Badass in the big city

24-Bartender-Single What's up, Puck here. Living in New York City. Had some time to get away and clear. Im focusing on myself, instead of jumping into another situation Get everything figure out, focus on myself instead of a relationship and not hurting anymore people. I don't wanna be like that again. Screwed up the best relationship that I had, now have to pay the price somehow right? [Rp account]

[gleerpconfessions]

[bartendernycnoah]

artislifeevans:

yourallstarchristy:

gleerpconfessions:

Even though Katie doesn’t play Puck anymore. I want to let her know just how much I adored Her Puck (@bartendernycnoah). Katie’s Puck was the very first Rp Puck that I fell in love with. When he first came on the scene he was this loner with a lot of problems, who turned his life around. And even though he made a lot of bad decisions, I still loved him and was rooting hard for him. Katie you are an amazing writing and it’s always a pleasure to see your writing unfold on the dash.

I really miss her Puck! 😔😢

OOC: Awwwww Congratulations Katie!!!!

ooc: Okay I was not expecting this, because I havent played Puck in a long ass time but thank you!!! Puck was one of my babies and I agree with Christy, I really miss him and playing as him! He will ever be one of my many babies from this rp! #Imisshimsomuch*cries*

[bartendernycnoah]

Its been a while | Sarah + Julie+ Brittany

Saturday afternoon at five pm.

Brittany:chuckled “thank you I'm so excited for everyone too see it. I even have more projects lined up because of it” she said softly she really did miss talking to Sarah basically telling her everything that has been going on with her. Even though Sarah was 17 she was really mature for her age.”Sarah… You don't have to apologizing for missing your brother or for hating what happen to him. His death was so unexpected and so unfair… He should be with us right” she said honestly “I know me and him had our problems and we weren't together anymore.. And I pretty much distant myself from him.. But I really did love him with everything that was in me..” She sniffled “we both had a hand in why things didn't work out”

Sarah: laughed softly and nodded. "You're welcome, and that's great! Im so happy for you." She replied softly, picking at her blanket and was glad that they were talking again. She sniffed a bit while she listened to Brittany. "I know...But its something I need to come to terms with, and honestly. I feel like Im never going to come to terms with nor stop missing him...Which, I know its okay for missing him....He should be.." She leaned against the headboard and pulled her knees to her chest. "Yeah..but you had every right to distant yourself from him, especially since he had hurt you. I know you did, I saw that at the hostipal that night.." She swallowed some before she grabbed a Kleenex. "Exactly, you guys did but at the end..Noah wanted you to be happy, and try to find that happiness. With whomever it might be with."

[bartendernycnoah]

Its been a while | Sarah + Julie+ Brittany

Saturday afternoon at five pm.

Brittany: smiled softly "It's going great actually.. um the music video that I'm working on is Finally done.. and hopefully it will be premiering soon." she said biting her bottom lip. Brittany sadly smiled she missed hearing Sarah so badly and was glad that she was getting help to deal with Puck's death, because out of every one she knew it hit her and her mom the hardest "Hey.. Hey.. don't..." she whispered shaking her head with tears forming "don't do that..Don't apologize.. I know you were hurting and you were missing your brother.." she sniffled, chuckling a little through her tears "I miss you too! so much..and you have no idea how much I missed you." she sighed wiping her tears.

Sarah: sadly smiled as she listened to Brittany talk about the tour. "Congratulations! I look forward to seeing it." She said, wished that her brother was here to witness the video. She sniffed when she heard Brittany, leaned over and grabbed her kleenex to wipe the tears away. She shook her head, swallowed a big knot. "No...I have to apologize Brit...Because it wasnt right for me to do." She said and wiped her nose as well. "I might have an idea on much you miss me."

[bartendernycnoah]

Its been a while | Sarah + Julie+ Brittany

Saturday afternoon at five pm.

Brittany: was surprised when Sarah stopped her from hanging up "Yes?" she asked taking a deep breath at the sound of Sarah voice. "Oh.. um.. I-I'm great... I just got back from dance reharsal" she said softly "H-How are you?"

Sarah: shrugged a bit as she pulled down her sleeves and swallowed hard. "T-that's great, um...H-How's that going?" She let out a breath some and tucked a piece of her hair behind her ear. "I-Im doing okay, Im going to therapy..But." She let out a breath, knowing that she had to apologize to Brittany. Since it was one of the things that she had been working on in therapy. "Im sorry for lashing out and yelling at you. Along with, blaming you...It wasnt right for me to do so, since you were there for..." She swallowed once more. "I miss my older sister..."

[bartendernycnoah]

Its been a while | Sarah + Julie+ Brittany

Saturday afternoon at five pm.

Julie: rolled on his side turning down the radio scoffing at Julie's comment about her being reading to have sex “Woahhhh slow your roll Mary poppins I never said I was going to have sex I just said I COULD! God get some of that ear was out of your ears”she said rolling eyes when Sarah mention guys having sex and then dumping her “oh sort of like what your brother did to my sister? Look Sarah thanks for caring but I really don't need you doing the sister card I get enough of that from Britts.” She said honestly with a sigh “I didn't say she wasn't cute. I mean hello have you seen her dad?” She giggled frown when Brittany walked into her room “hold up Sarah!” She said putting the phone down “what do you want?” She asked. Brittany sighed shaking her head “Well I heard that you wanted some quick cash a-” she tried to say but was interrupted by Julie's hand “no! I not watching Ari and I'm sure in the hell not watching Santana the skank little brat either!” She shrugged. Brittany glared at her younger sister trying to remember that she can't legally wash Julie's mouth out with soap “That little brat is Chris’ son and didn't want to ask you because I knew you were gonna be a little brat about it! Chris asked me to ask you!” Seeing Julie's face soften. Even though Julie was going through her rough patches she still had lots of love for Chris and would do anything for him. “o-oh well I mean how come he didn't ask himself then? And I'm sorry I keep forgetting that antonio is his too.” She sighed “Fine.. I'll watch them for CHRIS.”She said in a dry tone. Brittany nodded “I figured you would change your tone.. And I gathered you would agree for him. We will pick you up next weekend okay?” She said earning a nodded hearing her step mom calling Julie. “Ugh I wish I could change my name! I'm coming!” She called getting up to walk out of the room. Brittany noticed her phone was still in a middle of a conversation and picked it up. She knew Sarah probably didn't want to talk to her, so she decided just tell her that Julie was busy and three hang up. “Hey Sarah.. Umm I'll have to get Julie to call you back..”

Sarah: furrowed her eyebrows. "You did not just call me Mary Poppins!" She replied as she sat up more and scoffed when she mentioned what Noah had done to Brittany. "Don't bring up the past mistakes between our siblings, Julie. I remembered what happened between them, I was there. I was talking about me, not Puck and Brittany." She swallowed hard as she tried to keep calm and rolled her eyes at the Chris comment. "No wonder why he's your husband." She pulled the phone away from her ear when Julie started talking about Ari and Antonio. She let out a breath, knowing that she didnt miss that stage and put the phone back to her ear. "H-hi Brittany, No. No, that's okay..Um." She let out a breath and flattened down her blanket. "How are you?"

[bartendernycnoah]

Its been a while | Sarah + Julie+ Brittany

Saturday afternoon at five pm.

Julie: rolled her eyes “yeah I keep forgetting you're a do gooder.” She scoffed laying flat on her bed. Don't get Julie wrong she really loved Sarah but sometimes she was a stick in the mud and she felt like she lectured more then trying to be her friend “Listen I'm only three years younger then when my sister decided to have sex with your brother. So spare me on the “I'm too young” thing. Besides I don't look like my age.” She said loving the fact that she developed in all the right areas she was even taller than she should be. Julie's sighed “listen I'm my own person and I really don't need people molding me into something that I don't want to be or deal with things in a way that people think i should be. I mean look at my sister she is little miss perfect and listens to everything that people thought she would be! Now look at her! She's like mother freaking Teresa except with a kid..”

Sarah: let out a breath as she bit down on her lip and rubbed her forehead. She hadnt been honest with Julie, or anybody in fact. "Ha, yeah sure I am." She repiled sarcastically as she rolled her eyes when Sarah brought up Noah's and Brittany's first time and leaned against her headboard. "Listen, do YOU think you're ready for sex? Thats all Im saying, Julie. That doesn't mean, anything. I dont want to get a call saying that you gotten hurt or some jerk dumped you right after you guys got done having sex." She said the last part softly, and sighed. "I know that you dont look like your age. Listen, you dont need a record either. I know you're own person and is separate from your sister. She has her flaws too, Julies...And, Ari is an adorable little girl."

[bartendernycnoah]

Its been a while | Sarah + Julie+ Brittany

Saturday afternoon at five pm.

Julie: rolled her eyes as her mother basically begged her to clean her room and turn down her loud music. "I will later" she yelled over the music. Julie was basically twelve years old going on thirty. She felt that even though she was young she was mature for her age and she hated when her parents treated her like she was three when she was far from that. And it seemed be getting worst when Brittany would come over and her mom mad sure to point out every single bad thing she did in front of Brittany. Don't get her wrong, she loved her older sister, even looked up to her. But she hated hearing how amazing Brittany was and how she should act just like her. Julie shut the door, grabbing the phone to call Sarah. She smiled softly when the older teen answer the door "you said if I needed your help.. you would help me.. no question's ask.." she huffed "I need you to help me plot my parents murder.. I mean I keep watching How to get away with murder.. and so far Annalise isn't teaching me shit.. except to have lots of sex.."she whispered the sex part.

Sarah: smiled softly when she heard Julie and shook her head at the request. "I know what I had said...but love, you can't just murder your parents out of the blue." She replied, sighing softly remembering when she was younger she would watch a lot of crime shows and a lot of shows that dealt with murdering. "Which, you should wait until you're old enough to have sex, Jules....You should be bannned from watching How to get away with murder, honestly." She teased and shook her head once more. "I need to teach you how to deal with things better than jumping straight into the murdering plot of things."

[bartendernycnoah]

Its been a while | Sarah + Julie+ Brittany

Saturday afternoon at five pm.

Sarah: was getting back into the swing of things after a few months of not being able to do things like she once did. No one was there to bug her, or even to take her for ice cream late at night. Well, her aunt trying doing that but that didnt end well. So she decided to call Julie, and couldnt wait to hear her best friend's voice. "Hey Stranger, how's things going on your end?" She asked once the other girl picked up and grabbed one of the stuff animals she had as a child.

[queenbeelopez]

OOC: I think Santana is feeling guilty for dismissing Puck the way that she did at the bar and no that he is gone. She can't make it right. When Brittany and Puck broke up, she picked a side(she is only human it happens) and she chose Brittany side, which is another reason why Santana feels guilty. She felt like she should have stayed Switzerland, but she didn't. So she is basically taking it out on Brittany, and what happened at Karaoke night just added more fuel to the fire.

OOC: Christy, this is why I love you! Because you pretty much nailed it! Santana is thinking back on where she was at the bar and she was drunk and she felt hurt. Puck tried to reach out to her and she snubbed him. She feels bad about that because she wasn’t pissed off at him.  and Exactly, She chose to be there for Brittany and pretty much cut all ties with Puck. So that is just another thing that is really hitting her hard, because she realizes that she didn’t have to chose a side. She could have been there for Brittany and still be friends with Puck.What I loved about Puck was that toward the end he was maturing, he understood why Brittany wanted to distance herself from him, he broke her heart, he cheated for two years. and he also understand that he should have been man enough to own up to it, when Stephanie got outted out for cheating. But Honest, I don’t think Puck would want people to point fingers at each other, he loved every single one of them. and he knew that they loved him too. Especially Sam. Sam wanted Puck to be happy so badly that he was willing to carry Puck’s secret to his grave. They all loved him flaws and all, just like he loved them flaws and all, which is why Santana is wanting to throw this party for him.

[bartendernycnoah]

OOC: I don't blame Santana for blaming Brittany. If she wasn't such bitch to him toward the end he wouldn't have run in front of that moving car.

ooc: Listen, Brittany wasn’t a bitch to Puck, she did what was best for the situation between them. Also, when people grieve and are hurt, they tend to blame someone else. Believe me, I have been where Santana has been. (mandy you can jump into this) He didnt run in front of that moving car, he didnt know that a car was coming. If he had seen the car, Im sure he wouldve tried to get out the way.

[artislifeevans]

OOC: I feel sorry for Sam out of everyone because it seemed that even after everything he was trying to be there for Puck. is Sam going to the party that Santana is hosting for Puck?

OOC: yeah Sam and Puck had their issues but Puck was his best friend and Sam would have done anything for Puck. Which is why Sam never outted him when it came to the affair. In some ways yes he was protecting Brittany from getting hurt but he was also Protecting Puck from losing everything. Did he think Puck was wrong but he knew how much He loved Brittany. Yeah Sam was trying to be a good friend but he had so much shit going on that at that moment. yes! He will be there. He feels like what better way to officially say goodbye to his friend then to throw a little party for him.

[bartendernycnoah]

Ooc: And think that Puck would want Sam there. Even though they had their differences, at the end of the day they never stopped being best friends and being there for each other. Puck would have done for Sam as well. <333

[bartendernycnoah]

A Comforts touch | Brittany,Melanie, and Sarah

January 1st- Early in the morning

Brittany: Listened to Melanie's words and she knew deep down it wasn't her fault, but she was having a really hard time not blaming herself, and some part of her had a feeling her friends might feel the same. She Continue to listen to Melanie speak, thinking about how this wasn't how things were suppose to be, for either of them. "I really wish I knew what happened.. between us.. how everything just got ripped apart so quickly.." she sniffled "I know he didn't mean to hurt me.. I know that.. a-" she trailed off thinking that there wasn't a point in talking about it anymore, Puck was gone, and there was nothing coming back from that. She smiled sadly when Melanie told her she would always be like a daughter to her "I know you do.. I just hate that you lost Puck.." she said wiping her tears "I'm sorry I'm over here crying and feeling sorry for myself while you lost son.." she huffed looking down the hall "I know Sarah is going through hard time... so can you tell her that whenever she is ready... I'll be here for her always?" she asked turning to face Melanie, placing her hand on the older woman knee "Same for you.. "she whispered softly hearing her phone going off continuously. It was now seven in the morning and she had a feeling that she was getting calls from her parents, Chris and Mercedes. "I-I think I need to answer some phone calls.. and check on my daughter. But I promise I'll be right back.. maybe Mercedes can bring me some clean clothes.." she chuckled sadly looking at her blood stained jeans... If you wanna see Puck the doctor can show you.. where he is.."

Melanie: rubbed her back as she spoke, knowing that there was no going back now and that what sucked the most. “I know honey…I know you do.” She frowned slightly when she stopped, knowing it was for the good on both parts. She shook her head at her apology. “You need to grieve and mourn as much as I do…Believe me, when I get home Im going to be a mess along with throwing things and screaming at the top of my lungs….I hate that I lost him too.” She glanced where she was looking at, nodded. “Of course,” She felt her hand on her knee and knew that Brittany should go and check on Ari. “Yeah, you do..And I know you will. Let’s hope so.” She stood up, fixed her hair and let out a shaky breath. “Thank you Brittany…” She gave the girl a small smile, walked past her and headed towards where the doctor was at. She talked to them about seeing the body, agreeing on all of the terms that they had and headed towards the morgue. Once she got there, she let out a breath and remembered that she does this as a living as well. She felt her heartbreak even more when she saw her son, lying there and cold as ice. She finally broke down again, covered her face as she finally let reality sink in that she had lost her one and only son, and she would never get him back.

[bartendernycnoah]

A Comforts touch | Brittany,Melanie, and Sarah

January 1st- Early in the morning

Brittany: smiled sadly " it was so good at it" she joked with a little chuckle. Brittany wasn't surprise when Sarah started yelling at her and basically blaming her for the death of Puck. Because she even blamed herself. She tried to explain herself even more but before she could Sarah ran off.Brittany sat down on the couch placing Puck's coat in her lap as she shook her head "n-no okay... I deserve everything that she is saying.. It's my fault he is dead." She sniffled. "I just wish he would have held on.. You know?" She breathed looking at Melanie "You have to know that I loved Puck with all of my heart and soul.. I still do.." She whispered softly squeezing his coat "but in just realized that we both should move on and we couldn't do that in each other's space." She took a shaky breath "I should have just told him to give me sometime.." She shrugged trying to figure out why Melanie wasn't blaming or screaming at her too "Why are you being so comforting to me? Especially after what I did."

Melanie: laughed a little and nodded. "Yeah, he was. He gotten that from his father." She replied, and looked over at Sarah. She knew that Sarah was taking it hard, and taking it out on Brittany. Melanie frowned when Brittany started to blame herself and sat down as she listened to the girl. "Its not your fault that he's dead...I know that you're blaming yourself but you're not responsible for his death..." She pointed out and nodded. "I know..." She swallowed some when Brittany looked at her. "Honey...I could've told you that one..and I know you do." She swallowed some, let out a breath and relaxed against the chair. "I think he knew that, but he was getting his life back on track and probably wanted some hope for you guys to be friends...When he moved into his aunt's, he was so focused on getting his life straighten out and focusing on himself finally. Like when he decided to move back, he wanted the best for you and Ari. And he probably had thought that he wasn't the same guy he was when he left." She whispered, shrugged some at her question. "You didn't do anything honey, you were doing something that you needed to do...You didnt push Noah in front of that car. And, you know that I love you like you're my daughter...Always have and always will be. You were there for Noah during the final moments of his life, you were the one who was there, making sure he was still alive for a little bit longer. You were the one who called the ambulance, and held him. And have been here for the past hours..."

[bartendernycnoah]

A Comforts touch | Brittany,Melanie, and Sarah

January 1st- Early in the morning

Brittany: slowly pulled away to look at Melanie. She didn't know how to comfort the woman that just lost her son, so all she could do was tell her how sorry she was "It's all my fault.. I made him mad.. And if I didn't make him mad he wouldn't have ran off like that.. M-maybe he would have stopped." She sniffled feeling Sarah jerk out of her grasp "Sarah I'm so sorry.. The last thing I ever wanted to happen was this.. I wish I could take everything back.."she breathed "You have to know that I really did love your brother..but" she trailed off wiping her tears away. Thinking about how he die in her arms. "I wish I could bring him back" she sobbed "I really do"

Melanie: shook her head as she spoke and wiped her eyes once both of them pulled away. "Its not...You know Puck, he had to be dramatic whenever he left somewhere mad..." She breathed out and sniffed.

Sarah: chuckled bitterly when she heard Brittany told her that she really did love Puck. "So that way you can break his heart again?!" She breathed out, swallowed hard and saw the look on her mom's face before she looked back at Brittany. "I/will/never/forgive/you." She saw her mom reaching out of her, turned on her heel and ran towards the nearest chapel while covering her face as she sobbed even more.

Melanie: rubbed Brittany's back, sniffed as she gave her a hug again. "I know honey, I know." She whispered. "Im so sorry about Sarah..."

[bartendernycnoah]

A Comforts touch | Brittany,Melanie, and Sarah

January 1st- Early in the morning

Melanie: gave the taxi driver money for the cab fare and gotten out with Sarah on her heels. She didnt bother to change out of her pajamas when she gotten the news, figured nobody would judge her for arriving at the hospital with bedhair and wearing her pajamas. She couldnt believe this was happening, nor that her son was dead. She kept telling herself that he was going to be lying in a hospital bed. She approached the nurse's office, swallowed and let out a breath. "I need to see the girl who arrived with Noah Puckerman. She's family." She said, knowing that it wasn't true but she'll be family no matter what. The nurse pointed towards the waiting room where Brittany was at. "Thank you." She pushed herself off of the counter as she took Sarah's hand and ran towards the waiting room.

Sarah: followed Brittany: ’s dad had originally told her to go home to get some sleep. Basically telling her that there was nothing she could do for him Now. But she refused, she didn't want Puck by himself, beside she couldn't really get any sleep. It was like every time she tried to sleep she would see his face or the accident unfolding in front of her all over again. Once got the chance to calm down a little she was able to call Melanie. She was going to call her friends but decided to wait. At least until Melanie and Sarah got their first. As soon as she got on the phone with Melanie it was like she couldn't stop crying, it got to the point that they had to hang up. She laid her head against wall falling asleep for about two hour. She heard sobbing causing her to wake up. Brittany looked up to see a crying Melanie and Sarah. She got up from her seat rushing to hug them both “I'm so so sorry” she cried.

Melanie: returned the hug as she finally let herself break down in the girl's embraced and burried her face into the crook of her neck. "Im so sorry too." She sobbed out, rubbing her back in a comforting way. "I-I tried to get here the fast as I can-n." She kept the girl close to her. She knew that girl needed her along with their friends, but she wanted to focus on Brittany and on Sarah right now.

Sarah: pulled away from the girl and felt her chest heave up and down. She was angry, upset, heartbroken, confused. "Y-you could've saved him!" She said, looking at the blonde through her tears. "H-he could've been still alive...a-and here. With us, i-if you." She saw her mom's gaze, and swallowed her sob. "Why?!?!?!"

[bartendernycnoah]

A Comforts touch | Brittany,Melanie, and Sarah

January 1st- Early in the morning

Melanie:gave the taxi driver money for the cab fare and gotten out with Sarah on her heels. She didnt bother to change out of her pajamas when she gotten the news, figured nobody would judge her for arriving at the hospital with bedhair and wearing her pajamas. She couldnt believe this was happening, nor that her son was dead. She kept telling herself that he was going to be lying in a hospital bed. She approached the nurse's office, swallowed and let out a breath. "I need to see the girl who arrived with Noah Puckerman. She's family." She said, knowing that it wasn't true but she'll be family no matter what. The nurse pointed towards the waiting room where Brittany was at. "Thank you." She pushed herself off of the counter as she took Sarah's hand and ran towards the waiting room.

Sarah:followed her mom as she kept the tears at bay, knowing that she didnt believe what was happening and knew that Noah was still alive. She let out a breath once they saw Brittany and the realization hit her. She glanced over at her mom, knowing that she felt it too just by the way she fought back the tears.

Melanie:swallowed the knot that was threatening to escape when she saw Brittany and saw the blood that was on her cheek. "O-oh m-my g..god." She sobbed out, knew she woke up the girl and felt Sarah's arms around her.

[dancingbpierces]

Why would y'all kill puck :(

OOC: Well this was actually Katie’s decison, after learning about Mark’s Child Porn charges, she just didn’t feel comfortably playing him at this point. Correct me if I’m wrong Katie. But don’t worry, there will be a new guy coming and I’m sure you will love him as much as you have grown to love Puck.

[bartendernycnoah]

Ooc: Nope, you're not wrong. Exactly, there'll be a new guy and you'll love him. For sure.