Tempted to give into temptation... I don't want to keep going on like this... I've reached out for help. I did what I needed to do and nothing worked... I'm tired of feeling so miserable.. I wish I could go to sleep and just not wake up.. I never planned to make it this far.. I've fought with depression and suicidal earges since 4.. I'm 20 now. I keep telling myself it'll get better, keep fighting but when. When does it get better? It's been 16 years, it has only gotten worse.. Honestly the only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because of my niece.. She's my only reason to hold on.. But with the way things have been getting I don't want to hold on anymore.. I'm ready to go.. I'm ready to be back with my mom and grandpa.. It's getting so hard. Every day is a battle and one day I'm scared I will lose...










