ive never felt more lost and confused in my life till right now, feels like I don’t know how to be me and everything I pray and beg for to whatever god is out there the opposite comes. I hate being in my own head shit sucks I never felt more alone and that’s why I come here to vent even if it’s to nobody. I just want a reason to feel some unconditional happiness. I hate the person I am but I’m too exhausted to even try to fix it.















