My Masturbation Journal

• Masturbation : a gift to yourself. • Edging : a bonding experience with your cock. • Gooning : an introspective experience into your masculinity. This is a blog about male masturbation. Specifically, it’s about masturbation of one particular male – me. kik: azpierced

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When you are in the gooning state for a while and you finally have that awesome orgasm, do you ever eat your own cum? Do you like eating it if you do?

I almost always eat my cum. The spiritual part of me feels it completes the circle.

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My First Time

The first time any guy cums is a milestone. The first time I came is something seared into my memory. I was 12 years old. I had been masturbating a lot up until that time. I knew that stroking my penis felt damn good but there were no explosive fireworks at the end.

My earliest memories of my penis feeling good go way back to 5-6 years old. I always knew it felt good to touch myself there, but I didn’t know anything more than that. Around 8 or 9 years old I remember playing breath games with other boys – where you’d hold your breath and spin around. This is my first recollection of feeling something really strong and good from my penis. I was holding my breath and spinning and my penis was pulsating. I was a little dizzy, but damn, my penis felt great!

Later on a few years I went skinny dipping with other boys in the neighborhood. One family had a pool and sauna and we’d spend a lot of time there swimming – and skinny dipping when their mom was away. I remember one time we got caught and she basically laughed it off – so we just kept doing it.

This was also around the time when puberty started. My friends with the pool were two brothers about two years apart. I was right in between both. I was fascinated when I noticed the other brother’s first appearance of pubic hair. I’m sure there was some joking around about it but I don’t remember that; I remember the fascination and knowing what was coming for me.

I knew what happened to boys in puberty. I knew about cumming. Actually I knew about the physiology of ejaculation and that I was supposed to feel good. I really didn’t know much else.

A couple of times at their pool we’d go into the sauna – yea, they were well off – dad was a doctor. We’d go in there and end up talking about stroking – then doing it! I’ve touched myself a lot, but I don’t remember stroking my penis until then. I knew I liked it and really like stroking with other guys!

Boy, did that feel good! I vividly remember the tingling sensation emanating from my penis. For the next few weeks, I spent many moments during the day at night stroking my penis and enjoying the sensations. No orgasm or contractions – and definitely no ejaculation – but it sure felt great.

One evening I was taking a bath. I really don’t know why I was in the tub since I usually took showers, but this night I was in the tub. I started playing with my penis and stroking it with the soapy water. The sensations went from a nice tingling to a hell of a lot more intense. I kept stroking and the sensations kept growing. All of a sudden my entire body shuddered and I shot my first load.

I was elated. I knew exactly what happened and I wanted to announce it to the world but knew I had to keep it to myself. The memory of that evening is seared in my head. It’s so clear like it was just last week. To this day I fondly remember my first time and reflect on those first steps of a masturbation journey that’s fulfilled me to this day.

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I’m a nerd so I hooked up a heartbeat monitor to an edging session. This is the result :)

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I love to bate with a buddy, but i love to know the science to my orgasm, there was this one time he and i got a bit freaked out when my right leg was uncontrollably jerking while jacking off, it wasn’t painful just odd is that natural if so Am i the only guy that happens too? Btw i live in LA too, is there a batenetwork site to meet up with other guys? I just want to bate and feed off the energy of his cocklust. Sorry this is long love your blog.

I’ve had many interesting body reactions including my legs jerking. These movements aren’t unusual at all and are a sign that you’re deep in pleasure.

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Where is that hot ass of yours located? I would love to bury my face and cock in it.

I’m in LA

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Yes, masturbation is sex..

But there’s more to that statement.

Masturbation is hot sex with yourself. At least, it can be, and a whole lot more.

I’ve been in a partnership for a year now. And that has offered its own beautiful moments. But I’ve found that it hasn’t all diminished my bate life. In some ways, it’s even increased it.

I’ve seen many posts from bators here on Tumblr or on other forums that I’m not alone in feeling like this.

Masturbation is way for me to give pleasure to myself in the deepest and most physical way possible.

If partnered sex is like a fusion of two forces, masturbation—or solosex—is like an internal implosion, an internal play of energies.

Sometimes, after seeing the man I love, I still have a deep craving to pleasure myself, to be with myself, naked and erect. It’s like a meditation upon my sexual being, an exploration and celebration of myself.

Solosex, as I delve more into it, has a broad range of expression and energies, much like partnered varieties.

Sometimes, it’s really mellow. (I think of a female sexologist spoke of a “Sleeping Beauty” style of masturbating.) Other times, I’m worship my male icons in still and video form, with my hard cock dripping for hours. On other occasions, I turn into myself, facing a mirror or even with my eyes closed. IN those moments, it turns into deep expressions of self-love and acceptance. Interestingly, when my eyes have shut while I delve into pleasure, my mind can take off into all kinds of realms, hovering between visualizations and dreams.

Bate brothers, I encourage you to take time to explore solosex and ride the dragon of pleasure wherever it wants to take you. Try something new in your next session, even if it is small and see what happens.

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Shooting a big load on my mirror. 

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Does all there jerking off affects your erection?and if yes how to help with that?

No downside effect. In fact, it’s make my erection even harder.

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Do you ever get turned off by contrived or forced gooning? When you're "in the zone" and you're truly riding that popper wave, I get it when you just let yourself go and everybody be damned. But, I've noticed that some guys - when they masturbate and huff - almost go through a literal "checklist" of what's expected when you goon: 1) huff (done); 2) make insincere face (check); 3) make odd noise (check); 4) drool (check). Any thoughts??

Interesting observation. I’ve found that when I try to create a gooning experience it usually falls flat. Trying to make something happen rarely works. Masturbation is a practice in letting go and accepting what my body wants and needs at that time. When I let go and allow my body to go where it needs to magic can, and often does, happen!

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Where the heart is really attached, I know very well how little one can be pleased with the attention of any body else.

Jane Austen, Northanger Abbey (via theliteraryjournals)

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Acceptance

Since most of us struggle with periods of self-hatred, bad body images, shame and confusion over sex and pleasure, I recommend having a hot love affair with yourself. Sexual healing begins by learning how to turn yourself on, discovering your sexual fantasies, and giving yourself an abundance of selflove and orgasms. Betty Dodson Gay men are much more sensitive to our body image. We’re in a…

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Gooning

As I learned to keep edging, I discovered a new sensation while bating. I came to find it called gooning and I describe it as a state where my head goes quiet and all I’m aware of is raw, primal sensation. Words no longer have any meaning; instead, my sounds become animalistic – moans, grunts, pants, and howls. Gooning is different from edging in that with edging, I’m mentally focused on my…

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What's Love got to do with it?

What’s Love got to do with it?

I’m in the midst of NRE (new relationship energy!) We’re 3 months into it and at that point where we’ve established mutuality; we’re really enjoying each others’ company and mutual exploration. I’m also happy that I’m seeing that I’ve actually matured a bit and have learned a thing or two that’s helping with all this NRE! NRE is like a drug – actually some research shows that it actually is a…

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Masturbation & Relationships

Many people think that masturbation is a substitute for partnered sex. I see men who feel as if they need to hide their masturbation from their partners. We spend a lifetime hiding masturbation from others – parents, roommates, partners. For me, it’s not an or, it’s an and. Partnered sex is a way of connecting with another; masturbation is a way of connecting with myself. I cherish both. Both…

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Hi, I am 42 y/o and I am currently taking cialis to help with my erections. I was told it is prohibited to hit poppers if you are using either viagra or cialis so Unfortunatelly I had to stop using poppers and now mu orgasms are less intense because of that. What do you think?

Definitely don't mix Calais and poppers. But you don't need to have an erection for bating. If you miss the intensity with poppers lay off the Calais for a few days and then hit the bottle. You can have great sensation without an erection. I find that there's a sweet spot when I'm semi hard - the sensation is amazing and there's no pressure to cum.