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[batwithblueeyes]

I'm probably never going to use this blog again. It's been compromised. I'm not going to make another because it's a hassle.

I'm not doing so hot but honestly I can't remember the last time I actually did.

Which is to say, no one should be worried. I just exist like this.

But I had hoped for some sense of privacy speaking out into a public void, like a dumbass, and of course I didn't get that.

So I'm abandoning this. And any other blog or expression.

Thanks for the cool images ✌️

[thepersonalquotes]

Thank god i have tumblr, at least i can talk to myself.

[batwithblueeyes]

Turns out I fucking can't. Good-bye to the only safe space I had.

[batwithblueeyes]

How do I block people on here?

[avpdsnail]

shoutout to that underlying sense of unease that’s made a home in my bones

[sheepgirlmichael-deactivated202]

[lucydacusgirl]

Need the ocean to wash my brain smooth like sea glass

[insane131]

[tearfulangel]

[peachpitgirl]

[c96-deactivated20141002]

[absinthundblut]

[noirlac]

[kanashii-monochrome-deactivated]

[avpdfuuka]

I hate existing and taking up physical space, I hate that people can see me, I hate having to constantly account for my body language out of self consciousness, if I could just live in another plane of existence as a spectator that occasionally interacts with reality when I’m in the mood that would be ideal

[batwithblueeyes]

You drug me through it for years.

YEARS

That I can never get back

So I just find it a little funny

That you couldn't even hack it for half a year

But go off about me I guess

I'm the monster, right?

Conveniently leave out yourself

I'm so fucking bitter

[maria-aegyptiaca]

Beth cavener stitcher

[the-moon-whisperer]