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me tryin’ to get my life together

#rachet #wow #bun #chick #stank #ass

#sexy #asses #kisses #love #her #bestfriends #modeling #for #the #hell #of #it #yes

This chick doe❤️

#love #her #bestfriends #forever #cuties #always #there #pictures #colorful #missing #out

#geek #love #pictures #creative #cute #bowtie #silly #sexylady #hot #stuff

It's a real art to act like someone's dead to you and still fuck with their life.

#your #cute #ex #ugh #just #quit

#childish #gambino #fuck #never #justkidding #fucking #awful #love #him #so #much

#childish #gambino #fucking #bestfriends #something #love!

"Are we dating, are we fucking, are we best friends, are we something in between that? I wish we never fucked and I mean.......... But not really"

#bitinglips #scarf #cutie #dtf #bestfriends #fucking #childishgambino #donaldglover

Depression fucking sucks. The first time I ever dealt with it I watched it affect my best friend. She’s had it since we started being friends 3, almost 4 years ago now. At first, I didn’t really understand because I was always the one with an awesome life and nothing terrible ever happened to me. It was so strange to me to see how much people can hurt each other. I didn’t understand how anyone could always be hurting. She is one of the closest people to me now, and throughout this relationship I’ve watched how it has affected her. I’ve seen and I understand now her pain because it hurts me now too. It is so hard, almost impossible, to watch someone you love so much get told they aren’t good enough. To sit there and listen to how they think they don’t deserve the most perfect love because everybody they had ever been close to hurt them.

I never thought depression was stupid. I always knew it was a bad thing that some people just went through. You never know what it’s really like or what it’s all about until you deal with it firsthand.

I just recently have started feeling depressed myself. Empty, worthless, alone… Lost. All these things were and are so new to me, it was almost overwhelming the feeling of being depressed and accepting it. The worst part to me is the hope though. The hope that if some particular thing happens then everything will automatically get better and bad feelings will just go away. It has to be there, though, that hope does, or you just give up. I’ve seen that happen to my friend before. And it scares me.

The reason hope is the worst to me is because I got that one particular thing. That one thing that I thought would make things better and let me be happy again; all I want is to be happy again. It didn’t, though. Things stayed the same and just seem like they’re getting worse. Life kept happening and all I want is to be happy again.

#depression