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I found a love letter from my mums high school boyfriend along with some old photos. My parents were married for almost two decades, and she still has these hidden away in the attic,
I guess sometimes you just can’t completely erase someone
Best Christmas Ever.
Merry Christmas! This is my gift to you all. An Austin Carlile Christmas. ;)
I LOVE YOU!
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“Hey, my beautiful girl.” Austin whispered right under my ear as he layed down next to me on our plush couch. A sweet smile spread across my face as I shut my eyes and breathed in his scent, just enjoying being in his warm embrace. “Mmm, I missed this.” I said laying my head back on his perfectly tattooed chest. “So did I, but you knew I wouldn’t miss Christmas with my angel.” He spoke while running his hands through my hair. “I’m so excited to give you your presents tomorrow!” I smiled brightly up at him, I had so much in store for him tomorrow. “I can’t wait to give you yours either.” He said nibbling on my ear. “Actually I have something to give you now.” He said with lust in his dark brown eyes as he ran his sat me on his lap to face him. His warm hands cupped my face as he brought his soft lips up to mine. The kiss was strong in passionate but full of so much love that surely would’ve made my knees give out if I hadn’t been sitting down. “Wow..” I said when we broke away for air. “I love you so damn much, Y/N.” He breathed out and I could see in his eyes that he meant it. “I love you just as much, Austin.” I said with tears forming in my eyes. It was at this moment that I realized I had never loved anyone as much as I loved him, also that no one had ever loved him as much he does. “How did I get so lucky?” I spoke my thoughts out loud. “I ask myself the same question every morning when I wake up next to the most beautiful girl in the world.” He said smiling before my tears spilled over, to which he kissed away. He brought his lips back to mine and pulled me even closer to him. I was so lost in the kiss that I didn’t even notice we had left the couch until I felt the soft king size bed underneath me. The rest of the night was filled with soft moans and murmured “I love you’s” and was without a doubt the best Christmas Eve I had ever spent with anyone. I woke up the next morning wrapped tightly in Austin’s arms. I stared at him for awhile just taking in his featured until I was pulled closer to him and his eyes slowly opened causing my face to light up like a little child on, well, Christmas. “Good morning, sweetheart.” He yawned but the chuckled at the look in my face. “IT’S CHRISTMAS!” I cheered and sat up on the bed on my knees. “Yes it is, baby.” He laughed before pushing me down and straddling me, careful to not put his weight on me. He placed soft kisses on my face making me giggle before he jumped off me and ran down the stairs. “Austin what-?” I laughed as I heard his heavy steps down the stairs. “I’M OPENING MY PRESENTS NOWWW!” He squealed in a baby voice making me laugh even harder. I jumped up and ran down the stairs after him. When I reached the living room Austin was no where to be found. “Austin, where did you go?” I asked before I was swept into his arms causing me to squeal. “Okay! Present number one!” He said sitting me down on the couch before pulling a light gray box out and putting it in my hand. My smile turned even brighter because getting jewelry from Austin was my favorite, each piece was like a treasure that I could keep forever. I carefully opened the box and my eyes went wide as I saw the large diamond ring in the box. I looked up to Austin with a shocked expression on my face and lost my breath when I saw him down on one knee. “Y/N, everyday I spend with you makes my world even better and brighter. You are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen and you make me so unbelievably happy. I never want to be without you, ever. I love you so much, I don’t know what I’d do without you. I need you everyday, forever. Will you marry me?” He spoke with such reassurance in his words and tears in his eyes. I nodded my head and whispered a yes because I was crying so hard I couldn’t manage to get anything else out. His smile when he realized my answer was the beautiful and perfect thing that I’d ever seen. He slid the gorgeous ring on my finger and pulled me into my favorite place in the world, his arms. “I love you so much, Austin.” I cried softly with happy tears. He sat down on the couch with me on his lap and gave me the best kiss I’d ever received. When we pulled away he held my hand and ran his thumb over my ring. “This was my mom’s wedding ring.” He whispered with a sweet smile, remembering his mother. My jaw all but hit the floor as I stared at my hand in awe. “Austin you-” “Shh, I did. You are my whole entire world. You wearing this ring means so much to me. I love you and I want you and no one else to have it.” “You are the most wonderful man I have ever met, Austin Carlile.” I said attacking his lips with mine. The rest of the morning was full of presents and laughter. Also the plastered smile on my face because every time I would unwrap something I would look at my ring and all but cry tears of joy. By this point it was 5:30 and we were all cuddled up on the couch watching Christmas movies and I was slowly falling back asleep. “HO HO FUCKING HO!” Alan screamed as he busted in the front door. I screamed and jumped in Austin’s arms causing them to tighten around me. “Alan, what the fuck?” Austin yelled, his heart also racing. “I brought presents!” Alan said in a ‘duh’ tone. “So did we!” Tino laughed as he entered the living room, followed by the rest of the band and their girlfriends. “Hey guys! I didn’t know you were all coming over today.” Austin said with a smile. “Duh! It was supposed to be a surprise!” Alan said as he starting taking all his presents out of the back. “OH MY GOD! IS THAT A ENGAGEMENT RING?” Amanda (Aaron’s fiance) squealed and ran up to me. My smile gave me away and she screamed and pulled me into a hug. “You’ll make the most beautiful bride, darling!” She said causing me to blush a deep red. “Oh yes, she will.” Austin said and winked at me. The boys all hit Austin’s back, did the man thing and congratulated him. The rest of the night was a blast and made me realized how much I missed all our friends. “..and this is beautiful and this and this and this.” Austin whispered as he kissed every inch of my body, making me giggle. Everyone had gone home and we were finally in our bed. Austin brought his hands up to my sides and started tickling me softly making me laugh loudly. “S-s-stop!” I laughed and tried to push his hands away, he finally stopped and my heart swelled at his laugh as he chuckled down at me. Yep, definetly the most adorable man in the world. I locked my fingers in his hair and pulled his face down to me and kissed him passionately. His hands cupped my face gently before lovingly moving down my body. His hand slipped in between my thighs and my breath hitched. He smiled and kissed down my neck. “I love when you do that.” He smiled against my skin. He pulled me out of the rest of my clothes and his fingers worked magic in all the right places. “Austin, oh God..” I moaned as I felt his lips against my leg dangerously close to where I wanted them. In a matter of minutes he was making me feel the greatest pleasure possible. “Oh love..” He breathed in my ear as he pushed into me once again which pushed me to my limit. My nails ran down his back as I tried to fight it, “Angel, let it go..” He whispered and kissed me sweetly. I moaned loudly into his mouth as we both finished together. He rolled over next to me and pulled me close and placed a hand on my cheek, “I’ve never truly made love to anyone before, especially not like that. That was the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced. I love you so much, Austin.” I said in awe of the man who held me like I was going to disappear if he didn’t. “My exact thoughts, beautiful. I’m always going to take care of you. In every way. I love you, Y/N.” He whispered and kissed my forehead. I whispered that I loved him as well and layed my head down on his chest and breathed in his comforting scent while he stroked my hair until I fell into a deep sleep. Best Christmas Ever.
I Need You Like I Need Oxygen, Mrs. Carlile.
Not a request just a quick Imagine I wrote. I really think this is the best one I’ve done. I Love You all sooo much! <3
-LEX
“Austin stop! I’m not fucking kidding!” I yelled at a drunken Austin who just walked in the front door and was being very obnoxious and rude. It was three in the morning and I’d been waiting since 10 for him to get home from the studio. “Caaaalm down. Fuck!” He slurred. “Calm down? I was worried sick about you all night and you never bothered once to fucking call me!!” I yelled in his face. “I don’t need to tell you everytttthing I do! You don’t oooown me!” He argued. I could hardly make out what he was saying. I was beyond pissed and he wasn’t helping make his situation any better. “Austin that’s not fair! I care about you more than anything and this is how you treat me!” I yelled, still in his face. “Shut up! You don’t tell me whhatt to dooo.” He yelled pushing me away slightly too hard and making me fall over hitting the side of my face on the coffee table. Tears instantly came to my eyes as pain burned throughout my whole face. That seemed to sober Austin up almost instantly. “Baby, oh my God.” He reached down to help me up and I swatted his hand away. “Don’t touch me.” The venom in my words evident. I pushed myself up off the floor to my feet. I knew he didn’t mean to hurt me and I could tell in his eyes that he was about to break down, but for some reason I was too pissed to care. “Baby..” His voice broke as I walked away. “Don’t.” I spoke as I walked to the bathroom to examine the damage. There was a gash on my cheek that was bleeding but it wasn’t so bad. I quickly washed and bandaged it. I ran to the bedroom past Austin and slammed the door, locking it. He tried for about an hour to get me to open the door before he finally gave up and went to the couch, I’m guessing. I cried for a few hours but then I realized he was drunk and he’s been dealing with a lot lately. It was cruel to be mad at him right now. He meant nothing by it. I still didn’t let him in, I buried myself in the sheets and fell into a restless sleep. I woke up feeling like I got hit by a truck. My face ached and my throat and eyes hurt from crying. I knew I wouldn’t sleep well without Austin in the first place, I never did. I arose to my feet and opened the bedroom door. Austin sat on the floor leaning against the wall with his arm propped against the door frame. He was awake and instantly I was in his arms. “Please Y/N, I’ll never forgive myself for last night, I love you so much baby. Last night was the worst night of my life, I never meant to hurt you. I never want that, EVER. Please forgive me. I love you more than you would ever imagine. Princess, please. I’m so sorry.” He cried into my neck. My heart melted at the loving man I had in my arms. I’d never take him for granted, ever. “Austin, I forgive you baby. I’m so sorry for overreacting. I love you and I know you didn’t mean it.” I said placing my hand on his cheek. I took in his tired face and realized he had gotten no sleep last night. “You didn’t sleep..” “How could I? I am discussed with myself over last night. You are my perfect angel and I hurt you.” He said turning his face away. I pulled him back to face me. “Please baby, I know you didn’t mean it. It’s okay, I totally forgive you, to every extent of the word.” I said placing my lips to his, he kissed me a bit too hard causing me to cry out a little from the cut on my cheek that his hand was pressed against. He pulled away and placed his forehead to mine, “I’m so sorry.” He repeated again, I just pulled on his hand and led him to bed where we cuddled up so close, making up for the loss of last night. It’s been a few weeks since the accident and my face has healed up just fine and tonight Austin took me out to a beautiful dinner and we walked hand in hand on the beach before he stopped and turned around to face me in front of the beautiful orange and pink sunset. “I’ll never hurt you again in any way baby. It’s you and me forever. You’re my whole world and nothing will ever change that. I love you more and more everyday for putting up with me and loving me like you do. I know that I can’t ever live without you. I need you like I need oxygen. You keep me going every single day and you make me stronger.-” He paused, placing my hand to his heart. “You feel that? You’re what keeps it going. It’s you. It’s always been you. I knew before I ever met you to keep going because one day I would find you and you would be mine forever. The love I have for you is indescribable. I cannot ever be without you and now I fully know that to be true.” He spoke with pure love in his voice as he got down on one knee. My heart pounded rapidly in my chest. “Will you marry me?” He flashed his beautiful pure white smile. At this point tears poured from my eyes and I whispered a yes. He placed a gorgeous diamond ring on my finger and picked me up in his arms. He kissed me with so much passion I almost passed out right in his arms. If he hadn’t been holding me, I surely would have fallen down. “As If I wasn’t already, you’ve surely made me the happiest man that ever walked this earth. I love you so much, Mrs. Carlile.”
My Understandings
okay I have a request. Could you do an imagine where you are dating Austin Carlile but in the past you had a “friends with benefits” relationship with Alan? And Austin finds out and gets really mad and says things like “I can’t even look at you anymore” or whatever. And then maybe the end he would like apologize to you or something? Idk you could choose how it ends! If you could write it tho that would be awesome! Thank you!(:
// “Austin, stop!” I giggled lightly as he kissed all over my face. “Whaaat? I missed my baby.” He cooed in my ear. We were laying in our living room waiting for the guys to come over to record in the studio downstairs. Although they just got home from tour yesterday the label was really pressing to get the new record out. So Austin and I have had about 20 minutes of alone time since he got home, not including last night when he came home and was so exhausted my poor baby hardly made it to the bed and then slept until about 20 minutes ago. “I missed you more..” I purred kissing him passionately. “What time are the guys supposed to be here?” I asked quickly inbetween kisses. “Uh-” He got lost in the kiss that was interrupted a few moments later by my loud groan caused by the front door flying open. “Are you fucking serious?” He whined as I sat up and moved next to him on the couch although he didn’t move he just laid there like I was still on top of him. “Oops looks like we interrupted something..” Tino laughed but looked guilty. I smiled and shook my head while fixing my hair. I looked up at Alan momentarily but didn’t miss the look of jealousy in his eyes and the slight anger that seemed to radiate off of him. “I hate you guys so much right now.” Austin scowled at the boys. He stood up and leaned over placing a lingering and sweet kiss on my lips. “I’ll be back for you.” He whispered and winked before walking downstairs, making me blush a deep red. I heard a deep sigh and looked up to see Alan again, It was only he and I in the room. “That should be me, you know.” He whispered before joining the guys downstairs. My mind has been racing since Alan walked downstairs almost two hours ago. Yes, we had had a “Friends With Benefits” thing going on years ago but it ended when Austin told me how he felt about me, which i had been feeling the same way for so long. Alan was really just filling the void for which I needed Austin. I wouldn’t say I was using Alan but we were basically using each other. I never knew he developed feelings for me until the comment was made, “That should be me”. I only love Austin, I’ve only ever loved Austin. Our love is so strong that it is scary to think about what I would do or be without him. My fear now is that Alan will tell him about our previous endeavors. Although it was before Austin and I were together, Alan always knew how Austin felt about me even though I was oblivious to the fact. Alan is his best friend, of course he knew. I was pulled out of my thoughts as I heard Austin’s perfect laughter coming up the hall and the sound of the boys feet hitting the floor. “Dude, it’s going to be so fucking sick.” Phil said, obviously talking about the new album. The rest of the boys chimed in about how excited they were for the album. “Help yourselves to any beer from the fridge guys.” Austin said as they all walked into the living room, where I was. The boys all went into the kitchen except Alan, he stepped in front of me so I would look at him. “I need to talk to you.” He spoke quietly. I just nodded and motioned for him to follow me into the hallway where I was sure the others couldn’t hear from the kitchen. “Okay, talk.” “Look, I know you love him but I know you love me too and I miss you. I miss what we had, I miss your touch and your taste-” “Alan, please don’t do this. I don’t have feelings for you anymore. I love you as a friend and I want our whole past behind us. I don’t ever want Austin to know, I’m crazy about him and I need him. What we had was what I needed and wanted so badly-” “What did you just say?” My head shot towards the hallway entrance where my eyes met those of a heartbroken Austin. “Austin, no it’s-” “DON’T! HOW COULD YOU-” “Dude, we weren’t-” “SHUT THE FUCK UP, ALAN!” Austin roared. “Austin!” I yelled in return. “Don’t you fucking talk to me right now. I can’t even fucking look at you!” He shouted and I saw the tears fill into his eyes before he turned and ran out the front door, slamming it. The hanging pictures by the door fell to the floor, shattering. It was like my world shattered along with the pictures when Austin left. It’s been about 7 hours and I can’t stop crying. I can’t eat or sleep, it sounds cliche but he IS my world. It’s been a year and a half that we’ve been together, I didn’t know that you could fall so deeply in love with someone that fast. I didn’t know that someone could change your life so fast and undeniably make you a better person. Just the thought of losing Austin was enough to make me sick and the fact that he had been gone for so long was killing me. He didn’t even know the full story, hell, he didn’t even know any of the story. He didn’t know that I cried every night after I had been with Alan because I didn’t understand why it could be Austin that wanted me. Around 3 AM, I was drowning in my thoughts and my tears when I heard the front door open and someone slowly shut it. I knew it was him because I could feel the pull that was there between us. I was sitting on the floor with my back leaning against the bottom of the couch with my head in my hands, placed on my knees. I felt him sit down next to me and heard him sigh, “Y/N…” I was silent as I started crying harder at the sound of his voice. “Shh..baby..I’m so sorry.” He whispered as he pulled me into his arms, “I’m so sorry. I talked to Alan, he told me everything. I know what happened and I’m not mad, I know that this was all before me and it’s okay. I’m sorry I lost it. I’m so fucking sorry. I love you more than life itself, you are my life, when I heard what you said I immediately thought that you wanted Alan instead of me. I don’t know what I’d do without you. I love you so much. Please forgive me.” He cried. I didn’t know what to say so I just pulled his face down to mine and kissed him with all the love I could manage. “I love you so much, Austin. You didn’t react any differently then I would have.” I sniffled. He wiped my tears away and kissed my cheeks tenderly. “Come on sweetheart, let’s go to bed.” He said as he stood up and walked up to our room. He layed me down softly and crawled in next to me. “Goodnight, my love.” He whispered, kissing my temple as we fell into a deep sleep.
My Whole World
Can you do one where you’re dating Oli Sykes and it’s you’re birthday and you’re at your parents house and he proposes to you?
// “Um no, that’s alright baby, you tried.” I said into the phone while I fought back the tears. “I’m so sorry, love. I’m so upset, I just can’t get the ticket.” Oli said sadly, I could hear the disappointment in his voice. So, here is the problem, Oliver is Miami and I am in California with my parents. It’s my birthday tomorrow, he promise he would be here but the weather up North is too horrible for any planes to come in. "I’ll be there as soon as I can love, I’m trying so hard. I’m so sorry. I love you.“ "I-I love you too.” My voice cracked as I quickly hung up the phone, It wasn’t his fault and I didn’t want him feeling bad. I just haven’t seen him in so months because of his tour and I missed him terribly. “Sweetie, what’s wrong?” My mom asked as she pulled me into a hug. “Oli.. he can’t make it. The w-weather..” I cried. “He’ll be here soon pretty girl. Don’t cry!” She assured as she squeezed me. “I’m going to bed.” I whispered as I trudged down the hall to my old bedroom. A few hours later I felt the bed dip causing me to jump off the bed in seconds and scream. “DAD!” I yelled for help. “Baby! Shhh..” Oli’s sweet voice calmed me as he jumped up and wrapped his arms around me. “Oli!” I squealed pulling him closer like he would disappear if I didn’t. He took a deep breath breathing me in, "I missed you so much.“ "I missed you too. I thought you weren’t coming!” I whisper yelled hoping that my parents wouldn’t barge in from my screaming. “The airport got clearing a few hours ago.” He smiled but when he took my face in, his smile fell. “You’ve been crying..” He whispered, cupping my cheek. “I was really disappointed, I wanted you here so bad..” I sniffled. “Baby, I’m here, you’re okay and your birthday is in a few hours. Tomorrow will be amazing, I have so much planned for us.” He whispered pulling me closer to him. He picked me up in his arms and layed us gently on the bed, warm under the covers. I fell asleep quickly, feeling safe and happy in his arms once again. “Princess.. wake up.” A voice whispered as soft kisses were trailed up my neck. I snuggled up closer to Oliver not wanting to ever move from my spot. “Happy birthday!” He chuckled as I groaned, I’ve never been fond of birthdays. “Come on, it’s time to get up.” He said lifting me off the bed in his arms. I giggled as he spun us around and kissed my forehead. He walked toward the bathroom and shut and locked the door once we were inside. “What are you doing?” I laughed as he sat me on my feet. “Giving you your first present of the day.” He smirked and turned on the shower before quickly getting me out of my clothes. “You’re so beautiful.” He whispered as he locked his lips with mine. Once we finally made it out of the shower and got dressed we went downstairs to my parents who were so excited to see Oliver by my side, holding my hand. As soon as my mom saw him she was on her feet and squeezing him in a hug. “OLI! You made it!” She smiled and turned to me. “Happy birthday, sweetheart!” She said engulfing me in a hug. "Thank you, mom.“ I giggled as my dad wished me the same. "You guys need to hurry! You’re going to be late!” My mom said pushing us towards the door. “Late for what?” I questioned, looking up at Oli. “It’s a surprise!” He chuckled as we walked down the driveway to his rental car. “Be careful!” Oli laughed as I stumbled getting into the small boat. “Where at we gooooing?” I pressed. “It’s a surprise, just enjoy the ride!” He winked and I sat down behind him and watched him start the small boat and guide it through the clear blue water. I took in the beautiful and perfect day as we sped through the water. Then I took in the perfect man that was sitting in front of me, Oli has always been there for me, through the best and the worst moments of our relationship. He always tried his hardest and I loved him more than I could ever begin to describe. “Hello? Earth to Y/N.” Oli chucked as he waved his hand in front of my face. As I snapped back to reality I blushed quickly before I saw the beautiful island in front of me. My jaw all but hit the floor as my eyes grew wide. “It’s prettier when you actually go into it.” Oli teased as he took my hand helping me out onto the soft sand. I followed him into the tree’s before we got to a big open clearing with a cute little house in the middle. “So this is all ours for the next 2 days.” He said smiling at me before leading me up the stairs and through the door. “Woah..” I said in awe as I looked around the house. It wasn’t too small but it wasn’t too big. The furniture was almost all white and a soft cream color but the color in the decorations made it feel like a beach house. I was lost in the beauty of the house before Oli picked me up in his arms quickly and whispered in my ear, “You haven’t seen the best part yet.” He lead us out the back door to where we had a perfect view of the water and a large area was layed out with blankets and pillows. “I have a lot planned for us.” He smiled. “I can see that. I can’t believe you went to all this trouble for me. This is amazing.” I said locking my lips with his, sharing a sweet and passionate kiss. “I love you so much.” I whispered, resting my forehead on his. “I love you too, my angel." Our day was beyond amazing. Filled with swimming in the perfect water, eating lunch on the beach, cuddling and watching a movie, a romantic dinner on the end of the pier, and now we lay in each others arms on the blankets and watched the sunset. "Take a walk with me?” Oli said softly. I nodded my head and smiled, standing up with him. We walked around the island while watching the beautiful pink and orange sky before he stopped and stood in front of me, cupping my cheeks in his hands. “I’ve never felt like this about anyone. I never thought that I was even capable of feeling love like this until I met you. You are my whole entire world and I don’t ever want to be without you. I can’t imagine my life without you and I don’t want to. You are the most amazing and the most beautiful person in the world. You are the light of my life and my motivation to wake up every morning and my motivation to be a better person. You’ve changed my life for the better and I could never thank you enough for that. But I promise that I’ll always be here to take care of you and give you all the love you deserve.” He said so tenderly, I could see through my tears that he meant every word. He slowly got down on one knee and pulled out a box from his pocket. He opened the dark grey box and revealed the most beautiful diamond ring I had ever seen, the large square diamond in the middle was lined with black diamonds that shined even in the dim sunset. “Will you please do me the honor and marry me?” He said as a tear went down his cheek. “Yes..” I said crying softly. He slid the ring on my finger and pulled me into a tight hug before kissing me so passionately that I would’ve fallen if he hadn’t been holding me up. “Forever, baby.” He whispered.
Birthday Surprise
Hey! Can you do one where it’s your birthday and you’re expecting to finally get to be with your boyfriend(Alex Gaskarth) after months of him being on tour but when he calls you the day before he says he can’t make it and you’re all bummed out and then your friends throw you a party on your birthday and they blindfold you and take you to Alex and the two of you spend the rest of the day together being all cute :) thank you so much
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“I miss you so much, baby.” Alex said into the phone softly. “I miss you too! I can’t wait to see you tomorrow!” I smiled brightly. “I was actually calling about tomorrow.. Remember last year when I got too sick to play Detroit? Well our manager set up the make-up date for tomorrow. I’m so sorry baby. I wish I could do something but I can just cancel on them twice..” He said quickly and in a low voice because he knew this would hurt me. “No..It’s okay, I understand. You need to make it up to your fans.” “I’m so sorry, you know I wouldn’t miss your birthday if I didn’t absolutely have to. I love you so much and ill call you in the morning, we have to get on stage now.” “I love you too-” Click. I plugged my phone in and laid down, letting a few tears fall. Alex had been gone for months and I’ve never missed anyone this much in my life. Although he would be here the day after tomorrow, I really wanted him here for my birthday. I sighed and rolled over looking at his empty side of the bed. “Miss you, baby.” I whispered and closed my eyes, falling asleep.
“Y/N!!!!! WAKE UP!” My best friend yelled as she walked into my room, causing me to scream and fall out of my bed. “Sarah! What the hell?!” I yelled as I held my throbbing head in my hands. “HAPPY BIRTHDAY!” She yelled again. “Thank you but STOP YELLING!” “Sorry, sorry!” She laughed and helped me off the floor. “Okay, come on, come on! You’ve got to get ready! I have tons planned for you!” She said pushing me to the bathroom and I laughed until it set in that Alex wouldn’t be here to share today with me. I shook it off as I stepped into the hot water of my shower. I sang along to the little shower radio until I felt good and clean. I stepped out into my room to see Sarah laying on my bed playing some video game of Alex’s. I laughed at her as I slipped on a cute black summer dress. We chatted a bit while I finished doing my makeup and doing my hair. Finally, I was starting to get excited about today. With or without Alex, I was still spending my birthday with my best friend who had obviously gone to a lot of trouble to make today special for me. I knew I would enjoy it.
“Y/N!” My friends cheered as I walk downstairs into my living room. “Hey, guys! I didn’t know you all were down here!” I said quickly hugging all of them. “You weren’t supposed to!” Caitlin laughed. “Let’s go!” Kate cheered. “Go where??” I asked antsy. “It’s a surprise!” Sarah winked. I glared at the girls as they all giggled simultaneously. They were up to something. We all piled into Sarah’s SUV and drove to the pizza place down the street by my house. “You love pizza and we are all starving!” Sarah said getting out of the car and running inside quickly. She was acting so strange, I thought to myself as I hopped out of the car and followed the girls in. We all sat at the large corner booth and waited for our waiter. I really loved pizza and I was studying the menu when the waiter walked up, I didn’t even look up. “What can I get you ladies to drink?” My heart stopped, I knew that voice. I looked up to see the love of my life standing in front of me. “ALEX!” I squealed and jumped up into his arms. “Hey, baby.” He said into my ear hugging me tightly. “I missed you so much!” I said locking my lips with his. I totally forgot where we were until the whole restaurant started cheering, I blushed and pulled away. I looked over at the girls, “Thank you so much, you guys!” I said on the verge of tears. “You’re welcome, we will see you tonight!” Caitlin said with a smirk. “What-” “I have plans for you today!” Alex said pulling me to the door out to his car. He opened the door for me and gave me one more kiss before we drove away. We spent the day doing all the old things we did when we were younger, going to the bowling alley, skating rink, arcade, to the park, and the old lake we spent the majority of our teen years at. Finally, we were back at our apartment and I was supposed to be getting ready for the party my friends had planned for me, but Alex had other ideas. “Baby, I really have to get ready.” I breathed as he kissed down my neck. “I know, but I missed you.” He said inbetween kisses. “We still have tonight.” I said pulling his chin up so I could kiss his lips one last time before walking to my closet. “Wear the blue dress.” He chucked as I stared at my closet, wide eyed. I grabbed it and ran to my bathroom, quickly getting ready since we were meeting them in 30 minutes. Thanks, Alex. Alex and I walked hand in hand into my “surprise party” and I was immediately taken back by how huge the place was and how many of my friends were there. The girls had really gone out of their way to decorate and make the place absolutely gorgeous. “Baby, do you wanna go in?” Alex laughed in my ear as I stood at the door with my jaw on the floor. I nodded and laughed as we walked the rest of the way in, immediately being swarmed by my girls. “I can’t believe you guys did all of this for me. Surprising me with Alex AND this amazing party? I love you guys!” I said on the verge of crying happy tears. They engulfed me in a group hug and let out a chorus of “aww’s”. “Come on girl, lets go dance!” Sarah said pulling me to the dance floor where we danced and drank the night away. “I love you so much and I missed you like crazy. It feels so good to be back in our bed.” Alex said once we were finally back home. We both were laying in the darkness and his arm was wrapped protectively around my waist. “I know baby, I feel the same way. It never feels the same without you.” I said frowning but he couldn’t see. “I hate leaving you.” He sighed. “I know baby but you have the best job in the world. You wouldn’t be you without it and we wouldn’t be us without it. I love it because I love seeing how happy you get before a show or a big tour.” I assured as I rolled over, straddling him so I could kiss him. He kissed me back softly. “All in all, you make everything worth it. You’re the best thing in my life and I don’t know what I’d do without you.” He whispered, kissing my forehead and laying me back down. “I love you, always."
Mine
Hi could you please do one where you and Ben Bruce from Asking Alexandria are together. You, him and the others from AA are at the airport. You’re going through the metal detector but it beeps so a guard has to feel so you don’t have weapon on you but the guard just keeps on touching on the wrong places (if you know what I mean) and Ben sees this and gets mad?
Author note: Okay I added a bit onto this. :) “ITALY?!” I blurted in excitement and jumped up. “Yes, baby! We’re going to Italy!” Ben chuckled and caught me when I lept into his arms. “Oh my God, I can’t believe that you’re taking me with you!” I kissed him passionately. “Well, you’ve always wanted to go and with the band is having a tour there, this means I don’t have to go without you for three weeks and you get to see your dream city.” He smiled. “But work-” “I took care of literally everything, you just need to pack because we leave tomorrow!” He said, causing me to spring to my feet and run to my closet. “TOMORROW?!” I squealed. SO much to pack, so little time. After I FINALLY finished packing, it was almost midnight and definitely time for bed. “All done?” Ben laughed as I face planted onto the bed next to him. “Mmmhmm.” I said into the pillow. “Okay, well let’s get some sleep, love. We have a lot of traveling tomorrow!” He said as he pulled the sheets over me. I turned on my side and cuddled up next to him, kissing his cheek before falling into a well needed slumber. “Baby… wake up..” A voice and a soft pair of lips on the corner of my mouth pulled me out of my deep sleep. “We need to get ready, angel.” Ben whispered and kissed my lips softly. My eyes fluttered open and I smelled the breakfast downstairs. “Good morning.” I yawned. “Morning, love. I have breakfast downstairs all ready for you. Get dressed, everything is already in the car.” He smiled and pulled me out of bed and carried me to the bathroom. “I love you.” “I love you more.” I replied and he shook his head and kissed me again before leaving me alone. This man. He blows me away with every passing day. “Danny, shut the fuck up, my God! We get it! You really like Fireball Whiskey!” Sam groaned, holding his head with one hand and dragging his bag in the other. “Rough night?” I asked. “I fucking told his dumb ass that we shouldn’t have gone out last night.” Sam replied, glaring at Danny. “Well your dumb ass came out anyways!” Danny argued, sticking his tongue out. “Will you two five year olds PLEASE just shut up so we can get through security?!” Cameron growled. “Wow, all of you?” Ben laughed. “Just walk.” Cameron said shaking his head at Ben. Once we reached the body scanner, I was the last one to walk through it but of course it started beeping, my life. “Ma'am, please step to the side.” The guard said pointing to an open area to the left of the scanner. “Please put your feet on the mat, matching the prints and hold your arms out.” He said so he could search me further. He used the hand held metal detector but it didn’t go off so he did the standard pat down. I thought he was done but then he felt back up my inner thighs. “Oh!” I said alarmed as he squeezed. “Excuse you!” I jumped as he also took a squeeze at my butt. “What the fuck, dude?!” I heard Ben shout, I looked up and saw him stalking towards us with an angry look in his eyes. “Sir, keep your distance.” The guard warned and slid his hands up my sides near my breasts. “Get your fucking hands off of my girlfriend!” Ben growled. “Come any closer and I will be forced to call security!” The guard threatened. “No! Can we just get to our flight please?” I asked quickly before Ben could reply. “You’re clear.” The guard said and turned around. I grabbed Ben’s hand and pulled him away after grabbing my bag off of the belt. I could feel him breathing heavy as we walked away.
“Hey, calm down, I’m fine. Everything is okay.” I said, squeezing his hand. “Fucking prick.” He huffed. “Baby.. calm down, please. We are about to leave anyways.” I said as we reached our gate. “No, we have an hour delay. I’m sleeping. Bye.” Sam mumbled as he laid on the seats and put his jacket over his face. “Okay, well lets take a walk.” I said to a still highly disgruntled Ben. He had a right to be upset but damn. We walked for a few minutes down the corridor before I was jerked into an empty airport conference room. “Ben, what are you doing?” I questioned as he locked the door and turned around, anger radiating from him. “Why are you so mad?” I demanded, he was acting like a seven year old. He closed the distance between us and pushed me up against the wall. My breath caught in my throat. “I’m mad because you’re mine and nobody else touches you like that.” He growled, attacking my lips with his. He ran his hand up my side and roughly grabbed at my breast making me moan into him. “Mine.” He said kissing down my neck. “Yours..” I breathed. He pushed me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist and intertwined my fingers in his hair, tugging slightly. “Oh fuck..” I moaned as he bit down near my collarbone. We continued making out like our lives depended on it until there was a harsh knock on the door. “THIS IS NOT OPEN TO THE PUBLIC!” The voice roared. “Fucking hell.” Ben breathed and let me down, I quickly straightened my clothes and fixed my hair. “Okay, I’m gonna open the door and we run to our gate.” Ben said winking and grabbing my hand. I laughed and he pushed the door open and we pushed through the crowd and guard and made it back to the boys. No one came up to us and in about 30 minutes we boarded the plane and left the country. “Mine.” Ben said as we continued where we left off in the airport, that night in the hotel room.
See I’ve seen like 600 variations of this meme and I gotta tell you a Story.
The year is 2012. It’s Christmas. It’s the first year my sister and I are both home from college, and we’re feeling kind of nostalgic, so we take out the old family photo albums to remember everyone from times past. We’re all on the couch or the floor with hot chocolate and the Dog is curled up under the tree. It’s all very Norman Rockwell.
We’re going through my Mom’s side of the family, laughing at the pictures of Grandma putting wrapping paper on the dog, and grandpa pulling faces at the camera, when we find an old brown envelope.
“The fuck? says my sister, because she’s been in to Great-Aunt Liz’s Rumballs, and I open the envelope. Inside are four tickets to the titanic, unused, and Mom tells us the story of how her ancestors ALMOST came over on the Titanic, but Great-Aunt Liz got the measles and forced everyone into quarantine, thus saving their lives.
The OTHER thing in the envelope are seven Photographs, dated 1890. They are of my Great-Great Grandmother.
They are nudes.
They are NOT tasteful nudes.
Like, these are Violating-Terms-Of-Service-On-Most-Platforms- OBSCENE.
GGG had these taken waaaaay back in ye olden days, in order to convince her wayward husband to move back to England after he ditched her to party it up in Chicago.
I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW FUCKING HARD WE LAUGHED. Like, I think I passed out I was laughing so hard.
So yes, people have ALWAYS been like this, and your nudes will make for a hilarious family Christmas someday.
Hey everyone!!! I need your help!!! I’m trying to do something cute for my boyfriend (for Valentine’s Day) but he won’t be getting it for a few weeks. Long distance. Anyways, I like to do original things to make him feel loved since distance is so hard. HELP!!!! Please make cards like this and take a picture with them OUTSIDE (if you can). Be creative! This could turn out so beautiful. Example: “Jordan, Lex’s love for you is so endless… it’s reached (your city, your state) (OR COUNTRY)” Please email me pictures to: [email protected] THANK YOU
Hey everyone!!! I need your help!!! I'm trying to do something cute for my boyfriend (for Valentine's Day) but he won't be getting it for a few weeks. Long distance. Anyways, I like to do original things to make him feel loved since distance is so hard. HELP!!!! Please make cards like this and take a picture with them OUTSIDE (if you can). Be creative! This could turn out so beautiful. Example: "Jordan, Lex's love for you is so endless... it's reached (your city, your state) (OR COUNTRY)" Please email me pictures to: [email protected] THANK YOU
Be sad but get up. You don’t have to shower. You can put on the same clothes you wore yesterday. Nobody will care. The sky is blue, wildflowers are blooming by the side of the road. Strangers have stories to tell. Go for a walk, go for a drive, go to a greenhouse, a bookstore, a movie theater. You can stay in bed but nothing is going to happen there. Sometimes you’ve really just got to get the fuck up.
It Still Burns
Hello! Could you do a blink-182 fan fiction where Tom DeLonge is your ex-boyfriend and you’ve had a painful past together? 4 years after the breakup you guys meet at a festival and he sees you, your boyfriend and your daughter and you two end up talking about the old days and he kisses you? You can decide the end, just make it really dramatic please :) thank you so much
~Flashback~
“YOU ALWAYS PICK YOUR MUSIC OVER ME. I HAVE FEELINGS, TOM. I FUCKING MISS YOU.” I cried and screamed at him as he stood there with his face turning into fire. “I DO ALL OF THIS TO TAKE CARE OF YOU! DON’T YOU DARE SAY THAT, YOU ARE MY LIFE AND YOU KNOW IT.” He yelled running up to me barely leaving any distance. “You just keep leaving me and I can’t do it anymore. You cheated before it’s hard to trust you and I’m scared.” “FUCKING HELL. I NEVER CHEATED ON YOU. YOU KNOW WHAT? I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE EITHER, I’M LEAVING.” He screamed and walked out. Just like that, my life walked out the door, slamming it hard enough to break the frames on the wall. The shattering glass looked a lot like how my heart felt.
No matter how much pain I felt, I couldn’t answer his calls or the door when he came over. Nor the letters that piled up in the mail box. With theTop of Form 1
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pain becoming unbearable, I moved states and I moved on. Not like it didn’t still burn with every passing day, though.
~Present~
“Good morning, beautiful.” Blake said kissing my temple as I made breakfast. I smiled, “Morning.” “Where is the rugrat?” He asked looking around. “In the living room watching cartoons.” I said and he proceeded to go find her. My face lit up when I heard her giggle and yell “Daddy!” as he tickled her. “Are you excited for your first concert today?!” He asked and pulled her onto his lap as I set the table. “YESSSSSSSSSSS!” She squealed. “Me too!” He laughed. I stood and watched the two of them and how cute they were. But yet in the back of my mind I still wandered how it would be with Tom instead..
“Baby?” Blake asked once in front of my face, I hadn’t noticed him move. Ella was already digging into the pancakes in front of her. “Sorry, got lost in space.” I laughed and sat down next to my angel. “MMM! Mombby these awre so goomd.” She mumbled with mouth full of food. I was about to reprimand her for talking with a mouth full of food but ended up laughing at how adorable she looked with her chipmunk cheeks full of pancakes. We all talked about how excited we were to go to the festival today and I savored our time together. Mornings like this were my favorite. It was pure joy and happiness, it reminded me of all my blessings.
“Are we there yet???” Ella moaned from the backseat. She is a very patient child but three hours in a car is a long time for anyone her age. “Pulling in, my love.” “Yeeeeees!” She squealed. Blake and I laughed and he pulled her out of her car seat as soon as we pulled into the venue. “OH MY GOD! DO YOU HAVE THE TICKETS?? I THINK I LEFT THEM ON THE TABLE. OH MY GOD!” I panicked as I dug around in my bag. “Baby, calm down! Yes, I have them.” He cooed, kissing my forehead. I took a deep breath and thanked him for being the responsible one while he laughed as Ella played with his hair from up on his shoulders. After our bags were checked and we were in, I picked up the lineup sheet and checked the times for each band. My heart dropped immediately. Blink-182, 12:30. I knew the band was taking off but I never looked them up after Tom and I broke up. I felt a panic attack coming on so I started focusing more on my breathing and thinking positive. The odds of me running into Tom were SO slim. There were thousands of people here! I would be fine! I smiled up at Ella and we walked to the first stage.
We ran around all day and made sure we had given Ella plenty of water and food because it was so damn hot outside. We’d seen about eight bands already and people were clearing out. Ella and I were waiting for Blake outside the bathroom when someone bumped into me pretty hard. “Excuse yo-” My voice broke and I all but crumbled to the floor right there. “Y/N…” Tom whispered, barely getting his own words out. "I can’t believe it…” He whispered again, taking me in. "Hi, Tom.” I finally spoke. I was taken back when he pulled me into a hug. “Holy shit! You look amazing, how are you?” He spoke in shock. “I’m good, I’ve been really good.” I smiled. He looked down and took in Ella, I saw sadness flash in his eyes before he smiled. “She’s yours? She’s beautiful…” "Thank you.” I said as I felt an arm come around my waste. I smiled up at Blake, “Blake, this is my old friend Tom. Tom, this is my boyfriend Blake and this is our daughter Ella.” I introduced. “Nice to meet you, man.” Blake smiled and shook Tom’s hand. “You as well.” Tom forced a smile. “Daddy, I’m tired.” Ella yawned and squirmed in his arms. “Okay let’s go to the hotel and give mommy some time to catch up with her friends.” Blake smiled, kissing my temple. “I’ll come back whenever you’re ready to leave baby.” I was actually surprised he was okay with this but I smiled and shook my head. I followed Tom back to their bus, unsure if I actually wanted to talk to him. It may have been four years but some days I still felt the burn like it was yesterday.
I sat on the couch in the empty bus, I gave Tom a strange look. “They are all out eating.” He laughed. I nodded and took the water he handed me. “So how have you been? Honestly.” He said sitting next to me, leaving a very small amount of room between us. “Good, as of late. Not good after everything happened.” He frowned, “I’m really sorry. I tried but you never returned my calls… or my letters. Fuck, you left the state. I couldn’t do anything.” He said slightly heated. “You can’t pin this on me, you caused me so much pain. I loved you so much and you crushed me. I couldn’t take it anymore. You just kept hurting me.” I said with tears rolling down my face. “Please don’t cry. I’m so sorry, I was so stupid. I had no idea what I was doing or what I was losing. I loved you more than you could ever have imagined. I never dated anyone after you because it was too painful. I promise you I was as just broken up as you were. It still fucking burns. I tried so hard but you wouldn’t give me a chance.” He poured out, I could see in his eyes that he was about to break down and that he was being honest. “I was just done. I missed you every day.” I sobbed into his chest. “I’m here now, angel.” My heart ached at his words. “It’s too late.” He pulled my head up to his and placed his lips on mine in a slow passionate kiss. It knocked the breath out of me and brought back all those old buried feelings. “It’s never too late. I still love you.” He whispered.
*Requests for part 2*
fall out boy, paramore and justin timberlake on the iTunes top 10 charts wow hello 2006
i wasnt even alive in 2006
why the fuck is a six year old on tumblr
Babies Having Babies
I LOVE your blog! Could you do a Zack Merrick imagine where you two are in high school and he gets you pregnant and you tell both his parents and yours and they're mad. Maybe Zack and his dad get into a fight about responsibility and you guys decide to move into your own place and do it alone and Zack's super sweet.
“Babe! Stop!” I giggled as Zack wrestled me down onto his bed and placed sweet kissed all over my face. Eventually my lips locked with his and he slowly ran his hands through my hair before placing them on my hips. He pulled away and laid next to me, looking lovingly into my eyes and stroked my cheek with his thumb. “I love you so much, sweetheart.” He murmured. “I love you too, baby.” I smiled and he shook his head at me. “No, I’m seriously so in love with you. I could never see myself being with anyone else, you’re my whole world. I know I sound crazy because we are so young but I literally can’t see myself spending my life with anyone else. You’re the most beautiful soul that I’ve ever met and I would love to be like this with you every single day, forever.” He spoke with such sincerity. I tried hard to find words to say but tears were falling down my cheeks as I took in the beautiful man before me. “No! Don’t cry, babe…” He comforted, sitting me up. “Sorry, you’re just the b-best thing that’s e-ever happened to me. I love you so damn much.” I hugged him. He pulled me close to him and pulled the covers over us before we fell asleep in his room, just like we do almost every night.
My hands shook as I held the purple stick in my bathroom. Curled up in a ball on my floor while tears streamed down my face, it was safe to say that I was a mess. After missing two periods, I was freaking out. I hadn’t had any other symptoms but I never missed a period. I can’t be pregnant. I can’t. I can’t. I can’t. I can’t. It will ruin everything, I can’t lose Zack and I know that he doesn’t want a baby. Oh God, I can’t do this. I was crumbling and way too scared to even open my eyes and look at the pregnancy test. I said a small prayer and opened my eyes, as soon as I registered the two lines on the test, a loud sob ripped out of my body. Thank God, my parents weren’t home for this. For a good ten minutes, I sobbed loudly and laid on the bathroom floor. I heard my name being called from the bottom of the stair case and froze when I realized that it was Zack. Fuck. “Just a s-s-second!” I called out, panicked. “Are you in the bathroom? Open up, babe!” He laughed. I took a second and memorized that laugh because I knew that it would be a while before I heard it again. Sighing, I took a look in the mirror. There was no hiding my swollen, bloodshot eyes so I turned around an opened the door. When Zack took me in, it looked like he saw a ghost. “Babe! What happened?” He panicked. I tried to answer but I broke out in a sob and my knees gave way. Luckily, Zack caught me before I hit the floor.
“I’m pregnant…” I shook as he placed me on my bed. “Baby… stop crying…” he comforted. “We are going to be fine. This by no means, changes my feelings for you. I’d never leave you and I’ve always wanted to have a baby with you and sure, this is earlier than expected but we are going to be just fine. Our baby will be perfect and we are going to get through this.” He said while stroking my back, gently. “But our parents are going to kill us!” I cried and gripped his shirt more tightly. “Shh… in the long run, they will be happy with our sweet baby. Even if they freak out now, we will get through it. Please don’t stress. I am going to make sure you and the baby have everything that you would ever need or want.” His words comforted me and I started to settle down. At some point I fell asleep to him humming me a song and rubbing my back.
“YOU’RE WHAT?!?!?!” My mom screamed at me. Zack and I had just confronted both of our parents, at the same time. This probably was not the smartest idea. Zack immediately stood up to block me from my mother, we never had the best relationship. “HOW COULD YOU BE SO IRRESPONSIBLE?!” His dad chimed in and stalked towards Zack but, luckily, his mom jumped in between them. “STOP THIS!” She yelled. “They made a MISTAKE and we can’t change it. Stop screaming at each other so we can all talk about this.” She pleaded. “I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY. BUT, YOU BETTER GET YOUR SHIT OUT OF MY HOUSE. TONIGHT.” He barked at Zack and I watched Zack’s face fall. “W-what?” He choked. “GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE. YOU ARE WORTHLESS AND NOW YOU’RE JUST GOING TO HAVE A WORTHLESS LIFE. I TRIED TO GIVE YOU THE BEST LIFE POSSIBLE AND YOU DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS. GET. OUT.” Zack was literally shaking as he grabbed my hand and stormed out of his parent’s living room and up the stairs. Everything happened in a blur and in an instant his bag was packed and he and I were headed to Alex’s house. Alex assured us a place to stay if this all went south.
After refusing phone calls from both sets of parents, they finally showed up to Alex’s house. My mom and dad felt so bad about everything that happened that they co-signed and apartment for us and moved all of our stuff in there for us. After a few weeks, we were in a good routine, I was going to college and the band was really taking off. Everything was going perfect and Zack was buying new things for the baby’s nursery every day. It turns out, I was much farther along than expected and soon we found out that we were going to have a baby girl. We decided that we would name her Sophia and that night we laid in bed and just took in how great life was going. “Thank you for never leaving me. I love you so much and I can’t wait to meet our baby girl.” I cooed. “I love you too, baby. You’re so damn beautiful and I know our little princess is going to be so spoiled and wonderful. I just can’t wait. I love you both so much.” Zack murmured and kissed my stomach.
Writing
Okay, I know I am the absolute worst for not posting anything new in forEVER. With that being said, I am writing some new imagines and I am wiping my inbox clean, so, PLEASE send me some new ones or if I have not written one that you previously requested, please submit it again. THANK YOU, BABES!
I know your faaaace but from wheeeere
the side of my face was in one of the live citizen videos for like half a second on warped tour’s youtube channel, but other than that i haven’t done anything or been apart of anything that is popular
