, no complaints. He never once complained. Never rolled his eyes. Never sighed like it was a chore. He genuinely believed you deserved the world and he was more than happy to deliver it on his knees, with his voice, with every beat of his heart. Every time you asked for something—big or small, reasonable or absurd—his eyes would light up like you’d just given him a gift. “Right away, mama. Anything you want.”
Jake booked the trips without telling you. A private villa by a white-sand beach accessible only by you, no other guests in sight. Pure, uninterrupted privacy. You cried when he showed you the plane tickets—happy, hormonal tears—then kissed him so hard he almost dropped his phone.
The flight was first-class luxury: extra legroom, endless snacks, a blanket big enough to cocoon you both. Jake held your hand the whole time, rubbing your bump.
The villa was paradise. Open-air design—ocean breeze drifting through sheer curtains, waves lapping gently against the stilts below. The bed was massive—king-sized, crisp white sheets, pillows everywhere. Jake called room service the moment you arrived: fresh tropical fruit platters, chilled coconut water, grilled food, mango sticky rice—everything you wanted. He fed you bite by bite on the private deck—watching the sunset paint the sky pink and orange—then stripped you until you were bare under the warm night air.
He worshipped you every single night.
His hands roamed your belly, your hips, your thighs. Then lower—kissing down your sternum, over the swell of your bump, until he was between your legs, spreading you wide on the crisp sheets. He ate you out like it was his only purpose, until you were shaking and crying out into the sound of the waves. He’d mark you everywhere: hickeys on your inner thighs, love bites along your collarbone, soft bruises on your hips from gripping too hard while he fucked you slow on the giant bed.
In the huge bathtub he’d pull you onto his lap, water sloshing around you, and fill you again—slow rocks that made the water ripple, hands cradling your belly while he whispered how beautiful you looked carrying his baby. In the private pool under the stars he’d press you against the edge, legs wrapped around his waist, thrusting deep while the water lapped at your skin. And one unforgettable afternoon in the ocean itself—waves gentle around you—he held you up, legs locked around his hips, and fucked you in the warm saltwater, kissing you through every moan until you both came trembling against each other.
You walked around the island in tiny sundresses—flowing fabrics that clung to your curves when the breeze caught them. Jake drooled every time, hands constantly reaching to touch your hip, your lower back, the swell of your stomach.
He showered you with compliments constantly—everywhere, all the time.
In the morning while you brushed your teeth: “God, you're gorgeous.”
At lunch on the deck: “You’re glowing, baby.”
During a sunset walk on the beach: “You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.”
One afternoon you wandered into a tiny antique vase shop in a nearby village—humid air thick with the scent of old wood and incense, shelves lined with delicate porcelain and colorful glass. You wore a thin summer dress—white cotton, spaghetti straps, the fabric clinging to your curves from the heat, bump visible, breasts straining the neckline. Jake followed behind you like a lovesick puppy, eyes glued to the sway of your hips, the way the dress rode up your thighs when you reached for something high.
You turned suddenly, a mischievous grin on your face, holding up a small vintage sign you’d snatched off a shelf: DON’T TOUCH. You held it between you like a shield, eyebrows raised.
Jake looked at the sign. Then at you. Then back at the sign. He flung it from your hand onto a nearby table with zero regard and pulled you flush against him, hands gripping your hips, mouth crashing onto yours in a deep, hungry kiss. You laughed into it—muffled, delighted—while his tongue swept in, claiming you right there between the shelves. He tasted like the mango smoothie you’d shared earlier, smelled like sunscreen and salt and him.
When he finally pulled back—both of you breathing hard—he rested his forehead against yours, voice low and rough. “Can’t not touch you, mama. Not when you look like this. Not ever.”
You grinned, rubbed your bump against him teasingly. “Good thing I like being touched.”
He groaned and kissed you again, softer this time, before leading you out of the shop with his hand possessive on your lower back, already planning how he’d worship you the second you got back to the villa.
Jake made sure you never held a single suitcase during the entire trip. He carried everything while you were only allowed your purse. When you teased him once—“Why aren’t you holding my hand?”—he froze mid-step, looked at you like you’d slapped him, then immediately redistributed the bags between both arms, freeing one hand to lace his fingers with yours. He lifted your hand to his lips, kissed your knuckles softly, then pressed it to his chest over his heart. “Forgive me, my queen,” he said, dead serious, eyes wide with mock horror. “What was I thinking? Please excuse my unacceptable behavior.”
You burst out laughing—rubbing your bump with your free hand—while he grinned like an idiot, proud of himself for fixing the “problem.”
During one of the quieter afternoons at a resort Jake surprised you with a full spa day he’d arranged right there in your private suite. He started by running a warm bath—jasmine and coconut oil, bubbles piled high, candles flickering along the edges. He helped you undress slowly, kissing every inch of skin he uncovered. He eased you into the water, then knelt beside the tub and washed your hair himself—strong fingers massaging your scalp until you sighed and melted against the edge. He scrubbed your back, your arms, your legs, thumbs digging into every knot until you were boneless and humming with relaxation.
When the water cooled he lifted you out, a towel wrapped around you like you were precious cargo—and led you to the bedroom, where he’d laid out fresh sheets and warmed massage oil. He had you lie face-down first (pillows propped under your chest and hips to keep your belly comfortable), then spent nearly an hour working every muscle: long strokes down your spine, deep pressure into your lower back, gentle kneading along your hips and thighs.
Afterward he fed you fresh fruit while you lay there boneless and glowing, still naked on the sheets. He popped pieces into your mouth one by one, eyes soft and adoring.
“I made a dinner reservation tonight. That little beachfront place we walked past yesterday. Thought you might wanna dress up a bit… It's nice.”
You raised an eyebrow but smiled. “Okay. I can do nice.”
You went all out—because why not? A flowing, off-the-shoulder maxi dress in soft ivory that clung lovingly to your bump and flared over your hips, hair loose and wavy from the salt air, light makeup that made your eyes pop and your lips look kiss-bitten. When you stepped out of the bathroom, Jake—already dressed in a crisp white linen shirt and dark slacks—actually stumbled backward a step, hand flying to his chest like you’d shot him. “Fuck,” he breathed, eyes wide and glassy. “Mama… you’re… holy...” He looked like he’d forgotten how to breathe. You grinned, did a slow turn so the dress swirled around your legs, bump proudly on display.
“Too much?” you teased.
He crossed the room in two strides, pulled you into his arms, and kissed you like he was drowning and you were air. “Never,” he rasped against your lips. “I’m gonna lose my mind tonight.”
Dinner was magical—private table right by the sand, waves lapping a few feet away, candles flickering, string lights overhead. He fed you bites of grilled chicken, salad, rice—watching you with that same dazed, heart-eyed stare. You talked and laughed and stole kisses between courses, his hand never leaving yours.
After dessert he suggested a walk—“Just along the beach, clear our heads.” You agreed, dress fluttering in the breeze, his arm around your waist.
He led you down a quiet path lit by small lanterns—away from the main resort, toward a secluded corner where the beach curved private and golden. When you turned the bend you froze.
Roses—hundreds of them—scattered in a path leading to a giant heart made entirely of roses. Candles flickered everywhere—tiny tea lights in glass holders forming a glowing circle around the heart. In the center, a wooden sign hung between two low palm trees: Will You Marry Me?
You turned to Jake—tears already blurring your vision—and found him down on one knee, velvet box open in his shaking hands.
“I’ve loved you since the moment I saw you.” Jake’s voice cracked on the first word, the ring box trembled slightly in his open palm, but his gaze never wavered from yours—wide, shining, terrified and hopeful all at once.
“When I walked into the room.. And saw you laughing at something Sunoo said…I swear my heart stopped. I couldn’t look away. I didn’t want to. I knew right then—before you even said a word to me—that you were it. That you were going to ruin me in the best way possible.” He swallowed hard, Adam’s apple bobbing, tears already clinging to his lashes. “And then you did. You ruined me, baby. You turned my whole world upside down and made it better every single day. You laughed at my dumb jokes when no one else would. You believed in me when I didn’t believe in myself. You made me want to be better. Stronger. Someone worthy of standing next to you.” His free hand reached for yours—fingers shaking as he laced them together, thumb brushing over your knuckles like he was memorizing the feel of your skin.
“You're giving me a family. Not just the dream of one—the real, beautiful thing. Carrying our first baby—our little miracle.. Giving me the joy of being a dad. You made me whole.” His voice broke completely then—rough, thick, tears finally spilling over. “You’re growing a piece of us right here—” His other hand lifted, trembling, and pressed gently to the soft swell of your belly, palm flat over the life you were building together. “—and every time I see your body change to make room.. I fell in love with you all over again. You’re so strong, baby. So beautiful. So fucking incredible. I look at you—at this life we’re making—and I still can’t believe you chose me. That you let me be the one who gets to love you like this. That you trust me with your heart, with our kids, with forever.” He took a ragged breath, tears streaming freely now.
“I can’t imagine another sunrise without waking up next to you. I can’t imagine another night without holding you close, without kissing your forehead and whispering how much I love you until you fall asleep. I can’t imagine raising our babies without you there to show them what real love looks like. You’re my best friend. My home. My safe place. My everything. And I don’t want to spend one more second of my life without you as my wife.”
He opened the velvet box with shaking fingers. Inside, the diamond caught every flicker of candlelight—big, brilliant, surrounded by a delicate halo of smaller stones, simple but breathtaking, just like you.
“So…” His voice dropped to a raw, pleading whisper. “Will you give me the honor—the privilege—of marrying me? Of letting me spend the rest of my life showing you, every single day, how much you mean to me? Of building this family with you, of growing old with you, of loving you until my last breath? Please, baby… marry me.”
Tears were streaming down your face now too—hot, happy, unstoppable. You couldn’t speak at first, throat too tight, heart too full. You just nodded—frantic little jerks of your head—before the word finally burst out.
“Yes.”
And again, louder, laughing through sobs.
“Yes—yes—yes—”
Jake let out a broken, joyful sound—half laugh, half cry—and surged up, catching you in his arms as gently as he could with your bump between you. He spun you once then crushed his mouth to yours in a kiss that tasted like salt and love and forever. His hands cradled your face, thumbs wiping at your tears even as his own kept falling. When you finally parted—both gasping, foreheads pressed together—he laughed shakily.
“You’re gonna be my wife.”
He dropped back to one knee—still crying, still grinning like an idiot—and took your trembling left hand. He slid the ring on slowly, watching it settle perfectly at the base of your finger like it had always belonged there. Then he lifted your hand to his lips, kissed the ring, kissed your knuckles, kissed your wrist.
You grabbed his face with both hands, thumbs brushing the wet trails on his cheeks, and pulled him up into another kiss. This one was deeper, hungrier—teeth clacking, tongues tangling, desperate and overflowing with everything you felt. He groaned into your mouth, hands sliding to your waist, pulling you as close as he could.
When you finally broke apart—gasping, foreheads touching, lipstick smudged across both your mouths in bright red streaks—he laughed again, soft and dazed.
You grinned—teary, radiant—and kissed him once more, quick and sweet.
“My fiancé,” you murmured against his mouth.
His eyes fluttered closed like the word physically hit him. “Say it again.”
“My fiancé.”
He made a low, broken sound—half moan, half sob—and kissed you again, slower this time, savoring it. “I’m gonna marry the hell out of you.”
You laughed—wet, joyful—and nodded. “Yeah. You are.”
Later you found out he’d hired a private photographer—hidden among the palms—who’d captured every moment. The photos arrived a week later, which Jake framed and placed around the house: one on the nightstand, one in the living room, and more on the walls. His favorite was the one where you were laughing through tears, hands on his face, the ocean sparkling behind you both.
When you returned to the resort that night, still crying happy tears that wouldn’t stop Jake didn’t waste a single second. The moment the door clicked shut behind you, he turned to you like you were the only thing left in the world.
“My fiancée,” he breathed, voice cracking on the word like it was still too new, too sacred to say out loud. His hands—those strong, veiny hands you loved so much—came up to cradle your face first, thumbs brushing away the wet trails on your cheeks before he kissed you slowly, then he started undressing you right there inside the doorway, like unwrapping something priceless. His fingers trembled slightly as he slipped the straps of your dress down your shoulders, letting the fabric pool at your feet in a soft whisper of silk. He kissed every inch he uncovered: the slope of your shoulders, the delicate line of your collarbone, the upper swell of your breasts.
“My wife soon,” he murmured against your skin, lips trailing lower. “My beautiful, perfect wife… I can’t believe you said yes. I can’t believe you’re mine.”
You sighed—soft, shaky—eyes fluttering closed as you let yourself sink into the feeling of his hands and mouth. Every touch felt amplified: the warmth of his palms sliding down your sides, the gentle drag of his calloused fingertips over your skin.
He guided you backward toward the giant bed—sheets still warm from the sun that had poured through the open balcony doors all day—until the backs of your knees hit the mattress. He eased you down gently, arranging pillows behind your back and under your hips so you were comfortable.
“Love of my life,” he whispered, kneeling between your parted thighs, hands roaming everywhere, “you’re everything, mama. Everything I ever dreamed of and more.” His mouth followed his hands—lips and tongue mapping every curve, every sensitive spot until you sighed again, deeper this time, body relaxing into the pillows as he settled between your thighs with that same worshipful hunger.
“My wife,” he breathed against your core, voice cracking with emotion as he spread you gently, admiring the way you glistened for him. “My perfect, gorgeous wife… gonna love you like this forever.”
As your belly grew wider and the weight became exhausting, Jake made sure you barely lifted a finger. He cooked every meal, cleaned the entire house spotless, handled bills and appointments, ran errands—you name it, he did it. You’d reward him generously: slow, teasing blowjobs where you edged him until he was whining and begging, or spreading your legs on the couch so he could eat you out for as long as he wanted, (his favorite form of payment.)
Jake signed up for every prenatal and newborn class available—showing up early with his notebook, sitting in the front row, asking detailed questions after every session: “What’s the best way to swaddle so they don’t break free?” “How do I tell if they’re hungry or just gassy?” He’d come home buzzing with new information, demonstrating swaddling techniques on a stuffed animal while you watched, amused and touched by how seriously he took it all.
Jake was there for every single pregnancy symptom—holding your hair during morning sickness, rubbing your lower back through pain, bringing cool cloths for hot flashes, massaging your calves when they cramped at night. Mood swings? He’d hold you while you cried, never judging. He researched every ache, every weird craving, every worry, turning himself into your personal pregnancy encyclopedia and comfort machine.
When the ultrasound revealed three healthy heartbeats—two boys and a girl—Jake nearly levitated off the exam table. “Triplets? Holy shit—mama, we’re having triplets!” He kissed you so hard the tech had to clear her throat. Later, alone, he’d rub your bump obsessively, already joking “Next time we’ll be just as lucky,” eyes sparkling with mischief and pure joy.
The wedding finally came one glorious day, and doubled as the most beautiful celebration of the triplets anyone could imagine. Everyone who mattered was there.
Your wedding dress was breathtaking—flowing ivory chiffon that draped lovingly over your rounded belly instead of hiding it, the fabric shimmered and when you stepped out as the music started everyone went quiet.
Jake stood waiting at the altar—simple linen suit, no tie, hair slightly tousled and the moment he saw you, he broke. Tears welled up instantly. His shoulders shook as he tried—and failed—to contain the sobs. By the time you reached him, his eyes were red-rimmed, cheeks wet, grin wobbly and wide. He took your hands immediately—both of them—lifting them to his lips and kissing your knuckles over and over. You could feel his hands trembling, could see the way he kept swallowing hard, trying to hold himself together long enough to say the vows.
The ceremony was short, heartfelt, and tear-soaked. You both wrote your own vows—Jake’s voice cracked on every other sentence as he promised to love you through every laugh and every tear. “I promise to spend forever showing you how much that means to me.” When you said your part he openly sobbed, head tipping forward.
The officiant asked the question. You both said “I do.”
Then the kiss.
Cheers and whoops erupted—friends and family clapping.
Jake kissed you like the world was ending—deep, hungry, hands cradling your face while yours gripped his suit jacket. When you finally parted—both crying, both laughing—he pulled you into his arms and held you tight, face buried in your neck, whispering “My wife… my wife…” like he still couldn’t believe it was real.
The honeymoon was even more magnificent—another private villa, this one in Bora Bora. Mornings started with him waking you with soft kisses down your spine, hands roaming your body like he was discovering it for the first time. Every single day he told you how beautiful you were—how strong, how perfect, how lucky he was.
“Thank you for being my forever.” Because that’s what you were now.
Husband and wife.
Late at night when fears crept in—about the pain of labor, about being a good enough mom, about handling three babies at once—Jake would pull you close, hand on your bump, voice soft. “You’re already the best mom—they’re so lucky to have you. And I’ll be right there, every second. We’ve got this together, always.” He’d kiss away every tear, rub your back until you fell asleep feeling loved.
Every other day without fail became “Jake’s Super Amazing Fantastic Mommy Spa Day”—a name he insisted on announcing with dramatic flair each time, complete with jazz hands and a goofy grin that never failed to make you laugh even when your back ached and your ankles felt like balloons. It always started the same way: he’d run a warm bubble bath in the oversized tub, the water scented with lavender and chamomile essential oils that he’d carefully measured out himself. He’d help you ease in slowly—supporting your lower back and the heavy curve of your bump—then kneel beside the tub like a devoted attendant.
He’d wash your hair first, fingers massaging your scalp in circles until you sighed and melted against the edge. Shampoo lathered into thick suds, he’d rinse with the handheld showerhead, careful not to let water splash your face. Then came the body wash—gentle scrubs along your back, shoulders, arms—his soapy hands gliding over every inch he could reach, kneading knots out of your muscles with perfect pressure. He’d linger on your shoulders especially, thumbs digging into the tension there until you groaned in relief, head tipping forward.
When the water started cooling, he’d help you out—wrapping you in the fluffiest towel, drying you with gentle pats rather than rubs so he wouldn’t irritate your sensitive skin. Then he’d lead you to the bedroom, where the lights were dimmed, candles flickering, and the bed covered in soft towels and a waterproof sheet.
The full-body massage was meticulous, fingers working down your neck, over your shoulders, along your collarbones. Down to your belly, over your bump, tracing every curve. “Our babies are so lucky to have this home,” he’d whisper, leaning down to kiss the swell repeatedly.
Then your hips, thumbs pressing into the dimples at the base of your spine. Legs next—long strokes from thigh to ankle, kneading calves, rolling each foot between his palms until your toes curled in bliss. He’d finish with your feet, massaging the arches, making sure not a single inch was neglected. By the end you were completely slack—limp, boneless, humming in pure, drugged relaxation, every muscle melted into the mattress.
The moment your water broke—warm fluid gushing down your thighs while you were mid-laugh at something silly on TV—Jake switched into focused mode instantly. No panic, no frantic scrambling; he’d prepared for this exact second for months. The hospital bags were already by the door, car keys hanging on the hook, tank full of gas. He helped you off the couch first, pressing a towel between your legs, kissing your forehead. “Breathe with me, mama—nice and slow. We’ve got time.”
He guided you to the car, settling you in the passenger seat with a pillow behind your back. While driving he kept one hand on the wheel, the other clasped tight around yours, breathing in rhythm with you through the first real contractions. “You’re doing amazing—strongest woman I know. We’re almost there, just a few more minutes.” His voice never wavered, even as his free hand trembled slightly with excitement and nerves. When you winced through a stronger one, he’d squeeze your hand and whisper “Squeeze as hard as you need—I’ve got you.”
In the hospital room, Jake never left your side for a single second during the long hours of dilation. He pulled up a chair right next to the bed, holding your hand through every contraction—letting you crush his fingers without complaint. When sweat beaded on your forehead, he’d dab it away with a cool cloth; when you needed to change positions, he’d help the nurses adjust pillows and supports, rubbing your lower back in firm circles to ease the pressure.
“Breathe, baby—in through your nose, out through your mouth,” he’d coach softly, mimicking the pattern with you, never breaking eye contact. When the pain peaked and tears slipped down your cheeks, he’d kiss them away, murmuring “You’re so strong.. doing so well. I’m right here.” He’d remind you of breathing exercises from the classes, count through the peaks, distract you with soft stories about the future—“Can’t wait to see them in your arms, mama”—anything to keep you grounded.
When the first baby slid out crying, Jake cut the cord with shaking hands—tears streaming freely now. The second and third followed quickly—two boys and one girl, all tiny, red-faced, screaming their lungs out. The nurses laid them on your chest immediately while Jake sobbed openly, leaning over you, kissing your sweaty forehead, your cheeks, your lips—whispering brokenly “We did it—look at them, mama—they’re perfect. You’re perfect.”
The day you were discharged, Jake carried the car seats out proudly, grinning so wide his cheeks hurt. He helped you into the car with infinite care, buckling you in, tucking blankets around you, kissing you softly before starting the engine.
He then spent the first night sitting on the edge of the bed just staring: at you sleeping, at the three tiny bundles in their bassinets, at the life you’d built. Tears slipped down his cheeks.
Jake became the hands-on dad every new mom dreams of having. Night feeds? He was up without complaint—warming bottles (or bringing babies to you), rocking them in the glider chair while humming softly. Diaper changes at 3 a.m. were met with goofy faces and silly voices to keep them calm. Endless tummy time on the play mat—he’d lie on his stomach mirroring them, cooing. He wore them in carriers while cooking, talking to them constantly: “Daddy’s making dinner for mama—gonna be yummy, right?”
Jake waited patiently through your full postpartum recovery—no pressure, no hints, just gentle care and endless love. Months passed; bodies healed, routines settled. Then one quiet night after the triplets were finally asleep in their cribs, you slipped into bed behind him, pressing your naked body to his back, lips brushing his ear as you whispered “I want more.”
He froze for one heartbeat—then rolled over so fast the bed creaked, hands cradling your face. “You sure, mama?” he breathed, eyes searching yours. When you nodded, he made love to you like it was the first time all over again—slow, careful, deep thrusts that had you both trembling, his hand resting over your stomach the entire time, whispering “Gonna fill you again—gonna give our babies more siblings.” He came with a shuddering moan, staying buried inside you long after, kissing every inch of your skin he could reach.
After your first birth, your pussy had changed in ways that left Jake shamelessly obsessed, your labia was plumper, the outer lips thicker and softer from the extreme stretching required to deliver three babies at once. The folds had taken on a new, pillowy lushness—velvety, swollen even when you weren’t aroused, glistening more easily, more inviting. Your clit seemed perpetually engorged, peeking out more prominently from its hood. The entire area felt heavier, riper, like your body had been permanently remade for pleasure and creation.
“Fuck… look at her,” Jake groaned, voice wrecked, spreading you wide so he could see every changed inch. “So fat and pretty now...” He leaned in and buried his face in the plush heat, inhaling deeply like your scent was oxygen. “God, mama… pushed out three of my kids… and she’s still this fucking perfect.”
He ate you out like a man starved—long, greedy licks that made your knees buckle, sucking gently on the thickened labia before sealing his lips around your clit and pulling softly.
With three newborns nursing around the clock, your milk supply was nothing short of abundant—your body instinctively producing more than enough to satisfy the triplets' endless hunger. But even after all three babies had their fill—bellies round, eyes heavy, drifting off in their cribs—Jake still looked at you with those big, pleading eyes, lower lip caught between his teeth.
“Just a little, mama… please?” he’d whine, voice needy, already kneeling in front of you. He’d wait until you nodded—sometimes with an amused eye-roll, sometimes with a soft sigh—before lifting your nursing top. The moment your heavy, swollen breasts were free, milk already beading at the nipples, he’d latch on with a long, relieved moan.
At first he was slow, lips sealing softly around the areola, tongue lapping gently at the leaking drops like he was tasting something sacred. His eyes would roll back, lashes fluttering, a guttural hum vibrating through your skin as the warm, sweet milk hit his tongue.
Some mornings were even better. The triplets would miraculously sleep through, leaving you waking up aching—breasts so full and heavy they throbbed, nipples leaking through your sleep shirt in small damp patches. You’d barely open your eyes before Jake was there, crawling between your legs with a whispered “Let me help, mama—you’re so full it hurts, I can tell.” You’d lift your shirt, guide his head down, and he’d dive in without hesitation—suckling hard and fast from the start, greedy gulps echoing as streams of milk filled his mouth.
Even with three newborns dictating your schedule, Jake never missed an opportunity to fuck you. Quick morning sessions while the triplets napped in their cribs, baby monitor on, he’d pull you into the master bathroom, he’d lay you down on the bed, spread your legs wide, and fill you over and over— “Take it all—every bit...” It didn’t take long before four positive pregnancy tests were lined up on the bathroom counter like little soldiers.
Jake stared at them for a full ten seconds—silent, stunned—then exploded into motion. He jumped around the bedroom like a kid on Christmas morning, whooping and laughing so hard tears streamed down his face, scooping you up in his arms and spinning you in dizzy, euphoric circles. “We’re having more!” He kissed you everywhere—cheeks, forehead, lips, neck—still spinning until you were both laughing and dizzy.
Family park days quickly became a tradition. Jake would show up looking every inch the proud dad: sunglasses perched on his nose, “Best Daddy in the World” T-shirt stretched across his chest, pushing the massive triple stroller (a massive thing with all-terrain wheels,) like it was a trophy he’d won. Inside, the triplets would be bundled in matching outfits—tiny hats, little socks—giggling or babbling. Layla trotted happily beside him, leash in his free hand, tail wagging furiously as she kept pace, occasionally stopping to sniff a flower or greet another dog. Your arm was always looped through Jake’s, your free hand resting on the small, new bump under your matching “Best Mommy in the World” shirt, the words curved proudly across your chest.
Jake worshipped your body, every new mark, every soft curve, every extra pound was treated like evidence of the miracles you’d created. The stretch marks that silvered across your stomach and hips? He’d trace them slowly, kissing each one while murmuring “These are beautiful—proof you carried our babies so perfectly.” The fuller hips and softer thighs that made sitting on his lap feel like sinking into heaven? He’d grip them hard, groaning “Fuck—even more to love.” Your increased appetite only fueled him—he loved watching you eat, loved how your body softened and rounded further.
When you stood in front of the mirror frowning at new changes, he’d come up behind you, hands covering yours, chin on your shoulder: “You’re even more gorgeous now—look at what your body did. It created life.”
Your second pregnancy hit differently—your stomach grew enormous, much bigger than the first time, the triplets’ combined size stretching your skin round almost from the beginning. Moving became a struggle; walking felt heavy, sitting left you breathless, even turning over in bed required strategy and pillows. You struggled to bend, to reach things, to breathe sometimes when the babies sat high and pressed against your ribs.
Some days you simply couldn’t get out of bed. You spent entire days on your left side, propped up with a mountain of pillows, laptop balanced on a tray table playing some mindless movie or show you weren’t really watching.
Jake would bring the babies to you—your daughter nestled against your chest, latched and nursing contentedly, tiny hands kneading your breast in that instinctive, rhythmic way newborns do, little fingers flexing and curling while the two boys slept swaddled beside you, little bundles tucked close. Their cheeks were flushed from milk and warmth, tiny mouths parted in perfect newborn pout, lashes dark against their skin.
And Jake—he never strayed far. He’d settle right beside you on the edge of the mattress, one knee on the bed, body angled toward you like a planet orbiting its sun. In one hand he held a small plate or bowl—whatever you were craving that afternoon, ready to feed you every single bite.
He’d watch you. Not just glance—watch, with the kind of open, helpless adoration that made your chest ache. His eyes would go soft and glassy, pupils blown wide, lashes low, and you swore—every single time—you could see little cartoon hearts floating in them like something out of a romance anime. He looked at you like you’d personally hung the moon, like the sight of you nursing your daughter while carrying his next set of miracles was the most beautiful thing he’d ever witnessed.
“Open up, mama,” he’d murmur, thumb brushing your bottom lip as he brought a piece of fruit to your mouth. You’d part your lips and let him slide it in, chewing slowly while he stared. “Taking such good care of our babies… eating so well for them… for me.” Sometimes he’d pause feeding you just to stare, plate forgotten in his lap, eyes tracing every detail. His gaze was so thick with love it felt physical, like a warm hand stroking down your spine.
“You’re so beautiful,” he’d whisper, almost to himself. “I still can’t believe you’re mine… that you gave me all this… that you’re doing it again.” Then he’d shake himself out of it, blink hard like he was coming back to earth, and bring another bite to your lips. “More—c’mon, baby. One more for our little ones.”
When you finally swallowed the last bite he’d set the plate aside, wipe your mouth with the pad of his thumb, then lean in to kiss you.
Only then would he settle in closer—curling around your side, head resting on your shoulder, one hand on your bump, rubbing, caressing. He’d stay like that for hours—watching the movie without really seeing it, listening to the soft sounds of your family breathing, whispering “I love you” against your skin every few minutes like he couldn’t help himself.
Because he couldn’t.
Your water broke on a perfectly ordinary afternoon—the triplets were having playtime on the living room rug, colorful toys scattered around them, a cheerful cartoon singing from the TV. Jake was in the kitchen making lunch, humming along to whatever song was playing. You felt the sudden warm gush between your thighs, soaking through your tiny shorts instantly. You froze for a second—then called out, voice surprisingly calm: “Jake… my water just broke.”
He appeared in the doorway so fast he nearly tripped—eyes wide, spatula still in hand—then jumped into action. “Okay—okay—bags are ready, I’ve got you.” He called his parents first, voice steady but quick: “Mom—can you come now? Her water broke.” They arrived in record time; Jake kissed each baby’s head, handed them off with hurried instructions, then turned all his focus to you. He helped you to the car—arm around your waist, hand supporting your belly—settling you in with pillows and towels, buckling you carefully.
In the delivery room Jake never left your side, wiping sweat from your brow. When it was time to push he counted with you, encouraged every effort, cut the cords with trembling hands as one boy and two girls were born—tiny, loud, perfect.
He held them like spun glass—tears streaming as he kissed their downy heads, whispering “Welcome to the world, my loves.” Jake sobbing openly as he looked from you to the babies and back again, completely overwhelmed by the miracle of it all.
Jake was always present, always engaged, always putting family first. He coached tiny soccer teams, built blanket forts that took up the whole living room, turned bedtime into theater with dramatic voices and silly sound effects. When tantrums happened he’d kneel to their level, patient and calm; when they got hurt he’d kiss boo-boos and hug them tight.
You embraced being a stay-at-home mom fully—nurturing the loud chaos of a growing family. Jake handled everything else and stepped in as caregiver whenever you needed rest. Together you were the perfect partnership: you pouring love into the children’s days, him making sure the world outside didn’t intrude unless you wanted it to.
Watching you mother made Jake fall harder every single day. Seeing you soothe a tantrum with patient words, kiss scraped knees until giggles replaced tears, read stories in funny voices until sleepy eyes fluttered closed—his heart swelled until he thought it might burst. He’d catch you rocking a baby to sleep, humming softly, sunlight catching your hair—and just stare, eyes shining with awe. “How did I get so lucky?”
The morning the oldest kids started kindergarten, Jake stood at the school gate waving until they disappeared inside with their little backpack—then turned to you and burst into tears. He pulled you into a tight hug, sobbing openly into your shoulder: “They’re growing up—they’re gonna leave the nest soon!” You held him while he cried, rubbing his back, laughing softly through your own misty eyes at the sight of your big, strong husband reduced to tears by kindergarten.
You didn’t expect it. Your body was finally your own again—no extra heartbeats fluttering beneath your skin, no kicks against your ribs, no constant fullness stretching your womb. For the first time in a long time, your stomach was flat(ish), your energy coming back in waves. You should’ve felt free. Light. Relieved.
Instead, you felt… empty.
It started small—a quiet ache when you pressed your hand to your stomach in the shower and felt nothing move beneath it. A strange sadness when you looked in the mirror and saw no round swell, no visible proof of life growing. Your womb was quiet. Too quiet. The house was loud with kids, but inside you—nothing. No tiny flutters, no second heartbeat syncing with yours. Just absence.
You tried to ignore it at first, but the feeling lingered. A hollow space behind your navel that ached. You missed it—the heaviness, the fullness, the knowledge that life was blooming inside you. You missed feeling complete in a way you hadn’t realized you’d grown addicted to.
One evening, after Jake had put the kids to bed—stories read, lights out, doors closed—he came back to the bedroom and found you sitting on the edge of the mattress, hands pressed to your stomach, staring at nothing.
You looked up at him, eyes glassy. “I feel… empty,” you whispered. “My body’s mine again, but it feels wrong. Like something’s missing. Like I’m supposed to be full.”
Jake froze in the doorway for half a second—then crossed the room in three strides. He dropped to his knees in front of you, hands cupping your face, thumbs brushing away the tears you hadn’t realized were falling. “Baby…” His voice cracked. “You want more?”
You nodded, small and certain. “I want to feel full again.”
That was all he needed. He stripped you both bare with trembling hands. No words now—just need and slid into you in one long thrust, groaning low against your neck as your walls welcomed him home. “Gonna give you what you need.”
He came inside you over and over—thick, hot spurts that painted your walls, filled your womb, leaked out around his cock only for him to fuck it right back in. Each time he finished he’d grind deep, hips circling, pushing every drop deeper. “Stay in…”
Cum dripped from you in thick, creamy rivulets—coating your thighs, soaking the sheets in a warm, sticky puddle beneath your hips. He’d pull back just enough to watch it leak out, groan at the sight, then thrust back in, fucking his own release deeper. Your pussy made filthy, wet squelching sounds with every stroke; his balls slapped against your ass, slick with both of you; the headboard thumped rhythmically against the wall.
You were so far gone that you didn’t even realize your body had started instinctively trying to escape the intensity. Your hips shifted backward, small, unconscious movements trying to ease the way every thrust seemed to press deeper into already overloaded nerves.
Jake tsked disapprovingly, almost scolding—and his hands clamped down on your hips like iron. “No, no, mama,” he murmured, voice thick with dark affection. “Where you goin’? You stay right here.” In one smooth motion he hooked your legs over his shoulders, and pressed your knees toward your chest, body bent in a perfect mating press.The world shrank to the wet slap of skin, the thick drag of him inside you, the hot pulses of his release painting your insides again and again until your lower belly felt swollen, bloated, visibly distended from the sheer volume he’d pumped into you.
You came again—shattered, helpless, vision whiting out—clenching so hard around him that he groaned like he was dying. The pain-overload finally tipped you over the edge of consciousness. Your body went limp beneath him, eyes fluttering shut, soft, broken whimpers fading into shallow breaths as you passed out.
When you woke again, your body felt heavy, still tingling from the marathon of orgasms. And you were still so full. Your pussy was plugged—something smooth and thick sealing you shut, keeping every drop of Jake’s cum trapped inside. Your stomach had a soft, warm bloat that made you look a few weeks pregnant already. The pressure was comforting, like your body remembered exactly what it was made for.
And Jake… Jake was suckling at your breast. He laid curled against your side, head pillowed on your chest, lips latched gently around one swollen nipple. His eyes were closed, lashes dark against flushed cheeks, expression utterly blissed-out, like this was the only place in the world he wanted to be.
You stirred—barely a shift—and whispered his name, voice hoarse and wrecked from moaning. “Jake…”
He pulled off with a soft, wet pop—milk running in thin white trails down his chin, glistening on his swollen lips. He blinked slowly, eyes hazy with love, then shushed you gently. “Shhh, mama… go back to sleep,” he murmured.“I’ll take care of everything…”
Too exhausted to argue, your eyes drifted shut again as he connected his lips back to your nipple, resuming the soothing rhythm. The sucking sounds returned with the occasional wet swallow when he took a deeper pull. His hand rested protectively on your bloated stomach, fingers splaying wide over the cum-filled swell, thumb stroking slow circles like he was soothing both you and the possibility already growing inside.
A few weeks later you showed him three positive tests. Jake stared—then fainted dead away, crumpling to the bedroom floor. You laughed while fanning him awake with a magazine; he came to grinning, pulled you down, and kissed you senseless.
With the family expanding again, Jake bought a massive house—big enough for everyone: huge backyard for endless play, close to schools and parks, plenty of bedrooms, a kitchen big enough for family dinners. Moving day was pure joy—kids running and crawling through empty halls claiming rooms, Layla barking excitedly, Jake carrying boxes while stealing kisses from you, already planning where the swing set would go and how many Christmas trees they’d need.
Your third pregnancy hit like a tidal wave—your body had already transformed twice over from carrying and birthing, now stretching once more to accommodate new life. The changes were dramatic and immediate: hips wider than ever, breasts heavier almost overnight, skin soft and glowing in that unmistakable pregnant way that made Jake lose his mind every single time he looked at you. Two previous pregnancies had softened and rounded you in ways that drove him feral—your curves more pronounced, your thighs thicker, your ass fuller, your belly already rounding out.
Jake became impossibly more insatiable. He couldn’t keep his hands off you. Mornings he would wake you up by sliding between your thighs, tongue lapping lazily at your swollen folds while his hands roamed your changing body—squeezing the extra softness at your hips, tracing the faint silver stretch marks like they were treasure maps. He’d eat you out until you came shaking.
Throughout the days he’d find excuses to touch you. Sex became constant—quick and desperate in the shower, slow and filthy on the couch while the kids napped, rough and possessive against the kitchen counter after dinner. He loved how your body responded, pussy plumper and wetter around him from years of stretching and delivering.
You loved being a mother—deeply, fiercely, in a way you never imagined before Jake. Sure, there were tiring days: endless diaper changes, tantrums, sleepless nights, the constant juggling of schedules. But you wouldn’t trade it for anything. Six kids running around the house—laughing, fighting, growing—and more growing in your belly? Yeah, you were happy. Truly, stupidly happy.
One afternoon a friend had called you a “baby factory” in that teasing-but-not-really way. You didn’t get offended. Instead, you smiled. The phrase stuck with you in a strange, warm way. Later that night, curled against Jake in bed, you told him about it, half-expecting him to laugh it off. He didn’t. He went still, eyes darkening, then leaned in and kissed you so deeply your toes curled. “My baby factory,” he whispered against your lips, voice rough with want. From then on it became his favorite endearment and you loved it. Loved being his baby factory. Loved knowing your body had given him everything he ever dreamed of.
Your parents and Jake’s parents were always just a phone call away—lifelines when the chaos got overwhelming. They’d swoop in for weekend sleepovers so you and Jake could have a night alone, or take the older kids for a few days when you were too pregnant to chase toddlers. Jake’s mom especially loved having the grandbabies over—baking cookies, reading stories, spoiling them rotten. It became normal: the house was full one day, half-empty the next when grandparents played backup. You and Jake never took it for granted—always thanking them with hugs, homemade dinners, and tearful appreciation for how much easier they made the madness.
The appointment day arrived like any other—gel cold on your belly, wand gliding smoothly over the swell. Jake sat beside you, holding your hand, thumb rubbing soothing circles over your knuckles. The tech smiled, adjusted the screen, then paused. “Healthy twins—one boy, one girl.”
Jake’s jaw literally dropped. His eyes went wide, mouth falling open in stunned silence for a full three seconds. Then he grabbed your hand so tight it almost hurt, grin splitting his face like he’d won the lottery again. “Twins?!” he breathed, voice cracking with joy. He turned to you, tears already shining, and kissed you hard—right there in the exam room.
Your third pregnancy unfolded like a dream, lush, radiant, and so perfect that every single day felt like a gift. Your body responded with the kind of lush abundance that only came after two previous sets of multiples.
Every night was worship.
He’d start by helping you undress, peeling away layers until you were bare before him, belly proud and round between you. Then he’d guide you to the bed, pillows arranged so you were comfortable on your side or propped half-upright, and he’d begin. Some nights he started with your breasts—forever full, forever aching—cupping their heavy weight in both hands, thumbs brushing the leaking nipples until milk beaded and dripped. He’d lean in and latch gently, slow pulls that made you sigh in relief as he drank, gulping softly, moaning against your skin like your milk was the sweetest thing he’d ever tasted.
Other nights he’d drop between your thighs first—spreading you wide, thumbs parting your plump, swollen folds. “So pretty… made for carrying my kids…” He ate you out like a starved man finally sitting down to his first three-course meal—long, greedy licks from your leaking entrance to your clit, tongue delving deep to taste every inch of your softened, plush pussy. He never rushed; he’d bring you to the edge over and over, until you were trembling, and only then would he crawl up your body, slide inside you slow and deep, and make love to you with hands splayed over your belly, whispering how beautiful you looked carrying his babies again.
Jake loved early mornings most of all, when the house was still quiet and you were warm, full, sleepy, and pliant in his arms. You’d wake slowly, barely conscious as he pressed soft kisses down your spine, over the curve of your hip, between your thighs. You were always so relaxed then—too drowsy to protest, too needy to care—letting him do anything he wanted. He’d start by spreading your legs gently, nosing against your folds until you sighed and opened for him. He’d eat you out lazily—slow, indulgent licks, tongue dipping inside to taste the sweet morning wetness, lips sealing around your clit with soft, sucking pulls. You’d moan sleepily, hand drifting to his hair, hips rocking in tiny, instinctive movements.
One of the happiest moments of Jake’s entire life was the day he took the whole family to Disneyland. He’d planned it for months—tickets, hotel, park passes, every detail perfect.The older ones were buzzing with excitement; the girls were dressed as their favorite princesses—tiny sparkling gowns, tiaras slightly crooked—while the boys were in full character mode: one as Peter Pan (complete with green hat and feather), another in a fluffy Simba onesie from The Lion King, tail dragging behind him, and the youngest in a blue Stitch onesie, ears flopping every time he moved.
When you stepped out in your beautiful princess gown—flowing, ethereal, the fabric stretching lovingly over your round bump—Jake almost died. He stared, mouth open, eyes shining, then dropped to his knees right there to press kisses all over your belly. “You’re…you’re a dream,” he choked out, voice thick. “My Queen.. I can’t—”
The day was magic. Jake carried his youngest daughter on his shoulders, her little hands gripping his hair like reins, while you held your youngest son on your hip, his Stitch ears bouncing as he pointed at everything. The older kids ran ahead, then back, tugging at your dress to show you a character or a ride. Jake spoiled them shamelessly—buying light-up toys, Mickey ears, candy apples, churros, plushies until their arms were full and their faces were sticky with sugar and joy.
The moment that broke him completely came during dinner at one of the character dining spots. Daisy and Minnie came over, saw the sea of kids, your glowing pregnant belly, the matching family energy, and started miming in delighted surprise. You laughed and chatted with them, lifting your hand to show off the massive diamond ring on your finger. They clutched their chests, mimed hearts exploding, fanned themselves dramatically, then hugged you and the kids before prancing away. Jake sat besides you the whole time, beaming so wide his cheeks hurt. He didn’t say a word. He didn’t need to. The pride radiating off him was enough to light up the entire park.
Jake loved having you sit on his face even more now—your pregnant body made it feel more sacred. He’d lie back on the bed, hands already reaching for your hips, begging with those big, pleading eyes until you straddled his face. Once you lowered yourself, he’d groan like he’d died and gone to heaven. His hands squeezed your ass and wide hips hard, fingers digging into the soft flesh as he pulled you down further, burying his nose and mouth in your dripping cunt.
You’d keen and moan above him, one hand braced on the headboard, the other rubbing slow circles over your round stomach. “Jake—oh god—” you’d gasp, grinding down harder, riding his face until you came shaking, gushing over his tongue. He’d drink it all until you collapsed forward, trembling, and he’d kiss your inner thighs, your mound, your bump.
You loved waking up before him, you’d slip under the covers, nuzzling against his hip, kissing the soft skin of his lower belly before taking his cock into your mouth. Even asleep he was desperate, hips twitching the moment your lips closed around him, thrusting shallowly into the wet heat of your throat. You’d let him, relaxing your throat, letting him fuck your mouth in sleepy, needy little jerks, whining low in his sleep, cock leaking against your tongue.
When he finally woke—groggy, confused, then overwhelmed—he’d moan loud and broken, hands flying to your hair. He’d fuck your mouth properly then—deep, controlled thrusts that hit the back of your throat, making your eyes water, your moans vibrating around him. He’d come hard, flooding your mouth with thick pulses until it spilled from the corners of your lips. You’d swallow every drop, licking him clean while he panted and stared down at you like you were a miracle.
Jake needed his fingers on your pussy all the time—like it was a compulsion he couldn’t fight, a quiet addiction he fed in stolen moments throughout the day. He was sneaky about it, masterful at hiding his obsession behind innocent touches and casual closeness, so the kids never suspected a thing. The house was full of little eyes and ears, but Jake had learned every blind spot, every second of distraction he could steal.
In the kitchen while you cooked dinner, kids glued to cartoons in the living room, volume high enough to cover soft sounds, he’d come up behind you like he was just helping. Arms caging you against the counter, chest pressed to your back, chin on your shoulder as if admiring the stir-fry. One hand would slide under the loose waistband of your maternity leggings, fingers finding your clit through the thin cotton of your panties. He’d circle lazily at first—gentle pressure that made your breath hitch—then slip beneath the fabric, two long fingers gliding through your folds to find you already slick.
“Shhh,” he’d breathe against your ear, lips barely moving, voice so low only you could hear. “Just checking on my favorite girl… she’s so wet already, mama. Always ready for me.” He’d pump slowly—curling against your g-spot in gentle, insistent strokes. You’d grip the counter edge, biting your lip raw to stay quiet, thighs trembling as he worked you with practiced ease, he’d press his palm flat against your mound, grinding subtly so the heel of his hand rubbed your clit while his fingers stayed buried deep. “So needy… can’t keep my hands off her,” he’d whisper, voice wrecked with want. He’d edge you right to the brink—then pull out just as the kids shouted for more juice, leaving you flushed and aching while he sauntered off with a glass and an innocent smile.
Movie nights were his favorite playground. The living room lights dimmed, blankets piled high, kids sprawled across couches and floor pillows with popcorn bowls, eyes glued to the screen. You and Jake always claimed the biggest couch in the back—your shared blanket draped over both laps like a shield. The second the opening credits rolled his hand would drift under the covers, finding its way between your thighs like it had a homing beacon. No rush—just lazy circles over your clit through your panties at first, feeling you slick up under his touch. When you started squirming he’d slip beneath the fabric, fingers dipping inside to curl against that spot that made your toes curl. He’d pump gently—never fast enough to make noise, while his thumb kept lazy pressure on your clit. You’d bite your lip raw, thighs clenching around his wrist, trying to stay still while the kids laughed at the movie. If one of them turned to ask a question he’d answer calmly—voice perfectly normal—while his fingers never stopped moving inside you. “Yeah, buddy, the hero’s gonna win this round,” he’d say casually, curling harder just to watch your eyes flutter. By the time the credits rolled you’d be shaking while Jake pressed a soft kiss to your temple and whispered “Good girl… took it so quietly for me.”
Bathing together was his sneakiest playground. The kids loved bath time—bubbles, toys, splashing—but once they were clean and in pajamas, you and Jake would slip into the big tub together for “adult quiet time.” To the kids—if one wandered in, it looked perfectly innocent: Mommy and Daddy taking a relaxing bath together. They’d giggle, say “Eww, wrinkly fingers!” and scamper out.
But under the water Jake’s hands were busy, fingers parting your folds under the surface where no one could see.
If one of the kids noticed your flushed cheeks or asked why Mommy looked red, Jake would just smile and say “Mommy’s just feeling a little warm from the bath, sweetheart. Nothing to worry about.”
He was rock-hard for you the entire time the kids had their first swimming lessons. You wore a simple black bikini, nothing flashy, but it hugged every curve: tits hanging heavy, nipples visible through the wet fabric, stomach round and proud. You glowed in the water—swimming with the kids, laughing as they splashed, helping them float, kissing cheeks when they got scared. Every time another mom complimented you—“You’re so strong, I could never handle so many!”—you’d smile, hand on your bump, and thank them sweetly.
Jake didn’t hear a word the other dads said as they hyped him up, slapping his back, joking about how lucky he was. His eyes were glued to you. Six kids hanging off you in the shallow end—calling “Mommy! Mommy! Watch me!”—tugging at your arms, splashing, laughing, all while you held them effortlessly, radiant and pregnant and perfect. He stood at the edge of the pool, arms crossed, cock straining against his swim trunks, trying not to lose his mind in public.
When you finally climbed out, water streaming down your body, he nearly growled. He wrapped a towel around you immediately, pulling you close, lips at your ear: “You’re killing me, mama. Gonna fuck you in the changing room if you keep looking like that.”
He didn’t—but only because there were too many kids and parents around. The second you got home, though? Another story.
Jake melted when you took control. Some nights you’d wake up needy, hormones raging, and find him already hard in his sleep. You’d straddle his hips, guide him inside you, and ride him slow and deep while he blinked awake beneath you—groggy, dazed, then desperate.
Other times you’d make him kneel.
You’d stand above him and tease him mercilessly. You’d lean down to stroke his cock with slow, lazy drags of your hand, letting him leak against your palm, then pull away when his hips bucked. He’d break instantly, kneeling at your feet, hands gripping your thighs, tears in his eyes as he pleaded: “Please, mama—let me taste you—need your pussy… need to make you feel good—please—”
You’d make him cry sometimes—tears of pure desperation—before finally guiding his head between your legs. He’d eat you out like a man possessed—sucking your clit hard, tongue thrusting deep, hands squeezing your ass and hips while you rubbed your stomach and moaned above him. When you came—shaking, gushing—he’d drink it all, moaning against you, then look up with wet eyes and thank you.
He’d stay on his knees after—cock weeping, untouched—until you decided he’d earned his release. Only then would you sink down onto him, riding him slow and deep while he sobbed with gratitude, hands worshipping every inch of your pregnant body.
He’d spend forever on his knees for you, happy to serve, happy to fill you again and again until your family was exactly as big and perfect as you both dreamed.
Some nights your breasts would ache so badly you’d wake up gasping, shirt soaked through with milk, nipples throbbing, heavy and hot like they might burst. One particularly rough night, around 3 a.m., the pain pulled you out of sleep with a sharp, helpless whine. Your breasts felt like overfilled balloons, leaking steadily, the wet fabric clinging coldly to your skin.
Jake woke instantly—sleepy, disoriented, voice thick with exhaustion. “Mami? What’s wrong?” He rolled toward you, one hand fumbling to find your face in the dark, thumb brushing your cheek. “You okay? Need water? Pain meds? Tell me, baby…”
You whimpered again, words slurring with fatigue and discomfort. “Breasts… hurt… so full…”
He blinked slowly, processing through the fog of sleep, then understanding clicked. His eyes softened, even half-lidded and heavy. “Okay… okay, I’ve got you,” he murmured, already shifting. He tugged your soaked shirt up and over your head without hesitation, letting it drop to the floor. He didn’t tease, didn’t play—he just leaned in and latched onto one breast with a soft groan.
The first long pull made you sigh, relief flooding through the ache as warm milk flowed into his mouth. He sucked steadily, cheeks hollowing, gulping in quiet, swallows that filled the silence. His hand cupped the underside of the breast gently, supporting its weight, thumb stroking the curve while he worked. When the flow slowed he switched to the other side, tongue lapping first to coax the milk, then sucking deeper, harder, until you felt the pressure ease there too.
He alternated between them, chewing softly on the tender peaks just to keep the milk coming. You closed your eyes, body finally relaxing as the ache drained away.
One late night Jake came home from a long schedule, exhausted, shoulders slumped, eyes heavy, expecting the usual quiet house after bedtime. Instead he opened the door to a scene that stopped him dead in his tracks.
You were asleep on the couch, curled on your side, massive pregnant belly cradled protectively with one arm. Kids were piled around you like puppies, nestled in the crooks of your arms or against your chest, tiny hands clutching your shirt. Blankets were everywhere—half on the floor, half draped over all of you. The TV glowed softly on a paused cartoon, forgotten snacks scattered on the coffee table. Layla lay at your feet, head resting on your ankle, tail giving one lazy thump when she saw him.
Jake stood frozen in the doorway, keys still in his hand. Then his eyes filled.
He didn’t make a sound—just dropped his bag quietly, kicked off his shoes, and sank to his knees beside the couch. Tears slipped down his cheeks as he took it all in: your peaceful face, the way your body curled instinctively around the children even in sleep, the tiny hands everywhere. He reached out with shaking fingers and brushed a strand of hair from your forehead, then kissed your temple.
He stayed like that for a long time—just watching, crying quietly, heart so full it hurt. Eventually he wiped his face, gathered blankets, and carefully tucked everyone in tighter, making sure no one was cold, no one was uncomfortable, before slipping upstairs to change. When he came back down he sat on the floor beside the couch, hand resting on your bump, and fell asleep right there—surrounded by his entire world.
Jake’s friends—especially Heeseung—were mercilessly smug every time they came over. They’d walk in, see the chaos of toys and kids and your figure moving through the kitchen or living room, and immediately start grinning like they knew something he didn’t.
“Look at you, domestic king,” Heeseung would drawl, while Jake bounced a toddler on his hip. “Bro, you’re living the dream—and she’s still hot as hell. How do you even function?”
“She’s perfect,” Jake said simply, while Heeseung fake-gagged and the others laughed. “I’m the luckiest bastard alive.”
The kids gravitated to you like sunflowers to light. You remembered every favorite stuffed animal’s name, every obscure cartoon character they loved, every tiny insecurity they whispered at bedtime. You braided hair with ribbons that matched their outfits, painted nails in glittery colors they picked, read the same book for the hundredth time with fresh enthusiasm in your voice.
You taught them kindness by example, sharing snacks with the neighbor kids, always saying “please” and “thank you” even when no one was watching. When they were sick, you’d camp out on the floor beside their bed, cool cloth on their forehead, singing lullabies until fever broke. When they were scared of the dark, you’d leave the hallway light on and whisper “Mommy’s right here” until they fell asleep holding your hand.
You were never just “Mom”—you were their safe place, their first cheerleader, their soft place to land. And even pregnant, exhausted, waddling through the house with a hand on your lower back, you still found the energy to scoop up a crying toddler, kiss a scraped knee, or sit cross-legged on the floor to build Lego towers.
Jake was the perfect counterpoint, changing diapers with expert speed while making silly faces to keep the baby smiling, turning bath time into adventures with bubbles and toys. He taught the boys how to kick a soccer ball properly, helped the girls with their cartwheels in the backyard, and never once complained about glitter in his hair or nail polish on his fingers from “mani-pedi” nights.
When the kids were scared of thunder, he’d build blanket forts and tell them stories about brave knights until the storm passed. When they were sick, he’d carry them around the house in a towel cape, pretending they were superheroes who could beat any germ.
He never let you carry the mental load alone—remembered dentist appointments, signed permission slips, packed lunches with little notes inside. He’d come home from long days and immediately take over, helping with homework, reading stories with dramatic voices until giggles filled the room. And through it all, he looked at you like you were the miracle. Every time you walked into a room, his eyes softened, shoulders relaxed, like coming home to you was the only thing that mattered.
Jake was heart-meltingly a girl dad. With his daughters, he was pure mush. He learned to braid hair (messy at first, then surprisingly neat), painted nails in every color of the rainbow (and let them paint his too), and sat through tea parties with pinky extended, sipping imaginary tea from tiny cups while wearing a plastic tiara. He’d let them do his makeup—bright blue eyeshadow, crooked lipstick—and walk around the house proudly.
He kept every drawing they ever made, and told them every single day they were beautiful, smart, strong, brave, kind—planting those seeds so deep they’d never doubt themselves.
When one of the girls skinned her knee, he’d carry her inside like she was made of glass, clean the wound with gentle hands, put on a sparkly band-aid, and kiss it better—then distract her with ice cream and silly faces until she forgot it hurt. He was the dad who built dollhouses, the dad who learned every lyric to every Disney song so he could sing duets with them in the car.
He was their first love, their protector, their safe place. And every time one of his daughters ran to him—arms wide, calling “Daddy!”—his entire face would light up like the sun had just come out.
Nine months later you gave birth, body wrung dry, but glowing with exhausted triumph. The midwives already knew you by name; this was your third delivery with them, and they joked about giving you a loyalty card. Jake stayed beside you through every contraction, every push until one boy and one girl were born, tiny and loud and perfect.
He held them like they were the most fragile things in existence—tears streaming as he kissed their downy heads, whispering “Welcome, my loves.” You lay back, spent but smiling, watching him cradle the newborns while the older kids waited outside with grandparents.
After the twins you looked at Jake one quiet night and said softly, “Maybe that’s enough?” He agreed instantly—no hesitation, no disappointment, just a smile and a gentle kiss to your forehead. “Whatever you want, mama. We have the most beautiful family already.” He pulled you close, hand resting on your stomach that had carried so much, whispering how proud he was, how complete he felt.
Jake stood in the pharmacy aisle for a solid ten minutes like a man facing an alien artifact as he just… stared at the row of condom boxes like they were written in a dead language. He picked up the first pack—ultra-thin, ribbed, “for her pleasure”—turned it over, read the back, frowned, put it down. Picked up another, tilted his head, muttered “What the hell…” and set it aside. Finally he grabbed a basic pack: classic latex, nothing exciting.
He turned the box over in his hands again and again, thumbs rubbing the edges like he was trying to memorize the feel of it. “Been a while since these were needed,” he muttered under his breath, voice low enough that the elderly woman two aisles over didn’t hear—but the teenage cashier definitely did, judging by the stifled snort from the register. Jake didn’t notice. He just kept staring, a faint flush creeping up his neck.
The last time he’d bought condoms was back when sex was fun and reckless and there was no thought of forever. Now? Now he had eight kids and a wife whose body still made his knees weak every time you walked into a room. The idea of putting anything between you again felt… wrong. Almost insulting. But you’d both agreed that maybe it was time to slow down. Give your body a real break. Be responsible.
So he purchased them.
He paid quickly, avoiding eye contact with the cashier (who was definitely trying not to laugh), shoved the box into his hoodie pocket like contraband, and drove home with one hand on the wheel and the other tapping nervously against his thigh. When he walked through the front door you were in the kitchen, barefoot, wearing one of his oversized T-shirts and tiny sleep shorts, hair in a messy bun, stirring something on the stove that smelled divine.
He stopped in the doorway, just watching you for a second as heart did that stupid flip it always did. Then he cleared his throat.
You turned, smiling. “Hey, baby. Kids are napping—got maybe an hour before the chaos restarts.”
He pulled the box out of his pocket slowly, holding it up like evidence in a trial. “Figured we should… be careful now.”
You stared at the pack. Then at him. Then back at the pack. A slow, amused smile spread across your face. “Condoms? Jake… you look like you just bought plutonium.”
He rubbed the back of his neck, sheepish grin tugging at his lips before he stepped closer, voice dropping. “But if we’re serious about maybe slowing down… I don’t wanna risk it. Not when you’ve already given me so much.”
You took the box from him, turned it over, read the label, then looked up at him with those eyes that always undid him. “You’re cute when you’re responsible.”
He laughed—soft, embarrassed—and pulled you into his arms, kissing the top of your head. “I’m trying. For you. For us.”
It lasted exactly four weeks… Four weeks of careful, responsible sex—condoms every time, laughing at how awkward it felt after years. Four weeks of Jake staring at the box like it personally offended him every time he opened the drawer, muttering “This is stupid” under his breath while rolling one on. Four weeks of you teasing him mercilessly—arching your back a little extra, moaning his name a little louder, whispering “Wish you were bare inside me” right when he was about to come just to watch him lose his mind.
Then one night it happened.
You were riding him slow, hands braced on his chest, hips rolling in deep, lazy circles. The condom was on, slick with lube and both of you, but something felt… off. Too tight at the base, too loose at the tip. Jake’s hands were on your hips, guiding you, eyes locked on where you were joined, groaning every time you sank down.
“Fuck—mama—you feel so good even with this thing—” He thrust up harder—once, twice—and on the third stroke you both felt it: the sudden give, the snap of latex breaking. The condom tore right at the tip. You froze, eyes wide. Jake’s hips stuttered, cock still buried deep.
“Shit—Jake—the condom—”
But he was already gone, hips snapping up instinctively. The torn latex bunched uselessly around the base of his cock as he chased the feeling he’d been denied for weeks. “Can’t—fuck—can’t stop—” he groaned, hands clamping on your hips, holding you down while he pounded up into you.
You didn’t stop him. The sudden bare heat of him inside you was too overwhelming. You moaned brokenly, nails digging into his chest, riding him harder as he chased his release. He came with a guttural cry—hips slamming up, cock throbbing as he flooded you deep, thick ropes painting your walls, spilling out around the ruined condom still clinging to his base.
He didn’t pull out. He kept going—fucking his cum deeper, grinding slow circles, adding another load before the first even finished leaking.
By the time he collapsed over you there were three loads leaking out around his cock, creamy and thick, soaking the sheets. The condom was a flimsy little string just hanging there, torn and unusable.
“Guess we’re really bad at being careful.”
“Guess we are.”
Three weeks later you showed him the tests—three little pink lines staring up from the bathroom counter. Jake stared at them for a long second… then let out a whoop so loud it cracked at the end.
The thought of not keeping the baby (or babies) hurt too much—especially after birthing eight beautiful, healthy children. You couldn’t imagine ending it. The older kids overheard the news and got so excited about another sibling that their joy sealed the decision of keeping the pregnancy.
Somewhere along the way you realized you loved pregnancy—the concept of life growing inside you, sharing your body, creating with Jake. You’d never even thought about being a mom before him—now you couldn’t imagine anything else. You felt powerful like this—fertile, radiant, unstoppable.
Jake worshipped it. He’d drop to his knees daily just to kiss the swell, murmur against your skin how beautiful you looked carrying his babies again. “My strong mama—making life like it’s nothing.”
With your little twins from the last set—finally transitioning to bottles and solid foods, the constant nursing sessions had started to taper off. They were growing up, independent in small but noticeable ways: reaching for spoons themselves, babbling “more” , falling asleep without needing your warmth. It hurt a little, deep in your chest—not just physically, but emotionally. You’d spent years with a baby latched on at almost any given moment, and now the silence of an empty breast felt strangely lonely.
But your body hadn’t gotten the memo. Your milk supply was overproducing, leaving your breasts heavy, and aching by mid-morning. You tried to ignore it at first, but the pressure built until you were wincing every time you moved too quickly or bumped against something.
So you bought a breast pump. Nothing fancy—just a quiet electric one with bottles that clicked neatly into place. You told yourself it was practical: relief for you, extra milk for the freezer, a gentle way to ease the twins fully onto bottles. You set it up one quiet afternoon while the oldest were at kindergarten and the younger ones were at their grandparents’ for a playdate. You settled on the bed, propped up with pillows, and switched on the pump for the first time. The rhythmic suction started, milk flowing in steady streams into the bottles. The relief was immediate, tension easing from your chest, but it felt… mechanical. Cold. You sighed, eyes half-closed, letting your head tip back against the headboard. It wasn’t the same as a warm mouth, but it was something—clinical, efficient, bearable.
Then the bedroom door opened.
Jake stepped in mid-sentence—something about going to the store—froze, eyes going comically wide at the sight of you topless, pump attached, milk flowing. For one stunned heartbeat he didn’t move. Then he shrieked—“What the fuck is that thing?!”—and dropped to his knees like he’d been shot. He crawled across the carpet toward you, hands outstretched, face a mix of horror and betrayal as he stared at the machine. “Stop—please—throw that away..” he begged, voice cracking, eyes huge and pleading. “I’m better than that thing. Please. I can do it—let me do it.”
You paused the pump, amused and touched by his desperation. The next second the machine was in the trash, and Jake had latched on. His gulps were immediate, loud, wet—far noisier than the pump had ever been. Thick streams hit the back of his throat; he choked once, twice, on the sheer volume, but didn’t pull away. His throat worked visibly, Adam’s apple bobbing with every swallow, eyes fluttering closed in pure bliss.
You lay back, one hand sliding into his hair, fingers tightening and pushing his head closer. “That’s it,” you whispered, voice soft and encouraging. He moaned against you, using his hand to squeeze the breast so more flowed.
When you were finally relieved you pushed him off gently—nipples puffy and glistening—he looked utterly gone. Eyes glassy, cheeks flushed, lips swollen and shiny with milk. He giggled like a blissed-out fool, mumbling “So delicious…” he mumbled, words slurring together. “Best thing I’ve ever tasted. Can’t believe I almost let a machine have you.” Before you could respond he leaned in again, latching softly onto one nipple—just gentle, lazy suckles now, eyes drifting closed as he hummed, suckling lazily.
You loved being outside with the whole family—the massive double-wide stroller rolling ahead like a parade float, kids dozing inside under little blankets, Jake walked beside you, one baby strapped to his chest in a carrier, little fists clutching his shirt. You had another strapped to your back—warm weight against your spine—and one more cradled in your arms, head resting on your shoulder. Some days it was just a quick grocery run, other days it was a long walk in the park, or meeting friends for coffee.
Once, heading to the zoo on a perfect spring morning, you’d whispered to Jake right before leaving the house: “My womb feels too empty.” His eyes had darkened instantly. He’d locked the bedroom door, bent you over the edge of the mattress, and fucked you senseless—load after load pumped deep, hips grinding against your ass until you were dripping. Then he’d plugged you up, kissed your forehead, and whispered “All better.”
Walking around the zoo you glowed, belly proud under your shirt, plug shifting with every step, the warmth of his cum still inside you. People stared—some smiled warmly at the huge, happy family; others judged silently, counting heads, whispering about “so many kids.” You and Jake didn’t care. He’d catch your eye over the stroller, wink, and lean in to murmur “They’re just jealous, baby—we’ve got everything.” You’d squeeze his hand, feeling powerful, and so deeply loved it made your chest ache.
When the scan confirmed just one child this time, you and Jake shared a quiet moment of mourning. Not sadness, exactly—just a soft, wistful acknowledgment that your body was finally taking a breather after so many miracles at once. “Only one?” he’d whispered, half-laughing, hand on your stomach. “Guess we’re slowing down.” You both smiled, already excited for another miracle coming into your world.
With eight kids already filling the house with noise and laughter and one more growing steadily inside you, Jake became impossibly clingy, almost comically so. He couldn’t go more than a few minutes without touching you: a hand on your lower back when you walked past, fingers brushing your hips as you cooked, lips pressing to the side of your neck. He’d follow you from room to room like a devoted shadow, eyes soft and hazy every time they landed on your changing body.
“You gave me my dream life,” he’d murmur against your skin at night as he spooned you from behind, arm wrapped protectively over your bump.
He was in your service completely, kneeling to help you put on shoes, fetching anything you even glanced at, massaging your swollen feet every evening while you reclined on the couch, hands roaming up your calves, thighs, until he was nuzzling between your legs again. You’d laugh and call him ridiculous, but he’d just look up at you with those big eyes and say, “I owe you everything. Let me take care of you.”
It wasn’t just the house that Jake had upgraded to match the size of your growing family, he’d also bought the biggest, most decked-out van money could buy, with tinted windows, sliding doors on both sides, and enough space to feel like a small apartment on wheels. He’d spent hours baby-proofing it, every edge padded with soft foam corners, every seat fitted with secure, rear-facing car seats (even though some of the older kids were transitioning to boosters—he wanted them all safe, always). The floor was lined with washable mats for inevitable spills, and every seatback pocket was stocked with snacks—goldfish crackers, fruit pouches, granola bars, water bottles, and little packs of wipes. There was a dedicated diaper caddy in the back that never ran low, extra blankets folded neatly in the cargo area, a portable changing pad, a first-aid kit, spare clothes for every kid (and one set for you, just in case), and even a small cooler with ice packs for drinks or snacks that needed to stay cold.
Jake had even installed a built-in tablet system on the headrests for the older kids—loaded with their favorite shows and games for long drives. The front passenger seat was yours—always. He’d adjusted it for maximum comfort: extra lumbar support pillow, a heated seat for when your back ached, a phone mount so you could scroll or read, and a little side pouch where he kept your favorite lip balm, hand cream, and a water bottle that he kept full.
The moment the doors slid open, the kids would pile in, giggling while Jake buckled each one in with practiced ease, kissing foreheads and murmuring “Safe and sound, little loves.” You’d settle into the passenger seat, already feeling the weight of your bump pressing against the seatbelt, and Jake would lean over to kiss you before starting the engine.
One sunny morning Jake dropped the kids off at kindergarten, waving as they ran inside with their backpacks bouncing. He was about to walk away when he caught two male teachers standing near the entrance, voices low but carrying just enough.
“You see him?” one asked, nodding toward where Jake was standing.
The other shook his head. “Yeah. Why?”
The first grinned, leaning closer. “His wife? Total hot MILF, man. He’s one lucky bastard. I’d kill to have a wife like her.”
A slow, smug, possessive grin spread across Jake's face. That’s right. He was lucky. The luckiest. And suddenly all he could think about was getting home to you—right now.
He drove back faster than necessary, heart pounding, cock already half-hard in his jeans just from the memory of those words. When he walked through the front door you were lounging on the couch in one of his oversized T-shirts and tiny sleep shorts—legs spread casually, bump just starting to push against the fabric. You looked up with a soft smile. “Hey, baby—”
He didn’t say hi. Didn’t speak at all. In three strides he was in front of you, dropping to his knees between your thighs. His hands shoved your shirt up to expose your rounded belly, then yanked your shorts and panties off in one rough motion. You gasped, phone slipping from your fingers to clatter on the floor as his mouth descended.
“Jake—!”
He spread your folds wide with both thumbs—admiring the puffy, reddened lips, the slick already gathering at your entrance, the way your clit peeked out. “Fuck,” he growled against you, breath hot on your core. “So perfect...” Then he dove in.
His tongue flattened against you in one long, greedy drag, moaning like he’d been starving for you. He licked and sucked, spreading you even wider so he could get deeper, tongue thrusting inside to taste every inch of you. Your moans filled the room—high, broken, needy—blending perfectly with the wet, obscene sounds of his mouth working you over.
“God—she’s perfect,” he mumbled into your cunt, voice muffled and wrecked. “Made for me… made for my babies… gave me everything….”
He didn’t stop when you came the first time—back arching, thighs clamping around his head, a gush of slick coating his chin. He only groaned louder, lapped it up, then sucked your clit harder, flicking the tip of his tongue until you shattered again. And again. And again. By the fourth you were trembling uncontrollably, body completely slack against the cushions, limbs heavy and useless, mind melted into white-hot static. Your eyes rolled back until only the whites showed; soft, delirious giggles bubbled up between whimpers, nonsensical little sounds of pure overload. Drool ran freely now, mixing with the tears streaming down your temples into your hair. Every breath came out shaky, ragged; your chest heaved like you’d run a marathon.
Jake pulled back just enough to breathe, chin and lips shining with you, cheeks flushed dark, nose dripping with your slick, but his eyes were locked on your cunt like it was the only thing that existed. He spread you wide again with both thumbs, admiring the swollen, reddened mess he’d made: outer lips puffy and glistening, inner folds flushed deep pink, clit throbbing visibly, entrance fluttering around nothing, leaking a steady trickle of your release mixed with his spit.
“So pretty,” he rasped, voice hoarse from hours of use.
He leaned in and started kissing it, open-mouthed presses to the puffy outer lips, like he was making out with your cunt.
His fingers joined in—two sliding inside you easily, coated in your release and his spit, curling against your g-spot in slow strokes while his thumb rubbed gentle circles over your perineum. He spread the mess everywhere, massaging it into your folds, your clit, your entrance in soothing patterns. He was thorough—methodical—licking every crease, sucking every swollen inch, dipping his tongue inside to trace the tender, fluttering walls.
You were beyond words now—only soft, broken whimpers and occasional mindless giggles escaped your slack mouth. Your body shook with aftershocks that never quite stopped; every touch sent sparks racing up your spine, every suck on your clit made your hips twitch weakly.
Hours bled together, time lost its meaning the moment his mouth sealed over your cunt. Your body didn’t belong to you anymore; it belonged to his mouth. You couldn’t form words, couldn’t think, couldn’t even beg properly, just weak mindless moans that spilled out every time he sucked a little harder or thrust his tongue a little deeper.
His mouth and tongue were exhausted—jaw aching, lips numb and swollen, but he couldn’t stop. Wouldn’t stop. Every time your pussy fluttered and clenched around nothing, winking at him like it was begging for more, he groaned like a man possessed and dove back in. It was almost hypnotizing him.
He didn’t take breaks. Didn’t give you breaks. When you tried to weakly push at his head—overstimulated, shaking, too much—he only growled low in his throat and pinned your thighs wider, burying his face deeper. “Not done,” he rasped against your cunt.
It wasn’t until the alarm on his phone blared—sharp, insistent, cutting through the haze—that he finally froze.
The kindergarten pickup alarm.
For a second he just blinked, then reality snapped back. He lifted his head slowly, eyes still glassy, and you whined loudly at the loss, hips jerking toward his mouth instinctively, chasing the warmth.
“Shhh,” he soothed immediately, voice rough from hours of use. “Quiet down, mama.”
You went still, watching through heavy-lidded eyes as he reached for his phone on the coffee table. He wiped his slick fingers carelessly on his shirt before unlocking the screen. Without hesitation he opened his messages, thumbs flying.
Hey Mom—can you grab the kids from kindergarten today and keep them for a few hours? Something came up, can’t make it. Thank you!
The reply came almost immediately after hitting send.
Of course, sweetheart. I’ve got them. Take your time.
The second the message popped up, Jake threw the phone across the room—didn’t even look where it landed—and dropped right back between your thighs.
You moaned in pure delight as his mouth sealed over your cunt again. He groaned against you like he’d been denied for years instead of thirty seconds, tongue plunging deep, hands spreading you wide so he could get even closer. “My perfect pussy… gonna take care of you… gonna stay right here…” he mumbled into your folds, voice thick and slurred.
And he did.
The baby was late—very late. Your due date came and went like a polite guest who forgot to show up. Then a week passed. Then two. By the third week past term, you were still very much pregnant. Walking had become a laborious waddle; every step sent a dull ache through your pelvis and lower back. Sitting hurt. Standing hurt. Lying down was the only relief, but even then the weight pressed on your lungs, your bladder, your everything. You felt like a planet carrying its own moon
Jake hovered like a worried mother hen—sweet, attentive, borderline frantic in the gentlest way. He rubbed your back constantly—firm circles with his warm palms when you stood at the kitchen counter, slow strokes down your spine when you tried to rest on the couch. He helped you in and out of chairs like you were made of porcelain, one hand under your elbow, the other supporting your lower back. Every few hours he’d drop to his knees in front of you, press his lips to your belly, and whisper against the skin: “Whenever you’re ready, little one—we’re all waiting. No rush… but Mommy’s getting tired, yeah? Come say hi soon.”
You tried everything to induce labor.
The list was long and ridiculous.
You walked laps around the house, through every room while Jake trailed behind, hands hovering in case you needed steadying. You ate spicy food until your tongue burned and your lips tingled as Jake’s eyes watered just watching you eat. You bounced on the yoga ball in the living room for hours—gentle up-and-down motions while the kids giggled and clapped, thinking it was a game. You drank tea by the gallon—bitter and earthy, mug after mug—until the smell made you gag.
But alas nothing.
“Some babies just like to cook longer,” the midwife said kindly. “Everything looks perfect. Give it time.”
Then one night—three weeks and two days overdue—nothing else had worked, and you were both desperate.
You were lying on your side in bed, pillows wedged everywhere for support, with Jake curled behind you, hands roaming your body. He kissed your neck, your shoulder, the curve of your spine.
“Let me take care of you,” he whispered, voice low and rough. “Maybe it’ll help… maybe it’ll start something.”
You nodded—too tired to argue, too needy to say no.
He slid into you from behind, groaning low when your walls welcomed him, still so plush and sensitive from years of use and started a gentle rhythm.
You moaned, hips pushing back instinctively even as your body protested the effort. He kissed your neck, your jaw, murmuring praises: “So beautiful… carrying my baby so well…”
When you came, he groaned and followed—burying himself deep, hips grinding in tight circles as he came inside you, thick and hot, filling you until it leaked out around his cock despite how tightly you held him. He didn’t pull out. He stayed buried, one hand stroking your belly like he could coax the baby out with love alone.
The next morning you woke to the first real contraction. Sharp. Low. Undeniable.
It gripped low in your pelvis, squeezed like a fist, held for a solid forty seconds, then slowly let go, leaving you breathless and wide-eyed in the quiet room. You gasped, hand flying to your stomach on pure instinct.
Jake woke instantly—like someone had hit the eject button on his sleep. His eyes snapped open, hair a chaotic nest, one arm still flung over your waist from spooning you all night. “I’m up! I’m up!” he yelped, voice thick with sleep and sudden adrenaline, already scrambling upright so fast the mattress bounced. He looked around wildly for a second like he expected the baby to just pop out onto the sheets, then zeroed in on you. “Contraction? Is it—holy shit, is it happening?”
You nodded, breathing through the lingering ache. “Yeah… it’s starting. For real this time.”
Jake blinked once—processing—then exploded into motion like a caffeinated tornado. “Okayokayokay—bags are by the door, right? Right. Car seat’s already in the van. Phone—where’s my phone—shit, it’s charging—got it!” He lunged for the nightstand, nearly knocking over the water glass, then spun back to you with the urgency of a man who’d just remembered the house was on fire. “Do you need anything? Heat pack? Snacks? Do we have time for snacks? Wait—no—hospital first—snacks later—do you want me to carry you? I can carry you. I once carried all the kids—well, not at once, but you get it—”
You couldn’t help it. Even through the next building contraction you started laughing—soft, breathless, a little delirious. “Jake,” you managed between breaths, “breathe. You’re panicking more than me.”
He froze mid-sentence, mid-reach for the hospital bag, and looked at you like you’d just spoken in tongues. “I’m not panicking. I’m… efficiently preparing..”
You raised one eyebrow, hand still cradling your belly as another wave started to crest. “You just asked if we have time for snacks. While I’m literally in labor.”
He blinked. Then grinned. “Okay maybe a little panicking..” He helped you sit up, then started making calls. His mom answered on the first ring; the kids would be picked up, fed, loved, no problem. He arranged a backup with your parents, then turned back to you with that same lopsided grin you’d fallen in love with years ago. “Team’s on standby. Van’s ready. Your personal chauffeur is reporting for duty.” He offered his arm like a gentleman from a period drama. “Your ride awaits, my queen.”
You laughed—another contraction starting—and took his hand. “Lead the way, my frantic knight.”
He helped you down the stairs, bag slung over his shoulder, free arm wrapped securely around your waist. When you paused halfway down to breathe through another wave, he just held you, rubbing your back, counting softly in your ear until it passed.
By the time you reached the van he was humming, helping you into the passenger seat like you were fragile treasure. He buckled you in, kissed your belly one last time (“Be nice to Mommy on the ride, little miss”), then slid into the driver’s seat. As he started the engine, he glanced over at you—eyes shining.
“Ready?”
You squeezed his fingers, smiling through the next contraction. “Ready when you are.”
Jake cried happy, quiet tears as he held your baby girl after birth—tiny, perfect, dark hair like his, eyes already searching for you. He kissed her forehead gently, then leaned over to kiss yours, voice thick with emotion: “Thank you—for everything.”
Nine kids. Nine beautiful, healthy, wild, perfect kids. You and Jake were proud parents—exhausted but fulfilled. It was the end. You both agreed: this was it. No more. Your family was complete.
Until one sunny afternoon one of your sons pointed at your stomach during dinner and declared, “There’s more babies there!” You and Jake burst out laughing, shaking your heads—“No, silly, that’s just Mommy’s dinner.”
But two weeks later you held up a positive pregnancy test in the bathroom, heart pounding. When you showed Jake, his jaw opened wide in pure, stunned shock. Surprise crashed over his face: eyes huge, mouth falling open, frozen for a heartbeat.
It didn’t take long to figure out the culprits.
You were taking out the bedroom trash when you noticed clear liquid leaking under the bag. Curious, you dug around until you fished it out—and froze. A tied-off condom with a small, unmistakable hole right at the tip. JYou stared at it in disbelief, then marched to the bathroom where Jake was brushing his teeth.
He took one look at your face—and the condom dangling from your fingers—and his eyes widened comically.
“…Oh no.”
“Oh no is right,” you said, holding it up.
But that wasn’t the only reason.
Clue two came the next day. Jake was digging through the kitchen trash looking for a toy his son had dramatically “thrown away” during a game when he pulled out an empty fertility pill bottle—the same one he’d stashed in the back of the cabinet, the one he swore to throw away but never quite did.
The bottle was empty.
He froze.
You walked in just as he was staring at it in horror. Your two middle daughters—sweet, innocent, always trying to “help Mommy feel better”—were standing nearby with guilty little faces.
Jake held up the bottle. “Girls… where did all these go?”
They looked at each other, then at the floor.
“Sweethearts,” you asked, carefully, “do you know anything about this?”
The older of the two looked at her little sister, then back at you.
“We… thought they were white chocolate chips,” she whispered.
Jake choked on air. You blinked. “White… chocolate… chips?”
They nodded solemnly. “We wanted to make you special muffins. So you’d feel happy. We put all the little white things in the batter and made sure you ate them all because you love muffins!”
Silence.
Then Jake burst out laughing—head in his hands, shoulders shaking—while you stared at your daughters in stunned disbelief. “You… dumped an entire bottle of Daddy’s special vitamins into muffins… and fed them all to mama?”
They nodded proudly. “You ate every one! You said they were yummy!” The girls beamed, thinking they’d done something wonderful.
“Okay,” you managed to say. “No more baking without Mommy or Daddy supervising. Ever.”
Jake agreed. “And no more ‘white chocolate chips’ from Daddy’s cabinet.”
Later that night—after tucking everyone in—you and Jake sat on the bed. “So,” he said, voice soft, hand resting on your stomach. “Broken condom… plus a full bottle of fertility pills baked into muffins… equals baby number ten.”
You laughed—quiet, disbelieving. “It’s ridiculous.”
He pulled you close, kissing your temple, then your lips—slow, tender.
Somewhere inside you, a tiny heartbeat was already starting to form—proof that even when you tried to stop, the universe (and two mischievous little girls) had other plans.
THAT JAKE FIC YOU JUST POSTED AXRUALLY JUST RUINED MY ENTIRNE LIFE OFG YMGNDODNi don’t want to ask too much of u but if u ever ever ever decide to make a part 2 with the condom off i would die happy
Drabble ⤷ ゛ ˎˊ˗ Jake’s mind is completely plagued by vivid breeding fantasies. Obsessed and desperate, he hatches a devious, subtle plan. You remain blissfully oblivious, not realizing he’s been scheming.
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a/n: its almost 2am.. but here! now i disappear again.
After that night—after the way he’d broken apart inside you, after the condom had caught everything he so desperately wanted to give you, Jake’s mind didn’t just linger on the fantasy. It took off. Full throttle. No brakes. The images that had once flickered in the heat of the moment now played on constant, vivid repetition behind his eyes: you round and glowing, barefoot in sunlight, your breasts leaking sweet milk while he watched in helpless awe, a house full of small voices and tiny hands reaching for both of you. It wasn’t just lust anymore; it was a bone-deep ache, a future he could taste, and he wanted it so badly it made his chest hurt.
But he couldn’t just blurt it out the next morning over coffee. “Hey, babe, remember when I came hard? I was actually imagining knocking you up. Let’s do that for real.” No. That would scare you, or at the very least make you laugh and think he was still riding the post-sex high. He needed to be smart. Subtle. Plant seeds—ironic,—and let them grow slowly until the idea felt like yours too.
So he started small. Gentle. Calculated.
The first week he “casually” pulled up baby videos on his phone while you were curled against him on the couch. “Look at this one,” he’d murmur, voice soft and warm, thumb hovering over the screen. A chubby-cheeked six-month-old giggling at a puppy, fat little hands clapping. “God, that laugh. Imagine hearing that every day.” He’d glance at you sideways, watching your face soften, the way your lips curved without you realizing. He’d let the video loop once more before scrolling, never pushing, just… leaving the image there.
Next came the shopping trips. He’d steer you towards baby sections in every store and pause like it was an accident. “Aw, babe, look at these,” he’d say, lifting a minuscule pair of striped overalls, holding them up with two fingers like they were made of glass. “Can you imagine a little person in these? Tiny legs kicking.” He’d grin, boyish and innocent, but his eyes would flick to yours, cataloging every flicker of fondness, every quiet “they’re so cute” that slipped out of your mouth. Each time you agreed, even softly, he felt a spark of victory. Progress.
And the real jackpot: actual babies in the wild.
Every time you passed a mom with a stroller or a carrier, Jake would slow down, eyes lighting up like he’d spotted treasure. He’d coo—actually coo—low and delighted. “Hi, little man,” he’d murmur to a wide-eyed infant strapped to its mother’s chest at the park, waving his fingers in that exaggerated way adults do when they forget how ridiculous they look. The mom would smile, proud, and Jake would turn to you with the softest expression. If the baby gurgled or grabbed at his finger, he’d melt dramatically, clutching his heart. “I’m done for. Dead. You’re gonna have to carry me home.”
You’d laugh, swat his arm, but he noticed—you always lingered a second longer too. You’d smile at the same babies, sometimes reach out to wiggle a little socked foot, murmur “so tiny” under your breath. Every shared glance, every time your eyes met over a drooling, gummy grin, he felt the plan clicking into place.
He was patient. Methodical. Every cute baby video was saved to a private playlist titled “Random lol,” it was all ammunition, all breadcrumbs leading you gently toward the same future he saw so clearly.
And when you started pointing things out first—when you grabbed his sleeve outside a store window and whispered, “Look at that little hat, it’s ridiculous,” or when you smiled at a toddler waving from a high chair and said, “God, they’re so cute at that age”—Jake had to fight not to rub his hands together like a cartoon villain.
Oh, he was cackling on the inside. Pure, evil glee. The seeds were sprouting. You were softening.
Jake kept scheming, oh, he schemed like a mastermind in a rom-com thriller, but he kept it playful, light-hearted, never letting the intensity bleed through to scare you off—always that boyish grin, that sparkle in his eyes like it was all just fun and games, even as his heart hammered with the weight of what he was building toward. He'd ramp up the baby talk in the subtlest ways, turning grocery runs into opportunities by "accidentally" lingering in the family aisle, picking up a pack of tiny fruit pouches and waggling them at you with a mock-serious face. "Babe, these are for kids, but honestly? I could smash like three right now." He'd laugh it off when you'd roll your eyes, but he'd catch the way your gaze softened, and inside he'd fist-pump, another point scored in his quiet campaign. Walks in the park became prime time for his antics; he'd spot a family picnicking and nudge you gently, whispering, "Look at that dad chasing his kid—total goals, right? I'd be the fastest tag player ever." Playful, always playful, with a wink and a squeeze of your hand to keep it from feeling like pressure.
But then came the day you showed him a baby video first—god, that moment hit him like a freight train, straight to the gut and lower, leaving him breathless and half-hard in an instant. You were lounging on the bed one lazy Sunday afternoon, phone in hand, scrolling through TikTok while he pretended to read a book beside you, his mind already wandering to the next subtle push. Out of nowhere, you turned the screen toward him, eyes bright with amusement. "Jake, oh my god, look at this little nugget trying to dance—it's ridiculous how cute they are." The video was simple: a pudgy baby no older than eight months, wobbling on chubby legs in a living room, tiny hips swaying to some upbeat kids' song, arms flailing wildly with pure, unfiltered joy, that infectious belly laugh bubbling out every few seconds.
You giggled along with it, replaying the clip once it ended, murmuring, "The way they just... light up. It's adorable." Jake stared, frozen for a split second, his book forgotten as a rush of heat flooded him—not just warmth in his chest, but a deep, throbbing ache in his cock, twitching against his thigh like the fantasy had leaped off the screen and into his veins. He could see it overlaying the video: you holding your own baby like that, the one with his smile and your eyes, dancing in your shared kitchen while he filmed, your laughter mixing with theirs. His throat went dry, palms suddenly clammy as he shifted subtly under the sheets to hide the growing bulge, forcing a casual laugh that came out a little too husky. "Yeah... yeah, that's killer cute.." He leaned in to kiss your temple, playing it cool, but inside? Fuck, it almost made him cum right there, untouched, the sheer thrill of you initiating it—of you seeking out that cuteness and sharing it with him—sending his mind spiraling into overdrive, his heart pounding with triumphant glee. This was it; the seeds weren't just sprouting, they were blooming, and he had to clench his jaw to keep from grinning like a maniac.
After that pivotal moment, Jake knew it was time for the next step—the real escalation, subtle but irreversible. He stopped buying condoms. No dramatic declaration, no suspicious trips to the trash; he just... let the storage empty out naturally, like an oversight born of busy schedules and forgetfulness rather than intent. The box in the nightstand drawer dwindled slowly at first—one used here after a heated makeout session on the couch, another there during a steamy shower where he whispered how perfect you felt around him—each time noting the count with a secret thrill, his scheming mind calculating the timeline. He'd "forget" to restock during grocery runs, casually mentioning offhand, "Oh shoot, we're low—I'll grab some next time," but then conveniently letting it slip his mind amid distractions like picking out your favorite snacks or debating ice cream flavors.
He imagined the night when the drawer would finally be empty, the moment he'd "realize" it mid-kiss, his voice low and rough against your ear: "Babe... we're out. But fuck, I need you—can we...?" And in his fantasies, you'd nod, breathless and wanting, pulling him closer without a second thought, letting him slide in bare for the first time, skin to skin, no holding back.
He did so good—played the long game like a master, patient and playful and impossibly sweet on the surface while the scheming simmered underneath, quietly letting those last few condoms disappear one by one.
He counted them in secret. Just a quick glance every time the drawer opened. Five became four. Four became three. Three became two. Two became one. And then, on a quiet Thursday evening, the box was finally, gloriously empty.
Excellent.
The cardboard was light when he lifted it, the foil packets gone, nothing left but the faint crinkle of discarded wrappers from weeks ago. Jake stared at it for a long second, heart kicking hard against his ribs, a slow, wicked grin spreading across his face. No more barriers. No more excuses. Just you, him, and the raw, skin-to-skin heat he’d been fantasizing about for months.
It didn’t take long for him to hunt you down.
You were in the kitchen, completely innocent, humming softly under your breath as you stood at the counter in one of his oversized hoodies and tiny sleep shorts, hair tied up in a messy bun, chopping vegetables for a simple salad. The knife moved in neat, practiced slices—cucumber, cherry tomatoes, red onion—Layla snoozing in her bed by the window, the whole scene domestic and warm and so perfectly you that it made his chest ache even as his cock throbbed with anticipation.
He stepped into the doorway quietly, barefoot, still in his gray sweatpants and black tee, hair damp from the quick shower he’d taken earlier just to calm himself down. You didn’t notice him at first, too focused on the cutting board, but the second you sensed him you glanced over your shoulder with that soft, easy smile that always undid him.
“Hey, babe,” you said brightly, knife pausing mid-slice. “You want olives in the salad? I was thinking feta too, maybe some lemon dressing—”
He didn’t answer.
In three long strides he closed the distance, hands finding your hips, spinning you so fast the knife clattered onto the counter. Before you could even gasp his name he had you lifted—effortless—setting you on the cool granite with a gentle but firm thud. Your legs parted instinctively around his waist; his palms sliding up the outsides of your thighs.
“Jake—?” Your voice was half-laugh, half-breathless surprise, hands flying to his shoulders for balance.
He didn’t speak. Just dropped to his knees right there on the kitchen floor, dragged your shorts and panties down in one rough tug until they caught on your ankles, then hooked your legs over his broad shoulders. The hoodie rode up, exposing your stomach, and he pressed a single, burning kiss to the soft skin just below your navel before diving in.
No teasing tonight. No slow buildup.
He buried his face between your thighs like a man starved, tongue flattening against your clit in one long, greedy drag that had you jolting against the counter with a sharp cry. His hands gripped the undersides of your thighs, holding you open, fingers digging in just enough to leave faint marks as he feasted.
He ate you like he was trying to consume you whole—lips sealing around your clit, sucking hard, then releasing with a wet pop only to lap at you in broad, relentless strokes, tasting every inch, every drop of slick that coated his tongue. His nose nudged against your folds as he pushed his tongue inside you, fucking you with it in slow, deep thrusts before pulling back to circle your clit again, faster now, flicking in tight little patterns that made your hips buck helplessly against his mouth.
“Fuck—Jake!” Your hands flew to his hair, fingers threading through the damp strands, tugging hard enough to make him groan against you, the vibration shooting straight through your core.
He moaned louder in response, shameless, filthy sounds muffled against your pussy—wet slurps, hungry hums, the occasional ragged “so fucking good” breathed into your skin like a prayer. He didn’t let up until you came—hard, sudden, thighs clamping around his ears as your whole body seized and shuddered, pulsing hot and wet against his tongue. Slick flooded his mouth in a rush; he drank you down greedily, humming low and filthy in his throat like the taste of your release was the only thing keeping him alive. His fingers dug into the soft flesh of your thighs, holding you open through every tremor, every broken cry that spilled from your lips, until the waves finally ebbed and left you boneless against the cold granite.
Only then did he pull back—just enough to rest his forehead against the trembling skin of your inner thigh, chest heaving, lips swollen and glistening red with you. He looked up through damp lashes, licking his lips deliberately, savoring the last traces of you.
“You taste even better when you’re this worked up.” He rasped, voice wrecked and thick.
Before you could catch your breath or form a coherent answer, he was rising—strong hands sliding under your ass, lifting you off the counter in one smooth motion. Your legs instinctively wrapped around his waist; the hoodie bunched up around your hips, shorts and panties still tangled around one ankle as he carried you out of the kitchen. The cutting board, half-chopped vegetables, knife abandoned mid-slice—everything forgotten. Salad? What salad?
You both giggled breathlessly into each other’s mouths as he walked, clumsy and urgent, bumping into the hallway wall once because neither of you could stop kissing long enough to watch where you were going.
By the time you reached the bedroom, the giggles had dissolved into soft, needy whimpers. He kicked the door shut behind him without breaking the kiss, then turned and lowered you onto the mattress with surprising gentleness, like he was handling something precious even as his body screamed with impatience.
You sank into the soft sheets; he followed immediately, climbing over you, knees bracketing your hips, caging you beneath his broad frame. His mouth found yours again—slower this time, deeper, tongues sliding together in lazy strokes while his hands slid up under the hem of the oversized hoodie.
He pushed the fabric higher, bunching it just under your chin, exposing your breasts to the cool air of the room. Your nipples were already peaked, sensitive from earlier teasing, and the second the hoodie cleared them he broke the kiss to look down—really look—like he was seeing you for the first time.
“Oh… look at you,” he murmured, voice low and reverent, almost awed. His palms covered your breasts completely, warm and rough from calluses, thumbs brushing slow circles over the tight buds. “So pretty...”
He kneaded gently at first, squeezing the soft weight of your breasts in his big hands like he was trying to memorize every curve under his palms. He watched, mesmerized, as your skin spilled between his spread fingers, the way the mounds overflowed just slightly when he pressed harder—perfect, heavy, made for his grip.
He leaned down and captured one peaked nipple between his lips, sucking slow, hollowing his cheeks so the suction pulled tight and steady. His tongue swirled lazy, filthy circles around the tight bud before flattening to drag over it in long, wet strokes until it throbbed under his mouth.
All the while his hips rocked down in slow, grinding rolls—his cock still trapped in the soft gray sweatpants, thick and leaking, dragging the damp fabric against your bare, slick folds with every forward motion. The friction was maddening: hot, insistent pressure sliding over your clit on every upstroke, the head nudging right where you ached most without ever pushing inside. He was humping you like a desperate teenager, rutting against your pussy with shameless, needy thrusts, the wet spot on his pants growing bigger with every pass.
You were writhing beneath him, hips bucking up to chase the pressure, thighs trembling, hands fisting the sheets and then his hair, tugging hard enough to make him moan louder into your chest.
“Jake—oh god… what’s gotten into you?” you managed breathlessly, voice high and shaky, half-laugh half-whine as another sharp tug on your nipple sent sparks down your spine. “You’re—you’re insane tonight—”
His only answer was a moan—long and broken—vibrating straight through the swollen peak still trapped between his lips. He didn’t pull away, didn’t explain, just kept his mouth busy.
You were shaking, thighs trembling around his waist, hips bucking up to chase more friction even as your mind spun. The pressure built unbearably fast— too much of him everywhere—and before you could stop yourself the words tumbled out in a wrecked plea.
“Jake—please! Fuck me.. need you inside—”
The second the words left your mouth he disconnected with a wet pop, leaving your tits a glistening, swollen mess: nipples dark red and glistening, covered in his spit, faint bite marks blooming around the areolas, strings of drool clinging from his chin to your skin like obscene spiderwebs. He reared back on his knees, chest heaving, lips puffy and shiny, eyes glassy and wild as they locked onto yours.
“Drawer’s empty, baby,” he rasped, voice thick and trembling. “No more condoms. We’re out.”
You blinked, brain struggling to catch up through the haze of arousal. “How—? Huh? Didn’t you buy new ones when you—”
Your question died in your throat.
Because Jake had already snuck his sweatpants down just enough, waistband shoved below his hips, and now his bare cock was free: thick, flushed dark at the tip, veins standing out, already leaking a steady bead of precum that dripped onto your folds as he guided the shaft down. He glided it slowly along your slit, bumping over your clit on every pass, coating himself in your arousal until the length of him shone with both of you.
Panic flared sharp and sudden. “Jake! Wait—no, we can’t—” You reached to push at his chest, but he was faster—grabbing both your wrists in one hand, pinning them above your head against the pillow. His other hand braced beside your hip, as he leaned down, forehead pressed to yours, breath ragged against your lips.
“Please,” he whimpered—actually whimpered—voice cracking. “Please let me go in raw—just once—just feel you… fuck, baby, I need it so bad—need to feel you tight and hot around me with nothing in the way—need to fill you up, need to come so deep inside you…”
His hips rocked forward again, the head of his cock catching at your entrance, nudging just inside before pulling back, teasing, torturing. Precum mixed with your slick in thick, sticky ropes that stretched between you every time he pulled away, obscene little strings connecting his tip to your folds.
You tried. God, you tried to cling to responsibility. “Jake—it’s not safe—we can’t just—”
“But we’re clean,” he cut in frantically, words sloppy, “Both of us.. tested last month, remember? No STDs, no worries—just you and me—please, mama, I need to see you full of me—need to watch it drip out after.. need to know I marked you inside—”
Mama.
The word hit like a shockwave.
Your eyes widened, breath catching as pieces snapped together—the baby videos he kept showing you, the cooing at every toddler in the park, the way he’d trace circles on your stomach at night, the condoms mysteriously running out, the sudden obsession with your tits like he could already picture them leaking…
“Jake…” you whispered through your own whines, voice trembling as his cock kept gliding. “Is this… is this because you want to make me pregnant?”
His whole body jerked like you’d struck him.
For a heartbeat he froze—eyes blown wide, pupils swallowing the brown—then the dam broke.
“Yes—fuck—yes,” he babbled, words tumbling out in a frantic rush, hips still rocking helplessly against you. “Wanted it so bad—been thinking about it every day.. about putting a baby in you, making you swell up so pretty, your belly round with our kid—our kids—twins, triplets, whatever you want—fuck, mama, I wanna make you a mom, wanna make me a dad, wanna see you glow, wanna feel the kicks, wanna watch you feed our baby with these perfect tits—please—please let me, let me come inside, let me breed you, fill you up until it takes—please, baby—please, mama—I’ll take care of you, both of you… I swear—please—”
He was shaking now, cock throbbing against your entrance, head nudging just inside again and again without pushing deeper, waiting, begging, as tears of pure desperation welled in the corners of his eyes.
“Say yes,” he pleaded, voice wrecked and small. “Please—just say yes and I’ll give you everything, everything I’ve been dreaming about—please, mama…”
You kept quiet.
Not because you didn’t have words, but because the sight of him like this stole every coherent thought you had.
Jake was shaking—full-body tremors that made the mattress dip and creak beneath you both. His arms braced on either side of your head trembled, biceps flexing and releasing in erratic pulses; sweat beaded along his hairline, trickling down the side of his flushed face. His cock throbbed hot against your entrance, the blunt head nudging just inside your slick folds again and again in tiny, helpless little thrusts that never went deeper, like he was physically incapable of pushing without your permission.
Tears—actual tears—gathered at the corners of his eyes, not falling yet but shimmering there, making his lashes clump together. His eyes glassy and unfocused, locked on yours like you were the only thing tethering him to reality. His bottom lip quivered; drool slipped from the corner of his mouth in an obscene trail that he didn’t even try to wipe away.
“Need to—fuck.. need to come inside you—deep—wanna feel you clench when I do, wanna—wanna flood you, make it stay, make it take—please—been thinking about it so long, your belly getting round, our baby kicking, me feeling it, kissing your bump every morning—fuck—wanna see you waddle, wanna carry you when your feet hurt—wanna—wanna watch you push, hold our kid right after, see them look like you—like me—fuck—twins maybe—god—twins would be perfect, two little ones, your eyes, my smile—please—mama—please—let me—let me breed you, fill you up, give you my cum, give you everything, make you a mom, make me a dad—please—please—I’ll be so good.. promise! Promise I’ll take care of you—both of you—fuck—can’t think straight—need it… need you, need to come in you—please—just say—say yes—mama—pleeeeease—”
His voice cracked on every other word, rising and falling in uneven pitches. Sometimes the sentences dissolved completely into whimpers—high, broken little sounds that vibrated against your skin as he buried his face in the crook of your neck for a second, inhaling you like a lifeline, then pulling back to look at you again with those pleading eyes.
“Gonna—gonna be the best dad, read bedtime stories, do the voices, teach them soccer, carry them on my shoulders—fuck—wanna see you nurse, wanna taste you after.. wanna—wanna put more in you, keep you pregnant, keep you full, house full of kids—laughing—running—Layla chasing them—please—please—I’m dying—can’t—can’t hold it—feels too good—just the tip.. Fuck.. just a little deeper.. please—mama—mama—I love you—love you so much, wanna make a family—our family—please—” The last syllable cracked like thin ice. His babbling didn’t stop because he’d run out of things to say; it stopped because your silence had finally sunk in, heavy and cold, wrapping around his ribs until he couldn’t pull in a full breath.
The tears that had been trembling on his lashes gave up. Two thick drops fell at once, carving bright, glistening tracks down the flushed, sweat-slick planes of his cheeks.
His whole body sagged.
Shoulders rounded forward, curling in like he was trying to protect the raw, bleeding thing inside his chest. His arms—still braced on either side of your head—started to shake harder, muscles quivering with the effort of holding himself up when all he wanted was to collapse. His cock was still throbbing helplessly against your entrance, still leaking, still nudging in those tiny, little rocks forward like it refused to accept defeat even when the rest of him was crumbling.
He leaned down slowly until his forehead rested against yours. His breaths came in shallow, uneven pants that ghosted hot and damp across your lips. His eyes fluttered shut for one long second; wet lashes brushed your skin like butterfly wings. When they opened again they were red-rimmed, shining, utterly resigned.
He thought this was it.
He thought your silence was the gentlest way you could say no.
A soft, shattered whimper slipped out of him—barely a sound, more air than voice—as he started to pull back. Just a fraction. Just enough to give you space. Ready to roll off you, to press clumsy, apologetic kisses to your shoulder, to whisper “I’m sorry, I got carried away, we can stop, I’ll never bring it up again—” and pretend the ache in his chest wasn’t splitting him open.
But then your hands moved.
Gentle. Certain. Palms cupping both sides of his tear-streaked face, thumbs sweeping under his eyes to catch the fresh drops that kept falling. Your fingers slid into the damp strands at his temples, holding him steady, refusing to let him retreat.
You lifted his head until his gaze locked with yours.
It was the kind of eye contact that stripped everything else away until there was only this: you, him, the trembling space between your mouths.
He froze.
Chest still heaving. Cock still twitching against your soaked folds. But the rest of him went statue-still.
“Put a baby in me, Jake.”
The words didn’t just land.
They detonated.
For one stunned, suspended second—nothing. Just wide eyes, parted lips and tears, a sharp, painful-sounding inhale that rattled in his throat like he’d forgotten how lungs worked.
Then a fresh wave of tears spilled—not from despair this time, but from something so bright and sharp and overwhelming it felt like joy might actually tear him apart. A shaky, disbelieving laugh punched out of his chest—half sob, half broken wonder—raw and ugly and beautiful.
And then he snapped.
Not gentle. Not careful.
Feral.
A guttural sound tore from his throat as he surged forward and crashed his mouth against yours in a bruising kiss. Teeth clacked, tongues tangled immediately, wet and sloppy and frantic. His hands flew from the mattress to your hips, fingers digging in so hard you knew there’d be bruises tomorrow—perfect crescent moons he’d trace later with apologies and filthy pride.
He lined himself up with one trembling hand—thick head catching at your entrance, already slick with both of you—and then he thrusted.
One long, deep, relentless slide.
Bare.
Hot.
Unforgiving.
He sank in to the hilt in a single, shuddering motion, groaning so loud it vibrated through your entire body. Your walls fluttered and clenched around him immediately—no latex, no barrier, just the raw velvet drag of skin on skin, every ridge and vein and pulsing heat of him filling you completely for the first time.
“Fuck.. mama—oh god—” His voice was shredded— barely holding together—as he pulled back halfway, letting you feel every thick inch dragging out of you with torturous friction. The drag was obscene: slick walls clinging to him, trying to keep him inside, only for him to slam back in with brutal force. His hips snapped forward so hard the headboard thudded against the wall, shoving your body higher up the mattress in one rough jolt. The wet, filthy slap of skin on skin rang out louder than anything else in the room—sharp, rhythmic, echoing like a drumbeat that matched the frantic pounding of your hearts.
He fucked you like a man possessed—like every single fantasy he’d ever choked back, every late-night spiral, every stolen glance at your stomach while you slept, had finally been unshackled and set loose inside him.
On each inward thrust he ground down, the thick base of his cock pressing hard against your clit, grinding in tight circles that forced sharp, broken cries from your throat. Your nails raked down his back, leaving red trails he’d feel for days; your legs locked tighter around his waist, heels digging into the small of his back to pull him deeper, like you couldn’t get enough even as he gave you everything.
“My mama—gonna be so pretty… gonna be so full—gonna look so good carrying my baby—our baby—fuck—”
His thrusts grew more erratic—deep slams that knocked the breath out of you, hips rolling hard on every inward stroke so the base of his cock dragged relentlessly over your clit. The wet, obscene squelch of him moving inside you filled the room, louder than his ragged breathing, louder than your own whimpers. His whole body shook with how close he was, muscles locked and trembling as he fought to hold on just a little longer.
“Please let me come inside—please, mama—need to.. need to fill you—need to come so deep—please—let me breed you, let me make it real...”
His hips stuttered, thrusts turning shallow and frantic, cock throbbing thicker inside you, pulsing against your walls like it had its own heartbeat.
You gasped—back arching hard off the mattress, thighs clamping tighter around him as the coil in your belly wound impossibly tighter.
“Come inside me,” you begged, voice high and trembling, nails raking down his back hard enough to draw blood. “Jake—please—come inside, put a baby in me—please—”
The words barely left your mouth before he shattered.
A broken cry tore from his throat as his hips slammed forward one last time, burying himself to the hilt. He came violently, cock pulsing thick and hot inside you, flooding you with rope after rope of cum. His whole body jerked with every spurt, hips grinding deep in tiny circles like he wanted to push it even further, making sure every drop stayed where it belonged. The heat of his release spilled deep, warm and endless, coating your walls, filling you so full you could feel the excess starting to leak out around him even as he stayed buried inside.
You came right after him—hard and sudden—walls fluttering and clenching around his throbbing length. Your vision whited out for a second; a broken, keening moan ripped from your throat, thighs shaking, toes curling.
He collapsed over you—still twitching, still leaking the last weak spurts inside—forehead pressed to your shoulder, chest heaving against yours. His arms wrapped around you tight, crushing you to him like he was afraid you’d disappear if he let go.
“Thank you,” he whispered—over and over—voice hoarse and trembling. “Thank you—thank you—mama.. thank you—”
He lifted his head just enough to find your mouth, pressing slow pecks against your lips. One after another: corner of your mouth, your bottom lip, the bow of your upper lip, your cheek, your temple.
“Thank you,” he breathed again, lips brushing yours between every word. “Thank you for saying yes—thank you for letting me.”
You could only lie there beneath him, feeling the slow, warm drip of him leaking out of you where he stayed half-hard and buried deep. Your chest rose and fell in sync with his; your fingers stroked lazy circles through the sweat on his back while he kept pressing those soft, endless pecks to your skin.
He didn’t pull out.
He didn’t want to.
And neither did you.
He just stayed there—inside you, over you, around you—whispering thank yous into your hair like a prayer, like he’d finally found everything he’d ever been searching for.
P: Camp Counselor!Jake X Camp Counselor!Reader (MDNI 18+)
Warnings: Prolonged Pining, Jealousy, Possessiveness, Teasing, Mutual Attraction, Oral Fixation, Begging, Big Dick!Jake, Praise Kink, Pussy Drunk!Jake, Attempted Humor, Needy!Jake, Body Worship, Tit Play, MESSY AND SLOPPY, Overstimulation, Multiple Orgasms, Dry Humping, Masturbation, Light Humiliation, Belly Bulge, Creampies, Marking, Heeseung being a W wingman.
Wordcount: 22,9k
Synopsis: Jake was the camp’s golden boy, everybody loved his sunshine energy. But around you? He was wrecked. Hopelessly, stupidly whipped. Always hovering, stealing hungry little glances. He wanted to tell you— “I’m in love with you. I want you so badly it hurts.” —but the second you brushed against him or laughed at something he said, his brain shorted out. One touch and he was done for, stuck wondering how much longer he could keep his feelings—and his desire—from exploding.
a/n: Hey! for once its not a dark fic :D but pure filth! so buckle up.. we all remember what that woman said about Jake. REBLOGS AND COMMENTARY IS APPRECIATED!
Jake Sim had never been lucky in love. Not once. Not even by accident.
It was almost comedic at this point: girls loved him at first—sweet, polite, helpful Jake—but by month two they would look him straight in the eyes and say something gentle and devastating like:
“You’re perfect… just not for me.” or “I think I need someone more exciting.” or, the personal favorite: “You’re too nice. It’s boring.”
Then they’d leave him with a broken heart and a playlist full of songs he couldn’t listen to anymore without wincing. After the last breakup—four months ago, six dates in, she’d left him “for someone with more edge”—Jake had sworn off relationships entirely
Jake felt something. Mainly humiliation.
So now he sat on Heeseung’s floor, sprawled on an unrolled sleeping bag even though there was a perfectly fine couch available, groaning loudly into a throw pillow that smelled faintly like beer and laundry detergent.
“I swear, man,” Jake mumbled into the cushion, “I must be cursed. Like—I don’t know—romantically hexed or something.”
Heeseung, who wasn’t listening in the slightest, hummed a vague, noncommittal sound. He was too busy packing: rolling shirts, stuffing toiletries into a bag, misplacing his water bottle six times in three minutes.
Jake didn’t see the suitcase at first.
He didn’t see anything.
He was too busy wallowing.
“I treat them well, right? I’m nice. I try. I’m not a jerk. I’m respectful. And somehow, they still leave. Every. Single. Time. So clearly the common denominator is me—”
“Mhm.”
“So maybe relationships just aren’t in the cards for me. Maybe I should take a break. A long break. Like a… celibate monk arc or something.”
“That sounds dramatic.”
Jake lifted his head. “I’m dramatic! I’m heartbroken!”
Heeseung zipped up his duffel bag with one hand and tossed a pair of sunglasses in after it. “Then come be a camp counselor with me this summer.”
Jake blinked. “What?”
Heeseung shrugged. “Fresh air. No dating apps. No situationships. No exes. Just kids, nature, and free meals. Might fix your brain.”
Jake stared.
Heeseung continued stuffing socks into corners of the bag.
Jake stared harder.
Heeseung wasn’t kidding, was he?
Jake sat up straighter. A distraction. A purpose. Something new. Something healthy. A break from the heartbreak factory his dating life had become.
He latched onto the idea like a lifeline.
“You know what? You’re right.” Jake sprang to his feet with renewed determination. “I’ll do it.”
Heeseung snorted. “Bro, I was just—”
Too late.
Jake was already gone.
The next morning Heeseung opened his door—and froze.
Because on his porch stood Jake Sim:
Two duffel bags slung over his shoulders.
A bright orange life vest buckled proudly over his shirt.
Sunscreen unevenly smeared in streaks across his face.
A crooked baseball cap.
Sunglasses too big for his head.
A whistle hanging around his neck.
Hiking boots untied.
And the most earnest, determined expression imaginable
“Nope!” Jake stepped forward cheerily, boots thudding on the wooden porch. “Signed up, got accepted, printed the forms, even watched a knot-tying tutorial.”
“But—but I wasn’t serious—”
“Too late! I’m already mentally in nature mode.”
Heeseung ran a hand down his face. “Jaeyun, you look—ridiculous.”
“Prepared,” Jake corrected, beaming.
And prepared he was—prepared enough that when they arrived, he accidentally impressed the camp director by already knowing the emergency protocols, showing his whistle-usage demonstration unprompted, identifying poison ivy correctly and shaking everyone’s hand like he was running for office.
Within an hour, he was given a standard camp uniform, a set of keys, and a shared hut assignment with Heeseung.
Heeseung had mourned.
“Great,” He sighed dramatically, tossing a string of condoms into his drawer. “There goes my bachelor hut. No more bringing hot counselors back here.”
Jake blinked. “…Hot counselors?”
He hadn’t thought about that. He hadn’t thought about women at all, actually.
The whole point was to get away from them. Reset. Recalibrate. Heal.
But then—
Then he walked into the staff orientation meeting.
And he saw them.
Women his age. Attractive women. Very attractive women.
Sun-kissed skin. Short shorts. Uniform shirts tied at the waist or stretched across curves. Laughs that carried across the field. Smiles bright as the July sun.
Jake’s brain short-circuited.
Heeseung slapped his back. “Forgot to mention that part. Oops.”
Jake choked. “You—you brought me to temptation island?!”
“It’s literally just a summer camp, bro.”
There was nothing “just” about it for Jake.
He tried his best—really tried—to stay focused. To be professional. To avoid unnecessary touching or staring. To keep his voice steady when talking to female counselors.
He failed often.
But all those attempts shattered the moment you walked in.
You had years of experience written in confident steps. A clipboard under your arm. Hair pulled back loosely, with strands falling in the sun. Two top buttons of your uniform undone, enough to make Jake swallow hard. A glint of a lacy bra edge that seared itself into his retinas and soul. Little pins decorating your shirt pocket. Bandages sticking out of one cargo pocket. A smile that made the kids run to you like you were the sun itself.
You kneeling to tie a child’s shoelaces? Lethal. You laughing when a little boy told you you were “the prettiest lady ever”? Fatal. You twirling a strand of hair while listening to another counselor? Catastrophic.
Jake had been doomed before you even looked at him.
And when you did look at him—eyes bright, lips curved in a friendly hello—Jake felt his knees weaken so dramatically he nearly collapsed into the nearest picnic table.
Heeseung, of course, noticed.
“Ah,” he said smugly. “Found your distraction.”
Jake didn’t answer, because for the first time in a long, miserable stretch of heartbreak…
He felt something spark. Something warm. Something like desire. Something like falling.
And unfortunately for him—
It was happening fast.
It was happening hard.
And it was happening with you.
Jake Sim had survived three breakups, one allergic reaction to a cat he tried to impress a girl with, and a disastrous blind date where the woman only talked about her ex’s crypto investments.
But you?
You were the first thing to genuinely terrify him.
Which is exactly why he spent the next few days avoiding you like you were trained specifically to hunt down boys with fragile hearts. And luckily—miraculously—the kids kept him occupied enough to make avoidance a legitimate battle plan.
Jake made sure his entire schedule left no space for accidentally brushing shoulders with you.
Archery practice? He volunteered. Canoe supervision? Signed up. Arts and crafts? Already promised the kids he’d make them braided bracelets. Bug safety presentation? He memorized the handout and delivered it with genuine enthusiasm.
It helped that thirty-six children seemed determined to orbit him like satellites.
“Jake hyung! Jake hyung! Can you help me find my water bottle?”
“Jake! Tie my shoe!”
“Jake, can you do the whistle thing again?”
Heeseung, watching from across the field, looked like a man witnessing a strange phenomenon.
“Dude,” he said, leaning beside him, “you’re like… dad-coded.”
Jake wiped sweat from his forehead. “Perfect. The more dad-coded I am, the less chance I have of embarrassing myself in front of—” He abruptly clamped his mouth shut.
Heeseung smirked. “Ah. Avoiding that counselor, are we?”
Jake reddened. “I’m not avoiding anyone. I’m being productive.”
Heeseung pointed across the field.
You were kneeling beside a little girl helping her braid wildflowers into a crown, hair glimmering in the sun, shirt loose enough that the breeze caught it.
Jake immediately turned around and pretended to fix a crooked signpost.
Heeseung laughed for a full thirty seconds.
Jake perfected the art of being physically present but socially absent.
When you entered the dining hall? Jake exited stage left, carrying a stack of napkins he didn’t technically need.
When you walked toward the docks? Jake suddenly remembered he left sunscreen in his cabin and sprinted away.
When you greeted him with a warm, friendly “Good morning, Jake!” He panicked, waved too fast, nearly dropped his tray, then escaped into a group of eight-year-olds debating whether frogs could fall in love.
Jake’s system of avoidance worked flawlessly—until nature decided to betray him.
It happened during a swimming rotation.
Jake was teaching a small group how to float on their backs, explaining the basics with gentle encouragement. The sun was warm, the water cool, the kids giggling.
He was happy. Stable.
And then he heard your voice behind him.
“Jake! Can you help me with something?”
Every muscle in his body tensed.
Slowly—agonizingly—he turned.
You were standing at the edge of the dock, clipboard against your chest, sunglasses perched on your head, uniform shirt half-unbuttoned because of the heat.
Jake forgot what language he was speaking for a moment.
“One of my campers is scared of getting in. You’re great with the nervous ones. Mind giving her a demonstration?”
“Sure,” he croaked. “Happy to help.”
You guided the shy camper forward and knelt beside her, encouraging her gently.
Jake’s heart clenched.
God, you were sweet. Sweet in a way that made him ache. Sweet in a way that made him terrified of falling again.
He moved into the shallow water, demonstrating calmly, voice soft, arms open.
And it worked.
The little girl eventually stepped into the lake, holding onto Jake’s hands, trusting him completely.
You glanced at him, smiling warmly.
Jake forgot to breathe.
As you praised the camper who had conquered her fear, Jake found himself staring.
Not in a “wow, she’s nice” way. But in a “I am absolutely, undeniably screwed” way.
The sun hit your damp shirt in a way that made it cling, outlining the curve of your waist. Your hair was messy from the lake breeze, strands stuck to your cheek. You brushed them back casually and—
Jake swallowed.
He turned back to the kids, voice several octaves too high.
“GREAT JOB EVERYONE, LET’S—uh—float!”
It had started small. Then it got worse.
You had a habit of scribbling notes on your palm when you lost your pen. Jake noticed the ink smudge once and spent the rest of the afternoon wondering what you had written. What you were thinking. What you cared about.
Every day, it felt like you were leaving breadcrumbs without even knowing it.
Breadcrumbs Jake kept picking up like an idiot. He often found himself watching you from across the field—telling himself it wasn’t weird, he was just… aware. Vigilant. Noticing. Except it was weird, because he wasn’t noticing anyone else. Only you.
The way you pushed your hair out of your face when the wind blew. The way your shirt rode up when you bent over to pick up stray sports equipment. The way your hands moved when you talked—soft but animated. The way your laughter rolled across the lawn, making the younger kids giggle just because you did.
He tried to stop.
He really did.
But every time you smiled at someone—even a kid—Jake felt that awful, sinking heat curl in his stomach.
At night in the hut, Jake lay on his back, staring at the wooden ceiling while the darkness pressed in around him.
He remembered the way your shirt clung to your back when you came in from the heat, the thin fabric damp and outlining things he had absolutely no business noticing. He could still see it when he closed his eyes. He remembered the moment you stretched to hang a sign above the craft table, your uniform lifting just enough to reveal the soft line of your waist. He’d looked away immediately—too fast, too guilty—yet the image stuck to the inside of his skull like honey.
He remembered your voice going low and warm when you comforted a kid who scraped their knee. It wasn’t meant for him, not even close, but it still sank under his skin, unraveling him from the inside out. He remembered walking behind you on the trail, watching how the breeze tugged at the hem of your shorts—how he’d forced himself to stare at the trees instead, counting them like that would save him.
Each memory hit him with the force of something he wasn’t prepared for, something he couldn’t guard against no matter how hard he tried.
And he hated—truly hated—how quickly his thoughts slipped into places they shouldn’t go. Places that made his breath hitch and heat rise under his skin.
This summer was supposed to save him. Give him distance. Help him reset.
A clean slate. A distraction. A break from feeling too much.
But all it took was you—just you—and Jake was already spiraling. Falling again, harder than ever.
Jake groaned low in his throat, the sound muffled against the crook of his elbow as he rolled onto his stomach. The thin camp mattress creaked under him like it was judging every pathetic shift of his hips.
The fan whirred uselessly on the nightstand, pushing lukewarm air across his bare back. It did nothing for the heat crawling under his skin—nothing for the way his pulse had taken up permanent residence between his legs.
He pressed his forehead harder into the pillow, trying to smother the images that kept flashing behind his eyelids.
You, laughing after that cannonball contest with the older kids. You, bending to tie a little girl’s shoelace, the curve of your ass filling out those damn camp shorts like they were custom-made to torture him.
He imagined what it would feel like to slide his palms up under that damp shirt, fingers splaying wide over your ribs, until you arched into him.
Imagined pinning you against the boathouse wall after lights-out, your legs hooked around his waist, while he ground against you—slow at first, then desperate, fabric dragging over his leaking cock until you were both shaking.
His hips rocked once, involuntary, into the mattress. The friction sent a sharp jolt straight up his spine. He bit the inside of his cheek hard enough to taste copper.
“Fuck,” he whispered into the dark.
He shouldn’t. He really, really shouldn’t.
But his hand was already moving—sliding down his stomach, past the elastic of his boxers, wrapping around the thick, aching length of himself. He was so hard it hurt; the head flushed dark and slick, smearing precome across his palm the second he touched it.
One slow stroke and his breath punched out of him.
He pictured your mouth instead—soft, parted, tongue flicking out to taste him. Pictured the way your eyes would widen when you realized just how big he was, how you’d have to stretch your lips around the head, cheeks hollowing while you tried to take more. Pictured the little whimper you’d make when he hit the back of your throat, the way your thighs would press together like you were already soaked just from having him in your mouth.
Another stroke—tighter this time, twisting at the crown—and his hips jerked up off the bed.
He imagined flipping you onto your stomach on this very mattress, yanking your shorts down just enough, spreading you open with his thumbs. Imagined the way you’d gasp when he nudged the fat head against your entrance—teasing, barely dipping in—before sinking in until your back bowed and you sobbed his name into the pillow.
“Jake—”
He choked on a whine at the fantasy of you saying it like that—breathless, wrecked, needy.
His fist sped up. The wet, filthy sound of skin on skin filled the tiny cabin, louder than the fan, louder than his breathing. He didn’t care anymore if Heeseung woke up in the next bunk. Didn’t care about anything except chasing the image of you clenching around him, milking him, begging him to come inside, to fill you up.
Heat coiled low and vicious in his gut.
He turned his face into the pillow, muffling the broken moan that tore out of him as he came—hot, messy pulses spilling over his knuckles, soaking into the sheets. His hips bucked through it, chasing every last aftershock, thighs trembling.
Jake lay there for a long minute after, chest heaving, sticky hand still curled loosely around his softening cock. The fan kept droning like nothing had happened. The cabin smelled faintly of pine, sweat, and sex.
He dragged himself up on shaky legs, boxers half-down his thighs, come already cooling on his fingers and streaking the inside of his shorts. He hissed at the mess, at himself, at how pathetic this had become.
The bathroom was just a small stall tacked onto the side of the counselors’ hut— row of sink, flickering bulb, mirror that made everyone look like a zombie at 2 a.m. Jake flicked the light on and winced at his own reflection: flushed cheeks, wild hair, pupils blown wide like he’d been drugged. He looked wrecked. He felt worse.
He turned the faucet to cold and shoved his hand under the stream, scrubbing at the tacky evidence with furious little jerks. Soap foamed pinkish-white down the drain. He kept scrubbing long after it was gone, like he could wash the thoughts out too.
But they came back anyway. Uninvited. Relentless.
His cock twitched against his thigh—already half-interested again, traitor that it was.
“Stop,” he muttered under his breath, gripping the sink edge so hard his knuckles bleached. “Just—fucking stop.” He splashed cold water on his face. It dripped down his neck, soaked the collar of his tank top. Didn’t help. The images kept looping: your thighs parting for him, your fingers in his hair pulling him closer, your voice cracking on his name while he licked into you until you were shaking.
He groaned, low and defeated, forehead thunking against the cool mirror.
He was hard again. Not fully—yet—but enough that the waistband of his boxers tugged uncomfortably. Enough that he could feel the slow, heavy throb returning, insistent, like his body hadn’t gotten the memo that this was supposed to be over.
“You’re disgusting,” he whispered to himself.
The door creaked open behind him.
Jake’s eyes snapped to the mirror.
You.
Standing there in the doorway like a fever dream he hadn’t earned the right to have.
Tiny sleep shorts—barely more than cotton underwear with legs—riding high on your thighs, the hem frayed from too many washes. A thin, worn tank top clinging to you from the humid night air, straps slipping off one shoulder, the fabric so soft and faded it was practically see-through under the shitty bathroom bulb. Your hair was a wild, sleep-tousled mess, strands sticking to your neck from the heat. Flip-flops slapped softly against the tile as you took one hesitant step inside.
You froze when you saw him.
“Jake?” Your voice was sleepy, soft, and surprised. “I—I thought everyone was asleep. I just needed to… brush my teeth or something. Sorry, I didn’t—”
You stopped talking.
Because you’d noticed.
The way he was braced over the sink, shoulders rigid, tank top rucked up from where he’d been gripping the counter. The flush that hadn’t left his cheeks. The obvious, obscene tent in his boxers—thick outline straining against the thin cotton.
Your eyes widened, pupils blowing out in the dim fluorescent light.
For a split second, the world narrowed to just the two of you: the hum of the fan outside, the drip of the faucet, and the way Jake’s cock twitched visibly under your stare, the fat head pushing insistently against the waistband like it had a mind of its own.
“Shit—fuck—wait—” Jake scrambled, voice cracking high and panicked. He spun half-away from you, one hand flying down to cup himself through the boxers while the other snatched the nearest thing—a thin, ratty hand towel hanging off the rack—and tried to hide it over his crotch like that would somehow erase the last thirty seconds.
The towel was too small. It barely covered anything.
“I—I wasn’t— I mean, this isn’t— fuck, I was just— washing my face! Yeah! Washing my face and— and thinking about— about tomorrow’s schedule! Canoe races! Kids! Lots of kids! Totally innocent!”
The words tumbled out in a frantic, breathless rush. His face was scarlet, ears burning, eyes darting everywhere except your face. He kept shifting his weight, trying to angle his body away, but the mirror betrayed him—every desperate twitch of his hips reflected right back at both of you.
You just stood there, your gaze dropped again to where his hand was futilely trying to shield the bulge. You watched the way his fingers flexed, knuckles white, like he was fighting not to stroke himself right there in front of you.
Jake’s mouth opened and closed like a fish out of water.
“I’m sorry,” he choked out, voice wrecked. “I’m so fucking sorry. I didn’t— I’ll go. I’ll just— I’ll leave. Right now. You can— you can have the bathroom. I swear I won’t—”
Jake took a hesitant step forward, trying to sidestep you toward the door, but the bathroom was small and you were right there, blocking the narrow path like you’d grown roots into the tile.
He froze mid-motion, arms hovering awkwardly at his sides. Every inch of him screamed to bolt, but moving meant brushing past you—meant feeling the heat of your body, the soft brush of your bare arm against his, and he couldn’t. He just couldn’t trust himself not to shatter if he touched you right now.
So he stood there. Frozen. Breathing too fast. The air between you thick.
You still didn’t move.
“Uh—” His voice cracked. “Can you—please—just—” He swallowed hard, eyes darting to the door, then back to you.
You tilted your head, just a fraction. Still silent. Still watching.
The silence stretched until it hurt.
Finally, desperation won.
Jake reached out—gentle, careful, like you were made of glass—and placed one trembling hand on your upper arm. His fingers curled lightly around your bicep, warm skin under his palm, soft and fever-hot from the humid night.
The contact hit him like a live wire.
He pushed—just enough to ease you sideways, creating the barest sliver of space—and slipped past you in one frantic, clumsy movement. His shoulder grazed yours. Your arm slid against his chest for half a second. The scent of your skin—coconut, lake water—flooded his lungs.
The door banged shut behind him as he stumbled out into the cool night air. Flip-flops forgotten somewhere on the bathroom floor. Bare feet slapping against the wooden path as he half-ran, half-staggered back toward the hut.
He could still feel you.
The exact imprint of your arm under his palm—soft, yielding, alive. The ghost of your heat lingered on his skin like a brand. Every nerve ending in his hand tingled, replaying the texture, the warmth, the way your muscle flexed just slightly under his touch.
He burst into the hut, door slamming louder than he meant. Heeseung’s soft snores came from the other bunk—thank fuck he was still asleep.
Jake collapsed onto his mattress face-first, heart hammering so hard it hurt.
He pressed his hand—the same hand that had touched you—against his cheek, trying to cool the flush there.
It didn’t work.
Because now all he could think about was how close he’d been. How easy it would’ve been to pull you against him instead of pushing you away. How your skin had felt like silk under his fingers.
His cock throbbed painfully against the mattress, still hard, still leaking, still aching for the one thing he’d just run from.
“Fuck,” he whispered, voice muffled and broken. He was never going to sleep tonight.
Not after… that.
So the next morning, Jake implemented Operation: Avoid you at all costs with military precision.
And he meant it.
He avoided you like you were a live wire and he was barefoot in the rain.
The first new rule: Never be alone with you.
He woke up early—before Heeseung, before the kids, before the mosquitoes even had the decency to start buzzing—just to leave the hut before you could walk by on your usual morning route.
At breakfast, he positioned himself strategically between two tablefuls of kids, knowing you’d never be able to squeeze into the chaos.
During activities, he always made sure another counselor was nearby—someone loud, someone distracting, someone who would prevent you from stepping within arm’s reach.
It worked.
For a few hours.
Then the universe remembered Jake was its favorite target.
And the main problem: You were everywhere.
You walked into the arts-and-crafts cabin to grab paint just as he was slipping out the door. Jake swerved so hard he crashed into a rack of hula hoops.
You laughed softly behind him and Jake nearly ascended into the stratosphere from shame.
Jake was supposed to be supervising the canoe station.
Supposed to be.
Instead, he stood rooted to the dock, gripping his paddle so tightly his knuckles whitened, because across the shoreline—just a few feet away—you were kneeling in the grass helping three little campers tie their life vests.
And the heat was brutal today.
Which meant the camp uniform—already a questionable sin—looked even worse on you. Your shirt clung to every curve. Your shorts were barely shorts at all. Your legs caught the sunlight like it had a personal vendetta against him.
Jake swallowed hard. No—he choked on air.
God, he was so screwed.
You leaned closer to one of the kids, brushing hair from their face. Your shirt dipped. Jake saw far more than he should’ve. His brain immediately short-circuited, crashing like a cheap computer overloaded with images he had no business imagining.
And then his body responded.
Fast. Painfully. Predictably.
Jake inhaled sharply and discreetly tugged his paddle lower, shielding the very visible problem forming in his shorts.
“Dude.”
Heeseung’s voice came from behind him like a death sentence.
Jake jumped. “Wh–what?”
Heeseung leaned his elbow on Jake’s shoulder, smirking like the menace he was.
“You’re staring so hard I’m shocked her clothes haven’t caught fire.”
“I—I wasn’t staring,” Jake stammered, sweating harder than the sun could account for.
“You’re literally drooling.”
“I’M NOT—”
Heeseung just laughed, clapping him on the back. “Bro, you’re gone. Like, beyond gone. NASA couldn’t retrieve your dignity at this point.”
Jake groaned into his hands. “Shut up.”
But it was too late. Heeseung had seen everything—Jake’s flushed face, blown pupils, and the way he kept subtly angling his paddle to hide the mess in his shorts.
Heeseung whistled low. “Wow. She bends over one time and you’re ready to propose marriage?”
“I’m NOT— it’s not— dude, stop talking.”
Heeseung leaned closer, voice dropping. “Then stop looking at her like you want to get on your knees in the middle of the camp.”
Jake choked on his own saliva.
“HEESEUNG!”
“What? I’m just narrating what I’m seeing.”
Jake was going to kill him. Slowly. Painfully. Preferably with a life vest.
Jake, still recovering from the verbal assault that was Heeseung’s commentary, made the single worst mistake of his entire existence.
He looked back at you.
And you were already staring at him.
Not glancing politely. Not half-looking. Not scanning the field. You were focused. Eyes on him like he was something worth noticing—worth studying. Your brows lifted the barest amount, lips soft and parted, like you’d caught him mid-thought… mid-stare… mid-sin.
Jake’s brain detonated.
Full catastrophic system failure.
His throat tightened. His hands numbed. His pulse skyrocketed so violently he wasn’t sure if he was dying or being reborn in the worst possible way.
Because you weren’t just looking at him. You were looking into him.
He felt heat explode across his cheeks, racing down his neck, blooming under his shirt. His heartbeat slammed hard enough to rattle his ribs.
You saw him. You saw him staring. You saw the mess he was trying so desperately, pathetically, humiliatingly hard to hide.
Beside him, Heeseung made a choked noise of triumph—like a man who had just spotted Bigfoot and gotten it on video.
“Oh my GOD,” he whispered, gleeful as sin. “She’s LOOKING at you—”
And that was it.
Jake panicked. He panicked like someone had just shouted “SHARK!” in knee-deep water.
His grip spasmed.
The paddle slid out of his hands.
“No no no no—” Jake lunged for it.
“DON’T—!” Heeseung snapped, reaching out.
But Jake was already in motion. Already doomed. His foot caught the edge of the dock. His balance tipped backward. His whistle swung up and smacked him in the chin. His sunglasses—how were they even still on—flew off into the air.
Jake grabbed wildly at nothing—truly nothing—because the paddle bounced away from him like it had been training for this moment its whole life. He went down hard, arms flailing, knees buckling, legs pinwheeling like a newborn deer.
And then—
SPLASH.
The sound burst across the entire lake like a small tidal wave.
Kids shrieked. Counselors gasped. Birds took flight in a panicked cloud overhead. Even the lake seemed offended.
Heeseung made a sound like he was being physically strangled by laughter.
Jake sank beneath the surface with all the grace of a bowling ball. For one long second, he sat there at the bottom of the shallow lake, bubbles drifting up around him as he contemplated every decision that had led to this moment.
Then he kicked up, resurfacing in a violent gasp, sputtering, coughing, eyes wide, looking like a drowned cat that simultaneously regretted every life decision.
But it got worse. Much worse.
Balanced perfectly on top of his head— as if placed there by the comedic gods themselves— was a bright green lily pad.
A lily pad.
On his head.
And sitting comfortably on that lily pad, blinking slowly… was a frog.
A frog.
Jake Sim—camp golden boy, heartbreak survivor, current emotional disaster—was treading water with a literal frog crown.
Kids started laughing. One screamed, “JAKE IS KING OF THE FROGS!”
Heeseung folded onto the dock, wheezing, nearly crying from how hard he was laughing. “Oh—my—god,” he gasped between breaths. “This is the best day of my LIFE.”
Jake spit out lake water. “This isn’t—! I didn’t—! GET IT OFF ME!”
The frog did not get off. It simply adjusted itself, as if settling more comfortably into its throne.
Jake, sputtering and panicked, swiped his hand over his head in a frantic attempt to knock the frog off.
“GO—SHOO—LEAVE ME ALONE—!”
The frog blinked once, unimpressed. Then, with the dignity of a royal being dismissed by an incompetent servant, it hopped off the lily pad and launched itself into the lake beside Jake.
PLIP.
A small, perfectly aimed splash hit Jake right in the face.
Jake shut his eyes, jaw clenching.
Great. Perfect. Amazing.
There went any hope of impressing you. Straight to the bottom of the lake with the lily pad.
He groaned under his breath and swam—miserably—toward the metal ladder bolted to the dock. The water felt colder now, mocking him with each stroke. He grabbed the rungs, dragged himself up rung by rung, boots heavy, clothes clinging to him like a second skin. Dripping. Humiliated. Confidence somewhere downstream, probably floating next to the frog.
The moment he reached the top, two adult counselors rushed over, shoving towels at him.
“Oh my god, Jake, are you hurt?”
“Are you okay?”
“That was a fall, man.”
“I’m fine,” Jake muttered, rubbing water from his eyes. He was fine.
Physically.
Emotionally? He had the confidence level of a damp crouton.
A couple of the other male counselors snickered behind their hands, whispering to each other. Jake didn’t have to hear the words to know exactly what they were saying. They weren’t exactly subtle. One mimed falling off a dock. Another did a frog ribbit.
Jake’s jaw tightened. Great. Just great.
He was the newest counselor. The one who was already trying to prove he wasn’t a total walking disaster.
This definitely helped.
Not.
Of course. He couldn’t even fall into a lake normally…
But none of that mattered.
Because suddenly—
You were there.
Right in front of him.
Where did you even come from? Had you teleported? Materialized from thin air just to make his pulse explode?
“Jake?” you asked softly, stepping closer. “Hey. Are you sure you’re okay?”
Jake forgot how to breathe. He forgot how to stand. He forgot everything.
Because you were looking at him with real concern—warm eyes scanning his face, brow furrowed just a little. Not laughing. Not mocking.
Worried.
About him.
Jake’s heart did a full somersault. And before he could react, you reached up and gently tugged the towel onto his head, fingers brushing his temples.
“Here,” you murmured. “You’re freezing.”
Jake made a strangled noise.
You started blotting water from his hair, using both hands, the towel rustling softly. You leaned in slightly to reach the back of his head—completely unaware of how absolutely, catastrophically close you were.
Jake went rigid.
Your scent drifted over him—clean laundry, sunscreen, something sweet he couldn’t name. His face hovered dangerously close to your shirt, just inches from your chest, close enough that he could feel the faint warmth radiating from you.
His brain ceased all function.
Thoughts: gone.
Language: deleted.
Motor skills: offline.
He stared ahead helplessly, praying he wasn’t shaking.
You kept drying his hair, completely focused, completely gentle. “Hold still,” you whispered. “You’ll catch a cold like this.”
Jake tried to respond. He really did. He tried to say, “Thanks,” or “I’m okay,” or literally anything that resembled human speech.
What came out was:
“Ah—gu—h—”
You giggled softly—quiet, warm, like the sound was meant only for him.
The little puff of laughter brushed against his forehead, and Jake’s entire nervous system short-circuited all over again.
You kept drying his hair, gentle fingers working through the wet strands at the back of his head, tugging the towel this way and that. Every small movement seemed to pull you closer. Or maybe he was imagining it. Maybe the universe had decided to personally torture him today.
But no—no, he wasn’t imagining it.
Your chest was definitely inching nearer.
The soft swell of your breasts, barely contained by that thin, slightly damp camp shirt, hovered closer with every careful swipe of the towel. Close enough now that he could see the faint freckles scattered across your collarbone. Close enough that the fabric stretched just a little tighter across your skin. Close enough that when you leaned in to reach the stubborn wet patch at his crown, the very tips of your breasts brushed—barely, feather-light—against his cheek.
Jake’s brain flatlined.
A strangled, high-pitched noise escaped his throat—something between a whimper and a prayer.
Your giggle turned into a soft hum of amusement. “Relax, Jake,” you murmured, voice low and teasing, warm breath ghosting over his temple. “You’re so tense. I’m not gonna bite.”
He wanted to die.
He wanted to live forever.
He wanted both at the same time.
His hands flexed uselessly at his sides, fingers curling into fists so he wouldn’t do something stupid like grab your waist and pull you the rest of the way against him. His face was burning so hot he was sure the lake water was evaporating off his skin in little puffs of steam.
Jake’s eyes squeezed shut.
He was going to pass out.
Right here.
In front of the entire camp.
He could feel his pulse hammering in his ears, in his throat, lower—his shorts suddenly way too tight despite the cold water still dripping down his legs.
You finally pulled back—just enough to look at him, towel still draped over his head like a sad, soggy crown. “There,” you said, smiling that soft, devastating smile. “All better.”
Jake opened his mouth.
Closed it.
Opened it again.
“…Th-thanks,” he managed, voice cracking like a thirteen-year-old’s.
Your eyes sparkled with something dangerously close to mischief.
“Anytime, Jake.” Then you gave the towel one last gentle pat—right on top of his head—and turned to walk away, hips swaying just enough to make sure he watched every step.
Jake stood there, dripping, red-faced, towel askew, heart trying to claw its way out of his chest.
After that towel incident, Jake’s dick officially declared independence.
It had a sixth sense for you now—like a goddamn compass needle snapping toward north the second you walked into a fifty-foot radius. Full traitor mode. Uncontrollable. Radar-locked to your presence like some feral heat-seeking missile.
You walked into the mess hall for lunch? Instant throb in his shorts before you'd even crossed the threshold, straining against the zipper like it could smell your coconut lotion from twenty feet away. He'd cross his legs under the picnic table, fist clenched around his fork, pretending to focus on his mystery meat while visions of bending you over that very table flashed behind his eyes.
You laughed during arts & crafts, that husky ripple carrying across the field? His balls tightened. Cock swelled heavy and hot, leaking into his boxers so fast he felt the wet spot bloom. He'd mutter excuses—"Gotta piss"—and bolt to the nearest bathroom stall, slamming the door and yanking his shorts down. Fist wrapped tight around his throbbing length—veins pulsing, head flushed purple and slick—stroking furious and sloppy while he bit his lip bloody to stay quiet. Imagining your thighs spread wide on the craft table, your pretty cunt clenching around his fingers.
He'd come with a muffled groan, ropes of thick cum splattering the toilet rim, knees buckling as he slumped against the wall. Only then—only after painting his hand white—would the ache finally ebb enough for him to face the world again.
The worst was the day Heeseung walked in.
Jake had bolted to the hut after free swim, your bikini top had slipped just enough while you adjusted a strap, flashing a sliver of underboob that sent him spiraling. Jake thinking he had the hut to himself — curled on his bunk, shorts shoved to his knees, hand flying over his dick as he pictured you on your knees, tiny shorts pooled at your ankles, mouth stretched wide around his girth. Drool dripping down your chin. Eyes watering as you gagged, taking him deeper.
He was so close—thighs trembling, precome slicking his palm when the door banged open.
Heeseung froze in the doorway, one hand still on the knob, eyes wide.
Jake yelped—high-pitched, mortified—scrambling to yank the sheet over his lap.
"SHIT—HEESEUNG—FUCK—SORRY—"
Heeseung slapped a hand over his eyes, but not before that perv glanced down—clocking the sheer size of it.
“DUDE! WE SHARE THIS SPACE! THERE ARE RULES! AT LEAST WARN A GUY!”
"I'M SORRY—OH GOD, I'M SO SORRY—" Jake babbled, rolling off the bed in a tangle of sheets, cock flopping heavy against his thigh as he tried to hide like a cornered animal, trying to tuck himself away while babbling apologies like a broken record. "It won't happen again—swear—I'll go outside—I'll jerk off in the lake—PLEASE DON'T TELL ANYONE—"
Heeseung backed out, still shielding his eyes, laughing so hard he wheezed. "Chill, virgin! I'm not telling the whole camp you're blue-balling over her. But boundaries, bro! Boundaries!"
Heeseung peeked through his fingers, then dropped his hand with a dramatic sigh. “Bro. You’re jerking it like three times a day now.Your dick’s gonna file for workers’ comp.”
“I know! I know! I’m disgusting! I’m sorry—”
“Bro. Listen to me. You are not disgusting. You are tragically horny. There’s a difference.”
Jake dragged both hands down his face, smearing come across his cheek in the process. He didn’t even notice. “I came in my shorts during swim lessons yesterday. Just—watching her adjust her whistle. I had to dive into the lake to hide it.”
Heeseung barked another laugh. “Classic.”
“No it's not!” Jake wailed, flopping backward onto the floor like a starfish of despair. “I tried thinking about baseball. Taxes. My grandma’s knitting club. Nothing works. It’s like my brain is just… her. All the time. Her smile. Her laugh. The way her hair sticks to her neck when she’s wet from the lake. The way her thighs look when she’s sitting on the dock. I’m gonna die, Heeseung. I’m actually gonna die.”
“Okay, drama queen. First: breathe. Second: you need to do something about this before you actually combust. Or before you get caught jerking it in the supply closet again.”
Jake’s head snapped up. “You know about the supply closet?”
“Dude. Everyone knows about the supply closet. There’s a rumor you’ve christened every shelf in there.”
Jake made a sound like a dying animal and pulled the sheet over his head.
Heeseung snorted, leaning against the doorframe, suddenly way too amused. “You know what the funniest part is?”
Jake groaned into his hands. “Please don’t.”
“She’d probably love your little buddy.”
Jake’s head snapped up. “What?”
Heeseung grinned like the devil. “I’m saying, if she knew how whipped your dick is for her, she’d probably be flattered. Might even wanna meet it. Personally.”
Jake’s brain blue-screened.
With a wordless yell, he launched himself across the room—full football tackle—crashing into Heeseung and sending them both tumbling onto the nearest bunk in a tangle of limbs.
“SHUT UP! SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP—”
Heeseung cackled underneath him, arms up in mock surrender while Jake tried (and failed) to smother him with a pillow. “Okay okay! Truce! Truce! I’m just saying—she’s got you by the balls, man! Literally!”
Jake groaned—long, defeated, the sound of a man who’d lost every battle with his own dignity—and rolled off Heeseung, collapsing face-first onto the bunk mattress like he’d been shot. The pillow stayed clutched to his chest like a shield.
Heeseung sat up, still grinning, brushing imaginary dust off his shirt. “You done trying to murder me?”
Jake’s voice came out muffled into the fabric. “I hate you.”
“No you don’t. You love me. I’m your emotional support wingman.” Heeseung poked him in the ribs with his foot. “Come on, bro. You can’t keep living like this. You’re one accidental brush of her hand away from coming in your shorts in front of the entire camp.”
Jake lifted his head just enough to glare. “I’m handling it.”
“You’re not handling it. You’re jerking off six times a day and jumping me like a feral cat every time I mention her tits. That’s not handling it—that’s a cry for help.”
Jake buried his face again. “Shut up.”
Heeseung sighed dramatically, flopping back onto his own bunk and staring at the ceiling like a philosopher. “Look. I’m saying this as your best friend who has seen you suffer more than any human should: confess. Or at least do something. Ask her to help you ‘check the boathouse inventory’ after lights-out. Corner her behind the craft shed. Hell, just tell her you’ve been thinking about her non-stop since day one and your dick won’t give you a single peaceful moment.”
Jake made a strangled noise.
“I’m serious,” Heeseung pressed. “She’s been looking at you like she knows exactly what’s going on in that horny little head of yours. The towel thing? The eye-fucking across the lake? The way she ‘accidentally’ brushes up against you every five minutes? She’s teasing you, man. She wants you to crack. She’s waiting for you to man up and take what you both clearly want.”
Jake rolled onto his back, staring at the wooden beams overhead. His chest rose and fell too fast. “And what if I’m wrong? What if she’s just… being nice? And I make it weird and ruin everything?”
Heeseung snorted. “Dude. She dried your hair like a mom while her tits were literally in your face. That’s not ‘nice.’ That’s foreplay.”
Jake groaned again, dragging both hands down his face. “Fuck.”
“Exactly. Fuck. Her. Preferably soon. Before your balls explode and we have to explain to the camp director why there’s a crater where you used to be.”
Jake was quiet for a long minute. Then, quieter:
“…What if she says no?”
Heeseung sat up again, suddenly serious. “Then at least you’ll know. And you can stop torturing yourself. But Jake—” He leaned forward, voice dropping. “I’ve seen the way she looks at you when you’re not paying attention. The way her eyes linger. The way she bites her lip when you talk to the kids. She’s not saying no. She’s waiting for you to say yes.”
Jake swallowed hard. His heart was hammering again—not from embarrassment this time, but from something sharper. Hope. Terror. Want.
Heeseung kicked his foot lightly. “So what’s it gonna be, lover boy? Keep hiding? Or finally grow a pair and go get your girl?”
Jake stared at the ceiling for another beat.
Then he sat up slowly, jaw set, eyes a little wild.
“…I’m gonna do it.”
Heeseung’s grin returned full force. “Atta boy. Tonight?”
Jake exhaled shakily. “Tonight?”
The hut suddenly felt too small, the air too thick with the scent of pine and his own unresolved tension. He was still flushed from head to toe, cheeks burning, cock giving a traitorous twitch in his shorts at the mere idea of finally confessing—of touching you, kissing you, burying himself so deep inside you that neither of you could think straight. But first, he had to actually get you alone. How hard could that be? He’d spent the last week dodging you like a pro; reversing it should be easy, right?
Heeseung, sensing Jake's hesitation like a shark smelling blood, hopped off his bunk and grabbed a crumpled notepad from the nightstand—the one they used for doodling dumb canoe race strategies. "Alright, lover boy, let's strategize. We're not sending you in blind. This is Operation Get Jake Laid—er, I mean, Confessed. Whatever..."
Jake rubbed his palms on his thighs like he could wipe away the nervous sweat. "Okay. Plan. Good. What's the move?"
Heeseung paced the narrow space between the bunks, tapping the notepad with a chewed-up pen like he was a general mapping out a battlefield. "First things first: timing. Tonight's the bonfire sing-along after dinner. Everyone's gonna be there—kids roasting marshmallows, staff pretending not to hate 'Kumbaya' for the hundredth time. That's your window. Chaos equals opportunity. You slip away early, say you're grabbing extra firewood or some bullshit. I'll create a distraction—maybe 'accidentally' knock over the s'mores station. Kids go nuts, staff scrambles, and boom—you pull her aside to the boathouse path. It's dark, secluded, romantic as fuck with the lake view. Confess there. Worst case, if she rejects you, you can jump in the water and drown your sorrows."
Jake nodded slowly, picturing it. The boathouse—dim moonlight filtering through the trees, the soft lap of water against the dock. You standing there, close enough to touch, your eyes widening as he finally spilled it all: how he couldn't stop thinking about you, how every brush of your skin made his brain melt and his cock ache, how he wanted to drop to his knees and worship you until you were the one begging. His breath hitched. "Yeah. That... that could work. But how do I get her to follow me? Just... ask?"
Heeseung snorted. "Subtlety, man. Walk by her during the fire, lean in close—like, whisper something about needing help with 'inventory' in the boathouse. Make it sound urgent but flirty. You've got that puppy-dog charm; use it. Girls eat that shit up. And if she hesitates, flash those dimples. Bam. She's hooked."
Jake ran a hand through his hair, tugging at the roots. "Okay. Distraction. Whisper. Boathouse. Got it." He stood again, pacing now himself. "What if someone's with her? She's always got a kid hanging off her or one of the other counselors chatting her up. Remember yesterday? She was braiding hair for like six girls at once during free time."
Heeseung waved it off. "That's why the bonfire's perfect. Everyone's scattered. I'll scout ahead—make sure the path's clear. If there's interference, I'll run blocker. Pretend I need her friend's help with something dumb, like fixing the guitar strings. Easy."
They spent the next twenty minutes hashing out contingencies: If the bonfire ran late, pivot to the morning hike trail before breakfast. If rain hit (unlikely, but summer storms were sneaky), use the supply shed as backup—cozy, private, full of ropes and tarps that Jake's filthy mind immediately twisted into fantasies he had to shove down before Heeseung noticed his shorts tenting again. Heeseung even drew a crude map on the notepad: X for bonfire, arrow to boathouse, stick-figure Jake with hearts for eyes confessing to stick-figure you.
By the time they finished, Jake felt a fragile buzz of confidence. "Alright. This is solid. Thanks, man."
Heeseung fist-bumped him. "Go get cleaned up. And hey—don't chicken out. You've got this."
Jake nodded, grabbing a fresh towel and heading to the showers. Under the lukewarm spray, he tried to psych himself up, but his hand drifted south anyway—wrapping around his half-hard cock, stroking slow as he imagined your reaction. Your lips parting in surprise, then curling into a smile. Your hands pulling him closer. Your thighs wrapping around his waist as he pinned you against the boathouse wall, cock sinking into your tight heat until you were whimpering his name. He came with a choked groan, cum mixing with the water swirling down the drain. Tonight, he promised himself. No more running.
But as dinner rolled around, the plan started crumbling like a stale graham cracker.
You were at the head table, surrounded by a gaggle of giggling preteens who'd apparently declared you their queen. They were all over you—handing you plates, showing off friendship bracelets they'd made "just for you," dragging you into their drama about who kissed who. Jake hovered at the edge of the mess hall, plate in hand, watching like a creeper. Every time he thought about approaching, another kid popped up. Heeseung shot him a thumbs-up from across the room, mouthing "After eating."
Post-dinner cleanup? You volunteered to help the kitchen staff, elbow-deep in soapy water with two other female counselors, chatting and laughing about some inside joke. Jake lingered outside the window like a stalker, pretending to tie his shoe for the third time. Heeseung wandered by, whispering, "Abort. Bonfire next."
The bonfire crackled to life as the sun dipped low, casting orange glows over everyone's faces. Kids clustered around the fire pit, staff scattered on logs and blankets. Jake scanned the crowd—there you were, sandwiched between a hyper ten-year-old boy telling ghost stories and one of the senior counselors, a chatty guy named Sunghoon who kept leaning in way too close to "share" his marshmallows. Jake's jaw clenched. Fuck. He circled once, twice, trying to catch your eye for the whisper ploy, but every approach was blocked: a kid running by with sparklers, the camp director calling everyone for the first song, Heeseung's distraction (a fake spill of chocolate syrup that only drew more people over).
"Pst—Jake!" Heeseung hissed from behind a tree as the group launched into a off-key "The Wheels on the Bus."
"New plan: Wait 'til s'mores wind down. I'll lure Sunghoon away—say I need help with the canoes for tomorrow. You swoop in then."
Jake nodded, heart pounding. But s'mores time turned into chaos: Sticky fingers everywhere, kids demanding seconds, you organizing a impromptu "s'mores assembly line" with half the staff involved. By the time it quieted, the director announced lights-out in fifteen, and you were already herding your cabin group toward the bunks, arms linked with two girls who wouldn't let go.
Jake deflated against a log, watching your silhouette disappear into the trees. Heeseung plopped down next to him, clapping his back. "Tough break. Tomorrow, then. Early bird gets the worm—or the girl alone."
But tomorrow was worse.
Morning hike: You were at the front of the pack with the lead guide, pointing out birds and plants to an enraptured cluster of kids. Jake hung back, trying to work his way forward, but the trail was narrow, and every time he got close, someone needed water or a bug bite check. Heeseung tried distracting the guide with questions, but it backfired—drawing you into the conversation instead.
Arts and crafts: You were manning the bead station, kids swarming like bees. Jake "casually" wandered over to the paint area nearby, but before he could signal, a little girl dragged you away to judge her macaroni necklace.
Swim time: You were on lifeguard duty with three others, perched on the dock in that red one-piece that hugged every curve, whistle around your neck. Jake swam laps to "cool off," planning to ask for your help with "equipment" after. But post-swim, you got roped into a volleyball game on the beach—surrounded by laughing staff and kids spiking the ball like noobs.
By lunch, Jake was fraying. He and Heeseung huddled in the hut during siesta, notepad out again. "This is insane," Jake muttered, head in hands. "It's like the universe is cockblocking me now! She's never alone. Avoiding her was easy enough—getting her isolated? Fucking impossible!!"
Heeseung tapped the pen thoughtfully. "She's popular. Kids love her, staff loves her. We need stealth. New plan: Fake an injury during archery this afternoon. Nothing bad—twisted ankle or some shit. Ask her specifically to help you to the first-aid cabin. It's private, got that cot in the back. Confess there. I'll cover your group."
Jake's eyes lit up. "That's... genius. Yeah. Let's do it."
Archery rolled around. Jake "tripped" mid-demo—dramatic groan, clutching his ankle like he'd been shot. The kids gasped; staff rushed over. "I'm good, just—ah, shit—twisted it. Hey, can someone grab Y/n? She's great with this stuff."
But fate laughed. You were already there, kneeling beside him with concern etching your pretty face—but so was half the camp. The director insisted on two people helping him limp to the cabin, and a nurse volunteer tagged along. Inside, it was a circus: Ice packs, questions, kids peeking in the door. No alone time. The "injury" fizzled out fast—Jake had to fake recovery to avoid real medical attention.
Dinner: More crowds.
Evening games: You refereed capture the flag, untouchable, no time alone.
By nightfall, Jake was back in the hut, collapsed on his bunk, cock throbbing painfully from a day of near-misses and pent-up fantasies. Every glimpse of you—bending to tie a shoe, laughing with wind-tousled hair—had him hard and leaking again. He'd jerked off twice already, once in the woods mid-hike (hiding behind a tree, fist flying as he imagined pinning you against it, rutting into your soaked pussy while you muffled moans into his neck), once in the shower (coming to the thought of you on that lifeguard chair, legs spread, his face buried between them until you squirted on his tongue).
Heeseung flopped down, undeterred. "Alright, Plan Z: Tomorrow's the talent show prep. She's emceeing. I'll sign us up for a 'duet' or something dumb—get you backstage with her. Private green room vibes."
Jake groaned, rolling over. "If this doesn't work, I'm quitting camp. Moving to Antarctica. Penguins don't tempt me."
Heeseung laughed. "Hang in there. She's worth the blue balls."
But as Jake drifted off, dick still half-chubbed under the sheets, he wondered if he'd survive another day of this torture. Getting you alone wasn't just hard—it was a goddamn quest. And he was more desperate than ever to win.
The talent show prep turned out to be another spectacular disaster in Jake's ongoing saga of blue-balled misery. He and Heeseung had signed up for a "duet"—some half-assed acoustic cover of an old camp song that Jake could barely strum through without his fingers shaking from nerves. The plan was simple: Get backstage with you during rehearsals, where you'd be organizing the lineup. The "green room" was really just a curtained-off corner of the main pavilion, cluttered with props and folding chairs—private enough for a quick confession, or at least a stuttered invitation to talk later. Heeseung would "forget" his guitar picks or something, leaving Jake alone with you for those precious few minutes.
But reality? A shitshow. The pavilion was packed with hyper kids practicing their acts: Little girls twirling batons, boys doing awkward magic tricks, a group of teens attempting a rap battle that devolved into giggles. You were in the thick of it, clipboard in hand, directing traffic like a pro—smiling that soft, devastating smile as you adjusted a kid's costume or gave a thumbs-up to a nervous singer. Jake lurked at the edge, guitar slung over his shoulder, heart hammering so loud he was sure the strings were vibrating from it. When Heeseung finally nudged him forward during a break, Jake approached, mouth dry. "Hey, uh..." he managed, voice cracking like he was back in puberty. You straightened up, turning with that warm gaze that made his knees weak. "Need help with... with the script? Or something?"
You blinked, then laughed softly—god, that sound went straight to his balls. "Actually, yeah! Can you hold this for a sec?" You thrust the clipboard at him, your fingers brushing his in the handoff. Electric. His dick twitched hard, thickening instantly like it knew exactly who was touching him. But before he could stammer out anything resembling a confession, a swarm of kids descended: "Miss, my hat fell off!" "Can I go next?" "Look at my dance!" You were pulled away in a whirlwind of tiny hands and excited chatter, leaving Jake standing there with the clipboard pressed awkwardly against his crotch to hide the growing bulge. Heeseung shot him a sympathetic shrug from across the room, but the moment was gone. Rehearsal ended with Jake barely exchanging three words with you beyond "Here you go" when you reclaimed the board.
That night, back in the hut, Jake jerked off furiously under the sheets—fist pumping his thick cock in brutal strokes. He came with a muffled groan, cum spilling hot over his knuckles, but the relief was temporary. Hollow. He needed the real thing.
The next day brought more failures, each one chipping away at Jake's sanity like a dull axe. Morning yoga session by the lake: You were leading a group stretch, and Jake "casually" joined, positioning himself in the back row for a view that nearly killed him—your body bending into downward dog, ass up, shorts clinging to every curve. His cock went rock-hard in seconds, throbbing painfully against his thigh.
The plan was to linger after, ask for "private tips" on his form. But as the group dispersed, Sunghoon—that tall, smug bastard with the perfect hair and easy charm—sauntered over, slinging an arm around your shoulders like he owned the place. "Hey, great class. Wanna grab coffee from the mess hall? I could use some pointers too." You laughed, nodded, and walked off with him, leaving Jake frozen.
Afternoon canoe races: Heeseung rigged it so Jake's team "needed" your help as a spotter on the dock. But the races turned chaotic—kids capsizing, laughter echoing, and you ended up knee-deep in the water, helping flip boats and towel off soaked campers. Jake paddled close, ready to "accidentally" bump your section and pull you aside, but Sunghoon appeared again, "helping" by lifting you out of the water with his hands on your waist—your wet shirt clinging transparently to your breasts. Jake's vision tunneled red. Alarms blared in his head: Red zone. Danger. Back off. He paddled away furiously, beaching the canoe and disappearing into the boathouse for a frantic wank.
Evening campfire stories: Heeseung's new ploy—start a "scary tale" chain and "need" you to sit next to Jake for "moral support." But you arrived flanked by staff, including Sunghoon, who plopped down beside you first, sharing a blanket and whispering something that made you giggle. Jake sat across the fire, staring daggers, his dick traitorously hardening at the sight of your lips curving into that smile—even if it was for someone else. The alarms in his head screamed louder: He's too close. Touching her knee. Fuck him.
Jake excused himself early, claiming a headache, and jerked off in the hut.
The failures piled up like a cruel joke.
By mid-week, Jake was a wreck—eyes bloodshot from sleepless nights. Heeseung was fraying too, his pep talks turning exasperated. "Dude, this is ridiculous. She's like a magnet for people. And Sunghoon? That guy's orbiting her like a fucking moon. Saw him 'accidentally' bump her during volleyball yesterday—hand on her ass for a second too long. If you don't do something soon, he's gonna beat you to it."
Possessive heat curled low in his gut, twisting with jealousy until he felt physically sick.
“I’m done, man,” he mumbled, voice cracking. “I’m done. She’s too busy. Too liked. Everyone wants a piece of her—kids, counselors, fucking Sunghoon. I can’t even get close without someone interrupting. Penguins in Antarctica sound better than this torture. They don’t have perfect tits and laugh like angels and make my dick try to escape my body every five seconds.”
Heeseung flopped backward onto his own bunk, arms spread wide, staring up at the wooden ceiling beams like they held the answers to life’s greatest mysteries.
“Maybe,” he conceded, tone dry. “But watching Sunghoon get closer? That’s the cherry on top of this shit sundae. Alarms are blaring for a reason, bro. Red zone. Full red alert. If he makes a move first…”
Jake’s fists clenched so hard his knuckles bleached white. The thought hit him like a punch to the solar plexus—Sunghoon’s perfect, smug face leaning in, lips brushing yours, hands sliding under your tank top to cup your breasts while you arched into him with that soft little gasp Jake had only heard in his filthiest dreams. Sunghoon’s cock—probably average, probably nothing like Jake’s—pushing into your perfect, tight, dripping pussy, stretching you open while you moaned his name instead of Jake’s.
The image was so vivid Jake could almost hear it: the wet slap of skin, your breathy whimpers, Sunghoon’s low groan as he bottomed out inside you. Jake’s vision tunneled red while his heart hammered with a mixture of murderous jealousy and bone-deep despair.
“I can’t,” he whispered, voice raw. “I can’t watch him touch her. I can’t watch him make her smile like that. I can’t—I’ll fucking die, Heeseung. I’ll actually die.”
Heeseung watched Jake unravel for a long moment—fists clenched, eyes glassy, breathing too fast—like the guy was one wrong word away from either punching a wall or bursting into tears. Finally, Heeseung sighed, long and dramatic, and flopped back onto his bunk with the air of a man who had officially thrown in the towel.
“Alright,” he said, voice flat, resigned. “Fine. You win. She’s untouchable. Sunghoon’s probably already got his tongue down her throat behind the craft shed or whatever. Let’s just… move on. There are other fish in the lake, right? Plenty of hot counselors who aren’t currently being fought over by every breathing person in a ten-mile radius.”
Jake didn’t respond. He just stared at the ceiling, jaw so tight it looked painful.
Heeseung kept going anyway, ticking names off on his fingers like he was reading from a mental catalog.
“There’s Minji from the arts cabin—tall, legs for days, always smells like vanilla and paint thinner. She’s got that whole ‘quietly unhinged artist’ vibe. Could be fun.”
Nothing from Jake. Just a slow blink.
“Or Yuna,” Heeseung continued, undeterred. “Lifeguard duty with her would be a religious experience. She’s got abs you could grate cheese on and that little mole right under her left eye? Deadly. She smiled at me once during relay races and I forgot how to swim.”
Still nothing. Jake’s breathing was shallow, like he was trying not to hyperventilate.
Heeseung rolled onto his side, propping his head on one hand. “Chaeryeong’s single now, too. The one with the short black hair and the lip piercing? She’s got that ‘I could ruin your life and you’d thank me’ energy. Probably bites. You like biting, right?”
Jake’s voice came out small, cracked. “Stop.”
Heeseung ignored him.
“Or hell—go for someone completely different. Jiwoo from the mess hall. She’s sweet, makes those killer brownies, always smells like cinnamon. Zero drama. Zero competition. She’d probably bake you cookies after you fuck. Low stakes. Safe.”
Jake’s fists clenched harder. His knuckles were white.
Heeseung kept listing, voice getting flatter with each name.
“Soojin. The one who teaches archery. Quiet, deadly accurate, thighs that could crush a watermelon. She’d probably pin you to the target board and have her way with you. Hot, right?”
Jake’s breathing hitched.
“Or Hyein. Blonde, always in those little sundresses, giggles at everything. Easy. No baggage. She’d probably blush the whole time and call you ‘oppa’ while you—”
“Stop.”
The word ripped out of Jake like a gunshot.
Heeseung finally went quiet.
Jake sat up slowly—elbows on his knees, head in his hands, shoulders hunched like he was trying to fold in on himself.
“None of them are her,” he whispered, voice raw and trembling. “None of them laugh the way she does. None of them smell like coconut and lake water and summer. None of them look at the kids the way she does—like they hung the fucking moon. None of them make my chest hurt just by existing in the same zip code.”
He dragged his hands down his face, hard enough to leave red marks.
“I don’t want Jiwoo’s brownies or Yuna’s abs or Chaeryeong’s lip piercing or any of it. I want her. I want her smile. I want her teasing me across the mess hall. I want her thighs wrapped around my waist. I want her moaning my name. I want to wake up every morning and see her marks on my neck and know I put them there.”
He looked up at Heeseung—eyes red-rimmed, voice cracking on every word.
“And if Sunghoon gets there first… if he touches her, if he kisses her, if he makes her come… I’m gonna lose it. I’m gonna fucking break. Because she’s supposed to be mine. She’s always been mine. And I’m too much of a coward to do anything about it.”
Jake's life really sucked sometimes.
Jake’s blood ran hot and cold at the same time.
Fifteen minutes after lights-out, the camp had fallen into that soft, cricket-laced quiet. He was supposed to be in his own hut, following Heeseung’s latest desperate plan: wait until tomorrow’s canoe trip, “accidentally” capsize near you, then use the chaos to pull you aside on the far shore. Simple. Safe. Controlled.
Instead, he was crouched behind the big pine tree that overlooked the girls’ row of huts, heart slamming against his ribs like it wanted out.
Because he’d seen you.
You stepping out of your cabin door, hair loose and messy from the day, wearing that oversized camp hoodie that swallowed your frame and those tiny shorts that barely existed. And Sunghoon right there beside you—close enough that his shoulder brushed yours when you laughed at whatever smooth bullshit he’d just said. The two of you lingered on the porch for what felt like an eternity: heads bent together, your hand brushing his arm once—twice—before he leaned in and murmured something that made you smile that soft, devastating smile.
Jake’s stomach twisted into a green, burning knot.
Then Sunghoon gave you a lazy, smug little wave—fingers lingering in the air like he owned the right to touch you—and sauntered off toward the boys’ side, hands in his pockets, shoulders relaxed like a man who knew he was winning.
You watched him go for a second.
Then you turned, slipped back inside your hut, and closed the door.
Jake didn’t think.
He just moved.
His feet carried him across the pine-needle path before his brain could catch up. Every step felt like stepping off a cliff. Alarms blared louder in his head—not the jealous ones this time, but the: “this is insane, you’re going to get fired, you’re going to ruin everything” ones.
He ignored them.
The door to your hut was in front of him, he tested the handle—quiet, careful—and it gave easily under his palm.
He pushed the bug net aside with trembling fingers and slipped inside.
The air hit him like a drug.
Warm. Sweet. Coconut sunscreen mixed with vanilla body lotion and the faint smoky trace of the bonfire that had clung to your clothes all night. Candles flickered on the small wooden table near the window—three of them, soft golden light dancing across the walls, turning everything hazy and intimate. The scent of melting wax and you wrapped around him so completely he nearly groaned out loud.
And there you were.
Standing with your back to him.
Undressing.
The oversized hoodie was already off, pooled at your feet. You were shimmying out of the khaki shorts, letting them slide down your legs until they puddled around your ankles.
All that was left were the tiniest pair of lacy panties—white, delicate, the kind with little satin ribbons. The fabric hugged the perfect curve of your ass, barely covering anything, the lace so sheer he could see the shadow of skin beneath.
You reached for the thin cotton sleep top folded on the edge of your bunk. No bra. Nothing underneath. Just soft, bare skin and the gentle sway of your breasts as you lifted your arms to pull the top over your head.
Jake’s mouth went dry.
He had to bite the inside of his cheek to keep from making a sound.
You hadn’t noticed him yet.
You were humming softly under your breath—some little tune from the campfire—completely unaware that he was standing in the doorway, staring like a man starved.
The green monster in his chest roared louder than ever.
She was alone.
No Sunghoon. No kids. No staff. Just you. In lace panties.
And Jake—desperate, defeated, possessive, aching Jake—finally snapped.
He stepped forward.
The floorboard creaked.
Your humming stopped.
You froze, hands still tangled in the hem of your sleep top.
Slowly—agonizingly—you turned.
Your eyes widened when they landed on him.
“Jake…?” Your voice was barely a whisper, soft and surprised and a little breathless.
He didn’t move. Every muscle was locked tight, gaze raking over you like he was trying to memorize every inch before you screamed or told him to get out.
Your nipples were visible through the thin cotton of the top—hard little peaks that made his mouth water. The lace panties clung to you, the fabric already darkened slightly between your thighs.
You didn’t cover yourself. You didn’t scream.
You just stared back at him—eyes wide, lips parted, cheeks flushing a deep, telling pink.
And then, so quietly he almost missed it:
“…You’re not supposed to be here.”
But you didn’t tell him to leave.
And Jake—heart in his throat, cock throbbing so hard it hurt—took another step closer.
“I know,” he rasped, voice wrecked. “But I couldn’t… I couldn’t stay away anymore.”
Jake took that final, trembling step forward, crossing the threshold completely into your hut. The wooden door swung shut behind him with a soft, definitive thud that echoed in the quiet space like a heartbeat.
He reached back without looking—fingers finding the simple metal latch—and slid it home.
Click.
The sound was small, but it rang out sharp and clear in the candlelit hush. No one could walk in now. No interruptions. Just the two of you.
Your breath caught audibly—a tiny, startled hitch that made Jake’s cock jump hard in his shorts. He watched the way your eyes widened fractionally, pupils blowing out in the flickering light. Your lips parted on a soft, involuntary exhale. You didn’t move to stop him. Didn’t protest. If anything, your body language shifted—shoulders relaxing just a touch, thighs pressing together almost imperceptibly.
The thrill of it surged through him like lightning.
You liked the sound of that lock.
You liked being trapped in here with him.
Jake’s pulse roared in his ears. His hands flexed at his sides, aching to touch you, but he forced himself to stay still for one more second, drinking in the sight of you like a man who’d been starving for years.
Jake’s voice came out rough, almost broken. “You didn’t tell me to leave.”
Your gaze flicked to the locked door, then back to his face. Your tongue darted out to wet your bottom lip and Jake nearly groaned out loud at the sight.
“I know,” you whispered, voice soft and a little shaky, but there was heat underneath it. “I… I didn’t want to.”
Another step. Closer now. Close enough that he could feel the warmth radiating off your body, smell that intoxicating mix of coconut and vanilla and you.
His eyes dropped to your chest again—couldn’t help it—watching the way your breasts rose and fell with each quick breath. Then lower, to the lace clinging to your hips. “I’ve been going fucking insane,” he rasped, the words spilling out before he could stop them. “Every time I see you… every time you smile, or laugh, or bend over, or just exist… I get so hard it hurts. I can’t think straight. I can’t sleep… I can’t stop wanting you.”
Your thighs pressed together and a tiny, needy sound escaped your throat.
Jake took one more step. Now he was close enough to touch. Close enough that if either of you leaned forward even slightly, your bodies would meet. He lifted one shaking hand, hovering it near your cheek—giving you every chance to pull away.
You didn’t.
Instead, you tilted your head just enough that your cheek brushed his palm. Soft. Warm. Perfect.
His thumb traced the line of your jaw, slow and reverent.
“I saw you with Sunghoon tonight,” he admitted, voice low and raw. “Laughing. Touching his arm. Smiling at him like that. It fucking killed me. I wanted to drag him away and show him you’re mine.”
Your eyes fluttered half-shut at the rough edge in his voice, but the corner of your mouth curled—just a tiny, wicked little tilt that made Jake’s heart stutter.
“Yours?” you echoed softly, voice breathy and teasing, like you were tasting the word. Your cheek stayed pressed to his palm, nuzzling ever so slightly into his touch. “That’s a pretty big claim, Jake… especially when you’ve barely said two words to me all week.” You tilted your head further, letting your lips brush the pad of his thumb—barely a kiss, more like a ghost of one. Just enough to make his breath hitch audibly. “I mean,” you continued, voice dropping lower, silkier, “if I’m yours… then why did Sunghoon get to make me laugh tonight? Why did he get to walk me back to my hut? Why did he get to touch me right—” You lifted your hand and traced one fingertip down the length of his forearm, following the tense line of muscle. “—here?”
Jake’s entire body locked up. A low, guttural sound rumbled in his chest—half growl, half plea.
You leaned in closer, lips hovering just shy of his, so close he could feel the warmth of your breath against his mouth. “Were you jealous, puppy?” you whispered, the pet name slipping out sweet and cruel at the same time. “Did it hurt watching him get so close? Did you imagine ripping him away and fucking me right there on the porch so he’d know who I really belong to?”
That was it.
The last thread of Jake’s restraint snapped like a cheap string. With a broken, desperate groan he surged forward—hands clamping around your waist like iron bands, yanking you flush against him so hard your feet left the floor for a split second. His mouth crashed down on yours in a kiss that was anything but gentle.
It was filthy. Starving. All teeth and tongue and weeks of pent-up obsession pouring out at once. He kissed you like he was trying to devour you—lips bruising yours, tongue plunging deep to taste every corner of your mouth, swallowing the soft, surprised moan you let out. One hand slid up your back, fingers tangling roughly in your hair to angle your head exactly how he wanted.
His other hand slid down your body with rough, greedy purpose—fingers digging into the soft flesh of your ass through the thin lace of your panties. He squeezed hard, kneading the curve like he was trying to imprint himself into your skin.
A low, broken groan vibrated against your lips as he rolled his hips forward—slow at first, testing, savoring—then harder, more insistent. The thick, heavy length of his cock dragged against your lace-covered pussy with every grind, the rigid heat of him pressing right where you were already soaked and aching.
“Fuck—” he gasped into your mouth, voice wrecked and trembling. “You feel that? That’s all for you. Been like this for weeks.” He ground again—deeper this time, hips snapping forward in a filthy rhythm that made your clit throb against the swollen head of his cock through the layers.
Jake’s control was unraveling fast. His brain was gone—completely hijacked by the pulsing, aching need between his legs. His dick had taken over like some feral puppet master, yanking every string, making his hips buck harder, faster, more erratic. He couldn’t stop. Didn’t want to. “Shit—shit, baby—” he panted, forehead dropping to your shoulder, teeth scraping over your collarbone. “Can’t—can’t think—need you so bad it hurts—fuck, you’re so wet, I can feel it through everything—”
He was shaking now—whole body trembling with the effort of holding back, but his hips wouldn’t listen. They kept grinding, kept fucking against you like he was already inside, like he could come just from this alone. One particularly hard thrust had you gasping and Jake whimpered. A real, broken, needy sound that he couldn’t swallow back.
“S-sorry—fuck, I’m sorry—” he babbled against your neck, but he didn’t stop. “Just—need to feel you—need to—gonna come like this if you don’t stop me—please—”
You didn’t stop him.
Instead, you leaned in closer—lips brushing the shell of his ear—and whispered, soft and wicked, “Come like this, Jake. Right here. Make a mess for me.”
That was all it took.
He came hard—so hard—hot, thick pulses spilling into his shorts, soaking through the fabric in heavy, obscene spurts. A long, wrecked moan vibrated against your neck, muffled into your skin as he shuddered through every wave, hips stuttering, cock jerking with each rope of cum that painted the inside of his shorts. “F-fuck—oh god—baby—” he babbled, voice cracking, tears pricking the corners of his eyes from how intense it was.
When the last pulse finally ebbed, he sagged against you—forehead dropping to your shoulder, chest heaving like he’d run a marathon.
You didn’t let him catch his breath.
Your fingers tightened in his hair again—harder this time—and you pulled his head back just enough to crash your mouth against his in a deep, filthy kiss.
Jake moaned into it—loud, devastated, the sound vibrating against your tongue. He kissed you back desperately, sloppy and needy, letting you lead. His tongue slid against yours, tasting faintly of salt and desperation, and when you tugged his hair again—sharp, possessive—he made the most broken, wrecked noise from the back of his throat. You pulled him with you, guiding him backward step by stumbling step until the backs of his knees hit the edge of your bunk.
One firm push, and he went down.
He landed on the mattress with a soft oof, legs splayed, chest still heaving. The kiss broke with a wet, obscene sound—strings of saliva connecting your lips for a heartbeat before snapping.
Jake stared up at you, dazed and utterly ruined. His hair was a wild mess—strands sticking to his sweaty forehead, eyes huge and glassy with that big, pleading puppy look that made your stomach flip. Drool glistened on his swollen, kiss-bitten lips and ran in a thin line down his chin. His cheeks were flushed dark red, pupils blown so wide they were almost black.
And between his legs—
The incriminating wet stain on his shorts was massive. Dark, spreading across the front, clinging to the thick outline of his cock. Even now—after coming so hard he’d nearly blacked out—there was still a heavy, obscene bulge there. His dick hadn’t gone down at all. If anything, it looked even thicker, twitching visibly under the soaked fabric like it was already begging for more.
You slid down slowly, your knees hitting the worn wooden floor of the hut with a soft thud that seemed to echo, Jake’s breath punched out of him in a sharp, shaky exhale as he watched you settle between his spread thighs, your hands resting lightly on the tops of his knees.
“Fuck,” he whispered, voice cracking. His hands flexed uselessly at his sides, like he didn’t know whether to reach for you or grip the sheets to keep himself grounded.
You looked up at him through your lashes—eyes dark, lips parted—and hooked your fingers into the waistband of his ruined shorts. The fabric was soaked through, clinging obscenely to his skin, the dark stain spreading from the thick outline of his cock all the way down his inner thighs.
You tugged.
Jake lifted his hips on instinct, helping you drag the shorts and boxers down in one pull. The elastic caught for a second on the swollen head of his dick before snapping free, and then he was bare—springing up against his stomach with a wet slap.
His cock was thick, veiny, flushed an angry dark pink at the base and deeper at the tip where precome still leaked in steady, glistening beads. The length curved slightly upward, heavy and throbbing, the slit weeping openly. Cum from his earlier release still streaked the shaft in pearly ropes, mixing with fresh precome to make everything slick and shiny.
You gasped involuntarily, eyes widening as you took him in fully.
Jake’s entire body tensed. His face flushed deeper, a wave of self-consciousness crashing over him even as his dick twitched violently at the sound. “Shit—sorry—I know it’s… it’s a lot, I get it, I can—” The words tumbled out in a frantic, breathless ramble, hands fluttering like he wanted to cover himself. “I didn’t mean to—fuck, I can go if it’s too much, I don’t want to—” His babbling choked off into a strangled, high whimper the second your fingers wrapped around him.
Your grip was warm and perfect, circling the thick base where your thumb and fingers barely met. You gave one slow, experimental stroke upward, and Jake’s hips jerked up off the mattress like he’d been shocked.
Then you leaned in.
And kissed the tip.
Just a gentle press of your lips to the swollen, leaking head, tasting salt and him on your tongue.
Jake’s head fell back against the pillow with a broken, devastated moan—long and raw, the sound tearing from deep in his chest. His hands flew to the sheets, knuckles bleaching white as he gripped them hard enough to tear fabric.
You lingered—lips still brushing the sensitive slit, letting your tongue flick out in a swipe to collect the fresh bead of precome that had welled up the moment your mouth touched him. The taste of him burst across your tongue: salty, musky, unmistakably Jake.
A high, broken whine tore from his throat—raw and helpless—and his hips bucked upward, pushing the swollen head past your lips just enough for you to feel how hot and velvet-hard he was against your tongue. “F-fuck—oh god—please—” His voice cracked, trembling on every syllable. Veins pulsing along his forearms where his hands gripped the sheets like a lifeline. Knuckles white. Fingers shaking.
You hummed softly around the tip—barely a vibration—and Jake’s head snapped forward. His eyes flew open, glassy and wide, pupils blown so huge they swallowed the hazel entirely. He looked wrecked: cheeks flushed dark, mouth hanging open, drool shining on his chin, messy hair plastered to his sweaty forehead. That big, pleading puppy stare locked onto you like you were the only thing keeping him tethered to earth.
“Baby—shit—I can’t—I’m gonna—”
You pulled back just enough to speak—lips still brushing the head, breath hot against the slick skin. “Shh,” you murmured, voice low and soothing, almost teasing. “I’ve got you.”
Then you took him deeper.
Just the tip at first—lips wrapping around the fat, flushed crown, tongue swirling slow circles over the slit while your hand stroked the base in long, firm pulls. Jake’s moan was immediate and devastating—long, ragged, breaking into little whimpers every time your tongue flicked the sensitive underside.
“Oh fuck—oh fuck—your mouth—baby, your mouth—” The words dissolved into another whine as you hollowed your cheeks, sucking gently, letting your tongue press flat against the underside and drag back up in one slow, wet stroke.
Fresh precome flooded your mouth. His cock throbbed so hard you felt it against your tongue, thick veins pulsing under your grip. You could taste how close he already was again—how the earlier orgasm had done nothing to take the edge off, only made him more sensitive, more desperate.
One of his hands flew to your hair—fingers tangling gently at first, then gripping tighter as he fought not to push. “Please—please—don’t stop—gonna—gonna come again—fuck, I’m sorry, I can’t—”
You answered by taking him deeper still—half his length sliding into the wet heat of your mouth, lips stretching wide around his girth. Your tongue worked relentlessly—swirling, pressing, lapping at the underside while your hand stroked what you couldn’t fit.
Jake’s back bowed off the mattress. A strangled cry ripped from his chest—high and broken—and his thighs trembled violently around you.
“Baby—oh god—gonna—gonna come—”
He tried to warn you. Tried to pull back.
But you didn’t let him.
You sucked harder—hollowing your cheeks, tongue flicking the slit one last time—and Jake shattered.
His hips snapped up, burying another inch deeper as he came with a long, wrecked moan that echoed off the cabin walls. Thick, hot ropes of cum flooded your mouth—pulse after pulse, so much it spilled past the corners of your lips, dripping down your chin in messy streaks.
Jake collapsed back against the pillows with a shuddering exhale, his entire body going limp as the last weak pulses of his orgasm ebbed through him. His head lolled to the side, eyes half-lidded and glassy, mouth open in a dazed, wrecked expression—like he’d just been hit by a truck and loved every second of it.
You pulled off him slowly, lips swollen and glistening, a soft, wet pop echoing in the quiet hut as the head slipped free from your mouth. Thick strings of cum and saliva stretched between your tongue and the flushed, still-throbbing tip—glistening, obscene, snapping one by one as you leaned back. A final bead of his release clung to your lower lip before you licked it away with a slow swipe of your tongue.
“Your turn now,” he rasped suddenly, voice wrecked but burning with intent. “Been dying to taste you—been dreaming about it every fucking night.”
Before you could respond, he surged up—hands strong despite the way they still shook—and pushed you onto the mattress. You landed on the soft sheets with a quiet gasp, hair fanning out around your head like a halo. Jake climbed over you instantly, caging you beneath him with his broad shoulders and trembling arms.
He kissed you deeply—messy, desperate, tasting himself on your tongue and groaning into your mouth like the flavor drove him insane. His lips were swollen, breath ragged, teeth grazing your bottom lip as he poured everything into the kiss: gratitude, obsession, raw need.
Jake’s hands roamed—sliding up your sides, under the hem of your thin sleep top. His palms were warm, calloused from weeks of camp work, and they trembled slightly as he pushed the fabric higher. Inch by inch, he revealed you: the soft curve of your stomach, the dip of your waist, the underside of your breasts. He broke the kiss just long enough to drag the top over your head and toss it somewhere behind him, only to immediately descend—hot, open-mouthed kisses trailing down the column of your throat like he was starving and you were the only thing that could feed him.
When he reached the swell of your breasts, he paused, breath ragged and hot against your skin, eyes flicking up to meet yours. “Can I…?” he whispered, voice hoarse, almost pleading.
You nodded, fingers still tangled in his hair, tugging gently. “Please, Jake… touch me. Taste me. I want you to.”
Jake groaned and dove in like a man who’d finally been given permission to worship. His mouth closed around one nipple, hot and wet, tongue swirling slow circles around the hardened peak before he sucked—hard, greedy, pulling the sensitive bud deep into his mouth. His hand cupped your other breast, thumb brushing back and forth over the nipple in perfect rhythm with his tongue.
You arched into him with a soft, needy moan, back bowing off the mattress. “Oh god—Jake, yes—just like that…”
The praise hit him like a drug.
He moaned against your breast and switched sides, giving the other nipple the same devoted attention. “Fuck—you taste so good,” he mumbled against your skin, voice muffled and wrecked. “So perfect—been dreaming about these tits every night—wanted my mouth on them so bad—”
You threaded your fingers deeper into his hair, tugging hard enough to make him whimper around your nipple. “You’re so good, puppy,” you breathed, voice trembling with pleasure. “So good with your mouth—don’t stop, please don’t stop—”
His hands roamed everywhere—kneading, squeezing, thumbs flicking your nipples until they were swollen and aching. He buried his face between them, groaning deep in his throat as he nuzzled the soft valley, then dragged his tongue up the underside of one breast in a slow, filthy stripe before latching on again.
“Beautiful,” he whispered against your skin, voice thick with awe. “So fucking beautiful.”
He shifted lower, trailing open-mouthed kisses down the center of your stomach, worshipping every inch. His tongue dipped into your navel, swirling lazily before he pressed a lingering kiss just above it. His hands followed—palms sliding up your sides, thumbs tracing your ribs, fingers splaying wide across your waist like he was trying to hold all of you at once.
“You’re perfect,” he murmured against your skin, voice cracking with emotion. “Every single part of you—fuck, I’ve wanted this for so long. Wanted to touch you, taste you, make you feel how much I—” His hands slid down to your thighs, spreading them wider with gentle pressure, thumbs stroking the soft inner skin in slow circles.
He looked up at you again—eyes shining, cheeks flushed, lips swollen and glistening.
“I love you,” he whispered, raw and shaky, like the confession had been ripped out of him. “I’m so fucking in love with you it hurts. Every smile, every laugh, every time you look at me—I’ve been gone for you since the first day. And now you’re here, letting me touch you… letting me love you…” His voice broke on the last word. A single tear slipped down his cheek, but he didn’t wipe it away—he just leaned down and pressed his forehead to your stomach, breathing you in like you were oxygen.
Your breath caught at the trembling confession—his words sinking into you like warm honey, sweet and heavy and almost too much to hold. “Jake…” you whispered, voice soft and thick with emotion. “Look at me.”
He lifted his head just enough to meet your eyes—his own wide, glassy, shining with something so vulnerable it stole your breath.
“I love you too,” you said, voice barely above a whisper, but steady. “I’ve loved you since the first time you smiled at me across the mess hall and tripped over your own feet. I’ve loved you every time you played with the kids and made them laugh, every time you looked at me like I was the only person in the world. I’ve loved you through every single one of your shy glances and every time you blushed so hard I thought you’d catch fire.”
A fresh tear slipped down his cheek. He let out a shaky, disbelieving laugh—half sob, half joy—and turned his head to press a desperate kiss to your palm.
“Baby…” he choked out, voice wrecked. “You… you love me too?”
You nodded, smiling through the tears gathering in your own eyes.
“I love you so much it hurts,” you whispered. “So please… don’t hold back anymore. I want everything. I want you.”
“You mean it?” he whispered, voice barely audible, cracking on every syllable. “You really want… everything? All of me?”
“I mean it,” you breathed. “I want all of you, Jake. No holding back. No hesitation. I want you to take me—love me—the way you’ve been dying to. I’m yours. Completely.”
The last thread of restraint snapped.
He trailed kisses down the crease where thigh met hip, then lower still, until his lips found the plush, sensitive skin of your inner thigh. He kissed one thigh, then the other, alternating back and forth like he couldn’t decide which one deserved more attention.
Every time his mouth moved, his breath ghosted over your soaked panties, making you squirm. You moaned softly—fingers tightening in his hair—and the sound made him whimper against your skin, hips twitching helplessly against the mattress.
“Jake…” you breathed, voice trembling. “Please…”
He pulled back just enough to look.
And stare.
“Look at this pretty fucking pussy,” he rasped, voice raw with devotion. “So wet she’s crying for me…I’ve dreamed about this—imagining.. And now you’re letting me see it… letting me have it…”
You couldn’t take it anymore. The ache between your legs was unbearable—every word, every hot exhale making you clench around nothing.
“Jake…” you breathed, voice trembling, hips lifting just a fraction off the mattress in desperate search of contact. “Please… please, just taste me. I need your mouth on me—now.”
That single, pleading “please” snapped something inside him. With a low, guttural groan that sounded like it had been torn from his soul, Jake smashed his face against you.
No hesitation.
His nose pressed right to your clit through the lace—inhaling deeply, greedily, like he was trying to drown himself in your scent. A long, broken moan vibrated straight through your core as he breathed you in—once, twice, three times—his whole body shuddering with how good you smelled.
Then he opened his mouth.
Wide.
And dragged his tongue flat and hard up the entire length of your soaked slit through the lace. The rough texture of the fabric dragged deliciously over your swollen folds, catching on your clit with every pass. He licked again—broader this time—tongue pressing firm and hot, soaking the already drenched lace even more with his spit.
“God—taste so fucking good,” he mumbled between licks, voice wrecked. “Even through this… so sweet… so wet… can’t get enough—never gonna get enough—” His hands gripped your thighs tighter—fingers digging in possessively—as he smushed his face deeper, cheeks flushed and slick with your arousal, chin glistening.
“Tell me you love it,” he pleaded against you, words muffled and frantic. “Tell me my tongue feels good—please, baby—tell me I’m making you feel so fucking good—”
“Yes—fuck, Jake—your mouth is perfect—don’t stop—please don’t stop tasting me like that—”
Jake was utterly gone.
“Jake—please—” you gasped, voice breaking on a whine. “Please… take them off. I need your tongue on me—properly. Need to feel you—please, puppy, I can’t take it anymore—”
“Anything,” he rasped, voice trembling. “Anything for you.” With shaking hands, he hooked his fingers under the soaked lace at your hips and tugged the fabric down your thighs.
You were spread open for him—glistening, swollen, blooming like the prettiest flower he’d ever seen. Your folds were dark and slick, clit throbbing visibly, entrance fluttering with every shaky breath you took. A fresh trickle of arousal slipped free, sliding down toward your ass, and Jake made a low, devastated sound in the back of his throat before he dove back in—face-first, no hesitation, no lace in the way this time.
The first real taste of you made him groan so deep it vibrated through your entire body. His hands gripped your thighs harder, spreading you wider, holding you open as he buried his face between your legs like he never wanted to leave.
And god almighty—he never wanted to.
His mouth worked messily, greedily, with no trace of restraint left. Long, sloppy drags of his tongue from your entrance to your clit, lapping up every drop of your arousal like he was dying of thirst and you were the only thing that could save him.
The sounds were filthy.
Wet. Obscene. Disgusting in the best possible way.
Every time his tongue plunged back into your dripping entrance, there was a lewd shlick—the slick glide of his tongue through your folds, followed by the wet slurp as he sucked your arousal straight from the source.
Then his hands moved. He slid both palms up the backs of your thighs, fingers hooking under the soft, swollen lips of your pussy before he pulled them apart—spreading you wide open, exposing every inch of your glistening, fluttering core to his hungry gaze.
He didn’t even give you time to feel shy. He dove right back in—face buried even deeper now, tongue thrusting inside you, fucking you while his nose ground against your clit.
“Jake—oh god—Jake—yes—right there—fuck—”
Your hips rolled shamelessly against his face, grinding your clit against his tongue, smearing your arousal across his cheeks, his chin, his nose. He was soaked—face glistening, hair sticking to his forehead, eyes squeezed shut in pure ecstasy as he devoured you like a man who’d never eat again.
Then—while his lips were sealed tight around your throbbing bud, tongue flicking fast and relentless—two of his fingers slid down through your dripping folds.
He teased your entrance first—slow circles around the fluttering hole, collecting your slick before pressing the tips inside. Just the first knuckles—enough to make you gasp—then deeper, until both long fingers were buried to the hilt.
The moment Jake’s fingers sank fully inside you—long, thick, curling perfectly against that spongy spot deep within—your whole body seized.
A sharp, broken shout tore from your throat—“Jake—oh fuck—!”—and then you were coming.
Hard.
Your walls clamped down around his fingers like a vice, fluttering and pulsing in violent, rhythmic waves as the orgasm ripped through you. Slick gushed around his knuckles, coating his hand, dripping down your thighs and onto the sheets. Your back arched off the mattress, fingers yanking at his hair so tightly you were sure it hurt, but Jake only moaned louder.
When the first brutal wave finally began to ebb, Jake pulled back from your clit with a loud, wet pop—lips swollen and shiny, chin dripping with your release. He didn’t give you time to catch your breath. He crawled up your body in one fluid motion as he settled between your legs. His fingers never left you—still buried deep, still curling lazily inside your fluttering walls.
Then his mouth crashed down on yours.
You moaned helplessly into him, arms wrapping around his neck, nails digging into his shoulders as you pulled him closer, arms wound tight around his neck, nails raking down the backs of his shoulders, leaving stinging little trails he’d feel tomorrow and love.
Minutes passed like that. Maybe longer. Time dissolved into nothing but heat, wet sounds, and the feeling of Jake consuming you from the inside out.
Then—reluctantly—he pulled his mouth off yours. A thick string of spit connected your bottom lip to his for a heartbeat before it snapped.
“Need to taste you again,” he rasped, voice ruined. “Everywhere.”
And then he started moving down. Open-mouthed kisses. Hot. Hungry. Worshipful.
He kissed the corner of your mouth to your jaw, down the column of your throat, sucking a fresh bruise into the skin he’d already marked earlier. Lower. Lower. His mouth found your tits again—immediately latching onto one nipple. At the exact same moment, you felt pressure at your entrance.
A third finger.
He didn’t force it—just nudged, teasing the slick, fluttering rim, letting your own arousal coat the tip while he waited.
You answered instantly.
Your thighs fell open wider, hips canting up in a silent, desperate plea.
He moaned against your breast—vibrating the sensitive bud—before he started pushing in.
Slow.
So fucking slow.
Just the tip at first, letting you feel the stretch, then deeper, until all three thick fingers were buried inside you, spreading you open, filling you so perfectly your eyes rolled back. Your walls fluttered wildly around the new fullness, clenching and releasing as he curled them gently, stroking that perfect spot over and over.
The stretch of his three thick fingers inside you was overwhelming—perfect, burning, delicious. They filled you so completely, knuckles brushing every sensitive wall as he pushed in slow and deep, then dragged back out with agonizing patience before thrusting in again. Every time he curled them—hooking right against that spongy, electric spot—your walls fluttered wildly around him, clenching down like you were trying to keep him buried forever.
“Jake—oh god—fuck—” Your fingers tightened in his hair, yanking him closer to your chest while your other hand cradled his face like he was something precious.
Jake never wanted to let go.
His mouth stayed latched to your breast—specifically that one perfect, swollen nipple. Every few seconds, he let his teeth graze—just a gentle scrape, a soft chew—nothing hard enough to hurt, but enough to make your whole body jolt. He’d nibble lightly at the tender flesh around the areola, then soothe it immediately with his tongue, sucking the nipple back between his lips like he couldn’t bear to be parted from it even for a second.
He had always had a thing for keeping something in his mouth.
A pacifier when he was little. A pen cap when he was nervous. His own fingers when he was deep in thought.
And now—you.
The taste of your skin, the weight of you on his tongue, the way you filled his mouth so perfectly—it was everything he’d ever craved without knowing it.
You didn’t hate it.
Not even close.
Your reactions told him everything.
Every time his teeth grazed, you gasped—sharp and needy—hips bucking up against his thrusting fingers. Every time he chewed softly, nibbling like he was savoring the softest candy, your thighs trembled and squeezed around his head, trapping him there. Your fingers in his hair tightened to the point of pain, yanking him closer, pressing his face deeper into your chest like you were trying to smother him with your tits—and god, he would have happily died like that.
His mouth stayed locked on that one perfect breast—the right one, the one that seemed to fit his lips like it was made for him. It throbbed under his attention—dark, puffy, flushed an angry pink. It pulsed against his tongue with every heartbeat, swollen and hypersensitive, sending sharp jolts of pleasure straight between your legs every time he drew it deeper.
“Jake—fuck—yes—don’t stop—suck harder—please—”
The desperate whines spilling from your lips, the way your body arched and shook, the way you clung to him like you’d die if he pulled away—it was too much.
Jake felt it—the perfect moment.
With a low, muffled groan against your breast, he shifted his hand. Three fingers were already stretching you wide—curling deep, stroking that perfect spot over and over—but he needed more.
You needed more.
He was big. Far too much to take without preparation. And he refused to hurt you. He wanted you ready. Desperate. Begging for every inch when the time came.
He kept his mouth working to keep you distracted, keep you lost in the pleasure. At the same time, a fourth finger nudged at your entrance—sliding through the dripping slick, teasing the already stretched rim before he pushed in.
The stretch was intense—burning, overwhelming. Four thick fingers spreading you wide, filling you so completely your walls fluttered wildly around him, clenching and releasing in helpless little spasms. He curled them gently—stroking that perfect spot in slow, deep drags—while his thumb found your clit and started rubbing circles.
You were a mess of high, needy sounds—whimpers turning into broken sobs, hips rolling up to meet every thrust, fingers yanking at his hair so hard it had to sting. Your other hand cradled his cheek, thumb stroking over the flushed skin as you clung to him like he was the only thing keeping you grounded.
Only when your pleas turned truly desperate—when you were practically sobbing his name, begging for his cock, hips bucking wildly against his hand—did he finally decide you were ready.
With a reluctant whine he pulled his mouth off your breast—leaving the nipple dark, swollen, glistening with spit and throbbing in the cool air.
Then agonizingly, he slipped his fingers out of you.
A thick, wet string of your arousal connected his knuckles to your entrance before it snapped, dripping down onto the sheets. Jake stared at the mess he’d made—your pussy gaping slightly, fluttering around the sudden emptiness, slick coating his hand from wrist to fingertips—and groaned like a dying man.
Without hesitation, he brought his dripping fingers to his mouth. He sucked them in deep—eyes fluttering shut, cheeks hollowing as he licked every trace of you off his skin.
You watched him—breathless, mesmerized—watching the way his tongue swirled around his knuckles, the way his eyes rolled back a little, the way he drooled over his own hand like he couldn’t get enough.
Then his gaze flicked back to you—dark, hungry, adoring. He pulled his fingers from his mouth with a wet pop and brought them to your lips instead. “Open,” he whispered, voice trembling.
You did—immediately—parting your lips so he could slide his slick fingers inside. You tasted yourself on his skin and sucked eagerly.
Jake’s breath hitched. His eyes dropped lower—to your open, dripping pussy, folds swollen and glistening, entrance fluttering like it was begging for him. And god—it was begging. Winking at him. Opening for him. Practically pleading for his cock.
Jake groaned and pulled his fingers from your mouth with a wet pop. He wrapped his hand around the thick base of his cock—veins pulsing visibly under the flushed skin, head swollen dark and leaking a steady stream of precome that dripped in slow, silvery strands. He lined himself up, the fat, blunt tip kissing your entrance—hot, slick, pressing insistently against your fluttering hole.
He watched—completely entranced, eyes dark and glassy—as he started to push in.
The first inch was already a challenge.
Your pussy opened for him, stretching around the impossibly thick head like it was being forced to learn how to accommodate something so massive. Your walls fluttered wildly, clenching and spasming around the intrusion, trying to adjust to the sheer girth that was splitting you open. It felt like he was carving out new space inside you, reshaping you to fit only him.
You couldn’t breathe properly. Every shallow inhale came out as a shaky whimper. Your thighs trembled around his hips, muscles jumping with the effort of staying open for him.
“Fuck—baby—” Jake choked out, voice wrecked and trembling. “You’re so tight… so fucking tight… trying to take me… god, look at you—trying so hard to let me in…” The head popped past your entrance with a soft, wet sound, and your walls clamped down hard around him in reflex. A sharp, high gasp tore from your throat—half pleasure, half overwhelmed sting—as the thick ridge stretched you wider than you’d ever been stretched before.
“Jake—oh god—” you whimpered, voice cracking. “You’re so big—too big—it’s—fuck—it’s stretching me so much—”
“Shh—shh, baby—I’ve got you,” he whispered, voice shaking with both restraint and awe. “You’re doing so good… taking me so perfectly… just breathe for me… let me in… let your pretty pussy open up for my cock…” He rocked forward another fraction—barely an inch—and you cried out softly, nails digging into his shoulders. The stretch burned hotter now, your walls fluttering desperately around the thick intrusion, trying to accommodate the impossible girth. You could feel every vein, every ridge as he sank deeper—slow, torturous, filling you so completely it felt like he was reaching places inside you no one else had ever touched.
“Fuck—look at that,” he groaned, eyes fixed on where your bodies joined. “Look how your little pussy is stretching around me… taking my fat cock… so greedy for it… so wet and hot… god, you’re perfect… made for me…”
Another inch.
Your back arched, a broken moan spilling from your lips as the head nudged against that deep, sensitive spot inside you. The pressure was everywhere—filling you so full it felt like he was rearranging your insides, claiming every inch of space as his. “Jake—please—” you sobbed, voice trembling. “It’s so much—so deep—stretching me so wide—feels like you’re gonna break me—”
You couldn’t take it anymore.
The sound of his voice pushed you right to the edge of sanity. With a soft, needy whimper you slid both hands up to cradle his face—thumbs brushing the sharp line of his jaw—and pulled him down into a fierce, hungry kiss. The moment your lips crashed against his—fierce, hungry, desperate—Jake’s entire world narrowed to that single point of contact and his restraint shattered like glass.
His hips snapped forward in one brutal, perfect thrust.
The last thick inches drove into you hard—burying him to the hilt so deep the fat, swollen head slammed right up against your cervix with a force that punched the air from your lungs.
You screamed into his mouth—high, startled, overwhelmed—back bowing off the mattress, thighs clamping around his hips like a vice.
“You took me—” he rasped, voice cracking with awe and disbelief. “All of me—all of me—god, look at you… stretching around my cock like you were fucking made for it… so tight… so hot… I can feel you squeezing me—milking me—fuck, baby, you’re perfect… so fucking perfect…” The overwhelming heat, the tight, rippling grip of your walls clenching around every pulsing inch of him—it was too much. Too perfect. Too everything.
“You’re squeezing me so good… feels like you’re trying to keep me inside forever…” He started rocking into you—shallow thrusts. Just a few inches back and forth, never pulling out too far, never giving you a second without feeling him. The wet, filthy schlick of him moving inside you filled the room, mixing with your shared breaths and soft moans.
Then—he made the mistake of looking down. He only meant to admire your tits but his gaze drifted lower.
And he froze.
There—right above your pubic bone—was the unmistakable bulge of his cock. Every slow rock made it shift—his thick head pressing up against your lower belly, the outline visible under your skin like a brand.
Jake’s breath punched out of him in a strangled groan.
“Oh… fuck…”
Something primal snapped inside him. With no warning—no hesitation—he pulled all the way out. Until only the fat, leaking tip remained nestled against your entrance.
Your walls clenched around nothing—aching at the sudden emptiness—and you whimpered, hips lifting instinctively.
Then he thrusted in. Hard. Deep. One brutal stroke that buried him to the hilt again.
Your back arched off the mattress with a raw, broken scream “Jahke—!”
His mouth found your throat—teeth grazing, then biting down just hard enough to mark—while his hands flew to your waist, gripping your waist like handles, fingers digging into the soft flesh, using the leverage to yank you back onto his cock every time he pulled out. “Look at how deep I am inside you… look at this fucking bulge—see it? See how my cock stretches your little belly every time I bottom out? That’s me. That’s my dick rearranging your insides, making you feel me in places no one else ever has.”
He made sure you felt every thick, veiny inch drag against your fluttering walls before slamming back in with a wet smack. “Sunghoon could never fuck you like this,” he snarled, the name dripping with venom. “He could never fill you this deep. Never make you scream like that. Never leave you shaking and dripping and marked the way I do. He’d be done in two minutes—average little cock barely touching the sides—while I’m here splitting you open, ruining this perfect pussy for anyone else.” Another brutal thrust—hard enough to make your tits bounce, hard enough to punch a raw cry from your throat. “He’d never make you cry from how good it feels,” Jake continued, voice shaking with triumph. “Never make you come so hard your legs stop working. Never pump you so full of cum that it leaks out for hours. He’d never look down and see his own cock bulging in your stomach like this—like I’m branding you from the inside. You’re mine. This pussy? This body? All mine. Not his. Never his.”
He leaned back just enough to look down—eyes locked on the obscene outline of his cock moving under your skin—watching it shift with every deep, claiming thrust. “That’s me. That’s how much bigger I am. That’s how much better I fuck you. He could never do this. Could never make you take every fucking inch like you were born for it. Could never make you sob my name while your tight little cunt milks me dry.” He slammed in again—harder—making the bulge rise sharply under your lower belly. “Say it,” he demanded, voice low and dangerous, teeth grazing your earlobe. “Tell me who owns this pussy. Tell me who fucks you like this. Tell me who you belong to.”
You could barely speak—voice wrecked, breath punched out of you with every thrust—but the words spilled out anyway, broken and desperate. “You—you, Jake—only you—fuck—only your cock—only yours—”
He groaned—deep, guttural, victorious—and fucked you even harder, hands bruising your waist, hips snapping forward like he was trying to imprint himself into your very core. “Damn right,” he snarled against your throat.
Then—without warning—Jake’s hands slid under your ass. Strong arms flexed under your thighs, biceps bulging as he lifted you clean off the mattress in one smooth, powerful motion. The world tilted for a heartbeat—your back leaving the sheets, your weight shifting entirely onto him—as he pulled you up and settled you firmly in his lap, legs draped over his hips like you belonged there.
You sank down hard—gravity and his guiding hands forcing you onto his cock in one brutal, breathtaking drop. The thick length speared into you deeper than before, the angle hitting new, untouched places inside you that made your vision blur and a raw, high-pitched cry rip from your throat. He was too big, too deep, too everything.
He set a punishing rhythm immediately: slow on the upstroke, lifting you with those powerful hands until only the thick, flared head remained nestled just inside your entrance, then he yanked you back down, burying himself to the hilt in one brutal stroke that punched the air from your lungs. Your ass met his thighs with a sharp, wet slap that echoed through the cabin, followed immediately by your broken, high-pitched moan as he filled you completely once more.
Again. And again.
Each time he yanked you down, your breasts bounced heavily—full, flushed, marked with the dark red-purple blooms of his bites and the faint indents of his teeth. The soft, bruised flesh jiggled with every rough drop, practically begging for attention.
And Jake?
Jake needed his mouth busy.
Always had.
The sight of your tits bouncing right in front of his face—close enough to taste—was the most tempting invitation he’d ever been given.
With a low, broken groan that sounded more animal than human, Jake surged forward.
His mouth crashed onto your right breast like a starving man finally allowed to feast. No preamble, no teasing—he simply opened wide and took the swollen, dark nipple deep into the wet heat of his mouth, lips sealing tight around the areola as he sucked hard enough to hollow his cheeks.
His free hand slid up cupping the underside of your other breast. He lifted it, squeezed, then slapped—hard enough to make the flesh jiggle. The sharp smack echoed through the room, followed immediately by your high, broken moan. He watched, utterly fascinated as the red bloom of his handprint bloomed across the pale skin. Another slap—harder—watching the flesh move in hypnotic ripples.
“Jahykeee—” The sound came out high and needy, open-mouthed, drool slipping from the corner of your lips as your head fell back. You couldn’t form full sentences anymore—just his name, over and over, moaned like a prayer.
Everything was wet.
Disgusting.
Perfect.
You were babbling now—incoherent, desperate little sounds that barely formed words. “gonna come—oh god—”
A few more brutal thrusts—deep, punishing, hips snapping up to meet every downward slam—and Jake broke. With a raw groan that vibrated against your breast, he buried himself to the hilt one last time and came. Thick, hot ropes of cum flooded deep inside you—pulse after violent pulse—filling you so full you could feel every spurt painting your walls.
The sheer volume of his cum filled you so completely you could feel it sloshing gently with every tiny shift of your hips, warm and heavy, some of it already leaking out around the base of his cock in slow, creamy rivulets that dripped down his balls and onto the sheets beneath you. Neither of you moved to pull apart.
You didn’t want to. He didn’t want to.
His mouth stayed latched to your swollen nipple—nursing with slow, lazy pulls that made the tender bud throb against his tongue. Every few seconds he’d give a tiny, gentle suck—like he was drawing comfort, drawing life from you. He gnawed softly at the areola, not hard enough to hurt, just enough to make you shiver, then returned to nursing with quiet, contented hums vibrating against your chest.
You let your own hands drift up—fingers threading gently through his damp, messy hair. You smoothed it back from his forehead, petting him slowly, lovingly, nails scratching lightly over his scalp in soothing little circles.
“Good boy,” you whispered, voice soft and wrecked. “Filled me up so perfectly…”
That made him melt.
A high, broken whimper escaped around your nipple as his hips gave a tiny, helpless roll beneath you. The motion dragged his still-hard cock against your sensitive walls, stirring the thick load he’d just pumped deep inside you.
You gasped—sweet and soft—at the sensation.
“Good boy… look at you—still so hard for me… still filling me up…”
Jake’s entire body trembled against yours—shaking like a leaf in a storm—his face buried so deep between your breasts that his nose pressed into the soft valley, inhaling you like you were the only air he needed. His arms wrapped around your waist tighter, hands splayed wide across your lower back, fingers digging in just enough to keep you locked against him. He wasn’t thrusting anymore—not really. He was just… moving. Like his body couldn’t bear to be still inside you.
“Please say it again… please…” He sounded so small, so utterly wrecked. The filthy boy who’d just fucked you senseless was gone. In his place was this trembling, desperate thing.
You cradled his face gently between your hands, thumbs brushing over the flushed apples of his cheeks, feeling the way he trembled under your touch. His eyes—big, glassy, and completely lost—lifted to meet yours, pupils blown wide with need and adoration.
“My sweet puppy,” you murmured, voice soft but firm, lips brushing his forehead. “You’ve been so good for me. You can fuck me again, baby. You have my permission, puppy. Take what you need.”
A broken, grateful whine tore from his throat—high and shaky—like the words alone were enough to unravel him completely. “Thank you—thank you—” he choked out, voice cracking as he nuzzled into your neck for a heartbeat before lifting his head.
You tilted his chin up with gentle fingers, guiding his mouth to yours.
The kiss started soft—slow, deep, tender. You led at first, tongue sliding against his in lazy, loving strokes, swallowing the little whimpers he let out every time you nipped his bottom lip. He melted into it—letting you take control, letting you set the pace—hands trembling where they gripped your hips like he was afraid to move without your say-so.
But Jake was needy.
Desperate.
And he could only hold back for so long.
A low moan slipped out against your mouth as his tongue plunged deeper—still following your rhythm at first, but growing hungrier, chasing every slide of your tongue like you were pure nectar he’d die without. You could taste the salt of his tears, the faint musk of your earlier release still lingering on his tongue, and it made you moan softly into him.
You started moving—lifting yourself up his thick length with agonizing slowness, letting him feel every dragging inch as your walls clung to him, fluttering and squeezing around his girth. When only the swollen head remained inside you—stretching your entrance wide—you sank back down in one smooth, deep drop, taking him to the hilt again.
Jake’s entire body jerked beneath you, and his hands on your hips tightened, fingers digging in just enough to help guide your rhythm, lifting you just enough on the upstroke, then guiding you back down with gentle pressure, making sure you took every inch. But he didn’t thrust up into you. He didn’t dare. He just… assisted. Letting you use him exactly how you wanted.
Eventually you could feel it building again—slow, hot, inevitable. Your thighs trembled uncontrollably around his waist, breath coming in short, ragged gasps as the pressure crested. “Jake.. gonna—gonna come—” you sobbed, voice breaking into a high, desperate whine.
The second the words left your lips, something shifted in him. His hands—previously only guiding, tightened. His fingers dug into your hips hard enough to leave fresh marks over the old ones, and he took over.
No more teasing rhythm. No more letting you lead.
He surged upward driving his cock deep inside you in one smooth, punishing stroke that punched the air from your lungs. Your back arched violently, a raw cry tearing from your throat as he bottomed out again. One hand slid up your side cupping the heavy curve of your breast, thumb flicking over the swollen, spit-slick nipple before pinching it hard enough to make you gasp. His other hand slipped between your bodies—fingers finding your clit immediately, rubbing fast little circles, then pinching the sensitive bud between his fingers, rolling it gently before flicking it hard enough to make your hips buck.
“Gonna come so pretty for me, aren’t you? Gonna cream all over my dick while I fill you up again—”
You shattered.
Your orgasm crashed through you like a wave—walls clamping down around his cock in violent, fluttering spasms. Your thighs squeezed his hips so tight it hurt, toes curling, vision whiting out at the edges.
You went limp beneath him, your arms flopped weakly to your sides, legs splayed open around him, chest heaving with ragged breaths. You could barely think, barely move—just lay there, wrecked and panting, letting him use you as he chased his own release. And with a few more desperate grinds, he broke.
With a muffled cry, he came again—hot, thick ropes flooding deep inside you, mixing with the first load until you felt impossibly fuller.
You both stayed like that—locked together, trembling—for long minutes. Jake’s hands roamed lazily over your body, petting your sides, squeezing your ass, like he was memorizing every curve.
Then slowly—ever so slowly—he shifted, with a soft, reluctant whine—he started to pull out.
You winced at the feeling—sharp and empty—as his cock dragged against your oversensitive walls. A gush of his cum followed immediately, spilling out of you in a warm, thick flood that ran down your ass and pooled on the sheets. The sudden loss made you whimper, thighs twitching.
But before you could even process it— Jake’s mouth was there, strong hands gripping your thighs, spreading you wide—and buried his face in your pussy.
You shouted—high and startled—“Jake—fuck—too much—!”
Overstimulation hit like lightning—your hips bucking up instinctively, hands flying to his hair to push him away as his tongue dragged flat up your leaking slit.
But Jake didn’t budge.
His tongue pushed past your swollen folds, lapping at the creamy mess he’d left inside you: his thick cum mixed with your slick, warm and salty-sweet on his tongue. He scooped every drop with broad swirls—moaning low against your pussy like the flavor was pure ecstasy.
“Gotta clean you,” he mumbled against your folds, voice thick and wrecked, lips moving wetly as he spoke. “Gotta taste us…”
He ate you thoroughly—relentlessly—tongue curling inside you, swallowing with a low hum—throat working visibly, nose nudging your swollen clit with every deep thrust of his tongue.
You tried to push at his head, but he wasn’t having it. He grabbed both of your wrists in one large hand and pinned them to your stomach—holding you down, while his other hand clamped harder on your thigh, thumb stroking the soft inner skin in slow, soothing circles.
“Stay still, baby,” he rasped between licks, voice muffled and dripping with need. “Let me clean you… I’m not done yet… not even close…”
He kept going—tongue plunging deep, then dragging up to your clit before sucking the swollen bud between his lips with gentle insistence. He nursed on it softly—sucking, licking, humming in quiet bliss.
He kept going until your pussy was clean, glistening only with his spit now, fluttering weakly around nothing.
He gave one last long, savoring lick from your entrance all the way up to your clit—collecting the final traces—before pulling back with a low, wrecked groan.
He crawled up your body until his face hovered over yours.
Then he kissed you.
Deep. Slow. Filthy.
His skin was flushed and sweat-slicked, chest rising and falling in heavy breaths, but his eyes never left yours—dark, glassy, shining with something so raw and tender it made your heart stutter.
When his face finally hovered over yours—close enough that you could feel the heat radiating from him, smell the salt and musk of sex clinging to his skin—he paused for one heartbeat, just breathing you in.
Then he kissed you.
His mouth sealed over yours like he was trying to crawl inside you all over again—lips soft but insistent, parting yours with a gentle nudge before his tongue slid in, hot and thick and unhurried. The first taste hit you immediately: the heady, salty-sweet mix of both of you—his cum still lingering on his tongue, thick and musky, blended with the slick tang of your own arousal that coated every inch of his mouth. It was obscene, intimate, utterly filthy in the most perfect way—evidence of everything he’d done to you, everything you’d let him do, still warm and fresh on his tongue.
You moaned into the kiss and he groaned back—low and wrecked—swallowing the sound like it was nectar, his tongue sliding deeper, curling around yours in slow, lazy drags that made your toes curl against the sheets.
The kiss was sloppy, unashamed—filthy in the best way.
He shifted slightly—weight settling more firmly over you—and one of his hands slid down your body with intent. Rough fingertips trailed over your ribs, your stomach, until they reached the space between your thighs. He cupped your pussy in one big palm—hot, calloused, fingers splaying wide to cover every inch of your swollen, sensitive folds.
Your thighs clamped around his hand instantly—reflexive—trapping him there. The wet heat of you was obscene— still swollen and tender from everything he’d done to you.
Without breaking the kiss, his ring and middle fingers slipped inside you easily—two thick digits sinking deep into your heat with a soft, wet schlick. Your walls fluttered around them immediately, still sensitive, still clenching like they were trying to pull him deeper. He curled them slowly—hooking against that perfect spot inside you—while his thumb brushed feather-light over your swollen clit, circling once, twice, then pressing down just enough to make your hips buck. Your own hand came down to cover his—fingers wrapping around his wrist, not to stop him, but hold on, feeling the flex of his tendons, the way his forearm tensed every time he pushed deeper.
He worshipped you like this for long, unhurried minutes—fingers massaging slow and deep, thumb circling your clit with perfect patience, mouth moving against yours in lazy, loving strokes. You could feel yourself climbing again, pleasure coiling tight and hot in your belly despite the oversensitivity. But Jake felt it too. He felt the way your walls started fluttering faster, the way your breath hitched against his mouth, the way your fingers tightened around his wrist.
With a soft, reluctant groan he finally eased his fingers out carefully, curling them one last time against that perfect spot before sliding free.
He broke the kiss just enough to press his forehead to yours—breathing hard, eyes glassy and dark with adoration.
“Don’t wanna push you too far, baby,” he whispered, voice hoarse and trembling. “You’ve already given me everything.” He pressed one last, soft kiss to your swollen lips—gentle this time, then collapsed beside you and immediately pulled you into his arms, chest to chest, legs tangling, his face immediately burying in the crook of your neck. His breath came in shaky, happy little puffs against your skin as he nuzzled closer, one hand sliding up to cradle the back of your head, the other resting possessively on your hip.
“Mine…” he whispered, voice hoarse and drowsy, lips brushing your pulse point. “All mine…”
He pressed a soft, lingering kiss to the side of your throat—then another, and another—like he couldn’t stop tasting you even now.
You hummed—soft, content—fingers threading gently through his damp hair, petting him slowly while your other arm wrapped around his shoulders, holding him close.
Completely, blissfully content.
The next morning dawned bright and mercilessly hot, the kind of summer day that turned the entire camp into a shimmering haze. You stood in front of the tiny mirror in your cabin, trying—and failing—to cover the evidence of last night.
The marks were everywhere.
Dark, blooming hickeys and faint bite marks painted your throat like a collar of bruises. A constellation of red-purple blooms trailed down your collarbone, over the tops of your breasts, and disappeared beneath the neckline of your top. Your inner thighs were mottled with finger-shaped imprints and suction marks, and your hips bore the faint outline of Jake’s hands where he’d gripped you like he never wanted to let go.
You tried a scarf—ridiculous in this heat. A high-collared shirt—immediately discarded when sweat beaded on your neck within minutes. Long sleeves? Impossible. The sun was already brutal, and the thought of layers made you feel like you were suffocating.
So you gave up.
You tugged on your usual camp uniform and stepped outside. Immediately, the heat pressed against your skin like a living thing, but more noticeable than the temperature was the way your body moved.
You were limping.
Not dramatically, but enough that every step sent a dull, delicious ache radiating from between your thighs. Your pussy still felt swollen, tender, stretched in a way that made you clench involuntarily every time you shifted your weight. And your skin—god, your skin—glowed. That unmistakable post-sex flush clung to you, making you look like you’d been thoroughly, repeatedly ravished.
The female counselors noticed first.
They were gathered near the mess hall, sipping lukewarm coffee, when you limped past.
“Holy shit,” Minji—choked on her drink, eyes widening as she took in the full display. “Girl, what the hell happened to you? Did you get attacked by a vacuum cleaner?”
Chaeryeong—leaned forward, grinning wickedly. “No, no, look at those marks. That’s not a vacuum. That’s a whole-ass man. Who fucked you so good you look like you got mauled?”
You laughed—hoarse, a little breathless—and tried to shrug it off, but the movement pulled at a particularly sensitive spot on your neck, making you wince.
“Someone got carried away,” you said, voice still a little raspy from all the moaning and screaming the night before.
“Carried away?” Yuna echoed, eyes sparkling. “Babe, that’s not carried away. That’s claimed. Look at your thighs—those are handprints. Plural. Who is this man and does he have a brother?”
The male counselors, meanwhile, were noticeably quieter.
They glanced over—then quickly looked away. Some flushed red. Others suddenly found the ground very interesting. Sunghoon, in particular, was standing near the canoe rack pretending to check ropes, but his ears were bright pink and he refused to meet anyone’s eyes.
The kids were… less subtle.
A group of eight-year-olds ran up while you were trying to help set up the morning activity board.
“Whoa, Miss, what happened to your neck?” one little girl asked, pointing openly at the dark hickey just below your jaw.
Another boy gasped dramatically. “Did a bear get you? Or a tiger? You look like you got mauled by an animal!”
You crouched down—wincing slightly—and ruffled his hair. “No bears, promise,” you said with a grin. “Just… a very enthusiastic mosquito.”
The kids blinked, clearly unconvinced, but ran off to tell their friends about the “mosquito attack.”
The adult staff—counselors and the camp director included—mostly just stared at you like you’d grown a second head. A few raised eyebrows. A couple of knowing smirks. One of the older female staff members muttered something about “kids these days” while pointedly looking anywhere but at your neck.
But none of it really bothered you. Not when Jake was trailing behind you like a lovesick shadow.
He hadn’t let you out of his sight since breakfast—still a little dazed, still a little sore, still glowing. He carried your water bottle without being asked. He hovered while you handed out activity schedules. He practically vibrated with pride every time someone’s eyes flicked to your marks and then to him.
And when Sunghoon tried to approach you near the craft table—casual, friendly, like nothing had changed—Jake was suddenly right there, sliding an arm around your waist, chin resting possessively on your shoulder.
Sunghoon blinked, glanced at the obvious handprints on your hips peeking out from under your top, then at Jake’s smug little smile—and backed off without another word.
Jake practically preened.
By evening, the bonfire crackled high, kids roasting marshmallows, counselors scattered on logs and blankets. Jake was sitting on one of the bigger logs, legs spread, looking every inch the smug, satisfied man who’d finally gotten his prize.
You didn’t even hesitate.
You walked straight over—limp still noticeable—and plopped right into his lap. His arms wrapped around you instantly, pulling your back flush against his chest. His chin hooked over your shoulder, nose brushing your neck right over one of the darkest hickeys.
“Hi, baby,” he murmured against your skin, voice low and content, just for you.
Kids giggled and whispered. Counselors exchanged looks—some amused, some scandalized, most just resigned. Sunghoon stared into the flames like they’d personally offended him.
Jake didn’t care.
He pressed a soft kiss to the side of your neck—right over a particularly dark mark—and sighed like the happiest man alive.
You were perfectly content right where you were: settled sideways across Jake’s lap, back resting against his chest, legs draped lazily over one of his thighs. His arms were wrapped around your waist like he was afraid someone might try to steal you away if he let go for even a second. His chin rested on your shoulder, nose occasionally brushing the side of your neck where the darkest, most obvious hickey bloomed like a bruise-colored flower.
You weren’t doing anything.
Just sitting.
Breathing.
Existing in his arms.
And that was more than enough. Because beneath you Jake started to harden.
You felt it happen in stages: the first subtle thickening against the underside of your thigh, the way his cock twitched once, then again, as if waking up. Then the gradual swell, pressing insistently against your ass through the thin layers of your shorts and his. He shifted once—barely a movement, just trying to adjust—and the motion only made him harder, the thick ridge of him settling right between your cheeks.
A soft, involuntary groan slipped from his throat—barely audible over the fire, but you heard it. Felt it rumble against your back. You tilted your head just enough to whisper against the shell of his ear, voice low and teasing, lips brushing the sensitive skin.
“Getting hard just from me sitting on you, puppy?” you murmured, letting your breath ghost over his earlobe. “Poor thing… can’t even control yourself around me anymore, can you?”
Jake’s whole body jerked. “Baby—fuck—” he breathed against your neck, voice wrecked and trembling. “Don’t—don’t say that—please—I’m trying to be good—”
But he wasn’t being good.
Not at all.
His hips gave another tiny, helpless roll—grinding his aching length against you—just enough to make you feel every thick inch. His breath came in short, shaky pants against your throat, lips brushing the bruise he’d left there like he couldn’t help himself.
Across the fire, Heeseung was watching the whole thing with the stupidest, most shit-eating grin on his face.
When Jake’s eyes flicked up—wide, panicked, pleading—Heeseung just raised both thumbs in an exaggerated double-thumbs-up, wiggling his eyebrows like he was at a comedy show.
Really helping the situation.
Jake buried his face deeper into your neck with another pathetic whine, hips twitching again despite his best efforts to stay still. “I’m gonna—fuck—I’m gonna lose it right here if you keep talking like that…”
You only smiled—slow, wicked—and shifted just enough to press your ass down a little harder against his straining cock.
“Shhh,” you whispered, lips brushing his ear again. “Be good for me, puppy. Or everyone’s gonna know exactly what you’re thinking about right now.”
Jake’s only answer was a low groan, broken, and completely wrecked.
a/n: i wrote most of this while at work. so sorry its shit.
Loser Jake who lets you slam his much bigger frame against walls, lets you call him a pathetic loser eveytime you walk past him. Given that is the only time you acknowledge him in public. He takes the humiliation because he wants you to know he’d take anything you’d throw his way.
Loser Jake who lets you slip your hands in his pants anytime, anywhere. You love to watch him bite back moans as you pump up and down his length. Leave him whimpering against his palm as you drive him closer to a release you would never let him ride out.
Loser Jake who gladly takes your cum stained fingers in his mouth and sucks on them until he’s swallowed every last drop of you.
Loser Jake who tries his hardest to make you moan but he knows you wouldn’t give into it. He’s pushing his knuckles into your wet hole, pumping in and out until your thighs shake and back arches but you only give him light whimpers and white knuckles in response.
Loser Jake who watches you, pupils dilated, cock straining against his jeans as you sit on his bed, legs spread apart, your fingers deep in your cunt.
─── IN WHICH ﹐丶 your boyfriend jake comes to you with an offer you simply can't refuse.
jake & sunghoon . . . f reader ⸝⸝ content warnings include ( 🪵 ) smut mdni, threesome?, oral (f rec.), voyeurism, teasing, nipple play, open to a part two, short, pwop, pure filth. 🗝️ wrd cnt ﹔ 770
YOU NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D FIND YOURSELF HERE,
caught between the two hottest men you’d ever met, the air between your bodies thrumming with something wild and dangerous. The three of you were tangled together on a bed that was far too small for such a thing, the sheets rumpled, the space charged. Your pulse beat a frantic rhythm beneath your skin, your chest rising and falling in sync with the pounding of your heart.
When Jake — your boyfriend, your anchor — had come to you a week ago with that quiet, loaded confession that his best friend wanted to fuck you, you hadn’t known how to react. The words had struck like lightning, sharp and impossible to ignore. But deep down, in that private corner of your mind where fantasy and desire entwined, you knew you didn’t want to say no. You’d thought about it before, about Sunghoon and those dark, unreadable eyes of his, about what it would feel like to have him between your thighs, desperate and hungry, his mouth worshipping you until your name broke apart in his throat.
It had felt wrong at first, that want. Unnatural, even. You loved Jake. He was your everything, your calm after the storm, your safe place. But love didn’t mean you couldn’t crave more. Didn’t mean you couldn’t ache for something reckless, something that set your veins on fire. Maybe that’s what this was, a shared experiment, a spark meant to light up the dark corners of your relationship. And now, here you were, living out one of the most vivid, intoxicating dreams you’d ever dared to imagine. Jake was behind you, his body warm and solid against your back, half-reclined against the headboard. His breath was hot against your ear as his hands traced lazy patterns over your skin, fingers brushing the curve of your waist before moving up to your breasts. He pinched lightly at your nipples, drawing soft gasps from you, each one swallowed by the low, rumbling chuckle he gave in return.
You were bare except for the black stockings Jake had insisted you keep on. It was sweltering in the room, the air heavy with heat and the sound of your labored breathing. Between your legs, Sunghoon moved like he was born for this, his mouth finding your clit, tongue working in slow, deliberate strokes that made your hips twitch helplessly. His hands pressed into your thighs, holding you open for him as he devoured you like a man starved. Jake watched him, eyes dark and hungry, his fingers never ceasing their teasing exploration of your body. There was a strange beauty in it, in the way your boyfriend’s gaze lingered on his best friend’s mouth, in the way both men seemed to worship you in their own way. And all you could do was surrender to it, to the heat, the rhythm, the dizzying pleasure of being wanted so completely.
“You like that, sweetheart?” Jake’s voice was rough with pleasure, a low rumble that seemed to vibrate through the air. His grip on you tightened, steadying the tremor in your body as heat pooled beneath your skin. Sunghoon’s gaze flicked up to meet yours, dark and knowing, his hands sliding higher as though he couldn’t stand a single inch of you left unexplored.
“Fuck” You let out a broken sound, something between a sigh and a whimper, your body arching toward the next wave of sensation. The world blurred at the edges, just breath, warmth, and the dizzying pulse of wanting. “So good,” you managed, voice barely your own.
When Sunghoon finally looked up, his mouth curved into a grin that was half challenge, half worship. He leaned back slightly, eyes still on you as though memorizing every shiver, every catch of your breath. “Sweetest pussy I've ever tasted…” Sunghoon trailed, his hands crawling over your thighs. “You’re lucky a man”
Jake chuckled, clutching your jaw in his hand and pulling your face towards his. He connected your lips in one fail swoop, tongue darting out and into your mouth. It was a sign of possession, although Jake was allowing you to be touched, to be played with — he didn't allow you to be taken. You were still his, and his only. The cool edge of his watch pressed against your throat, the metal biting through the haze of warmth. It was a grounding reminder, sharp and intimate, a symbol of control, of belonging. His lips lingered on yours, and when he finally drew back, you could still feel the echo of his touch in every inch of your body, every breath you took.
warnings. mdni!! smut. cunnilingus. jake actually loves reader. “princess” used. just very fluffy smut. not proofread! oopsie
— ˗ˋ ୨୧ ˊ˗ —
the way jake loves is very endearing. whether it’s standing behind you, arms wrapped around your waist and kissing your neck while you make dinner, or whispering sweet nothings in your ear to lull you to sleep.
he’s never been afraid to show his love — except when it comes to sex. he’s experienced, just not confident in your body. it’s a temple that you so graciously entrust him with, and he wants to show you how much he truly loves you.
though it might be unpopular to most people, his favorite thing to do is taste you. mostly your pussy, but anything will do for him. the way your juices coat his delicate skin is to die for.
he has you laying on your back against the headboard, kissing down your skin. you can’t help but let out a breathy moan at the feeling and how full of love his actions are.
“i love you” he says, his voice thick with desire. he moves one hand to cup your breast, massaging the skin there. “i love you” you whisper, one hand gripping the sheets, the other moving to lace itself in his hair.
“can i make you feel good, baby? can i taste you?” he asks sweetly. “yes,” you squeak out in anticipation. he moves to pull your panties down, already sticking to your skin from the arousal. he throws them somewhere where you can’t see, before opening your legs gently to where he can see your full core.
glistening with arousal and slightly puffy, your core stares back at him. he takes a moment to admire it, “you’re so pretty, princess so pretty for me”. you bite your lip in order to not moan at his praise, and he can tell. he chuckles lightly before kissing the inside of your thigh.
it seems like an eternity before he moves to where you need him most, but he finally dives in to lap up your juices. you were intoxicating to him. a taste so sweet and made just for him.
he attaches his lips to your clit, making you squirm and let out a moan. “shhh baby, let me help you feel good” he says, strong arms wrapped around your thighs to keep them open.
he continues making out with your heat, alternating between sucking and licking the skin there. the way he eats you out is so elegant, like he’s memorized the ways to optimize your pleasure.
he begins to pump one finger inside of you, easily slipping in another while he sucks your clit. once he begins curling his fingers inside of you, you know you’re done for. when you begin clenching onto him, he knows you’re close.
“it’s okay princess, come for me” he says, still sucking you, but his eyes gaze into yours. you begin to come undone, and he only picks up the pace of his fingers. your thighs grip his head tightly, fingers still holding onto his head to keep him there. you come undone a couple moments later, your release coating his fingers and the bottom half of his face.
he lifts his head up and moves to caress your face, “you’re so precious, so beautiful. wanna make you feel good forever” your legs are shaking and you’re panting, but he loves it. he loves the way he can make you feel as he worships your body.
while jake isn’t the type to fuck, he’s the type to make love to you. the type of love you’d only hear about, never experience. the type of love you only dream about, and the type of love that can have you go on for hours. and tonight, you’re sure that he’ll leave you feeling euphoric.
the law of unintended consequences. | jake sim (part two)
→ posits that actions often have unforeseen and unanticipated effects, which may be positive, negative, or neutral, that are not part of the actor's original intent.
MASTERLIST | PART 1 | PART 2 | PART 3 | PART 4
pairing: astrophysicist jake x assistant reader
genre: co-workers to lovers
wc: part 1 – 20k | part 2 – 17.3k
warnings: even more slowburn than before lol, topics of abandonment issues, jake has his first kiss, makeouts, some touching (that's as far as it goes), cheesy ass astronomy rizz :'D
a/n: part 2 finally here !!!! guys, i think i'll complete it in one more part, we haven't even got to the juicy parts, they're both still Realising their feelings for each other i'm really taking the slowburn to another level :'D posting this now since i have a busy weekend ahead and it'll take some time for the final part to come out, so enjoy <3
nine.
jake wasn't sure when he started noticing the small things.
it wasn't dramatic. it wasn't some grand realization, some epiphany that crashed into him like a runaway train. no, it was more like a slow leak in the ceiling – subtle at first, barely noticeable, until one day, he looked up and realized the whole thing was caving in.
you were still there. still at your desk. still doing your job. but something had changed.
for one, you no longer lingered.
before, you used to wait by his desk after reminding him of a meeting, hovering until he actually got up because you knew how prone he was to getting lost in his own head. you used to place his coffee just within reach of his right hand, knowing that he’d grab it without looking. you used to let out these small sighs when he worked through lunch, before eventually caving and placing a takeout container beside him with an exasperated, “at least eat before you starve.”
but now? now, you just told him his schedule and left. you still got his lunch, but it was left on the side of his desk, impersonal. you still reminded him about meetings, but you never waited for him to actually stand up. and the worst part? he knew it was because of him. because he had snapped at you. because he had made you feel like you had overstepped when, in reality, you were just doing what you had always done – taking care of him.
the guilt sat heavy in his stomach.
well, he had got what he had wanted, right? he had told you to stop caring, to make yourself scarce, and you were doing just that. you were back to being background noise again, the week before had probably just been a blip in time. maybe none of it had even happened – he hadn’t been late to his meeting, he hadn’t spent an entire evening with you sorting through his emails, he hadn’t brought you coffee like a delirious fool. he hadn’t snapped at you – acknowledged your efforts and put you down regardless.
there’s a law in physics, the law of unintended consequences.
jake had spent his life studying the rules that governed the universe. he had built entire theories on cause and effect, on how one action – one force – could change the course of everything around it. but there was a gap in every equation, an unpredictable variable that not even the most meticulous calculations could predict.
it was a rule he had known but never thought to apply to his own life.
and yet, here he was, watching as you followed the letter of his words but not the spirit. he had wanted distance. he had told you as much in sharp, thoughtless words. he had thought, idiotically, that space would bring things back to how they used to be.
instead, it had set something irreversible in motion.
at first, he told himself it was fine. he had bigger things to focus on, deadlines to meet, research papers to finalize. but the problem with noticing something was that you couldn’t stop noticing it. you were efficient, precise, the perfect assistant; exactly as you had been before.
except now, he felt the absence of you.
before, he never had to wonder if he’d make it to meetings on time. you would wait, standing by his desk with that look, the one that told him you knew he’d ignore you if you gave him even a second of leeway. but now? you simply reminded him and left. no hovering. no pointed sighs. no exasperated nudges to get moving.
and then there was the coffee.
it was a small thing, but jake noticed. before, the cup would be exactly where he needed it, always within reach of his dominant hand. a quiet, unconscious act of care. now? it was placed neatly at the edge of his desk, just out of immediate reach. he had to go out of his way to grab it.
it was ridiculous, the way these tiny details unsettled him.
he told himself it didn’t matter. that he had asked for this. that he shouldn’t be so thrown off by things he never even realized he relied on.
and yet.
he wasn’t sure what did it.
maybe it was the moment he saw you cleaning up a stack of files and, in your hurry, ran your hand along the sharp edge of a paper cutter. you barely reacted, shaking off the small drop of blood, about to move on like nothing happened. but something in jake stilled.
something made him sit still and watch like a creep through the crack of his door as you paused in your actions and moved your finger to your lips, gently sucking on the wound till the bleeding stopped.
it was such a small act. so innocent, something akin to a first aid, but his breath hitched. his breath hitched when his eyes tracked your actions, your hand going back to sorting through files, your wound long forgotten.
his body moved before his mind could catch up, his chair scraping against the floor as he stood.
for the first time in days, you actually looked surprised when he placed a bandaid in your palm instead of just tossing it onto your desk.
“you should be more careful,” he said, his voice coming out gruff, almost scolding.
you blinked at him, clearly thrown off, before your expression shuttered back into polite professionalism. “it’s just a small cut.”
jake clenched his jaw. he knew that. of course he knew that. but that wasn’t the point, was it?
still, you thanked him with a nod, applied the bandaid, and carried on like nothing had happened.
and that should have been the end of it.
but it wasn’t.
because jake, who had always been so good at solving problems, had stumbled upon one that didn’t fit neatly into any equation.
the unintended consequence of his distance wasn’t just that you stopped lingering. it was that he now felt like an observer in his own life, watching as something essential slipped away, and—
and he wasn’t sure he liked it.
jake had never been one to believe in regret. he made decisions, and he lived with them. he adjusted. he recalibrated. he hadn’t cared much when only his mom could make it to his annual school competitions, doing her best to cheer louder, to compensate for the missing person in his life. he hadn’t given two shits when people in high school had stared and pointed at him like he had been an anomaly. not when his overbearing aunts had disguised their praises for him as something he should inherently be able to do to make up for the absence of the person in his life.
he hadn’t wasted time pondering upon silly questions like ‘was i not enough?’ or ‘was i not lovable enough for him to stay?’.
even in his young mind, those had seemed futile questions, ones he would never have an answer to and therefore, not worth his time.
but now, he was finding himself staring too long at the empty space you used to fill. he was realizing that, for someone who prided himself on understanding the fundamental laws of the universe, he had overlooked the most important one.
he had always thought that if he pushed something away, it would eventually return to its natural place. like gravity pulling a comet back into orbit.
but now, he wasn’t so sure.
now he was actually questioning things – emotions, feelings, hurt.
had he hurt you?
but why would he care? why would he start now? why would you care about him to the point that you would let his ineptitude hurt you?
jake didn’t consider himself the kind of person who fixated on things. he was methodical, pragmatic, someone who could compartmentalize problems into neat little boxes and only open them when absolutely necessary.
but this?
this was a crack in the foundation he hadn’t accounted for.
he told himself it was fine – your distance, your absence, the way you had begun to retreat from him in increments so small he might not have noticed if he weren’t already looking for them. he told himself he had wanted this, and that it didn’t matter.
and yet.
jake found himself watching. noticing. keeping track of the subtle ways you had begun to slip from his periphery, like sand through his fingers.
before, he had always known where you were. even if he wasn’t actively looking, you were just there, orbiting around him in a way that felt natural, unshakable. but now? now, he caught himself scanning the office for you, only to realize you were nowhere nearby. it wasn’t that you weren’t working – you were still efficient, still meticulous, still the perfect assistant – but you were no longer his constant.
the worst part? he had no idea why it bothered him so much.
he kept trying to rationalize it, to shove the thought into a mental folder labeled irrelevant and move on. but it was harder than he expected.
because there were moments, tiny and fleeting, where he thought he caught glimpses of something deeper beneath your polite professionalism. a hesitation before answering him. the way your lips pressed together just slightly when he handed you a stack of papers without so much as a please or thank you. the way you never quite met his eyes for too long anymore.
it had been a series of choices, he realized. small, inconsequential decisions that had snowballed into something much bigger than he had ever intended.
like the way he had dismissed you, snapping at you in a moment of frustration. he hadn’t thought twice about it then – just another conversation, another fleeting exchange in the middle of an exhausting day. but the weight of it lingered, heavy and suffocating, because now he could see the ripple effect in real time.
he had thought pushing you away would return things to normal. instead, it had left him standing in the ruins of something he hadn’t even realized was important to him.
and the most frustrating part? he didn’t know how to fix it.
jake wasn’t used to being at a loss. he had built his life around solutions, around having the answers before anyone even knew there was a problem. but this? this wasn’t a puzzle he could solve with logic or calculations. this was different. this was messy and human and something he didn’t even fully understand himself.
so he did what he always did when faced with something he couldn’t control – he observed.
he started paying closer attention. he told himself it wasn’t because of you, not really, just a vague curiosity that had no deeper meaning. but then he noticed how you laughed more with others now. how you lingered in conversations with coworkers, how your shoulders relaxed when you weren’t around him.
it was disorienting, realizing that you had found ways to exist outside of him. that you had always been capable of doing so, but he had just never seen it before.
and maybe that was what unsettled him the most.
one afternoon, he caught himself staring at the untouched coffee on his desk. it had gone cold. the same coffee you had placed there earlier, just slightly out of reach, like an afterthought.
jake had always taken for granted that it would be there. he had never even considered the effort behind it, the simple, thoughtless care that had gone into something as small as placing it within easy reach.
but now, staring at the lukewarm liquid, he felt something uncomfortable twist in his chest.
he didn’t like it.
he didn’t like how things felt off-kilter. how he had let something slip between his fingers without even realizing what it was. he didn’t like how aware he was of your absence now, how much space you had unknowingly occupied in his life before you started retreating.
it was frustrating, this gnawing feeling of wrongness.
so he did something stupid.
“hey,” he said one evening, catching you just as you were gathering your things to leave.
you blinked at him, clearly surprised. “yes?”
he hesitated for a fraction of a second. he hadn’t actually thought this far ahead.
“i—” he cleared his throat. “did you—uh. did you send the reports to finance?”
your brows furrowed slightly. “yes. i emailed them over earlier.”
“right. okay.” he shifted, feeling uncharacteristically awkward. “thanks.”
you nodded, waiting for a beat. when he didn’t say anything else, you adjusted your bag on your shoulder. “alright. goodnight, dr. sim.”
and then you were gone.
jake exhaled sharply, dragging a hand through his hair. what the fuck was that?
that wasn’t what he had meant to say. it wasn’t what he wanted to ask. but the words had lodged themselves in his throat, heavy and unfamiliar.
because what had he wanted to say?
had he wanted to tell you he noticed? that he missed something he couldn’t even name? that for someone who prided himself on understanding the fundamental laws of the universe, he had failed to account for the one thing he should have seen coming?
gravity.
every action has an equal and opposite reaction.
he had pushed you away. and now, he wasn’t sure how to pull you back in.
jake sat back in his chair, staring at the empty doorway where you had just been.
he needed to fix this. he needed to rise up from his inability to form human bonds or interact like a normal functioning adult. he had never felt the need to do so before, but for once – he wanted to. at least try and make amends.
because jake never meant to offend anyone, much rather put them down. but he had done, willingly so this time around. but he wasn’t so broken as to not hold on to the semblance of a decent human being and not apologise.
he needed to fix this. he just didn’t know how yet.
ten.
its 10:09 am when the phone on your desk rings.
your fingers hesitate for a second before picking it up, already half-expecting it to be a mundane request from another department. but the voice on the other end is unfamiliar.
“hello, this is dr. sim’s office, correct?”
you straighten slightly at the mention of jake’s name. “yes, this is his assistant speaking. how can i help you?”
the woman on the other end exhales, relief threading through her voice. “oh, thank god. i’ve been trying to reach him, but he’s not answering his cell. can you please tell him his mother is calling? it’s urgent.”
your breath stills. his mother? you’ve never spoken to her before, but something about the way she sounds – strained, worried – has your heart clenching instinctively.
“of course, ma’am. please hold for a moment.”
you press the receiver against your chest as you rise from your desk, walking toward jake’s office with quick steps. when you push the door open, you find him at his desk, eyes glued to his monitor, expression unreadable.
“dr. sim,” you say carefully. he barely glances up. “your mother is on the line.”
that gets his attention.
his head snaps up so fast it looks like it might hurt, and the second he sees your expression – neutral but carefully watching – something in his own face shifts. a split-second crack in his usual control.
his mother wouldn’t call the office unless something was wrong.
you see it the moment his mind catches up to the implication. his face goes pale, and he pushes back his chair roughly, standing so fast it scrapes against the floor.
“transfer it,” he says, voice clipped, but his hands are already trembling as he reaches for the phone on his desk.
you nod and return to yours, quickly pressing the button to connect the call. as soon as it clicks over, you hear his voice – lower now, tight with something close to dread.
“mom?”
you should turn away. you should focus on your work, give him the privacy he needs. but something keeps your gaze locked on him, even as you try not to make it obvious.
there’s a pause. then, whatever his mother says has the color draining from his face entirely.
his fingers clench around the phone. his jaw sets tight, lips parting slightly like he wants to say something, but no words come out.
then, finally, he exhales.
“when?” his voice is quiet, but there’s an edge to it, a sharpness that makes your stomach twist.
another pause. then he nods, even though she can’t see him. “okay. i’ll be there.”
he hangs up.
for a moment, he just stands there, fingers still curled around the receiver like it’s the only thing keeping him upright. his head is slightly bowed, his shoulders tense.
and then he turns.
his eyes meet yours. and for the first time in a long time, you see something raw and unguarded in them. not frustration. not cold professionalism. something else entirely.
something that makes you forget, for just a moment, that things have been different between you. that there’s been an invisible wall between the two of you, made of everything unspoken.
“is everything—” you catch yourself. it’s not your place to ask. but the words are already out there. “is everything alright?”
he swallows. a muscle in his jaw jumps. he looks like he wants to say no. but he doesn’t.
instead, he exhales slowly, like he’s trying to ground himself. “i need to leave for a bit.”
“of course.” you hesitate, but then add, “do you need me to reschedule anything?”
he nods once, curtly. “yes. i’ll send you a list.”
the phone call had been brief – too brief for how he looked now. his face was pale, fingers twitching slightly at his sides as if he wasn’t sure what to do with them. the usual sharp focus in his eyes was gone, replaced with something unsettled, something raw.
you had barely heard what he’d said when he hung up. just a quiet, clipped response before he set the phone down with unnatural care, as if it might shatter in his hands. then silence. a long, heavy silence that made you shift in your seat.
he’s already reaching for his coat, but the way he moves – it’s not the usual controlled efficiency he carries himself with. his hands are stiff, his grip on the fabric just a little too tight. like he’s barely holding himself together.
“…dr. sim?”
jake didn’t respond.
you hesitated, glancing toward the doorway of his office. no one else was around – just the two of you in this unsettling quiet. you had been ready to move on, to keep things professional, to pretend you weren’t still hyper-aware of the strange coldness that had settled between you both. but this? this wasn’t something you could ignore.
you took a step forward. “jake.”
his head snapped up.
it took you off guard, the way his gaze sharpened at the sound of his name. but then, just as quickly, the tension in his shoulders collapsed. his expression flickered – like a fault line deep underground, cracking beneath pressure.
you tried again, softer this time. “what happened?”
jake inhaled, but the breath barely reached his lungs. “it’s my mom.”
your stomach twisted.
you had remembered jake’s phone call with her a few days ago. how he had sounded so agitated back then. jake never spoke much about his family, but you knew enough to understand that she was important to him in ways he didn’t know how to express. that, for all his cold rationality, all his carefully measured distance, she was a gravitational force in his life that he could never quite pull away from.
“what’s wrong?” you asked, your voice gentle.
jake didn’t answer right away. he looked at his hands – like he wasn’t sure when they had started shaking. when he finally spoke, his voice was low, nearly inaudible.
“she’s in the hospital.”
something in your chest tightened. “jake…”
he shook his head once, as if physically stopping himself from unraveling. “i—i need to go,” he said, already reaching for his coat, movements stiff. “i don’t—i can’t just sit here.”
“of course,” you said immediately. “do you want me to call someone? arrange a flight?”
“no,” he said, too quickly. he pressed his fingers to his temple, exhaling hard. “i’ll handle it.”
you watched him, watched the way he was barely keeping himself together. and despite everything, the growing distance, the unsaid things, you couldn’t just let him go like this.
“jake,” you said carefully, stepping closer. “let me help.”
for the first time in weeks, he met your gaze directly. and for the first time in weeks, you saw something unguarded in his eyes.
not calculation. not control.
just fear.
his throat bobbed. he looked like he wanted to say something – like he didn’t know how. but then his jaw clenched, and he nodded once, just slightly.
you reached for your phone. “i’ll book the next flight.”
jake exhaled slowly, as if grounding himself. he didn’t thank you – not verbally. but the way his shoulders loosened just slightly, the way his hands stopped trembling—
it was enough.
the drive to the airport was quiet.
jake was in the passenger seat, fingers curled into fists on his lap. he had barely spoken since leaving the office, only responding in brief nods or single words when necessary. the weight of the unknown pressed heavy between you both, thick like fog.
you had booked the first flight you could find, mere hours from the phone call and you had made sure he had gone back home immediately to pack his necessities. you knew you had a hard time coming with all the meetings and deadlines that needed to be pushed back, but that could wait. you had to make sure he was fine first.
you were in half a mind to offer to go along with him, but that would be crossing a line, right? afterall, you both were still at crossroads, still just assistant and employer. you couldn’t possibly even dare to suggest this in the first place.
when you pulled into the departure lane, you hesitated before reaching for his bag in the backseat. “are you sure you don’t want me to—”
“no,” jake said, shaking his head. his voice was hoarse. “you’ve done enough.”
you swallowed. he wasn’t saying it unkindly – just…tiredly. hollow in a way that didn’t suit him.
still, you lingered. you weren’t sure why. maybe it was because of the way he gripped the strap of his bag too tightly. maybe it was the way his breath came uneven, like he was bracing for something.
maybe it was because, for the first time, jake sim looked small.
he was out of his lab coat for the first time, a hastily found hoodie on his frame but his eyes. they looked so lost, so panicked and scared all at the same time, you couldn't even start to think what was going on in his mind. but you know for once that it hadn’t got anything to do with numbers and the universe.
you don’t know how to comfort him, not without knowing the situation and you definitely do not want to feed him empty reassurances. he would see right through them, the logical man that he was, he would probably even scoff at you for being presumptuous. so you do the best you can with the situation.
“i hope she’s okay,” you said quietly. “let me know when you land.”
he hesitated. then, finally, “yeah.”
“and don’t worry about work, i promise i’ll reschedule everything, take as much as you need.”
this, you mean too. because you will make sure of this, it’s the only thing you can do, to be quite honest. so you decide that you will, and you’ll give it your all.
you didn’t expect more. and yet, just as he was about to turn away, he stopped.
for a second, he looked like he might say something else. like he might let something slip through the cracks of whatever walls he had built between you both.
but then he just inhaled sharply and stepped away from the car, disappearing into the terminal without another word.
and you were left there, watching him go, wondering why it felt like something in you had gone with him.
eleven.
jake sat in his old car, the one his mom drove now. he had tried to convince her to buy a new one, but she insisted on using this beaten up junk he had used for most of his university life.
his day had been hectic, to say the least. he had touched down within two hours of leaving, all because you had managed to book him the earliest flight possible. his first stop had been the hospital where his mother had been admitted. she had fainted apparently, in the middle of a grocery store. someone had helped her and when she had come to, she had called jake immediately.
of course, as an understanding woman, she had hesitated before calling, but then she figured she’d be abandoning her son the way his father had, so without a second thought, she had called. she had buried the feeling that she was being a burden and explained to jake what had happened.
something very minor, a quick surgery would fix it, she’d be up and about in a week, but she would require someone by her side for that time.
jake talked to the doctors, a decision was made almost immediately, whatever his mother needed, he would do it. the surgery was in three days, she would not be in any major danger till then.
and then he had called you. well, he had called his front desk and asked to be transferred to you because he did not have your number.
“dr. sim?” your voice sounded distant and it only hurt a little that you didn’t call him by his first name like you had back then.
a long silence. then, his voice – low, rough, exhausted.
“she needs surgery.”
you had straightened in your chair. “surgery?”
“a minor procedure,” he clarified, though his voice sounded anything but reassured. “the doctors said she’ll be fine, but…”
he trailed off. you waited.
“but i don’t know if she wants me here.”
that was the part that made your stomach twist. not the surgery, not the hospital – those were tangible things, things jake could analyze and categorize, things with numbers and statistics and measurable risks. but this? the unspoken weight of old wounds, of things left unresolved between him and his mother?
this was something jake couldn’t quantify.
“dr. sim…” you started, hesitating. you weren’t sure if he wanted comfort, if he would even accept it. “i’m sure she’s glad you’re there.”
a dry, humorless chuckle crackled through the receiver. “i have been pushing her away for so long, i won’t blame her if she doesn't want me here.”
and he had done the same to you too. he had convinced himself that you did not need him or have any requirement of him in your life for it to function.
you closed your eyes. “have you talked to her?”
another pause. “not really.”
the admission had made something in your chest tighten.
“i don’t know what to say,” he muttered. “i don’t know if i should even be here.”
you exhaled slowly, gripping your phone tighter. “dr. sim, she called you.”
that made him pause.
“she called you,” you had repeated, softer this time. “if she didn’t want you there, she wouldn’t have.”
for a long time, there was nothing. just his breathing on the other end, slow and uneven. then, finally—
“maybe.”
it wasn’t certain, but it wasn’t dismissal either.
you had glanced down at your planner, at the list of tasks you still needed to get through before the day ended. none of them had seemed as important then.
“if you need anything,” you had said, voice steady, “just let me know.”
jake hadn’t responded right away. but when he finally did, it was quieter, softer than before.
“yeah,” he murmured. “thanks.”
and then the line went dead.
his hands rested now on the wheel, unmoving, but his mind was anything but still. he had been sitting there for ten minutes now, staring at the house in front of him, telling his mother to go on first, that he would follow soon after. it was the same house he had grown up in, the same porch light flickering against the damp evening air, the same worn-out welcome mat his mother refused to replace because she said it held memories.
memories.
jake hated memories.
but lately, they kept creeping in, unwelcome and persistent, just like the thoughts of you that he couldn’t seem to shake. he exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair before finally stepping out of the car. the moment he knocked on the door, it swung open almost immediately.
“come on in, i was starting to think you’d spend the night in that old thing.” his mother’s voice was warm but held that gentle chiding tone only mothers could master. she must have been waiting.
“yeah,” jake muttered, stepping inside. “sorry.”
his mother gave him a knowing look but didn’t push. instead, she motioned for him to sit at the kitchen table. it was strange, being back home. the familiarity was both comforting and suffocating.
they ate in silence for a while, the only sounds coming from the occasional clink of cutlery against ceramic. his mother had made all his favorite dishes, even before she knew he was coming like it was something she did regardless of whether or not her son was in town, and he hated how easily that made his chest tighten.
“so,” she finally said, breaking the quiet. “how’s jay? sunghoon?”
jake nodded. “they’re good.”
his mother hummed, waiting. jake knew she wasn’t just asking about them.
“and you?” she prompted.
“i’m fine,” he answered automatically.
her eyes softened, but she didn’t call him out on the lie. instead, she reached for his empty plate and stood to rinse it. that was always how it was between them. no forced conversations, no prying. just patience. it used to drive him crazy.
“you don’t visit as much anymore,” she said casually, but jake could hear the weight in her voice.
jake leaned back in his chair, rubbing his temple. “i’ve been busy.”
“too busy for your mother?”
his throat felt tight. “that’s not—” he sighed. “i don’t know.”
she shut off the sink and turned to him, drying her hands on a dish towel. “you’ve been running, jake.”
the words struck deep, hitting something raw inside him. he opened his mouth to deny it, but what was the point? she saw through him, as she always had.
“ever since your father left,” she continued, voice gentle but firm, “you’ve been running from anything that makes you feel too much. you push people away before they can leave you first.”
jake clenched his jaw. “that’s not true.”
her expression didn’t change. “isn’t it?”
he wanted to argue, but flashes of his past screamed otherwise. his father’s car pulling out of the driveway, his mother’s silent tears in the kitchen, the way he had stopped asking when his father would come back. how he had pulled away – from her, from the warmth she tried so hard to keep alive in their home. because what was the point? if his own father could leave so easily, then wasn’t everything temporary?
his mother sighed, walking over to sit beside him. “i don’t bring this up to hurt you, sweetheart. but i see the way you hold yourself back. you’ve always done that, even when you were a boy. you care, but you don’t let yourself feel it too deeply.”
jake exhaled sharply, his fingers tightening around the edge of the kitchen table. the weight of his mother’s words settled heavily in his chest, pressing against old wounds he’d buried for too long.
“maybe,” he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.
his mother didn’t gloat, didn’t press. she only gave him that quiet, patient look that somehow made him feel both seen and uncomfortably exposed. it was always like this with her – gentle in the ways that hurt the most.
“i know why you’ve been distant,” she said softly, moving back to the table. “and i know it’s not just about me.”
jake stilled. he knew what was coming next. he could feel it in the way his mother studied him, in the way her eyes carried an understanding he wasn’t ready to face.
“you always bottle things up,” she continued, her voice steady. “you don’t let yourself get attached. you let people slip away before they even have the chance to stay.” she paused, letting her words settle.
then— “but there’s someone you don’t want to let go of, isn’t there?”
jake’s breath hitched. his immediate instinct was to deny it, to shut down the conversation before it could go any further. but the words refused to form.
because she was right.
because for the first time in years, there was someone – someone who had slipped into his life so effortlessly, so quietly, that he hadn’t noticed until the absence of their presence started to eat away at him. someone whose voice still echoed in his head, whose absence left a hollowness he couldn’t explain away.
you.
his mother didn’t push. she just waited, as she always had, offering a space that was safe even when it didn’t feel like it. and maybe it was the exhaustion from the past few days, or maybe it was the fact that, for once, he didn’t want to run from this conversation.
jake exhaled slowly, running a hand through his hair. “i don’t know what’s wrong with me.”
his mother simply hummed, waiting.
“i’m… off,” he admitted, hesitating. “lately, everything feels – wrong. like i’m forgetting something important, like i’m missing something. but i don’t know what to do about it.”
his mother tilted her head slightly. “and does this have something to do with the person you called earlier?”
jake’s fingers twitched against the table. “i didn’t call her directly,” he muttered, because even now, he wasn’t sure if he could handle what saying your name out loud would do to him. “i had to go through the front desk to reach her.”
his mother smiled knowingly. “that’s not the point, sweetheart.”
jake swallowed. he knew. he knew exactly what she was getting at.
“it’s just… she’s just been there,” he found himself saying, his voice hesitant. “always so put together, always knowing exactly what i need before i even have to ask. it’s like she—” he stopped himself before he could say too much, but his mother was already watching him with an expression that told him she understood more than he wanted her to.
“she takes care of you.”
jake’s jaw clenched. “yeah.”
“and you don’t know what to do with that.”
his laugh was hollow, humorless. “i don’t think i deserve it.”
his mother sighed, her eyes soft. “jake.”
he shook his head, leaning back against the chair. “i hurt her.”
the words felt heavier than he expected. saying them out loud made them real, made them impossible to ignore.
his mother didn’t look surprised. “how?”
jake hesitated. he wasn’t sure where to begin. it wasn’t just one thing – it was everything. the way he’d dismissed you, the way he’d taken you for granted, the way he’d let you become part of his routine without ever stopping to consider what that meant.
“i pushed her away,” he admitted, his voice tight. “i didn’t even realize i was doing it until it was too late. and now…”
his mother’s gaze was patient, understanding. “and now?”
jake exhaled slowly. “now, i feel like i’m losing my mind.”
his mother’s lips curled into a small, knowing smile. “because change terrifies you. and she’s become part of your life in a way you never expected.”
jake stared at the table, his thoughts a tangled mess. “i don’t even know when it happened,” he murmured. “i just… one day, she was there. and now, when she’s not – it feels wrong.”
his mother reached across the table, placing a gentle hand over his. “that sounds a lot like caring, jake.”
he let out a slow, shaky breath. “maybe.”
his mother squeezed his hand. “sweetheart, i’ve watched you close yourself off for so long. and i know you think it’s safer that way. but it’s okay to let people in. it’s okay to care.”
jake closed his eyes. he wanted to believe that. he really did.
“i don’t know how to fix this.”
his mother’s smile was sad but encouraging. “then start by not running away.”
jake swallowed hard, her words settling deep inside him. for the first time in a long while, he felt like maybe – just maybe – he didn’t want to run anymore.
jake’s fingers curled against the table. “i don’t know how i feel about this.”
his mother reached out, resting a hand over his. “that’s okay. but don’t let your fear stop you from figuring it out.”
jake didn’t respond. he didn’t know how.
his mother sighed, squeezing his hand once before letting go. “just don’t push her away, jake. don’t make the same mistake your father did.”
the words hit harder than he expected. he wasn’t like his father. he refused to be. but deep down, he knew – he had spent so much time trying to avoid being hurt that he had been the one keeping others at arm’s length.
maybe that needed to change.
later that night, as he lay in his childhood bedroom staring at the ceiling, his thoughts kept drifting back to you. the way you carried yourself, the way you fought for your place, the way you—
the way you made him feel.
jake turned onto his side, exhaling heavily. maybe it was time to stop running. maybe, for once, he needed to stay.
twelve.
you sat at your desk, staring at the chaotic schedule in front of you. jake had only been gone a few days, but it felt like an entire month’s worth of work had piled up. between rescheduling meetings, handling review dates, and ensuring the interns didn’t completely destroy the office system, your plate was overflowing. but that was your job. and you were good at it.
jake’s absence, however, made things feel heavier.
you had never been more aware of how much of your day revolved around him until he wasn’t here. normally, he’d be in his office, shooting you the occasional exasperated look over paperwork, or stepping out to ask for another coffee despite already having two. you had gotten used to the rhythm of his presence, the way it filled spaces without needing to demand attention.
now, that presence was gone, and you were left to make sure everything didn’t completely fall apart before he returned.
you let out a sigh, rubbing your temples before picking up your phone. another call, another problem to solve.
by the time jake’s return was only a few days away, you were running on caffeine and sheer determination. you had managed to keep everything under control, but it had taken everything out of you. your mind barely had space to wander – except for the brief moments when you remembered your last conversation with jake. the way his voice had sounded so lost, the hesitation behind his words.
but you couldn’t dwell on that. he wasn’t here. and when he came back, things would fall back into place.
a knock on your office door snapped you from your thoughts. you looked up to see one of your colleagues peeking in.
“hey, dr. sim called. he asked for you specifically.”
you blinked. “me?”
“yeah. said he wanted to check in.”
you hesitated for a moment before grabbing the office phone and dialing the number.
it barely rang once before he picked up. “y/n.”
his voice was different. not as tired as before, but still carrying something heavy. you straightened in your chair. “dr. sim. you called?”
a pause. then, “yeah. i just… wanted to check in. how’s everything?”
you glanced at the never-ending list on your screen. “under control.”
jake let out a small huff, almost like a laugh. “of course it is.”
silence stretched between you, and for a moment, you weren’t sure what else to say. but then his voice softened. “thank you. for everything. i know it’s been a lot.”
you smiled, but it didn’t quite reach your eyes. “that’s my job, dr. sim.”
jake inhaled sharply, like the words had physically hurt him.
your job.
like this was just a role, a duty to fulfill. like you were only here because of professional obligation, not because you had ever cared beyond that.
and maybe that was the worst part – knowing that at some point, you had cared. that at some point, he had meant more to you. but now, all that remained was distance, formality.
“right,” he said after a moment, his voice unreadable. “i’ll be back soon.”
“of course. safe travels.”
the call ended before either of you could say more, but the weight of it lingered. you sat there for a long time, staring at your desk, trying to push away the uneasy feeling settling in your chest.
meanwhile, on the other end of the line, jake sat in his childhood home, gripping his phone tighter than necessary. for the first time in a long time, he felt like he had lost something important.
and he had no idea how to get it back.
jay keeps him updated, the way you’re single handedly managing his schedule, making sure kang doesn’t fire his ass straight up (not that he would, jake’s too much of a genius for that to happen). but more than that, jay spoke of the way you kept things running, how you barely took a break, how you worked yourself to exhaustion, making sure everything was still intact for when jake returned.
jake listened in silence, the pit in his stomach growing heavier with each passing word. you had always been efficient, always been reliable. but there was something about the way jay talked about you now – how you were overextending yourself, how you hardly left your desk unless necessary – that made him uneasy.
by the time he finally stepped back into the office, the weight of unfinished conversations, of unspoken words, was pressing heavily on his shoulders. his absence had given him clarity, but clarity didn’t mean anything if he didn’t act on it.
when jake does come back, it’s a surprise to you too. he hadn’t called in advance, hadn’t mentioned anything, hadn’t even asked you to book a flight. just shown up to work on a thursday like he hadn’t been on a leave the past week.
it surprised you, you thought you were hallucinating.
jake was the same, yet different. he was still dressed impeccably, his dark suit fitted just right, his tie slightly loosened as if he had already had a long morning. but his eyes – those damn eyes – were sharp when they landed on you, scanning you like he was seeing you for the first time in months, not weeks.
“morning.” his voice was smooth, composed. if he was affected by anything, he didn’t let it show.
you forced herself to breathe. “morning.”
a pause later, you added, “how’s your mom?”
jake smiles, faintly. he looks tired, but also like he was well rested. like the week away from his office had given him the rest he had deserved.
“she’s fine,” he says, and you realise you had missed the warmth of his voice, “she’s recovering pretty fast.”
you nod, thankful that things were alright. you want to say something more, ask him how he was doing, ask him ask him if he’s really okay.
the words sit on your tongue, hesitant, unwilling to be spoken. you don't know if you have the right to ask anymore.
jake, for his part, watches you like he’s waiting for something. like he’s expecting you to say more, but when you don’t, he only nods. there’s something restrained in his expression, something that makes you feel like there’s more he wants to say too – but neither of you does.
instead, the moment passes.
“i should—” you gesture vaguely to your desk, to the endless tasks that had piled up in his absence. “i didn’t know you were coming back today, if you want , i can set your schedule up today. maybe a meeting in an hour with director kang, if you’re up for it, and then a review session with the legal team later in the afternoon. i can send the details to your email.”
jake exhales, eyes flickering to his office door. you’re rambling and he finds it amusing. or endearing. the thought of the latter feeling makes him tighten his hold over his bag, but he doesn’t look away, just nods along to whatever you say.
afterall, you know what’s best.
“right. i’ll look through it.”
you nod once, curt, and then turn back to your screen, as if that conversation hadn’t just been something fragile, something that could’ve cracked open if you had let it. you think that’s the end of it. that he’ll walk away, go back to his office, and things will return to the way they were.
but jake doesn’t move.
he lingers.
and then, in a voice softer than before, he says, “thank you, y/n.”
your fingers pause over your keyboard.
it’s not the words themselves that make your breath hitch – it’s the way he says them. the way they aren’t just polite acknowledgments, aren’t just an empty phrase meant to brush past the weight of everything left unsaid. no, this is different.
this is him meaning it.
this is gratitude in its truest form, held in his voice like it’s something delicate.
you inhale slowly, schooling your expression before you look up at him again. “of course,” you reply, but the words feel distant, like they don’t quite match the way your heart stumbles against your ribs.
jake’s lips press together, as if he wants to say something more. but then jay appears, calling out to him from the other side of the office, and the moment snaps in half.
just like that, he’s gone.
for most part of the day though, jake is drowning in work.
it had been that way since he got back – nonstop reviews, overflowing emails, projects that had stalled in his absence. the moment he stepped into the office, he had been pulled in every direction, barely given room to breathe. and he let it happen. work was easier to focus on. it was something he could control.
but every now and then, between the numbers and the reports, he felt it – the weight of your presence just beyond his reach.
you were there. moving around the office, talking to coworkers, slipping in and out of the conference room with files in hand. he caught glimpses of you in passing, his eyes drawn to you more times than he could count. you weren’t avoiding him anymore, not like before, but the distance was still there – an unspoken, lingering thing between you both.
he wanted to talk to you. he really did. but every time he so much as turned in your direction, something else demanded his attention – a call, an urgent email, a meeting running longer than expected. so he buried himself in work, knowing that if he just got through all of it, if he could just clear his plate, then maybe he could finally sit down with you. no interruptions. no distractions. just you and him.
but the day passed, and the timing was never right. not until lunch.
he didn’t notice at first – too caught up in his screen, typing away furiously. but when he finally leaned back to stretch, his eyes landed on your figure, knuckles raised against his door as if you were just about to knock.
your eyes widen as if you had been caught doing something scandalous, but you school your expression, clearing your throat hastily.
“you should eat,” you said, voice careful. “it’s been a long day, and it's only going to get busier later. dr. lee called for an impromptu review at four pm.”
you sound apologetic, almost as if you’re the one who put him through this predicament, especially after his first day back.
for a second, he just stared at you. it had been so long since you had done something like this for him. since you had even looked at him like this – cautious, hesitant, but still caring. and for the first time in what felt like forever, the words weren’t automatic, weren’t distant.
jake exhales, pushing away from his desk. his shoulders ache, his mind heavy from the sheer amount of work waiting for him, but for the first time today, his focus shifts entirely – to you.
you’re still standing there, waiting for his response.
his gaze flickers over your expression, taking in the way you hover, like you’re unsure if you should even be here. like you’re debating whether you should have said anything at all.
and suddenly, he doesn’t want you to leave just yet.
jake clears his throat, shifting in his seat. “have you eaten?”
you blink, clearly thrown off.
“uh,” you hesitate. “no, not yet.”
jake nods once, contemplative. then, without overthinking it, he pushes back his chair, standing to grab his coat.
“let’s go, then.”
your brain stutters. “go where?”
“lunch.” he says it like it’s the most obvious thing in the world. like it’s not entirely unprecedented and completely out of character for him to suggest something like this.
you stare at him, almost suspicious. “like, together?”
a corner of his mouth twitches, though he quickly tamps it down. “yes, y/n. together.”
you should say no. you should.
because this? this is dangerous territory. jake doesn’t ask you to lunch. he doesn’t ask you for anything, really – at least, nothing that doesn’t pertain to work.
but then he tilts his head ever so slightly, waiting. and maybe it’s the exhaustion talking, maybe it’s the way your stomach actually growls at the worst possible moment, or maybe it’s just that he’s looking at you like that.
like he’s trying.
“…okay,” you say before you can stop yourself.
jake nods, satisfied, before leading the way out of his office.
thirteen.
the café jake picked was a little ways away from the office, tucked into a quieter street lined with small shops. it wasn’t anything extravagant – just a cozy place with warm lighting and a surprisingly extensive menu. you weren’t sure what you expected, but it definitely wasn’t this.
“you come here often?” you asked as you both settled into a table near the window.
jake hummed, glancing over the menu. “not really. but i figured somewhere away from the office would be better.”
you blinked, caught off guard by his thoughtfulness. “oh.”
he didn’t elaborate, just focused on the menu like this was something normal. like he hadn’t just, for the first time in forever, actively chosen to spend time with you outside of work.
the waitress arrived, and after a quick back-and-forth (in which jake somehow convinced you to order something other than your usual go-to sandwich), you were left with nothing but your drinks and the thick air of unspoken words.
“so,” you started, wrapping your hands around your cup. “how’s your mom doing?”
jake leaned back slightly, fingers tapping idly against the table. “better. still recovering, but she’s been more energetic these past few days.”
“that’s good to hear.”
“she actually told me to stop hovering over her,” he added, lips twitching in amusement. “said i was more of a nuisance than a help.”
you let out a small laugh, shaking your head. “i can imagine. you don’t seem like the type to sit still when you’re worried.”
jake’s brows lifted slightly, but he didn’t deny it. “you’re not wrong.”
there was a beat of silence, comfortable this time. jake studied you for a moment before tilting his head slightly. “what about you?”
you frowned. “what about me?”
he shrugged, taking a sip of his drink. “how have you been? you’ve basically been running the office while i was gone.”
“it’s nothing i couldn’t handle,” you said, brushing it off.
jake wasn’t convinced. “jay made it sound like you barely had time to breathe.”
you huffed, shaking your head. “jay exaggerates.”
“does he?”
you hesitated. “okay, maybe a little. but it’s my job. it’s what i do.”
something flickered in his expression, but before you could dissect it, he changed the subject. “what do you do after work?”
you blinked. “huh?”
“when you’re not running the office or making sure i don’t completely destroy my schedule—what do you do?”
you narrowed your eyes, suspicious. “why do you want to know?”
jake smirked slightly, but there was a sincerity behind it. “just curious.”
you hesitated for a moment before sighing. “not much, honestly. i usually just go home, maybe read a little. sometimes i go out with friends, but it depends on the day.”
jake hummed, nodding. “sounds… peaceful.”
“sometimes.” you tilted your head. “what about you? when you’re not buried in research papers or ignoring kang’s calls?”
jake exhaled a laugh. “ignoring kang is a full-time job in itself.”
you snorted, shaking your head. but you’re also slightly malfunctioning. never in a million years would you have even imagined that you’d be sitting across jake sim, making small talk. is this a dream?
“but,” he continued, “i guess i read, too. or watch documentaries. i used to play soccer more, but it’s been a while.”
your brows lifted slightly. “soccer? really?”
jake smirked. “what, don’t believe me?”
this side of him is new. the smirk, the unguarded laughs, the way he sometimes bites his lips. you will yourself to stay calm, clench your fingers in your lap and exhale slowly.
you shrugged. “i just can’t picture you running around on a field when you’re usually glued to your computer.”
“i contain multitudes,” he said, mock-offended.
you rolled your eyes, but the smile lingered.
then, seemingly out of nowhere, he asked, “so, are you seeing anyone?”
your entire brain short-circuited.
“wh—what?”
jake leaned back, utterly unbothered. “you know. dating. boyfriend, girlfriend, situationship. whatever people call it these days.”
you stared at him. “why do you want to know?”
he shrugged, playing it cool. “just making conversation.”
your eyes narrowed slightly, but you answered anyway. “no. not at the moment.”
jake nodded slowly, almost like he was committing that information to memory.
you crossed your arms. “and you?”
his expression didn’t change. “no.”
“not even someone waiting for you to finally look up from your research and realize they exist?”
jake exhaled a laugh, shaking his head. “not that i know of.”
you hummed, unconvinced, but let it go.
for a moment, the conversation lulled, and then you found yourself blurting, “why did you choose astrophysics?”
jake glanced up, slightly surprised by the question. but after a beat, his lips curled up faintly. “you really want to know?”
you shrugged. “i wouldn’t have asked if i didn’t.”
he leaned forward slightly, his voice taking on that familiar, passionate undertone he always had when he spoke about his field. “i guess it started when i was a kid. i always liked figuring things out, but space… space is different. it’s infinite, unpredictable. the more you learn, the more you realize how much you don’t know.”
you watched him, absorbed by the way his eyes lit up as he spoke.
“it’s terrifying,” he admitted, a small grin playing on his lips. “but it’s also incredible. there are entire galaxies out there, black holes that warp time, planets that could be habitable. the laws of physics as we know them could be completely different somewhere else.”
you smiled slightly, resting your chin on your hand. “you sound like you’re in love with it.”
jake blinked at you, momentarily thrown off.
then, he huffed a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “maybe i am.”
and for some reason, something about that made your chest feel oddly tight.
the food arrived then, breaking the moment. but as you both ate, the conversation continued – easier now, lighter. and you didn’t miss the way jake kept looking at you, like he was memorizing this, like he was finally realizing that outside of the office, outside of schedules and meetings and deadlines, there was you.
and maybe, just maybe, he didn’t want to miss out on that anymore.
jake walks beside you as you both make your way back to the office, his hands casually tucked into the pockets of his coat. the lunch had been... nice. unexpected, but nice. and now, as the two of you walk in comfortable silence, he seems more at ease than you’ve seen him in a long time.
then, without warning, he speaks.
"did you know that if you fell into a black hole, time would slow down for you compared to someone watching from the outside?" his voice is contemplative, as if he’s only now realizing he said it out loud.
you blink, caught off guard. "um. no?"
jake nods, as if he expected that. "yeah. it’s called time dilation. the closer you get to the event horizon – the point of no return – the slower time moves for you, relative to everyone else. so technically, if you could somehow escape, you’d find that far more time had passed for the rest of the universe than for you."
you process his words, lips twitching. "so what you're saying is... if i ever want to time travel, i should just jump into a black hole?"
jake huffs out a laugh. "not unless you want to be spaghettified."
you stop mid-step. "spaghettified?"
he turns his head, eyes glinting with amusement. "yeah. because of the intense gravitational pull, your body would stretch into thin strands, like spaghetti. it’s called ‘spaghettification.’"
you let out a short laugh, shaking your head. "you’re messing with me."
"i swear i’m not." he grins, and for a moment, you see a different version of him – one without the weight of responsibilities or expectations pressing down on him. "the gravitational pull at your feet would be much stronger than at your head, so you’d get stretched out like a noodle before—" he snaps his fingers. "—being ripped apart."
you stare at him, utterly baffled. "what a horrifying way to go."
"oh, absolutely," he says, like it's the most natural thing in the world. "but theoretically, if the black hole was big enough, you might not even notice you’d crossed the event horizon. you’d just... fall. forever."
you don’t know what’s funnier – the fact that he’s so nonchalant about it, or the fact that he’s clearly enjoying this little tangent.
"so, the moral of the story," you say, crossing your arms, "avoid black holes."
jake chuckles, the sound low and genuine. "exactly."
for a moment, the two of you just walk, and you realize something – you actually like listening to him talk about this. there’s something comforting about the way he explains things, the way he gets lost in his own thoughts, his usual guardedness slipping away as he speaks about something he genuinely loves.
you glance at him, curious. you suddenly wonder about the jake sim you don’t know about. the one who apparently plays soccer and reads for leisure at home. what does he read? books on astrophysics? does he read fiction? does he have a favourite soccer team? does he still watch matches?
the more you imagine, the more you want to know.
who is jake sim outside of the brilliant astrophysicist you’re an assistant to?
but you don’t have to wonder too long. you’re already at the office doors and jake pushes them open first, holding them so you can step inside before him.
and that’s when jay sees you.
he’s standing near the entrance of the cafeteria, cup of coffee in hand, and the moment he spots the two of you stepping in together, his brows shoot up to his hairline. his eyes flicker between you and jake, and then – because he’s jay – his lips curl into a knowing smirk.
"well, well," he drawls, taking a slow sip of his coffee. "look who decided to have a little lunch date."
you freeze. "it wasn’t a—"
jake, to your surprise, doesn’t even flinch. he merely tugs off his coat, shrugging. "we were hungry."
jay’s smirk deepens. "uh-huh. sure."
you roll your eyes and push past him, but not before catching the way jay mouths "okay, i see y’all" at you behind jake’s back.
you ignore him.
you ignore the warmth in your chest too. however, if you know jay, you’d know that he’s anything but dismissive. that’s how you find yourself cornered in the printer room not even twenty minutes later.
jake had barely settled back into his office when you made your way to the printer room, hoping to grab some reports before his next meeting. it was supposed to be a quick trip – get in, get out, avoid any unnecessary interactions. but, of course, jay had other plans.
you didn’t even hear him coming.
“so.”
you nearly jumped out of your skin. “jesus—”
jay leaned against the printer, arms crossed, watching you with an all-too-knowing look.
you should’ve known. the moment you and jake had stepped into the office together, jay had been watching. his eyes had flickered between the two of you, brows raised ever so slightly, but he hadn’t said anything much at the time. which, in retrospect, had been a warning in itself.
and now, here he was, looking way too entertained for your liking.
“what do you want?” you asked, feigning nonchalance as you grabbed the stack of papers.
jay grinned. “oh, i don’t know. just wondering how your little lunch date went.”
you almost dropped the reports. “it wasn’t a date.”
“sure,” he nodded sagely. “just two colleagues, having lunch together, alone, outside the office, for the first time ever.”
you exhaled sharply, fixing him with a look. “he asked. i said yes. that’s it.”
jay hummed, unconvinced. “and what did you two talk about?”
“nothing special.”
“uh-huh. so, just to be clear,” jay continued, tilting his head, “jake sim—our very own resident workaholic, who has never once asked you out to lunch—randomly decides to do so today, and you think that means nothing?”
you shifted, feeling cornered. “jay—”
“because, and hear me out,” he interrupted, grinning wider, “it kinda seems like he’s making an effort.”
you blinked, lips parting slightly, but no words came out.
jay watched as realization flickered across your face, the way your fingers tightened around the papers in your grasp. and then he smirked, patting your shoulder before sauntering off, leaving you standing there, replaying the conversation in your head.
making an effort.
no. no way.
…right?
fourteen.
it started, as most things did between you and jake, with work.
you had long since grown used to your role as his assistant, leaving meticulous reminders on his desk so that he wouldn’t conveniently forget to review reports or attend meetings. it was a well-oiled system by now. you left him a note, he (sometimes) actually followed through, and the world kept spinning.
but now there was a comfortable dynamic starting to form between you two.
now jake would stop by your desk for a whole minute, greeting you warmly and in fact, he had started receiving his coffee from you at your desk itself.
there was always a polite but warm ‘good morning’ and ‘thanks for the coffee’ greeting you. and you liked it. you liked that jake would mirror your smile. the first time he had smiled at you – like, openly grinned, with his eyes crinkling – you had been blindsighted. you were probably too shocked to even return the gesture, sitting still for a whole minute, imprinting and memorizing the sight you had just been graced with in your memory.
turns out, you didn’t have to memorise it, because you were suddenly a regular recipient of it. every damn morning. well, it certainly was one reason to start looking forward to your mondays.
this was still jake, he was still the same old sleeves rolled up deep in calculations person inside his office. but when he passed by you? or when you entered his office? a permanent grin etched on his face. those eyes that had been focused on some report? positively sparkling behind his thick rimmed glasses.
he was suddenly starting to resemble a puppy in you reyes and the more you sneaked glances at him, the more you were concerned of this comparison.
so when you left a neatly written sticky note on his desk one evening—"reminder: review kang’s quarterly report before 10 am meeting tomorrow."— you thought nothing of it.
the next morning, you arrived to find the note on your desk. only, something had been added beneath your writing, in jake’s neat, slanted script:
"did you know that the universe is expanding at an accelerating rate? just like kang’s expectations."
you blinked. then blinked again. what the hell?
you turned your head toward his office, where the glass door remained shut, jake nowhere in sight. he had to have done this late last night. and he hadn’t even addressed your reminder – just hit you with a completely random space fact.
you thought it was a one time thing. maybe he saw the post notes on your desk and decided to leave one for the fun of it?
the next evening, after finishing up your reports, you left another note on his desk: "don’t forget to go through the intern evaluations before friday."
when you returned the next morning, there was another addition:
"forwarded you the evals.” below it, in his slightly scratchy handwriting was an addition: “incidentally, did you know that time moves slower in stronger gravitational fields? maybe that’s why this week feels endless."
you covered your mouth, suppressing a laugh. this man.
and just like that, it became a thing.
it started slow, with simple reminders laced with cosmic facts, but then it evolved. jake’s responses became more elaborate, slipping in more than just dry science.
one day, you left: "you need to approve the lab’s funding proposal by end of day. no exceptions!"
by the next morning, jake’s response was waiting for you: "did you know that some stars shine brighter when they have a companion? also, the proposal is on your desk, don’t nag."
your heart stuttered for an entirely different reason that day.
but jake never acknowledged it out loud. when you interacted in person, he was the same – calm, composed, occasionally brooding but never ignoring your reminders anymore. yet, on paper, in these little sticky notes, something else simmered beneath his usual cool demeanor.
it was a language only the two of you seemed to understand.
the next time you found a note, you stared at it a little longer than usual before pressing your lips together to suppress a smile.
"scientists believe there’s a ninth planet in our solar system, but we haven’t been able to find it yet. kind of like how i never see you taking breaks. go home on time for once."
like he’s one to speak, pulling long hours on days you leave on time anyway. regardless, you read it three times, warmth unfurling in your chest before tucking the note away in your drawer – right next to all the others you had kept. because you were keeping them now.
even if he didn’t catch you in the act of placing them carefully in one of your drawers, you had a feeling jake knew.
sometimes he was straight up funny, or so you thought. it was a side that you could usually only see through these notes because jake sim in person? he never said stuff like this.
once you reminded him of a deadline: “the research proposal deadline is on friday. let me know if you need anything."
he replied: "there’s a giant storm on jupiter that has been raging for over 300 years. that’s still shorter than some of the meetings we sit through."
you had laughed. you had tried to be discreet about it but you couldn’t help the chuckle that had tumbled out and jake had caught you in that moment.
it was unfair, really. how easily he managed to make you smile. how effortlessly he turned something as mundane as sticky notes into something… else.
your cheeks had warmed up and very sheepishly, you looked away. but you missed the way jake had smiled to himself, pushing his glasses up and scratching his ears. cute, he had thought.
and proceeded to malfunction the rest of the day.
and of course jay noticed. of course he had something to say.
he started with jake first, because believe it or not, his friend was an absolute loser.
jay had been watching jake all morning. well, technically, he’d been watching jake for weeks now, but today was different.
jake was fidgeting.
now, jake sim did not fidget. he was the type of guy who could stare at a complex data set for hours without breaking concentration, but today? today, his pen was twirling between his fingers with a sort of nervous energy, his glasses had been pushed up his nose at least five times in the last two minutes, and most damning of all, he kept sneaking glances at your desk.
jay smirked, leaning back in his chair, watching the way jake’s ears tinged pink every time you so much as moved.
“oh, this is so good,” he muttered to himself.
jake ignored him, as he usually did. but jay knew the truth.
he wasn’t the only one who had noticed the sticky note exchanges. it had started small, easy to brush off as just another one of jake’s quirks, but then jay had seen you laughing at a note one morning, your eyes lingering a little too long on the writing before tucking it away. tucking it away. as in, keeping it.
jay, of course, had confronted jake immediately.
“you like her,” he’d accused one evening as they left the office.
jake had barely given him a glance. “i don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“oh, come on, dude. you’re writing her space facts like it’s some secret code for flirting.”
jake had hesitated then, the barest of pauses in his step before he scoffed. “it’s not flirting. it’s just… facts.”
jay had groaned. “you absolute loser.”
the worst part is, jay actually reads one of those notes.
you don’t even notice. he was leaning against your desk, waiting for you to find him one of those empty files you usually kept handy when he saw it. the yellow paper peeking out from under your keyboard.
you hear him scoff.
you turn just in time to see him pluck the sticky note off your desk, holding it between two fingers like it’s the most scandalous piece of evidence he’s ever seen.
“really?” he deadpans, reading the words aloud. “fact: the andromeda galaxy is on a collision course with the milky way. kind of like how you’re on a collision course with burnout if you keep staying past office hours. go home, y/n. – jake’”
he blinks. then looks at you. long. hard. smug.
you snatch the note back. “mind your business.”
“oh, no, no,” jay grins, crossing his arms. “this is my business. because you–” he points at you, then at your drawer, which probably has a whole stash of jake’s little science notes, “are clearly stockpiling these. and he” —cue the dramatic hand gesture in the direction of jake’s office— “is clearly trying to rizz you up with astrophysics.”
your soul leaves your body. “he is not!”
jay just laughs. “oh, honey. he is. and the fact that you’re keeping them? you’re down bad.”
you groan, pressing a hand to your forehead. “please shut up.”
“but like—are you guys flirting through the cosmos?” he’s grinning so hard, it’s physically painful to witness. “is this—interstellar rizz?”
“jay…”
“a universal love story?”
“jay.”
“gravitational attraction?”
“oh my god!”
fifteen.
it's been a whole entire month now. an entire month from the day you had been venting to jay about how you were just a paperclip to jake. a whole month since you quietly but seamlessly made your presence known in jake’s daily routine.
funny, how things change.
jake’s never been good with change though.
it unsettles him – the way you’ve become this constant, the way he’s started to notice you in ways he never used to. at first, it was just small things. the way you always showed up in the lab before him, already setting up for the day. how you somehow remembered his preferred coffee order better than he did. the way your presence always lingered in the room, even when you weren’t speaking.
but then, those small things started becoming something more.
like how he started looking for you before even realizing he was doing it. how your voice, your laughter – hell, even the way you sighed when you were frustrated – started threading itself into the fabric of his days.
and the worst part? he let it happen.
jake liked routines, formulas, things that followed a set pattern. he liked knowing what to expect. but you? you were anything but predictable. and yet, somehow, you were still there, right in the middle of everything, shifting the entire equation of his life without permission.
how your presence had become something…expected.
jake didn’t like expecting things. expectations led to disappointments. people left, and routines shattered. he had learned that early on, and he had learned it well.
jake hadn’t meant to think of you. really.
he had been sitting at his desk, staring at the notes sprawled out before him, running calculations and double-checking measurements for the upcoming visit to the observatory. it was standard procedure – his advisor had asked him to review the telescope’s latest readings, compare them with the simulations, and ensure everything was in order before they proceeded with the next phase of their research. it was work he could do on autopilot, something he’d done dozens of times before.
and yet, he found himself pausing.
because for the first time in a long time, he didn’t want to go alone.
it wasn’t unusual for jake to make solo visits to the observatory – he actually preferred it that way. it was quiet, isolated, just him and the endless expanse of the universe stretched out before him. no distractions, no expectations. just the comfort of knowing that the stars above would always remain as they were – constant, unmoving, predictable.
but ever since you had slipped into his life, disrupting the structure he had so carefully built, everything felt different.
the observatory had always been his space. a place where he could think, where the world made sense. it was the last place he should be considering bringing someone else. and yet, the idea had wormed its way into his head and refused to leave.
he frowned, tapping his pen against the desk.
why did he want you there?
it wasn’t logical. you weren’t a physicist. you had nothing to gain from being in the observatory, nothing to contribute to the calculations or the data collection. the rational part of his mind told him there was no reason to invite you.
still, he found himself gripping his pen a little tighter, watching you from the corner of his eye as he wondered what you would say if he asked. but technically, he could use an extra pair of hands. he needed to cross check some numbers anyway, maybe you would be willing to help?
or is he rationalises his thoughts and actions as he finally makes his way over to you. it seemed, lately he had been doing a lot of that – seeking you out at your desk.
“are you busy this evening?”
you looked up from your notes, brow arching slightly. “depends. are you about to ask me to do something tedious?”
jake scoffed lightly. “define tedious.”
you narrowed your eyes. “dr. sim, you’re asking me to stay back after work. that email disaster was a one-time thing, but if you’re going to make me stay late to organize more files or proofread another hundred pages of data sheets, i will be charging overtime.”
jake huffed out a quiet chuckle, shaking his head. “it’s not that.”
you tilted your head, waiting for him to continue.
he shifted his weight slightly, gripping the edge of your desk like he needed something solid to keep himself grounded. “i need to check something at the observatory tonight. cross-check some numbers, recalibrate a few things.” a pause. “figured an extra pair of hands wouldn’t hurt.”
you blinked. “and i’m the extra pair of hands?”
jake nodded. “yeah.”
you stared at him for a long moment, trying to decipher his expression. you weren’t exactly well-versed in astrophysics, and you were pretty sure there wasn’t much you could actually do to help. but jake wouldn’t be asking if he didn’t think you were at least somewhat useful, he wasn’t the type to waste time.
still, something about this felt… off. not in a bad way, just unusual. jake rarely asked for company, let alone your company outside of work hours.
you leaned back in your chair, arms crossed. “i’m not sure how an assistant is supposed to be helpful at an observatory.”
jake shrugged, nonchalant. “moral support.”
you gave him a flat look. “moral support?”
“yeah. you know. in case i get emotionally overwhelmed by all the equations.”
you snorted, shaking your head. “right. that definitely sounds like something you’d struggle with.”
there was a glint in his eyes, like he was amused by your skepticism, but he didn’t argue. just watched you, waiting for your answer.
you exhaled through your nose, considering. the observatory wasn’t exactly your idea of an exciting evening, but… you couldn’t deny you were curious.
and maybe – just maybe – a small part of you liked the fact that he had asked.
“…fine,” you relented. “but if i get bored, i’m leaving.”
jake smirked. “noted.”
which brings you to now.
the observatory was quieter than you expected. it stood at the edge of campus, slightly isolated, its large dome stretching into the night sky, a dark canvas dotted with stars, and though you've never really considered yourself someone particularly enthralled by space, you can't deny the way the sight steals your breath.
in the center of the room, a massive telescope stands like something out of a sci-fi movie, its lenses gleaming under the soft glow of the control panel. but what steals your breath is the view beyond the glass ceiling – an entire universe stretched out above you, vast and infinite.
you exhale, stunned. “wow.”
jake watches you, something unreadable in his expression. “yeah,” he murmurs. “i thought you’d like it.”
there’s something about the way he says it – soft, almost hesitant – that makes your pulse skip.
jake was already setting up, his movements methodical. you hovered near the entrance, taking in the scene before finally making your way to him.
“so, what now?” you asked, clearing your throat.
he glanced at you, then gestured to a set of notes on the table. “just cross-check these while i calibrate the telescope.”
you nodded, flipping through the pages. silence settled between you, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. just the soft rustling of paper, the occasional click of buttons, and the steady sound of jake adjusting the equipment.
after a while, you looked up, watching him in his element. his brows were slightly furrowed in concentration, his fingers moving deftly over the controls. there was something almost peaceful about seeing him like this, completely immersed in his work.
“so.” you clear your throat, still taking in the sky. “this is where you go when you disappear for hours?”
“sometimes,” he admits. “it’s quiet here. no emails. no meetings. just… this.”
he moves to the telescope, adjusting the dials with practiced ease before glancing at you. “want to see?”
you hesitate for only a second before stepping closer.
jake’s hands brush against yours as he guides you to the eyepiece, and you pretend not to notice the way your skin hums from the contact.
you peer in, and suddenly, it’s just you and the stars.
it’s breathtaking. planets and constellations in sharp clarity, galaxies swirling in a cosmic dance.
“this is insane,” you whisper.
jake chuckles. “insane in a good way?”
“in the best way.” your voice reduces to a whisper on its own accord. through the eyepiece, you feel like you’re experiencing something intimate, only for your eyes. “i think i’m starting to understand why you like doing this work.”
you don’t know what motivates you to actually say it out aloud, but the comfortable silence that had settled between you may have been a catalyst.
jake laughs a tiny little laugh, almost quietly as if he wanted to preserve the sanctity of this moment. nothing but the hum of the machines surround you now and he can hear the way your clothes rustle when you adjust yourself to the telescope.
“it makes sense,” he said simply.
you tilted your head. “more than people do?”
his hands stilled.
for a moment, you thought he wouldn’t answer. but then, he let out a quiet breath, gaze still fixed on the telescope.
“people aren’t predictable,” he said finally. “science is.”
you set the notes down, stepping closer. “predictability isn’t everything sometimes.”
he turned to look at you then, something unreadable in his expression. the air between you felt heavier, charged with something neither of you could name. the way his gaze lingered made your stomach twist, and for a second, you thought he might say something – something important.
there’s a beat of silence before he speaks again, voice quieter. “you ever think about it?”
“think about what?”
“how small we are,” he muses. “how, in the grand scheme of the universe, we’re just specks of dust on a floating rock.”
you pull away from the telescope to look at him, but his gaze is fixed upward.
“you’re telling me,” you start, amused, “that we came all the way here so you could have an existential crisis?”
jake huffs a laugh, shaking his head. “no. i just—” he hesitates, choosing his words. “i guess i wanted to show you why i love this.”
you don’t know why, but that confession makes something tighten in your chest.
you watch him for a moment – how the glow of the dim lights casts a soft halo around his face, how his brows furrow ever so slightly in thought. the glasses sit on the bridge of his nose, reflecting the stars above you. how his eyes shine behind those glasses, holding things you didn’t dare to ask him about. the soft smile tugging on the corners of his lips as his neck craned up in familiar appreciation.
for once, you don’t feel like an outsider in his world.
“this is where it started for me,” he said suddenly, his voice quieter than usual.
you turned to him, curious. “what did?”
his lips curved, not quite a smile, but something softer. “my obsession with space. the stars. everything.”
you waited, sensing that he wasn’t finished. and after a beat, he exhaled, tilting his head back as if he could reach into the past and pluck the memory right from the sky.
“i was ten the first time i saw saturn through a telescope,” he murmured. “my mom took me to an observatory for my birthday. she—” he hesitated for a fraction of a second before continuing. “she wasn’t exactly the type to understand science, but she knew i loved it. so she made the trip just for me.”
you watched him, noting the way his fingers twitched slightly before curling into his palm.
“she let me stay up late,” he went on, voice quieter now, more thoughtful. “and i remember looking through that telescope and seeing saturn’s rings for the first time. it didn’t feel real. it was just this perfect thing, floating out there in the dark. and i thought, ‘if something this beautiful exists so far away, what else is out there?’”
you felt your heart twist at the wonder in his tone, the lingering traces of a child who had once stared at the universe with wide-eyed fascination.
“she sounds like she really cared,” you said gently.
jake’s throat bobbed as he swallowed. “yeah,” he admitted. “she did.”
a comfortable silence stretched between you, the weight of nostalgia settling in. when he spoke again, his voice was a touch lighter. “anyway, that’s how it all started. one night, one telescope, and a planet millions of miles away.”
you smiled. “and now you’re here. making it your whole life.”
he huffed a soft laugh. “yeah, guess so.”
the two of you stood there for a while longer, the silence stretching between you – not awkward, not uncertain, just there. comfortable. quiet. something unspoken settling in the air between you like stardust.
and when jake finally broke the silence, it wasn’t with another question. it was with a quiet, thoughtful, almost teasing murmur—
“you know, saturn’s rings are actually disappearing.”
you turned to him, eyebrows raised, almost alarmed. “what?”
he smirked, a knowing glint in his eyes. “slowly, of course. give it a hundred million years.”
you rolled your eyes, but you couldn’t help the small, amused smile that pulled at your lips. typical.
jake had been careful in his explanations at first, as if gauging whether you were truly interested or simply indulging him. but the moment he realized you actually wanted to listen, something in him loosened. the words started flowing, effortless, unfiltered. he spoke of nebulae and galaxies colliding, of stars that lived and died before the earth had even existed. he pointed out constellations, filling the silence with a quiet reverence that made you feel like you were standing on the edge of something infinite.
you wonder if anyone else has ever seen this side of him.
not the researcher, not the reserved and often too-intense scholar, but the man who could speak about the cosmos with a fascination so deep it bled into his voice. the man who, for all his cool detachment, still carried the kind of awe that made you believe in something bigger than yourself.
and that’s when it happens. that’s when you feel it.
that slow, creeping realization that something has shifted. that this isn’t just about your inherent respect for this man. no, it was more than that. sure, you had started this month with a reluctant motivation to make this person acknowledge your existence.
but now that he is? it does something to you.
a quiet, unsettling shift that settles deep in your bones, in the spaces between your ribs where your heart beats just a little too fast. the realization slinks in slow, insidious – like the tide rolling in, creeping past where you thought the shore ended, until suddenly, you’re in deeper than you meant to be.
jake is still speaking, voice steady and sure, filling the silence with his quiet reverence. you barely hear the words anymore. something about the life cycle of stars, about the sheer immensity of time itself – how the light from some of these constellations has taken millions of years to reach earth, how when you look up, you are peering into the past.
it should be overwhelming. it should make you feel small.
but instead, all you can think about is the man beside you. talking so animatedly, his lips splitting into a grin, his teeth biting into the flesh every once in a while when he pointed out another constellation to you.
the paperwork you were here for in the first place remained forgotten. insignificant, almost as if you hadn’t really been required for it in the first place.
because you realize, then, that this isn’t just admiration anymore. this isn’t just you being awed by his mind, by the way he sees the universe with such unguarded wonder. it’s not just about the way he listens when you speak, or how he’s begun to answer your notes with scribbled facts, or how he’s been looking at you lately, with something unreadable in his gaze.
it’s him.
jake, with his impossible knowledge and even more impossible depth, the way his fascination bleeds into his voice when he speaks of things so much bigger than himself. the way his eyes are fixed on the sky, dark and gleaming, reflecting galaxies you’ll never touch but somehow feel closer to just by standing here next to him.
and it terrifies you.
because this isn’t what you planned. you were supposed to break down the walls between you, supposed to demand acknowledgment, supposed to pull him out of that self-imposed solitude and make him see you.
but now that he does?
now that he’s speaking to you like this, sharing this piece of himself so freely, without reservation?
now that you’re standing here, heart stuttering in your chest, wondering if maybe – just maybe – you don’t want him to see you just as his assistant anymore?
the thought makes your breath hitch.
“—are you listening?”
jake’s voice cuts through the haze of your thoughts, and you blink, snapping back to the present. he’s turned toward you now, brows raised in mild amusement, but there’s something else in his eyes, too – something patient, expectant, like he’s waiting for you to catch up to whatever just shifted between you.
you clear your throat hastily. “yeah. of course.”
his gaze lingers for a moment, like he doesn’t quite believe you. but then he huffs out a quiet laugh, shaking his head as he looks back toward the sky.
“good,” he murmurs. “i’d hate to bore you.”
as if he could.
you don’t say it out loud. instead, you let your gaze drift up to the stars, to the vastness of everything above you.
and you let the realization settle, no matter how terrifying it is. because something’s happening. something has happened in the span of a month already. you have an inkling as to what it is, but you’re not going to admit to it. not yet.
the tiny voice in the back of your mind is here to support you on that cause it seems, chanting in tiny font: just an assistant, just an assistant, just an assistant.
but when jake shifts closer, his shoulder brushing yours ever so slightly, you’re not sure who you’re trying to convince anymore
sixteen.
the office is eerily quiet at this hour, save for the rhythmic scratch of a marker against the whiteboard. the usual hum of ringing phones and hurried conversations has long since died down, leaving behind an almost sacred kind of stillness.
you glance at the clock in jake’s office – 7:34 pm. way past your office hours, but jake’s still in his office.
jake should have gone home hours ago. so should you. and yet, here you are, perched on the edge of his desk, watching as he works through whatever calculations are currently consuming his mind.
you’ve seen this scene play out before, too many times now.
it used to be just an observation. a fleeting thought that it couldn’t be healthy to spend so many hours so completely submerged in work. but lately, that thought has settled into something heavier, something almost akin to concern.
he’s been stuck for the last twenty minutes. you can tell because he’s frowning at the whiteboard like it personally offended him, one hand on his hip, the other tapping the marker absently against his thigh. you can practically see the gears turning in his head, equations unraveling and reforming, one possibility after another spinning behind his sharp gaze.
you don’t know when you started caring like this. you really don’t.
but you do.
so, as you hover near his desk, watching him scribble something with an almost frantic energy, you decide – he needs a break. and you, apparently, have taken it upon yourself to make sure he gets one.
“dr. sim,” you say, but it barely registers. his pen doesn’t even pause. nothing.
with a sigh, you reach forward and pluck the pen right out of his hand.
that gets his attention.
he blinks, finally looking up at you, and you don’t miss the way his brows furrow, like he’s only just realizing you’ve been standing there this whole time. you would have laughed at the way he looks at you like a kicked puppy. like you just snatched his lollipop right from his hands. although, given the situation, that’s an accurate comparison.
“what are you doing?” he asks, voice slightly rough from lack of use.
“saving you from yourself.” you twirl the pen between your fingers, giving him your best unimpressed look. “when’s the last time you took a break?”
he exhales sharply, rubbing his temples. “i don’t have time for a break.”
you shake your head. “that’s not an answer.”
jake lets out a quiet groan, leaning back in his chair. “i just need to finish this.”
“that’s what you said two hours ago.” you glance at the clock pointedly.
his lips press together, but you see the way exhaustion flickers across his features. he’s wearing himself down, the way he always does, and for some reason, that doesn’t sit right with you anymore.
“you look like you’re about to fight that thing,” you tease, breaking the silence.
jake exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair. “might as well. it’s being stubborn.”
you tilt your head, pretending to examine the mess of symbols and numbers scrawled across the board. you don’t understand a fraction of it, but that’s never stopped you from trying. “have you tried… asking nicely?”
jake gives you a flat look, and you grin, making your way over to the whiteboard in question.
“or,” you continue, voice laced with mischief, “you could let me help. i’m very good at doodling. that squiggly line right there?” you gesture vaguely toward the board. “desperately needs a smiley face.”
for a second, he just stares at you, expression unreadable. then, to your surprise, the corner of his mouth twitches. “that’s not a squiggly line. it’s a sigma notation.”
“yeah, well, i think it would be a lot friendlier if it had some personality.” before he can protest, you lean forward, swiping the marker from his hand. with a few quick strokes, you turn the apparently very serious mathematical symbol into a little doodle of a face, complete with tiny arms raised in triumph.
jake huffs out something that sounds suspiciously like a laugh. “that’s sacrilegious.”
“it’s art,” you correct, grinning as you cap the marker and toss it back to him. “you’re welcome.”
he shakes his head, but there’s a softness there, something warm and reluctant in the way he looks at you. like he can’t quite believe you’re here, in his space, disrupting his routine with something as simple as a smiley face on a whiteboard.
like he hasn’t just surprised himself by not losing his mind over the fact that you just doodled on his very important notes. like he doesn’t even mind.
for a long moment, he just stands there, marker still loosely gripped in his fingers. then, with a quiet sigh, he lifts it and – to your utter delight – draws something beside your doodle.
he started with a small star in the corner – sharp, clean lines. then, next to it, he hesitated before adding another one. then another.
you tilted your head, watching him with something warm in your gaze. “what are you drawing?”
he glanced at you, then back at the board. “…orion’s belt.”
a slow smile stretched across your lips. “of course.”
jake didn’t know why the warmth in your voice made his pulse stutter, but it did. and when you stepped closer, your shoulder brushing his ever so slightly, he felt it even more acutely – the soft graze of fabric against fabric, the fleeting press of warmth before it vanished again
he doesn’t know when he started paying attention to things like this. the way your laughter fills up a room, how effortlessly it winds its way into the air, sinking into the corners of his office like it belongs there. the way you nudge him – not just physically, but emotionally, mentally, in ways no one else ever has.
he doesn’t know when it started, but he knows now that he’s in too deep to ignore it.
because right now, he’s standing at the whiteboard, marker in hand, with you beside him, doodling what can only be described as a catastrophically inaccurate solar system.
and somehow, impossibly, he’s smiling.
actually smiling.
he catches himself in the reflection of the glass across the room, and it startles him a little. he looks different. softer, somehow. the lines of his face, not weighed down by calculations or theories, but by something lighter. something he doesn’t quite have a name for yet.
jake doesn't know how long he stands there, marker in hand, staring at the mess of doodles you've scattered across his once-pristine whiteboard. he should be appalled, maybe even annoyed, but he's neither. if anything, he feels... lighter.
your laughter still lingers in the air, curling around the edges of the quiet like something tangible, something warm. and when you shift beside him, stretching lazily with a satisfied hum, he catches a faint trace of your perfume, something soft and familiar, something he has no right to associate with comfort but does anyway.
"i think we did some great work here," you say, stepping back to admire your collective masterpiece. "a true collaboration between genius and artist."
jake huffs a laugh, shaking his head. "you mean vandalism."
"semantics," you counter easily, nudging his elbow playfully. your touch is fleeting, barely there, but jake still feels it long after you've moved away. he grips the marker tighter than necessary.
you glance at him then, a knowing glint in your eyes. "alright, dr. sim. time for your verdict. did my artistic intervention help at all?"
he exhales slowly, letting his gaze sweep over the board again. and maybe it’s the exhaustion, or maybe it’s you, but he realizes that, somehow, the problem no longer seems as daunting as it did twenty minutes ago. the frantic mess of calculations, the numbers that had refused to align, don’t feel as suffocating now.
it’s absurd. it’s ridiculous. but somehow, your ridiculous doodles make the whole thing feel less intimidating.
jake turns his head slightly, watching you from the corner of his eye. you’re still looking at the board, a pleased little smile on your lips, completely oblivious to the way his mind is currently betraying him.
when did this start? when did you start creeping into his thoughts, into his space, into his carefully structured life with your easy laughter and casual touches? when did your presence start feeling like a constant, like something that belonged?
the realization unsettles him.
he clears his throat, looking away. "it’s… better."
your smile widens, and for some reason, jake has to fight the urge to look away again. "see? i told you i’m helpful."
he rolls his eyes, but there’s no real exasperation behind it. if anything, it’s just an excuse to look at something other than your stupidly pleased expression, which, annoyingly enough, does things to him he’d rather not analyze right now.
"well," you say, clapping your hands together, "my work here is done. i’ve successfully distracted you from overworking yourself into an early grave. i should get a raise."
jake snorts, shaking his head. "you’re already overpaid."
"lies and slander," you gasp dramatically, pressing a hand to your chest. "i should report you to hr for emotional damage."
he’s about to retort when you suddenly step forward, reaching for the marker in his hand. jake’s breath hitches – completely involuntarily, because that’s the only explanation – as your fingers brush against his.
it’s brief. a fraction of a second, really. but it’s enough.
jake freezes.
the touch is light, barely there, but his mind registers it in excruciating detail – the faint press of your skin against his, the subtle warmth of your fingertips. it’s nothing. it’s everything. it’s enough to send his brain into a sudden, inexplicable shutdown.
you don’t seem to notice. or if you do, you pretend not to. you just pluck the marker from his hand and uncap it, adding one final detail to your masterpiece.
jake watches, still unnervingly aware of the ghost of your touch lingering on his skin. his fingers curl slightly, as if trying to hold onto something that’s no longer there.
you step back with a satisfied nod, capping the marker with a flourish. "there. perfect."
he barely registers what you’ve added – a tiny shooting star trailing behind orion’s belt – because he’s too busy trying to school his expression into something neutral, something that doesn’t betray the way his heart is currently behaving like it’s lost all sense of reason.
silence stretches between you for a beat too long. jake wonders if you can hear it – the way his pulse feels too loud, the way his carefully structured composure feels like it’s cracking at the edges.
then, mercifully, you step away, stretching again as you let out a small yawn. "alright, for real this time. i should go before i become permanently attached to this office."
jake nods, not trusting himself to speak just yet.
you glance at him one last time before heading for the door but for a moment, you just stand there, your fingers hovering over the doorknob. then you turn, looking at him with something softer in your gaze. something thoughtful.
"you should go home soon too, dr. sim."
it’s the first time you’ve said his name like that. no teasing, no playful lilt. just quiet. just sincere. jake’s heart clenches, aching to hear you call him but his first name. but he doesn’t say anything. not yet.
and for reasons he can’t quite explain, it sends something dangerously warm curling in his chest.
jake swallows. he nods.
you smile – soft, small, something just for him – and then you’re gone, the sound of the door clicking shut behind you somehow louder than it should be.
jake exhales slowly, staring at the empty space you left behind.
then, finally, he looks back at the whiteboard.
the equations are still there, unsolved. the numbers are still a mess, waiting for him to untangle them. but in the midst of all that, there’s something else now. doodles and stars and smiley faces. a small, stupidly drawn solar system that doesn’t belong in a room like this, in a world like his.
and yet.
jake lifts a hand, absentmindedly tracing a fingertip over the edge of one of your stars.
and yet, somehow, impossibly…it fits.
jake wonders if maybe, just maybe, not everything in his world has to be so rigid, so calculated. maybe some things – some people – aren’t meant to be neatly solved, but simply felt. and as his fingers linger over the soft curve of your drawn star, he realizes, with quiet certainty, that you’re the first anomaly he doesn’t want to solve.